Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION Clinical Reflection: A2 Stroke and Rehab @ PRHC Student: Chloe Clark Date of Submission: July 7th, 2015 Clinical Instructor: Sharon Marsh 1 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION Describe an experience or event in your clinical placement that has been significant for you (what happened; how were you involved; what did you see/hear/feel?) At the beginning of my placement on A2- Stroke and Rehab at PRHC, my preceptor spread the word to all the nurses that I was here to learn and asked if I could step in if something interesting was going on with their patients. In the first half of placement, I was given the opportunity to insert a nasogastric tube on another nurse’s patient. I jumped at the opportunity to practice this skill because I did not think the chance would come up frequently during my pre-consolidation. I checked on all of my own patients and then went with my preceptor to collect the supplies I would need for the NG tube insertion. After I got my supplies ready, my preceptor gave me a tip to help the insertion feel more comfortable for the patient. She suggested that I put the end of the NG tube into a cup of ice while I set up everything else for the insertion. She said that having the end of the tube cold made it easier on the patient and it would be a little more rigid which would help me insert it. I am very appreciative for receiving these types of tips from my preceptor and the other nurses on the unit because sometimes it is the small things you do that can help a patient feel more comfortable in difficult situations. As I set myself up for the NG tube insertion, I realized that there were 3 other nurses in the room ready to help. I was unsure why we had so many people in the room until we explained to the patient what procedure we needed to do. The patient became very combative and was clearly distressed by the events that would occur. This made me feel uncomfortable and unsure of how I should go about the task. The other nurses did not seem phased by the patient’s actions and this really struck me because I was surprised how desensitized nurses can become after working for so long. I attempted to calm the patient down by explaining what I was going to do and told her what I needed her to do in order for the tube to go in smoothly. I kept a friendly face and smiled even though I was uncomfortable. The patient was very uncomfortable and did not want to listen so the nurses told me to just go for it. They held her down and I attempted to insert the NG tube. I felt stressed and did not feel as though I was the suitable choice for this task. I made 2 attempts to insert the tube before I asked my preceptor to take over. She 2 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION could see that I was having trouble and I was very appreciative that she was there to help me finish the task. When Sharon inserted the tube I took note of how she angled the tube and when she asked the patient to swallow so that the next time I went to attempt this skill I would have a better understanding of the procedure. I felt that I did not have a good enough rapport with the patient to complete this task. Something like this needed a nurse who was skilled in the procedure and could get it done efficiently. The patient was confused, distressed, and combative and I think by me attempting the procedure I caused her more distress than necessary. Based on what you described above, what were your strengths in the situation and what are your areas for improvement? I feel as though my strengths in this situation revolved around empathy for the patient. I tried to be very supportive of the patient and explain everything that was going to happen to the best of my ability. I felt as though I made a good effort in trying to comfort the patient. I tried to understand how she was feeling; 4 nurses surrounding her about to complete something that would be perceived as painful and uncomfortable, not having a say in whether or not she would have the tube inserted, and not having a familiar face in the room with her. I think that my understanding of how she felt allowed me to pass the reins over to Sharon and have her finish the job so that I did not have to put the patient through any more distress. My strength is knowing what I can accomplish and what I am comfortable doing, but it is also knowing what my limitations are as a student right now. An area of improvement for me is being able to accomplish unpleasant tasks in times of distress or discomfort. There will be many instances where I am putting a patient through an uncomfortable procedure in order to benefit the patient in the long run. The NG tube insertion was a great example of this. I think that if I was more comfortable with the task then I would have had an easier time getting through this and it would have been easier on the patient. I think that it was good that I tried to insert the NG tube because it was an enlightening experience and I was able to learn from it. The more I 3 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION practice my clinical skills, the more comfortable I will be when situations are uncomfortable for the patient and myself. What evidence have you found in the literature? Students must identity a minimum of four (4) relevant research articles from a scholarly nursing journal. Article published preferably within the past 5 years. As a student nurse, it is my responsibility to have the competence to practice ethical care. Ulrich et al. (2010) studied the different ethical and non-ethical issues that create stress for nurses in their practice. Their research showed that younger, less experienced nurses encountered more ethical dilemmas and experienced more stress related to these issues. As a student nurse, I feel as though there are numerous ethical issues that I encounter that cause me stress because I have not experienced these events before and I have not had the time to establish proper coping methods for these events as they unfold. As I continue my practice, I hope to develop personal interventions to help address ethical issues in order to provide evidence-based ethical care. As I continue my practice and experience new situations, I am increasing my ability to critically think about my actions. Lisko and O’Dell (2010) express that having varying clinical experiences throughout your undergraduate degree helps aid in your ability to critically think. Having the experience of my first attempt at an NG tube insertion during my undergrad has allowed me to have my preceptor and the other nurses there to guide me through what I did. They were there to help evaluate my decisions and point out areas of improvement for me. Collectively this experience has aided in my development of strong critical thinking. Having the opportunity to experience a number of different clinical settings has increased my ability to think critically. Fero et. al. (2010) also recognized that critical thinking skills were better developed when hands-on high-fidelity human simulations were conducted compared to vignettes. At Trent, we have had the ability to practice both of these learning situations better preparing us for careers after graduation. 4 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION The day after I made my first attempt at inserting an NG tube I actually had the opportunity to try inserting one on my own patient. She had gotten her tube tangled in her arms as she slept and it had been pulled out more than half way. I had a good rapport with this patient and she trusted me enough to let me do the procedure. I was able to take in the experience from the day before and go about my task in a much more calm and effective way. I felt more comfortable inserting the NG tube into my patient because of the therapeutic relationship we had built. I took into account the advice Sharon had given me the day before and felt confident now with my ability to complete the task. I was able to insert the NG tube with little-to-no difficulty and the patient tolerated the experience very well. Dinç and Gastmans (2013) explored the importance of trust development between nurse and patient. There had not been a developed sense of trust between myself and the first patient I attempted an NG tube insertion on. As a student, I think it is more challenging to develop this sense of trust because in my experience, peoples initial reaction to students is that we are learning and not completely competent in our ability to perform skilled tasks. This poses a difficulty as it makes it more challenging to practice new skills in a clinical setting. Thankfully, my preceptor and other nurses are there to help patients develop a sense of trust with me as they express their trust in my ability to perform tasks. What input have you received from your clients, your peers and your instructor about your practice that relates to this event? I have had many patients show their appreciation for the care I provide them. They have mentioned that it is the small things, like coming in to see if they are comfortable or if they would like anything, which helps them feel more comfortable during their stay at the hospital. They have mentioned that they enjoy seeing someone who is always smiling. I think that this is something that people tend to over-look when they are going about their nursing practice. I have always considered my facial expressions to be a helpful tool in providing comfort to patients. During this event, although I was smiling and trying to provide the patient with comfort, I did not have a rapport with her and I was unable to comfort her with my reassurance. Although I did not receive feedback from the family, it was clear that they were upset 5 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION that their family member needed a feeding tube. I feel as though I should have attempted to provide some comfort or better explanation for them but at the same time I do not think I was the most suitable for this. My preceptor said that I handled the situation as best as I could. She gave me tips about how to insert the NG tube more comfortably. Sharon was very supportive of my efforts and this was very important to me because it allowed me to focus on what I needed to do next time instead of wondering what my preceptor thought of my initial attempt. Reassurance is extremely important when practicing new skills. Based on your own reflection and the input you received, what learning need(s) can you define that, when met, will result in your improved performance? How will you update your learning plan? As identified early, a clear learning need for me is the ability to practice skilled tasks. With more practice I will increase my own comfort with the task therefore allowing myself to provide more comfort to the patient. Once I have had more experience with the many nursing skills available for me on the Stroke and Rehab floor, I will improve my performance. My preceptor has provided me with a number of new experiences involving tasks such as IV insertion, NG tube insertion, in/out catheters, IV line priming, etc. I feel more confident with each attempt I make and I am able to find my own way of going about tasks with the best practice standards in mind. I will update my learning plan with a list of tasks and experiences that I wish to work on and have an area that I can incorporate notes related to tips and techniques that seem helpful when completing these tasks. This will help me keep track of the skills I have practiced and feel confident doing. What competency (ies) relate to these learning needs? Competencies for nursing are comprised of knowledge-based practice, ethical practice, service to public, self-regulation, and professional responsibility and accountability. My learning needs are geared towards knowledge-based practices as I continue to build my knowledge of the skills needed to provide care. I am practicing self-regulation by keeping inventory of skills I have practiced and feel 6 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION confident with. I self-regulate by knowing when I should and should not complete a task independently. This relates back to ethical practice as well because I am ensuring my patients are safe and that I have someone supervising me when I am learning new skills. My learning needs show my respect for professional responsibility and accountability by expressing my understanding of competence within my scope of practice. REFLECTIVE PRACTICE TOOL (Adapted from the College of Nurses of Ontario) http://www.cno.org/Global/docs/qa/qa2013/QA%20Practice%20Reflection%20worksheet.pdf 7 Running head: CLINICAL REFLECTION 8 References Dinç, L., & Gastmans, C. (2013). Trust in nurse-patient relationships: a literature review. Nursing ethics. Retrieved from http://journals2.scholarsportal.info.cat1.lib.trentu.ca:8080/pdf/09697330/v20i0005/501_tinralr.xm l Fero, L. J., O’Donnell, J. M., Zullo, T. G., Dabbs, A. D., Kitutu, J., Samosky, J. T., & Hoffman, L. A. (2010). Critical thinking skills in nursing students: comparison of simulationābased performance with metrics. Journal of Advanced Nursing, 66(10), 2182-2193. Lisko, S. A., and O'Dell, V. (2010). Integration of theory and practice: Experiential learning theory and nursing education. Nursing Education Perspectives, 31(2), 106-108. Ulrich, C. M., Taylor, C., Soeken, K., O’Donnell, P., Farrar, A., Danis, M., & Grady, C. (2010). Everyday ethics: ethical issues and stress in nursing practice. Journal of advanced nursing, 66(11), 25102519.