AIDS 2014 Bridging Session Thursday July 24, 11am HIV and Ageing: My Personal Perspective David Menadue OPENING SLIDE Thankyou Peter for that excellent presentation. It is encouraging to people with HIV that research is continuing in this area and that we understand that the ageing process many of us are going through is far from what might be described as "normal". As a person who has lived with HIV for thirty years and has survived multiple AIDS-defining illnesses, I have always expected that some of the damage done to my body in that period of no -- or ineffective -- treatments would live with me and have repercussions down the track. And there is no doubt this has happened. I experienced major HIV-related wasting in the late 1980s -- was it due to a toxic daily dose of AZT or that, combined with the virus itself? Even when HIV treatments improved in the mid 1990s, we have been told that even some of that generation of drugs contributed to further muscle wasting. Despite thousands of hours spent in the gym since then, little of the muscle mass has come back. I have experienced mobility problems for many years and started to develop osteoarthritis fifteen years ago. Last month I had a knee reconstruction operation and expect I will be keeping my orthopaedic surgeon busy into the future. SLIDE ( man with pill) The burden of illness Ahh, you might say-- it's normal enough for a 61 year old man to experience arthritis and need a knee operation. I'm not disputing this and I'm certainly grateful to still be here. But we have to recognise that anyone who has had HIV for fifteen or more years (maybe less) has usually had to deal with a range of chronic complaints, some related to years of untreated or poorly treated virus and to the inflammatory processes we know still occur within an HIV-positive person's body, regardless of how well they are treated with antivirals. I developed diabetes in 1999 (was it protease inhibitor-related? -- I can't be sure), developed proteinuria (was it related to Truvada, again we can't be sure but my doctor took me off it as a precaution to protect my kidneys), an HIV-related dermatitis that has never left me, a range of dental problems from a constant dry mouth, and last year was lucky to survive a very aggressive lymphoma. I actually feel lucky when compared with long-term survivor friends who have experienced heart attacks, strokes, acute peripheral neuropathy, osteoporosis and cognitive impairment. As was the case with AIDS-defining conditions, it is the burden of illness that weighs people down. In the 80s and 90s we saw people losing their will to live because of the number of debilitating and life-threatening illnesses they had to deal with, often at once. Today the illnesses we are dealing with are usually not life-threatening, at least not with our privileged first world medical care, but they sap people's spirit and test the resilience of the best of us. No one likes to look old before their time. No one likes to have to live with sunken cheeks and protruding bellies, which are still side-effects of some HIV drugs. Plastic surgery interventions might help but you have to keep going back for more facial injections as the treatments and I guess, the virus, still try to beat you with the ugly stick. And I won't even bother going into the side-effects of treatments or the number of pills we more "complex" people with HIV have to take. I'll just say that for a while there, few HIV treatments seemed not to have an effect of giving people diarrhoea. Whenever you would leave the house, you'd plan to take a change of clothes or at least a map of where public toilets where in case you had to get there in a rush. What to do about it? People like me don't get to still be here by being defeatist. So learning how to be resilient and to adapt to your situation is often the most important consideration. Do you have people you can go to for support when the burden of illness gets you down? Do you feel able to be open with your doctor when anxiety and depression, understandably, creep into your life? Are there good HIV-experienced mental health practitioners available to you? SLIDE ( Group of doctors/nurses) Coordination of Care Having a central doctor to coordinate your HIV and non HIV care is essential. Currently I see six specialists for different conditions at the Alfred Hospital in Melbourne. I feel blessed to have my care coordinated by an Infectious Disease specialist at the hospital because she is able to quickly refer me to the right specialist when each new problem occurs. And most importantly, she receives information and results from those consultations soon after I have had them. My specialist is an important monitor for the decision-making of other specialists too. HIV is a complex area with all its drug interactions and unusual presentations. Specialists are generally not HIV-experienced and I am comforted to know that an ID specialist is able to review their decisions in the light of the latest HIV research. Most people in Victoria have their HIV care coordinated by a general practitioner and we are fortunate to have some highly skilled and knowledgeable doctors trained in HIV care. (Even though many of us are anxious that this may not always be the case.) GPs do not always receive reports from hospital or private specialists in a timely way. Their care is still excellent but without a proper e-health system in place, the coordination of care is probably not as good as it could be. SLIDE (Man at computer) HIV Literacy From the earliest days of HIV, I felt the only way I could keep on top of my condition was to read and learn as much as I could from the experts. While my doctors were always my greatest source of information, I needed to take an active part in my health care. Like it or not, mistakes can be made by doctors and pharmacists. Knowing what your pills were for, how often to take them, what the side-effects were, helped reduce my anxiety about my HIV management considerably. We need HIV community organisations to continue to help people with their information needs as they develop complex side-effects related to ageing. SLIDE (Man with blindfold) Stigma and Discrimination When the largest demographic of HIV-positive people in many Western countries is approaching 50 years of age, there has to be attention paid to including all people in messages and in service delivery. It's not just about "health promotion" and "staying well", laudable as those aims are-- it's about acknowledging that some people are in fact unwell. They need special efforts made to be included in social and education activities. Older people with HIV can feel isolated as their looks deteriorate and their disability becomes obvious. We need to tackle this stigma and can't allow any discrimination against the sick or elderly to be part of our community response. SLIDE (Bingo) Nursing Care and End of Life With many people with HIV being relatively well, the demands for acute hospital care have fortunately reduced. However we know that the more complex, treatment experienced people like me will take longer to heal, will be weaker than your average patient because of other complicating conditions and will not always have the supports at home to look after them. We know that patients benefit from being in a supportive nursing environment where discrimination from other patients who might not understand HIV, is a real possibility. So there is a need for sub-acute and respite care for people with HIV either provided by hospitals or in the community. There is much competition for funds and we often miss out on getting a priority here. I recently completed an Advanced Care Plan. My close call with a lymphoma prompted me to do that. I want to be prepared if I need nursing care and indeed, end of life care. It would be reassuring for me if I knew that facilities were preparing for taking in HIV-positive patients like me, training their staff in infection control and not to be frightened by us. That they will be inclusive in their policies --like giving same sex partners the acknowledgement and rights they deserve. Fortunately there has been some education and training work done in this area here. I'm sure there are best practice examples from around the world where we could learn how to do this well. In conclusion, I don't know how relevant my story will be to your particular country and health system. I imagine Carol's story will be quite different and I look forward to hearing it. I acknowledge that I am still here largely because of the excellent HIV care I have received in our health system and because we have a very engaged medical workforce and community sector. Ageing issues for people with HIV will be around for a long time to come unless we are lucky enough to get a restorative cure that will undo so much of the damage people with HIV have experienced. I think that if countries do not plan for this future they will find this will greatly contribute to poorer health outcomes for people with HIV and lead to greater mortality. Thank you. FINAL SLIDE (Thankyous)