Nancarrow 1 Surviving the Fire: A Case Study of Firefighter Identity at the Swannanoa Fire Department By: Brendan J.M. Nancarrow Abstract: This research adds to the discussion of fire fighters identity in—and perceptions of—the fire service by suggesting that there is an ongoing shift in the occupation away from the masculine discourses that defined the homosocial nature of the profession towards an emphasis on professionalism and inclusion. This case study examines how policy, administrative action, firefighter interaction, and beliefs about what it is to be a firefighter have all contributed to this shift at the Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Station. Nancarrow 2 I. Introduction: The Changing Face of The Fire Service – p. 3 II. Firefighting Culture and Identity: A Review of Theoretical Framework and Current Research Regarding Gender in the Fire Service. – p. 12 III. Research Questions – p. 12 IV. The Place-The People: Methods in Conducting Research with SVFD -- p. 12 V. Becoming A Firefighter 1. Burning Desire: Is a person born to be a Firefighter? 2. Emphasized Traits in New Recruits – p. 15 – p. 15 – p. 18 VI. Stress in the Fire Service 1. Joking's Role in Station Life and Coping – p. 20 – p. 22 VI. Building Community at the Swannanoa Fire Department – p. 23 VII. Discussion and Concluding Thoughts -- p. 24 VIII. Work Cited – p. 26 Nancarrow 3 Introduction: The Changing Face of the Fire Service Firefighting in America, from its beginning, has been primarily dominated by male firefighters, and this trend has led, in part, to a perception that has been carried into a great deal of research regarding gender in fire stations: that firefighting is indeed a gendered masculine profession (Carp 2001). A majority of research regarding gender in the fire station has focused on how female firefighters negotiate their gendered work identity within the confines of masculinity and how this position may incite feelings of marginalization through gender-based differential treatment, such as insufficient instruction during training, which placed female firefighters in the position of needing to ask for help, causing feelings of vulnerability (Britton 2000; Goldberg 2001; Yoder and Berendsen 2001). Research conducted by Yoder and Nancarrow 4 Berendsen, 2001, on the ‘token’ status ascribed to African American and Caucasian women firefighters—causing them to be placed in the position of “outsider within”—showed that some female firefighters found this to be a problem only until they had “proved themselves” and became “one of the guys” (Yoder and Berendsen 2001). These sentiments carry heavy ramifications as to how gender is presented within the fire station; they suggest that in order for a female firefighter to become incorporated fully within the profession, she must accept a male status. Female fire fighters, then, must negotiate their gender within this context to become fully incorporated within the team. This negotiation creates differences along gender lines in the fire station that can lead to a lack of group cohesion, and it can in turn stagger the efficiency of a career focused on fast response times and team effort in order to save the lives of community members. It is in this vein of research regarding firefighting as a masculine-defined profession that I begin my study to examine through which means firefighters at the Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Department (SVFD) portray gender and create their identity as a firefighter, and I will also explore how this presented identity is affecting perceptions of the profession. In beginning my study, my original intent was to examine how interactions between male and female firefighters affected the prescribed hegemonic gender identity within the profession. At the start of my research, however, two happenings changed—almost entirely—the course of this research: low female participation within the station, and a masculine identity being presented in direct opposition of the traditionally encouraged gender type. At the time I began my research it was to be my goal to seek out female firefighters who had gone through the Swannanoa department’s training program in order to map how the program affects their perception of being a firefighter. However, I was limited by time and Nancarrow 5 accessibility. I will return to this point in the conclusion of this paper, as an aspect of further research to which this study applies. At the time I entered SVFD there was only one female firefighter, who was working as a volunteer. Because of the lack of accessible participants, I chose instead to focus my research on how paid male firefighters, through institutional pressures and day-to-day interactions, create the accepted masculine form to which they adhere within the station. It has then become the goal of this study to document, at least in one station, how the fire service has begun to move away from the aggressive male stock-type that has been the focus of gender-based fire station research and to examine how changes in policy, technology, and recruited firefighters are changing the culture of firefighting at SVFD. In order to present this examination I will be addressing the why and how for someone becoming a fire fighter, and how this affects the populations that fire stations recruit from. I will then move into a discussion of perhaps the most important aspect of someone being able to fill the role of firefighter—that is, how well a person is able to cope with the stresses of the profession. I will then conclude with a discussion of how SVFD through policy and training programs has worked towards changing the culture of firefighting. In order to gain a more comprehensive insight into the perceived gender of an institution, I argue gender must be viewed on the individual level within the institution as a constantly negotiated gender dynamic, in which the interactions between firefighters inwardly determine whether or not a fire station has a perceived dominant gender. Nancarrow 6 Firefighting Culture and Identity: A Review of Theoretical Framework and Current Research Regarding Gender in the Fire Service. This is primarily an examination of current research performed on gender dynamics present within the profession of firefighting. In analyzing this research and its relevance to my research, I will be drawing heavily on R.W. Connell’s notions of hegemonic masculinity as well as Judith Butler’s and Erving Goffman’s theories on the performance of gender and self. Firefighting is a profession characterized by high levels of stress, group interdependence, danger, and community involvement. From its beginning, firefighting in America has been primarily dominated by male firefighters, and this trend has led, in part, to a perception that has been carried into a great deal of research regarding gender in fire stations: that firefighting is indeed a gendered masculine profession (Carp 2001). It is because of these cultural understandings of firefighting as well as its highly visible nature to the community at large, that the profession has become a symbol of success or failure for gender integration policies. By characterizing and perceiving firefighting as a masculine profession both by the firefighters and the community at large, the traditionally valued characteristics have been male defined such as, “…physical size, strength…courage, toughness, and aggressiveness”(Chetkovich 1997:18; Yoder and McDonald 1998). Due to the profession’s focus on stereotypically masculine traits for acceptance and incorporation, it creates specific workplace stresses for female firefighters. Before entering into a discussion about the implications of women operating within a characterized masculine profession, let us look at the role of hegemonic masculinities in firefighting. Hegemonic masculinity in its definition is embodied as the “most honored way of being a man” that in essence propagated the notion of male dominance over females (Connell and Nancarrow 7 Messerschmidt 2005:832). However, hegemonic masculinity is subject to historical context, as well as being socially challenged. Thus, it takes considerable effort to maintain hegemonically constructed male domination such as through exclusion of women and lesser masculinities (Connell and Messerschmidt 2005; Schippers 2007). Because firefighting has been, through most of its history, perceived and constructed as a male profession with no real effort to include females until the late 1970’s, it can be concluded that women have a harder time becoming a firefighter “…to the extent that to be a firefighter means to be a man.” (Emphasis in original Chetkovich 1997:37). This quotation points to the reality that through the history of firefighting, a firefighter’s merits were judged by the hegemonic ideas of stereotypically masculine notions of an ideal firefighter that has little to no emotional response, is aggressive, and tough. These incorporated aspects of self have partially been responsible for defining firefighting as a masculine profession (Acker 1992). These notions of hegemonic masculinity will be further discussed and applied in my upcoming discussion of firefighting culture and identity. Perhaps the most visible hierarchical distinction made within the profession of firefighting is that between the veteran of a station and a new recruit. The relationship could be characterized as a teacher/student master/apprentice relationship in which the veteran firefighter is responsible for teaching the skills and appropriate behaviors to the recruit in order to help their transition in the community of firefighting. In other words, at the onset of a recruit’s probation period, usually lasting for up to a year after they have completed training, they are still not seen a firefighters or as members of the community; their transition into overall acceptance in the station presents itself as a rite of passage. In the first stage, the recruit has been selected through an initial testing process, which has qualified them to receive firefighter training. The training period marks itself as the first Nancarrow 8 phase in a two phase liminal process, in which recruits will be taught the basic skills and procedures of firefighting. The second phase of the liminal period and by far the most important in deciding how one will present themself is the probation period. This period is a time in which recruits will take the classroom-taught skills and procedure from their training period and apply them in real world situations; this is also when the veteran/recruit dynamic is most relevant. For the recruit this marks, if they have been accepted as a good firefighter, the transition period from outsider to an insider in the firefighting community (Chetkovich 1997). The probation period for the new recruit often offers a difficult time in which they are often hazed and roughly joked with as well as being taught by officers in the training program to be overly helpful in their probation station(s) and to view the probation period as a time in which they are entering another’s world and need to live by their rules. For the recruit, these ideas usually manifests themselves as speaking when spoken to, always being on the lookout for a job to do, listening to the advice of veterans even if you think you know it (Chetkovich 1997). These strict guidelines for how the recruit must act, as well as how they handle issues of joking and hazing will play a large part in whether or not they will be accepted into the community. Due in part to high levels of stress, danger, and exposure to traumatic events, a firefighter must have control over their emotional state and be able to think quickly on their feet. In this sense, joking plays an important role. Joking in firefighting functions as a form of emotional release, a way in which to establish/show group solidarity, and as a way to condition oneself to be simultaneously calm and alert (Chetkovich 1997). In the veteran/recruit dynamic, joking and hazing are the ways in which the veteran tests the recruit’s skill and composure. If the recruit loses their cool over a joke other firefighters will see it as a potential risk for the recruit to have trouble controlling their emotions on an emergency call. If the recruit should not have complete Nancarrow 9 control over themselves during an emergency call, it could mean potential hazards for themselves and their teammates. If the recruit can make it through the probation period and prove to the other firefighters that they have the skills, training, and traits of a firefighter, they are accepted into the firefighting community. Joking, however cathartic it may be for firefighters, does present some very serious problems when viewed in relation to gender. In her ethnography Real Heat, Carol Chetkovich, in examining urban fire stations found that because of the trauma, high stress, and the masculine structure of the profession, joking often presented itself in rude, vulgar, and stereotypically masculine way (Chetkovich 1997). Because of the nature of these jokes, female firefighters are often challenged to show a sense of humor in accepting anti-women jokes or face becoming hyper visible for “losing her cool” over a joke (Lewis 2004). In not reacting to these sometimes blatantly sexist jokes, a female firefighter must then negotiate her gendered work identity within the confines of masculinity. In addressing the historical context, we return back to the late 70’s, at which time fire stations and police departments were under heavy criticism to incorporate more females within their departments as well as representing local ethnic makeup in their district within their stations. It was at this time that government policies were implemented to increase the number of non-Caucasian male police officers and firefighters. As mentioned before, the highly public nature of both of these professions, as well as strong public pressures, started a rapid integration process that did not so much change the structure of the institution towards a more gender neutral position as much as add stricter guidelines as to behavior and demographic makeup. For the police department, this task proved more successful than it did among fire stations, which still today have low levels of integration and small female populations (Chetkovich 1997). While this Nancarrow 10 paper is not an exploration of police departments, there is an interesting divide made between the two professions relating to my earlier discussion of firefighting culture. For example, firefighting relies heavily on teamwork in order to do the safest, most efficient job, while police departments often work on the partner system in which two police officers are reliant on each other, which does not present the same overall group solidarity which functions within fire stations. So, in returning to Chetkovich’s examples, taking place fifteen to twenty years after integration, some very interesting data presents itself in regards to the gendered self. In one instance, Chetkovich addresses the feelings of some older veterans, who believed that most females were not qualified to be firefighters as well as expressing regret about losing the all-male social setting. In the other example, Chetkovich is conducting a follow up interview with a female firefighter who has just completed her probation period. The female firefighter relates how hard it is to sit in a room of all male firefighters as they speak in an abhorrent manner about women. She mentions that she can feel the “withering hatred that gave rise to such remarks” (Chetkovich 1997:5). In analyzing the response of these male firefighters towards female firefighters, Goffman’s theories on the social actor become particularly relevant. Goffman, in his work on the social actor, suggests that the self is created and presented within a specific sociohistorical context; the actor is also limited in the performative acts from which they present gender by the rules of the social setting. Goffman posits that the more rules present within the social setting, the more likely the actor is to present a self that is untrue to what they present as their overall self and beliefs (Goffman 2007). These assertions mean that, in the case of the highly structured and rule-bound institution of firefighting, due to a rapid push to hire more female firefighters without any significant Nancarrow 11 changes to the withstanding masculine-defined structure, male firefighters switch between two images of the self with consideration to emergency circumstances. This means that in some cases, male firefighters switch between the hegemonically masculine discourses that were present before integration polices to an untrue representation of self. Many firefighters acknowledge the switch between the two selves, by explaining that, “…fire does not discriminate, and political arguments have no place on the fireground, where companies work as a team regardless of the members’ feelings about one another” (Chetkovich 1997:21). In addressing fire service as a masculine gendered profession, it is important to remember that it is not inherently so, but rather it has been, through a predominantly male make-up and greater value placed on stereotypically masculine characteristics, gendered as such. (Acker 1990,1992: Lewis 2004) The implication here is that for female firefighters the standard behaviors from which she will present herself are determined by and judged in accordance to male behavior. Furthermore, this framing means that in order to be accepted within the profession she must put up with sexist treatments defined by male standards (Lewis 2004). This male bias present within the profession for female firefighters has often manifested so that females who feel higher discrimination often feel more attention is being paid to their mistakes. Many female firefighters also reported that the higher the level of stress originating from their being placed in a token status, the higher the occurrence of sexist events. However, many female firefighters reported that higher exposure to sexist events have increased their commitment to the profession (Yoder and McDonald 1998). Among female firefighters, perhaps one of the most common forms of sexist discrimination reported was the ‘silent treatment,’ relating that it has caused feelings of isolation and marginalization. On the other hand, many of the male firefighters enacting the silent treatment express fears about what they say to a female Nancarrow 12 firefighter will be interpreted as sexual harassment (Chetkovich 1997; Yoder and McDonald 1998; Lewis 2004). So what, then, can be done to address the negative effects of a gendered masculine fire station on female firefighter’s acceptance and status within the community? This study seeks to examine how one fire station, the Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Department, is working to correct this incongruity within the station through an emphasis on professionalism that makes a move away from the idea of the fire service as a homosocial club. Research Questions: 1. How do firefighters at the Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Department present and negotiate their identities as firefighters, operating within a traditionally male defined space? 2. How has the culture of firefighting changed to affect entrance within the profession? Are changes in policy, technology, and leadership affecting the populations that firefighting targets to recruit from? The Place-The People: Methods in Conducting Research with SVFD To do this justice, to add to why my research started and finished as it did, I must first take a level of honesty in explaining a major bias I had in entering this study. In conducting the exploratory research that would frame my research, I became more and more aware of who I was Nancarrow 13 in comparison to what research was saying a firefighter was supposed to be; as well as making assumptions as to how a Warren Wilson student was to enter a group that I thought may hold some animosity about how many calls they had to respond to on campus and the nature of those calls. How would they see me? Could I be accepted? These became the main questions of a six foot tall, slight, non-athletic, nicotine-addicted researcher. The day I started my research, thirty minutes within inquiring about conducting the study, these questions were answered, and my bias exposed for what it was: foolish and dangerous to the outcome of the study. Day 1- Inquiring about research: The Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Department is divided into two stations, the main station located in the downtown of Swannanoa across from the concrete landscape that was once the Beacon Manufacturing plant, and the Sub-Station located on Bee Tree road, less than a mile from Warren Wilson and home of the station’s “Burn Building.” At this time, I was under the belief that the Sub-Station was the only station under the umbrella of SVFD. With my head still swimming in my doubts, bias, and the anticipated horrible outcome I assumed would come from wanting to ask a group of ‘burly manly-men’ about identity and gender, I swallowed my fears and walked through the front doors. There stood, in the hallway beyond the front doors, the image, not the idea, of the firefighter I thought would not let me in. Though a good five inches shorter than myself, within his lean girth he could have fit twice that of mine, and his arms were more like tree trunks than appendages. He stood there tall and dignified. As soon as I came through the door, I was asked very sincerely by this man how he could help. I explained to him that I would like to conduct my senior research with SVFD and gave him the abstract as to what it was going to cover. We stood in the hallway talking about the research for a while, and he suggested that I talk to the Deputy Chief, called him on his cellphone and handed the phone to me. That is how it started. I again gave my abstract over the phone to Nancarrow 14 the Deputy Chief, to an unexpectedly enthusiastic affirmation of the research, and we set up our first meeting. On that first day, in less than an hour, I let go of my bias and my expectations, and learned that the joy in ethnographic research comes from where the study will take you, not where you expected it to go. After a few meeting with the Deputy Chief, who quickly became my “gate keeper,” on the logistics of the research and what requirements I would need to fill to conduct my research with SVFD, the study began. My original participant recruitment methods were to be direct solicitation of potential informants as well as a recruitment flyer, which would be posted in both main and sub-stations meeting rooms with my contact information and a brief summation of the study. My gate keeper, however, came up with the great idea to make a participant recruitment video that we could post on a webpage that firefighters visit every morning to complete equipment check lists. In the video, I introduced myself, identified myself as a senior at Warren Wilson College conducting research for my major in Sociology/Anthropology, and gave a brief summary of the study. While this method did not garner me any responses, dampening hopes that the flyer would have worked at all, it did allow everyone at the station to become familiar with me and gave everyone an idea as to the research I was conducting. From discussions with my gate keeper regarding accessibility to possible participants and the time restraints of the project, I decided to limit the population, from which I drew informants, to paid firefighters operating primarily out of the SVFD main station. I then asked firefighters within this category if they would be willing to take part in the research based on leadership position, years within the fire service, and how many stations they had previously worked for. Based on these factors, I garnered six main informants: Elmer, Randy, Ryan, Winston, Henry, Nancarrow 15 and Rusty, who all agreed to take part in a formal one-on-one interview, which lasted on average between an hour to an hour and a half. For interviews I had conducted with participants before my research changed course, I conducted a second formal interview that included the new questions meant to address the changing aspects of the study. I also included methods of participant observation, which included being allowed to ride out on calls. I also spent a fair amount of time at the main station, trying to get an idea of station life from informal conversations and taking part in station activities. Becoming A Firefighter In this section I will be examining the personal definitions of what it means to be a firefighter at SVFD. What, for my participants, brought them into the fire station and what aspects do they find most rewarding. In examining personal beliefs about firefighting, I will address feelings held by most of my participants, that a person is born to be a firefighter and may or may not ever fill that role. There is, however, some innate aspect of the self that allows them to perform the job. In closing this section, I will discuss what my informants both in leadership positions (Battalion Chief, Deputy Chief, Chief) and outside of them (firefighter) express as being the most important traits for new firefighters entering the service. I argue in this section that SVFD is moving away from an emphasis on brute strength that in part characterized a traditionally masculine fire service towards emphasis on physical ability, and professionalism.(Britton 2000; Chetkovich 1997) Nancarrow 16 Burning Desire: Is a person born to be a Firefighter? “I think you have to be born a Firefighter, and I say that because not many people are going to go running into a burning building, you don’t, you can’t teach—I mean we train people to do that, but it comes from inside.”-Ryan The quote at the start of this section came when I asked if a person is born to be a firefighter, a question I asked all of my participants. In responding to this question, though I got different answers, the sentiment was the same across all participants. Perhaps one of the best ways I heard this described was that anyone can train to be a firefighter, but you know you are a firefighter when you can run into your first burning building and survive the fire. This ability to run into a dangerous situation is heavily reliant on trust for your team members’ skill set and ability as a firefighter. The question then becomes, if a person is born to be a firefighter, what then influences the decision to become one? Many participants stated that they did not know the reason but could point to certain aspects of their childhood( such as watching their local fire department performing drills), family life (having a history of firefighting that allowed them from an early age to perceive of the effects of the profession), and personality (compassion and the ability to put oneself in the way of harm for another) that made firefighting an appealing option, but could not explain why they could enter the burning building while others could not. Henry, in addressing this, posed his answer in the form of another question: What would make you sacrifice yourself for another human being? I don’t know. I can’t tell you, some burning desire, something in yourself that needs be fulfilled Nancarrow 17 by…it has to be fulfilled by something, someway, what would make you feel like you need to protect yourself, your family, and the perfect stranger? This excerpt addresses two very important aspects of the fire service as well as characterizing the decision to become a firefighter: exposure to personal risk and the idea of sacrifice for someone you have not met. While I will discuss the role of trauma in the fire service later in this paper, the implications of this quote stand as, if firefighting is such a dangerous profession, open to the few who can handle incident related stress of the profession, what then allows a firefighter to have the capacity to carry out the job? While a person may be born a firefighter, how do they continue to perform the job in the face of stresses and trauma, and what aspects of the fire service keep them in the position of firefighter? For the majority of my participants, it was the progressive training of SVFD and the emphasis on the group/family structure that SVFD has fostered. All participants of this study addressed the group function as one of the most important aspects in being able to carry out the job successfully and having a feeling of security on scene. Much of the formation of the group comes in part from training together, spending long periods together, and the supportive nature of handling the stresses of being a firefighter. At this point, we can conclude that in a person being a successful firefighter, they have the ability to put their personal safety aside to help another, due to the trust they have in their training as well as their fellow firefighters. Having come to this point during my interviews, I often asked what, then, is so appealing about the fire service, that you would encounter these risks? The four key themes that arose from my participants out of this question where: Adventure, Excitement, Teamwork, and Compassion. For the firefighters at SVFD these were Nancarrow 18 the aspects that characterized firefighting and furthermore their love for the profession; they are what have kept them in the job. While all my participants expressed an innate ability to enter a dangerous situation signifying their ability to enter the profession, many firefighters see this as fulfilling a part of themselves that otherwise would be left untapped. In this sentiment, many firefighters then move past viewing the fire service as a job to seeing it as a life choice that completes their image of self. Elmer for example states, “…it is your character, it is part of you, so now I could get a tattoo and feel like I deserve it…I’m labeled and I could retire tomorrow and in twenty years still look at that tattoo and know I earned it…that that is a part of who I am.” For Elmer, the profession does not only become a part of self, it becomes a means by which to define the self. He uses the tattoo as a way of explaining how the profession has influenced what he wishes people to see and understand about him as a person. Many of my participants expressed the same feelings, addressing it as a need to be a firefighter because of who they are, and many joked that it could not be for the pay, because the job does not pay well, particularly in the face of associated risks. If we have then, at this point, characterized what it means to be a firefighter for those operating at SVFD, then an idea of the person SVFD would want to enter the station, and maintain this emphasis on community and training, starts to become clearer. Emphasized Traits in New Recruits “A good education, Physically fit and when I say physically fit I mean they exercise. They’re not body builders, but they can walk five miles up a mountain…Not being trained, being educated- Nancarrow 19 not how something works, why it works, and that’s where I see the fire service going now with its services. You come out with a degree and you have a person with a high school degree or a two year degree in fire protection, that’s the person we’re going to hire.”- Ryan Swannanoa Volunteer Fire Department since the early 90’s has been known in Western North Carolina as a premier training station, in this the leadership has oriented the stations training program around the idea of the student that wants more with a heightened emphasis on education. That is to say that SVFD provides unrestricted access to all training materials, as well as training recruits well past what national standards prescribe. For the management, this emphasis on training to become an efficient firefighter , translates to the firefighter with more training and thus more knowledge about the fire service is going to have a greater ability to be helpful to and supportive of the team on scene. With greater training comes the ability to notice small factors in an emergency situation, such as weather conditions and smoke patterns, that will in turn increase the firefighters ability to make decisions quickly as to what they need to do or whether to go in or stay out. In order to teach and train in this way, SVFD has created an idea of the kind of student who can take on this responsibility. For those in leadership positions there is a clear idea of what they are looking for in new recruits: “…intelligent. Dumb will get you killed. I can’t make that any blunter.”-Elmer “The passion for the job.”-Winston These two quotes as well as the one at the beginning of this section point to a shift, at least within SVFD, away from the traditional means of acceptance within the fire service which emphasized being a member of that fire station’s community over education and related qualifications. For those in leadership positions at SVFD, they have realized that in placing more importance on education, it allows for firefighters to feel more comfort in their fellow firefighters’ skills, and thus increases trust, ultimately strengthening the group. Nancarrow 20 For the firefighters operating within a system that places greater value on a person’s education over their relationship to the community or station, a new emphasis of what a firefighter should be is formed and presented best by Henry when he explained: “I don’t give a rat’s ass—nationality, race, gender. I don’t give a damn. If you can do the job you can do the job. If you can’t, you can’t… I need to know [though]. I don’t care who you are, if you can get us out of here then you can get us out of here, and that’s what I need to know.” We see in this quote that the emphasized firefighter is no longer the over-muscular Caucasian male, but rather the firefighter is the person that both the community and their fellow firefighters can rely on to keep them safe. Stress in the Fire Service "...what’s going to happen is when you go into the burning building you are literally going to have somebody’s life in your hand, and to high-tail it out of there because you got scared [doesn't finish his thought]...we try to do that in a controlled situation before we put them in a real live fire."- Ryan This above quote does a good job to address both the significance of training, as well as the individual’s ability to handle a stressful situation at the benefit or risk of their teammates. For many of my participants, the ability to handle these stressful situations comes from mastery of the fear through education. This process includes learning to recognize signs, assess them, then make an educated decision; trust in team members skill and education; and the individual ability to enter a dangerous situation. The trust a firefighter has for another's ability to pull them out of a Nancarrow 21 dangerous situation is by far one of the most important factors in maintaining an efficient emergency response team. Elmer describes the importance of trust when he explained, "if firefighters in the group sense that another firefighter doesn't give a crap, then...whew...there will be separation that comes. They don't care and that's my life on the line, and they don't care." This quote speaks to the break down in group dynamics and subsequently group functionality that occurs when a firefighter feels that they cannot trust their teammate to keep them safe. This is in part why SVFD places such a big emphasis on training together with your shift, so you can see you team members’ ability outside of an emergency situation and become comfortable with their ability in relation to yours. Swannonoa Volunteer Fire Department has lost only one firefighter to an accident that occurred while he was heading to a scene. It was Elmer's first month at SVFD, and he was with the firefighter at the time: "that was a hard start." This firefighter had also been the board member who had convinced Elmer to join SVFD. After his passing Elmer related that he "...felt a responsibility to have success for him." After the death of this firefighter, SVFD held the first CISD in western North Carolina. CISD ( Critical Incident Stress Debriefing) was introduced in the early 90's as a sevenstep group therapy program, meant to create an open area for firefighters to discuss their emotions and feelings relating to a traumatic incident. In this space rank, holds no bearing in the discussion and everyone is equally able to express their feelings without the fear of judgment. This institutionally supported catharsis brings about an interesting point when examining the traditional idea of the emotionless firefighter. Emotion can be dangerous to a firefighter; it can slow their ability to react quickly in an emergency situation. This contextual danger, however, does not mean that in order to be a firefighter they must be devoid of emotion. In fact, within my Nancarrow 22 research, many participants became emotional when explaining why they felt it was important that they do their job. Emotion is very important to firefighters at SVFD. As mentioned before, many explicitly noted an important factor in becoming a firefighter was passion for the job. Before CISD, firefighters were left to cope with traumatic incidents on the individual or small group level. Within the traditional masculine ideals of firefighting, having an overt emotional reaction to a stressful event could mean your exclusion. As such, a visible display of emotion would present itself as part of a lesser masculinity (Connell and Messerschmidt 2005; Schippers 2007). One way that the traditional masculine structure of firefighting allowed for an emotional release that has carried into new ideas of masculinity at SVFD is joking. Joking's Role in Station Life and Coping Another important aspect of fire fighter identity is the ability to cope with stressful situations. Due in part to high levels of stress, danger, and exposure to traumatic events that are a large part of the job, a firefighter must have control over their emotional state as well as be able to think quickly on their feet. In this sense, joking plays an important role. Joking in firefighting functions as a form of emotional release, a way in which to establish/show group solidarity, and as a way to condition oneself to be simultaneously calm and alert (Chetkovich 1997). Joking when used as a coping mechanism often addresses some aspect of the call that has produced anxieties, and many of my participants related that if the outside to community were to hear these jokes, they would be considered morbid. But, as explained by Elmer, "We deal with destruction, with death, with the death of a coworker, we...we have to get past those points and Nancarrow 23 keep being productive." In this way, joking helps many firefighters deal with traumatic experiences by acknowledging them in the joke structure while simultaneously using the joke to distance themselves from the incident and its accompanying trauma. Building Community at the Swannanoa Fire Department “…If anyone came in contrary to this, it would not go over well. There has been enough of a culture change here that that person would kind of be culturally pounced on. Now, that’s not how it would have been in the 70’s. It would have been the peer pressure…following on like a group of teenagers might do.” -Elmer The quote at the beginning of this section came when I asked this participant what happens when a new firefighter comes in with the perception that SVFD is exclusively a male defined space. I found that SVFD as an institution has tried to make a move away for the idea of firefighting as a male defined social space towards firefighting as a profession. Thus, there has become a focus on education and experience. Ryan—an informant in a leadership position— when discussing the pride one feels in becoming a firefighter, made light of the distinction between SVFD and many other stations when he explained, "I think vol. or paid, you kinda stick your chest out and say: I'm in the fire department. But I also think that’s being ruined by the folks in some of the departments, who don't take it as a profession. It’s just a good ole' boy club..." The question then arises how does SVFD present itself as different from the traditional idea of firefighting as a male social club? Nancarrow 24 In order to make SVFD a more inclusive place and move away from the traditionally prized attributes of the fire service in the past, the Swannanoa station separates itself by emphasizing a high level of training and professionalism, individual firefighter's needs, and by recruiting out-of-county potential firefighters. In this way, Swannanoa’s recruit methods notably deviate from surrounding stations because it does not define itself exclusively by the community it services, as opposed to traditional fire stations, whose primary recruits came from within the county it services, and which often marginalize those who come from out of county. This top quote from Elmer, I believe, does a good job showing the opposition to traditional fire station models. This quote also brings up another important aspect of my research, best summed up by another quote from Henry, “…management has a lot to do with it, I think more mature management has a lot to do with it…they see that it takes all kinds and that knowledge is power, and just because one way is not your way doesn’t mean it’s the wrong way: it’s just a different way.” This quote shows a movement away from the traditional ideas of leadership in the Fire Station that focused power on a small group of individuals who lead in autocratic and direct way, essentially "my way or the highway." The leadership at SVFD realizes that, though an individual may not have title, they do have a unique skill set that should be regarded as useful to the job. Discussion and Concluding Thoughts Nancarrow 25 In conclusion I argue that both the leadership and the individual firefighters of SVFD have worked to create an alternative masculinity in direct opposition to the traits of the traditionally masculine defined structure of firefighting, which was characterized solely by its male participation, its values of brute strength, and direct and autocratic leadership styles. Thus in defining itself by emphasis on physical ability, democratic leadership styles, education/professionalism, and meeting the individual needs, SVFD has comprised this alternative masculinity of traits that, in comparison to the traditionally masculine defined nature of firefighting, would be considered feminine in nature. 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