The Life of 64 squares 1 (Text) Copyright © 2023 Arvind Iyer Arvind Iyer asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work. All rights reserved. No part of the publication may be copied, reproduced, downloaded, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher, nor be otherwise circulated in any form of binding or cover or digital format other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser. The views and opinions expressed in this book are the author’s own, and the facts are as reported by him and have been verified to the extent possible. The publishers are not in any way liable for the same. 2 Contents 1. About the Author 2. Chapter 1 - Entering the world of 64 squares 3. Chapter 2 – The Tournament 4. Chapter 3 – Steps towards the world Championship 5. Chapter 4 - World championship! 6. Chapter 5 – The life after World Championship 7. Chapter 6 - The Legacy 3 About the author The author of the book is a 15year old smart and talkative boy; Arvind Iyer. He lives in Mumbai, Maharashtra, India. He is playing chess for 8 years and since he was in 2nd standard. He is currently studying for his boards in upcoming months and has paused his chess. This is his debut {first} novel and this book narrates his whole chess career. 4 Chapter 1 - Entering the world of 64 squares In 2015, when I was 7 years old, my father introduced me to a world that would shape my life in ways I could never have imagined. It was a world of 64 squares, a battlefield where intellect and strategy reigned supreme, a world known simply as chess. I can still recall that day with clarity. My father and I were both excited. He knew that this day would mark the beginning of a new journey. 5 The chessboard sat between us, an 8x8 grid of alternating black and white squares. My eyes fixated on the carved wooden pieces, each with its unique form and role. The pawns, soldiers, stood at the front lines, their duty was to protect the royalty behind them. Knights, those horsemen, held a mystical aura as they moved in an L-shape across the board. Bishops, slender and elegant, moved in diagonals. The rooks, resembling miniature castles, were solid and unyielding, while the queen, the most powerful of them all, sat next besides its king. And then there was the king, the center of it 6 all, a figure whose capture spelled victory or defeat. "Let's begin," my father said. He kept all the pieces onto the board one by one and described its movement, use and advantages. He made me realise the importance of every piece on the board. It was a cinematic experience. Later, he asked me to play a game with him. I also agreed and we started to play. He gently pushed a pawn forward, revealing the mysteries of its initial two-square move. I mirrored his move, and moved my pawn ahead. It was a simple beginning, but I could sense the 7 weight of potential that lay within those 64 squares. As the game unfolded, the pieces on the board became characters in a grand narrative, each with its own role to play in the unfolding drama. But, eventually, I lost but I gained a lot of knowledge about chess and was happy about that. As weeks turned into months, my fascination with chess deepened. I spent countless hours studying books filled with annotated games, learning from the masters of the past. I analyzed positions, deciphering the subtleties of pawn structures and the beauty of well8 executed combinations. Chess opened up a world of intellectual exploration, a vast landscape of possibilities waiting to be explored. Across the board, I faced opponents of various skill levels and temperaments. Some played aggressively, seeking immediate victory, while others adopted a more patient, positional approach. Each game was a unique story, a clash of personalities expressed through moves and counter-moves. My journey into the world of chess took me far beyond the confines of my home. I began to participate in local tournaments, 9 where I faced opponents from diverse backgrounds and age groups. The chessboard became a universal language that transcended barriers of language and culture. It was a testament to the power of the human mind, a domain where age, gender, and social status mattered nil compared to the quality of one's ideas and strategies. In those early years, I learned valuable life lessons through chess. I learned the importance of patience, of thinking before acting. I learned that setbacks and losses were not failures but opportunities for growth and improvement. The chessboard taught me resilience and the art of 10 adapting to changing circumstances. It taught me that success often required sacrifices, just as in life. As I look back on that momentous day when I first entered the world of 64 squares, I realize that chess has been more than a game to me. It has been a lifelong companion, a source of inspiration, and a vehicle for personal growth. It has introduced me to remarkable individuals, from fellow enthusiasts to grandmasters, each with their unique stories and perspectives. In the pages that follow, I will recount my journey through the 11 world of chess, from the local tournaments of my youth to the grand stages of international competition. I will share the triumphs and defeats, the moments of joy and frustration, and the profound insights that chess has bestowed upon me. It is a journey that spans decades, a journey that has shaped the person I am today. And as I continue to navigate the intricate terrain of those 64 squares, I remain grateful for the timeless lessons and boundless horizons that chess has offered me. 12 Chapter 2 – The Tournament In the world of chess, tournaments are a series of chess games played competitively to determine a winning individual. This is the story of "The Tournament." The year was 2017, a time when chess enthusiasts from every corner of the world converged on the vibrant city of Mumbai. I was very excited as I entered the tournament hall, a cavernous space filled with players and chessboards. 13 My heart pounded as I took my seat at the chessboard. Across from me sat my first-round opponent and the clock, sat between us and began its relentless countdown. It was a duel of minds, a clash of strategies, and the start of a journey filled with triumphs, disappointments, and revelations. The opening moves, familiar and practiced, flowed like a wellchoreographed dance. My fingers moved with purpose, advancing my pieces to key squares. The opening was critical, a canvas upon which the tapestry of the game would be woven. Each move was a brushstroke, each exchange a 14 shifting of hues, and with each passing moment, the position on the board took on a unique character. My opponent was no novice; he played with precision and cunning, probing for weaknesses in my defences. The tension in the room was palpable, a silent symphony of minds at work. Spectators hushed their conversations to watch our duel, as if aware that they were witnessing something momentous. The game evolved into a complex middlegame, where the dynamics shifted with every move. It was a time of calculation, of evaluating the consequences of each choice, and 15 of navigating the labyrinth of variations that lay ahead. The clock, that unrelenting arbiter of time, reminded me that every decision needed to be swift and precise. As the game progressed, I found myself faced with a critical decision. Should I initiate a pawn break to open up my opponent's position, or should I maintain the status quo, seeking to build up my position slowly but steadily? The clock ticked ominously in the background as I weighed the risks and benefits. In a bold move, I chose to open up the position, sacrificing a pawn to 16 gain dynamic possibilities. It was a calculated gamble, a decision that could lead to victory or spell doom. My opponent responded with a sharp counterattack, and the battle raged on. Hours passed like minutes as we navigated the complexities of the middlegame. The chessboard became a battlefield, where knights, bishops, and rooks clashed with unyielding resolve. The audience watched in hushed awe, their whispers reduced to mere echoes in the vast hall. The climax of the game approached as the endgame drew near. Material imbalances and pawn 17 structures took center stage. With my heart pounding and adrenaline surging, I maneuvered my remaining pieces with precision, seeking to exploit the weaknesses I had created earlier. It was a test of nerves, a challenge of calculation, and the final moves held the promise of victory. In a moment of exquisite tension, I executed a brilliant combination that led to the decisive advantage. My opponent's face betrayed a flicker of resignation as he realized the futility of resistance. With a profound sense of satisfaction, I delivered the checkmate that sealed my victory. 18 The applause that erupted in the tournament hall was a symphony of approval, a recognition of the battle we had just fought. But this was only the beginning. The tournament stretched before me like an epic saga, a series of trials and tribulations that would test my skills, resilience, and determination. As the days passed, I faced a succession of opponents, each with their unique style and challenges. Some games ended in victories that filled me with pride, while others concluded in bitter defeats that fuelled my determination to improve. I met fellow competitors 19 from diverse backgrounds, forged friendships, and shared the camaraderie that only chess players understand. One particular game stands out in my memory. It was against a young prodigy, a player half my age with a fiery passion for the game. The opening moves flowed with astonishing speed, and it soon became clear that I was facing a formidable opponent. The game reached a critical juncture where I had to rely on all my experience to outmanoeuvre my opponent. It was a gruelling battle of attrition, a true test of my ability to adapt and strategize under pressure. 20 In the end, I emerged victorious, but not without a newfound respect for the young talent across the board. It was a reminder that in chess, age is no barrier to excellence, and the game continually evolves as new generations of players bring their innovations to the board. As the tournament neared its conclusion, I found myself among the top contenders. The pressure was relentless, the games intense, and the stakes higher than ever. Every move was analyzed, every decision scrutinized, and every game held the promise of either glory or heartache. 21 In the final rounds, I faced off against formidable grandmasters, players whose names were synonymous with chess excellence. Each game was a masterclass in strategy, a display of deep opening preparation and flawless endgame technique. The outcomes were uncertain until the last move, and every victory was hard-fought and well-earned. In the end, I did not emerge as the overall champion of the tournament. That honour belonged to a grandmaster whose mastery of the game was awe-inspiring. But the result was inconsequential. What mattered was that "The Tournament" 22 had been a transformative experience, a crucible that had tested my limits, deepened my understanding of chess, and reaffirmed my love for the game. As I left the tournament hall, the echoes of intense games and whispered analysis faded into the background. What remained were the lessons learned, the memories created, and the knowledge that the journey through the world of chess was an ongoing adventure. "The Tournament" was a pivotal chapter in my life as a chess player, a reminder that the pursuit of excellence was a path with no end, 23 only new challenges and discoveries awaiting at every turn. 24 Chapter 3 - Steps towards the world Championship To participate in the World Championship, I played countless games, solved innumerable puzzles and practised 24/7. After "The Tournament," where I had faced some of the best players on the planet, I knew that my journey was not a piece of cake. I found a mentor whose wisdom and experience would prove invaluable on my journey. Grandmaster Raghav Anand, a stalwart of the chess world. His mentorship was not just about chess strategy and tactics, although those 25 played a significant role. It was about the mental fortitude required to withstand the rigors of high-level competition. He taught me to harness the power of visualization, to stay calm under pressure, and to maintain an unwavering belief in my abilities. Under his guidance, I fine-tuned my opening repertoire, delving into the depths of chess theory. We analyzed countless games, dissecting the moves and strategies of the opponents who had come before us. His insights were a treasure trove of knowledge, and I soaked them up like a sponge. 26 But perhaps the most valuable lesson he imparted was the art of resilience. He reminded me that setbacks were an integral part of a chess player's journey. He recounted tales of his own struggles, the losses that had taught him more than any victory ever could. It was a lesson in humility, a reminder that even the greatest players had faced defeats on their path to greatness. To reach the echelons of the chess elite, sacrifices were inevitable. The pursuit of chess excellence demanded unwavering dedication, often at the expense of other pursuits. It meant long hours of study, a 27 regimented lifestyle, and a relentless focus on the game. Social gatherings and leisure activities sometimes took a backseat to chess. It was a choice I made willingly, knowing that the pursuit of a World Championship required sacrifices that few could comprehend. Countless nights were spent poring over chess books and analyzing games. The chessboard became an extension of myself, a canvas on which I painted my dreams and aspirations. But the sacrifices were not without their rewards—the thrill of victory, the 28 satisfaction of seeing my skills evolve, and the knowledge that I was on the right path. In the chess world, the path to the World Chess Championship is determined through a gruelling series of qualifying events. The Asian Tournament is the crucible where the challengers to the reigning World Champion earn their right to compete for the title. Years of hard work culminated in my qualification for the Asian Tournament. It was a moment of triumph, a realization that I was one step away from the ultimate showdown—the World Chess 29 Championship match. The excitement was palpable, but it was tempered by the knowledge that the competition in the Asian Tournament would be the fiercest I had ever faced. As the tournament drew nearer, my preparation intensified. I analyzed the games of my potential opponents, seeking weaknesses and formulating strategies. Anand sir and I spent countless hours simulating tournament conditions, sharpening my mental acuity and improving my physical endurance. The Asian Tournament itself was a gruelling test of skill and nerve. 30 The world's top players converged in a fierce battle of wits. Each game was a high-stakes affair, with the victory moving one step closer to the coveted World Championship match. The games were filled with tension, bluffs, and calculated risks. I faced moments of brilliance and moments of despair. The competition was relentless, and my every move was scrutinized by experts and fans alike. But I held my ground, fighting fiercely in every game, and when the dust settled, I emerged as one of the contenders for the World Championship. 31 Chapter 4 - World Championship! My heart thumps in my ears. My fingernails mock me; over the next few hours, they could be ravaged. A World Championship match can transform its protagonists. You are never the same after it. Amma manages a benign smile as we wait, wordless and anxious, to leave for the game. It’s the worst time for small talk. I search my mind for a tune to hum, but the nervous energy gushing through me dismisses the idle thought. 32 I feel Amma’s hand on mine. It’s what the subarctic tundra must feel like. Time to go, she gestures. As the car zips out of the driveway, it hits me like shrapnel: This is the point of no return. Seated to my right, Amma watches me, sees my hands tremble and holds them in a tight clasp. ‘I need to speak to Raj sir,’ I hear myself say. ‘I can’t recall a thing.’ Rajesh Sengupta, Raj sir, is one of my four trainers for the match. At 21, he’s the youngest yet strongest member in the team. Amma grapples with the two chunky mobile phones she’s holding, picks one up and dials at a feverish pace. We wait in silence for 33 a voice to come to life at the other end. The phone rings itself out. We look at each other. She tries a second time. Still no answer. ‘Try the others,’ I offer, surprised that I still have some dregs of pragmatism left in me. The three pale-blue-and-silver inclined cones of the Burj Al Arab, the match venue, now tower ahead of us. Amma asks the driver to park a few metres away, thumbs through the contact list on the phone and dials the numbers of the three remaining members of my team – Sarvesh Satyagraha, Rudra Nair and Md. Nasiruddin Shaik. No one answers. All we hear is the dull 34 ringing and our hearts pounding. I chide myself for scouring for omens, and yet I can’t help but think they weirdly have a way of proving their efficacy. Oblivious to the doom and gloom behind him, the driver turns on the ignition and pulls up at the venue with a gentle screech. Amma climbs out. I stay put, undecided. She throws a mild reprimand my way, ‘Onnum pannamudiyathu, ma… Poi velaiyadu’. ‘There’s nothing that can be done now…Go, play’. We reach the revolving door of the theatre. It’s locked. We manage a pale smile at each other and wonder why the gods are against us. 35 Someone tries to force open the iron door nearby, but it won’t budge. ‘Use the other entrance,’ Amma mouths as the security staff spring to their feet. I decide to look down at my feet. Eye contact is best avoided minutes before a game. I don’t want a stranger, an acquaintance or a fan running up to me with offerings of bravado or luck. As my steps quicken to reach the entrance, Amma looks hazy in the distance. My opponent, Asif Ali, assumes form ahead of me. The arbiter wears a polite smile as we take our seats. I adjust my knights to face the enemy forces. It’s a quirk I carry. 36 Ali is hunched over the board, his elbows resting on the table. We’ve known each other since our school times, but for this match we’re nothing other than exacting rivals. Only one of us will go home a World Champion. The match began, I was black and Ali played the first move 1. d4 {he moved his queen pawn}. All Is Well, I tell myself, as I consume the icy-cold rose milk. I mirror his move and nudge my Black queen’s pawn by two squares. The match continued on and an intense battle between me and Ali occurred over the board. I was very anxious and alarmed. 37 At move 128th, I promoted my pawn into a queen {In chess, promotion is the replacement of a pawn with a new piece when the pawn is moved to its last rank} and now, Ali’s king was under check and he was going to lose his queen. I had calculated the variation of 14 moves already in my mind. It was exhausting. After thinking for around 13 minutes, even Ali had realized that he has lost! I had still not taken a sigh of relief because I remembered a saying Amma used to say ‘The game is not over until the last ball is bowled’. Ali showed sportsmanship and hence resigned the match. {In chess resignation means accepting 38 defeat}. I took a deep sigh of relief. I was possessing euphoric. The first thing I wanted to do was to run towards Amma hug her and inform her ‘I won!’. I controlled my emotions, I arranged the board back and shook hands with Ali. Then, I ran towards Amma, hugged her and said, “Amma, naan jaichuten” {Amma, I won}. She was thrilled and delighted to hear me say this line. She hugged back and said, “Superb! Champ”. And this is how I became the U15 World Champion. I can still remember the feeling of joy I was possessing after hearing Ali resign. It can’t be described in words! 39 Chapter 5 – The life after World Championship I sank into the fluffy bed of the hotel room in Dubai, with the feeling of a World Champion. Typically, tension keeps me awake, but tonight I’d given up even the pretence of sleep. It was 30 January 2022, and a few hours since I’d been titled the ‘World Champion’. I was still stuffed from the Curd rice; a South Indian dish made with precooked rice, Curd (Indian Yogurt) herbs and tempering spices. The organizers of the World Championship tournament, Arjun and Keshav 40 Srivastav, had treated my team and me to a celebratory meal at a fine Dubai restaurant housed in a stately mansion. I’d cut into a chocolate cake that read ‘Felicidades’, congratulations, in white frosting as the Indian National Song played outside. At 13, it was my first World Championship win. The prize distribution ceremony occurred where I was standing in between the 2nd and 3rd winners. I was awarded with a medal {made from 24K gold} and a 5 feet trophy. I felt proud of myself when the Indian Nation Anthem was playing for me. 41 When I returned to India, at the airport, I was astonished to see the crowd gathered. They had thronged the airport. The crowd was filled with chess lovers and enthusiasts, and had gathered at the airport to greet me. In the crowd was a young, unknown boy; he penetrated through the crowd and finally reached at the front. He called me by saying “Bhaiya, Bhaiya”. Due to the din created by the crowd, I couldn’t hear the boy properly. I queried him “What happened?”. He replied “Can you please sign on my chessboard”, and showed me the back of his board and provided me a permanent marker to sign. His voice was euphonious. I accepted his request 42 and signed on the back of his chessboard. He had a startling smile at his face after having a glimpse of me. It was my first time at handling such a huge crowd so the security guards assisted me in making a way towards my car. I am very grateful to the guards who assisted me that day! I sat onto the car and left the airport. The journey from the airport to my house is of 100 km {approx.} and at the speed of 40 kmph it takes around 2.5 hours to reach my house. My ola driver was having a rating of 4.8 stars and astoundingly he was also a chess enthusiast. My profile name in Ola was 43 ‘Chesschampion’, therefore he couldn’t predict who the passenger was. The moment he caught sight of me, his jaw dropped down. He was staggered. The first few minutes of our journey in the car went too busy, we were adjusting ourselves and were getting ready for an inordinately long and exhausting journey. I was undoubtedly missing ‘Home Sweet Home’ and was waiting to see my home with bated breath. After few minutes, we got settled and were now somewhat comfortable in the car. The sun was effulgent, which caused the temperature to be blazing. To escape from the blazing heat, Amma ordered the driver to 44 close the windows and turn on the AC {Air conditioner}. Eventhough the sun was effulgent, due to the speed of the car, I was able to feel the cool, windy breeze. I am claustrophobic; I don’t feel comfortable when its all closed. This started a wrangle between me and Amma. I wanted the windows to be open whereas Amma wanted them to be closed. I started off by pleading but then, eventually, ended off yelling. Then, we had a voting session where unfortunately everyone voted for closed windows and eventually I lost the wrangle. The driver closed the windows and turned on the AC. I started to feel uneasy, and hence 45 Amma advised me to sleep. I disagreed and started playing on my phone so that my attention is diverted from uneasiness to winning the game. And fortunately, this plan worked exceptionally well. My attention got diverted from uneasiness to winning the game and I wasn’t feeling nausea. We had reached half way and worse luck my phone’s charging had been consumed and my phone switched off. I went on anxiety mode as my attention returned back from winning the game onto uneasiness. I started to feel nausea. Amma again asked me to sleep, this time I listened to her and slept. 46 When my eyes opened up, I had reached my home sweet home. I deboarded the car, snatched away the keys of our house from Amma and dashed into my home. Amma payed the ola driver and came in. Everyone was hyperactive as even they had slept in the car. We dumped our luggage and changed our clothes. Amma turned off aeroplane mode in her phone and was stunned to see around 150 missed calls and more than 1000 WhatsApp messages. When she opened WhatsApp, the messages caused the phone to hang. She talked to everyone who had called her earlier and replied to every message. Meanwhile, I was replying 47 to the congratulations message my friends sent me. At night, we celebrated in a restaurant nearby our house. All of my family members had gathered there. The celebration was too grand and magnificent. When we went back home, I directly jumped onto my bed and slept as I was extremely exhausted and the next day, I had to go to school. I knew, in school, there would be no celebration because we hadn’t informed the school about my accomplishment. The next day, As I expected, no one knew about my accomplishment and hence the day went on to be normal. 48 Chapter 6 - The Legacy Becoming World Chess Champion was not just a personal achievement; it was a responsibility. It meant carrying the torch of chess excellence, inspiring future generations of players, and contributing to the ongoing legacy of the game. My reign as World Champion was marked by intense competition, as challengers from around the world vied for the title. Each match was a test of skill, preparation, and nerves, and I defended my title with determination. The path to the World Chess Championship had been a 49 challenging one, filled with sacrifices, triumphs, and setbacks. It had taught me the value of dedication, the importance of resilience, and the depth of human potential. It had shown me that the pursuit of excellence was a journey with no final destination, only new horizons to explore. And so, as I look back on my journey from a chess enthusiast to a World Chess Champion, I am filled with gratitude for the game that has shaped my life. Chess is more than just a game; it is a reflection of the human spirit, a testament to the power of the mind, and a source of endless fascination. 50 The quest for the World Championship had been a defining chapter in my life, but it was not the end of my journey through the world of 64 squares. It was a reminder that in chess, as in life, the pursuit of excellence is a journey that continues, an odyssey of discovery and growth that knows no bounds! 51