Abel Renova
DRAM1351 Acting 1
Free Writing
Look at Me
Why? Why can't you see me? Everytime you look in my direction it's like you're looking past me.
I don't get it. What happened? What changed? You used to be able to notice subtle changes
about my hair but now…now you don't care i guess. You wake up in the morning and treat me
like I'm not there. Well I'm here and you still won't look at me. One day everything was normal
and then the next day you treat me like a stranger. So what is it? What changed for you? What
did I do that makes you behave the way you are? I was hoping that everything would go back to
normal but it hasn’t. Is this it? Is this the end? I’m rambling like an idiot and I still can’t get you to
look at me. Was it the laundry that I forgot to take out of the dryer? Was it the way I always lose
things and need your help to find them? Did you just get tired of me? Honestly I don't care what
your answer is anymore. I just want you to look at me and see the hurt that you have caused. I
can see you and yet you're not phased by any of this. Look at me. Look at me. LOOK AT ME!.
Please. Look at me.
Me and My dog
Me and my dog. It's just the two of us. We’re gonna get through this together. We’re gonna
figure this life thing out. Even though I'm sure he's figured it out and at this point I might be
holding him back. Well i mean i do tend to hold his leash tight when he sees something that he
wants to chase after so i guess i really am holding him back. But that's okay. The world is a
scary place where anything can happen at a moment's notice. I found him a year ago alone and
scared and now he's with me. His life changed at a moment's notice just because I found him or
did he find me. He's my good luck charm. Ever since I've been with him I've had a stable life.
Nothing has caused a major change in my life. Everything is going good for once. I think at this
point I need him more than he needs me. I know he'll always be there for me just like how I'll be
there for him. We’re inseparable. I know that at some point I might have to say goodbye to him
but for right now it's just the two of us. Just me and my dog.