SELF-STUDY IN PHYSICAL EDUCATION: THE NEXUS OF SCHOLARSHIP AND PRACTICE Tim FLETCHER (Chair) 1 Alan Ovens 2 Judy Bruce 3 Dawn Garbett 2 Richard Tinning 4 (Discussant) 1. 2. 3. 4. Brock University University of Auckland University of Canterbury University of Queensland/University of Auckland Overview: Self-study in physical education: The nexus of scholarship and practice This symposium presents research from a range of physical education scholars who use selfstudy methodology to research, understand, and develop their teacher education practice. In the past three decades, self-study has emerged as a considered, reflexive approach to the limitations of orthodox ways of understanding teacher education practices (Zeichner, 1999). Such orthodox approaches seek to simplify or understand teacher education as a process capable of being understood from the outside by neutral and detached observers. In contrast, self-study brings sensitivity to the importance of the individual in context, allowing teacher education to be seen as a practice that is “simultaneously the thing we know about, the thing we do and the thing we research” (Ham & Kane, 2004, p. 104). The aim of the symposium is to explore self-study as the nexus of practice and scholarship in physical education teacher education and consider its value in highlighting the emerging conflicts, dilemmas and incongruities arising within pedagogies for teacher education. Aligned with the Congress sub-theme “Professional learning and development of PE teachers and sports coaches”, the presenters discuss how self-study constitutes a meaningful approach to research and professional development for physical education teacher educators. The presenters on Abstracts 1 and 4 provide critical overviews and philosophical perspectives on how self-study can contribute to the development of teacher education practice. Presenters on Abstracts 2 and 3 highlights how she or he has examined her or his teacher education practice through self-study as a way of reframing their understanding of themselves, their pedagogical beliefs, approaches and practices. As a method of making the reflective turn back to the self (Pinnegar & Hamilton, 2009), all presenters also demonstrate how teacher educators can use self-study to learn about teaching and teacher education, and enable transformations of self and practice. References Ham, V. & Kane, R. (2004). Finding a way through the swamp: A case for self-study as research. In J. J. Loughran, M. L. Hamilton, V. K. LaBoskey & T. Russell (Eds.) In International handbook of self-study of teaching and teacher education practices (pp. 103-150). Dordrecht, The Netherlands: Springer. Pinnegar, S. & Hamilton, M. L. (2009). Self-study of practice as a genre of qualitative research. Dordrecht, The Netherlands: Springer. Zeichner, K. M. (1999). The new scholarship in teacher education. Educational Research, 28(9), 4-15. Chair’s name and email: Tim Fletcher – tfletcher@mun.ca Word count: 294 Abstract 1: Doing self-study: The art of turning inquiry on yourself This paper introduces and outlines self-study as a method for systematic inquiry into teacher education practices in physical education. I examine key challenges that have been identified in teaching physical education and in teaching teachers, outlining how self-study provides teacher education practitioners and researchers with the tools to examine both self and practice, enabling deep insights into the problematic nature of bridging teacher education theory and practice. Further, I address the key epistemological and methodological concepts central to self-study, and briefly trace the roots and history of self-study as it has gained widespread acceptance as a powerful research methodology. Author’s Name and Email: Alan Ovens – a.ovens@auckland.ac.nz Word count: 99 Abstract 2: Dancing on the edge: Exploring shifting conceptualisations of knowledge and learning through self-study In this paper I examine the shifting conceptualisations of knowledge and learning in the integration of the New Zealand Curriculum in teacher education and their implications for me as a teacher educator. In particular, I document the process of conducting a 10-month self-study within the initial teacher education setting in which I work. I begin by outlining the context and then explore some of the significant events and observations relating directly to the epistemological and ontological shifting process. Two contexts are examined where I engaged with varying conceptualisations and possibilities: that of service-learning and that of the sociocultural orientations of physical education. The self-study process resulted in knowledge conception shifts – both ontological and epistemological. Regarding ontology, this self-study captures the challenges of the shifting experience and the factors that contributed to this. Regarding epistemology, implications for service-learning and for sociocultural orientations of physical education are discussed. These implications draw upon structural-functionalist, critical, and postcritical perspectives as a way of understanding and illustrating pedagogical possibilities, challenges and limitations. Author’s Name and Email: Judy Bruce – judy.bruce@canterbury.ac.nz Word count: 167 Abstract 3: Self-study, principles of practice, and the development of a pedagogy of physical education teacher education In this paper I use self-study to describe and analyze my experiences as a beginning physical education teacher educator and in doing so, aim to articulate principles of practice that shape my developing pedagogy of teacher education. Like Loughran (2006), I am not intending to offer these principles of practice “as the only or right principles, rather they are one way of unpacking an important foundation of that which matters in conceptualizing and shaping practice” (p. 85). I draw from my experiences as a beginning teacher educator because unlike most who find themselves new to the role, I had some informal preparation to “become” a teacher educator during my doctoral education (see Kosnik et al., 2011). That preparation fostered an engagement with self-study that enabled me to disrupt and challenge my assumptions about teaching and learning in physical education, and to begin critiquing ideas about what I felt mattered (and why) in teacher education. Over the course of five years I have been engaged in the systematic study of self and practice (Bullough & Pinnegar, 2001) through reflective journal writing, engaging in conversations with critical friends, and by conducting research on and with the prospective teachers whom I teach. Analysis of these data has generated three central principles that shape my developing pedagogy of teacher education: (a) Building community is the foundation of practice, (b) Identity matters, and (c) Teaching about teaching requires openness. While acknowledging the dynamic and fluid nature of these principles, identifying them through selfstudy has enabled me to make explicit my tacit personal and professional knowledge, find meaning in my practice, and become comfortable in sharing my knowledge of practice (and many gaps within) with students and colleagues in the teacher education community. Author’s Name and Email: Tim Fletcher – tfletcher@mun.ca Word count: 288 References Bullough, R. V. Jr. & Pinnegar, S. (2001). Guidelines for quality in autobiographical forms of selfstudy research. Educational Researcher, 30(3), 13-21. Kosnik, C., Cleovoulou, Y., Fletcher, T., Harris, T., McGlynn-Stewart, M. & Beck, C. (2011). Becoming teacher educators: An innovative approach to teacher educator preparation. Journal of Education for Teaching, 37(3): 351-363. Loughran, J. J. (2006). Developing a pedagogy of teacher education: Understanding teaching and learning about teaching. London: Routledge. Abstract 4: Horse riding 2.0: Becoming a horse rider Experienced teachers and teacher educators often find it difficult to change their practice without some significant and meaningful experience to provide a new perspective. In this chapter I reflect on the impact that learning to ride a horse meant for my practice as a teacher educator. By choosing something that was so unfamiliar to me, the process was ‘a visceral rather than an intellectual route into critical reflection’ (Brookfield, 1995, p. 50). I signed up for weekly riding lessons with experienced instructors and regularly recorded my reflections, thoughts, and feelings about learning to ride in a professional journal. I shared my journey as a neophyte with my student teachers and critical friends. Their comments, insights, and responses added considerably to my examination of teacher education practices. I used the generative potential of my horse riding experiences to reflect as an embodied learner on the commonplace, subtle, and lived experience of being a learner. As an experienced teacher I found that I had forgotten the angst, self-doubt, bravado, satisfaction, thrill, and despair that can accompany learning. Horse riding brought forth such feelings regularly. Comparing my horse riding skills with an expert’s was a less threatening route to authentic discussions about the skilful, complex nature of teaching which experienced teachers are wont to make look effortless. Other themes that emerged were the importance of learners’ perspectives in the teaching-learning process and the importance of feedback to improve our practice. Learning to ride a horse and using this as a basis of a selfstudy taught me a great deal more than I originally signed up for. Author’s Name and Email: Dawn Garbett – d.garbett@auckland.ac.nz Word count: 260 Discussant Abstract (Tentative): Reflecting on the potential of self-study in relation to the issues facing physical education teaching and teacher education This paper draws together the collective themes and insights from the four papers presented by broadly considering the question of how much an individual can affect and change the discourse within physical education teacher education when this practice is enabled and constrained by its location within university and school settings. In essence, the paper provides a critical evaluation on the possibilities for self-study in physical education. Author’s Name and Email: Richard Tinning – rit@hms.uq.edu.au Word count: 66