HONDURAS JOURNAL JEREMY CRIM MONDAY, JANUARY 11 It’s the first day of class and I have trouble getting out of bed at seven o’clock for this is the second earliest I have gotten up in a month. The excitement however draws me out of bed and the shower. I know this class will be one of my favorites. I arrive at class a few minutes early and ready to beginning the new and exciting semester. The first class proves to be a quick overview of the course with introductions to key faculty members and their expectations of the students for the course. I knew this class would not be easy but now for the first time I get a dose of the work expected from us, and like I thought it’s not going to be easy. It should be very interesting and fun however and I expect this class to help me grow as a person. There was one great incentive for coming to class this morning, our $500 dollar scholarships were awarded, so now I’m off to the bank. WEDNESDAY, JANUARY 13 Class 2: I was transported back in time in this lecture, way back in time that is, to around 10,000 B.C. when the first documentation of settlers was recorded in what is today know as Honduras. Like almost all early inhabitants of this great earth these people were of the hunting and gathering clans. As time passed and cultivation of the land was coming into practice (about 6,000 B.C.) more inhabitants were settling and remaining to tend their crops. For many years life preceded slowly. I assume many were content, now able to settle in small villages raising families and having time for leisurely pleasures. Around 100 A.D. one of the greatest civilizations ever to be established in the Americas, the Mayan Empire came to power. In 1502 Columbus so called discovered the “New World” which would drastically change the indigenous way of life forever. What a Wonderful world, but whose is to say what things would be like today if these events would not have happened, for I guess I believe all things happen for a reason WEDNESDAY, MARCH 10, 1999 At six o’clock in the evening I finished packing the last of my things into my suite case and backpack, double checked everything again; money, passport, clothes, Etc. Good I have everything. I call my parents before I leave to tell them good bye and that I love them. Unfortunately my dad has not made it home yet so I don’t get to talk to him before I leave but my mom is. I tell her I love her and she says she loves me and I know she means it. “Do you have everything you need” she says. “Yes Mom” I say. She can’t help but worry about me. I talk with her for about ten minutes then say good bye. It’s now about six twenty and I make a final sweep throughout the house to make sure I have packed everything, turned the lights off, and closed the windows. I grab my bags and am out the door at six thirty. The weather is nice but a little on the cool side. The sun is just beginning to set and I shall enjoy my one-mile walk to Ag Hall where we will meet at seven o’clock. Half way to Ag Hall my bags begin to get heavy. It is only about six fortyfive so I decide to rest in front of the Edmond Low Library. I set down and over look the grass lawn and formal brick garden and take a moment to reflect on what is about to happen. The sun is sinking into the horizon and the once cool breeze has now become quite chilly. I listen to the birds and the wind as a smile crosses my face I have been waiting all semester for this and now it’s here. I pickup my bags and continue my walk, it’s only about five hundred meters more. I arrive at Ag Hall about five till seven. My arm aching I drop my bags in the hallway, take a seat and wait for the other students to arrive. Thirteen students will make this journey; I will now take the liberty to list their names, as many as I can anyway. Jeremy Crim, Chris Nickel, Mary Webb, Nathan Johndrow, Rosa Abbott, Todd Burton, Matt Ringer, Charles Gosset, Trace Smith, Clayton Rakes, Veronica Keithley, Sandra, and Jason both of which I don’t know their last names. We would be accompanied by four members of faculty and staff: Dr Thomas Kuzmic (El Jefe) Dr Steven Hallgren, Dr Ed Miller and Dr Jim Osborne. In Houston we will be met by Dr Robert Lowery our industry representative. By seven fifteen every one has arrived and every one seems excited. In the basement of Ag Hall, the forestry dept., we practice our first dry run of cultural night, which will be held later in the week at ESNACIFOR. We will sing two songs Home on the Range and Take Me Out To the Ball Game. We finally load into the vans around seven thirty and are bound for Tulsa. In Tulsa we arrive at the Laquinta Inn, only about ten minutes form the airport. My roommate, Charles “Carlito” Gossett and I check into our room. From the very beginning I knew I would like him and was glad we were put together. We wasted no time and began talking with one another since we really didn’t know any thing about each other. We decided to inaugurate the trip with a six pack and went to bead fairly early since we had to get up THURSDAY, MARCH 11 Three thirty comes awful early no matter what day it is but luckily this day was special and it gave me determination and drive to get up. At three thirty the sound of the alarm clock goes off and my eyes slowly open to the dark room being perpetrated by the artificial hallway lights. I stumble out of bed and clumsily make my way through the darkness to the bathroom. With half closed eyes I turn the shower on and wait for the hot water. I step into the shower and I am slowly awakened as the water hits my skin. My body starts to function, my eyes widen, and I start to wash my hair. With the shower out of the way I am now seventy-five percent awake. I brew the complementary coffee but then decide at three forty-five its even to early to drink coffee and with a growl my stomach agrees. I work my way to the lobby and wait for everyone else to arrive. Around four o’clock or so everyone has made it to the lobby and surprisingly seem pretty much awake. Then I think to myself it’s not that surprising if everyone is as excited as I am. We then all load into the vans and arrive at the Tulsa airport around four twenty after a ten minute ride. Just as Dr. Kuzmic wanted we are the first ones at the air port terminal and the first in line at the Continental station. Very soon however a few other groups who had the same idea followed us. Everyone was checked in by five o’clock and we made our way to the loading gate. At the gate a few interesting things happened that gave me a feeling that this would be a good trip. Some guy needs twenty-five cents to make a phone call and Dr. Hallgren gave it to him. Then this guy gave him a CD and autographed it for him. A group medical group traveling with us then came and thanked us for traveling lightly because they were able to bring all of their supplies as they and the Doctors conversed until the flight boarded. On the plane I had seat 14C, an isle seat setting next to Sandy and Rosa with Charles to my left on the other isle. It was about an hour flight to Houston where we would have a two-hour layover. This flight was one of the roughest I have ever been on. I was glad it was only an hour. In Houston we had time to eat breakfast. Charles, Clayton, and I set down at the bar at Bayou City and Ordered breakfast, but not before one of the rudest ladies I have ever seen acted like a total bitch and threw a fit so we let her order before us. She ordered two Miller Lights and one Bloody Mary. It was only about seven thirty in the morning and man did this lady have problems. I talked with her for a few moments. She had just been to visit her mother-in-law who was dying of cancer. She said she would probably be back in a couple of months for her funeral, sad story. We got our breakfast and I think all three of us would agree that it was excellent. The plane ride from Houston to Tegucigalpa is approximately two hours and thirty-five minutes. This ride was pretty rough also and the landing had several people pressed against their seats with their eyes closed. The runway at Toncontin is only eight hundred meters and this resulted in an abrupt slam on the brakes when we landed which almost sent me into the next seat in front of me. We arrived around twelve twenty-six and deplaned outside. The weather was nice. Sun shine a slight breeze and the humidity was not too high yet. We were ushered to the customs gate where I would get my first stamps in my passport booklet. Here we would meet Fernando Juarez (El Jefe de Departamento de Capacitacion Forestal of ESNACIFOR) who would prove to be a lifesaver at the airport. The airport was very confusing and seemed to have no order. With Fernando’s help were did not even have to go through inspection and were able to walk right out the door. Outside the airport a mass of people stood waiting for loved ones, ready to carry a gringos bag in exchange for some money, of just hanging out. I made it to the bus rather unmolested. Our first stop would be the COHDEFOR(Corporacion Hondurena de Desarrollo Forestal) office. We had to drive across Tegucigalpa to get there and as I expected just like in every other foreign country I have ever been in the traffic was crazy. At COHDEFOR we were met by Atilio Ortiz, who would give use our first presentation. I was extremely impressed with his knowledge over the subject of the Honduran forests. He was able to answer all questions that were thrown at him and I believe to a satisfactory nature. I suspect many of the students could have obtained all the information they need for their paper in this one sitting. This presentation lasted roughly two hours. Around four o’clock we would depart for Valle de Angeles which would be about an hours drive away. The drive to the Valle is very nice mostly through pine forests. One thing that I especially like is the bromeliads and Spanish moss growing from the pine trees which is very unusually. Along the dive I get to see many compesinos walking along the road, many carrying bundles of firewood upon their backs and many barefoot children just walking the road. I see two beautiful nurseries along the way with all kinds of tropical plants for sale and I think this would be a wonderful job, something that I would truly like to do. I wonder if they make any money. We arrive at Posada del Angle our lodging for two nights in the very small and quaint village of Valle de Angeles. Our hotel has a beautiful courtyard with a swimming pool, a nice balcony for the upstairs rooms and wonderful begonias surrounding the courtyard. The rooms are very simple consisting of four twin size beds and a bathroom. The floors are cement and we have a small thirteeninch TV. I like the room very much. We are advised to use the water sparingly in the toilets and the shower. At six thirty we assemble in the courtyard and wait for dinner. For dinner we are served chicken and I automatically make friends when I offer my chicken up for grabs, which was torn to pieces in a matter of seconds each person at the table taking a little bit. After dinner we get up enough courage to ask for a cerveza and our waiter Hector Argueta is more than willing to comply. After dinner we head over to Rudy’s Tavern where we are served all the appetizers we can handle and more cervezas. Here I have my first cigar at a price of fifty lempiras. About four of five of the group stay here until well after midnight drinking and talking until we decide its time for bed. On our way back to the hotel some rowdy villagers in the streets holler out to us, venga, just as we enter the hotel. We talk for a little while longer on the balcony and then retire to bed for we have to get up early tomorrow. Six o’clock and then a hike in the cloud forest. My first day in Honduras is an excellent one. FRIDAY, MARCH 12 Cock a doodle Doo! I always thought that roosters were supposed to crow when the sun was coming up. Obviously this roosters biological clock missed a few ticks somewhere. Around four o’clock in the morning I am awakened by the crowing of a rooster, who will plaque me the rest of the night until six o’clock, two hours later. At six o’clock I slumber out of my half waking sleep and place my feet of the cold cement floor and head towards the bathroom. Charles takes the first shower, as I decide to wait until after breakfast. It is a beautiful clear morning. The Sun is out the birds are singing and I climb the stairs to take a picture of the grounds of the Hotel Posada del Angel. At six-thirty the doors to the restaurant are opened and most of the group stumbles in. A majority of the students are talking of their premature awakenment by nature’s alarm clock. For desayuno we are served a cold cereal first as all the students look around and ask with their eyes is this it. Fortunately it wasn’t and pancakes and other things were brought out. To drink was rich and dark Honduran Coffee and OJ. After breakfast I went to take a shower and the water was so hot I could hardly stand it. We departed form the hotel and had about a thirty minute bus ride to Parque Nacional La Tigra. The drive was absolutely beautiful as we steadily climbed the Honduran landscape and watched the vegetation change from pine forest and then eventually to the cloud forest that would be our final destination. Just outside the park we witnessed a town that had suffered severe damage from Mitch. The only road to the park was a narrow dirt road so we had to split up in to groups and be shuttled by truck for about the last five miles. I opted for the second group to give me a little more time to enjoy my surroundings. Clayton, Chris, and I decided we would start walking up the road and catch the truck whenever it came back down. I am very glad I did this because it gave me a change to really view the Honduran landscape. A very elderly woman was walking down the mountain carrying a large load of wood on he shoulders with a huge smile on her face and as she passed shouted the words arriba, arriba at the time I didn’t know what that meant so I just smiled back. After walking about a half a mile the truck came back and we were shuttled to meet the others at the visitors center of La Tigra. I learned the visitors center was also a dorm when visitors could stay. I would love the stay here it would be such a wonderful getaway from everything and you have the cloud forest as your back yard. The AMITIGRA program was very informative and I enjoyed trying to decipher what the speaker was saying before it was translated. I was very disturbed however by the problems that the national parks of Honduras face and it seems there is no easy solution to their problems. The hike through the cloud forest was unbelievably beautiful except much drier than I expected but I guess I should have because it is the dry season. I can now begin to feel the Honduran heat as we begin to make our accent under a cloudless sky. My attention is captivated for there is something different and beautiful to look at everywhere you turn. It was interesting to find out that this National Park had been cut over at least once maybe more when the mining days were in full go. This was one of the first times I can remember that the professors were not able to answer some questions about certain species, because there is literally hundreds of thousands. The hike proceeds and I begin to get a little fatigued as well as the rest of the group, to hike has turned out to be farther than planned. After an excellent morning hike we finally stop for lunch near the top of a mountain. After about a thirty to forty five minute lunch break and rest we pack up and begin to make our descent to the other side of the park. The way down was much easier on the legs and the heavy overgrowth of trees made for a nice shaded understory. The second half of the hike is much wetter is seems and I wish I could have had all day to just set and listen to the sounds of the forest and gaze at the flora of the landscape. Our guide heard a Quetzel but because of the noise of the group we were not able to see it. At the end of the hike my legs are tired and it feels good to set down. Fernando it waiting for us with cantaloupes and watermelons for our enjoyment. I usually don’t like cantaloupes but these were some of the best ones I have ever tasted. After a brief rest in the shade we pile on the bus and pick up an extra passenger, Amilio, who works for AMITIGRA and is going to show us agriculture and agroforestry practices in the buffer zone of the park. Amilio is very educated in the practices of good agriculture and tell us of his troubles of trying to convert many compesinos to use more sustainable practices. He shows us examples of agriculture being practiced on very steep cliffs with row running parallel to the slope and not terracing. Finally after viewing several inadequate plots Amilio takes us to his brother land where he has show him more sustainable practices. The issue of landowner ship is addressed somewhat here and it seems that almost no one really owns the land they just have the rights to it. This is a very confusing concept one that I do not entirely understand. Finally we are taken to the last farm before we will head back to the hotel and this place was heaven on earth. It was a blackberry farm on top of a ridge that overlooked and incredible view. We were allowed to sample the blackberries, which the owner adorable young daughters went around picking the best ones for us to taste. They were fantastic! I truly believe that I could be happy if I could trade places with this farmer. He also had several citrus trees, which gave off the most fragrant smell that it made my knees weak. Unfortunately we had to leave to go back to the hotel for dinner. On the drive back I was lucky enough to spot a Scarlet Macaw perched in a tree and got a picture of it. It’s six o’clock or so when we arrive back at the hotel and I am exhausted and hungry. At six thirty we eat dinner and once again I gave mine away. Charles and I talk more with Hector, our waiter, and order cervezas much earlier. After dinner we have a few moments to relax before the group is going to the wood workers shop. Just before we are about to leave we start talking with Hector again and he invites us up to his room. This was my first very wide eye opening experience setting in the room and listening to someone speak and maybe understanding one out of ten words he says. This was when I realized how bad my Spanish really was. He seemed very lonely and wanted to talk to us so bad put no matter how hard we tried to communicate it seemed in vain. We did learn however that his family had been killed in Mitch and he was the only one left. He showed us pictures of his family. After forty minutes of rocky conversation we finally had to leave. We then decided to go and look for the rest of the group and wondered through town and finally wound up at the music shop where then owner gave us a private concert and conversed in English with us. With no luck finding the group we decided to head to Rudy’s to have some food and drink and this is were we would stay until bed. SATURDAY, MARCH 13 Another early morning but this time I slept a little better and the rooster did not crow as loud. Today we have a long drive ahead of us on poor roads and crazy traffic. It’s another six thirty breakfast and the group starts to arrive later and later to eat. Hector is our waiter again and he seems in good spirits. After breakfast I was touched when Hector presented Charles and I a key chain with our initial stamped into the leather and a wooden pen with a tropical scene and Honduras written on it. I felt horrible because I did not bring anything to give anyone so I searched through my bag until I found my Oakley sunglasses, I’m sure he would enjoy then more than I do so I gave them to him. We leave Posada del Angel at eight a.m. and will not stop again until we reach Lago Yojoa and eat lunch at the Hotel Finca las Glorias around twelve o’clock. The drive does not seem to bad and once we approach the Yojoa area the scenery is a feast for the eyes with the mountains covered in a sea of green surrounding the lake and beautiful flowering trees line the road. People stand beside a stick draped with fresh fish they have just caught hoping to sell some. We arrive at Finca Las Glorias, a beautiful place, but very touristy and drive through the coffee plantation to get to the restaurant. Everyone is hungry so it is decided that we will eat lunch first. We order our food and cervezas and then another cerveza and then another cerveza and then we finally get our food. It worked out rather well though I thought because we got a good break from riding on the bus. After lunch we toured the coffee plantation which was very interesting. We learned what seeds are good to plant and that high altitude shaded coffee is the best quality. We were also told the stunning amount that a person get paid for a days work of picking coffee beans, eighty lempiras, not much. From Finca las Glorias we would depart and undertake the second half of our road trip our final destination being the Copan Ruinas. We arrive in the town of Copan after dark and upon arrival at our hotel, which overlooks the Central Park, I see that this town is jumping. People are every where conversing, drinking, laughing, and just having a good time. We check into our hotel to find a most luxurious and comfortable room with air conditioning. After the long trip everyone is hungry so we immediately go to eat. After dinner a few of the guys to some bar and have a few drinks. I find out that there is some kind of dance going on so I leave to go check it out. It’s thirty lempiras to enter and I pay and go in. I walk into a large outdoor amphitheater with a huge big screen hanging down and music videos playing on it. The dance floor is packed with people doing my kind of dancing. I sit down and watch for awhile. Around twelve o’clock I think the dance is about to end so I leave and see Matt, Todd, Chris, playing hacky sack in the park and decide to join them. I also see Charles and he is talking to a Honduran girl so I decide to join him first. Her name was Lida and she is twelve years old. She also could speak quite good English so that made our conversations bearable. She seemed much older than her years would suggest. She seemed very interested to talk to us and this would turn out to be an experience that we would not have the chance to have again. We could ask her many questions that we would not be able to ask adults. Around one o’clock every one was clearing out and we had to get up somewhat early in the morning so we decided to go to bed. Lidia said she would see us tomorrow and we then went to bed. SUNDAY, MARCH 14 Kaboom! I’m not really sure what time it started by I thought we were under attack. Several loud explosions went off probably around three or four in the morning more than likely waking every one in the town up. It was then followed by blaring music that seemed to be playing right outside our window. This lasted for about an hour and then it finally stopped and I was able to fall right back asleep for at least a few more hours. Today was our sleep late day. We did not have to be anywhere until ten o’clock. I wake up about seven thirty and decide to skip the plato tipico. Clayton and Dr. Hallgren have decided to go to the ruins at eight and I decided to go with them. We walk to the Ruins, which are about a mile out of town. Along the way we see several shops many I would like to look in later. Just outside town is a river whose bridge had been destroyed from Mitch and had still not been repaired. We arrive at the ruins at just after eight and there are only a few other people there. We pay our ten dollars and then head for the ruins. The morning is cool and overcast and it is very pleasant to be outside, little do I expect the impact of what I am about to see. My first initial look of the ruins is of the vast great plaza and the scattered statues throughout. I stop, I stare, I wonder. A light mist begins to fall and the dry grass laps up the minute amount of water and deepens its shade of green. I wonder around the great plaza and the court of the Hieroglyphic stairway not knowing then what they were and stand in amazement. I am so glad I came early, I feel I had a unique experience seeing the ruins in complete silence. We continue to comb the ruins in no hurry and traveling to no particular destination, taking our time and soaking up some meaning form the surroundings. Around ten o’clock Dr. Hallgren and I head back to the visitors center to meet to rest of the group but before we do we decide to have a cup of coffee in the Cafeteria. A little after ten the rest of the group arrives and we meet our guide, Oscar Lara, who will give us our tour. I can not stress how beneficial it was for me to see the ruins first and then see them again with their explanation behind them. Our guide was excellent and I listened to every word he said. After our tour we headed to the Cafeteria to eat lunch but I decided to skip it and just had some ice cream. Charles and I went to the museum and walked around it for about forty-five minutes before we decided to walk back to the hotel. Clayton would join us for our walk back. We stopped out a little store just outside the ruins, which would give us our first bargaining experience. I purchased some wallets, and Charles bought some cheap authentic Copan cigars. We then headed back to the town to do some more shopping. Just as we got into town I noticed at a soccer game was going to start. I wanted to watch but I didn’t. Back at the hotel the Central Park was lined with peddlers selling statues and necklaces. I was trying to buy some necklaces from some kid when he suddenly ran down the street and soon almost every one in the plaza followed. I didn’t know what was going on so I just stood there and looked at the necklaces. Pretty soon the flow of people who had just gone down the street were coming back up it. I then saw a group of men or young boys shouting at each other. I then saw one of the men raise a beer bottle and fling it at the other man. The man ducked and the bottle broke into a million pieces like an exploding grenade and a few shards of glass fell on my arm. I then jumped out of the way like a streak of white lighting and watch a man holding a younger man in a chokehold while another whipped him with a belt. Soon the men and the flow of the crowd reached the central of the park where the fight some how stopped and the guilty parties were dragged of somewhere by angry villagers, no police. As soon as it was over everyone returned back to their places like nothing had happened, and I bought my necklaces. Latter that day I saw Lidia again and we talked for about two hours. She introduced me to two more of her friends, Aleda, and I don’t remember the other ones name. She finally had to end up leaving to go eat dinner and watch a movie but she said she would be back around seven or so and might see me. I went to eat also with Charles and Clayton at some little restaurant in Copan. On the way to the restaurant boy, in worn and ratty clothes, sad eyes, and a dirty face told us he was very hungry. We paid little attention to him but my heart bled. We had a very good dinner with cervezas. I ordered an extra plato tipico to go and hoped to give it to him on our way back but I never say him again. When we got back from eating I few of us decided to go the bar and have a few drinks. When we got to the bar Lidia and her friend were waiting outside. Everyone else went inside but I stayed out side to talk for a while. Soon afterwards she had to leave and I went into the bar for a few drinks. MONDAY, MARCH 15 I slept much better last night no crazy sudden awakenings by explosions or loud music. Once again I decide to skip breakfast and sleep a little longer until seven o’clock. We headed back to the Parque Arqueologico de Copan Ruinas for another program. Today’s program would be different however. We were meet by a Harvard Ph.D. Student who would give us an excellent lecture on the land use practices of the Maya culture and their Ideologies. After this presentation I think I would really like to change the focus of my paper to make it have something to do with the ruins and the Maya. The archaeologist who gave the morning lecture really looked liked he loved his job and where he was at and where he was going. This is how I want to feel about my career. After the lecture we were then given a special treat that almost didn’t happen. We were the first tourists to go into the underground tunnels of the ruins. We were even able to see the Rosalila. I can’t describe what it was like walking through the Jaguar Tunnel but it was a wonderful experience, I could have spent hours searching and combing the different corridors. From the ruins we were to go to lunch in La Entrada a little over an hours drive away. Driving during the daylight this time we were able to see considerable hurricane damage to many bridges. We arrive at La Terraza around noon, which is in the middle of a very busy medium sized town with people everywhere. We eat lunch which is not very good and then get back on the bus and depart for the Jardin Botanico de Lancetilla, which is a four hour drive away. On the drive we got to see extensive oil palm plantation and banana plantations. As soon as we turned down the road the led to the garden and passed the guarded gate is was like we were in a different world. On both sides of a narrow natural stone road a wall of thick jungle shot up from the ground. I was about a three-mile drive to the actual and the scenery did not change and I could not take the smile off my face. This place was buzzing with life. We arrived at our very humble dormitories, which over looked a pond with hundred of flower water lilies. After unpacking we have about thirty minutes to wonder around before dinner so Charles and I take advantage of it. We walk and come across giant stalks of bamboo, which have formed a roof over the road for about a hundred. We stop in the middle and are completely silent. Charles turns on his tap recorder and records the song of the birds, orchestrating a live symphony for us. We walk a little further and see a village girl probably about 12 or so who told us we did not want to go any farther because there were snakes. This was just the motivation I needed to keep going but our time had ran out and we needed to get back to meet the rest of the group. For dinner we would travel to Tela where we would get our first look at the ocean and have dinner on the beach. It was another long wait for dinner but is was very welcome it gave the group time to talk and drink and have a good time. We Meet Jose Melgar today whom for some reason I liked instantly. After dinner I could not resist getting my feet wet and went down to the ocean and came back a little wet. All in all another good day. TUESDAY, MARCH 16 We wake up for a super early breakfast at five thirty in the morning. I get up and stumble out of bed and head to the showers where if I wasn’t awake before I am now. The Showers were freezing, so cold my head started to hurt when I washed my hair. Needless to say it was a quick shower. I headed over to the visitor’s center for breakfast and I am the first student there. The breakfast looks great a large table is full of many different kinds of foods and fruits. After breakfast we are headed to Tela for a program with PROLANSATE which would consist of a boat tour, a swim in the Caribbean, and a fish fry with a native Garifuna village. Once again the sky is over cast and the unfavorable weather has changed some plans we were not able to visit Punta Sal because of high seas. This was a major disappointment because I think this place would have been awesome. We had a discussion on the beach of the role and function of PROLANSATE. We then boarded the boats, which would first take us to Miami, a Garifuna village, when a native boy climbed up a tree and threw down coconut for any one who wanted one. I have never had a coconut like this before it was so good. From there we would then again board the boats and take a tour through the mangroves. I enjoyed the boat ride very much and just being out on the water. Because of the high seas alternative arrangements were made and instead of going to Punta Sal we went to visit more agroforestry operations. It was a nice hike and we got to see some houses in the back woods but other than that it wasn’t too interesting. After the program we loaded in the boats again and spent some more time motoring around the lagoon until lunch, which had been moved from its original spot. It was still in a Garifuna community and the beans and rice were very good. It did not seem however like we discussed their culture very much if in fact at all. I would have like to know what would happen if all the palm tress contracted a disease that was spreading around the coast since they depend on them so much. We finished lunch about one thirty or so and were given the option to swim in the ocean if we wanted. I have seen the Caribbean several times before and I have never seen the waves as big as they are today. I wade out into the warm water and brace myself as the first wave hits me. This swim was a battle. Sometimes the waves would take your feet out and then crash over the top of you and throw you into the sand below and finally roll you a couple times. This happened several times and I got my share of salt water up my nose and in my mouth. We swim for almost two hours straight and even though by the end I am totally exhausted I still don’t want to leave. This was one of the most fun afternoons so far. After swimming around four o’clock we head back into Tela to do some shopping in a supermercado and by some rum, which was very good and very cheap, I wish I would have gotten a few more bottles. I had been told some horror stories about Tela so I kept my eye out but everything seemed fine and I had no problems. We then went back to the dormitory and cleaned up before dinner and once again I took a freezing cold shower but this time it felt a little better to wash all the salt off by body. For dinner we went to some fancy resort and it was pretty good but I really didn’t care because I was so tired. As soon as we go back to the dormitory I went straight to bed and passed out and didn’t wake up again until the morning. WEDNESDAY, MARCH 17 I get up and go straight to breakfast waiting to take my shower after our hike to the biological reserve. I am very excited about this hike because it could be our best change to see some wildlife. Beginning with an hour overview and history of the garden followed by a tour of the garden. Ciro Navarro, the director of the garden, is our guide. This morning the sun is out and the humidity is higher than it has been the previous days and I beginning to sweat. There are many strange trees in the garden, but none stranger that the strychnine tree and the curious tree. The trail into the reserve requires our group to ford a river. Scattered rocks are the only bridges across and many require skillful jumps. I try to get across by jumping from rock to rock and still protecting my camera at the same time. On one jump my foot slip off a rock and my foot got wet and from then on I just said screw it and waded knee deep across the river. The cool water felt very good and I almost wanted to take a swim. To my disappointment chainsaws were running clearing debris left from Mitch so no wildlife watching today. The hike is spectacular though this forest is so dense. One thing that really sucked is that we were very rushed for time, and once again like the forest at La Tigra I could have spent all day here. We hike as far as the giant Ceiba tree, which is gigantic. It was not all that tall but its diameter could easily many redwoods I have seen. Ciro brings up the point that this tree alone houses more species on it than some house in their whole country. We are already running late and Dr. Kuzmic tells Ciro to take the quickest way down and that is exactly what he does. He takes us straight down the mountain not even on a trail. Everyone was falling and I even fell a few times. I really enjoyed this experience; this is something you don’t get to do everyday. I like to get of the beaten path sometimes. After the hike we come back to the river and this time I don’t even bother to try to stay dry I just wade right across. I think everyone ended up getting a little wet except Menelio. I am soaked with sweat and the cold showers actually sound well. We have lunch at the gardens and here I get to watch a soccer game be played by the school children, which is very entertaining. From Lancetilla we headed to ESNACIFOR another three to four hour drive away. This time I rode in the truck with Jose Melgar and it did not seem to take near as long. I also got to ask many questions. We arrive at ESNACIFOR around four o’clock it is a bright sunny day. We are shown to our rooms where we have only a few minutes to rest before our activities with ESNACIFOR begin. We are first introduced to Manuel Hernandez the director of the school and he gives us an interesting program but one that gave me the impression that know one knows what is really going on in the country and far as land use policy. He did however seem very optimistic. After this program we are given a tour of the campus facilities. We see their seed bank program, their sawmill, the library, and a few classrooms. We visited one room that had a huge bug collection that was amazing. After the tour for some reason instead of eating we were taken to the cultural night activities where I start to get a little nervous about introducing my slide. The ESNACIFOR students present their program first it consists of songs, a poetry read, a fashion show, traditional Honduran dancers and a few other things. By now it is getting pretty late and every one in our group is getting hungry, but first we must give our program. We all go up on stage and I await my slide. My knees are weak when my slide finally appears but I have practiced what I am going to say several times and I spit it out. Como estan. Me allamo Jeremy. Tengo vienteydos anos. Me gusta cerveca y football. Mi photographia es de Oklahoma. Es muy bonito pero Honduras es mucho mejor. After our slide show we sang two songs, Home on the Range and Take me out to the ball game. It was about ten thirty or eleven o’clock when the show was finished and we were hungry. They had prepared for us a barbecue dinner and we went to eat. At the barbecue I was able to talk with the music teacher of ESNACIFOR. He had many interesting things to say and it would have been nice if I could have talked with him longer but it was getting late and we had to go. THURSDAY, MARCH 18 I woke up at five thirty and went to the bathroom to take a shower and as luck would have it the shower would not work, so I had to do without. We ate breakfast and then went on a field tour of the ESNACIFOR forest. The roads were very steep, narrow, and rocky and I really wasn’t in the mood for this type of drive. We finally stop and viewed ESNACIFOR’s charcoal operation and were given a description of how it works. We then got back in our vehicles and proceeded to another spot in the highland pine forest when students were felling trees and some workers were skidding the logs with oxen. I was very impressed with the hands on real life application in which manner the students were taught. I sometimes think this makes more sense then a lot of the bullshit theories we learn about in almost any college major. After this we were taken to a mountaintop to view a cable yarding system, the only one in Honduras. After this we went back to the rooms, packed and as quickly as we had came we were gone. I had expected to spend more time at ESNACIFOR and especially to have more interactions with the students, in which we practically had none. We were rushed of to eat lunch and because we were behind schedule we did not get to meet the people from Sansone. Instead we went to a shelf mill, where the people didn’t even act like they wanted us there, and you couldn’t hear anything I guide said over the noise anyway. This is the only thing on the trip so far that I don’t think was worth while. After touring the mill the traveled back into Tegucigalpa where we would stay the next two nights. The Hotel MacArthur, where we stayed, was just outside the heart of Tegucigalpa. This city has different aura about it, very busy. I don’t seem to feel as comfortable here as I have every where else in Honduras. We were on our own for dinner tonight and we walk through the city and the people. Clayton, Charles, and I decide to eat at Little Ceasars and this is probably one of the best meals I have ever had. After dinner we walk around a little but there is really nothing to do so we decide to head back to the hotel and drink some cervezas. I have still not quite recovered from my battle with the ocean and after a few cold ones I go to bed. FRIDAY, MARCH 19 I wake up at six and take a shower in some nice warm water and them go down stairs for breakfast. Today we are going to the Sansone Company to view their logging mill and forest management sites. I finally get to buy a hammock that I have been looking for the whole trip just in front of our hotel before we leave. We arrive at Sansone and tour the mill. It is quite different from the mills in the United States because they don’t seen to have as many safety regulations but other than that if you’ve seen one mill you have seen them all. After we toured the mill Jose Munoz ordered a huge cook out for the group on their management. It seemed like we drove for hours down a dirt road and I was wonder where the hell we were going. Finally we stopped at a spot in the middle of nowhere and unloaded the grill and started cooking. I have never seen so much meat in my entire life. The weather today was perfect the sun was shining and a light breeze was blowing. The pine trees provided ample shade. We played hacky sack and drank cervezas and ate for most of the day and it was very pleasant. A very nice relaxing day. We spent most of the afternoon in the forest and then headed back to Tegucigalpa. This would be our last night in Honduras and everyone decided to do their own thing. A group of people headed down to Shakespeare Book Co. to buy some cigars but the owner was in jail and all the cigars were at his house. We ended up eating at Little Ceasars again and it was just as good the second night. We walked around for a little while again but there just wasn’t anything to do so we decided to come back to the hotel and have a few drinks. It was Dr. Kuzmic’s birthday so the group congregated on the roof and threw him a little party. I still haven’t fully recovered from my battle with the ocean and the early mornings and late nights are beginning to catch up with me. I go to bed exhausted. SATURDAY, MARCH 20 I wake up Saturday and the first thing I think about is I can’t believe I have to go home today. I get up and take a shower and then stroll down town with Clayton and to get some breakfast at the bakery. I get a fresh loaf of French bread. The streets are pretty empty only a few people walking around, the vendors are not set up yet. I waste some time and then head back to the hotel to pack my things before we leave; my bag is five times as heavy as when I arrived. Before we went to the airport we were to visit the Parque Naciones Unidas and Montana El Picacho. On top of this mountain over looking the city there is this huge statue of Jesus. United Nations Park was a wonderful place a great hideaway from the crazy city below. When we got to the park the group was summoned together and some reflections were made on the trip by the professors and any students who wanted to say something could. For me this reflection and the words of the professors really hit home and gave me a feeling I can not explain but it was a good feeling. I felt part of a group that had just been through a drastic change. I really did not notice it before until Jim mentioned it but once he did I felt it my self. In a way I had grown up a little, I could add another chapter of experiences to my life. I had learned so many things in the past ten days and none of it I could have learned from a book. We had a few extra minutes to wonder through the garden and these few minutes I will treasure forever. From the park we departed for the airport and still all I could think about is that I did not want to leave. We arrived and checked in our baggage only to find out that our plane had been delayed for two hours. I took a seat in the terminal and just watched the people in the airport for a while. Soon a beautiful young woman came up to me and tried to get me to by some tape of Honduras for twenty. We ended up talking for a while she would speak a little bit of English and I a little Spanish so we could some what communicate. I was really enjoying talking to her but when she realized I was not going to buy a tape she had to leave. I then went up stairs to do some last minute shopping and I bought a few things. About an hour later the girl I had been talking to earlier came up stairs and said she wanted to talk some more. So we talked for about forty-five minutes, I bought her a coke and unfortunately the flight was called and I had to leave. I was able to get her address and phone number. I don’t know if I will ever write her but I might. We finally got one the plane after a long delay and we were going back to the United States. Because of our delay in Honduras we were going to be cutting it very close on our connecting flight. When we arrived in Houston we had only twenty minutes to make our connection and go through customs. I was so used to speaking Spanish that when the customs agent asks if I was an U.S. citizen I said Si. After customs I had to mall walk about a mile and we just nearly made the plane. I must make a note to myself that drinks are free on the airplane when a meal is served. Upon arriving at the Houston airport every thing seemed different, the people were not as friendly; I just did not want to be here. On the plane from Houston to Tulsa I sat next to this Indian woman who told me her life story. When we got to Tulsa I was exhausted, depressed, and if nothing else I just wanted to get home. All things said and done this was a wonderful trip but right now I am not in the mood to reflect just how great it was. I’ll save that for another day. SUNDAY, MARCH 21 My biological alarm clock is still set for the early morning. I wake up at seven a.m. and lay in bed. It doesn’t feel right to be here in my own bed so far from where I was yesterday. I get up and feel restless, like I should be doing something but I don’t know what to do. The sun is out and shining and the temperature is nice. I walk outside and sit down and try to reflect on the past ten days. I have a test tomorrow but I don’t think I am going to study for it. It just doesn’t seem to matter anymore. I think about the people and places I have just been and wonder what they are doing today. Their lives are going along as usual and I’m sure they are not thinking of me. I envision my next chance when I will be able to go back and I can’t wait. I finally pull myself together and go to Wal-Mart to get my pictures developed. Everything is the same but somehow I feel different. When I go to pick up the pictures I see Charles and his wife and I talk with them a while. It was good to see someone who somewhat knew how I was feeling. When I get back home I look at the pictures several times and recall the memories as vividly as if I were there. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow, but I know I will and soon I will fall back into the same everyday life that I was living before I left.