Matthew S. Poindexter Suzanne Bolch Award Project Proposal In the most recent Major League Baseball amateur draft, pitcher Stephen Strasburg, a young and promising player, was chosen first overall by the Washington Nationals, who eventually signed him to a 16 million dollar contract. In the past year, Aroldis Chapman, a 22year-old Cuban baseball player who has never faced professional American competition, signed a 30 million dollar contract with the Cincinnati Reds. For both of these pitchers, the expectations are extremely high, possibly too high for them to meet. For my project, I want to take a look at the crushing pressure of being a top prospect in professional baseball, using interviews with current and former top draft picks, the scouts who evaluated them, their managers, and their teammates. My goal is to put my writing together as a poetry chapbook, tentatively titled Bust, that I can submit to and publish through first book and chapbook competitions. I find the situation of the top draft choice very intriguing. Major League teams are investing millions of dollars in 18-year-old boys. While this financial stability is definitely a positive for these athletes, they are also given the intense pressure of becoming a top level professional baseball player. Some top draft choices go on to have spectacular careers. Others fold under this scrutiny, and are forever labeled as failures. I am less interested in those who succeed—their story is well-known and often predictable. Instead, I want to use the funding from the Suzanne Bolch Award to interview former top prospects like Brien Taylor. Taylor was drafted first overall in 1991, and was considered by many to be the best amateur pitcher ever. However, after inking a luxurious contract with the New York Yankees, Taylor got into a bar fight and tore a muscle in his shoulder. His career was ruined, and he became only the second top draft choice to never reach the Major Leagues. Today, Taylor lives with his parents on Brien Taylor Road, a street named for him before he was hurt. In 2004, top draft pick Matt Bush had a similar fate. After signing with the San Diego Padres, Bush performed poorly in the lowest levels of the minor leagues. Distraught with his play and unable to handle the increasingly negative stress of trying to meet the expectations placed upon him, Bush developed substance abuse problems and had multiple run-ins with the law. His organization released him in 2009, a 3.5 million dollar investment that never materialized. I plan to interview both Bush and Taylor for my project, and also have many other subjects who I will talk to and include in Bust. Dustin Ackley, who starred at the University of North Carolina for the past three years, was a top draft pick last year, signing with the Seattle Mariners for 8 million dollars. I have been friends with Dustin since elementary school, and he has agreed to talk to me about the pressures surrounding his situation—being a star prospect with an undecided future. I will meet with Doug Brown, a former scout for the Texas Rangers, and speak with him about the players he evaluated, and who he was right or wrong about. I would also like to have the University of North Carolina support me for press credentials so that I can have better access to current baseball players and personnel. In order to provide a more varied manuscript, I also plan to include observations from an omniscient narrator who provides details of professional games. I have experience with writing long, sequential sets of poems, and I feel that this will help make Bust unique. Two anthologies of baseball-centric poetry exists right now—Line Drives: 100 Contemporary Baseball Poems (SIU Press), and Hummers, Knucklers, and Slow Curves (University of Illinois Press), but both over-romanticize baseball, and fail to take an in-depth look at the psychological turmoil forced upon these young men. I believe I can deliver a focused manuscript for the Suzanne Bolch Award committee, one that will have appeal to more than just a poetry audience, but a popular audience that has made professional baseball the top sport in this nation. Matthew S. Poindexter Suzanne Bolch Award Project Proposal