English Notes November 20, 2015 Girl, Interrupted “Elementary Topography”: Explains how Susanna was committed to McLean Hospital Took 50 aspirin to abort a part of herself She talks about being “incarcerated”—imprisoned in the hospital Claims she isn’t mad, and she will get out. Did the doctor judge her for the length of her skirt? Being a part of the late 60s generation? Out of fear he would be accused for harassment? Seems depressed—hates parts of herself, consumed with patterns—she doesn’t see meaning in other’s faces We don’t know exactly what she wanted to kill in herself—why she took the aspirin “So the opportunity to be incarcerated was just too good to resist.”—she knew she wouldn’t get locked up forever. Her sufferings proved her existence—asserts her individuality by doing what is not expected of her Last line of the chapter: “I knew I wasn’t mad and that they wouldn’t keep me there, locked up in a loony bin.” She wants to be rebellious and contrary. Medical document—says Susanna contemplated jumping into the river, fully realizing the nature of her act “Applied Topography”: Seclusion Room—where patients would go and scream Blackboard—20 names, even names of the dead would stay in silent memoriam TV room—a place where the patients wouldn’t constantly be checked on, it was on the left side—“lunatic side of things” Bathrooms do not lock Topography—a map of the physical place—mental ward Page 46 “You could also ‘request’ to be locked into the seclusion room. Not many people made that request. You had to ‘request’ to get out too. A nurse would look through the chicken wire and decide if you were ready to come out. Somewhat like looking at a cake through the glass of the oven door.” –Nurse would decide when they were finished, someone could join if you weren’t locked in Freedom—the price of privacy, “free” to do what you want as long as the nurses know about it. Are you really free? Not if someone is watching you. The location contributes to her mental instability. “The Prelude to Ice Cream”: Famous residents of the hospital—musicians, poets “Did the hospital specialize in poets and singers, or was it that poets and singers specialized in madness? Ray Charles was an ex-patient. Considered 6 lunatics, so behaved as such A complex system of “privileges” determined how many nurses accompanied each patient Sometimes list was required to have 2 nurses with her If you behaved in a group you got special privileges—telephoning the head nurse to let her know that you were there “Once these Stations of the Cross were achieved within the hospital the whole circuit began again in the outside world.”—repetition of steps that they have to repeat as patients to achieve freedom “Ice Cream”: Spring usually gives hope, but the writer calls it “suicide weather”--JUXTOPOSITION Nurses seemed less nervous that day—spring fever Magnolia tree—losing blossoms, tree could crown you or poison you Floor pattern preoccupation—can’t interpret the patterns—organization, order Going out in public—fearful Girls joke about ice cream flavors Attendant asks if they want nuts on their ice cream—“I don’t think we need them,” said Georgina. (They are considered nuts—SITUATIONAL IRONY).