¡-\ r*1 -..4.'u\;- ,-'ì {} i:jr * i{ Ü .-.-L- {}'"' 1L ,\ \''\¡ .....:\ :.1¡ll.\ .1ì.I ]u:á ,' J* l.: ' '* \a t-) \n ü Little boys, they have magic by Bob Putmøn I always spent my coffee break behind my desk; either paging through a fresh run of the New Yorker or working on the advertising layout for this month's copy. My determination in college had paid off. It had landed me a $25,000 a year contract with the New Yorker. Success was staring me in the face. The coffee was bitter as an Remember when we were young, we used to go down by the creek and catch crayfish and tadpoles among the stones and swirling bubbles. And each breath of morning sun would kiss the daisies in the meadow and the hollihocks behind the tool shed. And remember crawling through the cool tall grass with our imaginary swords, chasing a garter snake away from the I'd climb a willow artic snowstorm. Still slightly secret cave. hung-over from last night's tree to sing a bird my song; and old lady willow, she'd sing along with me; she knew all the words. No one knows little boys have magic, and I kept mine in my pocket concealed from everyone. Do you remember when I buried an apple core, and prayed that night for a tree. It's nice to be young again, I'd love to be young again and I promise, cross my heart lady willow, I'11 get back some day. cocktail party, I slipped out onto the balcony. I sat down on the protective railing, took a deep breath of what the atmosphere had to offer, and closed my eyes. The bustle of ten o'clock New York continued on the streets 13 floors below, each sound a dagger to my ears. Then I closed my mind. I stirred, looked at my watch. Five minutes late on coffee break, I gulped. I looked down on the street, ants scurrying about, each one doing his job mechanically. I fìngered lip. The inner office was busy with the bustle of executives running to and fro chaotically with articles, editorials, photo layouts, feature stories, society columns, fashion articles, "About Town" articles . . . my "Can you live in a box," I screamed. With that I removed my hands from the protective railings and leaned back. I'm comin'home lady willow, comin' home. / { I /" ê' i.: ',a I I Lvnette Franz /' r .,1 ),1 tl d soLu punoJ Jtìs sLtl ú! tsol ai[' i)44 Ltatt:! pue Du ¡t¡.s r: dtur /,q prltJ Q] p{ioi; tuüji a[it.i!.i;:j LI D:) ;; ars ;l ::ü i1: t tt.,|,.l/ct',tl:: pr;í,- a..,t3iJat;d 3| e ';. t :! j íJ tì ì.i t ; o,t':;qtl i.l ::,:,,:,:::::::::i' :;:;:,': a q ¡ al. 6 u t qu¡ ¡¡:t'ì i.; !] i:! ! n ;.'i {ì ';, í t; ! it r Jai., tr{j ,lrtllç r!1r,' iltia t!i7J ô¡"1-tij jt'tu ait t!+.^i. ;! '.:9 !ê)ÍiJÍtJAp¡i: j:.\ S:.i-jí)j.Ìtt{,; a,t¡¡i::¡t,¡: tl:¡¡::¡¡at.::.: 'i:;¡;'t,i'-:ti¡¿:¡t;:jLit íljt/v1 ijit¡r,(.ri:.tit: i:üt-ttt;:i.!,:t:-:, rj;t,¡,L.t:,;':::;¡::¡t.:., ..it:¡.ji,ri.,r /;i¡'it:!/ì Jr! titte! rJ4:ì:::iil!j!::it::i.ii\:trri! ¡l¡.,ì¡):-.:,1. .r;....r¡j; í]¡:] ,Ìr i:.'i:ajt¡t r,',¡i i)íi>!Jltú U)tui 'aíiii.#1ri û ! Åa :; o aj t j i:: ;j I t: ! t ! | {:} j :) :, t t Li :i {i i !.) l.j Í.1 | ì !.. 'Cu¡ia frirtddt rl,t't :a|:: ijíj!:ir:íaj i:!ì:tì j !j-|ii t: Jjíti liÍl t::i:!:, - . r- a; ¿ r åi!1 rt ,;t "' l)!,(t,-;t:: /,,ltz|i üLjt:!{ii?þ '6 !l;_l t.t i.Á ¡ 1 L!fit t1 my father - Then I fainted - scared - fainted. (Exhausted, perspiring, breathing heavy.) t (Agreeing.) You fainted. How did your father get there? I thought I was in the back seat? I don't know - I fainted. I was lying in - I opened my the snow, and you came eyes, and you came. From where? Down the ravine - from the road. You wore a cap and gown - You had a - a candle in your hand, and a red rose. You gave them to me. Then you picked me up - suddenly it changed - You were carrying me through the campus - then you stopped and laid me down in the street - but the street then changed and I was lying among flowers in daddy's gteenhouse - People were staring at me through the glass - You and Nick and Honey and daddy and some people from the party. You were all smiling - not happy, or laughing, just smiling - nice. I don't know why I was there, but I saw a man - a young man walking towards me he was the only one in the greenhouse. He kept calling my name - Martha - Martha. I looked around to call for you, but you were gone. I looked back at the young man - he was standing next to me. Only he and I were there - you were gone. The man then stretched both of his arms out to me and said - and said - Hold me - Hold me, mother. (She stops and sits upright in concerned.) Martha, can you hear me? (He takes her head in his hands and turns her towards him. She still stares into blank space.) Please, honey, say something - dear - Martha - Please . . . please. (George seems confused about what to do. He first gets out of bed and helps Martha lie down in bed. He covers her, and speaks to her while he is getting dressed. He hurries about the room, almost frantic, as he picks up wrong pieces of clothing, then throws them down in search of the correct articles.) Martha, everything will be allright . . . I'll call the hospital . . . We'll get a good doctor . . . Martha, are you listening, can you hear me . . . You'll get a private ¡oom - with flowers - and candy and there are nice people there . . . Oh, Martha, why, why, why? It's not fair drinking, that's all we ever did, we drank. We only drank with friends - colleagues, deans, professors, associate professors - your father. This can't happen to my wife - she's not - not sick. (Realizing what he had just said, angry.) Sick - we're not sick - (He kneels next to the bed and holds one of Martha's hands. He kisses her hand, then he holds it to his cheek . . . He cries softly.) He said mother? - Hold me Hold me, mother. - Why, Martha, - why? (He cries softly.) (Lights dim.) (Curtain.) bed staring blankly ahead.) (Somewhat surprised, concerned.) He said, "Mother?" (Martha continues to stare blankly ahead.) Martha, are you all-right? (He reaches for her hand, but she shows no response.) Martha, Martha, are you Martha? Is everything O.K.? - (Very € þ:;.&' ffi',' a: * I 1 ì1 J,. .a , '?á *äI ,:! 'år \ )s r b 't. ; 1 4 FACTS Ronalri A. Robinson w å, Á f-) t, Wí t, 1 I Facts can be hard as d¡amonds, spill¡ng with the clear ring of rock candy on a counter. They are the smalt change of reality: dead as fossits. {i1 ' ..t t ,,.ry u fi' t lv rivel bank, settled tlown lt..r siowlv and awesotnelY Ptlt tlre sun to bed. Sonr.- wakeful lingering raYs were darting playfullY across the water when Ton.r Pointed out the purple clouds to onr lcft. They were playing a duet with shirnmering heat lightning- And then to our right, the skies above the little village came alive with Rcman candle flares, star bursts and all the other glorious light ef-fects and cacophonic sounds man has nrade and the PeoPle were using io PaY tribute to our historical spirit. Mike cracked open scveral cans of beer and they were passecl back and lbrth from hand to hand between the five of'us. The light show continued, thunder rumbled off in the distance. someone pointed out a shooting star and Ed reached across tire sand, fbund my hand and sqrieezed it briel1y. The river cirurned below us wliere it has rnade its trlaslerful cut through the dike and all the night sounds joined together in a conlrapunctal serenade behind us. Then slowly, reluctantlY we headed back. Mike leading the way this tin're and all of us having to wait every once in a while for Rick to catch up. When we reached cur place, no one had rnuch to say except Rick. Taiking and giggling constantlY then suddenly sound asleeP. Mìke and Tom laughed wl.ren they realized who liad drunk tnost of the beer. lVe were all relaxed. The n-ragic had worked again. We fèhclean and rested. ComPosed and comfortable. We tèlt good about ourselves and each other. We had lìuugered for this lranqriil serenity and had not been disappointed. The slow languid inertia would in actuality feed our spirits with sparkle and liveiy vitality Ibr the next days' activities. Soon our place was quiet. Bits of conversaf iori had bour.rced around {br awhile. A sleepy question a soft reply. Goodniglits echoed for awhilc and then all was still. Ed was asleep beside me. I scrambled up on my knees and shoved back the curtains. Moonlight timidly entered the room and then I slept" i rÏl { ill r :{ / * $ ,h rm !. *.''i' .'Ì ¡ XI Andrelr¡ Dorner that glimmet¡ng, shimmering rainbow of colors glowing before my eyes. reachíng far into my soul, and searing a mark within the innermost crevices of my being. multicolored particles of many lives float up into the sky, into the blackness of infinity, like sparks or flames that gl¡sten with a magicat hue which cannot be dimmed in their glorious ascent to the stars. the stars, pinpoints of splendor in the ma¡estic blackness above. tiny miracles to guide man to his final destination w¡th the wonders of the universe. floating free among the stars to follow whatever life may bring within our grasp today. ever reaching farther out and turning darkness into tight. and still our lives shine and fade away, whíle small bírds sing in evergreen trees, and an old fox brings forth more young. as flowers bloom and wilt, and from the seeds new flowers grow. it too much to ask that there be more than death, that there is no end to what has been begun in us? is the universe is vast and spac¡ous, and we are always moving out. death ís but another step to be taken. yet, it's so hard to understand. A COLD FRONT John DiAsto A cold front moved through my left ventricte today. Æ W H TOOTSIE I WANT TO PAINT MYSELF Keith Peterson I want to pa¡nt myself wíth pleasant tars; Above the dull, rehearsed slumber I want to sleep, billowing ¡n the soft deep eye of Saturn And hear the tsetse hum 'round the r¡ngs at night There is a stone in my throat It belonç to lshmael; his twentieth piece of silver, his father's diamond wrapped in a ram's skin dyed red, his smallest ruby pulled from the skin of a goat's kid I want to anoint myself with strong odours; Burn myself by the l¡ght of the cressets of Troy I vmnt to stumble, fall into comas on the black burnt beaches of Alexandria And hear the dogs barking as the waves lick at their paws PaLrl Rich Arnemann McCov MOODY CHILD Chuck Dickey Moody Child. Beautiful face of scorn, Turns his head slowty From the light of Dawn, Lingers in shadows, his head held high, Watches the absurd crazity dance by, Everyone living, grasping at straws Lovers cling as vines on a nnll. Nobody calls him, he knows alt,. Stands solemn, alone in the hail. Don't listen to the moody child's eyes They telt the truth without disguise. They tell of life's sorrow without blame The moody chitd turns away again. Reach out to him, you've a life long friend, But then, You'll never smile again. [ ¡,rbeth [ìr'¡f¡r TOMMY Margi Madding He jumps out of the car and trots ovet to the empty basket- ball court. The court is surrounded by hills of green grass, and tottte sun is brightly shining. 4y The temperature is very warm, and a twelve year-old boy is ready for some action. His shoes are o1d white Adidas. _The red stripes are peeling off the sides and the heels are held together by a few worn threads. His pale legs are thin, yet every muscle is evident. The short cut-off blue-jeans hug his muscular thighs and rear. An old ragged short-sleeved jersey covers his 3houlders, chest and back. On the back of the red and white, extralarge shirt is the name "MADDING" printed in huge white gothic letters above the numeral 11, and Barrington is printed above the numeral on the front. His arms are thin, though strong enough to shoot the red, white and blue basketball through the hoop lrom anywhere on the half-court. His_light brown hair blows gently in the wind, short enough sõ it won't bother his playing, yet still too long for dad-'s taste. His large brown eyes are blind to everything around him except the empty outdoor playing ðourt. He hears only the sound of the basketball hitting the black-top, the swish as it glides through the hoop, or the sickening souñd as it smacks the backboard and drops death-like to the ground away from the goal. He works alone, yet weaves in and out through imaginary opponents to "lay-up" the ball and score two points. He quickly soars toward the basket, dribbles the ball, right hand,left hand, between his legs, around his back, dodging player upon player to reach his goal. Hì stops, looks around, then leaps for the hoop. His lunge is like a slow motion picture. His muscles tense as they launch this long skinny body toward the sky. His arms reach for the hoop as tree limbs reach for the sun. The ball swishes through the iron rim Debbie Ouick barely rippling the net. 'lhen the young player returns to earth with an angel-soft landing. His smile, glance in my direction and sharp scream, meet my smile and nod ol approval to fìll the surrounding atrì-osphere with our satisfaction. However, he doesn't stop his work-out here. He picks up the ball and bounces it hard against the pavement with both hands and trots back to the half-court line. Time and time again he attempts this stunt, time and time again he makes it. He goes right, then left, he shoots and rebounds with a steady flow ofper- fection. Thc sweat beads on his face and the drenched jersey sticks to his body. His wet hair is plastered agair.rst his forehead and drops of sweat fall into his eyes. Only dusk forces this basketball player to end his afternoon sooner than he wants. The sun steals his last minutes of practice as it descends below the horizon. He gazes at the sun with extreme disappointment, slaps the ball with an open palm, and spits on the black-top. The young athlete shoots for the last time today ----Swish. He ret¡ieves the basketball and walks toward me. His eyes are red, his breathing quick and heavy, his walking slow. He resembles a wind-up doll that has fìnally run down. He gets into the car but be- fore he shuts the door, glances back at his battlefìeld. With a smile of satisfaction and a final wipe of sweat from his face, the "victor" plops into the car. Tl"-iF PËDFSîRiAI\ ..i r rii i .l¡l¡;r¡bslrn Tar hot ctty lilílt' ttúy,. rlf Streel..S ¡ui ¡ h ha s t l¡..t providerl a playgrounri teesinq for harefoot chiidren l¡tt!e g¡: wíth h tt m irl ity fr izz ied ha ír c n r:l tx r r:x: lt i ny¡ li re,s and scraaed knees ííghis i¿'a r-s tr ea k er! ! ac cs, tjt.!t the pedesiriar¡ tJi{.!tt'! nÕt¡t:i} 'íhe Ðlay fu ! lauqlìtcr, the ctue! rnctk i nq :;ír,g-sant i i.i i]È:5 ilt'u ¡1¡qs', ¿¿t¡¿,} cl¿:a1h. Wii:h eyes lf ;r¡ äuse :rl:: Seart:hing Wi a!ì ..t't *'ì b I i n g i i cl s ¡t ¡= ¡j lìt:l'::¡.¡:,¡,1; ¡j spce¡:lr !)¿';1 rr.: li i i tç ftr a i':r.:¡tit: {}lç:¡; . Th c ¡¡ i il e ; {) t::ç r¡:ttlti/ctl î: ¡/\) i.r-¡ ilr: ( -r,'y'.}!¡ !: !:intl tttt {,t*i;:t, Antl rli* piití:. U* tiI t ts * y,'rs 5 And tlte pt:int Iû rli {:{,! t1aeth e, is The p¡¡7t is Empty. And ali agree That it ¡s cruel and unusua! Pun ishment. lliTÂ *r/ I / ¡ t | .,lll- tr ir*" P¡ r !-r¡il\.i¡(']l-jh vl!J¡ ¡iv¡!,*-t ù ! iì l-;cì¿i;Û,r al' retl and sr;¡:,"t:¡ul¡t:rc sh{tu tí n iJ :;gllir¡t: ¿: tn¿¡n " ¡,¡e'nts- lleFat:.': ,:ut íl!:r ::::::;le:::l:¡ i.qi¡ vJítst,t :l?t ::!tí, í:; ,:.,/j ¿ !..tf I ).]:t'.:;1,ii: ,; ; ¿1 ai ì,, ; :; i - i t.; ,1 i í! |i i)t: Ì:: ;¡ :,':. I ,;o¡i¡:,:d h F f t: :lr.i i ai! r1:. l ì1 t.y; :,: I 1; .;,:,.. :,1 ,r ri::tt Js¡]ata {}{ iiir: rn i t ts t:, at lhe sight d ! s* ip¡¡i¡7g ¡¡sp¡., antl torn jeans àtitJ l.sh¡rts a ¡t ! ¡ i q'.r.*"S¡3,ü :*i l' t{lr"f l* !ì ,r' t* ffi&;!*. -d: and un¡forms decorated in brass and gold, and sloppy raincoats, and seeing-eye dogs. Sickly sweet perfumes and afterlunch belches, rotting garbage hidden in alleys, and passing drifts of sweat and stale liquor, f¡lled the nostrils of the pedestr¡an It¡ 's ,,,.* .i:.:4,.,ì s.,,, fotrci ng suppressed tears S{:li w":ì: 'srrtlä$ to flood his numbing toes, but no one noticed. ' I ¡;:: sr& Flo¡.r,1 I os,roo.l .- å. "THf WEDDING" Bécky Blancha¡d Dark smoke,; síckly, this evÍl creeping frí*nd Drew *hackling..waxen {ingers rouad my head,: Whrích,pressed rny sore, burdened mînd la bend. .Even my roem atook thii: for my bed, Tgo..heard the. nois¡rs of voices mocking. ,Attd:mlt:fí¡ed eyes cauld anly rcll.'at Seeing Him hauJ'tthing; dusty, aornerwisê roçkìrig : .' As &t He crook'd of fínger. My Add}n:thi, padded ceil of twí*ed s9utce". ' tfry tornqntgd'tnri4d yearned,a løzor wtìst deall, ).T9,'doypealtqryy:,,HiççadísticLo¡çd; ,: ,. : ,:, . . goal ,: , ' " - : So Ha, that tyrcnt of the kingdom of Mind, ;::;:',:;'.,¡6, I.\ li )z ''.,,. ',1t ,. )à /:;) -t', ll,.."trit l'äl ¡,r . l \ 'îl. l / 'a '.:,., 1 J $t/ *_$- -,*, "*=**,4 :- ^ e:=: :'li 's' þ .. . -qs,1ê [fl* ¡*-"<ild \ "*Jl- i --- *' 'l1t*-:,, t;,":1:l{.::,i. ,-._'-'' #, {',= d{q wo,'r&'.,'M!, n{, . r.t - ^JÀ , n --& ît ,,,.qf i ,*' ¡",\,r ï'1, *, *_îbM ,f1 "'. s#re ''rç;1;g' .....:r,ta.. ø,. . :,:.1:: :..:,,t.:. :,:;t.':' ....1i:3.;,:t, : .: .:a#ì; . .. , a::' - 1. ,#*? -o:rt* r *ár,ï. ffi 1-r.4. i 'i . ,. rì :i ' " I ' il r' .''' ,-ì1 7 :-L / t / '' \I r '., j{ '" .-L ô-.,,i,r{+^ '