The complex post-Socialist sensibility contains -- the initial euphoria of the postSocialist countries returning to the European bosom and soon discovering their secondary status, -- the more traditionally subaltern postcolonial fate of the non-European Soviet ex-colonies, -- the bitter post-imperial Russian sense of defeat which is dangerously transformed into imperialist revanchism. The post-Socialist other was offered to accept the existing hierarchy of the world where everyone is assigned a precise and never questioned place and even being unhappy with this frozen human taxonomy naturalized by modernity, is afraid of losing his/her quite precarious position and of being associated with those who stand lower, like the global South. In two decades all of this resulted in a peculiar postcolonial complex and even fashion within Europe when the post-socialist people started to compare their situation with the former third world and regard the core Europe as a stepmother. The post-socialist world has had its own trajectory within the global coloniality. It was far from being mono-directional or sustained, as the former socialist countries have been sent through a test of disappearance, erasing, dispersal and a peculiar coming back in a retrograde pattern which made us outcasts both for the global North (the winner) and for the global South (large leftists parts of which were disappointed with the failed Socialist modernity). This unfortunate logic is clear in many spheres, including the production of knowledge from which the postSocialist subject was effectively expelled. This trajectory was the opposite of the usual logic of the non-Western world slowly entering the space of rationality. In the post-Soviet case the shift is the reverse, from the second world to the global South or to a strange limbo of the poor North. ”The post-Communist subject travels the same route as described by the dominating discourse of cultural studies— but he or she travels this route in the opposite direction, not from the past to the future, but from the future to the past; from the end of history … back to historical time. Post-Communist life is life lived backward, a movement against the flow of time”. Boris Groys Ovidiu Tichindeleanu: “After a brief period of growth in the early 2000s, with the onset of the crisis of global capitalism, Eastern Europe was confronted with the third depression in three decades... However, since 2008 the eruption of the crisis within the Western world and the rise of the Global South has dramatically eroded the ideological power of post-communist foundational narratives. In the past three or four years, a wave of popular movements has risen throughout the former socialist bloc, at a scale unseen since 1989, leading among other things to the demise of the neoliberal governments in Romania and Bulgaria. In other words, the post-1989 civilizational promise of Europe and Occidentalism has currently reached a critical point of saturation in Eastern Europe. However, the direction taken by the accompanying disenchantment and reinvention is by no means predetermined. Consequently, one is faced today with the historical task of decolonizing the imaginary and rebuilding alliances, against the dissemination of cynicism, ethnocentric nationalism, and postcommunist racism.” Most of the post-Socialist countries, prior to the Bolsheviks, had their own women’s movements, unions, journals and organizations, at least for several decades. These gender initiatives were linked with the shaping of the ideals of the New Woman which was regarded as an important part of the national liberation movements and the evolvement of national identities. It is true that early on there emerged certain tensions between the feminist agendas and the national(ist) discourses. But by the time the Soviet Union occupied or reoccupied its “national peripheries” the local feminist movements already existed for quite some time and the Bolsheviks had to erase these previous traditions to impose their version of modernity like it is happening now when the neoliberal modernity is being imposed onto the ex-second world. Emma Asson Nataliya Kobrynska The absolute authority of the West as the sole producer of knowledge was reinstated once again together with its modern/colonial division of the academic labor making the local discourses desire to be allowed into the elite club of those who produce Theory. This effect was particularly devastating for the emergent women’s studies which were entirely imported from the West together with the discourses of development, transition economies, democratization, human rights and the mantra of the free market. This logic repeated the civilizing discourses which are permanently built into modernity rhetoric, but with a deviation – instead of the downtrodden colonial women there were the post-Socialist women, who in some cases were also postcolonial as in the non-European republics of the USSR. “The rivalry of two collective projects (the patriarchal and the communist) that have disciplined, socialized and exploited women’s labor and reproductive power for paternal or common good, already in the 1950s found of mutual interest the restoration of the discourse of femininity and domesticity and expanded the traditional division of family roles to society as a whole”. Renata Jambresic Kirin Svetlana Slapsak: “The carefully cultivated “wisdom of the colonized” is effective – almost deadly – in restoring conservative values imposed as liberation from socialist ideological constrains, and imposing nationalist discourses and practices instead, initializing forced silence and other anthropological signs of power being distributed through new channels”. This going back and/or reliving modernization and emancipation for the second and in many cases even third of fourth time under the motto of the finally correct neoliberal modernity has marked the experience of various post-Socialist women’s movements and feminist organizations. The post-Socialist subjects were offered and willingly accepted a sanitized and generalized Western vantage point to look at our own past and were allowed to criticize it only from someone else’s prepackaged perspective. For a while the post-Socialist feminisms continued to reproduce the catching up paradigm never exercising our right to assess our own complex historical experiences and make sense of them from our own geopolitics and body-politics of perception, of being, and of gender. The initial sanctioned ignorance of the West about the complexity of real situations in the ex-Socialist countries went hand in hand with efforts to trivialize the recent history (ab)using it and accentuating exclusively the sensational images and stories such as mass rapes, prostitution, drug and human trafficking usually reaching the West through the media of journalism and fiction or cinema, whereas the locally produced academic knowledge on women, gender inequality, and discrimination, have immediately become appropriated by mainstream theorists for the purpose of imposing the only correct kind of feminism. An important step for post-socialist feminisms would be questioning the darker side of the Soviet and Socialist modernity/coloniality helping to formulate a complex critique and a positive program for the future which would not be restricted by either postFordist or post-Socialist, postmodernist or post-colonial lens, instead of that attempting to draw a dynamic intersectional picture and an open dialogic attitude to others and particularly the others from the global South with whom we share a lot yet still are not able to find a suitable language to communicate. It is important to attempt looking at the social reality through a wider than gender lens. Here we could productively appropriate Argentinean-American feminist philosopher Maria Lugones’s idea of taking gender into account in understanding of resistance and its sources, for example, resistance to neoliberal globalization, instead of reading gender categories into the texture that shapes the self, in its relation to opposition. Then a different logic which organizes the social-in-resistance would open. If we refuse to mechanically read gender into the social, we would be able to see the organization of the social in terms, demonstrating a deep conceptual incongruence in the process of imposing gender constructs onto our selves. We need a wider and more complex intersectional approach getting rid of disciplinarian nationalism and gatekeeping. The common denominator in many post-dependence cases including the post-socialist one, is getting rid of the trauma, not necessarily in a colonial sense. It can be a trauma of imperial difference typical for the Russian sensibility. It can be an experience of a second-rate European from Eastern Europe who for centuries have been multiply dependent on various empires. After a careful deconstruction of one’s exclusion experience, it is regenerated and reworked into an other view, often grounded in re-existence – according to Colombian thinker and artist Adolfo Alban-Achinte, as a step from a negative and often violent model to a creation of an alternative reality, and/or reformatting the world. This sensibility is utopian. But it is a fiction which in Ranciere’s formulation, “challenges the existing distribution of the real and the fictional”. And this is probably its main political function. Critical border thinking is a constant negotiation and neither-nor-ness, a product of a complex and dynamic interaction with modernity, corresponding to the philosophic concept of exteriority – the outside created from the inside, as interpreted by Enrique Dussel. It is not a call for going back to some primordial state, rather it draws the attention to how and what for, modernity actually invented the negative image of tradition in the first place, including its gendered and racialized versions. The exteriority of living and thinking in hostile environments and yet reinstating one’s epistemic rights, leads to an itinerant, open and multiple positionality, marked by shifting identifications and a rejection of either/or binarity. What is at work here is a horizontalized networking of different local histories and sensibilities mobilized through a number of common, yet pluriversal and open, categories. Then we can replace the negative stance entrapping women in the situation of sealed otherness and victimhood, and merely diagnosing our multiple oppressions, with a more positive re-existent position of building an alternative world where no one would be an other. Chela Sandoval’s methodology of the oppressed and Maria Lugones’s principle of nonaggressive loving perception, as well as Trinh T. Minh-ha’s idea of critical difference from and infinite layers of oneself are all important elements of such border thinking and praxis. As Nina Lykke points out, intersectionality must be maximally open, unfinished and inclusive. She likens her theorizing of intersectionality to situated nodal points (rather than a fixed system), that is a shifting space for overlapping and contradictory intra-actions of race, gender, class, nation, sexuality, language, and other elements of inequality – the “temporary crystallizations in ongoing feminist negotiations of located theory making”. A subtler problem is the question of enunciation understood in semiotic terms as the spatial and temporal contexts of communication, the conditions in which the discourse is produced including the answer to the questions of who produces it and why. Who speaks in and of intersectionality and from what position the enunciation is made? Who is the enunciator and in what intersection of intersectionality does the enunciation take place? The more important it becomes to focus on different tangential genealogies of knowledge, being, gender, perception, and to shift the emphasis from the enunciated to the enunciation. The accent should be not on the description of reality, but on the elaboration of concepts which would affirm their own locus of enunciation, arguing from a specific position formulated thanks to the phenomenon described, but based on epistemic disobedience and delinking. In other words, we should be aware of the politics of location in the knowledge production, in Adrienne Rich’s formulation, the situated knowledges as Dona Harraway would have it, the “multiple standpoints” and “small stories, situated in specific local contexts” according to Nina Lykke, or the pluriversality in terms of the decolonial option. It is important for the post-socialist gendered others to get acquainted with alternative approaches to gender, to be “indoctrinated” finally from the theorists and activists of the global South and also make our ideas available to them. To do this we need to delink from neoliberal modernity epistemologically, institutionally and administratively, working for a creation of by-passing volatile networks, events, flexible projects disobeying the mainstream academic institutional control. Among the reasons for the lack of the South to South and semi-periphery to periphery coalitions the most important ones are ignorance, lack of information, intensified by a continuing intellectual coloniality, a persistent agonistic model and an unwillingness to drop one’s status as a “second world” and be associated with the global South. It is a negative victimhood rivalry grounded in monopolizing the position as victims of modernity, refusing to make room for anyone else. Real ways out of internal and external epistemic asymmetries are not in recognition claims but in delinking from the losing battle and from the logic of catching up in the sphere of knowledge production, and concentrating on creating a discourse and a praxis which would be well aware of other models, including the latest Western and non-Western ones, but would not simply repeat them or mechanically apply them to a local material. Finding intersections in our experience and sensibilities, we can try to re-create a flexible discourse on sexuality, various gender models and maybe other-than-gender resistances, which would answer the local logic and specific conditions yet would be able to correlate with other voices in the world. To do this we necessarily take a border and intersectional position negotiating between modernity in various forms and its internal and external others, instead of endlessly ascertaining one’s multiple oppressions and replaying one’s inferiority complexes. Such a positive critical intersectionality would develop in the direction of an open, liberating and creolized theorizing. Our dependencies continue in new forms of global coloniality, pushing the Socialist experience farther and farther away and sometimes placing it onto a museum shelf. And yet, as long as we refuse to critically reflect on this past, continue to vegetate amongst our complexes and suppressed desires, nostalgia and hatred, there will be no path to any future. We must therefore learn to see the post-Socialist condition not as a nostalgic going back tool, lamenting over the lost past or condemning it, but rather as a difficult way to future re-existence. The postEast re-existence is yet an utopian model but it is important for the post-socialist women to reflect on our mutual experience and work out together this flexible, open, intersectional and dialogical theory and practice, a collective cathartic therapy which hopefully will help us better understand ourselves and our place in the world, and never slide back into the vicious circle of forever dependent existence.