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Vidi Pudinkz
- 22 poems -
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May 2012
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Vidi Pudinkz (December 16,1990)
Vidi Pudinkz is his name, actually his real name is Vidi Irawan Wijaya. He
was born in Jambi, a small city in Indonesia with the name of? ? ? , usually
called 'Wei'. Now he lives in Jakarta, Indonesia studying in Bina Nusantara
University majoring English Department. He writes many kinds of poems,
such as Free-Verse, Blank-Verse, and End-Rhyme poems. He often writes
Escapism, Narrative, and Imaginative poems of his life and experiences.
Contact Information:
Email: pudinkz@yahoo.com
Twitter: https: //twitter.com/#! /pudinkz
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A Poem to Mom
Mom, you are the Wind
Blow me life and love
Sweep my fault my sin
Yes, the wind of love
Mom, the Rose you are
Not the thorns of you
But the scent you are
Bring the love with you
Mom, there you a shining Star
There you shine my emptiness
Here I feel you though far
Here you wash away the darkness
Mom, here to you I Hope
The wish that never dies
As there where you hope
Where your love still lies
Mom, don't release your Tears
There our home of love
Don't give up into fears
Here our life and love
Vidi Pudinkz
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Bitter Jealousy
first glance was not an erasable Impression
of Love should be with
things altered without any Estimation
of the so long Waiting with
the Presence of another could Replace
the Absence of Love in the room
where my Heart lay in place
there our Love should bloom
rushing you Hurt me so much
for every second the Thought
wishing you Hope so much
be Someone as you thought
yes, I Realized somebody was more
more than the Kind of mine
yes, I Acknowledged someone was more
more than the Care of mine
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Brimless Tears
Reach the tree till you get the leaves
Missing the way of going somewhere
Is that the sound of dropping tears
When all of a sudden go nowhere
Pain lasts in every moment of December
Bringing the frozen hopes in the Winter
Losing is the regretful pain all over
Spot which can not be erased forever
Why do the tears flow like a brimless river
When all of a sudden happen fast
Why are the tears felt like a torturing fever
When all of a sudden can not outlast
Why should the tears dropp like the pouring rain
When all of a sudden become thunder of every wish
Why must the tears be frozen like the snowing rain
When all of a sudden break the love of endless wish
Vidi Pudinkz
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Chancy Decision
The clock keeps on ticking tick-tock
Tick-tock-tick-tock the hanging sock
It seems like a spinning roulette
Whether black-white, whether life-death
Several choices are in the mind
Seeking nothing which lies to mind
Some blames to see nothing to show
Against the stream the waves don’t know
Like a play she waits for ending
Is it great, perhaps amazing?
Who knows the end, who cares the tale?
Just cool the heat, so warm the hail
Adjust the clock tick-tock-tick-tock
Like how the steel frightens the lock
Here up there down, which else to choose?
Chancy – Risky, a must to choose
Vidi Pudinkz
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Cloudy Hazy Day
As seen
Ever been
Nothing
No reason
No season
Nobody
Walked away
Ran away
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Dance Mayflies Dance
They dance they sing a cheerful song
to spread the wings beyond along
the rising sun they want they take
under the blue of silent lake
They dance they sing a melody
no winter wind but trees embrace
the summer glows red ivory
no winter wind but only grace
they jump they fly a symphony
no winter wind but joyful face
They live they dance against the day
the moment of they can not dance
sparkling wings they were washed away
they fall dying they can not dance
the sky the moon were turning gray
till dawn they lost they can not dance
They are Mayflies which dance to live
though short they live they love to give
till dawn they lost their wings to fly
till dawn they lost the dreams so high
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Feeling of Frozen Tears
Leaving crashed the hurt the clawed back
Awful anger heartbreak came back
Saw fear Looked tear Dropped down Froze cold
No life and love as frozen cold
Cold wind was hissing silent noise
Dark days seemed long like moaning voice
Heart fell and sliced ocean in two
Losing eyes to catch tears fell through
Suddenly tears froze time to think
Both eyes were red as flame to clink
Moment of life had gone so fast
Stained heart and feeling such a blast
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
could
could
could
could
gaze as real as snow
sense as thick as snow
freeze as cold as snow
break as mad as snow
Days by days went to be frozen
Regretful rain was let frozen
No beat no words of heart frozen
When tears fell down into frozen
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Gold Mine
Just a feather can fly
Thousands are hard to do
When the light begins to fade out
Nothing can fly
Where the cheers of gold come
They also come to be shined
To bath in the gold mine
Diving the pure gold to obtain
They already know the miners
The ones who worked hard
Digging the ground to find
The shiny things to be loved
Shouting hard to do
Sweating never mind
The golden butterflies fly to bath
In the deep golden flower garden
Gold is a garbage
They are the rubbish
Such a bad smell they talk
When the words come to destroy
All the fake faces
Which are beautiful to see
For along the miners worked
Problems make the burden heavier
To stand along they can't
Just swimming to the running river
Love and pity no more
Gold is everything
To be beautiful they are
All the colourful butterflies
They who shine in the golden flowers
Not they who sweat in the dark cave
They who are fake but beautiful in face
Not they who are dirty but pure in heart
They are the butterflies with poison
The beauty comes to kill
The other ones are the miners with sweat
The darkness comes to purify
All the gold miners, not the golden butterflies
Try to fly they can't
But they can dig to find
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The pure gold in their deepest heart
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Heart Rain pours
Know to be the bad me hence
Single word doesn't make a change
I'm in the wrapping vines
I'm in the moving edges
Ungrateful spoken irony there is
Unlawful hidden honesty sometimes
Rather hurt in feeling than seeing
Because a nice mask isn't a nice painting
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Insomaniac
Head things on
Rhythm clicks on
Fingers and boards
Letters and words
Noisy shining square
Eyes are to where
Noise and beer
Voice and cheer
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Lightless Queen
She was a mother of roses
an honour without promises
Beauty more than mistresses
and high among the wises
Behind the garden of flowers
there scattered away the tears
Behind the garden of thorns
there hidden away the happiness
In a mansion of lights
Emptiness was born by years
After so long waiting was
Far died the lover of hers
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Mask of My Heart
As the cloud went to black
We lost our way back
As the sun set to night
No smiles of something bright
Lonely the moon bounced the starlight
When blood became cold as frostbite
Bleeding inside till black from red
Let the honesty fainted bed
They broke words of silent voices
Without harm with many chances
Never to see the truth
Nor then to face the truth
All remained invisible sight
Black blocked the white to face to light
Broken the heart of smiling face
When sense was gone no eyes to gaze
It turned into the silent noise
Black without smile and cheer but voice
Whispering tears dropped inside heart
It hurt it broke Mask of my heart
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Masquerade Lies
Every voice of noisy People
who come and go as wind of Fate
cover the Truth, Lie to kindle
for melody of Masquerade
the night of sorrowful Party
when songs turned into screaming Pain
as Masks revealed real Destiny
the Lie and the Truth which was lain
Lies were the Thugs who snatched something
the thing, the Necklace of true Love
the long-lost Bond of heart feeling
glad or sad when losing his Love
hiding along the Gold of Will
all Masks were put off every Truth
in Masquerade the lost the deal
behind the Masks, there is no Truth
story of Masquerade is real
the Life that has been wearing Mask
all the Years will be hard to heal
it Hurts just like a broken tusk
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Moonaphers
Moonaphers,
the perfectly venomous licking trick of you,
when every line of ruined moaning tears,
you are no but a bunch of rotten beet.
Moonaphers,
the thorns and needles with you,
what is inside where what is no to see,
you are no but a closed masked tongue.
Moonaphers,
the abrasive crawling viper in you,
which you want me to suck the bloody poison,
you are no but a scratching little ivy.
Moonaphers,
the half biting teeth and fangs of you,
where the reddish wound is painted blood,
you are no but a half frozen spot of dirt.
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Tears in Heart
Beating is believing
When all the lost memories came
Dropped to hurt the feeling
Whoever to be cursed to blame
As the wind it comes
Through the hole it stabs
Killing without pains and blood
Becoming numb, frozen with cold
Already torn the heart
Turned into gelid hurt
Since the warmth of love has gone
Not just waiting to be done
Being intrepid to defeat
The stories come to beat
No more words to hide
Without hopes abide
Able to shout in the silence
Waking the eyes to glance
To see the tears by the time
Unlike the beautiful songs of chime
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The Honey Bees
Sweet when the flowers are blooming
Beautifully and fast they fly
The
The
The
The
beauty comes to share
dance of petals
songs of beautiful bells
scent of romantic roses
All the honey bees fly to dance
Singing the beautiful rhymes
Sparkling like the golden light
The sky smiles to see
But when the cloud comes
No more dance of petals
The bells stop to sing
The scent of roses disappeared
They fly to go with stings
No more cheerful dance
Poisons come to spread
Leaving the Fall to end
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The missing Card
the Jack has drawn to play
the shouting voice away
when the clock sounds to say
nothing is here this way
gold Miners close the door
of chamber of honour
inside here waiting for
the spark light of colour
sitting down hand hiding
vibrant red goes losing
becoming pale stunning
fast the leaves down falling
gelid and hard to crunch
leaving the heart to scratch
hard pain and hurt that bunch
till dying comes to catch
Jack’s torn into pieces
Joker who kills the rests
mimics without faces
there were door-knocker guests
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Undecember
Grieves of every pain dealt to end
Unrecovered the hurts distend
Unsolved uncleared don’t remember
Let lost until Undecember
Memories unclad mysteries
Scattered pieces and congeries
Unaided unfelt just jabber
Let lost until Undecember
Tears no more to unopened heart
The love vanished before the start
Unmet unowned to be sober
Let lost until Undecember
Black dog banging the door of faith
Losing the pace and love of wraith
Unjust unlit the dark chamber
Let lost until Undecember
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Unforgiven Tale
This is the tale
When I realized that she was gone
She whom I love the most
She who taught me the love
This is the regretful tale
Where she left me guilty
Guilty for my faults toward her
Guilty for things I could not make perfect
This is the tearful tale
When the second ended fast
Nothing she could see but light
Where the angels were waiting for
This is the unforgiven tale
Where the tears poured red
Nothing I could do but cried
Nothing she dropped but love
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Unwished Wish
Do you remember what you've forgot?
From nothing till everything lot
Do you realize what you've done?
From everything till nothing's gone
Like a river walks into a sea
Nothing complete than ever be
As same as the unwished one
Waiting to be come and gone
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When Love Disappeared
Taught me to fight the storm
Even though you were crashed
Bled and hurt by thunder
Standing to show the smile
You had the candle of love
Shining me like a flame
Warm in spite of the snowstorm
Hiding your feeling of cold
There was no heat anymore
The snow came and slept
Freezing the dream of love
To be vanished and disappeared
It was hard to find you
The loneliness darkened my sight
Tears dropped suddenly
Frozen before falling down
When the fault it was
The storm couldn't be stopped
Brought the candle of love away
Out of the sphere of life
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Wishing Hopes
Birthday is a present of being lived
Time when you were blown to be loved
Breath air of seeing emotion
Moving smile of the eyes to feel passion
Birthday as thankfulness moment of life
O.. wish and hope and praising life
Fate gave cheerful soul to hug love
The adorer flew life like a white dove
Birthday beats a melody wind to blow
Breezing blissful wishes that flow
To the river of fallen stars
Which shine and bounce the light of fallen stars
Birthday and the wishing hopes pour like rain
The love to grant never in vain
Wish light hope bright shine up dark down
Wishing hopes sing a rhyme not like a frown
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