BACK TO CONTENTS You THE ULTIMATE GUIDE TO QUITTING WEED GUIDED PROGRAM YOUR LIFE WITHOUT WEED A Guided Program Your Life Without Weed 2 [disclaimer page: needs image] *Disclaimer* This program is designed to help you and has been proven to work well for many users. However, we take no legal responsibility for how this system will affect your results in a drug test of any kind or any other result you experience from using methods outlined in the following program. Always check with your consultant or doctor before taking anything outlined in this course. You may be allergic or unable to take certain products, chemicals, herbs, other substances or anything in this program. Unauthorized distribution, reselling, copying or selling of this material is unlawful. No portion of this guide may be copied, distributed or sold without direct written permission from the provider and creator. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 3 Introduction: WHY I CREATED THIS PROGRAM 6 From the Desk of Rick Neilson 7 How to Use This Program 15 Three Stages of Quitting Weed 18 A Note on Keeping a Journal 21 Section One: BEFORE YOU QUIT 29 Understanding Your Weed Dependency 30 Monitoring Your Weed Habit 33 How Weed Affects Your Identity 35 Why You Smoke So Much Weed 38 Understanding the Real You 42 The Mirror Technique 48 Why Do You Want to Quit Weed 50 The 3 Pillars of Success 51 Choose Your Own Adventure 57 CONTENTS Your Life Without Weed Section Two: QUITTING WEED 62 Your Official Quit Day 63 Three Phases of Quitting Weed 69 Phase One 73 Withdrawals 76 Cannabis Detox 92 Managing Cravings & Urges 94 Lapses & Relapses 99 Phase Two 103 Depression 105 Stages of Grief 112 Phase Three 117 Mindfulness Meditation 121 Section Three: LIFE AFTER WEED 132 Managing Thoughts, Feelings, & Behaviors 133 ABCs of Rational Emotive Behavior Therapy 138 Living a Balanced Life 141 Nutrition, Exercise, & Sleep 144 SMART Goals 150 Some Final Thoughts 152 Additional Resources 154 howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com INTRODUCTION Why I Created This Program Your Life Without Weed 6 BACK TO CONTENTS FROM THE My dad was the king of dad jokes. Any time DESK OF RICK we were in the car together and he had to NEILSON slam on the brakes at a red light or because someone cut us off in traffic, he’d look at me and say, “I’m not addicted to brake fluid, I can stop whenever I want.” I started smoking weed when I was 14 and did not quit until I was 27. That’s 13 years of being high almost every single day. For the last 3 of those years, I regularly thought about quitting. Every time I tried to summon the willpower to quit, my dad’s corny joke would play on a loop in my head. It always made me laugh, then almost immediately, I would feel overcome with this unbearable sense of dread and, sure enough, I’d be smoking again. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 7 BACK TO CONTENTS You are here because you know the dread I am talking about. You know that you need to quit smoking weed, but you don’t know how, or you’re afraid of what life will be like without it, or you’re afraid there is something inherently wrong with you, like you’ve just got an addictive personality or you are simply weak-willed. Am I close? Your Life Without Weed 8 BACK TO CONTENTS The first thing I want you to learn is that the part of you that keeps insisting you need to quit — well, that is your truest self. No matter how much pain you may have experienced in life, no matter how much you’ve smoked yourself out, this ‘real you’ has persisted, is still standing up for the true potential you have locked inside you. This person has never stopped believing in you, has been rooting for you all along — and now I am too. You and me, we are not like most people. We are among the 9% who sincerely struggle with dependency on a drug that the other 91% of smokers claim is not addictive. The truth is, for them, it’s not. I know, totally unfair, right? This widespread social attitude contradicts what you and I know to be true. So, if you’re anything like me, it’s no wonder how easy it is to feel as though there may be something wrong with you. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 9 BACK TO CONTENTS But I have good news: There - is - NOTHING - wrong - with - you. 9% of millions of smokers is A LOT of people who develop a dependency on weed. And the number of people who are willing to do what it takes to quit is much smaller. That’s you! So, you see, there is actually something very RIGHT with you, and you just need a little guidance to get through to the other side. To a life withOUT weed. That’s why I created this program. As soon as you become aware of the techniques outlined in this guide, you will have everything you need to quit smoking weed once and for all. From the comfort of your home and on your own time, you will learn how to change your beliefs about weed and about yourself. Not only will you find the ability to free yourself of your dependency on weed, you will Your Life Without Weed 10 BACK TO CONTENTS finally be in control of all the changes you want to see in every area of your life. HOW I KNOW In a sentence: I’ve been there, done that. WHAT I KNOW When I finally became serious about quitting weed, I tried everything and failed dozens of times. I tried cold-turkey on willpower alone. Didn’t work. I went to a few Narcotics Anonymous meetings. After hearing the stories from people addicted to heroin, crack, and meth, I convinced myself that being dependent on weed is nothing like the problems they had. So I kept smoking. A friend of mine wouldn’t shut up about Alcoholic’s Anonymous. He said it changed his life and that they would welcome me without judgment. So I went. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 11 BACK TO CONTENTS During the first meeting, I was comforted by the candlelight and the humbling stories of the members, so I decided to share. As I revealed that my problem was not with alcohol but with weed, the group leader began to whisper to the person next to him. When I finished my story, I sat down. Without acknowledging anything I said, the group leader asked everyone present to vote to “have this young man removed,” and he pointed at me. All but one person raised their hands, and so I left. That night I went home and rolled the biggest blunt I think I’ve ever smoked. Then I tried meeting with a drug counselor. During our session, he talked most of the time as I studied the degrees on his wall, the photos of his family on the desk, the bookshelf in the corner crammed with books about drug addiction. Your Life Without Weed 12 BACK TO CONTENTS I left his office feeling like this man had never smoked a day in his life and could never understand what I was going through. Like I said, my attempts to quit spanned three years and nothing was working. Until I realized one day that my smoking habit and my attempts to quit were closely linked. Just as I was depending on weed to get me through the days, I was depending on other people, or some force of nature, to change my life for me. It came as an empowering and terrifying shock that it was entirely up to me to quit smoking weed successfully. I avoided this truth for another few months. But when I was finally ready, I got to work. I read every book I could find on weed addiction, spent time in forums seeking advice from all sorts of people on the Internet, and even came across some guides that were somewhat helpful. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 13 BACK TO CONTENTS In short, I searched everywhere for a self-guided, stepby-step program like this one, but never found it. So I wrote it myself. What you now have in your possession is not the work of therapists or doctors. It is not some company trying to sell you miracle cures or admit you to some expensive recovery clinic. This guide has been assembled by someone like you, who has struggled with weed dependency, who has found through a desperate search the most effective, life-changing, easy-to-use techniques to quit smoking weed. And they are all here, organized in a program developed specifically with you in mind. Your Life Without Weed 14 BACK TO CONTENTS HOW TO USE Very Important Note: Don’t Quit Smoking THIS PROGRAM Weed Yet. I know that must seem like strange advice in a guide about quitting weed. But this is not about quitting cold-turkey, because, in my experience, that is the most difficult and ineffective way to quit. More Important Note: Do Not Read This Guide High howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 15 BACK TO CONTENTS Though you are not quitting just yet, it would be counter-productive to proceed through this guide while you are high. **Important** - So if you are HIGH RIGHT NOW, just enjoy it and come back to this when you feel ready. Honestly, no hard feelings. We all have to do this in our own time. If you are NOT stoned, then please proceed. It may work best to devote an hour in the morning, or when you get home from work, to read through the guide before you smoke. This will initiate you into the process of disrupting your smoking routine as you prepare yourself for your official Quit Day. At the end of the hour, feel free to get as high as you want. Your Life Without Weed 16 BACK TO CONTENTS THE I have developed this guide with a stepSTEP-BY-STEP by-step process that will absolutely work to PROCESS help you quit weed because of one essen- tial factor: You. This program has helped many people quit smoking weed because of one important detail I kept in mind while writing it: No person is exactly the same as another. It might serve you well to view this guide as a Road Map to quitting weed. And I am your GPS telling you where you are and the best route to get to your destination. But you’re still the one who is driving the car. You can go as fast or as slow as you want. You can take the scenic route. You can decide to bypass a detour or have a picnic at a rest stop. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 17 BACK TO CONTENTS Have I lost you in the metaphor? Probably so. Do you get my meaning, though? I know that you do. THREE STAGES OF QUITTING WEED You will notice this guide is made up of three main sections: “Before You Quit,” “Quitting Weed,” and “Life After Weed.” 1. Before You Quit This section contains preparation strategies to lead you up to your official Quit Day. Here, you will learn to understand your relationship to smoking weed and why it is such a difficult habit to break. You will begin to envision the life you want, and you will set an action plan in place, create a replacement activity for smoking weed, and decide on a Quit Day. 2. Quitting Weed You will begin this section on Day 1 of your Quit Day. Here, you will learn various coping strategies to help you adjust to life with- Your Life Without Weed 18 BACK TO CONTENTS out weed. You will receive guidance on how to deal with cravings and urges, manage withdrawal and detox symptoms, and re-train the pleasure and reward systems in your brain so that you actually begin to think differently about yourself and your life without weed. You will learn about ancient traditions, such as meditation, as well as the most current methods of treatment used by professionals around the world. 3. Life After Weed This section will provide you with some ongoing, lifelong strategies and information to help you live your life—without weed—to the fullest. Here, you will learn about the best information and techniques for developing self-awareness, relaxation strategies, nutrition, exercise regimens, and setting attainable goals. I have culled together the best practices from experts on healthy living. There is a lot of nonsense out there in the booming health industry, so I have done my best to cut through the bullshit to give you some guidance that will support your wellness for the rest of your life. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 19 BACK TO CONTENTS ** IMPORTANT** If you haven’t done so already, print out the workbook Your Life Without Weed: Interactive Toolkit I have developed to coincide with these three sections. This has been provided for your individual interactive experience with the information and strategies included in this guide. **VERY IMPORTANT** I urge you not to skip out on the exercises as they are precisely what make this program so effective. Completing them will make this process entirely yours, and will increase your chances for success. Your Life Without Weed 20 BACK TO CONTENTS A NOTE ON You will notice, within each section, I have KEEPING A included journal prompts designed to get JOURNAL you to write about your thoughts and experiences through your process of quitting weed. Before I quit smoking weed, I hated even the thought of writing, especially when I had to write about my feelings. It reminded me too much of school. And between you and me, I was not the best student. But somewhere through the course of my research, I became convinced that this is one of the most powerful tools available to you. Let me tell you a story to show you what I mean. I was 14 when I started smoking weed with my friends. Like most teenagers, I didn’t howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 21 BACK TO CONTENTS think much about why I was doing it. My friends had older brothers who hooked us up, and I loved the way it made me feel after long days of teachers yammering on and bossing me around. When I quit smoking at age 27, I took a friend’s advice and kept a journal of my struggles. That’s when I unexpectedly began to make connections throughout my life that I had never considered. Shortly before I started smoking, my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer. It was a hereditary condition, and I doubt he ever smoked a day in his life. The fact of my dad’s mortality was too much for me to cope with at my young age. It terrified me to even imagine life without my dad. This might be one of the reasons I latched onto smoking weed, this miracle herb that took away the pain of dealing with that kind of fear and despair. Your Life Without Weed 22 BACK TO CONTENTS My dad was very religious and deeply involved in his church. He was always heading up food and clothing drives to help people who were less fortunate. He always wanted me to help, which I did a couple of times, but it always made me really uncomfortable. So I started smoking weed with my friends instead of helping my dad. The feeling that I was disappointing my father was also one of the reasons smoking weed was probably such a comfort. I could escape the heavy pressure I felt in not living up to his expectations. Through my journaling, I also came to realize that it freaked me out that my dad got cancer without ever smoking cigarettes. When we learned that it was hereditary, that’s when I was confronted with my own mortality, that the same could happen to me. On some subconscious level, because I had always heard that weed is helpful in preventing certain forms of cancer, I took comfort in smoking weed thinking it howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 23 BACK TO CONTENTS was helping me more than anything. This belief helped me deny for years that my dependency was a problem. I remember getting defensive anytime someone criticized me for smoking weed. I definitely used the ‘cancer-preventing’ logic to justify my dependency for a long time. My dad lived with cancer for 7 years before he passed. The day of his funeral is one of the only days in 13 years that I did not get high. I felt like the scum of the earth, though, when all I could think about was getting high as everyone talked about what a good man my father was, how he devoted his life to helping people. When I finally quit, 6 years after my father passed, I began to learn that I am more like my dad than I ever thought. Though I may never master the “dad joke” like he did, I discovered that I really care about helping people too. I discovered through all my searching that there are not very many helpful programs out there for people who Your Life Without Weed 24 BACK TO CONTENTS want to quit smoking weed. It is not like other drugs. You absolutely can quit on your own. And your decision to do so will lead to a dramatically improved lifestyle, if that is what you truly want. That’s why I wrote this program, because I achieved the life I’ve always wanted. I am healthy, I have great friends, and I am happily married. Not only do I save tons of money by not smoking weed, I am much smarter and never worry about finances. I remember when all of this seemed impossible, and the dread of not living my life fully could only be temporarily dealt with by smoking weed. It was always there, the knowledge that I was not living my life the way I wanted. So I numbed myself smoking so much weed that it became all I thought about, all I cared about. I will say this about it, that smoking weed did help me through a very difficult time in my life. It was a useful crutch. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 25 BACK TO CONTENTS But it was only temporary, and I lost myself in the fix. Your story and your reasons for smoking weed may be very similar or very different from mine. Either way, I hope it is a comfort to you to have what I wish I’d had when I was trying to quit: someone who has been through it, telling me exactly what to do. Your Life Without Weed 26 BACK TO CONTENTS Some Journaling Options If you’re not the journaling type, you may need some help getting started. Personally, I have come to love the smell of a new leather notebook, the crisp blank pages, and my chaotic handwriting in thick black ink. But if you want something less bulky, and FREE, then check out Penzu, a secure, customizable, online journal that also offers a smartphone app so you can write no matter where you are. It has several useful features including privacy settings and writing reminders. Check it out at https://penzu.com NOW, YOU’RE READY TO BEGIN When you are ready, begin Section One knowing that you are starting on a path that will lead you to a life you have only dreamt of before this point. After this, you will never be the same. If you feel fear and excitement about this, you’re in the right place. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 27 BACK TO CONTENTS Enjoy yourself as you move through this guide. I look back at my process of quitting weed very fondly. It was a time in my life when I truly started to change and become awakened to the possibilities hidden deep inside me. It was a thrilling time, and I am proud to play a small part in what will be an empowering shift toward the life you’ve always wanted. Good luck and enjoy Your Life Without Weed: A Guided Program. Your Life Without Weed 28 BACK TO CONTENTS SECTION ONE Before You Quit howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 29 BACK TO CONTENTS UNDERSTANDING Quitting Vs. Limiting Use YOUR WEED A common question I get from people at DEPENDENCY this stage is whether quitting is absolutely necessary or if simply cutting back is a good option. The short answer: Only you know what is best for your life. What is most important is that you are real with yourself. It comes down to the matter of why you want to make the change. If it is because your job periodically drug tests, then simply cutting back as an occasional smoker doesn’t make any sense. If you simply want to learn enough self-control to overcome your dependency on smoking every day, yet you still want the freedom to smoke occasionally with friends, then I say “Go for it!” You can absolutely use this guide and adapt it to meet your specific goals. Your Life Without Weed 30 BACK TO CONTENTS But I would not be a good friend if I didn’t at least ask you to consider a couple of things. I have spoken to many people who have tried to cut back, who simply didn’t have the discipline to maintain control. In my opinion, they had cut back enough only to convince themselves they had control, but they still exhibited behaviors of dependency. For me, my dependency is like alcoholism. I don’t just want to take one hit. I want to get ripped and stay that way for days. Quitting was the only option I had, and now I find so much pleasure in a lifestyle that is completely weed-free — something I could never have imagined under the haze of pot smoke. I know firsthand that the decision to quit weed is a scary one. The deepest fear we experience as people is a fear of the unknown. Simply put, you don’t know what awaits you in a life without weed. We latch onto what is familiar because we are comforted by what we can predict. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 31 BACK TO CONTENTS But I reached a point that I became so weary of the predictable outcome of getting high every day. I knew it would mean hours upon hours wasted in a Netflix show-hole on the sofa. It meant waking up with the panic that I was not accomplishing anything with my life, followed by a suppression of that panic via bong hit and more wasted hours. If there is any kind of central theme to this guide, it is this: You must know yourself, be truthful with yourself— and most importantly—be good to yourself. The best I can do is tell you what I know from my experience. But the power is within you to use this guide to get the life you want. It must also urge you to avoid substituting your weed use with anything else that is addictive in nature. If you drink more alcohol or smoke cigarettes or rely on prescription medication to help you come off your weed dependency, then the chances are you will just transfer your dependency to these substances. Your Life Without Weed 32 BACK TO CONTENTS MONITORING If you are reading this and you are NOT YOUR WEED stoned…Congratulations!! HABIT I believe in celebrating every little achievement that supports your goal, and you should too. Okay. So you’re not high right now. But you’re probably thinking you can’t wait to get through this so you can get high, am I right? That’s fine. In fact, that brings us to the first exercise in your Interactive Toolkit: Monitoring Your Weed Habit. Go ahead and take a look at exercise 1.1 in your Interactive Toolkit. I used this when I first decided to quit, and I have seen this be effective for many others. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 33 BACK TO CONTENTS The primary goal is to bring critical awareness to your smoking habits. It may seem arbitrary, but I want you to take this seriously as your first step to changing the way you think about weed. The monitoring chart is probably self explanatory, but let me walk you through it anyway. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.1 - Monitoring Your Cannabis Use Over Four Weeks This works like a basic log book. Any time you do anything related to weed, whether it’s buying, smoking, or even daydreaming about smoking, you will track it each day. This might be most effective if you log the day’s events surrounding your weed habits before you go to sleep. At the end of each week, you will calculate how much money you spent and how much you smoked. Your goal will be to take account of how much you smoke and reduce your use for the following week. This will gradually prepare you for your official Quit Day. Your Life Without Weed 34 BACK TO CONTENTS You will notice I have completed a “Sample Row” for you. These are my own entries from the first week of my Monitoring Chart. HOW WEED I am going to go back to basics for a minAFFECTS YOUR ute to tell you a couple things you already IDENTITY know in order to shed some light on one of the most important revelations I made early in my decision to quit weed that ultimately set me up for success. This comes from the Drug Addiction Treatment Center at Lund University Hospital in Sweden. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 35 BACK TO CONTENTS Acute Intoxication & Chronic Influence Smoking weed has two primary effects on cognitive functioning: an acute effect and a chronic effect. 1. Acute Intoxication - Anywhere from 45 minutes to a few hours after smoking, this is the “high” that you experience. Psychological symptoms include increased mental activity and environmentally-oriented hyper-sensitivity. Physiological symptoms include heart palpitation, dizziness, pressure inside your head, dryness of the eyes, mouth, and throat. It is for acute intoxication that you began smoking weed in the first place. Your heightened senses, increase in associative thought processes, and focus on a more intensive inner-self in relation to a larger entity have made it easy to deny the harmful effects of your weed dependency. In the acute intoxication stage, you also experience pleasure in the following ways: • You feel more calm and relaxed • It enhances your social interactions Your Life Without Weed 36 BACK TO CONTENTS • It can enhance sexual experiences • It helps you cope with difficult situations • It enhances your understanding of yourself within your surroundings 2. Chronic Influence - Clinical studies show that people who smoke regularly for a period of two years or longer experience a change in cognitive functioning. In effect, you enter a new state of consciousness which can be described as “a cannabis state dependent” effect. If you are frequently acutely intoxicated, you experience this “Cannabis State Dependent” effect more often than a normal non-intoxicated state of consciousness. Therefore, you gradually adjust to this altered state and it becomes your new normal state of consciousness. To put it simply, in the beginning you smoked to get stoned. After extended use, however, you had to smoke just to feel normal. Your identity has become enmeshed with being high. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 37 BACK TO CONTENTS I won’t lie, when I became aware of this, it kind of freaked me out. I realized I had traded in my 14-year-old self for this altered state of consciousness that lasted 13 years. No wonder I was so immature and scared of quitting. It felt as though I had left my true self at the age of 14. But my decision to quit was a return to my true self. After helping so many people quit smoking weed, I learned that most people are not aware of this altered state of identity. I attribute much of my success of quitting weed to this epiphany. My decision to quit weed was more than just a need to be healthy; it became about reconciling with the person I always knew I could be. WHY YOU There are many reasons why people smoke SMOKE SO weed. Some of the most common answers MUCH WEED I receive are: Your Life Without Weed 38 BACK TO CONTENTS • To relax • To escape • To avoid dealing with problems • To enjoy movies or music in a heightened state But it is important that you discover your primary underlying reasons for smoking weed. Being aware will give you an increased sense of self-control when it comes time to quit. If you know the reason, don’t be intimidated. Remember, I was not aware that my weed dependency had to do with my father’s illness until I started writing through my feelings of quitting weed. Your brain is a miraculous problem-solving machine. Asking yourself these questions will set your mind on the path to figuring out why you smoke so much weed. The answers are buried inside your subconscious and may even surprise you. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.2 - Why I Smoke Weed howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 39 BACK TO CONTENTS Here, you are going to use what I like to call “The 5-year-old’s Approach to Understanding Why.” When you were 5, you likely drove your parents crazy asking them “why” a thousand times a day. It came as a result of an insatiable curiosity to know why the world works the way it does. Though it stems from a fundamental lack of knowledge, there is actually a great deal of wisdom contained in this kind of questioning. The technique is relatively simple. You have only one question to answer: “Why Do I Smoke Weed?” But there’s a small catch (and this is where your inner 5-year-old takes over). When you write your answer to the question, it will be followed up with “Because why?” This will prompt you to go a little deeper into your initial answer. Once you write your response, it will be followed up with another “Because why?” Your Life Without Weed 40 BACK TO CONTENTS Starting to see the trend? This technique will help you to really delve into the core of why you truly smoke weed. I have included a sample response from the time I used this “5-year-old’s” approach. Your goal is to answer at least 5 “Because Why” prompts. But honestly, you should go on for as long as you need in order to get to the core reason of why you smoke weed. You will know you have landed on the core reason when you write something you haven’t really thought of before, but which makes total sense. There might be a kind of “A-ha” moment of clarity. CHECKING IN If you’re still with me, if you have been reading this guide before you smoke, and if you have been taking the exercises in your toolkit seriously, then you’re doing exactly what you need to do in order to quit smoking weed. You are proving you have what it takes to truly take control of your life. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 41 BACK TO CONTENTS I’m curious what it is like for you to smoke weed now that you have been working through this program. You have been monitoring your weed habit, you have begun to understand your deeper drives for smoking, and your decision to quit is becoming more and more real. I wonder if you’re feeling a slight tinge of grief, or fear, or anxiety. Maybe you’re beginning to feel excited or hopeful. Let’s keep moving forward to understand what is going on beneath it all. UNDERSTANDING THE REAL YOU: ID, EGO, & SUPEREGO Have you ever felt as though you are being pulled apart from the inside between what you want to be doing and what you are actually doing? I used to experience the fear that there was something severely wrong with me until I learned about Sigmund Freud’s model of Your Life Without Weed 42 BACK TO CONTENTS the human personality. Learning this model changed my perception of myself and why I do the things I do. More importantly, it helped me stop being so hard on myself as I realized everyone struggles with the inner conflict of who we are and who we want to be. Freud determined the human psyche is divided into three parts: The ID, the EGO, and the SUPEREGO. Each part develops at different stages in our lives, and they all work together to develop who we are and how we behave. The ID is our primitive and instinctive part of the personality. It has been with us since birth and operates on the pleasure principle. Because it is part of our subconscious, it is not affected by reality or logic. It wants immediate gratification regardless of consequences. When the ID is satisfied, we experience pleasure. If the ID is denied, we experience displeasure or tension. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 43 BACK TO CONTENTS The ID is illogical, fantasy-oriented, and selfish in nature. The EGO, according to Freud, is “that part of the ID which has been modified by the direct influence of the external world.” Our EGO forms during our childhood to serve as a mediator between our ID and the real world. In the best sense, the EGO is the reasoning system that works out the best ways to satisfy the ID without violating social norms, etiquette, or rules. The EGO is also primarily concerned with achieving pleasure and avoiding pain. Freud used the analogy of a man on horseback to illustrate the relationship between the ID and the EGO. The ID is like the horse, and the EGO is like the man who has to learn to keep the superior strength of the horse in check. To break it down at this point, your ID causes the urge to find weed and smoke as often as possible. Your EGO Your Life Without Weed 44 BACK TO CONTENTS wants desperately to satisfy that desire, but it must also account for the best ways to do so without getting caught and without spending all your money. When these desires are not met, it is the EGO that searches for other courses of action until the ID gets what it wants, which is the underlying principle of self-control and perseverance. But it must be trained if you want to learn how to persevere for virtuous reasons. How do you do that? That’s where SUPEREGO comes in. The SUPEREGO operates on a different level, often considered to be a higher plane than the other two parts. The SUPEREGO incorporates values and morals of society to control the ID’s impulses and persuade the EGO to focus on moralistic goals rather than solely focusing on the best way to seek self-serving pleasure. This is the essence of what it means to “Grow Up,” and it does not necessarily come naturally, but by choice. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 45 BACK TO CONTENTS The SUPEREGO functions on two systems: The Conscience and the Ideal Self, though they often work hand-in-hand with one another. Your ideal self is an imaginary picture of who you want to be, your career goals, and how you want to treat other people. When you fall short of this ideal self, your conscience punishes you through feelings of guilt. On the other hand, when you do live up to the values of your ideal self, your conscience rewards you with feelings of pride and accomplishment. What Does All This Psychobabble Have to do With Quitting Weed? I’m glad you asked. Quitting weed relies heavily on re-orienting the pleasure-reward system in your brain. The first major step is developing self-awareness of the three cooperating parts of your psyche without judgment. Your Life Without Weed 46 BACK TO CONTENTS Harnessing this self-control is a fundamental factor in becoming the person you want to be. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.3 - ID, EGO, & SUPEREGO Though it might seem obvious after reading this section how each part of your personality functions, it is still important to write it down. Writing it down gives you a sense of mastery and recognition, which will help you feel an increased sense of self-control over the three parts. You will notice that ID, EGO, and SUPEREGO are listed in the Toolkit, with a blank line after each term. On each blank line, you will write what you think is the primary function of each part of your psyche as it pertains specifically to your weed dependency. I have included my own example to guide you. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 47 BACK TO CONTENTS THE MIRROR Okay, you’ve been reading and writing A TECHNIQUE LOT. And hopefully you’ve begun to expe- rience a sense of accomplishment. If you’ve made it this far on our agreed terms, then you truly are one of the strong ones who can do this on your own. Now it’s time to change the pace a little bit and try out another strategy that really works. Below you will find an audio link that will guide you through this strategy. So instead of reading, you will be listening. But first, you will need three things: • A mirror • A way to listen to the audio (your computer, smartphone, headphones) • And…some weed. That’s right, you are going to attempt this next technique high as ****. Your Life Without Weed 48 BACK TO CONTENTS I know I told you not to progress through this program stoned, and that rule still applies. However, this is the one exception, and the purpose is to begin unraveling your weed dependency at the source. Let me first tell you how it works, then you will need to decide when you want to try this, because the objective of this strategy is quite clear: to change the way you think about getting high. How the Mirror Technique Works 1. **BEFORE YOU SMOKE** Sit or stand so that you are facing the mirror. 2. Stare at yourself for what might be an uncomfortable amount of time, until the moment your own face begins to look unfamiliar to you. 3. Push play on the audio file and keep staring at your reflection in the mirror. 4. When the voice on the audio tells you to, light up your joint, pipe, or bong and get ripped. 5. Remain open to where this exercise will take you. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 49 BACK TO CONTENTS When you are ready, [CLICK HERE] to hear the audio for the Mirror Technique. WHY DO YOU You might feel like you already know the WANT TO QUIT answer to this question. It might have felt WEED? obvious to you when you decided to invest in this guide. But just humor me for a second. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.4 - Why Do I Want to Quit Weed? In this exercise you are going to use a similar technique to the 5-year-old’s questioning strategy, only slightly different. In your toolkit is a list of many reasons to quit, including health risks, financial issues, social issues, and other hassles. I want you to read through the list and circle the THREE top reasons why you want to quit. If you don’t see your true reasons listed, then come up with your own. Your Life Without Weed 50 BACK TO CONTENTS You will write the three reasons on the lines provided under the question Why Do I Want to Quit Weed? Under each reason you will see the question “So That What?” repeated 5 times. Each time you answer the question, you will need to deepen your response to answer the prompt “So That What…” THE 3 PILLARS Just like the questioning technique used OF SUCCESS earlier to determine why you smoke weed in the first place, this is designed to help you drive down into the core of your reasons for quitting weed. Chances are, your reasons will surprise you and will likely give you a heightened sense of urgency to quit when you realize how deep your reasons truly are. It is an exercise in getting to know your TRUE SELF. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 51 BACK TO CONTENTS It has now come time to set up an action plan for quitting weed and to decide on your OFFICIAL QUIT DAY. Quitting cold-turkey on willpower alone is the least likely strategy to help you quit weed for good. Truthfully, I’ve never seen it work. In my search to find the best strategies for quitting weed, I came across “The 3 Pillars of Success” in a book not related to weed dependency. I found it so useful that I adapted it for you to help you meet your goal of quitting weed once and for all. The 3 Pillars are: • Have a Plan • Create a Replacement • Seek Support When you decide on a Quit Day and follow through using this guide to support you every step of the way, you will assuredly experience challenges on the way to being free of your weed dependency. Your Life Without Weed 52 BACK TO CONTENTS But don’t worry, that’s what I’m here for: to let you know what to anticipate so you have a plan in place to cope when those challenges arise. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.5 - Quit Agreement Contract All of the following elements contained in the “3 Pillars of Success” will be documented on your Quit Agreement Contract found in the toolkit. Once you have read through the 3 pillars, fill in your specific action plan on your contract and sign it. 1. Have a Plan –– Set a date and stick to it - This will be your official Quit Day, determined entirely by you when you are ready. Just bear in mind on this day you will be entering into a contract with yourself. You are making a commitment to yourself to never be the same. Everything that happens after this date will determine whether you are successful at quitting weed or not. –– Triggers - Triggers are events or friends or emotions which lead to a desire to smoke weed. (Re- howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 53 BACK TO CONTENTS member the ID???) You must identify your triggers so you know to avoid them or how to respond when they come up. –– Cravings and Urges - Cravings are a DESIRE to smoke, whereas Urges are a NEED to smoke. Every time you give in to a craving or urge, the stronger they become. But the good news is, every time you successfully resist cravings and urges, the weaker they become. Don’t worry, you will be getting some strategies for coping with cravings and urges very soon in Section 2: Quitting Weed. –– Get rid of weed materials, dealer contacts, etc. You just gotta do it. In a moment of strength, you need to gather your pipes, bongs, dugouts, rolling papers, grinder—anything you use to smoke weed—and throw it all away. I gave all my weed stuff to a friend, but I must say I was really tempted to smoke when I went to his apartment and saw my red grinder and my favorite pipe on his coffee table. –– What to do about friends who smoke - Most programs and authorities will tell you to GET RID OF YOUR FRIENDS, at least for the time that you are trying to quit. While I understand why this makes Your Life Without Weed 54 BACK TO CONTENTS sense, I wanted to give myself the challenge of being able to resist smoking weed even when my friends were still smoking. My friends were cool about it. I told them I was quitting and they all did their part to make sure I didn’t break my contract. But this is a decision you will have to make for yourself. I’ve known many people who had to leave their friends and find a new social group altogether. Many are not lucky as I am to have a best friend who smokes, but who was also my biggest supporter. Again: You simply need to know yourself and your situation and what is best for you. 2. Create a Replacement When you decide to quit weed, you are going to have a whole lot of extra time you won’t know what to do with, which can be one of your biggest triggers: Boredom and Time-to-Kill. The most effective thing to do is to find various things to fill up that time. These new activities should contain their own kinds of rewards. It is best to do something active that does not require much creativity, because doing something like playing music will likely make you want to smoke. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 55 BACK TO CONTENTS Think of it this way when deciding what your replacement should be: When it comes to envisioning the life you want for yourself, what do you see yourself doing? Do you go to the gym more? Do you go swimming in the lake? Or fishing? What about taking a bike ride? Or skateboarding? Playing video games? Do you want take up painting? Whoever you want to be, however you WANT to spend your time, start doing it, and this will become your lifestyle. 3. Seek Support Clinical studies show that people who have a strong support system are as much as 10 times more likely to successfully quit. Identify two or three people (or however many you want) who you can count on to check in on you, to keep you accountable. There are also some lines for their signatures on your contract. Once they have read all the information provided, ask them if they are willing to be there for you as your supporter. And when they say “Of Course!” ask them to sign their names on the contract. Your Life Without Weed 56 BACK TO CONTENTS CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE When I was a kid, my parents bought me all of the Choose Your Own Adventure books. I remember each time they bought me a new one, I would hold it in my hands for an hour just staring at the artwork on the cover, anticipating the adventure that awaited me within its pages. Looking back, that was my first taste of POSSIBILITY, and it captivated me that I had no idea where I was about to end up, that my path would be determined by my own intuition and freedom of choice. For those of you unfortunate souls who have never heard of Choose Your Own Adventure books, they were novels written in the 2nd person, making the reader the hero of the story. Every few pages, when you’d reach a climactic moment, the story would give you a multiple-choice option to choose an alternate storyline for your adventure. There were always several different endings, and not all of them were happy. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 57 BACK TO CONTENTS When I was in the process of quitting weed, I was writing in my journal one day and the Choose Your Own Adventure books occurred to me in my writing. And I got an idea. I wrote my own Choose Your Own Adventure story. Well, it wasn’t as detailed as the books of my childhood, but it ended up serving an invaluable purpose on my road to quitting weed. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 1.6 - Choose Your Own Adventure Here’s how it works. All I am asking you to write is two paragraphs, but it can go as long as you like. Have fun with this. Reclaim your imagination. You’re on your way to NOT being a pothead anymore. You’re going to write two different stories, each responding to these two prompts: Your Life Without Weed 58 BACK TO CONTENTS 1. What will my life be like in 10 years if I NEVER quit weed? 2. What will my life be like in 10 years when I SUCCESSFULLY quit weed? This writing exercise is a vision strategy to get you to think about the life you WANT and the life you’re TERRIFIED of living. Like I said, not all the endings in the Choose Your Own Adventure books were happy endings. I remember one time I fell off a cliff and died. Your deepest desires and your deepest fears are your most powerful inspiration. Writing these stories will help you invoke this inspiration and give you some vision about what you’re attempting to avoid and what you’re living into in your decision to quit smoking weed. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 59 BACK TO CONTENTS A few pointers before you write: • While quitting weed may be one of the biggest adventures of your life, your story does not have to be adventurous and dramatic. In fact, it will probably be better if you envision an average, ordinary day. I was 27 when I wrote mine, so I just envisioned an ordinary day in my life as a 37-year-old. • For the story in which you never quit weed, be brutally honest. Don’t throw yourself off a cliff, but your mind does need a scary image to occur to you any time you think about smoking weed again. Really explore how empty and sad your life will feel, and how disappointed you will be in yourself. • Be detailed and specific. For the story of what life will be like without weed, imagine where you’ll live, what your home will be like. Will you be married? Kids? Living alone in a city loft overlooking the bay? Will you own a classic motorcycle? Farmland? Dogs? Cats? Where will you work? Will you drive to work or take public transit? Or ride your bike? Or work from home? • Have fun. Your Life Without Weed 60 BACK TO CONTENTS CONCLUSION OF Congratulations! You have made it SECTION ONE: through Section One. BEFORE YOU QUIT I hope you have made some significant revelations about yourself and the life you want. You are truly about to cross over the threshold, which will mark the beginning of the life you have always wanted to live. There will be some challenges ahead, but I have laid out everything you will need in Section Two: Quitting Weed. The ultimate reason why you absolutely will be able to quit weed successfully is because you are making the decision to reconcile with YOUR TRUE SELF. This is the part of you that has been urging you to quit for a long time. Now you have the action plan and the techniques to rediscover your true identity and shift your power to this driven inner self. Be strong. Be heroic. You are on the adventure of your lifetime. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 61 BACK TO CONTENTS SECTION TWO Quitting Weed Your Life Without Weed 62 BACK TO CONTENTS YOUR OFFICIAL This is it! Your official Quit Day. Can you beQUIT DAY lieve it? You are really doing this! We have some very important things to dive into, but first I want to address the power behind making today your official Quit Day. Your official Quit Day is remarkable in one specific sense. It is the day you decide that your life will be different from here on out. But be mindful that it does not mean things will be perfect and struggle-free from now on. Rather, it means that everything that happens from here on directly correlates with this significant day on your journey to quitting weed. In many ways, you will be measuring your success based on how far you make it from this day without smoking weed. It will become your measuring stick for how far you’ve come. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 63 BACK TO CONTENTS On the other hand, lapses and relapses will also correlate with your official Quit Day. Say you relapse and start smoking again for 5 months. I would wager that every time you smoke, you will think back to this day and feel a sense of guilt or regret until you return to your decision to quit. There is no shame in this — I’ll tell you about my relapse stories soon enough. Rather, I like to think there is power in this. Your official Quit Day contains a power that you have given it. I pass my Quit Day every year now like a birthday, a re-birth of my best self. I even let my friends take me out to celebrate! The Two Most Essential Things to Accomplish on Your Official Quit Day 1. Just focus on making it through TODAY without smoking weed. 2. DON’T Make the Grand Decision to NEVER SMOKE WEED AGAIN - This has to do with giving yourself Your Life Without Weed 64 BACK TO CONTENTS small, manageable goals. If you say “Never Again,” this puts too much fear into your system and you are likely to set yourself up for failure because that task seems WAY too big to take on. On the other hand, if you say, “I will not smoke today,” well, that becomes a much easier task to handle, doesn’t it? Then tomorrow, you do the same thing, and the next day, and so on. A Note on Present-ness Since we’re on the subject, I would like to share an idea that a chiropractor friend of mine shared with me when I was going through the process of quitting weed. It has to do with being Present to the current moment. This concept not only helped me overcome my weed dependency, it also changed the way I approach EVERYTHING in my life, whether it’s good or bad, stressful or joyful. My friend used the image of climbing a rope, like in gym class back in grade school. The rope hangs from the ceiling and every two-feet or so the rope is tied in knots. You use the knots to climb your way to the top, right? howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 65 BACK TO CONTENTS As you start to climb, you must keep your eye on the next knot and reach your hands to hold it in the right place. Then you pull yourself up. Imagine the knots above you are the future and the knots beneath you are the past. Let that sink in as the metaphor unfolds. It does you no good to be worrying about all the knots that are above you. You cannot reach 7 knots ahead. You can only take it one knot at a time. It also doesn’t matter that you have climbed several knots that are now beneath you. Those knots are not helping you anymore. All you have is the knot that is right above you, perfectly within reach. It turns out you have a remarkable amount of power to handle what is right in front of you. If, however, you begin to freak out about how much farther you have to go, or if you begin to panic that you might fall, that causes an intense struggle when Your Life Without Weed 66 BACK TO CONTENTS reaching for the next knot — it may even paralyze you, and there you are, all alone up there, with your friends staring up your gym shorts. Okay, Rick, Translate This Out For Me… Every moment of your day is like this. If you worry about the future or wish for some better circumstance, it pulls you out of the present moment. If you beat yourself up about your past, or wish things were the way they used to be, this pulls you out of the present moment. Suddenly you are exerting a lot of emotional energy on a past that no longer exists, and a future that does not exist yet. This leaves very little energy to devote to giving your best in the present moment, because you’re spending all your energy in places where it does no good. Get Mind Blown —> If you live every moment like this, being pulled apart by your past and future, then every moment feels like a struggle, leading to an entire life of struggling. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 67 BACK TO CONTENTS The more you can stop worrying about the past and the future, the more energy you will have to give everything you’ve got to the moment that is right in front of you. Get Mind Blown, part 2 —> The more moments you live like this, the more you will be able to look back on your life knowing you gave your best in everything you did. This revelation fundamentally changed the way I live. Now, no matter what I’m doing, whether I’m working or spending time with people I love, or in my solitude, I am giving my best self to every moment. I can honestly say I don’t live with a lot of regret. Instead, I feel satisfied that I am living my life fully. Now that you have decided to quit weed, this is a great opportunity to make changes to the way you live and see the world around you. Later in this section, we will return to these ideas of mindfulness, which basically means living with intention in the present moment. Your Life Without Weed 68 BACK TO CONTENTS THE 3 PHASES Your process of quitting weed can be broOF QUITTING ken down into 3 WEED phases. These are, by no means, set in stone, and they are likely a little different for everyone, but they offer a good way to anticipate what you will be experiencing for the next several weeks. I will first give you an overview of the 3 Phases, then I will go on to break them down more specifically and give you techniques and exercises to use in order to successfully navigate your way through the next several weeks of life without weed. Phase One Phase One can best be understood as having a “Bio-Medical” focus. This phase lasts roughly for the first two weeks. There will be somewhat of a shock to your system when you suddenly deprive it of a howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 69 BACK TO CONTENTS substance your body has been depending on for so long. Withdrawal symptoms are one of the biggest reasons that people relapse or give up on their decision to quit weed entirely. A Note to Bear in Mind: It helps if you perceive your withdrawal symptoms as your body’s way of adjusting to life without weed. Your body is strong and intelligent, not weak and breaking down. Be patient with yourself and do the things this guide advises to support your body as it readjusts to life without weed. Phase Two Phase Two will have a more psychological focus and will be prevalent 3 weeks after quitting and onward. Dream activity will become more intense, and painful feelings will begin to surface during this period. You may begin to experience grief symptoms — as though you have lost a close friend. Your Life Without Weed 70 BACK TO CONTENTS Think of it this way: the whole time you have been smoking weed, you have been suppressing your feelings. One of the things you will need to learn is how to incorporate these feelings into your daily life without searching for a way to escape them. Important: Many people refer to feelings like anxiety, stress, frustration, worry, and depression as NEGATIVE feelings. I don’t like this. Calling these feelings “negative” diminishes the fact that they are necessary to experience in order to be whole human beings. I will instead call them “painful” feelings. Pain simply signals that change is needed. And this is actually a GOOD thing. More on this later. Phase Three Phase Three has what we will call a “Psychosocial Focus.” This has to do with a quest to discover your true identity. This phase is ongoing through the entire process of quitting weed and will persist throughout the howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 71 BACK TO CONTENTS rest of your life. But for our purposes, we will say this phase becomes more prevalent at about weeks 4 to 6 when cannabis is beginning to leave your system entirely. During phase three, we will address the way you normally cope with physical and emotional situations and your thought processes. I will guide you through making the changes you want to see in your thought and behavior patterns. The strategies you find here will literally be exercises in deciding who you truly want to be. By following these cues of what you want, you become better acquainted with your true identity. This is a very exciting component of deciding to quit weed. It is the point at which you really begin to realize your decision to quit weed is one of the most significant decisions you will ever make. So, what are we waiting for? … Let’s get started! Your Life Without Weed 72 BACK TO CONTENTS PHASE ONE: BIO-MEDICAL FOCUS WEEKS 1 & 2 The 4 D’s: Delay, Distract, Deep-Breathing, De-Catastrophize This strategy is likely to become a mantra of sorts for virtually every struggle you encounter when quitting weed. Are you experiencing cravings right now? Use the 4 D’s Are you dealing with painful feelings? Use the 4 D’s Are you thinking you just want to give up? Use the 4 D’s The 4 D’s Explained The 4 D’s are a classic relapse prevention technique. When you feel a craving or an urge to smoke weed, you use the 4 D’s as a strategy to divert the urge and consciously decide not to give in. Here they are broken down more specifically: Delay: Simply put, your cravings or urges will disappear whether you give in to them or not. The objective, ob- howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 73 BACK TO CONTENTS viously, is NOT to give in. When you feel a craving or urge coming on, set a timer. Some people do 5 minutes, some people do 30 minutes. You will find that once the time runs out, your craving or urge will have passed. Distract: While the timer is counting down, you need to do something else. Remember the WEED REPLACEMENT you came up with in Exercise 1.5? This would be a perfect time to choose your replacement activity over smoking weed. This will distract you while you are delaying, increasing your chances dramatically that when the time runs out, you will be past the urge to smoke. Deep-Breathing: When you breathe deeply, your blood gets more oxygen and literally flows more freely, giving you an increased sense of calm and tranquility. When you breathe passively, or automatically, your breath is shallow, and you are literally just surviving. But intentional deep-breathing makes you more attuned to the force that is giving you life, and this helps shift your perspective. Your Life Without Weed 74 BACK TO CONTENTS De-Catastrophize: This has to do with managing your thoughts around your cravings. You will be tempted to think things like, “I can’t take it, I NEED a joint” or “I’m NEVER going to be able to do this.” If you think like this, chances are, you will prove yourself right. (Because what do people like more than being right? Nothing, really.) That’s why if you train yourself to De-catastrophize your thoughts and exchange them with thoughts like, “This is uncomfortable, but this will pass, and I will be one step closer to a life without weed.” Again, you will be likely to prove yourself right if you think this way. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.1 - The 4 D’s You are going to write out your personalized 4 D’s in the chart I have provided in your workbook. Decide how much time you will Delay, what you will do to Distract yourself, a duration for Deep-Breathing (e.g.- 10 breaths, or 5 minutes, etc), and what thoughts you will use to De-catastrophize. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 75 BACK TO CONTENTS You are writing these down to internalize them. Ideally, you will want them to become automatic responses when your cravings arise. WITHDRAWALS Unfortunately, there is no way to avoid with- drawals. Physically speaking, this will be the biggest challenge you will face when quitting weed. But the good news is that your withdrawal symptoms are temporary, and can be overcome within about two weeks. Natural Ways to Reduce Weed Withdrawal Symptoms Here you will identify the specific ways that your body is adjusting to life without weed. For best results, you will create an action plan for reducing the symptoms you are experiencing. Your Life Without Weed 76 BACK TO CONTENTS We will cover the range of symptoms and the menu of recommended remedies. In the following section, we will break down the withdrawal process into a timeline to provide targeted suggestions for how to deal with symptoms on a daily basis. Following is a list of the most common withdrawal symptoms people experience when quitting weed: • Insomnia • Depression • Nightmares or vivid dreams • Mood swings or irritability • Anxiety or fear • Headaches • Night sweats, sweaty hands • Loss of appetite, nausea • Tremors, shaking, dizziness howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 77 BACK TO CONTENTS A Menu of Home Remedies Go through this list of recommended remedies. As you do, make note of which you would like to try given your set of symptoms. Exercise - While this may be the last thing you feel like doing, this is the most reliable remedy for reducing all withdrawal symptoms. Exercising increases blood flow and releases endorphins, giving you a heightened sense of confidence and self-esteem, and can help reduce anxiety, tension, and depression. The activity also expels stored THC out of your fat cells. This release of THC into the bloodstream is a way for your body to get a “natural fix,” so to speak, which will help to reduce your symptoms. Hot Soaking Baths - While there are many ways to create a detoxifying bath, the easiest and most affordable is an Epsom Salt bath. Epsom salt can be found at any drugstore. Simply add one or two cups to a hot bath. High in magnesium sulfate, the Epsom salt allows the body to absorb magnesium through the skin. It helps to relax muscles, eliminate toxins through your digestive Your Life Without Weed 78 BACK TO CONTENTS tract, and increase production of enzymes produced in the pancreas. This can greatly enhance your body’s natural detoxification methods. Drink Plenty of Water & Fluids - I remember when one of my friends was quitting weed, he wore one of those water bottle backpacks around everywhere. Attached to the backpack was a long tube straw that draped over his shoulder. Everyone made fun of him for it, but he wore it with confidence. It made me wish I had one of those backpacks when I was going through my own detox process. How will you make sure you get enough water? Other fluids like cranberry juice and hot tea also support kidney function. Eat Foods High in Potassium - If one of your withdrawal symptoms is excessive sweating, this might be a good remedy for you. Melons, bananas, citrus fruits, green vegetables, tomatoes, all replenish your potassium levels that are depleted when you sweat. At natural grocery stores you can buy a variety of bottled fruit and vegetable smoothies. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 79 BACK TO CONTENTS Reduce or Eliminate Caffeine - This remedy might sound just downright cruel. Cut out weed and caffeine at the same time?! Pay attention to yourself and what your body needs. If insomnia is your toughest withdrawal symptom, you may at least want to eliminate drinks like coffee and sodas in the afternoon and evening. Supplements, Vitamins, & Minerals - If you are hoping to discover a miracle pill that will eliminate all your symptoms, discomfort, and cravings, I’m sorry to say it likely will not happen. Prescription medications such as sleep aids and antidepressants will not be recommended anywhere throughout this guide as they increase the chances of merely shifting from one dependency to another. If that is an option you would like to pursue, that would be a conversation best reserved for your physician. All that said, there are a variety of supplements available to you in pill form that will help you tremendously through your withdrawal process. Feel free to do as much research here as you like, or you can benefit from all the research, trial, and error that I went through to determine the most effective supplements that will help reduce your specific withdrawal symptoms. Your Life Without Weed 80 BACK TO CONTENTS Amino Acids - Amino acids are recommended primarily to help restore neurotransmitter deficiencies. Chronic smoking affects your brain’s production of dopamine (the pleasure/reward neurotransmitter) and serotonin (the mood/appetite/sleep neurotransmitter). While there are several amino acids with varying purposes and effects, the amino acid I highly recommend to every person going through weed withdrawal is 5-hydroxy tryptophan, or 5-HTP. It supports the production of tryptophan to serotonin, which directly affects your mood, your appetite, and your ability to sleep. It can also greatly reduce other symptoms such as depression, anxiety, irritability, and nightmares. Vitamins and Minerals - Not only do vitamins help with detoxifying your body, but your nervous and immune systems greatly depend on vitamins. Generally, the vitamins you need are contingent on your diet, but on average heavy marijuana smokers have nutritionally deficient diets with few fruits and vegetables and more pork, cheese, and sodium. Additionally, most studies show that vitamin C and carotenoids are depleted through marijuana use, both of which are antioxidants howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 81 BACK TO CONTENTS that help remove toxins from the body. As a rule of thumb, the most important vitamins and minerals you need are contained in a good broad spectrum multi-vitamin and mineral complex, so it will not be necessary to buy them individually. Some guidelines: • Do Not Buy Cheap - You are not buying weed anymore, right? You might as well use some of the extra cash you have saved to buy some good supplements. • Be sure whatever you buy contains these most essential vitamins and minerals: • Vitamin B - B-vitamins are related to helping your nervous system function properly, most importantly for your purposes, the ability to handle stress. Look for B5, B6, B12 and Folic Acid • Vitamin C - Aids primarily as an antioxidant to support immune function. Smokers typically have low levels of vitamin C. • N-Acetyl Cysteine (NAC) - This is another amino acid that functions as an antioxidant to support the im- Your Life Without Weed 82 BACK TO CONTENTS mune system, and it also works to thin out mucus. One of the ways your body will expel toxins will be through coughing up phlegm. NAC will help break up the mucus trapped deep in the lungs. • Essential Fatty Acids - Commonly referred to as omega 3 fatty acids, fish oil, and EPA/DHA. Many nutritionists believe this is the most essential nutrient missing in our modern diet. Omega 3 deficiencies lead to depression, anxiety, and irritability. Most importantly, these fatty acids are good for the brain and help improve memory and focus. Dealing With Symptoms: A Timeline Now it’s time to put a plan into action based on your specific symptoms and the remedies you want to try out. In a moment I will take you through a recommended timeline for how to reduce your weed withdrawal symptoms over the course of 14 days. Use it as a guide and adapt it to fit your withdrawal needs. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.2 - Action Plan for Withdrawal Symptoms howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 83 BACK TO CONTENTS Find the Action Plan for Withdrawal Symptoms in your toolkit. You will fill it out by indicating which symptoms you are experiencing on the given day, the remedies you plan to utilize, and a reflection of what worked and what didn’t. If it helps, post it somewhere and you will see it as a daily reminder, such as the refrigerator or bathroom mirror. Here is an example of what it will look like. First 24-48 Hours Symptoms: Insomnia, Night Sweats, Irritability Remedies: Multi-vitamin & mineral complex, 5-HTP, Ride my bike, reduce caffeine Reflection (what has worked & what hasn’t): Amino acids and vitamins seem to work b/c anxiety and insomnia are not as bad as I expected. Riding my bike is good because it takes my mind off my symptoms and I get outside to exercise which makes me feel productive. Cutting out caffeine is too hard to deal with, so I just cut down on sodas and coffee after noon which helps. Your Life Without Weed 84 BACK TO CONTENTS Used mindfully, this action plan allows you to place yourself in a position of control and awareness over your withdrawal symptoms. This exercise should empower you to be creative and intentional in managing withdrawals on your own terms. Following is a timeline I have put together to guide you through the next 14 days. This model has been assembled from my own trial and error, as well as the experiences of others who have also successfully quit smoking weed. First 24-48 Hours Symptoms: In the first two days, you likely will experience sleepless nights/insomnia, night sweats, and headaches. Remedies: With a good breakfast, take your supplements and vitamins; Broad spectrum multivitamin and Mineral complex, 5-HTP (200mg), NAC (1200mg), Omega 3 fish oil (3000mg) howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 85 BACK TO CONTENTS Exercise - Walk, Jog, Go to the Gym, Play Sports, Bike, Swim, etc. The idea is to get your heart rate up and sweat a little for 30 minutes at least 3 times a week. This is the most effective and beneficial way to relieve stress, remove toxins from the body, and tire yourself out which increases your chances of being able to fall asleep. It also releases the THC stored up in fat cells which gives your body a kind of “fix” to help soothe your symptoms. Drink plenty of water as this will help you from getting dehydrated which should help with headaches. Eat melons, bananas, citrus fruits, green vegetables, or tomatoes, which will replenish your potassium levels if you’ve been sweating profusely. Cut out or cut down on caffeine in the afternoon. Your Life Without Weed 86 BACK TO CONTENTS Days 3-5 Symptoms: By now you are likely still struggling with insomnia, night sweats, nausea, loss of appetite, and headaches. You are probably feeling irritable or experiencing mood swings. If the exercise and supplements have been working for you and you are able to fall asleep, then you may be experiencing vivid dreams or nightmares. This is one reason the 5-HTP is so important, as it helps support nervous system function to help reduce stress and alleviate the vivid dreaming. Your cravings during these few days will likely be at their worst, both because your body is losing the THC that has been stored up, and you are missing the daily habit of smoking weed. Remedies: Continue to take your daily supplements and vitamins; Broad spectrum multivitamin and Mineral complex, 5-HTP (200mg), NAC (1200mg), Omega 3 fish oil (3000mg) howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 87 BACK TO CONTENTS Continue your exercise routine. By day five you should have exercised at least two times for 30 minutes each. If you haven’t done this yet, get to it today! Drink plenty of water and eat foods high in potassium. Cut out or cut down on caffeine in the afternoon. If your night sweats are getting unbearable and you find yourself waking up in soaked sheets, then try soaking in an epsom salt bath before bedtime. This will relieve stress and remove toxins from the body, which should reduce the amount that you sweat at night. Days 6-7, End of Week One! You have made it through the first week! Congratulations. This should be an important moment for you as it is a monumental indicator that you really do have what it takes to make it through. You have successfully navigated the most difficult stage of withdrawal symptoms. But don’t celebrate too much, you still have work to do. Your Life Without Weed 88 BACK TO CONTENTS Symptoms: At this point, you may still be suffering from insomnia which can really heighten the stress and discomfort of all other symptoms. If you are sleeping, then you probably are having vivid dreams in which you are desperately searching for some weed. You are likely experiencing some anxiety and depression as you are beginning to feel more than you are used to without the numbing agent of weed in your system. There is also a sense of grief that you’ve lost something, a way of life or your best friend. Cravings at this stage can also be pretty heavy. Remedies: Continue to take your daily supplements and vitamins; Broad spectrum multivitamin and Mineral complex, 5-HTP (200mg), NAC (1200mg), Omega 3 fish oil (3000mg) Continue your exercise routine. By the end of week one, you should have exercised 3 times. Continue to drink plenty of water and eat foods high in potassium. Cut out or cut down on caffeine in the afternoon. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 89 BACK TO CONTENTS Week Two, Days 8-14 By week two you should have established a new daily regimen of taking your supplements, exercising, drinking plenty of water, and filling your time with new activities that you could never get around to when you were smoking weed all the time. Keep it up! I know it is hard and there is a part of you that wants to give up all your progress for a huge joint or a few bong hits. But this is where you prove to yourself and everyone you know that you have what it takes. You will still be experiencing a range of symptoms, but they will not be as severe as they were during week one. Symptoms: Insomnia or vivid dreams, depression, anxiety, irritability, sweating, cravings, nausea, loss of appetite, tremors or dizziness. Remedies: Continue to take your daily supplements and vitamins; Broad spectrum multivitamin and Mineral complex, 5-HTP (200mg), NAC (1200mg), Omega 3 fish oil (3000mg) Your Life Without Weed 90 BACK TO CONTENTS Continue your exercise routine. If you exercised three days last week, try to make it four days this week, or increase the time you exercise to 40 minutes. You will find that your body can handle the gradual increase of movement. Hopefully by now your exercise routine is fueling your pleasure receptors so that it begins to feel like its own reward and that you have experienced a boost in confidence and positive outlook. Continue to drink plenty of water and eat foods high in potassium. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.3 - The Weed Withdrawal Monitoring Scale This has been useful for people going through weed withdrawal. It allows you to measure and track the intensity of your withdrawal symptoms over the course of 10 days, depending upon your experience. Each day, take a few moments to account for your symptoms. Using the rating scale 1-10, make note of the intensity of the symptoms. Over the course of the howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 91 BACK TO CONTENTS next ten days, you will have the chance to see them come and go, peak and fall. This can be very encouraging as you basically watch your symptoms decrease and disappear over the course of a few days. CANNABIS Detoxification is the active process of flushDETOX ing toxins out of the body, usually in the fastest way possible. Most people who undergo cannabis detox are experiencing a raised level of concern, usually because of an impending drug test. There are a number of actions you can take and natural substances you can use, such as special fluids, body-cleansing products, pills, herbs, and intensive exercises to flush toxins from your body. And the best part is that this can be done affordably and naturally at home. Your Life Without Weed 92 BACK TO CONTENTS Refer to the Your Handbook to Natural Weed Detox for a step-by-step natural process for detoxifying your system. The Primary Reason People Fail or Relapse The subject of removing cannabis from the body is the issue which has the highest level of concern for most users who are trying to quit. The reason that managing withdrawals is an urgent matter is because withdrawal symptoms are typically the primary reason people go back to smoking weed. The withdrawal symptoms can be very intense if you don’t have the right mindset and if you are not doing anything proactively to reduce their effects. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 93 BACK TO CONTENTS MANAGING Cravings and urges — potentially the most CRAVINGS & intense withdrawal symptoms you will exURGES perience — can be all-consuming and can make everything else in the world seem unbearable unless you smoke immediately. For the sake of review… Cravings - a DESIRE to smoke Urges - a NEED to smoke Earlier, I told you that every time you give in to a craving or an urge, the stronger they become. Well, you have basically been giving in to these urges for years. I’d say they’re pretty damn strong. They must feel like a deeply-rooted NEED by this point. But you willingly gave them that power over you. The good news is, you also have the power to take it away. The more you resist urges, the weaker they become. Your Life Without Weed 94 BACK TO CONTENTS So How Do You Overcome Cravings and Urges? The simple answer is that the only way to make them go away is by NOT GIVING IN TO THEM. Urges are, in part, physiological. Your body has been so used to depending on weed that it begins to tell you in its own way that you need to smoke. But these urges have also been trained in your mind to associate with certain circumstances. That is, there is also a psychological aspect to urges. If you used to smoke with your morning coffee, or in the bath, or when you got home from work, then these experiences are likely to trigger an urge, because your brain, in a sense, knows weed is coming. Many experts describe coping with urges as “Urge Surfing,” in which you imagine yourself riding the waves of your urges until they wash over you and ultimately pass you by. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 95 BACK TO CONTENTS But I always liked the analogy that urges are like stray cats. Yes, cats. If you feed them once, they are assuredly going to come around every day at the same time, making you feel obligated to keep on feeding them. You even become attached to them and their arrival becomes a part of your daily routine. When you stop feeding them, however, they will still come around for days or weeks afterward until they realize they are not being fed anymore. They are very persistent, but, eventually, they stop showing up. Two Strategies for Overcoming Cravings and Urges There are two different strategies you should use. Both of these techniques really helped me when I was dealing with really intense urges. I think the reason these strategies helped is because they address both your physiological and psychological triggers that cue urges in your mind and body. Your Life Without Weed 96 BACK TO CONTENTS 1. The 4 D’s You might have guessed I was going to say this. When you feel a craving or an urge, the 4 D’s are designed to help you resist, so you don’t give in to a relapse. This takes discipline, but when you choose Delay, Distract, Deep-breathing, and De-Catastrophizing, you will maintain control until the urge has passed. Embedded in this strategy is also a reorientation of pleasure and reward. You will experience a sense of satisfaction when you resist an urge successfully, making you want to resist more and more. 2. Change Your Daily Patterns Because your brain has been trained to expect weed during familiar times of the day, it helps to disrupt this patterned thinking by changing your daily routine. Wake up earlier than usual. Take a different route to work. Find new activities to enjoy in your solitude. Take up a new hobby. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 97 BACK TO CONTENTS Remember your Replacement? This should also be a new addition to your routine that you engage in during the times you would normally be smoking weed. This strategy not only helped to reduce my cravings and urges, it literally made my whole world feel new. I woke up early before the sun came up and took my dog on long walks with the sunrise. Because I had more time, I took a longer drive to work. I avoided the freeways and enjoyed driving leisurely down tree-lined roads. I started eating fruit and granola for breakfast instead of smoking a bowl. In the evenings, I would sit on the porch and read or take long walks or go on a bike ride. I actually felt like my life was changing. That’s because it was in every way imaginable, and I was the author of it all. Your Life Without Weed 98 BACK TO CONTENTS Your brain will be revitalized by all the new stimulating sights and sounds, and it will begin to associate pleasure with these new routines that are weed-free. LAPSES & First, it is important to understand the difRELAPSES ference between a lapse and relapse: Lapse: A short-lived return to smoking weed; for instance, a day or so. Relapse: An extended return to smoking weed lasting days, weeks, or months. Everything we have been talking about up to this point has been aimed at preventing a relapse. But it’s important to note that many people trying to quit weed have at least one relapse. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 99 BACK TO CONTENTS I certainly did. Remember how I told you I tried to quit for 3 years? Talk about relapse after relapse. You should not feel ashamed, and you should not beat yourself up in the event that you slip. I can tell you quite honestly, though, during the 3 years when I was trying to quit, getting high was never very enjoyable. I did it mostly out of habit and because I wasn’t ready to confront my own issues. Every time I would smoke, I felt a grave sense that I was letting myself down, that I was better than this. Most importantly, I learned about myself from my relapses. I learned what triggers to avoid. I learned what were my strengths and what were the things I needed to improve. In the end, it simply became my own personal journey to a life without weed. My own sense of timing. It was like I was learning to walk without a crutch. I set the crutch aside and took as many steps as I could without it before reaching for it again, desperately. Eventually, I didn’t need it at all. Your Life Without Weed 100 BACK TO CONTENTS You are now on your own path, learning what it takes to get rid of your crutch. You must remember that a relapse is not something that happens TO you, it is something you CHOOSE yourself. But hopefully, now that you’ve established an official Quit Day, if you do have a relapse, you will feel that sinking feeling deep inside you that is really your True Self reminding you of your commitment to a better life. Eventually, you will find the strength you need to get out from under this dependency once and for all. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.4 - Relapse Prevention Log Take a look at your Toolkit for exercise 2.4, your Relapse Prevention Log. By now you are in the thick of learning how to cope with triggers, withdrawals, and urges. Similar to previous exercises, it is useful to document and track your process in writing, giving you a sense of awareness and control. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 101 BACK TO CONTENTS You can fill out this log sheet every night before bed, or you can fill it out every time you encounter an urge to smoke. This is how it works: • Identify Your Triggers: In the left column, you will write down the physical, emotional, or psychological trigger responsible for the present urge. • Rate the Intensity of Your Craving/Urge: Using a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being unbearable), give your urge a rating. • Identify the 4 D’s Used: In this column, write down which of the 4 D’s you decided to use to resist the urge. Hint: Using all 4 D’s in succession is ideal. • Were You Successful?: In this column, indicate whether you resisted the urge (Yes) or gave in to the urge (No). This exercise of keeping a log is designed to give you a sense of awareness and control over your urges. You cannot prevent them from happening, but you can use this strategy to keep from feeling as though your urges have control over you. Your Life Without Weed 102 BACK TO CONTENTS It can be very rewarding to watch the numbers in the Ratings column begin to drop, and you can gain a satisfying sense of accomplishment with seeing the word ‘Yes’ repeated in the Success column. PHASE TWO: Painful Emotions, Depression, and Grief PSYCHOLOGICAL FOCUS I will assume that by now you have been exWEEK 3 periencing some pretty heavy emotions. At the risk of sounding insensitive, I want to reassure you how GREAT this is. That sounds terrible, doesn’t it? Let me explain… Of course, it does not feel GREAT to be experiencing painful emotions, depression, and grief. In fact, one of the overriding characteristics is that it seems as though you will never feel happy again. It’s almost as though you’ve forgotten what happiness feels like, and it’s difficult to believe you were ever happy before. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 103 BACK TO CONTENTS Am I right? I think I am, because there is extensive research out there that suggests these feelings are NECESSARY, ESSENTIAL, and PURPOSEFUL on the path to psychological and emotional well-being. A Bit of Research to Reveal What Most Don’t Know According to psychologist David J. Kavanagh of Queensland University in Australia, painful emotions actually aid us in our survival. Pain alerts us to health issues in our bodies, relationships, or other important matters we are facing. He suggests that acknowledging and accepting that life is complex and difficult is an important step in becoming a healthy person. When we reject or suppress painful emotions, we actually increase the likelihood that we will give in to addictive behaviors. I understand this now that I am completely free of my weed dependency. But I do remember what it was like to be stuck in the foggy haze of withdrawals and the intense sadness I felt without fully understanding why. Your Life Without Weed 104 BACK TO CONTENTS Like I told you in the introduction of this guide, I began smoking weed to reject the painful emotions I was experiencing in the face of my father’s illness. It was because of this denial of feeling that I actually increased my chances of developing addictive behaviors. Psychologist Shannon Sauer-Zavala suggests, “it is impossible to avoid painful emotions altogether because to live is to experience setbacks and conflicts.” DEPRESSION I remember when I first read this statement. It seemed so obvious, yet so surprising that I had never really considered it before. Setbacks and conflicts, and our complex emotions as a response to the difficulties of life, is the most normal human experience there is. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 105 BACK TO CONTENTS I recognized that the people around me who I admired the most seemed completely capable of handling this reality of life without numbing themselves every single day. I knew I wanted the same ability to be able to handle life’s difficulties without suppressing and rejecting them. I knew this was the biggest obstacle I had to overcome. Learning about the true nature of Depression was not only the most fascinating research I came across, it actually gave me a profound appreciation for human psychology and its role in our survival. First of all, I want to be conscientious in the way I discuss Depression. I want to reiterate that I am not a doctor. I am just a person, like you, who was on a deep search to finding information and methods that would work to help me quit weed for good. As it turns out, Depression is one of the most heavily medicated conditions in our society today. Your Life Without Weed 106 BACK TO CONTENTS Important Note: If this is you, if you are on any kind of anti-depressant, I am not, in any way, suggesting that you are wrong or that you should get off your medication. That is a decision that you must continue to evaluate with the guidance and direction of your doctor. Now, with all of that said, I want to share with you the research findings of Paul W. Andrews, Post-Doctoral Fellow at Virginia Commonwealth University, and J. Anderson Thomson, Psychiatrist in private practice in Charlottesville, Virginia. According to their observations, Depression is often treated in our society like a mental disorder that needs to be medicated. Often, when an individual seeks professional help for feelings of sadness, isolation, and anxiety that are so intense they actually disrupt daily life, the solution is to medicate those feelings so the individual can feel “normal.” howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 107 BACK TO CONTENTS But Andrews and Thomson suggest that Depression is actually a necessary state of mind that can bring real benefits. To Get a Little Technical Andrews and Thomson have conducted research into a molecule in the brain known as the 5HT1A Receptor. This receptor binds to serotonin, which is the molecule most targeted in anti-depressant medications. Think of a car driving up a mountain. The engine is more likely to break down when firing continuously like this. This can happen to your neurons. They can become damaged with continuous firing. But this is where it gets interesting. When the mind is in a state of Depression, the neurons in your prefrontal cortex begin to fire continuously. The 5HT1A Receptor supplies neurons in the prefrontal cortex with fuel they need to fire continuously — without becoming damaged. Your Life Without Weed 108 BACK TO CONTENTS According to Andrews and Thomson, this means that the 5HT1A Receptor is “evolutionarily important,” meaning it has adapted as a means of survival. It is necessary to allow our brains to do this without inhibiting this process with medication. What This Means in the Real World of Sad Feelings Depressed people have trouble performing everyday activities. They can’t concentrate, they become isolated, they feel lethargic, and they experience little to no pleasure in eating or sex. Sound familiar? These are the physical results of all those neurons firing in your prefrontal cortex. Andrews and Thomson suggest your brain is doing this on purpose. When you are in a state of depression, you tend to think intensely about your problems. This is called rumination. All these effects in your body are actually coordinating to keep you from becoming distracted with food, work, sex, or sleep. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 109 BACK TO CONTENTS When you ruminate on your problems, this analytical state of mind helps you break your problems down into manageable chunks as you work through them. That is, of course, if you don’t smoke weed to escape this state of mind. Extensive research also indicates that people who ruminate on their problems successfully overcome their depression at a faster rate. And even more studies have found that expressive writing promotes quicker resolution of depression as this exercise helps depressed people gain insight into their problems. Remember my friend who suggested I should keep a journal when I was going through the process of quitting weed? She obviously knew what she was talking about. Your Life Without Weed 110 BACK TO CONTENTS If you haven’t been writing regularly in a journal, I’m going to make the suggestion again that you start now. Here are a couple pointers to keeping a journal successfully: • Write every day. • If you have no idea what to write, then start there by writing “I have nothing to say, I have nothing to say, I have nothing to say…” over and over. You will eventually get tired of writing that phrase, and the flood gates will open. • Think of your journal entries as emotional vomit. It really does not need to be pretty. Just raw and truthful. E.M. Forster once famously said, “How do I know what I think till I see what I say.” It’s best to observe your thoughts without trying to control them. • Still need more guidance? Look at Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.5 for a list of writing prompts to get you started. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 111 BACK TO CONTENTS THE STAGES Understanding the stages of the grief proOF GRIEF cess can be empowering. It can give you a sense of awareness amidst your complex feelings when you have experienced loss in some way. Grief most often occurs when we experience the loss of a loved one. But it can also occur when we lose a sense of what he hoped for or expected out of life. I had a friend who decided to drop out of medical school to be a musician. His parents, in response, underwent a very intense grief process. They even had to see a therapist. No, they had not physically lost their son. He was still alive, but they did have to cope with the loss of the life they expected him to have. They had to come to terms with their anger and their fear that he would always struggle, that they would pass on without being sure he would always be financially Your Life Without Weed 112 BACK TO CONTENTS stable. They had to grieve the loss, even though he still went over to their house every Sunday for dinner. It is very likely you are experiencing loss in your decision to quit weed. In a very real sense, you are losing a constant companion that has helped you through many painful experiences in life. This is completely normal and nothing to be ashamed of. But it is important to understand the way we grieve so you know what to expect. Grief: The 5 Stages The 5 stages of grief were first introduced by Elisabeth Kübler-Ross in her book On Death and Dying. The stages are Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance. Being aware of these stages will not help you avoid them or overcome them more quickly. However, awareness can help you have grace for yourself and can alleviate some of the pressure you will feel as you progress through grief. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 113 BACK TO CONTENTS It is important to understand that you will not progress through these stages in an orderly fashion. You will likely experience various stages simultaneously and in a different order than they are presented here. The key is to be able to recognize which stage you are currently in and allow yourself to feel through it successfully. 1. Denial - In the denial stage, it is a normal result of shock to deny the tragedy even occurred. Then you likely will deny its painful effects on you. Many people in the denial stage, soon after the loss, will say that they have already accepted it. This is, in fact, a denial of the pain that will inevitably come with grieving. You cannot leap over all the other stages to acceptance. 2. Anger - This is usually the easiest stage to recognize, yet it can be the most difficult to overcome. Many people become stuck here and never overcome their anger. Do you know people who just seem angry all the time for no apparent reason? They likely have unresolved grief. I smashed a TV once in my anger stage. Trust me, this was not normal behavior for me at all. It was almost funny afterward, though, when Your Life Without Weed 114 BACK TO CONTENTS I thought to myself, “Well, I guess I’m successfully processing my anger.” 3. Bargaining - I never understood why this is called bargaining. Many people understand this stage as trying to “bargain” with God in prayer. For instance, “Lord, I will do (blank), if only you would do (blank).” But what bargaining really looks like is a sleepless night when you lie in bed thinking, “If only I had done (blank), then (blank) would never have happened.” Bargaining is such a necessary step in the grief process. It is the only way you will work through every possible scenario in your mind until you realize that there was nothing you could have done to prevent what happened. Only after this ruminating will acceptance be an option. 4. Depression - This is why I wanted to cover Depression before I introduced you to the grief process. Do you see how your mind and your body actually work on a bio-chemical and psychological level to support your emotional well-being? In the midst of Depression, if you can find the strength to allow yourself to feel sad knowing it is serving a purpose, and if you can feel through it without needing to smoke weed, then you, my friend, can literally do ANYTHING! howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 115 BACK TO CONTENTS 5. Acceptance - Acceptance usually does not mean happiness. Acceptance is most often marked by a sense of calm. You reach a new level of understanding and wisdom. The tragedy of loss has changed you in a way, and you look at life a little differently. I will say that there is some danger going through the grief process that you may become stuck in one of the stages, like Denial or Anger. It could take years, or even the rest of your life to find your way through. Awareness can be the element which helps you to NOT get stuck. Oftentimes the best you can do is to simply have some patience and understanding for yourself as you grieve. It only makes it worse when you tell yourself to just get over it and cheer up. Your Life Without Weed 116 BACK TO CONTENTS PHASE THREE: PSYCHOSOCIAL FOCUS WEEKS 4-6 AND BEYOND And it probably goes without saying, if you smoke weed to avoid your grief or your depression, then you will be stuck in that phase for as long as you choose to smoke. My denial stage was a brutal 13 years long. Friend, I want to tell you something in all sincerity… If you have made it this far, you have SUCCESSFULLY weathered the MOST DIFFICULT PART of quitting weed. That is not to say that you are out of the woods yet. But it does mean that cannabis will soon be completely out of your system. The harshest withdrawal symptoms are behind you. And you are on your way to learning how to cope with grief and painful emotions like a healthy individual who does not need a crutch or an escape route. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 117 BACK TO CONTENTS I hope it feels good. And I hope you’re feeling motivated to keep moving forward. There is still more ground to cover. Coping With Common Thoughts to Maintain Success Now that you are no longer living under the constant haze of weed smoke, you are probably noticing more engaged thought processes. To put it simply, you’re probably experiencing tiny little thought-bombs throughout your day. This is great as your mind is probably enjoying a renewed sense of clarity. However, there are some common thoughts to be aware of that have the potential to trigger a relapse. By anticipating these thoughts and knowing how to talk yourself through them, you greatly decrease their power over you and increase your chances of avoiding relapse. Your Life Without Weed 118 BACK TO CONTENTS Common Thoughts That Lead to Relapse Read through this list and make note of any thoughts that seem familiar to you: • Nostalgia - Feeling like you want to smoke to remember what it was like • Testing Control - You have gained a new sense of confidence and you want to see if you can smoke again without becoming dependent • Crisis Situations - Moments of high-stress can lead you into rationalizing that you need to smoke • Feelings of Irritability - Your short temper may be getting on people’s nerves and you believe that smoking weed is just better for everyone else around you. • Relaxation - In this section we will address relaxation and meditation techniques. You may find yourself thinking that smoking weed is a quicker and easier way to relax. • To-Hell-With-It - In moments of frustration, you may be tempted to convince yourself that being high all the time is better than all this emotional heaviness, and depression, and journaling, and being responsible. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 119 BACK TO CONTENTS Learning how to cope with these thoughts is essential to sustaining your success. Here are 3 suggestions: 1. Develop the ability to challenge these thoughts. If you read this list and recognize you have been thinking some of these things, it might be easier to perceive that these thoughts are normal and are a result of the temptation to find a quick fix. Healthy people know what they want and develop the skill of challenging thoughts that go against their true desires. 2. The 4 D’s. I honestly hope you are getting some mileage out of this strategy. It is widely used across the world as a relapse prevention strategy, because it really works when you take it seriously. It can certainly work to disrupt unwanted thoughts. Again, think stray cats. If you stop feeding these thoughts, they will eventually go away. 3. Seek help from your supporters. The people you sought out to support you in your decision to quit weed have committed to be there for you when you are struggling. You should be able to call or text them when you are feeling triggered. Your supporters can often be good distractors. I used to call my Your Life Without Weed 120 BACK TO CONTENTS best friend, who was my chief supporter. We had a code word — No, I won’t tell you what it is. But he knew any time I said this word, I needed him to come pick me up, and we’d go hang out to take my mind off it. MINDFULNESS You may not realize it, but some of the exMEDITATION ercises and strategies you have been using in this guide so far have actually been introductory techniques to learn a practical skill called mindfulness. The Deep-breathing in the 4 D’s, for instance, is an important component to Mindfulness Meditation. If you have been journaling, you have been engaging in the mindfulness strategy of allowing your thoughts to flow without judgment. Many people are turned off simply at the mention of “mindfulness” and “meditation.” It is a resistance that I certainly understand. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 121 BACK TO CONTENTS I never thought of myself as someone who would be into meditation. I dismissed it without ever really knowing anything about it. But when I began to learn about its ancient traditions and how many recent studies have revealed links with meditation to overall health and wellness, I became more open-minded. I try to remain open to anything that works. Getting Down to Basics My goal in this guide is to simply introduce you to the basics of Mindfulness Meditation, so that you can step into the world of it, have a look around, and decide if it is right for you. Here are a few things that are true: Your mind is wild. Life is unpredictable and sometimes painful. Your ID and your EGO want pleasure and instant gratification. Life does not always give us what we want. Your Life Without Weed 122 BACK TO CONTENTS The core purpose of Mindfulness Meditation is to teach individuals to be more calm and accepting no matter what life brings us. A Definition Jon Kabat-Zinn, founder of the Center for Mindfulness at the University of Massachusetts Medical School, defines Mindfulness as ‘paying attention on purpose, moment by moment, without judging.’ Many believe that Mindfulness Meditation requires you to sit still for hours with the absence of thought. This comes from widely promoted misconceptions about Eastern traditions in our Western civilization. I want to direct you to a video in which Jon Kabat-Zinn introduces you to the “9 Attitudes of Mindfulness.” Listening to him talk about pre-conceived notions, barriers, and effective ways to successfully approach meditation will provide you a solid grounding to attempt your first meditation practice. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 123 BACK TO CONTENTS Click the link below for Jon Kabat-Zinn’s “9 Attitudes of Mindfulness,” and then come back to the guide, so I can walk you through your first meditation. Video: 9 Attitudes of Mindfulness Your First Mindfulness Meditation Exercise I hope that through watching that video about the 9 Attitudes of Mindfulness, you have begun to let go of some preconceived notions you may have had about Mindfulness Meditation. Without feeling as though you need to have these concepts mastered, just allow yourself to be aware of them as you move into your Mindfulness Meditation exercise. Just to recap, The 9 interconnected Attitudes of Mindfulness are: • Beginner’s Mind • Non-Judging • Acceptance Your Life Without Weed 124 BACK TO CONTENTS • Letting Go • Trust • Patience • Non-Striving • Gratitude • Generosity Now, I want you to simply practice the most basic skill of Mindfulness Meditation, which is focusing on your breathing. We spend our entire day focused on our thoughts, agonizing over our thoughts, believing these thoughts are our identities. In Mindfulness Meditation, a shift occurs in which you intentionally allow your thoughts to exist without judgment as you try to shift your focus to your breathing. Your thoughts are not keeping you alive — your breath is. Focus on what gives you life. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 125 BACK TO CONTENTS Exercise #1 After you finish reading this paragraph, I want you to close your eyes. You will take 3 DEEP breaths — breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth, and only focus on your breathing. Do this now. You may have found that it was difficult to keep your mind from thinking all sorts of wild things, maybe even how silly this feels. Whatever you were thinking, your goal is to not judge yourself. You are attempting to simply BE STILL with who you are, to get to know your true self when you are focusing on the force that gives you life. Exercise #2 This time, I want you to accomplish two goals. The first is to, once again, focus on your breathing. The second is to use a visualization technique to allow your thoughts to exist without judgment. Your Life Without Weed 126 BACK TO CONTENTS Here’s how you do it. In a moment, when I tell you to begin, I want you to take 5 DEEP breaths this time, focusing on your breathing. As you do this, visualize a tree by a river that is flowing away from you. Each time you have a thought, I want you to visualize each thought as a leaf falling from the tree into the river. Then watch as that thought gets carried downstream. When you have another thought after that, watch it fall and get carried away downstream. Easy enough? Okay, 5 DEEP breaths. Do this now. How did it go? I hope you can see how just a few moments can make a dramatic difference in your awareness and your sense of calm. I am now going to direct you to what I think is a great introductory Mindfulness Meditation practice called “Spoken Meditation for Addiction.” This video provides you a mesmerizing visual to concentrate on as howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 127 BACK TO CONTENTS the narrator walks you through a meditation practice, telling you exactly what to do in this space. I found that it was much easier to get into Mindfulness Meditation with videos and audio recordings, because it felt like I had a personal teacher walking me through it. Before you watch the video, here are some pointers to make your practice most beneficial: • Sit or lie down somewhere you can be free of distraction • You can watch the video or close your eyes • Don’t worry if your mind is racing • Don’t worry if you fall asleep • Don’t worry if you need to shift around to get comfortable • Don’t worry if you become upset or experience uncomfortable feelings Your Life Without Weed 128 BACK TO CONTENTS Remember, your main goal is to sit with yourself and simply be without judgment. When you are ready, click the link and enjoy your first Mindfulness Meditation Practice. SPOKEN Interactive Toolkit Exercise 2.6 - How Did MEDITATION FOR Your Meditation Go? ADDICTION Refer to your toolkit exercise 2.6 for a guided journal entry about how you feel after your first meditation practice. Whether it was eye-opening, relaxing, painful, boring, or mind-blowing, the most important thing to recognize is that you did not do it wrong if you committed yourself to the exercise. In that space, you were simply being you, and that is not wrong. I have included additional research and resources about meditation at the end of this howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 129 BACK TO CONTENTS guide if you wish to delve more deeply into Mindfulness Meditation and set up a practice that can carry you through the rest of your life. CONCLUSION OF I want to be the first to say Congratulations. SECTION TWO: You have truly accomplished something that QUITTING WEED has changed the course of your life. I won’t say it will always be easy, and that you’re completely in the clear. I still experience the occasional vivid dream in which I am desperately searching for weed. But now my resistance techniques and pleasure system are so engrained in my life without weed, that I never even come close to relapsing. Your Life Without Weed 130 BACK TO CONTENTS And that’s where you’re headed. You have learned the most effective strategies and techniques that are used around the world to help people overcome the most severe addictions. And you’ve done it all on your own — maybe with a little help from your friends. Now, when you’re ready, move on to Section Three where we will set some healthy habits into action that will help you establish an ongoing sense of health and well-being for the rest of your life. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 131 BACK TO CONTENTS SECTION THREE Life After Weed Your Life Without Weed 132 BACK TO CONTENTS MANAGING I have good news. THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, & And I have good news that is slightly harder BEHAVIORS to swallow. How about the good news first? Presumably, if you are following this guide as it is written, and you have weathered the 6 weeks or so covered in Section Two, then you are moving toward two months without weed! The good news is, the hardest part of overcoming your weed dependency is over. Your withdrawal symptoms have decreased dramatically, if they are not gone altogether, and your intense urges have diminished to the occasional craving. I truly hope you celebrate yourself for this. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 133 BACK TO CONTENTS Now for the good news which is slightly difficult to hear. We have a saying in my household we use on a regular basis that I hope you find useful and comforting: It’s hard to be a person. And it is, isn’t it? From financial struggles, to being dependable, to intensely confusing emotions, to illness and loss, to the world’s unsolvable problems, to protecting your family, to keeping yourself sane and healthy… whew, it’s no wonder we all go a little mad sometimes. And for you, it is now more important than ever that you establish some healthy thoughts and behaviors to help you thrive in your new life without weed, so you can truly live the life you’ve always wanted. The Philosophy of Unconditional Acceptance In my research, I came across an incredibly useful source of information about healthy living called the “SMART Recovery Handbook.” Your Life Without Weed 134 BACK TO CONTENTS SMART stands for “Self Management and Recovery Training.” It is a nonprofit organization that offers free information and support groups to help people overcome addiction of all kinds. In their program, they promote a lifelong goal of learning to attain unconditional acceptance of yourself, of others, and the world as it is. The concept is simple, but it really is a lifelong practice that requires intention and devotion every day. Think of people like Gandhi and the Dalai Lama who are celebrated for their all-encompassing compassion and acceptance of humankind. If it was easy, then people like them would not have such a dramatic impact on the world. Where to Start With Unconditional Acceptance Now that your mind and body are free of the numbing effects of cannabis, you are better equipped to take on larger abstract concepts like this. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 135 BACK TO CONTENTS Without putting pressure on yourself to be like Gandhi by Sunday, the best place to start is by learning to have unconditional acceptance for yourself. I started on this path when a counselor friend of mine asked me who was the person I loved most in this world. I passed the first test when I responded easily that my wife is the person I love the most. Then my friend asked me how I feel and how I react when she makes an honest mistake and hurts me and does her best to make amends. I replied that it disappoints me, but I forgive her easily when she admits she was wrong, and I love her more and feel much closer to her after we have worked through it. Then my friend kicked me in the stomach with the truth, so to speak. He asked me, “So how do you treat your- Your Life Without Weed 136 BACK TO CONTENTS self when you make a mistake?” Without having to answer him, I understood immediately what he was getting at. When I “screw up,” or hurt my wife’s feelings, or say something stupid, I have a tendency to really tear myself down and tell myself what a failure and what an idiot I am. My friend asked me why I don’t tell my wife what an idiot and what a failure she is, if that’s what I believe about mistakes. The principle I had to learn to wrap my head around was that, as a person, I am just as valuable as the people I love the most. Therefore, I am as deserving of the same grace, forgiveness, and acceptance as they are when they make a mistake. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 137 BACK TO CONTENTS For some reason, I used to think it was easier to tell myself how horrible I was, as if this excused me from being a healthy, responsible, mature human being. ABCs OF RATIONAL EMOTIVE BEHAVIOR THERAPY I took this exercise from the SMART Recovery Handbook and put it to work for myself to help me re-train my beliefs about who I am. In order to be good to yourself, you need to love yourself. For some of us, that doesn’t come so naturally. So I want you to try this. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 3.1 - The ABCs of Rational Emotive Behavior Therapy You are going to use the chart in your toolkit to bring some awareness to some unhealthy beliefs you have about yourself to mindfully reorient them into healthy beliefs. The basic difference between unhealthy vs. healthy beliefs: Your Life Without Weed 138 BACK TO CONTENTS Unhealthy Beliefs: These are often irrational, disproportionate, and harmful. These beliefs make it difficult for you to become the person you want to be. Healthy Beliefs: These beliefs allow for acceptance and equality among all people, including yourself. These beliefs help you accomplish the goal of achieving your best self. An example of an unhealthy belief: I say something insensitive to my wife, and that’s because I’m a selfish, thoughtless failure of a husband. An example of a healthy belief: My wife says something insensitive, but I believe she didn’t mean to hurt my feelings, and she will sincerely do her best to change if she knows how much it hurt me. Healthy beliefs give us permission to be people who make mistakes, whereas unhealthy beliefs condemn us for simply being human. Now, I want you to fill out your howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 139 BACK TO CONTENTS chart using the ABCs approach to behavior therapy. The ABCs stand for: A - Activating Event: The uncomfortable event that triggers a painful feeling or an urge to smoke weed. B - Belief About the Event: Your irrational demands or expectations of yourself. C - Consequences of Your Belief: What happens as a result of your unhealthy belief. D - Dispute Your Belief: Think about how you would treat the person you love in this situation. Can you extend the same understanding and acceptance to yourself? E - Effective New Belief: Replace with a healthy belief. Use the chart to record the process of changing unhealthy beliefs about yourself to healthy beliefs. Charting it out like this should help you take responsibility Your Life Without Weed 140 BACK TO CONTENTS during the moments as they occur to dispute your unhealthy beliefs and exchange them for healthy beliefs that promote self-acceptance. The more you do this successfully, the more these beliefs become true to who you are. Eventually, you won’t have to work so hard at accepting yourself. LIVING A Now that you are no longer smoking weed, BALANCED LIFE that does not necessarily mean that you have an overflowing abundance of time. Our schedules tend to fill up for us, often beyond our control. You might even be surprised how you got ANYTHING done when you were smoking weed every day. If you want a balanced life, there is no one who is going to take care of that but you. Your boss, your family, your bills, and your Netflix account are all going to continue to demand more time and resources than you have to give. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 141 BACK TO CONTENTS I am going to walk you through a strategy that will help you visually chart where all of your time goes, so you can begin to make mindful decisions to reimagine how and where you spend your precious time. The Lifestyle Balance Pie This strategy also comes from the SMART Recovery Handbook. It is designed to help you decide what are the most important areas of your life and to evaluate changes you can make so you are devoting your time and energy where you want it to go. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 3.2 - The Lifestyle Balance Pie Look at the pie chart in your Toolkit. There is one that has been completed for you to use as an example. The blank one is yours to fill in. • You are going to label each slice with the most important areas in your life, for example family, finances, health, career, etc. Make sure you label every slice. Your Life Without Weed 142 BACK TO CONTENTS • The outer edge of the pie means you are completely satisfied (10) in that area, and the center of the pie means you are completely dissatisfied (0). • You will rate how satisfied you are in each area by placing a dot on the middle line of each slice. Place it closer to the outside if you are satisfied with the amount of time you spend in that area and closer to the center if you are dissatisfied. • Once you have rated each slice, you will connect the dots. • Now imagine the line you drew is the Actual outer edge of your pie. It probably looks more like a flat tire than a pie, doesn’t it? • Consider these questions: 1. What area of my life receives the most attention? 2. What area receives the least attention? 3. Which areas need more attention and which need less? 4. What do I need to do so that this Lifestyle Balance Pie reflects my values and the way I want to live my life? howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 143 BACK TO CONTENTS NUTRITION, Every time I watch Oprah, or some other EXERCISE, AND daytime talkshow, it seems like every day SLEEP they’ve got some specialist, nutritionist, or personal trainer revealing “secrets” to a healthier more balanced “You.” And it always seems like their “secrets” are to eat right, get plenty of sleep, and exercise. Then the camera pans over the astonished audience as they erupt in applause at this brand new, never-before-discovered information. There are no secrets when it comes to maintaining these three vital elements in your life. It turns out health and wellness is big business, so marketers make you believe it is more difficult than it really is. But I’m going to keep it simple, because maintaining your health and wellness is one of the most important factors to living a balanced life. Your Life Without Weed 144 BACK TO CONTENTS Nutrition Alright, I know one of our favorite things to do as former stoners is expose widespread conspiracies, get mindblown, then take another hit and do nothing about it. But you’re not a stoner anymore, and this is a real (kind of) conspiracy that you can actually do something about. Remember the USDA Food Pyramid from grade school? Of course you do, it is one of the most famous images that earns global recognition. This pyramid is still widely published in school textbooks. But it was not created by nutritionists who actually know about health and wellness. No, it was created by the U.S. Department of Agriculture whose main interests lie in supporting its main client: the U.S. Agricultural Industry. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 145 BACK TO CONTENTS No wonder America has an obesity problem when public schools educate children that they need more bread, cereal, rice, and pasta than ANY other food available. Dr. Walter Willet, a leading nutrition researcher at Harvard medical school, claims that the fact that the Food Pyramid is widely embraced as the ultimate nutrition guide is what contributes to obesity, poor health, and early death due to poor nutrition. Dr. Willet and other nutritionists prefer the circle or pie model of nutrition, which is actually based on a scientific understanding of wellness in the body. Your diet should really be modeled like this: (Hint, fruits and vegetables should be the largest group, not pasta and bread). Sleep If you have been experiencing insomnia, it is likely a result of two factors associated with quitting weed. Remember, Insomnia is one of the primary withdrawal Your Life Without Weed 146 BACK TO CONTENTS symptoms. While most people overcome withdrawals in a matter of weeks, everyone is different. I’ve known some people who experience insomnia for a couple of months after successfully quitting. Another possibility we have covered is that Depression causes sleeplessness. Amid Depression, your neurons are firing in your prefrontal cortex, making your mind very actively focused on your problems. Sleeplessness obviously affects every other area of your life, making you unfocused during the day, and creating irritability at menial things that ordinarily would not bother you. But I want to re-iterate, as I have throughout this guide, how important it is to stay away from other substances which could become a substitute for your dependency issues. Sleep-aids, even natural ones like Melatonin, can lead you to merely shift your dependency issues onto them. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 147 BACK TO CONTENTS The tried and true best suggestions for sleep are: 1. Exercise, which I will cover in a moment. 2. Reduce the amount of caffeine you consume later in the day 3. Read a book at bedtime rather than watching TV. The light from the television can trick your brain into thinking it is daylight, which causes restlessness. 4. Listen to meditation recordings. Many people find meditation to be the best method for falling asleep because you are mindfully setting your body into the mode required for restful sleep. Exercise The most important factor about exercise is that it should be fun. It should be something you look forward to, otherwise, it is too easy to talk yourself out of it. You can absolutely join a gym if spending the money will motivate you. You can buy equipment for your home. You can hire a personal trainer. Like I said, wellness is big business. Your Life Without Weed 148 BACK TO CONTENTS But in my opinion, you don’t need all of that. You don’t need P90X or Crossfit or some personal trainer yelling at you. None of those things is fun to me, at least. But going on a walk, or a bike ride, or swimming laps, or playing basketball, or tennis, or taking a run with the dog, or rollerskating, or kayaking — these things are (mostly) free and get you out into the world. The most essential elements of good exercise are these: 1. Get your heart rate up for at least 30 minutes, three times a week. 2. Break a sweat. 3. Drink plenty of water. If you can find pleasure in your exercise routine, I still stand by my belief that exercise is the most effective method for reducing withdrawals, resisting urges, overcoming Depression, maintaining wellness, and sleeping well…virtually everything we have talked about throughout this entire guide. howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 149 BACK TO CONTENTS SMART GOALS I truly feel at this point that I have told you just about everything I know, and you have everything you need to maintain the lifestyle you’ve always wanted, free from weed. So for your final exercise, I want to show you how to set some attainable goals that you can carry with you into the world beyond this guide. In the Lifestyle Balance Pie, you identified the areas of your life that deserve more attention from you. It might be best to write your goals to support your attempts to improve these areas of your life. Interactive Toolkit Exercise 3.3 - SMART Goals Find the final exercise in your workbook where you will create your SMART Goals. It is all too often we find ourselves wishing or promising we are going to do one thing or Your Life Without Weed 150 BACK TO CONTENTS the other. I can’t tell you how many times a year I used to say to myself, “I’m going to write a handbook for people who want to quit smoking weed.” And it didn’t happen until I sat myself down and set this goal using the SMART process. And this guide is proof that this technique works! SMART is an acronym that helps you to be mindful about setting realistic goals and helps you develop a plan to carry out those goals. Here’s an example of my SMART goal for writing Your Life Without Weed: A Guided Program. S- Specific — Write a step-by-step guide that helps people quit weed from their own home, on their own time M- Measurable — Write at least 4 pages per day A - Agreeable — I am invested in this goal because I like to write and I believe people truly need a guide like this, which exists nowhere else howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 151 BACK TO CONTENTS R - Realistic — The guide will be the best of what I have to offer from my own experience quitting weed and all the extensive research I studied when trying to quit T- Time-bound — Complete the guide by mid-June (about 45 days from the day I began) Now, using the SMART Goals outline, set 4 goals for yourself focusing on the areas of your life that you want to improve. SOME FINAL Throughout this guide I have been mindful, THOUGHTS when referring to your weed dependency, to never use the word “Addict.” That’s because I don’t believe you are an addict. Many experts and recovery programs will force you to adopt this label so that, even when you have survived and overcome your dependency, you will still be Your Life Without Weed 152 BACK TO CONTENTS forever doomed to wear this label, to always carry this shadow-side with you wherever you go. No, you’re not an addict. You are a person. And it’s hard to be a person. But, it is a deeply satisfying adventure to be a person, as well — especially when you are living the life you’ve always wanted, reconciled with the identity of the person you always knew you could be. I believe that is what we have accomplished here together. For your continued support, I have included a “Resources” section at the end of this guide, so you can have access to all the information that I came across, sifted through, and tried on for size throughout my entire process of quitting weed. I honestly feel that over the course of these three sections you have just passed through, I have culled together the best and most effective techniques avail- howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 153 BACK TO CONTENTS able. But, as I said before, not one of us is the same. You may find some useful bits of information that could further help you live the life you want. I am grateful you invested so much time and energy into this guide, into your self. It has been a privilege to be on this journey with you. Congratulations! And I wish you all the best in your new life without weed. ADDITIONAL SAMHSA - Substance Abuse and MenRESOURCES tal Health Services Administration - Brief Counseling for Marijuana Dependence: A Manual for Treating Adults Drug Addiction Treatment Centre - Lund University Hospital, Sweden: A Guide to Quitting Marijuana and Hashish Your Life Without Weed 154 BACK TO CONTENTS Motivational and mindfulness intervention for young adult female marijuana users: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/ PMC3883042/ UCLA Mindful Awareness Research Center: http://marc.ucla.edu/resources Free Guided Meditations: http://marc.ucla. edu/mindful-meditations MORE MEDITATION RESOURCES: https://www.bangor.ac.uk/mindfulness/audio/index.php.en http://marc.ucla.edu/meditation-at-the-hammer http://marc.ucla.edu/mindful-meditations http://www.umassmed.edu/psychiatry/ howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 155 BACK TO CONTENTS education/mindfulphysicianleadershipprogram/free-guided-meditations/ Hope Rehab Center Thailand: http://www. hope-rehab-center-thailand.com/we-treat/ addiction/cannabis-treatment/ SMART Recovery Handbook: http://www. smartrecovery.org Cannabis Information and Support: https://cannabissupport.com.au/workplace-and-clinical-resources/publications/ BOOK The Secret Addiction: Overcoming Your RECOMMENDATIONS Marijuana Dependency Paperback – Au- gust 1, 2011 by Dr. Tony DeRamus (Author) 4.5 out of 5 stars 47 customer reviews Your Life Without Weed 156 BACK TO CONTENTS The Potless Pot High: How to Get High, Clear and Spunky without Weed Paperback – November 26, 2013 by Bear Jack Gebhardt (Author) 4.9 out of 5 stars 10 customer reviews No Need for Weed: Understanding and Breaking Cannabis Dependency Paperback – January 2, 2008 by James Langton (Author) 3.6 out of 5 stars 10 customer reviews The Cannabis Addiction Cure - How to Overcome Marijuana Addiction Problem (thc, hemp, cannabis marijuana) Kindle Edition by Brad Michael (Author) 3.5 out of 5 stars 7 customer reviews Clean: Overcoming Addiction and Ending America’s Greatest Tragedy Paperback – January 7, 2014 by David Sheff (Author) 4.4 out of 5 stars 229 customer reviews howtoquitsmokingweedhelp.com 157 BACK TO CONTENTS 12 Smart Things to Do When the Booze and Drugs Are Gone: Choosing Emotional Sobriety through Self-Awareness and Right Action Paperback – July 8, 2010 by Allen Berger Ph. 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