Thelen 1 Adrienne Thelen 26 November 2013 ENG 320C Dr. Johnsen Essay Araby: Self Comes to Mind Grace: Supersizing the Mind In the short story “Araby” by James Joyce in his collection, Dubliners, the main character goes through a change throughout the course of the story. As a young boy at the Christian Brothers’ School, the narrator experienced, what Antonio Damasio calls, “self comes to mind.”1 His monotonous life consisted of school, play, and an obsession with the neighbor girl, who the narrator describes as Mangan’s sister. His fixation with Mangan’s sister is what drives him to change from a love-struck boy to someone who is tired of the flatness that encompasses his life and desires to change so that his mind and body could connect. The narrator creates a puppy-love obsession with Mangan’s sister, who begins to evade his every thought. “Every morning I lay on the floor in front of the parlour watching her door,” he says. “When she came out on the doorstep my heart leaped. I ran to the hall, seized my books and followed her.”2 Mangan’s sister was his self’s obsession. A part of this obsession was the fact that it was part of his routine. Day in and day out, it was the same thing. He would watch her get together in the morning and then follow her to school. After school he would come home and watch her as she called Mangan into their house. Not only did she evade his daily routine, but also his thoughts and dreams. “Her image,” he says, “accompanied me even in places the most 1 Damasio, Antonio. Self Comes to Mind: Constructing the Conscious Brain. New York, NY: Pantheon Books, 2010. 2 Joyce, James. “Araby.” Dubliners. Edinburgh, Scotland: Riverside Press Limited, 1914. 34. Thelen 2 hostile to romance.”3 Even in the greatest of chaos, he grew weak and flustered at the thought of Mangan’s sister. At one point, he claims that his body succumbs to the idea of the girl. For example: “Her name sprang to my lips at moments in strange prayers and praises which I myself did not understand. My eyes were often full of tears (I could not tell you why) and at times a flood from my heart seemed to pour itself out into my bosom….But my body was like a harp and her words and gestures were like fingers running upon the wires.”4 This obsession that overcomes the boy’s self, as well as his mind, have not come together to create love, or to feel happiness. The narrator comes home from school one day and Mangan’s sister approaches him and asks him if he going to the bazaar because she was not going to be able to make it. The boy will do anything to please the girl and he promised to go to the bazaar, as well as bringing her back something. All throughout their conversation, the boy is in a daze. He really does not know what Mangan’s sister is actually saying, but all he can do is nod his head in agreement and go with whatever she says, wants, and needs. All he wants is for the girl to notice him and appreciate him like he does her. As soon as they part and the boy goes home, he cannot help but think of her constantly as he went through his daily routine of sleep and school. “I had hardly any patience with the serious work of life which, now that it stood between me and my desire, seemed to 3 4 Ibid. 35. Ibid. 35. Thelen 3 me child’s play, ugly monotonous child’s play.”5 This monotony that his self was going through could not catch up to his mind that was racing with dreams and wishes. The boy asked his uncle to give him money so that he could go to the bazaar, but his uncle came home late, making the boy furious. He is unsure of what to do with himself, so instead of playing with his friends like a normal day, he stares at the window of Mangan’s sisters’ house obsessively looking for her so that he might get a glimpse of what all of the fuss over being angry with his uncle was about. Finally his uncle did arrive and the boy is reminded of his uncle’s belief in the old saying, “Al work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.”6 This is important in that it parallels the boy’s own life. He has forgotten how to be creative and play with his friends, all over the work of thinking about and dreaming about the ‘love’ of his life, Mangan’s sister. As he went to the bazaar, he became anxious, fearing that the bazaar would be closed and he would never be able to give the girl a gift like he had promised her. However, as he began to walk through the bazaar, his feelings changed. He forgot why he had even gone to the bazaar anyway. He then walked away from the bazaar and the lights went black. The boy realized in this trip that his life was monotonous and that the only way to get rid of his monotony was to forget about Mangan’s sister and do something different in his daily routine. So, the boy decided not to bring anything home for the girl and got angry at his self. It is not until this trip to the bazaar that the boy’s self comes to his mind and he realizes that his obsession with the girl was only contributing to his dull life and it must be stopped. 5 6 Ibid. 37. Ibid. 39. Thelen 4 The boy became angry at himself for his past thoughts. He could not understand why he let himself get so hung up by a girl and her beauty. “Gazing up into the darkness I saw myself as a creature driven and derided by vanity; and my eyes burned with anguish and anger.”7 How could he have let some beautiful girl get in the way of what was really important in life by forcing a routine revolved around her. At this point, his self and mind come together as a working pair. His self gave up the opportunity to buy the girl a gift and his mind made him realize that this girl was only making him selfish and self-destructive. Throughout this story, the main character changed in many ways. His puppy love turned into an obsession, and then into what he thought was love. James Joyce illustrates that the narrator’s changes his routine life in search for something more. This coming of age story for the boy brings the boy’s self and mind together to make himself happier and more intellectual, just as Antonio Damasio relates in his book, Self Comes to Mind: Constructing the Conscious Brain. In the story “Grace”, a man (who is later found out to be Tom Kernan), falls down the stairs of a bar and hurts himself, left at the mercy of other bar patrons to save him. Mr. Kernan is so drunk because he is having troubles at work as commercial traveler. At this juncture in his life, he has a set-mind. He is stubborn and ornery, as well as being foul-mouthed at times and poor Catholic. As he gets woken up from the ground and taken home by Mr. Power, he stumbles upon his words because he had bit his tongue and there was blood everywhere in his mouth. 7 Ibid. 41. Thelen 5 Mr. Kernan’s wife tells Mr. Power that her husband is not that devout of a Catholic because he was once a Protestant and only converted to Catholicism prior to their marriage, but still it seems he held some Protestant beliefs. Mrs. Kernan is worried about his drinking, stating that he had “been drinking since Friday.” 8 All Mrs. Kernan wanted was for her husband to bring home money from work, but Mr. Kernan was too drunk to do so. Mr. Power senses her struggles, as well as the need for Mr. Kernan to change himself and become a better person, so he tells Mrs. Kernan, “we’ll make him turn over a new leaf…We’ll come here one of these nights and talk it over.”9 Tom Kernan’s friends – Mr. Power, Mr. Cunningham, and Mr. M’Coy – all decide to help Tom to form a new and better life, with a foundation on Catholicism. They form a plan to trick Tom into coming to a retreat with them under the guidance of Father Purdon. However, even Mrs. Kernan is skeptical and feels that her husband is too old to change his mind to become a better Catholic. The men finally get Mr. Kernan to agree to going to the retreat, telling him, “we’re going to wash the pot together.”10 They convince him by saying that it is an upper class thing to do and that the priest who is putting on the retreat, as well as the Pope himself, are Jesuit men who cater towards the wealthy. Throughout their convincing, Mr. Kernan is taking a leap into becoming a changed and improved man. It is at this time where his mind is becoming “supersized”, just as Andy Clark suggests.11 Mr. Kernan’s outside influences, such as his friends and Joyce, James. “Grace.” Dubliners. Edinburgh, Scotland: Riverside Press Limited, 1914. 190. 9 Ibid. 190. 10 Ibid. 200. 11 Clark, Andy. Supersizing the Mind: Embodiment, Action, and Cognitive Extension. 8 Thelen 6 wife and his bar injury, are all helping him to become a better person and Catholic, which will aid him achieving a greater mind. This change of heart, however, does not change Mr. Kernan completely. There is one stipulation regarding the retreat that Mr. Kernan will not obey, which is the holding of candles. He feels these are magical and abide by witchcraft so he will not use them. Even through the stubbornness, Tom Kernan embraces new ideas in becoming a better and more pious Catholic like his wife would like him to be, as well as, hopefully, refraining from drinking as much and becoming violent so that he does not get injured anymore. These two stories by James Joyce both show two characters that change greatly throughout the course of their stories. In Araby, the boy becomes infatuated with Mangan’s sister, but realizes that the life he is living is not fulfilling and is reliant on routine, so his self comes to his mind and he realizes what he truly wants and does not want in life. His obsession with the beautiful girl makes him seem vain, which causes him to become upset once he realizes his actions were causing him to self-destruct. This story puts Antonio Damasio’s book Self Comes to Mind in practice through the changing of the main character. In Grace, Tom Kernan is living a destructing life caused by drinking, which leads him to hurt himself. His friends, led by Mr. Power, invite him to a retreat where he can become a better man and a better Catholic, as his wife hopes him to be. Mr. Kernan is reluctant at first, but has a change of heart and decides to go to the retreat and become a better man, both as a father and as a religious layman. As Andy Clark promotes in his book Supersizing the Mind, Mr. New York, NY: Oxford University Press, Inc., 2011. Thelen 7 Kernan uses the outside forces in his life to extend his own mind in order to live a more fulfilling lifestyle. Works Cited Clark, Andy. Supersizing the Mind: Embodiment, Action, and Cognitive Extension. New York, NY: Oxford University Press, Inc., 2011. Damasio, Antonio. Self Comes to Mind: Constructing the Conscious Brain. New York, NY: Pantheon Books, 2010. Joyce, James. “Araby.” Dubliners. Edinburgh, Scotland: Riverside Press Limited, 1914. 33-41. Joyce, James. “Grace.” Dubliners. Edinburgh, Scotland: Riverside Press Limited, 1914. 184-215.