drug free youth- the subculture in your backyard maybe you have seen them walking the halls at school. they pass you by every day and you don't even notice them. a backpack-toting figure rushes past youyou manage to make out the words "drug free" or "straight edge" or simply "sxe" before she/he disappears into the distance. "ha ha ha, 'drug free'," you laugh to yourself, "yeah, me too! until this weekend!" and that's it- the encounter is over. you have just been exposed to one of the nation's intense sub-cultures and you don't even realize it. an informally (if at all) organized youth movement based upon the life-long abstinence of drugs, alcohol, and promiscuous sex, straight edge is a culture that flourishes in 1999. "straight edge- the discipline. the key to self-liberation is the absence from the destructive escapism of intoxication. i separate from the poison- a mindlessness i have always abhorred." earth crisis straight edge, according to www.straight-edge.com, "developed as an offshoot of the punk rock/hardcore scenes of the early 1980's." hardcore is a music genre characterized by a guitar-driven, bass-heavy punk rock sound and inspirational lyrics. ian mackaye, vocalist for the hardcore/punk band minor threat gave the movement its name with a song titled "straight edge." straight edge culture, as observed by courtney centner in her 1997 study of subcultures for the university of melbourne in australia, is a music culture. in the early 80s, bands such as minor threat, ssd, and uniform choice founded the sxe genre; later bands like gorilla biscuits, bold, and youth of today continued to spread the straight edge philosophy. back then, bar bouncers marked under aged kids' hands with the letter "x" as a symbol of exclusion. the x was then adopted by 'edgers as a symbol of rejection. the rejection of society's love affair with intoxication. 1980's straight edge was primarily based on the abstinence of drugs and promiscuous sex. the 90's version, however, has expanded to include, but not require, various political and environmental theories (including veganism- an animal-free diet, no meat, dairy, sugar, honey etc. and various religions including buddhism). along with the new beliefs have come new controversies. there are numerous accounts of clashes between straight edgers and nonstraight edgers at hardcore shows and in areas where the scene flourishes (new york, chicago, kentucky, and utah for example) these reports, however are unreliable for several reasons. first, hardcore shows, by nature entail some degree of what appears to be violence. to the untrained eye, mosh pits and aggressive hardcore dances look like bloody battles between spectators. this couldn't be any further from the truth; in fact, hardcore mosh pits are the safest to get involved in due to the strong sense of unity among the kids. it gets intense, but if someone looks like he/she can't handle it other members of the crowd will pull the struggler out to safety. second, on the rare occasion a fight does break out, it almost never has anything at all to do with straight edge. like all other concerts, energy and emotions are riding high. violence within the scene is not encouraged as it threatens the unity edgers have worked so hard to obtain. violence against non-straight edgers has been at the center of controversy. this unfortunate occurrence is usually the result of either provocation or a sxe youth with misconstrued values. often times, non-straight edge people will attend a sxe show with the intention of starting a fight with some sxe kids. for one reason or another many people resent the existence of straight edge and take that resentment to hardcore shows. other times edgers are harassed on the streets by non straight edge. when the harassment ends in a fight another case of sxe violence is sure to hit the headlines. sadly, though, there have been cases of sxe youth attacking innocent people for not being straight edge. these actions go against everything straight edge stands for and are not approved of by most people who are straight edge. here is where the story gets personal...i am straight edge. i have seen the acts of violence members of my own scene have committed and i've seen and been victim of the acts violence others have committed against us. i've had beer spit on me and had smoke blown at me. i've been called names, pushed down, told off, and made fun of because i'm dedicated to a drug free life style. i've been stereotyped by the media, time magazine called us the "dysfunctional brady bunch" and 20/20 accused us of being a terrorist group. maxim magazine sited our existence as one of the 50 signs that the world is coming to an end. this is the truth about straight edge: it isn't about the music, or food, or religion, it's about resisting pop culture's approval of drug abuse. it's about commitment, dedication, and self-respect. this is not to say that if you aren't sxe you have no self-respect, or that violence within any scene is acceptable. in fact, most 'edge kids agree that this is a non-violent movement. so what is it about a positive youth movement that scares the media so much? why does the prospect of a drug free youth make the pubic cringe? why, after years of just say no, are the kids who say no labeled terrorists? misconceptions, contradictions and intolerance, that's why. violence is straight edge's number one enemy in the media. recently, a group of hardliners (militant, vegan, often pro-life [ironically] straight edge) bombed a mcdonalds in protest of the company's systematic slaughter of billions of animals. soon after, a group of sxe males were arrested for beating a fellow teenager almost to death for smoking near them. these isolated cases of extremism, of course, were the stories the media chose to pounce on. these acts of violence are inexcusable; there's no denying that. but where's the 20/20 report on how many drunk driving accidents have been prevented thanks to this culture of kids who refuse to drink? or the time article on the loyalty and love shared in the sxe community? nowhere, of course, because the media chooses the most negative aspects of society to report on. so you won't hear connie chung say, "and now we hear from natalie mau, a 19 year old feminist vegetarian female from joliet who felt isolated and rejected from society as a result of her choice to remain drug free for life...until she discovered straight edge. she now holds her head, and x-emblazoned fists high." you won't hear her say it, but you'll hear me say it. the media will continue to give us a bad name until there are enough of us who speak out against that stereotype. have you hugged a straight edge today?