Billy Collins 5 The whole idea of it makes me feel like I’m coming down with something, something worse than any stomach ache or the headaches I get from reading in bad light – a kind of measles of the spirit, Reread the title and lines 1-7. a mumps of the psyche,1 What emotions are the speaker a disfiguring chicken pox2 of the soul. feeling, and why? __________________________________________________________ 1. psyche: the spirit or soul. 2. disfiguring chicken pox: Like measles and mumps, chicken pox was once a common childhood disease. It caused pockmarks to appear on the skin, sometimes leaving scars behind. 10 15 20 25 30 You tell me it is too early to be looking back, but that is because you have forgotten the perfect simplicity of being one and the beautiful complexity introduced by two. But I can lie on my bed and remember every digit. At four I was an Arabian wizard. I could make myself invisible by drinking a glass of milk a certain way. At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince. But now I am mostly at the window watching the late afternoon light. Back then it never fell so solemnly against the side of my tree house, and my bicycle never leaned against the garage as it does today, all the dark blue speed drained out of it. To whom do you think the speaker is talking in lines 8-11? Reread lines 17-23. What feelings do these lines convey? This is the beginning of sadness, I say to myself, as I walk through the universe in my sneakers. It is time to say good-bye to my imaginary friends, time to turn the first big number. It seems only yesterday I used to believe there was nothing under my skin but light. If you cut me I would shine. But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life, I skin my knees. I bleed. Reread lines 31-32. What does the speaker learn about himself? Comprehension 1. Recall In “Life Doesn’t Frighten Me,” what are the three things the speaker isn’t afraid of? 2. Recall In the first stanza, or group of lines, in “On Turning Ten,” what is turning ten being compared to? 3. Summarize How does the speaker of “On Turning Ten” feel about turning one year older? Text Analysis 4. Interpret Lines The speaker in “On Turning Ten” says, “At four I was an Arabian wizard” and “At seven I was a soldier, at nine a prince.” What is the speaker referring to in these lines? 5. Reading Poetry Look at the structure of the first stanza (lines 1-7) in “On Turning Ten.” Explain how the sentence structure and line lengths help convey the meaning of these lines. 6. Reading Poetry Review the chart of your readings of the poems. Explain how your understanding of the poems and their speakers changed with each reading. Which words, or phrases had the greatest effect on you? 7. Compare and Contrast Speakers Think about the situation each speaker faces and the attitude each one expresses. In what ways are the speakers alike and different? Use a chart like the one shown to record your thoughts. Who is the speaker? “Life Doesn’t Frighten Me” I think the speaker is a girl. “On Turning Ten” What situation does he or she face? How does he or she feel about the situation? 8. Make Judgments Do you think the speaker of “Life Doesn’t Frighten Me” is truly not afraid? Use examples from the poem to support your answer. Extension and Challenge 9. Speaking and Listening Think about the poems’ speakers. How do you think their voices would sound? Perform a reading of one of the poems for your class. Use a tone of voice that allows the speaker’s attitude to come across in your reading. How do we know we’re GROWN UP? How would the speaker of each poem answer this question?