May 18, 2014 Easter 5 The Rev. Kim Gilliland SCRIPTURE: Acts 7:55-60 1 Peter 2:1-10 But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9 (NIV) THE CHURCH AT ITS BEST THE EPISTLE OF HOPE The little letter in the Bible that we call 1 Peter has been described in many ways. But the one that speaks to me the most is “The Epistle of Hope.” Hope is the etched throughout it. It was written to early Christians who were experiencing persecution for their faith. They had been scattered throughout Asia Minor. 1 Peter 1:1 (NIV) tells us that this letter was written, “To God’s elect, strangers in the world, scattered throughout Pontus, Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia and Bithynia.” But this translation does not really convey the situation of those early Christians. Not only were they scattered, they were also exiled, driven from their homes to go some place else where their anonymity might provide them with a measure of protection. They could not go back home for fear of further persecutions. Into this circumstance, Peter wrote encouraging them to continue down the road of faith with purpose and hope. 1 Peter 1:3 (NIV) summarizes the rest of the letter when it says, “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead...” Despite all that was wrong with the world in which they lived, despite the cruel persecutions that they faced, regardless of what the world could dish out at them, Peter gave the reason for their hope. It was because Jesus Christ rose from the dead. By his wounds we have been healed. By his death we have life. By his suffering we have page 1. redemption. Sin cannot defeat us. Death cannot harm us because it has been overcome by the power of the cross. No matter what happened in life they could hang that upper story promise onto their lower story reality. So can we because ultimately God wins. I was reading this passage this week in light of the conference that I attended two weeks ago in Toronto. It was an amazing experience. I went not quite knowing what to expect but I came home with a renewed optimism and hope not only for our congregation but for the United Church of Canada in general. And it has been a long, long time since I have had any optimism or hope for our denomination. But it’s back and I want to tell you how it happened. CRUXIFUSION The conference was hosted by a group called Cruxifusion. What is Cruxifusion? It’s actually a very exclusive group. To be a member of Cruxifusion, you have be in paid accountable ministry within the United Church of Canada or a retired minister. Only minister can belong. That’s not really a bad thing because there needs to be place for ministers to gather to share our thoughts and concerns. There is value in pastors meeting together as pastors. That’s what Cruxifusion does. This is also a unique group in the United Church because it is designed specifically for those of us in the evangelical or conservative wing of the church. I’ve been part of the group for a little more than a year and there is lively conversation on Facebook every day about how we support and encourage each other as a small but significant minority within the United Church. You might wonder how many evangelical United Church ministers are out there. I wondered that too. You can imagine my surprise when I arrived to discover that I was one of ninety from all over the country who showed up. And there were lots who couldn’t be there. I thought, “Where have you people been all of my life?” I had always felt somewhat like Elijah who when he faced the 400 prophets of Baal and then Queen Jezebel in 1 Kings 19:10 (NIV) said, “I am the only one left and now they are trying to kill me too.” Being an evangelical in the United Church has at times been a very lonely experience. That’s the first thing that gave me hope, the realization that I’m not alone. There are other ministers out there in the United Church who believe the same things that I believe. They believe that Jesus is who he said he was, the only begotten son of God. page 2. They believe that he died on the cross to pay the price of our sins and that he physically rose from the dead to open for the us the gates of eternal life in his kingdom. And they believe Jesus when he said that he is the way, the truth and the life and that no one goes to the Father except through him. The good news in this is that there are a lot of other ministers out there who are not afraid to speak the truth in love about who Jesus is and what he did. They don’t make any excuses and they don’t apologize for being Christians. We spoke the same language all week long. It was most refreshing to see and hear that. That’s the first thing that gave me hope, the knowledge that I’m not alone. The second thing - and this was a huge surprise - is that they were all so very young. In fact, I was one of the older ones there and that’s unusual. Most of them were under the age of forty. Some were even in their twenties. They were full of life and energy and the Holy Spirit and they were more that eager to share their enthusiasm. I loved their worship. One of the very fun things that happened was that they formed an open worship team. There were a couple of main people who provided leadership all the time but there were also extra instruments lying around so if anyone wanted to go up to the front and start playing, they were more that welcome to do that. Lots did. Most of the music was familiar to me but there were also some new songs which were fabulous. In the midst of all of that we also sang some old hymns that we all know - often a capella and four or six part harmony - and the Spirit pumped and the roof was raised and we were all captured in a moment of the Lord. Clearly, these ministers know how to praise the Lord and they want to do in within the context of the United Church. That’s exciting. The other exciting part about this is that these young ministers represent a whole new generations of evangelicals within the United Church of Canada. There is a stereotype in most mainline denominations that the conservatives and the evangelicals are the old guard, the stodgy senior citizens who are trying to take us back to the past. Nothing could be further from the truth. There is a vibrancy about these new ministers that I found most refreshing. You can even see it in their churches. We did a bit of an online straw poll of the churches that Cruxifusion minister serve and discovered that 40% of these congregations are growing, another 40% are stable in numbers but getting younger and only 20% are in decline. That’s a far cry from the national average which has 80% of churches in decline across all denominations. Even though these stats are not exactly scientific, they speak to page 3. me of real and vital renewal within the church, fired by a new generation of Spirit filled evangelical minister who believe that they can change this denomination, if not the world. Are they a bit naive? Yes, I think they are but there is an advantage to that because unlike many of us older evangelicals they haven’t had to fight through the trenches of the theological warfare that we were exposed to for the past thirty years. We have those scars and those wounds. The evangelicals of my generation understand the persecution that Peter spoke about when he wrote to those early Christians and tried to give them hope. These new evangelicals didn’t fight those battles which means that they are not jaded, angry and bitter. They haven’t been heckled from the floor of the conference annual meetings for daring to speak against what those in positions of leadership were trying to push through. It hasn’t been suggested to any of them that they should consider psychological counseling because they happened to suggest that the church was, perhaps, going in the wrong direction. Those things actually happened. They happened to me and they happened to other evangelicals whom I know well. No wonder many of us have avoided the higher courts of the United Church like the plague. I seldom go the London Conference annual meetings and after attending one General Council meeting at Camrose in 1997 I swore I would never go back. But that was 17 years ago and maybe it’s time to reconsider. I think the United Church is kinder and more gentle church that it was twenty years ago. Maybe it’s because most evangelicals eventually got tired of the fight and simply withdrew to the safety of their own congregations. Maybe it’s because the old guard at the General Council and Conference offices who kept pushing their ideological and theological agendas down our throats are finally either dying or retiring. Or maybe, just maybe, there are new leaders in the church who are looking at the results of the what has been going on over the past thirty years and finally realized that we need a new path and a new approach because clearly what we have been doing is not working and hasn’t worked for quite some time. A NEW CHURCH One of the people at the Cruxifusion Conference was our Moderator, The Rev. Gary Patterson. Gary is a theological liberal. He’s also openly gay. To be quite honest, I have problems with Gary’s theology and with his lifestyle choices. But he is also the first Moderator in my memory who actually uses the word “evangelism” in a positive way and page 4. without trying to change the meaning of it. He understands that evangelism means to share the good news of Jesus Christ and to lead others to a personal and life changing experience of our Lord. And he’s okay with that and he’s okay that we’re okay with it. I don’t think Gary was always so accepting but he’s a very bright man and that was not his first encounter with Cruxifusion. My hunch is that he has seen the energy, the vitality and the vision of this group and he has wondered what they have that the rest of the church needs. What does it have? It has a strong sense of social justice which is the United Church’s gift to the world. But it also has a fervent and undeniable evangelical fervour which the church has desperately lacked for a very long time. In fact, it represents the church at its very very best with the two feet of mission - evangelism and social justice planted firmly on the ground. This is so badly needed in the United Church which has been in decline for decades. I think it is now official that our denomination is in crisis. We see it in Essex Presbytery where, of the twenty-four pastoral charges that make up this presbytery, only 11 are able to afford to pay a full time minister. When I came here ten years ago 22 of the 24 had full time ministers. What happened? As congregations shrank and aged they ran out of money. If you don’t have any money, you can’t afford to pay a full time minister. It’s as simple as that and it’s all dollar driven. We are blessed here in Cottam. Of all of the congregations in this presbytery, I think it’s generally acknowledged that we are one of the healthiest. We’re certainly the youngest. I’m not saying that we’re perfect but we’re clearly doing better than most. Is that because of me? Partially but it’s even more because of you. You have an openness to the Gospel and a vibrancy of the Spirit that are examples to others. We have managed to form in this congregation a solid partnership and sense of mission that is missing in so many other churches. What the Cruxifusion Conference taught me is that we are not alone. There are other United Churches across the country that are going down the same path that we are. There are other United Churches that are vibrant, growing and active. And finally, at our General Council offices in Toronto some people are looking at our healthiest churches and noticing that many of them share something in common; they seem to have a strong evangelical flavour to them. I never thought that day would come but with people like page 5. Gary Patterson exerting some influence at the highest levels, I think that day may finally be here. And because of that I rejoice and I have hope. WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN? So what does this mean for us? Maybe it means that we claim who we are in God’s creation and become part of the renewal that I believe may soon start to sweep across the United Church of Canada. For a long time now, our attitude has been very congregational. We have said the General Council can do what it wants to do but we will simply go on doing our thing and ignore them when we have too. Maybe it’s time to change that thinking. Maybe it time to reconnect. In 1 Peter 2:9 (NIV), it says, “But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.” That’s who we are. We are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation. And our purpose is to declare the praises of him who called us out of darkness into his wonderful light. That’s the most important and most precious mission in the world today and it has been given to us. We are called to share that good news with the world. When I was at the Cruxifusion Conference, I picked up a t-shirt with the theme of the conference stenciled on the front. It says, “I believe, I belong, I witness.” That’s a great theme and I think it has a message for us today. I believe. I believe in Jesus and I’m not afraid to say it. I believe that he came to the earth to show us how to live, that he died on the cross to pay the price of our sins and that he rose again from the dead to open for us the gates of the kingdom so that all who put there faith in him will spend eternity with him. I discovered that there are all kinds of other United Churches out there sharing that same message. That’s what I believe. I belong. I belong in the United Church because this is where God has planted me and this is where I have grown. Maybe it’s time for me to own that and stop try to ignore the denomination that ordained me and gave me the ability to minister in it’s midst. Do I like where the United Church has been going over the past thirty years? Absolutely not. It has been like a ship without an engine and without a rudder. It has floundered and capsized. But maybe it’s time to do something to right the ship once again. And maybe it’s time for us as a congregation to get on board and see if God is calling us to do page 6. something to recreate the United Church into faithful, mission driven, Christ centred, biblically literate denomination. With all of the disagreements that we have had with the United Church over the years this is still where we belong. I believe, I belong. The third one is this: I witness. God gives many missions fields to his people where they are called to witness to the truth of the Gospel. That is as true of us as it is of anyone. But where is our mission field? What if I were to suggest that our mission field is the same place were we belong? One of the best mission fields out there is the United Church of Canada. We as a congregation have so much to offer the other churches in this presbytery. We are very different. Other churches know that we are difference. Maybe we need to be more clear about why we are different. We are a chosen people, a royal people, a holy nation, people belonging to God... I got that. But what I come to know since the Cruxifusion Conference is that so is the rest of the United Church. Some have just lost their way and become discouraged and frustrated. Wouldn’t it be great if we could be one of the tools that God uses to remind other congregations of just who they are in God’s eyes; to remind them that they too are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God. Remind them of who they are. Remind them of what Jesus did for them and remind them that they have gospel message to share and a mission to fulfill. Then they too can be the Church at it’s very best and so will we. I believe, I belong, I witness. May that be our testimony as well. page 7. PRAYERS OF THE PEOPLE Loving God, we come as children seeking the pure spiritual milk that only you can offer. We come from our busyness and the stresses of everyday life to find refreshment for our spirits. You, O God, offer us what we can find no where else. You nourish us and nurture us. You give us peace and security. You protect us from the powers that would harm us. You lift us above the difficulties of life and enable us to deal with whatever is thrown our way. Thank you for staying with us. Thank you for walking beside us and never leaving us alone. Even when we forget about you, you do not forget about us. How great and awesome you are. We offer our thanks for the coming spring. It’s been wet but pray for some drier weather that the farmers may get onto their land to get the seeding done. We also pray for the bees that pollinate our fruit trees in the various orchards in the county. We pray even now for a good harvest this fall, thankful that you hear our prayers. We lift up in prayer the continuing strife and suffering in the Ukraine. Civil war is threatened and seems almost inevitable. We also remember the Nigerian girls who are being held captive by Islamic terrorists. We often don’t know how to think or what to do but you, O God, are a God of peace and miracles. The world could use a fewk now. We also pray for our province as we approach another provincial election. Our prayer is that the end result will be a government that will govern well and according to your principles and precepts. Give us the courage and wisdom also to vote as we aught according to faith and the biblical witness. We pray for those who are ill this past week. Bless them with healing and wholeness. Be with their families and calm their fears. Soothe their anxieties and give them the peace that only you can offer. God of Heaven and Earth, hear our prayers and the prayers of all those who, in faith, seek you. Feed our hungry souls and lead us onto your path of peace. We pray in Jesus’ name. Amen. page 8. WORSHIP RESOURCE PAGE May 18, 2014 / Easter 5 SCRIPTURE Psalm 31:1-5, 15-16; John 14:1-14; Acts 7:55-60;1 Peter 2:2-10 CALL TO WORSHIP God is our Rock; the stronghold of our lives. God is our Rock; the foundation of our salvation. Come, let us worship him in Spirit and in truth. PRAYER OF APPROACH We come to you, O God of Life, as newborns awaiting your spiritual milk. Come and quench our thirst. Feed us with your Spirit. Refresh us by your streams of living water. We need your hand to hold us and your light to lead us if we are grow and mature in faith, hope and love. Enter our worship. Enter our hearts. Renew our lives by your Holy and Indwelling Presence. Amen. PRAYER OF CONFESSION We seek your presence, even in the midst of our own sinfulness. Like our ancestors, we turn away from your prophets when they say those things that we do not want to hear. Our resistance to change leads us to ridicule those who call us to holiness. We prefer the familiar and the comfortable even if they are not your ways. Forgive us, O God of Mercy, when we stumble and fall. Pick us up and set our feet back upon the way of life. Amen. ASSURANCE OF PARDON The Glory of Christ is like a shining star in the dark skies of night. It twinkles and glows and gives us reason for hope. Be assured that that glory is able to overcome even the greatest sin. In Jesus, we have forgiveness and reconciliation with God, with one another and with all Creation. DEDICATION OF OFFERING Your gifts, O God, are greater than our imagination. We cannot begin to comprehend what you have given and done for us. Our desire is that you would take what we have and use it for your purpose. May your love and your compassion be shown in our gifts and our lives. Amen. COMMISSIONING God’s love is everlasting. God’s mercy is eternal. God calls us to live our lives with love and mercy for all people. Be born again as new creations in Christ, not only today but everyday. Live the lives that God has called us to live. page 9. MESSAGE OUTLINE The Rev. Kim Gilliland May 18, 2014 THE CHURCH AT ITS BEST THE EPISTLE OF HOPE 1 Peter was written to early Christians who were persecuted and exiled from their homes. To God’s elect, strangers in the world, scattered throughout Pontus, Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia and Bithynia. 1 Peter 1:1 (NIV) Peter encouraged the early Christians to continue to live with purpose and hope. Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead... 1 Peter 1:3 (NIV) CRUXIFUSION I attended the Cruxifusion Conference and came hope filled with hope and optimism. Cruxifusion is a group of more conservative, evangelical United Church ministers. I have often felt alone as an evangelical minister within the United Church. I am the only one left and now they are trying to kill me too. 1 Kings 19:10 (NIV) I discovered that I am not alone - 90 others gathered at the conference. Most were very young and unscarred by the theological wars of the past decades. The United Church is perhaps a kinder, gentler church than it was 20 years ago. It might finally be ready for a new approach because what it has been doing isn’t working. WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN? There are signs that renewal is beginning to sweep across the United Church. It’s time to reconnect with the wider United Church. But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. 1 Peter 2:9 (NIV) The theme of the Cruxifusion Conference was “I believe, I belong, I witness.” That needs to be our testimony within the United Church. page 10.