Postcards from the edge*: gay identity, leadership and transformation in higher education: Keynote address to the Higher Education and Research Development Conference 21-23 September, 2015 *The reference to the novel by Fisher, Carrie. (1987). Postcards from the Edge. (Publ: Simon & Schuster) occurs in relation to the film being one of the first in the 1980s to employ a epistolary mode together with a series of internal conversations and stream of consciousness. Robert J. Balfour Faculty of Education Sciences, NWU Opening Remarks: some issues • Is it a "good idea" to disclose identity like this? Colleagues ask whether it might limit career prospects? Can you ever know how you are read? I might experience something as a micro-aggression, but it might never have been intended that way. Aggressors blame victims: was is something she was wearing that made him do it?; she made me hit her…etc; • Why should I bother? After all I am visible, successful etc. So maybe it is better to opt for silence. Except that power coopts its opponents into silence in order to avoid further victimization. • Do I have a right to speak out? I come from a privileged gender, race and class. But, this confers responsibility to speak openly. In this case speaking truth to power is about revealing a systemic violence inherent in institutions where past injustices are not addressed. Problematic labeling: gay as a western concept • Why I use the term: Gay? • Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Transexual Intersex, Queer, Asexual all come laden with a politics of recognition. Colleagues will often refer to me as gay. Heteronormativity seeks homogeneity even in its 'others': 'they' are all gay. There is something different about them. • But many categories are useful for LGBTTIQA since the purpose is to recognise difference. • On another level, this differentiation makes sharing a political platform uneasy. People identifying within a category can experience difference differently. Geo-political regions make a difference. Class makes a difference. Feminist scholarship sometimes appears to ignore this. What's the issue? Philosopher Jacques Rancière argues that “… the rights of (people) and of the citizen are the rights of those who make them a reality. They were won through democratic action and are... guaranteed through such action” (2006, 74). Struggles for recognition are continuous. Legal expert Pierre De Vos (2004) argues that the extension of marriage rights to some samesex couples will also not lead to a necessary and fundamental re-imagining of our society” (182) on the grounds that “Because of homophobia, gender inequality and patriarchy in our society, gay men, lesbians and many women in different-sex relationships often do not have the social or economic power to freely ‘choose’ or to set the terms of their relationships” (De Vos, 183). The same applies to work. Why minority rights? Appiah argues that the need for such measures arises from the fact that the simple right to human dignity is not sufficient protection in a State where a group or individual might still be attacked on the basis of not conforming, amongst others, to a heteronormative ideal (2005, 109). Where identity cannot be considered as chosen (gay people do not choose their desires), and where the consequences of such identities are severe, rights or protection cannot be assumed. The question to ask in SA: why are gay people as a vulnerable and minority group, rendered invisible in the world of work when it comes to considerations affecting transformation or affirmative action? Black people, women, disabled people are catered for. Its assumed that LGBTTIQ remain invisible unless disclosure occurs. Three arguments that suggest disclosure is not straightforward because. 1st , the struggle is not yet won… Acceptance is neither unproblematic, nor cause for (legal or other) restitution (for example, employment equity). In SA the Constitution though visionary, is passive; provisions are recognised through successful contestation. If you don't fight you won't be seen. The Employment Equity Act (EEA) 55 of 1998 defines 'designated groups' as black people, women and people with disabilities. Thus, whilst explicitly mentioned in the Constitution, no further provision concerning the status of gay people as a group, is made. In the UK, gay clergy can perform a civil marriage, but a religious marriage, by agreement between State and Established Church, is still illegal. Nor are gay clergy allowed to register gay marriages. 2nd , identifying as gay is still dangerous… • Identifying as gay in academic leadership is rare, but also risky. When I indicated to colleagues in Faculty I wanted to give this talk the question was: Are you sure you want to? (risk to person, risk to employment, risk to security, risk to promotion). • What is normal? Michael Warner (1993) defines heteronormativity as arising from the construction of normality along heterosexual lines so that it seems 'elemental', 'the indivisible basis of all community, and as the means of reproduction without which society wouldn’t exist' (viii & xxi). How to do we celebrate diversity without declaring it in institutional settings? And, having made provision to declare it, how do we provide for restituion? 3rd , institutions don't protect vulnerable groups… Higher education does not provide either for restitution or provisions even for spaces that are considered safe, or ‘gay friendly’. The choices seem binary: marginalisation and othering, or assimilation and invisibility. Simply put, what is the point of a safe space that is not supported by policy (employment, admissions, bursary) Soudien (2008) confirms that discrimination against gay persons exists and is silenced: with a few exceptions there has been a deafening silence on sexual harassment in general and in residences... The silence... does not mean that the problem does not exist... it is clear that sexual harassment, of women and gays and lesbians, is rife (Soudien et al, 2008, 95). Studies in UK suggest that the sexism inherent in student fresher competitions is not far removed from homophobia: eg. attacks on gay students, gay women, corrective rape of men and women. Perspectives on power and difference…or why difference still makes a difference? Morley (2012) argues that equality does not equal quantitative change: declaring the equality of people, without making provision for redress of disadvantage keeps power relationships unequal and unstable for a vulnerable group. Barad (2007) states that differences are made and re-made depending on the relationship between observer and observed. Leaders are made via the politics of difference. In institutions in which heteronormativity is aligned with patriarchy, heteronormative culture makes for a struggle for recognition. Botha (2004) suggests that rather than focusing predominantly on issues of personhood and identity, the Court should concentrate on questions of domination and access to the means of political and economic power. Why does race ace gender? Dealing with gender within the context of race-based prejudice has been more complex because as Fraser (1996, 218) argues, gender equity is best understood as “a complex notion comprising a plurality of distinct normative principles”. Beyond biological sex, its not easy to see gender. Gender without disclosure is thus invisible. But that invisibility confirms the silence, stigma and thus prejudice that leads to discrimination. Unsurprisingly, social theorists & queer theorists (Diana Fuss and Geofrey Weeks) focus on the politics of disclosure and identity. Being out (of the closet) Coming out (of the closet) Being outed (from the closet) Why auto-ethnography? Quantitative modes do not account for the experience of difference. Qualitative methods (interview, survey) can distort agency even while describing the experience of difference. In a South Africa still trying to be free, it is the voices and experiences of people that drives the current preoccupation with qualitative research – understanding why difference still makes a difference. Autoethnography: 1) inserts the political agency of the subject into scholarship as a valid source of data; 2) and is a subjective contestation of the normative objectifying discourse of research which seeks cases, studies, and generalisations; 3) and allows a refusal of non-disclosure. I am here I am not invisible and I am a good leader A tale of three (univer) sities… What is a totem? An animal with which the person or group Identifies in terms of traits and values. Evans-Pritchard, E.E. 1953. "The Sacrificial Role of Cattle among the Nuer", Africa: Journal of the International African Institute 23 (3): 181–198, retrieved 20 November 2011. A totemic experience? An incident which confirms the group or individual identity and values. Ebony and ivory together in disharmony: race and sexuality at Coastal University: 2004 Private dancer: values and sexual orientation at Sentral University. Go West young man: Inlands University and the leader’s erasure: 2014 Blending in….or maybe not? Public and other institutions contest the need to recognize differences in orientation. It might be disadvantage, but it doesn't count. Minority group leaders tend to emerge as leaders of such minority groups (Peter Tatchell in UK; Zachie Achmat in SA). Those who attain prominence do so at risk, or long after success has been attained against the odds, often at the cost of concealment. (see in the UK Lord Browne: The Glass Closet). The politics of concealment collaborates in the stereotyping of the gay person as dirty other (with an identity that ought to be hidden). Microaggressions and the "assault on identity" are the normal experience of minority or marginalised groups. Sexuality is not only an attribute, but a mode of being (Judith Butler on performativity) + Why does it remain difficult to think of leadership and management from an assets-based perspective? + Who defines what normative leadership is (other than an enabled middle class white male and those able to assimilate by virtue of class, education, or values)? Simply put, until the scholarship shifts to reflect diversity, the industry models associated with leadership research remains inadequate. + Does being white/ black/ asian etc make a difference to how I exercise leadership? What are those differences? Do they add value? + Does being transgender, homosexual, lesbian make a difference to my exercise of leadership? Why is this important to understand? Refusing conclusions … 1) Transformation as a concept is applied selectively in higher education institutions because of the ambiguities between the Constitution and legislation. It is for this reason that South African interpretations of gender (in EEA terms) remain inadequate. 2) Rendering LGBTIQA people invisible as a historically disadvantaged group remains a form of symbolic violence that encourages, by default, real violations, because no accountability for what occurs to gay people, is expected. When employers ask for that information, do they ask to value it, or simply record it? The same applies to race. 3) Universities are legislation compliant, but do not challenge narrow interpretations of transformation to be more inclusive. 4) The problematic of disclosure is only problematic because of the social stigma ascribed to sexuality and orientation as sites for political contestation. Thank you