The C a 11 to Discernment in Troubled Times New Perspectives on the Transformative Wisdom of Ignatius of Loyola DEAN BRACKLEY A Crossroad Book The Crossroad Publishing Company New York 23 + Learning to Love Like God And the one who was seated on the throne said, "See, I am making all things new. (Rev. 21 :5) 11 The Contemplation for Attaining (or Arousing) Love of God [230-3 7] is "the conclusion and apt climax" of the Spiritual Exercises. 1 Like the Foundation and Two Standards on which it builds, this Contemplation inculcates a new vision and way of life. Its purpose is to help us sense God everywhere in all our activities, and to "love and serve in every­ thing" [233] in response; or, according to three well-known lgnatian catchphrases, to find Cod in all things as contemplatives in action in close familiarity with Cod. The Contemplation functions in the Exercises as a kind of Pente­ cost - not a contemplation of the event recounted in the Acts of the Apostles, but an invitation to experience something like it,2 that is, to experience God's self-gift (as Holy Spirit) and to see the world with new eyes. The Contemplation invites us to experience how "God is love" and labors in the world for abundant life. THE CONTEMPLATION FOR ATTAINING LOVE Cod is love. (1 John 4:8) Before presenting the Contempla\ion, Ignatius reminds us of two truths about love. First , "love ought to be expressed in deeds more than in words" ([230]; see John 14:21; 1 John 3:18). Second, "love consists in a mutual sharing of goods; that is, the lover gives and shares with the beloved what he or she has, or out of what he or she has or can do, and vice versa, so that if one has knowledge one gives to the other who does not have it. The same with honors and with riches, and the other reciprocates in the same way" [231 ]. 212 ,, 213 Learning to Love Like Cod Commentary. If love is shown in deeds, then contemplating God's love means contemplating God's deeds, especially how God bestows gifts on us. God's love should stir up active love in us. Love consists of mutual sharing. God shares "knowledge" of real­ ity in this Contemplation. It is surprising to read that lovers share "riches" and "honors" - the two key temptations in the Two Standards [142]! The emphasis is obviously on sharing. We can understand shar­ ing riches - but what about ·honors? Love "honors" others; it accords them respect, perhaps our deepest human need. A friend once recom­ mended imagining all people wearing signs around their necks reading "Take me seriously!" Love recognizes, above all, the dignity of those the world despises. Love listens to their stories - which is often all they have. The main body of the Contemplation is preceded by two brief introductory steps, the composition and the grace sought. The "composition." After first asking God to direct everything to the ultimate goal of life, we next imagine a scene to keep our attention focused [232]. Ignatius suggests imagining ourselves before God and the saints in glory. The grace sought. Next (as in every exercise), we ask for what we want. Ignatius suggests that we request "interior knowledge of so much good received, in order that, entirely conscious of that, I may love and serve God in everything" [233]. Commentary on the "grace" requested. The purpose of the Contem­ plation is to arouse love in us; to become so aware of God's love that we are moved to respond by loving in the same way. 3 We ask to love and serve "in everything" (en todo)- that is, not just in response to forgiveness (the First Week) or to love Christ in order to follow him more closely "(Second, Third, and Fourth Weeks), but to love and serve God in everything, in everyone, and in every aspect of daily life. The body of the Contemplation consists of four points, which are four perspectives fro_m which to consider God's love. • The first point is to recall the blessings we have received in our life.time, the blessings "of creation, redemption, and personal gifts," reflecting that all this comes from God's hand and demonstrates how much more "the Lord desires to give himself" to us. We then reflect on ! ! I 214 Resurrection how it is only reasonabl� to offer God in return everything we have, and ourselves with it, just as God has done. With as much feeling as possible, we then make the following offering: Take, Lord, and receive all my liberty, my memory, my understanding, and my whole will, all that I have and possess. You gave it to me; to you, Lord, I return it. It is all yours; use it as you please. Give me your love and your grace; this is enough for me. [231] Commentary on the first point. In twelve-step programs like Alco­ holics Anonymous, participants take inventory of their past. They try to come to terms with both the damage they have done and their happy debt of gratitude to those who stood by them despite everything (com­ pare [60] in the Exercises). The first point of the Contemplation is an exercise in reappropriating the past. Our new situation helps us see God's hand where we never did before. God has always been there, guiding and helping us, when we were largely uhaware of it. Few things humanize like gratitude, which is rarely inappropriate and difficult to overdo. Growing up in an affluent society, we frequently take for granted what most people through history could not and can­ not: good nutrition, decent health, a measure of economic security, and life itself. From taking these things for granted it is a short step to supposing life owes us that and more. Then, instead of giving thanks for the most basic things, we let any snafu ruin our day. We have re- __ ceived everything as a gift. Poor people - grateful to be alive, to eat, / to enjoy family and the beauty of nature - are our professors in the _J school of gratitude. In the first point, we recall the blessings of "creation, redemption, and personal gifts" (which may refer to gifts from Father-Creator, Son, and Spirit, respectively). The principal gift is God's Self. God's self­ communication is the ultimate meaning of God's dealings with the universe. Each in a different way, the three Persons of the Trinity invade history and our personal lives, dwelling in us and making us dwell in Learning to Love Like Cod 215 God - as the Eucharist and Pentecost illustrate. The remaining three points of the Contemplation develop this idea of God's self-gift. Whereas the "indifference" of the Foundation [23] is a freedom from, the prayer "Take and receive" specifies that this freedom is for giving ourselves and our lives to God. This is not about renouncing memory, intellect , will, and freedom, however, but enlisting these, with all our creativity, in service. "Give me your love and your grace" seems to mean: "Give me love for you and grace to love you."4 • The second point (which might constitute the subject of a different exercise altogether) is: to observe how God dwells in creatures: in the elements giving being, in the plants vegetating, in the animals feeling, in humans giving understanding; and so in me giving me being, life, and feeling and making me to understand; and similarly making me a temple, having created me in the divine image and likeness. [235] We reflect on these matters, seeking what we want, and closing (as we are able) with the prayer "Take and Receive." Commentary on the second point. Here, too, the idea is to sense how God is present in everything and everyone, making each be what it is. God gives everything its being out of love, moment by moment (J. Tetlow), and dwells in each gift. God blows in the breeze and flows in the streams; God leaps in the frogs and flies in the birds; God thinks, loves, and communicates in human beings. As the Mayan Indians say, God is Corazon de la montafia, Corazon def cielo - "Heart of the Mountain" and "Heart of the Sky." • The third point is to "consider how God works and labors for me in all created things on the face of the earth." Ignatius says God "behaves as a laborer does," working in minerals, plants, animals, ac­ cording to the nature of each [236]. We then reflect and close with the usual prayer. Commentary on the third point. God labors in everything to bring all creation to fruition. Jesus perceived his Father working to give life (John 5:17), making the sun shine and sending the rain to fall on good and bad alike (Matt. 5:45). This suggests God's solidarity with workers l ! ! 216 Resurrection who continue the divine work of creation. It also invites us to reflect on our proper place and role in the world in relation to other creatures. • The fourth point is "to observe how all good things and gifts de­ scend from above, for example my limited powers from the divine and infinite power on high, and likewise justice, goodness, mercy, compas­ sion, etc., just as rays descend from the sun and waters from the spring, and so on" [237]. Once again, we reflect and converse with God as seems fitting. Commentary on the fourth point. All goodness participates in God's goodness and reveals God as its source, especially moral good­ ness: "justice, goodness, compassion, mercy" [237]. According to the apostle James, "Every generous act of giving, with every perfect gift, is from above, coming down from the Father of lights" (James 1 :17). In this point, the motive for loving God is not the gifts or what God does, but who God is. +++ These four points, which are really four exercises, aim to foster a deep appreciation of God's gifts and of God as the principal gift in all gifts. According to the Foundation [23 ], creatures can divert us from our final goal; according to the Contemplation, all creatures are sacraments by which God tomes to us. The Foundation bids us use all creatures to serve God; the Contemplation presents God laboring in all creatures--to serve us.5 Created reality- things, people, events- is not a screen .. that God hides behind to then peek out at us. God is present in all creatures and events and comes to us in and through them. "The world is charged with the grandeur of God," wrote the poet Gerard Manley Hopkins. The Contemplation invites us "to seek God our Lord in alll 1 things, ... loving him in all creatures and all creatures in him." 6 Created reality has in itself an inexhaustible depth and richness at the hearf.J of which we find Cod. The Contemplation fosters seeing (and feeling and hearing, etc.) this richness and growing more aware of God loving us in and through everything that exists and everything that happens (sometimes despite things that happen). This awareness awakens the response of grateful love and service to the world. Learning to Love Like God 217 More specifically: in all things and daily events, God offers us the Kingdom, a new creation. Present and laboring in all things and events, God makes forgiveness, love, community, justice, and peace possible. When we accept the offer, by loving and serving in response [233], the Reign of God happens here and now. In this way God makes all things new (cf. Rev. 21 :5). THE CONTEMPLATION AND THE PASCHAL MYSTERY God has made known to us the mystery of his will, ... to gather up all things in Christ. (Eph. 1:9-10) The place of Christ in the Contemplation has been the subject of de­ bate since soon after Ignatius's death. At first glance, there appears to be no mention of Christ. 7 Is he absent from the Contemplation? No. In fact , the cryptic references to Christ provide us with clues to developing the Contemplation's social implications. What are these references? The first point includes the "blessings of redemption," which are summed up in Christ himself.8 He is also the most complete example of Goo's presence in the world, which is the subject of the second point. According to the traditional (scholastic) schema implicit in point two, Christ is the key to understanding how God dwells in all creatures. However, biblical thinking and good Christian theology seek God's presence not simply in persons and things but also in historical events and processes. God acts and saves in history. Therefore, the third point of the Contemplation speaks of "how. God works and labors for me," how God "behaves as a laborer" [236]. This recalls the Third Week, when the retreatant "frequently call[s] to mind the labors, the fatigue, and suffering which Christ endured" [206]. 9 According to John's Gos­ pel, Jesus and his Father labor to bring life to the world: "My Father is still working, and I also am working" (John 5:1 7), and God's saving presence is most clearly revealed in the labor of Jesus' passion and death and in his resurrection -I l (cf. John 17:1 ). I .! t 220 Resurrection The third point therefore gives the distinctly Christian clue to finding God "in all things." (The other three points, though also Christian, are compatible with non-Christian cosmologies. 11) God's saving presence in history is disclosed above all in Jesus' cross and resurrection and in the crosses and resurrections - the ongoing paschal . mystery - of suffering and struggling humanity. God's glory shines forth from the worn faces of those who labor, like God, to bring creation to fruition, often under unjust conditions. Divine glory shines in the victims of his­ tory, the poor and meek ('anawim) who refuse to adopt the methods of their assailants. And it shines, above all, in those who suffer and even die for what is right. In these ambassadors (Matt. 25) who com­ plete what is lacking in Christ's sufferings (Col. 1 :24) God draws near in mercy. We cover retreat house walls with landscapes, tropical flowers, and koala bears, whose beauty surely points to their Creator. What about giving equal space to crucified-and-rising people and images like Fritz Eichenberg's print "The Christ of the Breadline," which portrays Christ's presence among our urban outcasts? Every butterfly and blade of grass reveals the God of Jesus, but onl;\ if we can recognize God in broken human beings as well. We can avoid the God of Jesus in sunsets and flowers, if we try, but not in the poor who place us unavoidably before that God. If we cannot recognize God's face there, it is doubtful that any butterfly on earth will reveal the God of Jesus to us. When we can find God in our jails and AIDS hospices, we can find God coming to meet us everywhere else. We all suspect that the world is a crueler place than we dare to admit. Since the poor confront us with this evil, it is tempting to avoid th.em. But if we let their stories break our hearts, they can open our eyes to marvels we scarcely dared imagine. They reveal the revolution of love that God is bringing about in the world. There is a lot of dying going on, but a lot of rising as well. That is the deepest meaning of history and of our lives. But we perceive the daily resurrections only if we open our eyes to the crucifixions. To share the hope of the poor, we must let their suffering move us. and place us before the Holy Mystery laboring among us. J .. 221 Learning to Love Like Cod CONCLUSION: A WORLD CHARGED WITH GOD As we have seen, Ignatius calls the Spirit by other names, especially in early and published writings. Some detect veiled references in this Contemplation. Its title, the first preliminary note [230], and the first point (including the prayer "Take and Receive") speak of love, gifts (in­ cluding self-gift), and sharing (communio), applying these expressions to God. These same words - Love, Gift 1 Communio - have been used to identify the Holy Spirit since the time of Augustine. 12 The second point of the Contemplation recalls that God makes of us a temple, a clear reference to the Holy Spirit. Once we recognize the Contemplation for Attaining Love as a Pen­ tecost exercise, the overarching trinitarian structure of the lgnatian Exercises becomes clear, as Jose Marfa Lera says: "The Father, in the loving divine design, traces the plan of creation (Principle and Foun­ dation [23]). The Son realizes that plan and invites human beings to follow him (the central and most important section of the Exercises)." Finally, the Spirit realizes God's plan in and through us, making us "daughters and sons in the Son, ... 'loving [God] in all things and all things in [God] ... '" (Contemplation for Attaining Love). 13 The Foun­ dation reveals the Creator's plan; the subsequent Weeks reveal Christ; the Contemplation reveals the Spirit. The Contemplation rounds out the Foundation. Whereas the latter states that we are created "to praise, reverence, and serve God" [23], the former specifies that this means to "to love and serve in every­ thing" [233]. Whereas, according to the Foundation, we should use creatures only to the extent that they aid our salvation, the vision of the Contemplation is richer: We are to "love and serve in everything" out of gratitude, that is, love all creatures in God and love God who is working in all of them (cf. Const 288). However, if the Contemplation is primarily about the Spirit, it is also eminently trinitarian. It invites us to perceive reality with new eyes, which is the work of the Spirit who guides into all truth (cf. John 16: 13). What our new eyes see, however, is the Creator giving _us all good things through the Son. Above all, it is through the Son that the ! ! ! ! 222 Resurrection Father communicates the Spirit (God's self-gift) to us. We respond to God's gift by "loving and serving in everything" [2331' filled with the Spirit who remakes us in the image of Christ. Like the Contemplation, these trinitarian formulae express the way a self-giving God invades realit y- especially ourselves - and labors to transform it. God presses upon us, permanently, inviting us to respond by habitually seeking out and acting on God's purpose. Prayer and con­ templation are obviously integral to this vision of life, and doing without them would be an evasion of realit y. On the other hand, we do not withdraw from the world of action in order to pray, since it is precisely in the world that God is to be found. We now turn to the subject of prayer itself.