Contents Introduction 1 Part 1 Fighting for My Rights: One SNCC Woman’s Experience, 1961–1964 From Little Memphis Girl to Mississippi Amazon Gwendolyn Zoharah Simmons aka Gwendolyn Robinson 7 9 Part 2 Entering Troubled Waters: Sit-ins, the Founding of SNCC, and the Freedom Rides, 1960–1963 33 What We Were Talking about Was Our Future Angeline Butler 39 An Official Observer Constance Curry 45 Onto Open Ground Casey Hayden 49 Two Variations on Nonviolence Mildred Forman Page 53 A Young Communist Joins SNCC Debbie Amis Bell 55 Watching, Waiting, and Resisting Hellen O’Neal-McCray 61 Diary of a Freedom Rider Joan Trumpauer Mulholland 67 They Are the Ones Who Got Scared Diane Nash 76 Part 3 Movement Leaning Posts: The Heart and Soul of the Southwest Georgia Movement, 1961–1963 Ripe for the Picking Janie Culbreth Rambeau Finding Form for the Expression of My Discontent Annette Jones White Uncovered and Without Shelter, I Joined This Movement for Freedom Bernice Johnson Reagon 85 91 100 119 We Turned This Upside-Down Country Right Side Up Joann Christian Mants 128 Everybody Called Me “Teach” McCree L. Harris 140 I Love to Sing Rutha Mae Harris 144 Since I Laid My Burden Down Bernice Johnson Reagon 146 We Just Kept Going Carolyn Daniels 152 Part 4 Standing Tall: The Southwest Georgia Movement, 1962–1963 157 It Was Simply in My Blood Peggy Trotter Dammond Preacely 163 Freedom-Faith Prathia Hall 172 Resistance U Faith S. Holsaert 181 Caught in the Middle Cathy Cade 195 Part 5 Get on Board: The Mississippi Movement through the Atlantic City Challenge, 1961–1964 211 Standing Up for Our Beliefs Joyce Ladner 217 Inside and Outside of Two Worlds Jeannette King 223 They Didn’t Know the Power of Women Victoria Gray Adams 230 Do Whatever You Are Big Enough to Do Jean Smith Young 240 Depending on Ourselves Muriel Tillinghast 250 A Grand Romantic Notion Denise Nicholas 257 If We Must Die Janet Jemmott Moses 266 Part 6 Cambridge, Maryland: The Movement under Attack, 1961–1964 The Energy of the People Passing through Me Gloria Richardson Dandridge 271 273 Part 7 A Sense of Family: The National SNCC Office, 1960–1964 299 Peek around the Mountain Joanne Grant 303 My Real Vocation Dorothy M. Zellner 311 A SNCC Blue Book Jane Bond Moore 326 Getting Out the News Mary E. King 332 It’s Okay to Fight the Status Quo E. Jeanne Breaker Johnson 344 SNCC: My Enduring “Circle of Trust” Judy Richardson 348 Working in the Eye of the Social Movement Storm Betty Garman Robinson 366 In the Attics of My Mind Casey Hayden 381 Building a New World Barbara Jones Omolade 388 Part 8 Fighting Another Day: The Mississippi Movement after Atlantic City, 1964–1966 395 A Simple Question Margaret Herring 399 The Mississippi Cotton Vote Penny Patch 403 The Freedom Struggle Was the Flame Elaine DeLott Baker 409 An Interracial Alliance of the Poor: An Elusive Populist Fantasy? Emmie Schrader Adams We Weren’t the Bad Guys Barbara Brandt Sometimes in the Ground Troops, Sometimes in the Leadership Doris A. Derby 417 427 436 Part 9 The Constant Struggle: The Alabama Movement, 1963–1966 There Are No Cowards in My Family Annie Pearl Avery 447 453 Singing for Freedom Bettie Mae Fikes 460 Bloody Selma Prathia Hall 470 Playtime Is Over Fay Bellamy Powell 473 Captured by the Movement Martha Prescod Norman Noonan 483 We’ll Never Turn Back Gloria House 503 Letter to My Adolescent Son Jean Wiley 514 Part 10 Black Power: Issues of Continuity, Change, and Personal Identity, 1964–1969 Neither Black nor White in a Black-White World Elizabeth (Betita) Sutherland Martinez 525 531 I Knew I Wasn’t White, but in America What Was I? Marilyn Lowen 540 Time to Get Ready Maria Varela 552 Born Freedom Fighter Gwen Patton 572 Postscript: We Who Believe in Freedom 587 Index 593 Illustrations follow pages 84, 156, and 270.