Divine Waiting Psalm 130 August 9, 2015 SOH Theme: Redemption Wednesday, residents and towns along the Animas River had a rude awakening. The beautiful, clear waters of the Animas had turned an awful orange from pollution. Amazingly, it is the fault of the very agency tasked with cleaning up pollution, the EPA. A sludge pond at the Gold King Mine, near Durango, Colorado was breached, polluted water running into the Animas. Durango, Aztec, Farmington, significant parts of the Navajo Nation, the San Juan River and the Colorado River will all be affected. It’s a perfect picture of how sin works. What we think we have bottled up, hidden away and protected is suddenly exposed. Just like sin in the real world, it doesn’t affect just you, but everyone downstream. Everyone in your friends list, everyone on your email list. Everyone connected to you. It stains the rocks of your foundation. It stains the very life around you. Sin, well, it’s pretty awful pollution. As awful as this is, it’s not an isolated case. Our visit to India in 2007 shocked our visual, olfactory, and auditory senses with the level of pollution. You know it’s bad when you open your suitcase on arrival home and get knocked over from the odor. Here in the US every man, woman, and child is responsible for four pounds of waste products every day. I think we’re making progress as we learn to recycle and reuse, but let’s face it, we’re consumers and we’re greedy; we want more and we don’t want to give any up. Here’s some food for thought; an anthropologist went through a forty year-old dump discovering hot dogs that could have just been removed from the package (Don’t think about that too long), cling wrap still clinging, Styrofoam cups still cupping, newspapers that can still be read, and plastic toys that still work. Decomposition is slower than you think. Take heart, there are things you can do and if you need to learn about them, here are some courses you might consider; 1. Class 1. Refrigerator Forensics: Identifying and Removing the Dead. 2. Class 2. If It’s Empty, You Can Throw It Away: Accepting Loss, Semester 1. 3. Class 3. If the Milk Expired Three Weeks Ago, Keeping It In the Refrigerator Won’t Bring It Back: Accepting Loss, Semester 2. 4. Class 4. Recycling Skills 101: Boxes That the Electronics Came In. 5. Class 5. Recycling Skills 201: Styrofoam That Came in the Boxes That the Electronics Came In. 1 6. And a final class called Giving Back to the Community: How to Donate 15-Year-Old Levis to Goodwill. Well, we have a way to go cleaning up our environment and caring for it in a way that honors God. But the fact remains that we need a disposal system for the waste of our products, food, and human byproducts. We also have a little issue to contend with in the spiritual waste in our lives – those bits and pieces of spiritual trash we all accumulate, pile up, and try to hide away thinking it’ll go away if we ignore it long enough. We don’t release cyanide or cadmium or chromium, but we spew out gossip and insults, halftruths and lies, selfish manipulations and hurtful actions. Mix in anger and lust and greed, and you’ve got a serious iniquity management problem. I don’t know how they can clean up the Animas River. It may only be through the dilution of the contaminates and the natural filtering of the water over rapids and through plants that nature will be able to restore the waterway. I just hope the fish and other living organisms will be able to survive. The trash piles of your soul are a serious problem. Left alone, their rotting presence in your life will continue to affect your spiritual and emotional environment for years to come. I do know how to clean up the trash piles of your life. Today’s lesion, Psalm 130, is an attempt to help us understand where our sin goes. “Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord. Lord, hear my voice!” I know many of you have first-hand experience at what it’s like when you are near drowning in your own sin, in the mess of your life. I’ve never experienced utter hopelessness like some of you, but I’ve experienced that moment when it felt like my own actions, my sin, had brought me to the brink of drowning. Gasping for spiritual air, the very breath of the Holy Spirit himself, you cry out for rescue. Not all of it is our own making, sometimes our sin is the selfless sin of losing ourselves, our direction, our very identity by giving up too much of our self to others and we have failed to become the person God intends. “Lord hear MY voice.” Much of our faith and much of the Bible is about our corporate life together; worship, fellowship, mission, service, and some prayer. This Psalm is a reminder that God created us individually, unique, and of great worth. St. Anselm (11th century) put it this way: O Lord our God, grant us grace to desire thee with our whole heart, that so desiring, we may seek and find thee, and so finding thee we may love thee, and loving thee we 2 “…my soul waits for the Lord more than those who watch for the morning, more than those who watch for the morning.” In verse 6, I find the deep confidence to keep moving and I think you can too. I never liked working graveyard, but in the summer I knew about 4:30 the eastern sky would begin to get light – morning was coming. The darkness of your soul may try to hide him, keep him away, the light of God’s grace, his peace will come. In the winter, when the sun rises and you face that warmth – just bathing in it, soaking it in as the cool of the night recedes you know it’s come again. We wait; not “will he come” but anticipating his coming just like the morning. The key word is “redeem.” In verse 7&8, the assurance is lifted as a proclamation of praise to God and the focus shifts from me to thee; from the personal to the corporate. Let me paraphrase: Oh, people of Peoria and Surprise, and Phoenix, and Glendale, and all over Arizona, hope in the Lord! For with the Lord there is steadfast never-ending love, and with him is great power to redeem. It is he who will redeem each of you from all the pollution of sin in your life. may hate those sins from which thou has redeemed us, for the sake of Jesus Christ. Amen. This Psalm is a cry for a personal transformational experience from God. It is a realization there is nothing we can do on our own; “If you, O Lord, should mark iniquities, Lord, who could stand?” The longer you try to stand on the trash pile of your sin, the harder it’s going to be to stand; you simply start sinking deeper away from those who love you and from God. Forgiveness is never a DIY project – Do It Yourself! You have a part to live out; confession, amending your ways, and grieving the hurt you have caused. Reconciliation comes with the gift of forgiveness. In essence, your garbage gets hauled away by those who forgive you. When it comes to deep spiritual divide between you and God, it is Jesus who offers forgiveness and hauls you out of the miry clay of sin. Jesus, the trash man. Jesus, the environmental restoration agent. Verse 5, “I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I hope;” not a waiting game, but an anticipation that here, with the Lord is where I find and claim hope. The hope of scripture is the assurance of God’s intent, desire, and plan to forgive you and to restore you and to re-make you into his image. Where does the trash of sin, the pollution of your selfishness go? It goes straight to the cross. And 3 that’s where it stays forever, no environmental damage, no toxic waste, simply gone. The words of Psalm 103:12 might say it best; “as far as the east is from the west, so far he removes our transgressions from us.” There’s nothing trashy about God’s gift of redemption and release; it’s a sacred system of total and complete sin removal. 4