Amber Narmore Professor Hess Studies in Literature 4/8/11 Imagery Paper Stained Glass In Frederick Buechner’s short story “The Dwarves in the Stable”, two tangible images that stand out are the pieces of stained glass that sit propped up in the window of Buechner’s office. Both these pieces of stained glass have been given as gifts to Buechner throughout the years and have been continuously overlooked(Buechner 91-92). The image of the cowardly lion and the diptych on the surface are just pleasant gifts from most likely friends and family. On a deeper level, however, these images and words stand for meanings and emotions that go much deeper into the life of Buechner. Both these pieces of stained glass symbolize the terror and utter blindness that came over Buechner while his daughter was sick. Along with symbolizing the terror and blindness, they also symbolize the light and profound knowledge that Buechner discovers about himself, his past and ultimately his future. When Buechner’s daughter became sick with anorexia, Buechner invested himself so much into his daughter that he became blinded to everything else and eventually became sick with love. Buechner was harming himself in trying so hard to fix his daughter(95). It is interesting that it is an image of a cowardly lion that represents this time in Buechner’s life so perfectly. Lions are not seen to be cowardly in our world today, but rather as animals full of courage and majestic beauty as they hunt and prowl through the land. Buechner is supposed to be the lion of his family, full of courage and majestic beauty, but instead he is cowardly and has become ugly from the sickness he has imposed on himself. Buechner is lacking the courage in his daughter to go through this illness on her own, and the courage in himself to let her fully go. He has become like the cowardly lion in the picture, bound up by his own doing and surrounded by his own personal fears brought on by his father’s untimely death. The other image that is present is the painting with the words “May the blessing of God crown this house” and “fortunate is he whose work is blessed and whose household is prospered by the Lord”(92). This correlates with the image of the lion in that it symbolizes that even though Buechner went through such a terrible event and experienced horrible and painful emotions, that it was in actuality a fearsome blessing from God. Because of what Buechner went through with his daughter he was able to grasp a new understanding of himself, how his past has affected him and how he treats his family today. Without the terrible event of his daughter’s sickness Buechner would have never discovered this and in turn wouldn’t have grown and matured into the person he is today. The fearsome blessing that was put upon Buechner has not only revealed how his past has, and still is, effecting him, but has also caused the silence of his father’s death to stop so that he may start to finally heal from his fathers traumatic and selfish death. All his life he has been silent about his father and the hole that his death has left in his heart. His father’s death became the family secret that would stay hidden forever by everyone in the family. No one in the family would ever talk of Buechner’s father. It was a subject that was silenced and remained that way for all of Buechner’s life. Through his daughter’s sickness Buechner was finally able to see how the absence of his father in his life has made such an impact on his relationship with his daughter. Buechner will never let his daughter go through what he went through with his dad. He will try his absolute hardest to be there for her at all times. Buechner has this drive in him to never let her go through anything on her own, and its this exact drive that causes him to become lovesick and blinded when his daughter becomes sick. Through his daughters sickness he is able to see how much effect his father’s death has had on him and he is finally able to start to let that secret out. Both these pieces of stained glass have been given as gifts to Buechner throughout the duration of his life. The only difference between these two gifts is that one was asked for, and the other was not. Buechner makes it clear in the text that he had asked someone to give him the stained glass image of the cowardly lion as a Christmas gift one year, imposing the gift on himself. The diptych, however, was a gift freely given and not given based on Buechner requesting it (91-92). This is significant to the story in that Buechner basically asked for and imposed his own lovesickness on himself, like the stained glass of the cowardly lion. He bound himself up with rope by tangling himself up in his daughter’s sickness and soon became blind to all other aspects and feelings of his life. Like the diptych, God freely, willingly, and without request gave his love and mercy to Buechner’s daughter and to Buechner so that they may both be healed of their distinct sicknesses. Both these pieces of stained glass were gifts given to Buechner, likewise, both the terrible event of his daughter’s sickness and the realization of his sickness and ultimate need to let go of his daughter were both gifts given to better their lives. The way Buechner writes about these particular gifts of art he has be given suggests that he has not thought about them in a long time. Buechner mentions in the text that he has never really given them much thought, and that they have been sitting up on his window year after year gathering dust (92). This is appropriate to the story in that in represents how blind we are everyday to the gifts we are given everyday. God gives us numerous blessings and gifts everyday that we do not notice and that go on gathering dust in our lives. It is once we actually open our eyes to see the blessings we have each day that we start to connect the dots and realize God makes all things work together for our good. Likewise, it is only when Buechner opens his eyes and realizes the pieces of art sitting in his window that he is able to connect the dots and realize the fearsome blessing that has been placed in his life. Works Cited Buechner, Frederick. “The Dwarves in the Stable.” Shadow and Light: Literature and the Life of Faith 2nd Ed. Eds. Darryl Tippens, Stephen Weathers, & Jeanne Murray Walker. Abilene, TX: ACU Press, 2005. 83-104. Print.