English 162W Prof. Dominique Zino May 3, 2011 Vincent Chen Essay III: A Mapleton branch of Library In my neighborhood in Brooklyn, library is a public place for all neighbors who would like to study and search information on purposes. There are different branches of public library locate in various places in Brooklyn community that convenient students, inhabitants, workers and children. The Mapleton branch is one of librarys I visit the most and it is considered my mythical space and freedom. The Mapleton branch began on June 1934, when, due to popular demand in the community, a local library opened on 20th Avenue. Less than a year later, the branch library opened in a former storefront on 18th Avenue, with books and staff transferred from the former Astral Branch. On September 1955, a new branch was designed by architect George Boehm and this large new library accommodated a staff of 12 and a collection of 34,600 volumes. As today, the branch operates with a much larger staff and collection. Also, it serves several public schools and yeshivas; like the busy, multiethnic neighborhood consists of Hasidic and Orthodox Jews, Russians, Italians, Asians, Pakistanis, Poles, Latinos, Arabs and other nationalities. In order to serve this diverse community, members of the branch staff are able to provide service in a total of thirteen languages: English, Russian, Ukrainian, Mandarin, Cantonese, French, Spanish, Italian, Albanian, Tamil, Telugu, Urdu and Hindi. Inside of the Mapleton branch, there are two floors which serve in different purpose for all patrons. The first floor includes all the studying materials, books, newspapers, magazines, computers with internet access and etc for all adults and teenagers. The 1 second floor has all the reading materials, computers and playground for children and their parents. Those two floors satisfy people in different needs, but they are meaningful to me and I feel my own spaciousness and freedom at this particular place. According to the conception of Spaciousness and Crowding by Tuan, he mentions that “spaciousness is closely associated with the sense of being free. Freedom implies space; it means having he power and enough room in which to act” (52). The library provides me quiet spaces where I feel relax and enjoy my reading and studying. Without noises and others’ interruption, I feel free in my spaciousness even though there are many people who sitting or walking near me physically in this public library. The feeling of isolation, I don’t have at home that my parent always bother me, is like a freedom that I beg for in my daily busy life. Mapleton branch is my experienced place I have explored on the way of getting rid of my depressed, pressure and anxious that I have encountered from school and home. The story of The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka reflects my feeling of spaciousness. Kafka tells that Gregor Samsa is a young traveling salesman who hates his job. Gregor needs the job to pay for his father’s large debt after the collapse of his business and he provides the nice apartment and income for his family as well. However, things change for Gregor in one day morning that he denies to keep working when he wakes up. He loses his job because he doesn’t show up in time at the work. It gradually turns himself into the form of insect and stays in his bedroom with all weird behaviors. Gregor bears all burdens of debts and he works so hard to keep a standard life for the family, but he loses his freedom and space. Only in his room, he begins to recognize the space which belongs to him; “He was lying on his back, which was hard, as if plated in armor, and when he 2 lifted his head slightly he could see his belly: rounded, brown, and divided into….” (302). It reveals that Gregor thinks about the needs he wants besides serving his family. At the he is going to work, his physical body refuses to do so because of his mind telling him to stop. Outside of the bedroom, Gregor is playing the role of an employee to work for his boss or a son to supply the family, but he is never being himself to think about own space. It represents to me that library is the place where I recognize my own space and freedom. I need to do all my parents and relatives’ favors and working hard for achieving a better grade for the school projects and homework. Every time I sitting in the library, my body seems doesn’t allow me to get up and leave at the close time because I transform into the special form which is not mine to keep working for others. Being isolated is significant to find my space; “Solitude is a condition for acquiring a sense of immensity. Alone one’s thoughts wander freely over space” (Tuan 59). Tuan also indicates that a person should feel free and more space when he or she stays in a particular place without others’ distraction. I believe that a crowding place is not considered limited spaciousness. Tuan points out that “Spaciousness and crowding are antithetical feelings. The point at which one feeling turns into another depends on conditions that are hard to generalize” (51). Obviously, a physical crowding place means to somebody with only small room, however it is not the same to others in some circumstance. I can tell a public library where there are many people walk in for reading, researching and inquiring information, plus there are many shelters are being occupied for books. On the other hand, I can feel more space in necessary crowding; “When people work together for a common cause, one man does not deprive the other of space; rather he increases it for his colleague by 3 giving him support” (Tuan 64). Sometimes I can feel more space even though I share the same table with others in library when both of us are reading. I think occupy or take over the whole table doesn’t mean enlarge my space, but sharing the same object which other people who having the same need is more important as well as developing my feeling of spaciousness psychologically. In physically, a library is a limited space that offers people even smaller spaces or rooms than in any other place. From Tuan’s idea, limited space doesn’t always mean that a place will be crowded, and a vast location is not considered high spaciousness. It represents the feeling of my spaciousness I desire from the library that frees me mentally better than in my house. In contrast, Charlotte Perkins Gilman points out different conception of spaciousness and crowding by the story of The Yellow Wallpaper. It is about a married woman who suffers in her mental illness and her husband, John transfers her to reside in summer house in order to cure the illness. In the room of summer house, the woman feels anxious and uncomfortable to the yellow wallpaper surround her. She feels being trapped in the room because the yellow wallpaper represents many undesirable eyes of woman holding her. However, she figures out tearing off the wallpaper is the only way to regain her freedom and space that she can creep around the room as she wants. The woman absolutely frustrate toward the yellow wallpaper post in the room. She needs to destroy them in order to free herself; “The wallpaper, as I said before, is torn off in spots, and it sticketh closer than a brother-they must have had perseverance as well as hatred” (439). It reveals that objects, yellow wallpapers in the room are not meaningful to the woman associating with space and freedom. In my opinion, I have found all the books and reading materials in the library are defined as personal space and belongings. They are 4 significant to me enlarge my space and place. By reading various sorts of books, I can feel free from all issues and problems that I always want to escape. “All human beings appear to have personal belongings and perhaps all have need of a personal place, whether this be a particular chair in a room or a particular corner in a moving carriage” (Tuan 32). This shows individuals depend on some objects and their belongings to look for a space and place. Comparing to the woman who hates the yellow wallpaper, I depends on books surrounding me to indicate that library is my space and place what I pursue for. By traveling to Mapleton branch, which far away home and school, it creates physical space for me. I believe that movement can explore personal’s freedom and direct to certain location for space with a distance; “Movements are often directed toward, or repulsed by, objects and places” (Tuan 12). Tuan reveals that movement is essential to reinforce individual to escape and move forward looking for their space in certain location. The distance gives the sense of physical space that individual feels a space is created and everyone should feel be apart from everything else. This idea applies to me that further distance I make away from my home the more spaces and freedom I can feel physically. Also, Tuan mentions that “Physical environment can influence a people’s sense of size and spaciousness” (54). I have pressures and anxious from school and home that impacts on my freedom and space have being invaded. I don’t feel anything that I can control or make my own choice, but following or obey to other is like a solider to do whatever command he has. If I am in the library, it is different environment that I can feel I am alive and I am not a doll doing someone else favor to achieve his or her goals. 5 In my situation, it is similar to Doris Lessing’s To Room Nineteen. Lessing mentions that Susan supposedly has a wealth life with her family living in a big white house that she feels her space and freedom. Being a good wife and responsible mother is what she desires to maintain all her possesses. However, once her husband has other woman, everything is going to be changed in Susan’s life. She feels despair and bandage to be the same role of wife and mother to the family. In order to pursue her freedom and space, Susan decides to leave the family and rents a hotel room, room 19th, where she finds her freedom psychologically without any bothering and interrupting from other people. Even though a hotel room is not big enough as the big white house she used to live, it gives the feeling of spaciousness and freedom for Susan which she does not have in her own house. At the time I have the same feeling of bondage and emptiness as Susan does who only taking over all the obligations and responsibilities for the family, escaping is only choice to gain my freedom and space; “Susan takes the train into Richmond and sits alone in it for an hour or two” (536). It shows that making a physical distance far away home is a way to make Susan feel more space and freedom in her own life. I have sense of physical space when I run far away my home to library like Susan’s. A particular place is individual’s space where he or she can feel happy and comfortable. Susan believes a hotel room where she can get rid of all duties of the family and she can be freed from pressure and bondage; “Fred’s Hotel could afford the freedom for its visitors where no questions were asked” (541). As I stay in library, I have no pressure and bondage like what I have at home. I can do what I like and nobody is going to interrupt me. There is more spaces and freedom to me if just stay in limited room in library. 6 Mapleton branch of library is a place where I maintain my space and freedom. It represents people’s space and freedom as well as it serves in the community. Thus, most people who experience and decide to go to library are the evidences to indicate the meaning of it. There are many ideas and concepts that Tuan has identified to understand how different characteristics of people discern their particular spaciousness. In general, “Sounds, though vaguely located, can convey a strong sense of size (volume) and of distance” (Tuan 14). When people feel depress and frustrate with the noise when they are reading and studying, they don’t feel their space and freedom. In this circumstance, library is represents space and place for those people who need a silent place. Without outside interruption, people will feel more spaces to accomplish everything they need than somewhere else. On the other hand, Mapleton branch is a mythical place to those individuals who have different beliefs of religion. Since there are many different ethnic of residents, students and inhabitants have been lived in community, the library has more than one language server offer to its neighbors who needs help as well. It is convenient to those people who speak their native language and communicate them with understanding their traditional societies. “In the mythical space of traditional societies the idea of center or “middle place” is important” (Tuan 99). It analyzes that Mapleton branch is the middle place for whole community which people are willing to visit as one important place after work and school. They recognize that library is intimate place where they feel comfortable and familiar to stay and resolve their issues and problems. There is another way to view library as mythical space; “Mythical space is an intellectual construct. It can be very elaborate. Mythical space is also a response of 7 feeling and imagination to fundamental human needs” (Tuan 99). As I mention that the construction of library contains two floors which serve children and adult. Its design offers the helpful service to particular person in appropriate category. Like the Liberians who works in the children section, has specialist knowledge and skills to response and explain to children and teenage with their problems in most simple and understandable way. For the adult section, the Liberians requires more advanced skills and are familiars with most recent information to help with those complicate and tough question from adults; like college students, worker and etc. The library is able to deal with all problems from all people and being responsible to them as well. To understand individuals’ space and place, an environment is important to associate with proper construction that fulfills their needs and desires. Tuan classifies this idea in the chapter of Architectural Space and Awareness and he mentions that “The built environment, like language, has the power to define and refine sensibility. It can sharpen and enlarge consciousness. Without architecture feelings about space must remain diffuse and fleeting” (107). This shows that individuals who live in the community that environment is aware them to recognize and understand the architecture feeling of space. Library is considered an architectural space where those individuals living in the community who have figured out that they have the same language speaker to talk with in this public place. It allows them to recognize and communicate with each other sharing the feelings, emotions and sensations. The library is like a new home for small group of people who like to join together and provides private life for any of them inside of the big world. 8 If library can be considered an architecture space for individuals, it also can be an intimate experience of place according to Tuan. Tuan points out that “Intimate places are places of nurture where our fundamental needs are heeded and cared for without fuss” (137). When most people are experienced with library, they feel it is a place where they can learn and study as well as looking for resolution of their problems. Children, for example, they can borrow books and read in the library that improve their knowledge and practice their skills of reading and writing with various advanced educated materials. “Place is a pause in movement. Animals, including human beings, pause at a locality because it satisfies certain biological needs” (138). Library is a place for all children and adults who come in either doing homework or looking for individual’s needs after school and work. It provides people a nice and clean environment to serve in different purposes in their daily life. They can take a rest without rushing home for studying or reading, but having extra time to accomplish what they want. Some visible places infatuate people and record their memories about the past. Those places are always important to people because they have special meaning to them. This concept can be indicated in Tuan’s chapter, Visibility: the Creation of Place. He tells that “Many places, profoundly significant to particular individuals and groups, have little visual prominence. They are know viscerally, as it were, and not through the discerning eye or mind” (162). Mapleton branch is located in the intersection of 18th avenue and 60th street in Brooklyn. It is only one library in the neighborhood and close to the elementary school, high school and most of residents. The structure of library is slightly like each side doors of the pentagon that people can recognize it when they pass by; “To the local people sense of place is promoted not only by their settlement’s physical circumscription 9 in space; an awareness of other settlements and rivalry with them significantly enhance the feeling of uniqueness and of identity” (166). As the library is particular place that students and residents who goes to school and live in this neighborhood will easily to identify the valuable existence of it. It does not only exist in the area, but it is significant and convenient to everyone who satisfies with the needs. Mapleton branch is the place where I can find my space and freedom outside of the world. According to the concepts and ideas from Tuan, I can distinguish the meaning of the space and place as well as understanding the stories I have read. From the stories of Metamorphosis, The Yellow Wallpaper and To Room Nineteen, I find the similar and difference to compare my feeling of spaciousness in library. In the meantime, library is not only considered my space and place. It is also for other people who need their spaciousness. With Tuan’s point of view about the perspective of experience in place and space, I can clearly understand that library is significant to most people needs in various ways to escape their pressure and anxious for a new environment which provides their freedom and space like what I desire. I can define what kind of place is considered my space in physical and psychological. A limited space can be my space if I feel comfortable and satisfy with my needs, but occupying a large space doesn’t mean more space I have when I feel a lot of pressures and despairs. 10 Works Cited Tuan, Yi-Fu. Space and Place: The Perspective of Experience. Minnesota: the University of Minnesota Press, 1977. Print. Gilman, Charlotte Perkins. “The Yellow Wallpaper” An Introduction to Fiction.eds X.J. Kennedy & Dana Gioia. Lessing, Doris. To Room Nineteen, New York: W.W. Norton, 2000. Print. Kafka, Franz. “The Metamorphosis” An Introduction to Fiction.eds X.J. Kennedy & Dana Gioia. 11