DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME ‘YOU ARE WHAT YOU WEAR’ YOUNG GIRLS’ USE OF CLOTHING AND THEIR EMBODIED IDENTITY CONSTRUCTIONS ALEXANDRA ALLAN CARDIFF UNIVERSITY WALES, UK Alexandra Allan, School of Social Sciences, Cardiff University, Glamorgan Building, King Edward VII Avenue, Cardiff CF10 3WT. Email: AllanA1@cardiff.ac.uk 1 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME Foreword: This paper is given as a basic outline for the presentation that I will be making in Lancaster. As it was written over a year ago I feel that my theorising and thinking has substantially moved on since it was developed. It is hoped that the presentation for the Girls in Education seminar will connect with the basic argument of the paper but will move onto reflect my current thinking and theorising; to discuss some of the ideas that I am developing for a new chapter in my thesis on the embodiment of girlhood. The clothed body: some introductions It has often been suggested that we live in an era characterised by visual images; a society that places premium on the way things look, especially in how we present ourselves to others. Lasch (1979), in particular, has argued that we live in a ‘narcissistic age’ where the presentation of self is important and the body becomes a ‘fetishised commodity’ that can be attractively packaged and sold. Given this emphasis on self presentation and appearance as central to modern society and to the way in which identities are constituted, it is surprising that relatively little has been written about dress and adornment within sociology. As Edwards (1997) suggests, sociology has generally tended to neglect fashion; viewing it as outside of the social sciences and more in line with the arts. Similarly, Polhemus (1988) suggests that dress has traditionally been viewed as a typically feminine pursuit that is irrational, trivial and unworthy of serious sociological analysis. Entwhistle (2000) explains that, even when fashion has been considered by sociologists it has tended to be reduced to simplistic overarching theories that rely on grand notions of emulation (Simmel 1971, Veblen 1953) or of communication/symbolism (Barthes 1985) that do not account for the complexity and contradictions of everyday dress. Gender, race and class all appear to have been oversimplified in these theories. Childhood in particular is a social category that has received very little attention in this literature. Although a small body of literature does now address this issue (Swain 2002, Bodine 2003, Pole 2004), traditionally children have been regarded as inactive social agents and passive consumers of clothing. Perhaps the largest criticism that sociological fashion theory has had to endure is of its use and portrayal of the human body. Many writers have argued that despite its obvious relevance to dress, the body has largely been ignored in studies of clothing. Quoting Turner, Entwhistle (2000) argues that ‘there is an obvious and prominent fact about human beings…they have bodies and they are bodies’ (Turner 1985:1). Furthermore, human bodies are essentially dressed bodies; dress is a basic fact of social life, an individual act that prepares the body for the social world. The neglect of bodies in the study of dress, Entwhistle (2000) believes, is what has hindered our understanding of clothing and the importance that it plays in our everyday lives: ‘without a body dress lacks fullness and movement and is incomplete’ (p10). Wilson (1985:1) also makes a similar point when she comments on the ‘strangeness’ of dress without the human body: 2 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME For clothes are so much a part of our living, moving selves that, frozen on display in the mausoleums of culture, they hint at something only half understood, sinister, threatening, the atrophy of the body, and the evanescence of life. Entwhistle (2000) proposes a move away from seeing dress as an object to seeing it as an ‘embodied activity embedded in social relations’. She understands dress as a ‘situated bodily practice’ and her own work provides a theoretical and methodological framework to understand dress as a social activity. The aims of this paper – an embodied theoretical approach to dress My own work begins from this understanding of dress as a ‘situated bodily practice’. This paper will seek to explore the relatively under researched topic of children’s clothing use; it will concentrate on children’s use of clothing to construct their various ‘childhood’, ‘gendered’, ‘sexualised’ and ‘classed’ identities. The paper will suggest that although ‘class’, ‘gender’, ‘sexuality’ and ‘age’ are useful lenses that we can view children’s clothing practices through, in reality the process is much more complex. Indeed, the paper will demonstrate that children can use clothing to transgress trouble and complicate identity boundaries; identities are ‘fixed’ through clothing and they are ‘transformed’ and made fluid. Importantly, the paper also seeks to explore clothing as an embodied identity practice. It aims to understand how children ‘live’ their clothing on a daily basis and how they embody these identities through their clothing. A central concern of the paper will also be to explore the ‘body work’ children participate in on a daily basis in order to negotiate the meanings of their clothing and bodily appearance/identity. Dress, therefore, will be used in this paper as an analytic tool; it is not clothing per se that this paper focuses on, but rather, dress as a visible marker/way of presenting the human body to others. This paper’s theoretical framework is influenced by Foucault’s work concerning the ‘discursive’ and ‘docile’ body. Foucault (1977) argues that through surveillance our bodies are made docile by institutions and become subject to mass standards of behaviour, these standards of behaviour (or ‘discourses’) are then internalised by individuals and govern the ways in which we use and understand our bodies. Foucault (1980) also suggests, however, that people can act on their bodies in different ways and resist these normalising discourses. He does not, therefore, see the body as an entirely natural entity, instead he sees it as discursively produced and his work has been extremely important to an understanding of the socially constructed body. Although, as Entwhistle (2000) suggests, Foucault has very little to say about fashion, his work can be utilised to think about how discourses on dress discipline and instil meaning on the body. We can use his theories to understand how and why people may dress differently and resist being seen as ‘normal’ in their appearance. His theory is also important in understanding the ways in which dress can reproduce gendered discourses on the body, for as Butler (1990) also suggests, gender is not an essential characteristic of the body but a product of styles and techniques. 3 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME Two further caveats need to be discussed before moving on to detail the research this paper is based upon. Firstly, it is necessary to note that this research is based upon a study of ‘female bodies’. Very little has been written in mainstream sociology about women’s bodies and indeed Foucault has also been criticised for failing to account for gendered bodies in his analyses (McNay 1992). It has been left to feminists to account for the very different ways in which women experience their bodies (and indeed their clothes) in comparison to men; they have made the personal body political (Bordo 1995). As Frost (2001) suggests, in a study of girls it is necessary to account for the different experiences girls have of their bodies and to remain aware of the fact that they live in specific bodies with very real, material constraints. Therefore, it is not just any ‘dressed bodies’ that this paper seeks to explore but the gendered, feminine bodies of young girls. Secondly, these girls are also children and this has consequences for the ways in which their bodies will be perceived in society. As James (2000) argues, children’s bodies are subjected to discourses of normality, growth and change and any account of their bodies must appreciate the ways these temporal discourses are inscribed on the body and the ways in which children learn to negotiate these meanings in their everyday lives. My own research – an ‘embodied’ ethnography This paper draws on research carried out with one class of twenty five girls (aged ten and eleven) in a single sex, private girls’ school in the South West of Britain. The main emphasis for this research was to explore the ways in which girls manage and negotiate their gender identities as ‘girls’ with their academic identities as ‘pupils’. However, it was recognised that a major part of this project would be concerned with the visual re/presentation of identity through the body and clothing, this paper is concerned with that data. My research was an ethnographic project that utilised a number of different methods. Some of these methods were specifically chosen to access the topic of embodiment and clothing. In particular, photographs were used to encourage the girls to re/present themselves visually and to talk about their clothing and appearance. Some of the girls joined a lunchtime photography club that I ran in the school to get the girls to look at photographs critically and to see how other people were visually represented. This involved looking at photographs by various professional photographers and writing monologues and stories about the girls they saw in these pictures. The girls were encouraged to create their own photographic diaries to portray things of importance to them and they were also invited to take part in a one day photography workshop where they worked alongside a professional photographer to produce a range of portrait prints that visually expressed their various identities. But as Emmison and Smith (2000) remind us, photographs are not the only method capable of capturing visual aspects of society. Through observation I was also able to make notes of the girls clothing and its usage in everyday situations as I spent time with them in the classroom and on school trips. The girls were also interviewed in their friendship groups and were asked specific questions about their bodies, appearance and their clothing. My role as an embodied researcher was central to all of these practices 4 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME (Coffey 1999). As a researcher it was important to be aware of the impact my body and clothes had on the children in my research. The clothes that I wore imbued my body with specific meanings, the way I wore my clothes had particular significance and the children drew on my own dressing habits as a way of expressing their own ideas about dress. Fashioning femininity: using clothes to construct a feminine identity Entwhistle (2000) remarks that ‘fashion is obsessed with gender’. It could also be argued that the girls in my own study were relatively obsessed with the ways in which clothing could demonstrate gender. Their primary concern was not, however, the demarcation between male and female clothing but the much subtler differences clothing could illustrate between different femininities. The girls talked to me in interviews about the various identities they felt were available to them as girls and when explaining these identities to me they could rarely distinguish between them without resorting to talk of clothing: G: I am not a tomboy I am a girly girl. I hate wearing t-shirts and trousers. L: Tomboys wear trousers and baggy Mosher clothes. Girly girls wear dresses and look all lovely. G: But tomboys are not moshers. AA: What are moshers then? L: Moshers wear baggy and all black and they are disgusting and they mope around and smoke. A: Tomboys wear plain jeans and blue tops and things. But it was not just the types of clothing that were important to the girls; colours were considered equally or even more important. ‘Girly girls’ were linked with pink items of clothing where as tomboys told me that they preferred to wear blue. This was clearly illustrated in one of the photographs the girls constructed as part of the photographic workshop. In the photograph two members of the group (who described themselves as tomboys) dressed themselves in neutral colours and sat against a stark, black backdrop. They asked one of the other girls to kneel before them in a pink dress and blow a kiss to the camera. At the front of the scene the girls also arranged an array of pink and blue products. The idea behind the photograph was to show the stark differences between tomboys and girly girls in the way that they dressed and the colours they wore. The girls summarised these feelings in a caption they wrote to accompany the photograph: Not all girls have to wear pink lipstick and skirts. Some do and some don’t and there is nothing you can do about it. Why make us all stereotypes when we can be unique individuals. Experimenting with clothing – changing meanings and changing fashions 5 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME Although most of the girls recited these clothing ‘rules’ to me in interviews, in reality the meanings of clothes or colours were not quite so fixed. There was often confusion over clothes in colours like green, yellow and purple. These colours were seen to be fairly neutral and so could be adopted to compliment a range of identities. Often the meaning of clothes and their colours were negotiated locally and depended on the context in which they were worn. When I questioned a girl who saw herself as a tomboy about wearing a pink fleece she told me it was okay for her to wear it as it was an ironic statement. This clearly fits with Finkelstein’s (1991) idea that clothes can be misappropriated to fracture, parody and satirise conventions. The colour black could also be ambiguous and worn by a number of different girls. In interviews the girls told me that it was mainly worn by Goths, tomboys and moshers and generally signalled some sort of resistance to a ‘girly girl’ identity. Holland (2004) also suggests that black clothing is associated with resistance (especially to traditional feminine dress). However, she also believes that over time black clothing has changed in meaning (from mourning to Chanel’s little black dress) and it now has many other uses. This was certainly the case in my own study where some of the girls simply wore black clothing for practical reasons. Gabriella reached this conclusion in the course of one of the interviews where she reasoned with the other girls: Okay black is worn by Goths but what about if I wore a black dress I wouldn’t be a Goth then would I? Oh and remember that black suit Elsie wore to Katrina’s party with a turquoise top she looked really nice…she was really pleased with her self because she said it went with everything and she felt really smart. Often the girls relished the fact that clothes were ambiguous and could shift in their meanings (Gleeson and Frith 2004). The girls felt that this gave them a chance to experiment with their clothing and also in their identities. Laurel, for example, insisted she could ‘play’ with her identity and that it could not be pinned down; she could be a Goth, a girly girl or a tomboy depending on her mood. She told me that she used her clothes to reflect her change in identity so sometimes she wore pink dresses and other times she would wear black trousers. Other girls could recall times when they had adopted different styles of dress due to changing friendship patterns, as Gabriella told me: Well like this one time in year five I sat next to Gale and I got talking to her and I actually got quite friendly with her but it just goes to show all of a sudden I got more boyey…like I didn’t act like that but I did start wearing baggy trousers…it is part of growing up and experimenting to see who you want to be. Some of the girls were avid watchers of the television clothes makeover series ‘What not to wear’ and so they too would experiment with their clothes, makeover their image and come to school with a radically new style. As Guy and Banim (2000) suggest, clothes contain a fantasy element; people can use them to describe 6 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME and imagine the person they would like to be. Clothes were an important way for the girls to re/present their identities visually and to fix themselves into certain ‘feminine categories’ but they could also be used to transform identities and suggest multiple re/presentations. Clothes were used as a powerful and enjoyable way of remaking the self through the body. Clothing restrictions – gender and bodily limitations Despite this playful use of clothing, it was not simply the case that the girls could try on any clothes (or indeed any feminine identity) that they fancied (Butler 1993). In their everyday use of clothing the girls were subject to some very real, material restraints generally imposed on them by their bodily shape. Laurel, for example, despite referring to herself as a ‘dib dab’ (someone who was able to change their clothes and identity frequently) would often be positioned by others as a tomboy because of her larger bodily frame. Many of the girls told me that she was ‘too big’ or ‘too fat’ to be a girly girl: ‘can you imagine those legs in a skirt! No way, she is not girly!’ Laurel’s larger build appeared to limit her in her presentation as an ‘authentic’ girly girl. This was not the case for all girls as some were able to ‘work’ with their bodies to imbue it with different meanings or to change the ways in which they were seen by others, as James (2000) suggests their bodies could be used as agents of ‘self help’. Vanessa, for example, was a larger girl than Laurel but her keen interest in sport stopped her from being seen as big or fat. Vanessa also came from an extremely wealthy family and she was able to use her economic capital to buy the current fashions which helped her gain cultural capital and retain her popularity in the ‘girly girl’ group at school. The girls also appeared to be constrained in their use of clothing to construct their gender identities by dominant feminine discourses of female attractiveness. The girls did, as McRobbie (1994) argues, have a number of clothing options open to them to express and explore their identities as girls. It could also be argued that they were not simply presented one image of what a woman is in the media. Instead they were presented with an ‘array of contradictory representations, which produce multiple meanings and therefore afford myriad sites for identification’ (Ussher 1997:14). Within popular literature, for example, the girls were keen on reading Jacqueline Wilson books because they felt these books offered them a number of different ‘feminine roles’. However, even with these multiple options available to them, the girls were still concerned to create and present an ideal ‘feminine look’. Even the tomboys, who were openly critical of a hyperfeminine presentation and wished to visually represent themselves as different, were keen not to be seen as ‘ungirly’ or ‘masculine’. In fact, they were openly critical of girls who did appear to present themselves in a masculine manner. For example, in the photography club there was one particular photograph (taken by professional photographer Sally Mann) that the girls referred to as the ‘boygirl’ photograph. All the girls were critical of this photograph saying the girl looked ‘manly and ugly’, ‘weird’, ‘with funny eyes’ and a ‘boy hairdo’. Brownmillar (1984:3) explains this reaction when she states: 7 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME Femininity always demands more…to be insufficiently feminine is viewed as a failure in a core sexual identity, or as a failure to care sufficiently about oneself, for a woman found to be wanting will be appraised (and will appraise herself) as mannish or neutered or simply unattractive, as men have defined these terms. In fact, the girls positioned as tomboys would sometimes employ ‘recuperative strategies’ to reassert their femininity (Holland 2004). Laura, for example, made it quite clear to me that although she was a tomboy she would still wear dresses because ultimately she wanted to be seen as feminine. For other girls their hair was a way of ‘flashing their femininity’ to others (Holland 2004). Ingrid told me how she had once been referred to as a ‘little boy’ when she was younger because she had cropped hair. From that day onwards, she told me, she had always worn her hair longer so that she could not be confused in the same way again. Holland (2004) also suggests that hair has particular feminine significance and she reminds us of the many images and stories of hair that have been told throughout history (such as Rapunzel and Lady Godiva). Holland (2004) believes that it is now easier for girls to wear their hair in shorter styles but for some there is a prevailing discourse that states a lack of hair indicates a loss of femininity. (Hetero)sexual clothing – seeing and being seen by others Clothing and appearance do not just indicate our femininity they also illustrate and constitute our sexual identities (Davis 1992). The girls concern to look feminine and not too ‘manly’ was also about a need to present their bodies as heterosexual and heterosexually desirable. The dominant discourses that limited their use of clothing and inscribed meanings on their body could be described as ‘heterofeminine’; the girls were expected to construct a bodily image that reflected both a heterosexual and a feminine identity (Ingraham 1996). Because the girls attended a single sex school, the need to present a heterosexual image was perhaps even stronger than it would be in a co-educational setting, as Katrina told me: ‘I went to Staples the other day and a boy said to me that I looked like a lesbian in my uniform! I hate that…why do we have to wear gay uniforms…at least when we wear our own clothes out of school we can be our real selves’. But some of the girls in my study clearly enjoyed dressing up and attracting (hetero)sexual attention. Elsie, in particular, would talk to me about the new outfits she had bought to ‘go up town and test out on the lads’. For Elsie dressing up and going into town was about ‘being seen’ it was a performance in order to gain attention from boys. And the girls did not just dress up to go into town at the weekends. Big events like school discos were also used by the girls to be seen in their outfits. Sarah told me the day before one of the school discos that she was going for a ‘sex goddess’ appearance that night because she had heard that several boys from the local school would also be there. Sarah told me that to construct such an image took a great deal of work – she would have to do her hair, buy a new outfit, have a bath and do her nails. She also told me that the clothes she 8 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME would wear would have to be carefully considered too. Although she already knew she was going to wear a short skirt and tight top she was not sure which one it would be until the evening itself: ‘It just has to be right…you know feel right…you know like sexy and you might feel fat or something so I’ve just got to wait and see what I feel like on the night’. Having said that Sarah continued to tell me that she would probably wear her new ‘silky camisole’ top her Mum had bought her at the weekend because she liked the feel of it on her skin: ‘it’s so silky and slinky!’ As Sarah’s talk illustrates, making an effort and being seen in clothes was important to the girls. As Best (2004) suggests, these events are often more about the process of getting ready for the dance than the event itself. Different outfits are chosen to ‘set the self apart’ and body work is collectively articulated to ‘share the burdens and pleasures of beauty’. Even the structuring of these events are planned with a performative element so that girls can be seen and simultaneously see others (Best 2004). ‘Dressing up’ and ‘making over’ - clothes/gender as bodily performance and masquerade Sarah’s talk also illustrates the fact that the body is important in this (hetero)sexualised performance of dressing up. For Sarah’s clothes did not just adorn the body or ‘reflect a pre-sexed body’; they also infused it with sexuality and sexual meaning (Entwhistle 2000). Sarah’s sex goddess appearance was not just about dressing up or putting on clothes it was also about the way clothes felt on her body and enhanced her frame (Candy 2005). To complete this image Sarah used shower gels, body lotions and perfumes which suggest that it was more than a look, it was also a smell. The girls investments in their bodies and this ‘sexualised cosmetic culture’ could be interpreted as them internalising the ‘male gaze’ (Holland et al 1998). As Skeggs (1997:113) states: ‘femininity becomes the ultimate legitimator of masculinity…it offers to masculinity the power to impose standards, make evaluations and confirm validity’. Even the tomboys, who claimed they had no desire to attract boys’ attention, still wished to be recognised as attractive and (hetero)feminine. The fact that the majority of these girls felt a need or a desire to ‘flash’ and perform their femininity through their clothing or bodily appearance also tends to indicate that the body is not naturally gendered, as Tseelon (1995:38) points out: The effort to be ‘authentic’ implies a twofold paradox which suggests that originally ‘one is being what one is not’. In other words: a woman is not originally authentically feminine but one can become one with effort. Second, ‘being authentic implies an act of objectifying oneself, of seeing oneself through the eyes of the Other. And a being which is for-others can not be for-itself. The girls’ (re)constructions and (re)presentations of femininity can be seen as masquerade (Riviere 1929, Holland 2004). Their use of clothing on the body highlights the constructed nature of gender and shows how cultural products, bodily postures and stylised acts can be used to create a feminine identity on the body’s surface (Butler 1993). 9 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME ‘Common’ or ‘classy’ – using clothes to create ‘classed’ identities Although many of the girls in my study wished to represent themselves as heterosexually attractive they could not do so at any cost. There appeared to be a fine line between being ‘flirty’ in fashion and being ‘tarty’: M: I think a bit of tart is alright…I mean you want to look good. J: Yes you want to look good but no tart is never alright! C: Yeah I mean Claire from my junior school…no offence to her but she was really tarty! She had these huge hoop earrings and you could literally put your arms through them! J: Yeah you are a tart if you wear those earrings and short skirts and stuff. It looks really common…my Mum says it looks like you have not been properly looked after! As this extract shows, the girls often closely regulated each others appearances and those found to be ‘too sexual or ‘tarty’ were disciplined. But dressing ‘too tartily’ was not just about being sexual it was also related to class differences; the girls took it to indicate a particular type of working class identity. Girls who dressed in an overtly sexual manner were also sometimes referred to as ‘townies’. The word ‘townie’ is generally used to refer to people who keep closely to mainstream culture and fashion (Holland 2004). In this context the term townie did also mean mainstream but it was generally used to denote a particular type of working class, promiscuous sexuality. The terms ‘tarty’ and ‘townie’ were used interchangeably to shame those girls who did not cover their bodies in an ‘appropriate’ manner. Renold (2005) also found this in her study, that overtly sexual presentations were not deemed acceptable from middle class girls. This is not to suggest that all girls that dressed ‘sexily’ were considered ‘working class’, for as Sarah’s case study shows this ‘flirty fashion’ discourse can earn girls a tremendous amount of social and sexual capital (Renold 2005). The girls that managed to ‘pull’ this particular identity off, however, usually had strong friendship group backing. But perhaps even more importantly, it was about the way these girls wore clothes on their bodies; they were confident and self assured, they ‘strided not strutted’, they ‘flicked their hair out’ but would ‘never wiggle their bum’, they could exhibit flesh but also retain modesty. Classed distinctions and ‘designer’ femininities Many fashion theorists have commented on peoples’ ability to use clothes to denote a distinct classed identity (Veblen 1953, Simmel 1971, Bourdieu 1975). The girls in my study also told me that they wished to make class distinctions through their clothing and not all of them were made in terms of sexual display. The 10 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME girls often made distinctions between themselves as (middle class) girls who wore ‘classy’ clothes and (working class) others who wore ‘common’ clothes: K: I mean my Mum would never let me out looking common! A: What is common? K: I don’t know…well like wearing those massive hoop earrings. A: Yeah like some of those girls at dance that we call the handbag girls K: Yeah their handbags are like tiny and they have nothing in them…and they walk around like this (wiggles her hips) and some girls gel their hair up in a bobble everyday. It is quite bad. Designer labels were also an important way for these girls to make distinctions from other people. As Swain (2002) notes, it was important for these children to have the ‘right stuff’. On the end of term residential trip I witnessed first hand the girls’ desire to wear labelled goods. The girls wore a range of brands and I was astounded by both the quantity of clothes the girls took on the trip and the amount of money that must have been spent on them. On the trip the girls also spent time comparing the labels of their clothes, negotiating the recognised value of each brand. Bourdieu (1979) has written a great deal about designer clothes labels and he explains that: The label…operates a process of transubstantiation of the material object to which it is applied, which then takes on the high value attached to the name. The label does not change the materiality of the product, but its social characteristic. (Cited in Rocamora 2002:348-9) In a similar manner it could be argued that the girls felt that the social or symbolic value that the clothing labels they wore represented was transferred to them through the process of wearing; their bodies were also invested with this symbolic power. In just the same way, some of the girls felt that if they wore ‘good quality’ clothing it would make them look more distinguished. Douglas and Isherwood (1996) refer to this process as ‘symbolic consumption’ where goods are endowed with value through the enjoyment of sharing names. By comparing items of branded clothing, the girls in my study were recognising and reinforcing the symbolic value attached to their clothes and in turn their bodies. However, branded clothing is arguably more than a simple class distinction (Crane 2000). Certainly these girls had the economic power to invest in designer clothing and their clothes were used as a way of ‘flashing’ their money and status. But as Swain (2002) argues, branded goods are not only valued or worn by ‘middle class’ people. ‘Working class’ people also desire and purchase branded goods which are no longer unreachable or unaffordable because they have been popularised and become part of mass fashion (Rocamora 2002). In any case, most of the girls in my study were not buying ‘avant garde’ goods that would 11 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME distinguish themselves from others. Often, they too bought into mass, popular fashion and when they bought designer goods they would often be ‘derived’, cheaper goods (like socks, hair bands and purses); couturier items that have been made more widely available to everyone through magazine marketing (Rocamora 2002). And so, although the girls in my study did value some brands of clothing more highly than others, often this recognition of value was much more than a simple class distinction. It was also about the social pleasure of sharing names and enjoying wearing ‘good quality’ items as Lipovetsky (1994:145) suggests: ‘Consumption by and large, is no longer an activity governed by the quest for social recognition; it is undertaken in an effort to achieve well-being, functionality, pleasure for its own sake’. ‘Posh’ and ‘pretentious’ – styling the ‘upper class’ body In addition, the girls also told me that presenting social class through clothing was much more than simply wearing clothes with big, bold names emblazoned on the front, it was often about reflecting much subtler differences (Davis 1992). Social class, they told me, could also be recognised from the ways in which clothes were used in conjunction with the body. Erin, for example, was one girl who was regarded as the ‘fashion expert’, the ‘queen of clothes and hand bags’ and the ‘class stylist’. She was also regarded as the ‘poshest’ girl in class; the girl with most money and most ‘upper class’ status. These attributes were pointed out time and time again to me in interviews: C: Oh Erin is very poshy and she loves her handbags…she is obsessed with handbags. I have been to her house and she has one for every outfit! I: Oh yes she has a cupboard full of shoes. L: You know the importance of being Ernest? She is the lady with handbags out of that! She is her…she is always going off to the shops for new clothes…high fashion…smart clothes. We were walking in from break once and she was like ‘Oh no!’ and I was like ‘what?’ She told me she had forgotten her evening bag, she had left it on the field. I mean an evening bag at school! Erin certainly had the financial backing from her parents to buy a tremendous amount of clothes, a number of which were from ‘top class’ stores such as Harvey Nichols, Harrods and (for less important occasions) John Lewis. It could be argued that Erin was of a higher social class than the majority of girls in her class and that her elite, upper class ‘taste’ in clothes was what distinguished her from her friends (Bourdieu 1996). But it was not just the brands of Erin’s clothes that earned her respect and ‘social capital’ for her look could not easily be identified as ‘upper class’. In fact, I was surprised when the girls pointed her out to me as a ‘poshy fashion expert’ because on first glance she looked unkempt, with scuffed shoes and ‘wild’ un-styled hair. It was not just her clothes that signified her social standing it was also her ‘body work’: ‘it is just like the way she talks I suppose, like this (puts on a haughty tone) and the way she flicks her hair. She moves like this in class (glides elegantly) and she even bends her hand when she speaks!’ Bourdieu (1996) proposes that only 12 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME working class bodies experience the world physically. He suggests that middle class bodies are simply ‘sign wearers and sign bearers’ that ‘show but never feel’ (Rocamora 2002). But as Erin’s case study suggests: ‘one’s sensual experiences with cultural forms cut across class’, the body is more than a sign bearer, it ‘becomes a legitimate site of aesthetic experience’ (Rocamora 2002:355). Erin’s use of designer clothing and ‘elegant’ body work were both needed; to combine on the surface of her body and to present a distinctly upper class appearance. Teen, Tween or child - negotiating ‘aged’ identities through clothing The girls, however, were not the only ones who used clothing to construct and distinguish between various class and gender identities; parents and teachers were also central to these evaluations (Renold 2005). In many ways the girls in my study were restricted by adults in their use of clothing and some of them felt that they had ‘no say’ in what they wore, as Ellen told me: My parents always control what I wear like they hate the fact that I wear black and they keep on going and saying ‘you don’t always need to wear black’, but I do want to because it matches my moods. Other girl’s bodies could be seen to be used by parents to display their own class values or material wealth; the children were quite literally their parent’s trophies of material success (Pole 2004). Jennifer was one girl who resented her body being used for such a purpose. She was always dressed head to toe in designer clothing yet she told me: ‘I just don’t care about my clothes. I think my Dad buys them for me because he likes them and also because he feels guilty about leaving my Mum’. The school also heavily restricted what the girls wore on a daily basis. A number of people have written about the significance of school uniform as a form of disciplining unruly bodies (Swain 2002, Bodine 2003). But in this school context uniforms were used as a means of class distinction, as one teacher told me: These uniforms are really expensive. They are constantly redesigned so parents have to buy newer and better gear every term and they always include items like straw boaters so they distinguish our kids from those that attend less expensive schools. The girls also told me that this was the case, saying that: ‘Mrs Engles always tells us to be upper class…to tuck in our shirts and to pull up our socks. She is like ‘Oh my God Jennifer those flashing trainers are so common!’ Teachers could also be seen to regulate clothing in terms of ‘sexual excess’ as they told the girls not to wear their PE skirts outside of the school building: J: I am not allowed to wear this PE skirt home. 13 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME AA: Why aren’t you allowed to wear it? E: Because the builders and perverts look at our beautiful legs! I: It is so strict I got told off for rolling up my skirt once! And the school also restricted the girls’ clothing outside of school on trips and non-school uniform days. Before going on trips the girls had to sign forms that said they would wear appropriate dress. One day I sat through a lesson where some of the girls were being told about an induction day they would attend at the senior school. A large part of the lesson was spent talking about the clothes they could wear on this day. The girls were asked their own opinions about what they thought would be suitable attire and although the girls were not explicitly told what to wear an emphasis was put on making a good impression. This was ‘not just any impression but a good first impression’; a need to wear ‘something that says look at me I am comfortable, smart and hard working’. The girls’ main objections to this adult imposed dress were for reasons of comfort. The girls made similar complaints about their uniforms: the skirts were ‘too tight’, the jumpers were ‘too itchy’ and the shirts ‘pulled around the neck’. The school’s values concerning smart clothes were rejected by the girls who saw clothes as a bodily imposition; they hindered their bodily movement and expression on a daily basis. Adaptation, resistance and production – children negotiating their own style However, not all of the girls felt that adults’ guidance/control of clothing was useless or unhelpful. Some girls actively valued their parent’s advice. For example, Genella told me: ‘my Mum just really knows what suits me. She knows my personality so she gets me clothes to match. I always like what she buys me.’ Indeed, as Martens et al (2004) suggest, the consumption relationship between children and their parents is more complex than it may appear. Parents do not simply ‘hand down’ their tastes in clothing to their children. From my research, it appeared that the child/adult clothing consumption relationship was very much a two-way process. Children would tell their parents what to buy and what they thought suited them (as well as the other way around) as they had their own distinct tastes. Teachers dress was also evaluated by the children. On one occasion I witnessed this first hand, when a group of girls told their teacher that her leopard print jumper would ‘have her arrested by the fashion police’! The girls told me with great delight later on in the study how they had never seen her wear the jumper ever again. Furthermore, the girls were able to actively resist adult control of their clothing. Most of this ‘resistance work’ was accomplished through the adaptation of uniforms. These adaptations were generally small and took the form of key rings, hair styles and rolled up trousers or skirts. But the children took great delight in making these adjustments, especially if they could get away with them. The girls also told me of skills they had learnt in order to negotiate their own use of clothing: clothes could be bought in exchange for good exam results and short skirts could be worn if their friends were allowed to. But perhaps even more importantly, 14 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME the girls controlled their own clothing by creatively buying and producing it for themselves. Some of the girls had jobs for a couple of hours a week that allowed them to have some of their own money. Other girls made their own jewellery because they could not afford to buy it themselves. And between them the girls would swap their possessions with others to create ‘new’ looks even if the products themselves were secondhand. Blurring the boundaries – ‘Tween’-age clothes Indeed, Cook et al (2004) have recognised the fact that children are earning more than ever before and that they have been offered a new ‘Tween’ age-based space in the clothing market. They suggest that this Tween category has led to a blurring of the boundary between adult/child items of clothing and sometimes behaviour. Many of the girls in my own study delighted in being able to wear what they called ‘mature’ or ‘grown up’ clothing – items like strappy tops, short skirts and particularly bras and thongs. Some girls actively made age-based distinctions between themselves and other girls in their peer group. Girls who were able to wear bras ‘properly’ were talked about with great respect in interviews; their ‘mature’ clothes and bodily shapes were equated with ‘mature’ personalities. Some girls even tried to replicate these girls’ curvy figures for themselves by wearing push up or padded bras and many of them gained a great deal of power and pleasure from wearing these items of clothing. ‘Tween’ or ‘grown up’ clothing certainly seemed to present these girls with a great deal of freedom to consume/wear what they wanted with fewer adult limitations. On the other hand, as Cook et al (2004) suggest, the ‘Tween’ discourse is not entirely powerful for children because it is still caught up in older notions of adult anxiety about self presentation and sexual behaviour. This notion was summed up neatly by one girl in my study who said: ‘well my Mum just says that I am still a child right now and that I should enjoy being one…she says I can choose what to wear when I grow up but for now I need to wear what suits me’. And so even though a number of different ‘grown up’ items of clothing were available to buy in shops, the girls in my study were not always allowed to buy and wear exactly what they wanted. Tween clothing did afford these girls more options in the way that they dressed and did sometimes allow them to transgress adult/child boundaries but they were still very much bounded by older childhood discourses; discourses of ‘too much too young’ and discourses that stated they were still in the process of becoming adults and so had to await full human privileges. And in fact, it was not only adults that imposed these age-based discourses of dress onto children; the children took them up and acted on them by themselves. Some girls talked about actively wanting to look like a child. Jessica for example told her friend: ‘well sometimes you do want to look little girly’. When her friend disagreed Jessica replied: ‘yes I do want to look like a little girl, the difference is that one is cute and the other just looks like a tart’. It was quite clear that the girls would move between adult/child dress (and 15 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME identities) when and if it suited them. But some girls had no choice but to be positioned as a child or childlike. Cathren, for example, was a girl deemed particularly short and slender for her age. Some of the girls told me that her ‘personality matched her size’ she was ‘small and immature’ and would ‘fit in well in the nursery class with other people her own size’. Cathren tried desperately hard to look older, often wearing make-up or jewellery to try and create an older image but where as other girls could often be praised or complimented on their use of bodily adornments Cathren was criticised for ‘trying too hard’, ‘getting the look all wrong’ and simply looking ‘immature’. Cathren’s petite body size appeared to limit her in her presentation as a ‘mature’ girl. She could wear the same clothes as the other girls and ‘work’ on her body but she was still not accepted as ‘grown up’; it appeared that there were some boundaries that even clothes could not transgress. Embodied identities as ‘fixed’ and ‘fluid’ – some conclusions This paper has primarily been concerned with young girls’ use of clothing to ‘fix’ embodied ‘classed’, ‘gendered’, ‘sexualised’ and ‘aged’ identities for themselves. It has also sought to explore the ways in which girls use clothes in their ‘border work’; to see how girls transgress, trouble and complicate the boundaries of different identities. In this sense then, it would appear that I am drawing two quite different and contradictory conclusions from this paper. On the one hand, suggesting that clothes can be empowering; that they allowed the girls in my study to play with identities and embodied representations, to experiment and to transgress identity categories. The paper has demonstrated the complexity of constructing identities through clothing, showing that they are negotiated locally, that they are temporal and fluid and that the boundaries are not fixed. Especially in terms of childhood it was argued that it is not a straight forward process. Childhood is not a simple ‘progression to an ever closer copy of adulthood’ but a period of multiple transitions that can and will be reversed, transformed and inverted by children (Prout 2000). The girls in my study used clothes to blur the boundaries and actively work at the borders between adult and child identities. However, they also actively chose to move back to and sometimes remain within the space of childhood. On the other hand, this paper has also demonstrated the constraining nature of clothing. It has shown how girls’ bodies could place very real, material limits on their identity constructions and representations. It was not simply the case that these girls could dress in any clothes or assume any identity of their choice; their bodies limited the ways in which clothes could be seen and valued by others. Certain dominant discourses were also shown to place restrictions and limitations on the clothed body. And although girls could sometimes resist these discourses most of the time they were still limited to clothing that reflected/represented themselves as ‘authentic’ feminine, middle class children. It could be argued, therefore, that this paper (like many others) points to the ambiguous, ambivalent nature of clothing. 16 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME However, as Bordo (1995) suggests, ambivalence is not always helpful as it does not allow us to come to any solid conclusions. Furthermore, it could also be argued that these two conclusions are not contradictory but are two parts of the same answer; both fluidity and fixity or agency and constraint are needed in order to gain a better understanding of children’s embodied clothing practices. It is, as Davis (1992) suggests, important to celebrate the multiple, fluid nature of identity and body work as we have come a long way from simple binary conceptions. However, it is also important that we understand the fixed/stabilised nature of embodied identities and take into account the context and history in which these identities are constituted. It must be recognised that some of the girls in my study actively sought to ‘fix’ identities for themselves built on dominant social discourses. For example, some of the girls actively sought to construct ‘heterofeminine’ identities for themselves. It was quite clear that the girls were not ‘passively duped’ into accepting these identities, for they were quite capable of naming and recognising ‘heteronormative’ practices. It was simply the case that some girls actually ‘chose’ to remain within these identity spaces even if they were deconstructing them from within or working at their borders. Finally, it would appear that in order to bring these two conclusions together it is necessary to adopt an additional conceptual tool. One notion that is particularly useful is Bourdieu’s notion of ‘habitus’. This concept allows us to take into account people’s personal histories and experiences and to understand the ways in which discourses are internalised by girls and used to guide their future actions. Indeed, the context or field in which my research took place was essential to understanding how these girls constructed their identities. In many ways the girls were extremely empowered and free to construct their identities or embodied representations as they wished. They had a great amount of social capital as they were taught and expected to be ‘mature independent thinkers’ and they also had access to a tremendous amount of economic capital that literally allowed them to ‘shop’ for and ‘buy’ into identities (as they bought clothes that re/presented them). But even these girls were limited in their freedom and it is an understanding of both their freedoms and constraints that has allowed us greater insight into their everyday embodied experiences. NOTES 1. The photographs used in the photography club were produced by the professional photographers Cindy Sherman and Sally Mann. Cindy Sherman is famous for her photos ‘Untitled Film Stills’ that present women in a variety of different roles. Sally Mann is famous for taking photographs of children and her collection of photographs entitled ‘At Twelve: Portraits of Young Women’ are supposed to show what it is like to be a twelve year old girl on the verge of adulthood. 2. The ‘tomboys’, ‘girly girls’, ‘Goths’ and ‘Moshers’ were all self-identified groups that the children talked about in group interviews. 3. Jacqueline Wilson is a well-known British children’s author who writes books that portray girls in a range of different roles. The readers of her books are also mainly female. 17 DRAFT PAPER – NOT FOR QUOTATION – COMMENTS VERY WELCOME 4. 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