English Notes September 25, 2015 This Boy’s Life Journal #4: What themes are established by the 2 opening epigrams? What, in your estimation, might this book be about? “The first duty in life is to assume a pose. What the second is, no one has yet discovered.” --Oscar Wild Class responses: Man vs. Self Identity First duty in life is to figure out how to act in order to pass through society Roles change depending on who you are (student, boyfriend, teenager) You don’t know who you’re going to be unless you try Choose who you want to be and pretend to be who you need to be Are we always assuming a pose since there is no second lesson? Is identity an act? Are we all just acting/pretending right now? How do you reach the point when you find out that you are yourself? If you can convince someone of your identity, it’s almost as good as being that person “He who fears corruption fears life.” --Saul Alinsky Class responses: Man vs. Life There is a lot of corruption in life If you are afraid to be corrupted, it will be tough to live life since it is all around us If you are going to live life, you are going to be corrupt In life your values will be corrupted at some point This Boy’s Life Note the following themes: Transformation Seeking a better life Truth and fact, perspective and imagination Domestic abuse Poverty Dreams vs. reality Identity Chapter 1, Fortune Truck went over a cliff, mother and son survive Mother puts arm around son’s shoulder, son uses this as an emotional advantage to ask for souvenirs (Indian belt, moccasins, bronze horse with saddle)—1950s when boys would play cowboys and Indians 1955—mother and son drive from Florida to Utah to get away from a man his mother was afraid of and to get rich on uranium Drove through states, saw people offering help to the “pretty Yankee lady” Narrator is “caught up in my mother’s freedom, her delight in the freedom, her dream of transformation” (5). Mother—grew up in Beverly Hills before the stock market crash of 1929, father lost all of his money, she was chosen to ride a float in the Tournament of Roses called “The End of the Rainbow”—ironic since there is no pot of gold—family lost their fortune Hope of reaching Utah—hope for a rags to riches stories of finding uranium Narrator wants to help his mother out of her misery—she had a rough life as a soda jerk, secretary, was broke, had a long affair with a violent man Made it to Utah—no jobs, corruption (prostitutes, murders), Geiger counters cost too much, rooms were expensive, billboards have bullets in them Mother feels that there must be some ore somewhere since no one had found any. (Remember, no one found any uranium, the town had been destroyed, but she is overly optimistic.) Mother “knew she’d get a job”dreams vs. reality Chapter 2 Narrator has his own dreams of transformation Wanted to call himself Jack after Jack London (he had a girl named Toby in his class and didn’t want a name that could be confused for a girl’s name) Narrator takes Jonathan as his name--attended catechism classes, took it as a baptismal name, changed it to Jack Father heard that Toby changed his name and was unhappy. However, father bought furniture at antique stores so it looked like old family furniture, invented a coat of arms, family was Jewish but he pretended to be Protestant. (Toby’s father is a liar. Connect to assuming a pose in the epigram.) Mother stuck up for new name because the father didn’t like it (parents are divorced). Father got rich from marrying a wealthy woman—never gave mother and son Child Support money Narrator recalls Catholic school—Sister James had clubs to keep kids from converting. He joins the archery club. Boys try to hit cats, and then each other, with the arrows. Sister James catches the boys and tells Toby that “Practice is over.”