BY THAT TIME Part Two of “When Life Begins” The Story of an Infidel Girl Author Abu Yahya Translation Abu Masroor Inzaar Publications A not-for-profit Organisation www.inzaar.org www.inzaar.pk Book Title: By That Time Published by: Inzaar Publications, 2021 www.inzaar.org Copyright © 2021 Inzaar Publications Abu Yahya asserts his moral right to be identified as the author of the original work. English language translation © 2021 Inzaar Publications Abu Masroor asserts his moral right to be identified as the author of this English translation. First published by Inzaar Publications, Pakistan. ISBN: 978-969-9807-21-3 All rights reserved. This book is sold subject to the condition that it shall not, by way of trade, be resold, lent, hired out or otherwise circulated without the express prior written consent of the Publisher. To Order: Please contact Inzaar Publications at: Email: abuyahya267@gmail.com Phone number: (+92) 3323051201 Website: www.Inzaar.org For details of other booksellers, please visit our website. Dedicated to the Steadfast Messengers Of God Especially the Matchless personality of The last Prophet and Messenger of God PBUH I have travelled round the globe Fell in traps of beauties galore I have seen a lot of pretty ones But you, so different, something else. Page Intentionally Left Blank. Please remove writing on This page before Printing. As for those who strive in Our way, We will certainly take them onto Our paths. And indeed God is with those who are good in deeds. (Al-Ankaboot, 29:69) Page Intentionally Left Blank. Please remove writing on This page before Printing. Contents Translator’s Preface 1 Second Onslaught – Preface 3 Chapter 1 - Infidel’s Prayer 6 Chapter 2 - Disgrace of Nudity 31 Chapter 3 - Death of Freud 45 Chapter 4 - By That Time 66 Chapter 5 - First Doomsday 78 Chapter 6 - Tall Men and Tempest 96 Chapter 7 - First Murder 118 Chapter 8 - Stone Carvers and Stone Hearted 129 Chapter 9 - Dust and Ashes 145 Chapter 10 – Three Injustices 157 Chapter 11 - Price of Truth 172 Chapter 12 - Last Miracle 197 Chapter 13 - Who’d Be Like You? 220 Last Words – Epilogue 248 Page Intentionally Left Blank. Please remove writing on This page before Printing. Translator’s Preface In the name of God, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful All praise belongs to God, Lord of all the worlds. It is a definite manifestation of his infinite mercy and beneficence that he bestowed upon this weak and humble servant the honour of translating this book to spread his message. “By That Time” is in your hands. Thank you for choosing it. It will hopefully impact and change your life in so many ways, God willing. Abu Yahya is a magician with words. His pen creates poetry in prose form. The expressions and words are so marvellously bejewelled in his writings that they stir the soul, move the spirit and lead one to a state of ecstasy one wishes not to come out of. However, to translate such prose into English, and that too by a mere mortal like me, is a daunting task that makes me tremble. I hope I have done justice to the outstanding text of his original work. If I have failed in doing so, the fault is entirely mine, and I accept it. I was also associated with the English translation of Abu Yahya’s first book, “Jub Zindagi Shuru Ho Gee”. It was a challenging task for many reasons. However, results justified the effort. The English translation, “When Life Begins”, was very well received. Adopted as a textbook in Islamic schools in many English-speaking countries, it is now being translated into Arabic. I hope this translation of Abu Yahya’s seminal and significant work and sequel to “When Life Begins” will also reach the same level of acceptability, if it is God’s will. Translation is not a forum to impress readers with penmanship or vocabulary. It is to convey the author’s message as exactly as possible. The key to effectively conveying that message is to know who the message is for. Abu Yahya’s Foreword indicates it is primarily for the young, and as such, the language used should be acceptable and attractive to them. Keeping that in mind, I have tried to use simple and easy-to-understand language, having a natural flow so that the readers can receive the message and enjoy reading it without using dictionary. I hope simplification of the language and 1 eliminating unnecessary expressions and superfluous words have led to better flow and readability of the original message. Translation of “By that Time” was challenging for two reasons: 1. To come up with an acceptable English adaptation of an Urdu script, one must forget about literal, word for word translation, and try to capture the gist and spirit of the original work. I am using the word ‘adaptation’ cautiously and after due deliberation, as it is the only way to translate an acceptable work without losing the message. In addition, several words and expressions of Arabic and Urdu cannot be accurately translated into a single English word. To overcome that, I have translated them with a combination of English words that, when combined, better represent the spirit of the originally used word. 2. Exact translation of text becomes all the more critical when it involves chapters, verses and references from the Holy Quran. To keep English translation close to the Urdu text, I have used four contemporary English translations of the Glorious Quran, i.e., Ahmed Ali, Mufti Taqi Usmani, Mustafa Khattab and MAS Abdul Haleem. As a precaution, I have not used any words of my own to keep English translation of the Quranic text authentic and accurate. I am grateful to Abu Yahya for placing his confidence in my meagre and flawed abilities and choosing me for the translation of this book. In closing, I pray that our Lord and Master, God Almighty, bestows upon us the wisdom to prepare for the Day of Judgement when we will be asked, “Where were you when my religion called for your support in the decisive battle for its survival?” We should certainly think long and hard about how would we answer that question? Abu Masroor abumasroor01@gmail.com October 23, 2021 17 Rabi’ I, 1443 AH 2 Preface Second Onslaught In the name of God, the Beneficent, the Merciful. Humanity, having passed through various phases, has now entered the Information Age. Stewardship of humans during this phase is in the hands of the West. Thus, languages, cultures, knowledge, philosophy, values, and concepts of life and the universe of the West dominate the world today. This dominance is a consequence of their second onslaught. The first onslaught took place with the start of the Industrial Age. However, at that time, it was political by nature. Socio-cultural effects of that domination were restricted to the elite of the subjugated nations. Now that the world has emerged as a truly global village, thanks to extraordinary advancements in information technology, Western thoughts and civilisation are penetrating deeper into all segments of society using Satellites, the Internet and SocialMedia. Our cultural frameworks, moral values and economies are in the line of fire of this second onslaught of the West. There is no doubt that our moral values and cultural structure became the initial targets of this assault. However, the ultimate targets will be our religion and beliefs. The fundamental truth that the Universe has a creator who directly runs its affairs, he sends his prophets to convey his will to the people, and one day he will generously reward those loyal to him and will hold those who deny him accountable, are concepts that seem unbelievable to people due to the influence of secular, agnostic and atheistic ideas on their minds. For them, these beliefs are either a cultural phenomenon or personal views of the religious-minded. The beliefs about religion mentioned above are common in the modern world. Still, they had not become apparent in our society due to the strong religious grounding of the last two generations. The youth have started questioning and raising doubts about traditionally held beliefs. If not 3 effectively answered, this state of doubt and rejection, hitherto confined to a minority, will spread rapidly and become an issue affecting most youngsters. Majority of the educated people in the next generation will consider God and the Hereafter a cultural phenomenon rather than a living reality. As a student of social sciences, in addition to religion, I understand social dynamics. I fully comprehend the changes taking place in our society and also the ones to follow. Now is the time to respond. Efforts made later will not work. It is the right moment to save our younger generation. Based on these observations, I had published a novel titled “When Life Begins” (“Jab Zindagi Shuru Ho Gee”, the original title in Urdu) a few years ago. Almighty God bestowed immense popularity on it, such as is accorded to few works. I intended to present the Day of Judgement as a living reality in “When Life Begins”. There is no need to provide detailed arguments in a novel, nor is it possible. Nonetheless, it was an inherent weakness due to the genre of that work. To remove that lacuna, I am presenting this sequel, or part two of “When Life Begins” titled “By That Time” (Qasam Us Waqt Kee – original title in Urdu). Praise the Lord; the finality of the Day of Judgement has been proved in this book so conclusively that it leaves no room for denial. Indeed, it is a miraculous task, impossible to accomplish for any human being. Praise the Lord; he has himself accomplished this task in his Last Book, the Holy Quran. This novel endeavours to present the same miracle of the Holy Quran as the ultimate truth to the readers. As a humble servant of the Lord, I believe that this very miracle of the Quran proves that ultimate truth in its entirety and is the last word on the subject for every human being till the end of time. Scholars have appreciated and described this miracle in books, yet most Muslims are unaware of its importance. However, every one of them has the responsibility to assimilate this miracle and help others understand it. By presenting it in a story, God willing, this novel will help and augment that task. In this novel, in addition to offering the original reasoning presented by Quran, I have also responded to objections on Islam originating from various other perspectives. People have asked me to address those questions and objections over the years. I know that every answer to those questions will lead to a further objection. However, it is impossible to find flaws in the arguments presented by the Quran since they are miraculous by nature, as explained in chapter four of this book and onwards. Therefore, I intend to discuss those arguments in this novel primarily. All other material has been 4 presented only to support the central theme. Those reasons can be found in numerous places in the Holy Quran. However, I have chosen a short yet comprehensive chapter of the Quran titled ‘Al-Asr’ (chapter 103) as the foundation of this novel. The novel’s title, “By That Time”, is derived from the chapter’s first verse, “Wal Asr”. In today’s Information Age, instead of agnostic and atheistic concepts of rejection of God and the Hereafter, cultural traditions, societal values and media are being used to influence our younger generation. I have also adopted a similar approach to answer those objections. Rather than an academic discourse, I have addressed our young through this exciting story based on emotions and feelings since our youth are generally wary of religion. The challenge of dealing with this second onslaught of the forces of atheism is of such magnitude that, at the very least, a devoted media group should be dedicated to thwarting it. Unfortunately, I do not have the resources for such an undertaking. My only weapons are a feeble pen and flawed penmanship. Nevertheless, in the name of truth and by using the literary genre of a novel, my Davidic pen has taken a stand against the Goliathan forces of atheism. I have gathered the courage to wage this disproportionate war alone with the conviction that it is, in fact, God’s war. Whether others are with me in this effort or not, Almighty Lord of the Universe is with me. If divine help is there, support from anybody else is not required. However, it is imperative that for once, all servants of the Lord, male and female alike, rise above their prejudices, sectarian biases and other partisan loyalties and ask themselves the question; how will I respond when Almighty God asks me on the Day of Judgement, “Where were you when my religion called for your support in the decisive battle for its survival?” If one does not have a stone for a heart, one should certainly think long and hard about how would people reply to this question. How will we answer this question? Abu Yahya abuyahya267@gmail.com 26th October 2012 5 Chapter 1 Infidel’s Prayer I don’t know what grandpa sees in that idiot! Does he want my life to be also ruined just like mama’s?” Seething with anger and exasperation, those were Naima’s words when she saw Fariah. It was an unexpected welcome. As Fariah entered Naima’s room, she found her sitting on the bed near the window and staring at the sky, lost in thoughts. She had not even noticed her arrival and stayed as she was, oblivious to her presence. Fariah stood there for a while, observing Naima. One look at her face and she knew Naima was going through a mental turmoil. Her expressions confirmed that her silence was only a lull before the storm. Fariah had already figured something was wrong even before she had departed for Naima’s home. As soon as she returned from college, Naima had phoned, asking her to come over right away. Initially, Fariah thought Naima’s grandpa, Mr Ismail Hasan, was unwell as he was taken to the hospital a few days ago and Naima was absent from the college due to his sickness. However, Naima told her that he was fine but insisted on her coming over right away. As such, Fariah came immediately after lunch. She became all the more worried about Naima’s condition as she had neither heard the door opening nor her footsteps. Fariah was distressed to see her dear friend in such dire condition. They had been best friends since childhood. Both had lived in the same neighbourhood and had studied at the same school and college. She knew Naima in and out and understood her behaviour and views well. She was aware that Naima had lived a deprived life. However, she had always faced adversities courageously. She had provided exemplary support to her mother during her grandpa’s recent sickness. Her grandpa being the only man in the house, there was no male member to help through his sickness. However, Naima boldly dealt with the situation and looked after him quite well. Therefore, 6 when Fariah saw her strong-willed friend distressed, it was natural for her to be concerned. When Naima did not acknowledge Fariah’s presence even after some time, Fariah lovingly stroked her head to announce her arrival: “In whose thoughts is our philosopher beauty lost?” Fariah wanted to start the conversation on a pleasant note to lighten Naima’s mood but received a short, scathing, totally out of context reply. Who was the idiot her grandpa had found, and what did it have to do with Naima’s life? Fariah was perplexed. She sat next to her and, patting her gently on the back, enquired: “What’s the problem? Tell me what is it about so it makes sense to me.” “I hope you know that a monster has sneaked into our home?” Naima said with a frown. Fariah could still not get what was she talking about? So she asked: “Stop going around in circles! What are you talking about?” Naima replied exasperatingly. “I am talking about the same monster who tormented us perpetually during Grandpa’s illness last week.” “Are you talking about Abdullah?” Fariah finally guessed who Naima was referring to sarcastically. Naima nodded and continued in the same contemptuous tone: “Yes, I am referring to that fool. He stayed with Grandpa every night in the hospital even though there was no need to. Just because he looked after grandpa for a few days, grandpa has decided to hand me over to him as if I am a domestic animal; and he has even convinced mama.” Naima’s tone was laced with fury, hate and contempt. “Ah… so that’s what it is about!” Fariah said. At last, she had understood the reason for Naima’s foul mood. She tried to appease her. “Naima, nobody can make a decision about your future against your will. I know auntie and grandpa very well. They love you dearly, and they would never make such a decision without your consent. Did your mum talk to you about it?” Naima nodded and replied: 7 “Yes, she asked me about him.” “And what did you say”? “I told her exactly what I have just told you.” “What did she say then?” “She kept quiet.” “That settles the matter! She will let grandpa know and that will be the end of it. Why are you so upset then?” Fariah enquired, somewhat surprised. Since Naima did not answer, Fariah carried on with her viewpoint. “By the way, Abdullah is not such a bad choice for a life partner that you feel so offended even at the mention of his name. You told me once he was so overwhelmed by your beauty he fainted when he saw you first?” Fariah tried to lighten Naima’s mood, but there was no trace of a smile on her face. Instead, she said in a sombre tone: “He does not have a career or status, nor is he good looking. To top it all, his religious babble! I was fed up of listening to him during grandpa’s illness.” Naima’s words were soaked in contempt. “Have some fear of God.” Fariah said seriously and continued: “Abdullah has no status right now, but he has a bright career. He has university degrees in Engineering and Finance, with distinction, and has a decent job with good prospects for advancement. As for his appearance, I know he does not have the looks of a movie star, nor would he stand out in a crowd, but you will not be embarrassed in any way standing next to him. He has average looks and appearance! Lastly, what you referred to as religious babble were words of consolation for grandpa, auntie and you. What is wrong with that?” Instead of replying to Fariah’s opinion, Naima grabbed her first sentence only: “Which God should I fear? The same God who snatched my father from me in my childhood? The one who has given me nothing but poverty and deprivation throughout my life? Who made my mother a widow in her youth?” 8 Naima’s words sounded like venom dipped arrows. “Fariah, I am certainly not illiterate. I am a student of Psychology and Philosophy. I have studied the works of great philosophers. Frivolous religious fallacies do not fool me, nor do words of religious imposters like Abdullah.” Naima’s face was flushed due to heightened emotions. She talked without a pause. “God will rectify everything. There is a benefit for us in all his actions, and he loves his servants a lot.” She paused briefly, and continued again: “What good has he done to me? Never mind me; what good has he done to the rest of the world? There is gruelling poverty, extreme tyranny, a plethora of diseases! It has never-ending class discrimination and unequal distribution of wealth. No God rules this world, Madam! Only money rules! Wealth and power run everything here. This is the reality of this world, the truth, the only truth, and nothing else is. Everyone proves that it is the ultimate truth through his actions but hides behind the veil of hypocrisy. I admit it openly as I am not a hypocrite.” Having listened to Naima’s outburst, Fariah became seriously concerned. It was not the first time Naima had expressed such rebellious thoughts to her. She had been protesting about her life and circumstances for quite some time. However, since she had started studying philosophy and the works of leading philosophers at the college, her rebellion had taken an ideological shape. Yet, the tone and tenor of her outburst today was a first even for Fariah. She tried to get away from the subject: “OK, let’s not discuss this topic. We have argued about it several times.” Naima interrupted her: “And I have carried the day every time.” “Not only me, many others, including grandpa, were also the target of your bizarre views.” Fariah quipped. “If you want to shy away from reality by calling my rational arguments bizarre, you may do so. By the way, I left even grandpa speechless once.” Naima mused. “Oh yes, I remember that day quite well.” Fariah replied, laughing. 9 “After that, grandpa was so alarmed that he spent a large chunk of his savings and took you and auntie to perform Umrah. He had probably hoped that you would change after the pilgrimage to Makkah and Madinah, but it looks like you have taken a turn for the worse.” “Well, I had no option but to go with them. Grandpa and mama told me that they intended to go on pilgrimage and would not leave me behind on my own. I was simply bored on the pilgrimage, and this trouble was hinged to us there as well.” Naima did not have to elaborate about the ‘trouble hinged to us’ on the forced Umrah. Fariah knew that she was referring to Abdullah. Naima launched another verbal assault in the same tone: “Fariah, frankly speaking, don’t you think it is foolish to spend millions just to see and touch a few stones? Shouldn’t that money be used to help the poor instead?” To substantiate, Naima, a walking-talking encyclopaedia, started providing figures to prove that the money spent on Hajj and Umrah could be better spent to solve problems of the needy. Fariah did not have an answer for Naima’s arguments. Finally, to end the discussion, she said: “I can never win an argument with you, Naima. All I know is that we perform Umrah as ordained by God. All of us ought to be grateful for his blessings. But, most of all, you should be grateful because….” Fariah left her sentence unfinished, and holding Naima by the shoulders, turned her to face the mirror on the wall. She continued: “God blesses only one in a million with such a beautiful face and attractive figure. At least, be grateful for that.” Instead of being pleased with the compliment, Naima, chuckling sarcastically, replied: “My dear, mama was as beautiful in her youth as I am. Do you know what happened to her? grandpa arranged her marriage to an honourable and honest, yet poor man. I was barely ten months when he died of cancer, suffering an agonising death in the prime of his life, leaving behind a young widow. He did not leave anything for mama other than the stigma of being a widow. Mama had to move back with grandpa. She never married again and 10 sacrificed her youth to raise me. It seems like grandpa wants to see an ‘action replay’ of that tragedy, and you expect me to be grateful?” “Fine! Don’t be grateful. Do as you wish.” Her annoyed tone made Naima realise that Fariah was only trying to cheer her up, and she was unnecessarily harsh in response. To compensate for her rudeness, she said softly: “I am sorry, Fariah! I was upset with mama and grandpa and took it out on you.” Fariah, seeing Naima’s stance softening, referred to her harsh words about God: “Never mind me, but you should be careful when you talk about God. He is our creator, and we are his slaves.” “Oh, come on… that is all rubbish!” Naima snapped back right away. Seeing her go off the track again, Fariah tried to counsel her: “My friend, I am neither as beautiful as you are nor as intelligent; in fact, I am probably below average. I am engaged to an ordinary person. However, I am very happy, much happier than you. It’s because happiness is not about what we have in life; it is about being content with whatever we have. It is the key to a successful life, and that, despite all your knowledge and intelligence, you have failed to understand. You are beautiful and intelligent, yet, you have turned these blessings into drawbacks due to your negative thinking.” Naima did not respond to that. When Fariah saw that her words were making the impact, she continued: “You are way ahead in knowledge and education. You are always at the top of the class. Not only are you beautiful, but God has also given you an excellent personality and taste. Whoever meets you is impressed with your appearance and style. You should be grateful to God for all these blessings. Thanking God increases the blessings.” “Blessings do not increase by thanking God, Fariah. Instead, they increase by making use of opportunities.” Naima rejected Fariah’s moral persuasion in two sentences of her materialistic philosophy. 11 “And I have decided to make the most of the opportunities I have due to my good fortune.” Naima deliberately declared good fortune as her benefactor rather than God. “I will marry where my future will be secure, in an affluent family with mansions, cars, servants and a hefty bank balance, credit cards for shopping, deep pockets for exotic holidays, and more.” Naima closed her eyes as she spoke the last words. Perhaps she was already imagining herself amongst all those luxuries in a world of fantasy. =============== Naima’s view of Abdullah was not a surprise for Fariah. Abdullah had been visiting Naima’s grandfather for the last few months and was introduced to her small family of three not long ago, during their pilgrimage to Mecca for Umrah. Grandpa had separated due to the rush of pilgrims. He had bumped into Abdullah by chance, who had helped him reunite with his family. Fariah had come to know about it from Naima when they returned. On his return, grandpa remained in touch with Abdullah and invited him over a few times. Fariah was not only Naima’s friend; she was more of a family member. Therefore, she also came to know Abdullah quite well. Unlike Naima, Fariah was religious. Like other young, she also had many questions in her mind. At times, she joined grandpa’s discussions with Abdullah to seek answers to those questions. In addition, Abdullah’s decency and personality impressed her greatly. His sober tone, balanced conversation, modesty, polished personality and dignified behaviour set him apart from other young men. In addition, his knowledge, far more than his peers, endeared him to everyone and made him all the more impressive. Fariah respected Abdullah for those sterling qualities of head and heart. However, Naima’s views were just the opposite. Being wary of religion, she had no interest in what Abdullah had to say right from day one. In addition, an incident that took place in the early part of their acquaintance made matters worse. Fariah was not only present there but was also responsible for it to some extent. That incident left a negative impression on Naima about Abdullah, and it worsened with time. It happened when Kiran, a friend of Naima and Fariah, had come to Naima’s house on a farewell visit. =============== 12 Kiran had made friends with Fariah and Naima during their college days. She was primarily Naima’s friend as they held similar views. She had also come to know Fariah through Naima. Kiran’s father was a professor of philosophy in a local college. He was against religion and the religious-minded. Being his daughter, Kiran also held similar views and expressed them proudly. Naima did not have an issue with Kiran’s mindset, but Fariah did not like it. Had the criticism been limited to misdeeds of religiously inclined, Fariah would not have objected. However, Kiran was also against fundamental religious beliefs, obligations and conduct. That upset Fariah. Kiran moved to another college after grade 12, while Naima and Fariah remained at the same institution. Fariah did not keep in touch with Kiran, but Naima did, and they met occasionally. One day, Naima told Fariah that Kiran and her family were migrating to Europe. Kiran was coming over to bid farewell and had asked Fariah to join them. So, Fariah had come over to say goodbye, chat and reminisce memories of the good old days they had spent in the college. Get-together was good as far as meeting an old friend was concerned, but it was also quite disconcerting for Fariah for several reasons. Kiran’s dress was as per the latest fashion trends, designed with all the usual mind-blowing cuts and curves intended to attract and excite. However, it fell far short of the Islamic dress code for women. The situation became quite unbearable for Fariah right from the beginning when Kiran started making fun of religion as usual. The conversation began with Kiran praising the western way of life. After that, and for no reason, this praise of the West turned into criticism of religion as she said: “Oh, dear! West has managed to progress and prosper only after getting rid of the concept of religion and God.” “You are absolutely correct!” Naima agreed. “I don’t know when our people will get rid of these outdated concepts. I totally agree with the Western scholar who said that humanity would never be fully liberated until it takes back the power and authority it has given to God.” 13 As Kiran tried to portray freedom in addition to progress as a benefit of the Godless way of life, Fariah could not take it anymore. She said: “Come on, Kiran, what’s wrong with you? God is a living entity that philosophical musings cannot negate.” “Fariah! You are so naïve. Don’t you know that man created the concept of God?” Kiran tried to convince Fariah patronisingly. She followed it up with a couplet to support her claim: “After people had created God, O Niaz, They cried out; we were created by God.” Kiran had hardly finished when the doorbell rang. Fariah, as the gathering was becoming unbearable for her, got up quickly, saying: “Let me see who is at the door.” Fariah opened the door and found Abdullah standing there. He smiled pleasantly, as usual, and said in his typical, calm way: “Assalam-O-Alaikum. Fariah, how are you?” Without waiting for her reply, he mentioned the purpose of his visit: “I want to meet Mr Hasan. Is he home?” Mr Hasan was not home. Fariah knew that he had gone out with his daughter and would not return before night. However, she wanted someone to give a befitting reply to Kiran, and the person most capable of doing so was standing right there. So, she was not going to let him return from the door. With a gesture to come in, she said: “Brother Abdullah, please come in and wait for him. He is not home but will be back soon.” Abdullah thought for a moment, then followed her to the living room. Seeing him approaching, Naima quickly covered her head with her scarf. However, Kiran maintained her usual posture. Fariah introduced him to Kiran: “Kiran, He is brother Abdullah, and she is our ex-class fellow Kiran.” 14 She then spoke to Naima, who gawked at her with a mixed expression of surprise and annoyance. “Brother Abdullah has come to meet grandpa. He is not home, but I thought we might as well have a cup of tea with him.” Fariah paused for a moment and then mischievously addressed Naima with a smile: “Hey Naima, would you please be the gracious host and serve us tea?” That irritated Naima even more. She was upset with Fariah for inviting Abdullah when her mum and grandpa were not home, especially when Kiran was there to meet them. However, out of courtesy, she could not say a word. Reluctantly and visibly irritated, she headed towards the kitchen. After Naima had left, Fariah sat on a sofa and said: “Please take a seat, brother Abdullah.” Abdullah sat down. Fariah introduced Abdullah in detail. Abdullah’s education and professional profile were impressive. When Fariah had finished, Kiran enthusiastically leaned towards Abdullah and said with a warm smile: “It is a pleasure to meet you.” As Kiran leaned over, she was least bothered that her dress did not cover her cleavage. “I am pleased to meet you too!” Abdullah replied, looking at Kiran, but then quickly lowered his gaze as soon as he realised her compromised posture. After that, he did not look at her as long as he was there. After a long pause, Fariah fired the opening salvo and said: “Kiran, can you please repeat the couplet you had recited earlier?” Kiran studied Abdullah for a second, perhaps to assess his calibre in case there was a discussion. Abdullah’s lowered head encouraged her. She confidently recited the couplet again. After she had finished, Fariah said to Abdullah: “Kiran believes that human progress is not possible without getting rid of the concept of God.” 15 Kiran was so confident in her stance that without even listening to Abdullah, she forged ahead: “Religion was a way of explaining the existence of universe in the pre-modern era. Now that scientific developments have unveiled physical laws that govern the universe, there is no need to believe in any God.” Kiran’s tone was full of confidence and superiority. Use of the term ‘pre modern’ indicated that she was aware of the established intellectual position on denial of God. Abdullah, whose knowledge of this intellectual and philosophical position was much more than Kiran, listened to her calmly and replied softly: “Have you ever considered that the existence of physical laws does not mean there is no God? On the contrary, it means that if there are laws, there must be a lawmaker too. Is it not simply common sense?” Abdullah’s reply baffled Kiran. It was apparent from her expression that she wanted to give a befitting reply but could not think of one at that moment. However, she had realised that the person facing her who she thought was a simpleton was not all that naïve. Abdullah continued after a pause: “It is also the approach of Holy Quran. It repeatedly clarifies that order, discipline and organisation of the universe are an outcome of the physical laws they are based upon. These laws are so mutually diverse and divergent, yet so amazingly in harmony with each other that, by working in concert, they create a completely human-friendly and life-friendly life support system. How is it possible without the involvement of a creator?” Reference to Quran brought a frown on Kiran’s face. She replied: “Please don’t refer to Quran at all. Like all holy books, there are many errors in it as well.” Fariah, having heard it from Kiran on many occasions earlier, added: “Kiran claims that Quran has many grammatical and linguistic mistakes. That is why it cannot be the word of God.” Abdullah looked at Fariah, laughed and said: 16 “Well, Kiran does not even believe in God. As such, whether Quran is God’s word or not should be of no concern to her. However, let me tell you whose position it is. It is mainly the position of anti-Islamic orientalists who do believe in God but do not consider the Quran to be a book of God. However, their claims can be easily disproved in a couple of minutes.” “How come”? Fariah asked keenly. “To prove that Quran was not the word of God was important for the idol worshippers of Arabia, being the first group the Quran was addressed to. They were also the most qualified to do it, being experts of poetry and literature in Arabic, their native language. They also had every motive to try to do so as they were the worst enemies of Islam. Being foes, they used all possible means to suppress Islam, but they never accused the Quran of having grammatical or linguistic inaccuracies. Hence, if they could not find any mistakes in Quran, how could those born hundreds of years later do so? It would be like a native Urdu or Persian speaker learns English as a second language and then claims he has found mistakes in the works of Shakespeare. Or, if a native English speaker, having learnt Urdu through books, claims he has found mistakes in the works of the great Urdu poet, Ghalib. Please bear in mind that linguistic rules are born out of classical literature. To evaluate classical literature as per those rules is, therefore, a wrong approach. Inaccuracies orientalists claim to have discovered in the Quran may impress a lay person, but they have neither impressed scholars having command of the Quranic language in the past nor will they do so in the future. Simply put, these objections are quite childish.” He went on to explain further with another example: “Finding mistakes in Quran based on Arabic grammar is as if certain functions of a human organ are written in a medical book; later, research discovers that particular organ performs another, previously undiscovered, function as well. The correct approach will be to add the newly discovered function to its attributes listed in the medical book; incorrect approach will be to claim that a fault has been discovered in the organ based on information previously written in the book.” 17 As Abdullah continued, Kiran’s face showed her embarrassment. Nevertheless, Abdullah had revealed the source of her knowledge and provided a proper response to her criticism. In the meantime, Naima entered the room with tea. Seeing Naima, Fariah said: “Some people think that cruelty, injustice, tragedies and calamities found in the world do not allow one to accept that it has a creator or a master.” Having placed tea, Naima quietly took a seat. She was tense. The reason was apparent; it was Naima’s viewpoint. With his head lowered, Abdullah continued politely: “It is the result of viewing life in this world in isolation from the life hereafter. In the eyes of God Almighty, the real world and real-life are those after death. This temporary and mortal world has been created only for the sole purpose of tests and trials. That is why human beings have been granted the freedom to choose whatever they want to do in this world; this freedom results in cruelty sometimes. Similarly, accidents and calamities happen to test humans, but it is only one aspect of the reality. Blessings and rewards are greater than tragedies in this world. One ought to look at both sides of the picture, be thankful for the blessings and be patient in times of hardship. Paradise is the reward for doing so.” Naima listened quietly. Her objections had evolved over many years. A few sentences of Abdullah did not affect her deep-rooted convictions. However, Kiran considered it was befitting to answer on behalf of Naima. Looking at her, she said: “This Paradise is also an imaginary concept, a religious utopia. These are the very concepts that have kept us away from progress and development. All this talk of God and Hereafter has resulted in religion becoming an addiction, like opium! We have stopped using our abilities and faculties.” Kiran expected support from Naima, but despite agreeing, Naima kept quiet. She did not want to say anything in Abdullah’s presence. Instead of Naima, Abdullah replied: 18 “People who think and do so are mistaken. God does not ask us not to use our capabilities. On the contrary, he directs us to work for the necessary worldly needs, but also to strive harder in his way to enter Paradise in the Hereafter.” Kiran got upset when Abdullah mentioned Paradise again. She said fretfully: “Ah Paradise… the same Paradise about which a poet wrote so well: Having climbed the wall of Hell, the Devil and I saw Barbarous Mullahs chasing houris in awe. Laughing, she said to Abdullah: “Please don’t mind, but your Quran is replete with references of the ‘houris’, the Maidens of Paradise.” Abdullah realised that the conversation had moved away from rational arguments. He said calmly: “Your information is incorrect. There are six thousand two hundred and thirty-six verses in Quran, but houris have been mentioned only in four places. Besides, it is important to always remain within the limits of decency and courtesy.” Abdullah was referring to the couplet Kiran had recited earlier. “You should teach decency and courtesy to the Mullahs first who declare anyone with divergent views as an infidel and liable to be killed. They consider their position to be the ultimate truth but those of others wrong. They do not tolerate differences of opinion, nor do they give the right to live to anyone who dissents. They hound those who disagree like a pack of hungry wolves. It appears that you are not aware of the religious decrees, allegations, slander and sectarian bloodshed based on religious differences.” Kiran had started sternly and ended on a sarcastic note. However, Abdullah replied politely and courteously: “Yes, I am well aware of all what you have mentioned. But lack of decency of someone cannot be a reason for us to be indecent. Our religious role model is our Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, and he has taught us to be civilised and courteous. I remain firmly committed to his teachings. 19 As far as human beings are concerned, there are all kinds of people in the world. Nations of earlier prophets became misguided after their departure. However, we will always have at least one group who will, following the ideals of faith and high morality, invite others towards the truth. Such people exist even today. Why don’t you look for such people? One ought to be like the honeybee that constantly looks for flowers to extract sweet nectar. To be the fly that thrives on filth does not suit a decent person.” Kiran had nothing to reply with, but her expressions showed that Abdullah’s words had not affected her. Addressing Fariah, Abdullah said: “Fariah! Do you remember the other day I had said in response to your question that Muslims believe they are subjected to a trial of their acts only? In contrast, the challenging test of belief and creed has been reserved only for non-Muslims.” Fariah replied: “Yes, I remember. You had said that we Muslims consider trials of faith and belief to be only for the Jews and Christians, whereas it was an ongoing test for us as well. For a non-Muslim, it means embracing the true faith, whereas it requires Muslims to accept the truth. However, most of us accept the truth only as long as it suits us. We are not interested in the truths that challenge our prejudices; in fact, we oppose them mostly.” Fariah’s hint was clear, but Abdullah wanted to wind up the discussion. So, changing the topic, he asked Naima: “When would Mr Hasan return?” “He has gone out with mama; they will be back in the evening.” Naima disclosed what Fariah had concealed earlier. Hearing that, Abdullah got up and said: “In that case, I will come back some other time. Please convey my regards to him.” “Please finish your tea.” Fariah tried to stop Abdullah. “No. Thanks. I intruded in your sitting. My apologies.” 20 Abdullah replied as he looked at Naima, but she remained silent. However, Naima was sorry that this unpleasant situation had marred Kiran’s farewell visit. Abdullah left the room. Fariah accompanied him to the front door. After he had left, Kiran said to Naima: “This guy looks like an educated person but is only an illiterate Mullah and nothing else. He was your guest; otherwise, I would have taught him a lesson he would have remembered.” Naima replied, venting her anger at Abdullah. “Yes, you are right, Kiran. Religion runs in their veins like opium.” Although Naima was not there through most of the discussion between Kiran and Abdullah, she agreed with her as she held similar views. “Man, who is this guy and how come he is at your place?” Kiran asked meaningfully. “Abdullah is grandpa’s favourite. He comes over for him.” Naima replied warily. “You better be careful, Naima, lest this uncouth Mullah is smitten by our prettier than houris Naima, and she ends up running from him in awe.” Kiran linked her words with the verse she had recited earlier. And with that, Kiran let out an obscene, loud laugh. Naima did not respond, but her expressions clearly showed that she had developed a dislike for Abdullah. =============== Two weeks after that incident, Mr Ismail Hasan suddenly developed pain in his chest. Coincidentally, Abdullah was there to see him as Mr Hasan used to invite him frequently. In Abdullah, he saw a capable and decent young man who, unlike the majority of his peers, was also highly responsible, enlightened and cultured. Undoubtedly, nature had blessed Abdullah with exceptional qualities. Due to his intelligence and capabilities, he had received scholarships ever since he had joined the school. Thus, he succeeded in getting higher education even when his parents had left this temporary 21 world. As soon as he completed his studies, he got an excellent job and was well on his way up the career ladder. Life is a mix of joys and sorrows; there is neither eternal pleasure nor endless suffering. It seemed that after a hard life, Abdullah was about to see success and happiness. Pilgrimage to Mecca appeared to herald the arrival of good times. He could see in Mr Hasan’s family all the blessings of life he did not have. Therefore, whenever he was invited, he went willingly and happily. On the other hand, Mr Hasan also felt compensated for not having a son in Abdullah’s company. He envisioned qualities of responsibility and capability in him. He had planned to hand over the care of his granddaughter and daughter to him so he could depart from the world in peace. Abdullah had gone to Mr Hasan’s residence at his invitation on the way back from his office that day. He sat in the living room for quite some time, waiting for Mr Hasan, but he did not show up. When Mr Hasan’s daughter Amnah informed him that he had pain in his chest, not only did he suggest that he be taken to the hospital but insisted on doing so himself. At the hospital, they came to know that Mr Hasan had suffered a mild heart attack. As a precaution, doctors admitted him for further tests. Mr Hasan was the sole bread-earner of the family. His hospitalisation resulted in a problem. He had saved for unforeseen, yet a male family member was also necessary for such a crisis. Abdullah fulfilled that need exceptionally well. During the day, he was at work, and at night he stayed with Mr Hasan. He was relieved in the morning by Mr Hasan’s daughter, Amnah. From noon to evening, Naima stayed with her grandpa. Naima was a confident and courageous girl. She was sure she could handle the situation efficiently. Besides, she disliked Abdullah from the beginning and had tried hard to prevent him from staying at the hospital for the night but he insisted on doing so. Mr Hasan also supported him while her mother Amnah considered him the divine help. Thus, during Mr Hasan’s hospitalisation, Abdullah had made a place for himself in the family, except Naima, whose dislike for him continued to grow stronger with every passing day. During this period, Naima found the cause of her growing resentment towards Abdullah. Abdullah’s deep devotion to God prompted him to mention God’s name frequently. That name irritated Naima. If merely 22 uttering ‘God’ irritated her, how could she have a better opinion of the man named Abdullah, ‘the servant of God’? =============== It was Mr Hasan’s fourth day in the hospital. He had undergone angiography and angioplasty on the second day. Out of danger now, he felt much better. However, four days of tension and lack of rest had begun to take their toll on others; Amnah, his daughter, was not feeling well today. The wise say, quite rightly, sickness does not only strike the patient; it affects the whole family. Mr Hasan’s family was no exception. He was the one who was sick, but his daughter and granddaughter were also under stress and quite exhausted. Abdullah had to face significantly more inconvenience than them, but then he had undertaken the duty voluntarily. Yet, while he and Naima were young and could endure, Amnah had taken the hit today. She was concerned about her father and worried that if something happened to him, the already tough life of the two women would become even more challenging. That fear and the tiring routine had got her down today. That is why she had still not returned to the hospital, although it was night now, and her routine was to pick up Naima from the hospital in the evening after Abdullah’s arrival. Naima’s company was always a pleasant break for Abdullah, but she felt quite the opposite. She had started looking at her watch as soon as Abdullah arrived. She was not in a hurry to go home, but she found it difficult to spend even a short time in Abdullah’s company. Whatever little time she had spent with him had made her conclude that he glamorised virtues of sickness to the extent that even a healthy person would want to fall sick. Abdullah mentioned rewards bestowed upon the sick by God Almighty, such as closeness to God and forgiveness of sins. He also recounted incidents of the steadfastness of prophets of God during sickness. Mr Hasan and her mother agreed and appreciated it, while Naima felt like slapping him. At times she wanted to push him down the third floor of the hospital so his legs would get fractured and he could stay there for a whole month and tell himself all that religious mumbo jumbo to his heart’s content. It was a better day for Naima as Abdullah was quiet so far. One likely reason was that her mom had not arrived yet. She was the one who liked mentioning her problems to him, and he comforted her with his words. Nevertheless, Abdullah’s presence irked her. As such, she got up and left the room. 23 When Naima did not return for some time, Mr Hasan said: “Son, can you please go check on Naima; she has been gone for a while.” Abdullah nodded and went out looking for her. As he came out of the ward, he saw Naima standing with Fariah. Fariah saw him too and greeted him warmly: “Assalam-O-Alaikum, brother Abdullah. How are you? I came here to pick up Naima, but I wanted to meet you as well. Thank God my wish was granted.” Abdullah also responded warmly: “Alhamdulillah! I am fine. Why has auntie not come to pick up Naima”? “She is OK, but she had a slight fever. I gave her something for it. I asked her to rest and insisted that I would pick her up, so she should not worry.” As Fariah answered Abdullah, she glanced at Naima, who looked worried about her mother not feeling well. Fariah had probably not told Naima about it until then. Abdullah, seeing Naima’s concern, consoled her by saying, “God willing, she will be alright. Sickness is a part of life. God willing, everything will be OK. God will sort everything out.” Naima seethed with anger at Abdullah’s words. She had been trying to ignore Abdullah’s similar comments for days. She was worried about her mother, and hearing Abdullah’s words in such a state added fuel to the fire. She barely managed to control her temper and answered in a restrained tone: “Abdullah! My mother is sick; she has a fever. Medicine is going to make her well, not God. If you disagree, please close the hospital, open a spiritual healing centre and start giving out charms and amulets to the sick. Then, if God wills, they will get better that way.” Naima’s tone was soft, but her words were highly sarcastic. Abdullah, unprepared for this unexpected retort, replied nervously: “No… I only meant that God would make her well. Medical treatment is also necessary.” 24 “Would God make her better even without any treatment”? Naima was intent on proving him wrong. “No. Medical treatment is a must. God also orders it. However, cure only comes from him.” By now, Fariah had understood Naima’s emotional state and had realised that if she did not intervene, Naima would start arguing with Abdullah, forgetting that he was helping her family in these difficult times. She said quickly: “Naima! auntie is waiting for you for some time now, and here you are, chatting.” Then she said to Abdullah: “Thank you so much, brother Abdullah! Can you kindly tell grandpa that Naima has left with me? Please don’t mention anything about auntie’s sickness? God willing, she will be better by morning. Just say that I was in the area for something and have picked up Naima as well.” “May I drop you?” Abdullah offered. “Thanks a lot. We will go on our own. Please go back to grandpa as he would be waiting for you”. Naima replied Abdullah this time. She had probably realised that she was unnecessarily rude to him. Naima’s gratitude was an unexpected gift for Abdullah. He said goodbye to them and returned to Mr Hasan, quite pleased. =============== Naima’s aversion to religion and hostility towards God was not there from the beginning. Several factors had contributed to making her cynical. She had lived a deprived life. A sensitive and intelligent girl, she had several questions to which she could not find rational answers. Eventually, she sought them in philosophy. At College, Kiran had introduced her to philosophy and atheistic views. Kiran’s knowledge was shallow to start with and remained shallow, but Naima’s study was profound. After Grade 12, Naima had taken philosophy and psychology as additional subjects. That opened new vistas of knowledge and divergent views for her. The study of philosophy had equipped Naima with ideological terminology 25 and practical confidence to find reasons for her grievances. On the one hand, were her personal deprivations and newly acquired philosophical ideas, and on the other, whatever religion she had seen in the society was limited to a few apparent rituals. She had seen her mother and grandpa praying and fasting since childhood. At first, she followed the same practices but gradually distanced herself from them as she matured. She often missed prayers, and even when she prayed, it was only at the insistence of her mom and grandpa and that too only to please them. However, she still observed fasting as an annual ritual and believed that it helped highlight the plight of the poor. Good teachers are a blessing; unfortunately, Naima could not find a teacher of the right calibre. Whenever she asked a question on religion, she was silenced through intimidation, threat of Hellfire and God’s wrath. When she left school for college, she initially attended sermons of religious circles when invited. However, she soon realised that their emphasis was on trivial issues, and they indulged in gravely immoral activities in their personal lives. A few rituals had become the requisite standards of faith while most important moral deeds remained unmentioned. She observed that the religious leaders acted in a manner more or less similar to others. i.e., their welfare and interests came first and foremost, never mind how many moral values they had to trample to attain them. Like others, their hearts were also prone to hatred, jealousy and malice and they quickly fell prey to moral ills like backbiting, badmouthing, lying, libel, slander, jealousy and arrogance. When Naima studied views of religious scholars for her Bachelor’s degree, she was shocked to know that all religious factions considered others as infidels and misguided. They aimed to attract large crowds any way they could and enslave them in shackles of prejudice and mental stagnation, rendering them incapable of listening to or reflecting upon alternative points of view. To do so, they routinely defamed their rivals, misrepresented their convictions, issued edicts against them and questioned their faith. Some of them even considered it acceptable to kill those who disagreed. Others approved such killings based on sectarian and ideological differences, or ignored them, choosing to remain silent. After indulging in such hideous acts, each faction made tall claims of being truthful and upright. Naima realised that God was a national deity used as a weapon of 26 intimidation against ordinary human beings in the prevalent religious environment. Whenever their interests were threatened or they had a difference of opinion, these torchbearers of the national deity ignored all moral values and behaved like ordinary humans. Naima felt that everyone was involved in the materialistic rat race. Some used the name of God to indulge in it, while others did so without taking his name. Naima tried to express her views to fellow students a couple of times. As a consequence, she was targeted with a propaganda campaign and labelled an infidel and non-believer. Others declared that she was under the influence of the West and was anti-Islam. Naima was shocked at this propaganda. She was so infuriated with religion and clerics that she started to despise religion; to her, the concept of God now looked like a man-made myth. After that, western thoughts and philosophy became the only refuge for her rational mind. She started to be influenced by them gradually. She felt that those who accepted materialism as a philosophy were better than the followers of God whose hearts were full of self-interest and hatred. Naima had never come across a religious person who could provide rational answers to her questions. She had also not met a person in her entire life who was above self-interest and hate, and lived a life based on justice, compassion mercy and love as manifested by the last prophet that she had read about in her course books. Based on her observations, her belief strengthened that religion was just a fraud. The concept of God was a net woven by the clerics using cords of superstition. People who fell into this net were enslaved mentally and psychologically in the dual shackles of devotion and fear. The truth was as explained by a majority of the worldly philosophers; this Universe had come into being from the blind and deaf matter. The only thing that truly mattered was material progress and success. However, Naima’s personality was morally sound due to her good nature and influence of works of great literary figures. She had a strong sense of modesty and was dignified and courteous. She helped others to the best of her ability and treated them well. There was only one exception to her behaviour, and that was Abdullah. She had despised him from the day they had first met. =============== 27 Those were Mr Hasan’s last days at the hospital. Doctors had informed him he could go home in a day or two. Naima’s routine was to return from the college, have lunch, and go to the hospital. Today was no different. She entered the hospital and was on her way to her grandpa’s ward when a poor, rustic woman held her hand and started crying. While she wept, she sought Naima’s help, taking her to be a wealthy lady. It was hardly surprising. Naima appeared well off due to her good looks and graceful personality. Also, the way she dressed and carried herself displayed grace and affluence all the way. Naima gently freed her hand and asked: “What’s the problem? Why are you crying”? The woman replied, “Madam! My son is admitted here for an operation. The hospital management is asking for 65,000 bucks as advance payment. I am poor and have come from a far-off village. My husband is a labourer. We have already spent whatever we had on his treatment. We do not know anybody here either. How in the world will I come up with such a large amount? For God’s sake, help me.” Naima’s initial reaction was anger when she heard God’s name. She felt like telling the woman: “Go and ask your God for help; why are you asking me?” however, she realised it was not the right occasion for such a reply. As such, she asked her: “Who is asking for the money”? In response, the woman took her to the hospital administration office. Naima questioned the person in charge there and came to know that the woman was right. Naima asked him: “Don’t you help poor patients on compassionate grounds”? He replied! “Miss, this is a private hospital. We get many poor patients every day. If we provide free treatment to all of them, we will close the doors soon. Please ask her to take the child to a government hospital instead.” Naima looked at the woman who said, “We have already been to the government hospital but no bed was available. Then the doctors went on 28 strike. Due to the serious condition of our son, we have brought him here. Now they say that they will not operate unless we pay the amount.” Naima turned towards the man and asked, “Is there any possibility of a discount? Do you not have any benevolent or Zakat Fund to help the poor”? The man replied, “I have already applied permissible discount and have also helped from the Zakat fund. There is nothing more I can do.” “You won’t do anything even if the child dies.” Naima said, irritated. “Sometimes people do die in hospitals, Miss! Why don’t you help her if you are so concerned? You appear to be well off. So, it should not be much of a problem for you.” Naima thought for a moment and quickly assessed her resources and limitations. Then, having made a decision, she said: “You will receive the required amount within an hour. Please start the treatment.” She then turned towards the woman and said, “Wait here, I will return with the money in about an hour.” Naima left for home. On the way, she called her mother and told her she would get late. On reaching home, she opened her cupboard and took out a jewellery box. It had an expensive and beautiful locket in it. The locket was made of gold and was in a thick gold chain. It had ‘N’ engraved on it beautifully, the first letter of Naima’s name, and was a gift from grandpa on getting top marks in Grade 10 final exams. Naima loved the locket and its unique design and wore it on special occasions. She picked it up and looked at it for a while. Finally, taking a deep breath that almost looked like a sigh, she put it in her purse and left quickly. Within an hour, Naima was at the Hospital Administration Office and paid the required amount. The woman was also there. After payment, Naima turned to the woman and found her crying in gratitude, profusely showering her with prayers: “Daughter, may God keep you always happy! May you be married to a prince or a lord! May you have a good name in this world and the Hereafter! How can I repay your debt? Poor only have prayers to offer in return.” 29 The woman was now calling her ‘daughter’ instead of ‘Madam’ as she now knew she was a young, unmarried woman. Naima replied, “Don’t thank me. Thank your God.” Naima’s tone was sad instead of cynical as she felt that although she had managed to help one person, so many others probably died there regularly under similar circumstances. She left the office and started walking towards her grandfather’s ward. On the way, she passed by an open space where the sky was visible. She stopped for a while to look at it. The sun was not visible from her vantage point, yet every ray of the brilliant sunlight on the bright blue sky showed that it was shining over the gigantic empire in full glory today. Its beauty was the source of pure luminescence from the sky to the earth, while the planet burned under its glowing magnificence. A tear emerged from Naima’s eye, rolled down her cheek and fell. Looking skywards, she spoke in a soft voice: “I could only save one! Save the rest if you can.” Naima had stopped praying since long. She had not even prayed for her grandpa during his recent sickness. However, at that time, her atheistic views had dozed off or perhaps it was the last prayer of an Infidel, to which the sky did not respond, nor did she expect it to. She moved on, head bowed, lost in thoughts, strolling. Suddenly a tiny cloud appeared and covered the blazing sun, sheltering the Earth from its intense heat. Naima entered the hospital without noticing that the sun’s heat had disappeared after her prayer and a pleasing shade had replaced it. =============== 30 Chapter 2 Disgrace of Nudity Mr Hasan had returned home a month ago. He had fully recovered but had to take a few precautions as advised by doctors. Abdullah had dropped in frequently to check on his health. Both shared a passion for religion; as such, most of their discussions revolved around it. Abdullah would sit with Mr Hasan and explain Quran in the light of views and commentaries of leading scholars. Mr Hasan was gradually becoming impressed with his knowledge, along with his character. Having spent time in his company, Mr Hasan had found Abdullah extraordinarily intelligent and capable. His refined taste, coupled with the habit of reading, had led to exceptional knowledge and understanding of religion. What was quite difficult to understand for even religious scholars, Abdullah could explain easily. Mr Hasan often told him that he looked like an ordinary, non-religious person yet was more knowledgeable than scholars. Abdullah would only smile in reply. Abdullah had not disclosed to Mr Hasan, or for that matter to anybody else, that his dream was to pursue religious knowledge as the real purpose of his mortal life. However, extraordinary success achieved by dint of his sterling professional education left him with no choice but to work in the day for financial gains and toil in the evening to acquire religious knowledge. He had a dilemma. His education clashed with what his heart desired. When he was at Umrah some time ago, he had constantly prayed to God to make his path clear to him and bestow upon him such means so he could devote himself to God and God alone. However, it was only a dream so far. The reality was that devoid of the support of a family, the top priority of this orphan was to meet his basic needs, a house, a car, marriage, children and family. Abdullah had started to perceive his destiny to be a part of the Hasan family. Naima had entered his heart quietly and had made an indelible mark there. It was impossible to erase it now. In addition, Mr Hasan had also hinted at 31 making him his son on a few occasions. As such, dreaming about his life to be, he was moving towards his destination with every passing day, oblivious that his dreams were about to shatter soon. One day, when Abdullah left for his home having met Mr Hasan, Amnah entered the room to give her dad his medication. After he had taken it, he asked Amnah: “Did you speak to Naima about Abdullah? I like him a lot, and I am concerned about my health. I want to fulfil this responsibility while I am around.” “Dad, Naima does not agree with this proposal,” Amnah replied, looking down. On hearing her reply, Mr Hasan kept quiet for some time. Perhaps he did not expect his granddaughter to reject the proposal of a person he so dearly liked. Finally, after a while, he asked: “Anything wrong with Abdullah?” “The same drawback as was in Naima’s father, Shehzad.” Amnah replied sadly. “Shahzad had a stroke of bad luck. Things would have been completely different had he lived. However, bad luck is not always destined.” “Times have changed, dad, we cannot force our will on our children anymore. Kids are not content and thankful for whatever is destined for them. They want to carve their destinies and don’t accept others’ decisions. They want to make their own decisions so if they go wrong, they can blame themselves and not their elders.” Amnah explained. “You are right. However, look at Abdullah’s qualities. He is good looking, capable and has a good job. The way he supported us in the hospital was exemplary. He worked the whole day and sat by my bed the entire night. He is such a noble soul. If his loving nature, nobility and capability are being 32 overlooked by Naima being young and inexperienced, at least you can, and should, consider them. “Dad, Abdullah will probably never reach the level even after working his whole life from where Naima wants to start hers. Please also keep in mind that we do not know much about his family. We cannot make such important decisions in a few meetings when many other proposals are also there for her. She is pretty, educated and has a good family. A couple of families have already approached me for her hand. One of them has everything that Naima wants.” “Does Naima like someone?” Mr Hasan asked to cover that angle. Amnah denied it right away. “Nothing of the sort, dad. She has never made friends with a guy. However, she has a few concerns. She does not want her children to lead the type of deprived life she has lived. All girls of her background want the best. In our society, any girl with her looks and attributes will think similarly. Beauty rules today, and she has loads of it. So, why should she then agree to marry an average person? I also think it is not prudent.” Siding with her daughter, the mother also announced her decision. “How is the second proposal?” Mr Hasan, having lost the argument, asked. “A wealthy family. He is in USA, almost through with his studies and is due to return in a few months. His parents want him to get married immediately after that. I have seen his photograph; he is good looking. The lady who introduced them mentioned they have no shortage of proposals. Several families were interested, but she preferred me being an old acquaintance. She recommended that we accept it quickly as such proposals are hard to come by.” “Then go and ask Naima. Why ask me?” Mr Hasan said despondently. 33 “I know this proposal has everything that Naima desires, and I am positive she will say yes. Her friend Fariah is also engaged, and now Naima should get married too. If you agree, we can start formal discussions next week.” “My consent is only a formality now. How am I going to face Abdullah, though?” “Have you talked to Abdullah on this topic?” “Before discussing it with you, I had probed if he was amenable lest he liked someone else. I did not want us to talk to Naima and find later that Abdullah was not interested. That would have hurt her. But the matter has gone the other way. It is Abdullah who will feel sorry now. God did not bless me with a son. I thought I would get a son in Abdullah as per my taste, temperament and dreams, but it was not to be. Perhaps I had to live without a son in the last stage of my life. “If Abdullah is sincere to you and is really a good person, he will continue to visit you in future too.” “Don’t know what the future holds.” Mr Hasan said in a low voice and closed his eyes. =============== Two weeks later, Naima was engaged in a simple ceremony. Since her Fiancé was abroad, his family came over with Jewellery and sweets, as per the tradition. The Marriage date was finalised for three months after the engagement. Both parties were happy. Naima usually dressed simply. However, when she used makeup and dressed formally for the occasion, her beauty dazzled everyone. Looking at Naima’s in-laws’ cars, dresses, and social status, those who attended the function envied Naima’s good fortune on going to such a well-established family. Her in-laws wanted a grand party, but Mr Hasan kept the ceremony simple, using his sickness as the reason. Another cause of concern for Mr Hasan was that his family was not in the same league as the other party regarding social standing. Naima was immature, and Amnah had consented to the proposal due to affection for her daughter, but they were not cognizant of the problems that arose from such disproportionate relationships. However, he could not do much as he had no control over this affair. Moreover, he was sad and heavy-hearted because of 34 Abdullah. Due to those concerns and thoughts, perhaps he was the only person in the function who did not look happy; he decided to unburden himself the next day. =============== Abdullah was on cloud nine today. Driving his glittering new car, he was on his way to Mr Hasan’s home, who had invited him last evening to come over. Abdullah was also keen to meet Mr Hasan. He had started a new job in a multinational company. A car and a house were part of his compensation. With all requirements met, the only thing lacking in his life was Naima. She had become a part of his thoughts and life for some time now. Oh, what a powerful sentiment love is. It melts and moulds a person, makes him swoon and changes the colours of the world around him. Abdullah was also experiencing that feeling these days. He was confident providence had decided to give him the best gift of his life, Naima. From Mr Hasan’s oft-made indirect remarks, he had also sensed that he would also accept him as a sonin-law. Everything was happening as per his wishes and dreams. He was so thankful to God for changing his life for the better in just a couple of years. He was offered an excellent job in the last semester of his degree. After some experience, he had become known as a valuable asset in the corporate circles. As such, he started looking for a new job and found placement in a multinational company without much effort, where his compensation included an excellent salary and generous fringe benefits. Lost in those thoughts, Abdullah reached Naima’s home. When he rang the bell, Naima opened the door. His heart pounded faster on seeing her. He wanted to tell her about his recent achievement and the new job, but Naima didn’t even reply his greetings. Instead, she quietly led him to the living room and went in to call her grandpa. Naima had always treated him the same way, but Abdullah attributed it to her being a quiet and modest girl who avoided talking to unrelated men. Mr Hasan entered the living room. Abdullah got up and, shaking his hand, helped him sit on a sofa. Mr Hasan said: “You were out of touch for a few days, son. What were you busy in?” 35 “I was busy taking over responsibilities of the new job I have joined. As such, I could not come over.” Saying so, he put a box of sweets on the table and happily started giving details of his new job, salary, and other fringe benefits. When finished, he said: “Sir, I don’t have a family. I am very pleased that I have you to share the good news. Please give the sweets to auntie and Naima as well.” “Yes, son. I will surely do so. I am most pleased when I know of your successes. But, I also have to offer you something sweet as well. We got Naima engaged the day before yesterday. The wedding will take place after three months.” Mr Hasan looked down while saying that. He could not look in the eyes of the person he had repeatedly told he wanted to make him his son for life, and there was no chance of that happening now. Such was the emotional state of Mr Hasan. But, on the other hand, his words reached Abdullah’s ears like whizzing bullets, piercing his heart and soul. Then, there was a moment of silence. In that lull, Abdullah, using his full strength, tried to put himself together but felt he had shattered into a thousand pieces. He was doing his utmost to control his emotions, words, and tears that were struggling to rain, breaking all barriers. Abdullah had grown up with deprivations. That helped him a lot today on being denied what he wanted most in his life, when he received a goblet of poison from where he had wished for the nectar of eternity. However, living a life on patience, control, and little of anything else helped him considerably at that moment in burying his emotions and composing himself. With great effort, he controlled the quiver in his voice and said: “Heartiest congratulations, Sir. Please convey my greetings to auntie and Naima as well.” 36 After saying that in a confident, stable, and composed tone, he became quiet; in saying that one sentence, he had won yet another battle of his life. On the other hand, Mr Hasan heaved a sigh of relief. He provided details of the family and the person Naima was engaged to. The narrative covered their wealth, factories, cars, number of servants, etc. Also included were particulars of the prospective bridegroom. He was studying at Harvard University. Europe and the USA were on the cards for Honeymoon. By giving these details, perhaps Mr Hasan subconsciously wanted to defend his position for being unable to turn down that proposal. He did not want to break Abdullah’s heart by disclosing that actually, it was the girl he had given his heart to who had rejected him. ============ The entire night passed. Abdullah neither slept for a moment nor had a bite. His tears flowed incessantly. He looked calm and composed till he came out of Naima’s home. However, as he hit the highway, he gave in. The dam of resistance he had managed to build broke, and his grief gushed out through his eyes. He cried his heart out throughout the drive to his home, and his condition did not change till late in the night. When he stood on the prayer mat for the night’s (Isha) prayers, He could not get off it. He stood there the whole night; his tears did not stop for a moment. He wept bitterly and kept repeating only a few sentences in prostration: “My Lord, I have no complaint; if at all I have a grievance, it is only with you. I do not have anything to say to anybody else, nor do I have to go anywhere else. I accept whatever you decide for me. However, I am out of my control. My tears are not in my control. Please forgive me.” Abdullah’s heart was heavy with grief. His life was a continuous saga of deprivation. He did not have a mother and father, nor did he have brothers and sisters. He spent his childhood as a burden on relatives near and far, being pushed from door to door. The only consolation was that due to exceptional intelligence, his education had continued somehow. He had supported himself from a young age, living in hostels and having no home, family, relatives, and friends. And now, when he thought his life’s wounds 37 were about to heal, he got the worst shock of his life, and it shattered him completely. With all his deprivations, he now stood at a door from where no one returned empty-handed. Even if one was to ask for the “kingdom of the seven cities of gold”, it would be granted and would not make the tiniest difference in that Lord’s treasury, a treasury where hopelessness was infidelity. However, Abdullah was not asking for anything. He merely stood in front of his Lord, cried and offered the prayers. For Abdullah, it was a night of deprivation that had engulfed his entire life. Little did he know that it was a night of rewards, rewards that would not end even after the doomsday. Abdullah was relatively young and in the early stages of his life of faith. He did not have the slightest idea that he stood in front of the most exalted of all beings, the being who could go to any length for his servants. Abdullah did not ask for something, yet what he needed was known to the giver without him saying so. The giver also knew that the first and foremost requirement of the humble servant was contentment; hence that was bestowed on him first. Abdullah knew a large part of the Quran by heart. Just before Fajr, the morning prayer, while reciting the holy Quran, he reached that part of Surah An-Naml: “Verily! Kings, when they enter a town, they despoil it and make the most honourable amongst its people low.” Abdullah could not go any further. He repeatedly recited that verse till its meaning dawned upon him, i.e., God is the greatest king, and heart is the greatest kingdom. Once God enters that kingdom, he does not tolerate anybody else there. All others who one loves and considers honourable are thrown out. People take it as a loss, but it is the zenith of the oneness of God. Abdullah’s heart was always God’s abode where only he resided, but a female idol was being worshipped there for the last few days. How could the all-knowing glorious master of the earth, skies and everything else, who is aware of everything, tolerate sharing his kingdom. Thus, that female idol was thrown out tonight. Nobody could enter it now other than God. For Abdullah, that was the interpretation of the verse. Sharing of God had come to an end. The oneness of God had prevailed. Abdullah was at peace now. His tears stopped. 38 After his prayers, Abdullah hit the bed. Sleep overcomes even while waiting for gallows; thus, he slept too. It was late for the office when he woke up. He did not have to go there anyway. He had made another decision before he went to sleep. He had settled a tussle today that was going on in his mind for a long time. Life was short. One should not waste it running after a career, a mansion, or a car. It should have only one purpose. The lord, who is the giver of all things good and alleviator of every deprivation, should be introduced to all human beings. The most crucial task was to kindle his love in every heart, introduce his attributes to others, and prepare them for their ultimate meeting. He had made a supplication before sleeping: “O’ Lord. Everybody has a price in this world, and everybody sells himself. I cannot sell myself to a multinational. I want to sell myself to you. Buy me.” First thing in the morning, Abdullah resigned from the new job. =============== As the wedding day got closer, preparations were gaining speed. Mr Hasan had already spent most of his savings on Umrah, and then he became a heart patient, itself an expensive ailment. So, he sold a plot, added the amount to what was left of his savings, and handed it over to his daughter. Amnah was a frugal lady. She had also been saving for wedding from Naima’s childhood. Thus, the preparations were proceeding respectably. However, compared to the other party, their arrangements paled in comparison. While Mr Hasan was already aware of the difference in the financial position of the two families, Amnah had also started to realise it more with every passing day. As news of the other party’s grandiose wedding preparations trickled down, they became more and more unnerved. If there was anybody oblivious to all those worries, it was Naima. Those were the days of her life’s greatest happiness. Her dreams had suddenly and so quickly come true. She was enjoying the happy times with her best friend, Fariah. As usual, Fariah was there and was busy preparing Naima’s dresses. 39 Light jokes and bantering echoed all around. Amidst all that, Fariah said to Naima: “You know, Abdullah is here. He is with grandpa.” “No, I didn’t know that.” Naima replied in a ‘couldn’t care less’ way. “I met aunty before coming to you. She told me that he had joined a new job.” “Yes. He visited a couple of days before my engagement and brought sweets for the new job.” “Oh no. That’s not it. That was a marvellous job, but he resigned….” Naima commented even before Fariah had completed. “That’s the problem with these middle-class, struggling young guys. To progress, they change jobs frequently, but it is still difficult for them to make a house before getting old.” “You are crazy. Listen to the news first. He resigned from that fantastic job, has taken up a part-time teaching position, and will pursue religious studies along with that.” “Well, that’s great. Society will benefit from one more mullah.” Naima quipped sarcastically. “I have never seen such a decent and nice person in my life. The poor guy had a great job and was doing so well in his career. I don’t know what made him shun everything and take this direction.” Fariah’s tone was a mix of sympathy and regret. Noticing it, Naima said tersely: “This idiot was nothing but an ignorant mullah from day one. Don’t know why he has stuck himself to grandpa and doesn’t get lost.” Naima’s tone was so insulting that Fariah didn’t like it at all. 40 “He is not stuck with grandpa. He has become a major support for him and aunty. You will go to your home, and they will be left alone. In that scenario, Abdullah will be a huge support for them.” “He won’t be a support after I leave. Actually, he has practically turned me out of the house even while I am still here. Everybody praises only him.” Fariah fathomed from Naima’s comment that, being the sole recipient of her grandpa and mom’s love all her life, she had immensely disliked that someone else had started sharing that love now. To defend Abdullah, Fariah said: “Naima, the truth is that Abdullah has maintained a close and caring relationship with grandpa. He was with him during his sickness. It may have made no difference to you, but his presence greatly supported grandpa and aunty. When you refused to marry him, we all thought that he would get upset, but he did not complain at all. On the contrary, his attitude became even better than before. He is helping grandpa and aunty on so many issues of your wedding. He takes them to where ever they need to. Who would not love a selfless and caring person like him?” Fariah stopped for a moment and asked: “What has he done wrong that you are always after him?” “What wrong can he do to me? For me, he does not exist. It’s just that I get irked with his rants.” “I hope you are not irked because the only person loved in the house was you, and now Abdullah too…” Seeing that Fariah has found the truth, Naima said: “I don’t care.” Fariah, feeling further discussion was useless, changed the topic. “Let’s forget it. Tell me, did you talk to the bridegroom?” 41 “No. You know I am not the romantic kind. Grandpa and mom also don’t like our talking to each other due to only a proposed relationship. As such, mom did not give them my phone number even though they had asked for it.” “One thing is for sure. You have hit the jackpot.” “Yes. Lady Luck had to smile someday.” “Buddy, I hope you won’t forget me when you become rich?” “Are you mad? I am not wealth or status hungry to forget my past. I just wanted that the deprived lives I and my mama have lived should not become the fate of my children and family. Fariah, you only live once. All I want is to enjoy it to the fullest. And, an affluent person who feels for others can help others a lot.” “Well, only time will tell whether you will help others on getting rich or will forget old relationships.” “Don’t worry. I cannot change. No power in the world can change my mind and thoughts. I am the master of my world. I am my very own god.” Naima, the proclaimer of being god, had no idea that she would face the excellence and majesty of the real God very soon. =============== A carpet of green grass was laid as far as one could see under the clear, blue sky. Pretty, colourful flowers bloomed all around, each colour such that it forbade the onlooker to look elsewhere. They danced with the soft breeze. It looked like while nature played a melody on the strings of colours, buds and flowers were dancing to its tune. Tall mountains surrounded the valley. Some were high and covered with tall trees, others adorned by a dress of velvety green grass. A few peaks were snow-clad. When sun rays hit them, the reflection of golden rays spread all around. Snow was so clean and clear that its whiteness glistened, wearing the colours around it. At places, this whiteness, alighted by sunrays, had changed to silver. It was difficult for the onlookers to decide whether the heights having a fusion of blue, green white and gold were prettier or the shades of the valley on earth, a valley that, like a bouquet, was the heart of those mountains. 42 Someone else was also present in that valley. A masterpiece of nature, that feminine beauty was Naima. Her jet black and silken tresses which, under normal circumstances, reached below her knees, were spread afar in the air. A few ringlets played with and teased the radiant face. Her well-shaped large eyes, Grecian nose and long, vase-like neck were constant targets of those naughty ringlets that were being buoyed by the soft and tender breeze. Wafts of breeze, taking Naima as just another pretty flower, caressed her and stole her fragrance. Far away, hiding in a tree, a cuckoo sang a tune sweet enough to shake every cord of a person’s finer senses. Feeling like a butterfly in the valley, Naima also wondered which of nature’s masterpieces surrounding her was the best. At times she glanced at the grass carpet adorned with pretty flowers and then got attracted by the snowcapped peaks and the green mountains. She had neither seen such scenery in her life nor had she ever experienced such exhilaration. She was in that euphoric state when suddenly she saw an oblong-shaped light descending from the sky. It was a strange scene. She gawked at it as it was slowly coming towards her. When it got nearer, it became more of a human silhouette but was not a human being. Naima did not feel scared and felt like talking to him instead. She did not have to wait for long. He reached her slowly and stayed aloft at a few feet. She heard him say: “So, you are that Naima who has been honoured?” The voice had a strange effect on her. It instantly reached Naima’s mind and heart. She was awed by him and his voice. She replied timidly: “Yes. I am Naima. Who are you, and what honour are you referring to?” “Forget about me. The Master has liked your spirit of giving to a poor person something very dear to you. As such, He has decided to bestow upon you the honour of being close to Him.” Naima did not understand the meaning of what was said. Overwhelmed and somewhat afraid, she could not speak even though she wanted to. So instead, she listened to him quietly. 43 “But seeing you, I think you don’t deserve the honour. God is most honourable and modest. So how is it possible that you get close to him when you are stark-naked?” At that, Naima looked at herself for the first time and was most ashamed to see that she was not wearing anything. She had been standing naked in that open area all that time and was facing him in the same condition. She wished the Earth would split and take her in. Trying to hide her body with her hands, she bent forward and sat on the ground. She felt most disgraced and started crying. She looked towards the silhouette and asked: “What happened to my clothes? But the silhouette had disappeared. In a panic, Naima looked and saw a sea of humans all around. Everybody was looking and laughing at her. The scene made her groan as she had never even imagined the magnitude of such dishonour and disgrace. The crowd was pointing at her and telling each other about her condition. She looked around for a place to hide. In doing so, she saw a person, quiet and sad, amidst the laughing crowd. On seeing him, she became all the more ashamed. Finally, she screamed and said: “I did not do it. I did not do it.” “Naima, my daughter, get up. What’s happening? What’s the matter?” Amnah shook her hard, and she got up. She was still sobbing and trembling with fear. When she came to her senses, she checked her dress and was somewhat satisfied to see it was all there. Her mother was with her. She kissed her and said: “don’t cry, my baby. You have seen a nightmare.” Naima got up and held her head in her hands. She was having the same dream for the last few days, but every time it was a beautiful dream with her in a scenic valley where she flew around like a butterfly. She had seen the silhouette and her being naked only today. Another thing she remembered just then hurt her gravely. The person standing sad and quiet, looking at her wistfully in that scene of dis-honour and disgrace, was none other but Abdullah. 44 “Naima, my baby, drink this water.” Her mother’s voice interrupted her thoughts. She was standing there with a glass of water. Naima sipped some of it and laid down again to try and sleep. Sometime later, she dozed off. =============== 45 Chapter 3 Death of Freud The next day, in the afternoon, Naima was sitting in her room, lost in thoughts. Along with philosophy, she was also studying psychology. Unlike a lot of other students, the depth of her knowledge was substantial. She was trying to interpret her dream in the light of her studies. It was not a dream she could forget. The feeling of disgrace and humiliation she had experienced in it was still fresh in her mind. She had performed her psychoanalysis for long. As a result, she had solved most of the elements of delight and fear of her dream. She was satisfied with her analysis of her conscious and subconscious. The only thing she could not solve was her feeling of nudity. She concluded that perhaps the roots of that feeling were embedded in her childhood and their memory was not present in her conscious. Having reached that observation, she was satisfied. Amnah entered her room at that moment and said: “I am going out to buy a few things for you. Please make tea for two and take it to dad’s room. Abdullah is here.” Hearing that, Naima frowned and said warily: “Why does he come over every second day?” “He does not visit on his own. Your grandpa invites him. They study the Quran. Such acts are a source of blessing for our home. If you don’t want to do it, that’s fine. I will make it.” Instead of another negative comment, luckily, Naima answered: “No. It’s OK. You go. I will serve them tea.” Amnah left. Naima sat for a while, then got up half-heartedly and went to the kitchen. After some time, she took the tea and started for her grandpa’s 45 room. Grandpa and Abdullah were sitting at a table with their backs towards the door. The Quran was on the table. About to enter the door, she heard her grandpa: “In Surah Al-Araf, ‘Dress of piety’ is mentioned. What does it imply?” It is the dress of the human spirit, the clothing of human personality. Just like we cover our bodies with a dress, similarly, it is the dress of a person's innerself, his spirit, his character, called ‘Self’ in psychological terms. To further elaborate, he referred to Sigmund Freud, the foremost name in psychology. “Or, as Freud has explained it in the ‘Anatomy of the Mental Personality’. It is that part of the human mind called the ego. It is the real personality of an individual. It needs a dress as well.” Naima had heard Freud’s name from a religious person for the first time. Standing there, she listened quietly. “God says in Surah Al-Araf, verse 26, that he has gifted dress to humans to cover their bodies. However, along with the dress, he has also revealed upon them the understanding of their selves and vice and virtue. When woven in the light of that revelation, a dress of piety comes into being that protects a person’s Self from being naked. This Self, or the inner personality, is more important than the physical body; hence it needs a dress more than the physical body as well. It is that dress of piety, goodness and abstinence that All-Mighty God decrees better than any other dress. Piety is nothing but living a life being conscious of God. However, most humans pay attention to the dresses for their bodies and how they look but forget about the ‘Dress of Piety’, and thus remain naked in the eyes of God. It is as if those who live having forgotten God are stark naked and shameless in the eyes of God.” Having heard the last part, Naima felt as if someone had slapped her face. If Abdullah had his face towards her instead of his back, he would have clearly seen that Naima’s pretty face had turned red. Finding it difficult to stand there quietly anymore, she went ahead and said: 46 “Grandpa, tea is here.” As per her habit, she did not greet Abdullah. Abdullah did not look at her as well. Placing tea on the table, she gave the first cup to grandpa. He took his tea without sugar. Then she asked Abdullah indifferently. “Sugar?” “One spoon.” Abdullah also replied nonchalantly, concentrating on the Quran. Naima should have left after serving tea. However, she felt she had to respond to Abdullah with a befitting reply to avenge the insult she had endured a while ago. She asked:” I have heard you are studying religion formally.” “Yes.” Abdullah’s replied in the shortest possible way. “Would you please answer a question?” Naima asked, getting ready for the onslaught. “Why is it necessary to subordinate one’s mind and vision to a fourteen hundred years old, out of date book?” Perhaps Abdullah did not want to talk to Naima, as such, he gave a short reply: “Because it is God’s word, and he is over and above all times and all ages.” “How can we believe it is God’s word? it is logically wrong to accept first and ponder later, and is an un-scholastic and anti-intellectual approach.” Naima was fully prepared for a debate. Mr Hasan realised that she was ready to fire her objections, the very objections that many could not answer earlier. In response to her objections, she was often ridiculed either as misguided, an infidel, or was provided with inappropriate and baseless reasons. The first increased her anger towards religion, and the second boosted her 47 confidence. As such, to avoid her unpleasant clash with Abdullah, he had to intervene: “We are Muslims and should not ask this question since we accept Quran as the word of God. Therefore, we should understand the Quran in the light of that belief.” “Grandpa, Non-Muslims say the same thing in their books. St. Anselm of Canterbury, the famous Christian Scholar of speculative theology, also says: “For I do not seek to understand in order that I may believe, but I believe in order to understand. For this also I believe-that unless I believe I shall not understand.” “Now tell me the difference between yourself and a Christian.” The granddaughter had floored her grandpa due to her knowledge and study of the subject. He was left with nothing to reply. At that point, Abdullah thought it was not Naima, but someone who wanted to understand the Religion. Hence, he decided to enter the discussion and addressed Mr Hasan: “If you allow me, I would like to say something,” without waiting for a reply, he continued: “I fully agree with you, Naima. Your question is entirely valid. God himself takes your question as valid. As such, he answers it in full detail in Quran. His entire appeal is addressed to the human mind and intellect. It was infidels who had adopted the biased approach instead of applying their minds. Therefore, you should be satisfied that your observation is quite valid. It is your right to get a logical answer to your question.” For the first time in her life, Naima realised that God answers and explains people’s questions and objections rather than shoving down edicts. Abdullah continued: “Please note that the Quran was revealed to a great personality who is well known and distinguished in the annals of history even besides Quran. It is 48 established that before he declared prophethood, although he was known for an outstanding and impeccable character, he was not a religious scholar. He was an ordinary trader who had no religious background. With that background, all of a sudden, he gets up one day and proclaims prophethood. Quran is revealed to him. The Quran not only invites towards Oneness of God and Hereafter but also contains comprehensive details of the religious history, traditions and practices of the Arabs and non-Arabs. The question is: How did he come to know those massive details all of a sudden? The interesting point is that not only did he come to know all that knowledge, but also, there was no evolution, development or change in his initial and later train of thoughts, ever. Take the life of any philosopher or scholar. There is always an evolution in his ideas and knowledge. He initially learns a few things. After that, due to the knowledge, analysis and experience he attains over the years, he rejects a few of his initial positions, adopts some new and presents them to the world after that. His position and theories continue to evolve and change even after that. From Socrates, Plato and Aristotle to Descartes, Kant and Hegel, and Goethe and Shakespeare to Ghalib and Iqbal, no one could present his final position and works to the world without undergoing scholarly and intellectual growth through evolution. However, Prophet Muhammad PBUH is the only unique and strange exception. To understand it through an example of religious nature, a person who proclaimed to be a prophet of God….” “You are probably referring to Mirza Ghulam Ahmed Qadiani.” Mr Hasan asked him to clarify. “Yes. I am referring to him. His whole life is known to us. He was not unlettered and knew the religious traditions and history well. He used to take part in religious debates. Evolution as well as contradictions are found in his approach, thoughts, and claims. Had he been a real messenger of God, that would have never happened. It is because what a prophet presents are the words of God, and words of God have neither evolution nor contradiction or change. The proof of the truth of Muhammad PBUH is that he commenced his journey with zero prior knowledge of religion. Whatever he said has not been 49 proven wrong till today. What he offered to the world the very first day never underwent any evolution, change or contradiction. How can an ordinary human being accomplish it?” Naima remained quiet. It looked like she wanted to hear more on the subject. As such, Abdullah continued: “Yet, it is only one aspect of the truth. A greater aspect is that Muhammad PBUH was only one person unsupported by anybody else who singlehandedly took on the opposition of his tribe and all chiefs of the entire Arabia. He not only criticised their faiths, he also made such a huge claim that no ordinary person could dare to do so. He said that those who follow him would be saved, and the rest would face the wrath of God for disobedience and will perish. Those who follow what he proposed would become the kings of the earth. Only an insane person or a real prophet of God could make such a huge claim. He was truly a prophet. As such, when he departed from the world, those who followed him had become the rulers while those who denied him had perished. Not only that, he made such accurate predictions about events to happen in future….” He stopped for a moment, picked up the Quran from the table and continued: “And these predictions are present in this book even today, and now they have become an undeniable part of the history.” “Please cite any prediction as an example.” Naima asked. “Not one; there are many predictions. For example, The Romans faced a definite defeat in an international war at that time. When they were being defeated, Quran predicted that they would be victorious again in a few years. That is precisely what happened. When those who had accepted Islam were being subjected to the worst atrocities, Quran predicted that if the cruel infidels did not refrain from oppression and tried to banish the holy prophet PBUH and his followers from Mecca, God would soon throw them out instead. There is another significant prediction. When the entire Arabia was bent upon eliminating the tiny settlement of Medina, a prophecy, rather a promise, was made that followers of the holy prophet PBUH would be 50 rewarded with control of the world. In a few years, it happened, and Muslims miraculously became the world's sole superpower. Also, at the height of subjugation of Muslims, it was predicted that people would join Islam in hordes while Abu Lahab and his cronies, who were the pharaohs of their era, would be annihilated. In a few years, that prediction materialised as well. “Please do explain about the Quran being a miracle.” Mr Hasan, seeing his granddaughter speechless for the first time, quipped, his face beaming with delight. “The Quran, first of all, challenged the polytheists of Arabia as they were masters of poetry and oratory. Quran challenged them that if they thought the holy prophet PBUH had written the Quran, they should try and write a similar text as well. Please remember that the holy prophet PBUH was not fond of poetry, nor did he remember any verses. However, nobody could produce even one example of a similar text, although it was the easiest way to prove the holy prophet PBUH wrong and dissuade his followers. The infidels denied his prophethood, called him a liar, insane, poet and sorcerer, inflicted the worst atrocities on his followers and waged wars against him, but they could not respond to that challenge. Now, tell me, how would you deny accepting him as a prophet and Quran as the word of God?” Naima was dejected, and her face showed it. She had received clear and convincing reasons. Had it been anybody else, perhaps she would have accepted such reasonable and logical answers. However, to concede to Abdullah would have been a defeat of her ego. It was not acceptable to her at all. Those afflicted with egoism keep away from rationalism. As such, Naima resorted to what she had been blaming the religious scholars for when they lost an argument, they moved over to another topic without accepting defeat. She had named it the ‘religious scholars’ somersault’. But now, she resorted to the same ‘religious scholars’ somersault’. In reply to Abdullah’s entire discourse, she said: “Even if what you say is right, they are coincidences, at best. The real problem is that the cruel system running this world makes it impossible for 51 conscientious people to believe in any god. Belief in God is a Pre-Modernism concept. In that era, faith was the foundation of human life. It was totally rejected in the rationalistic era of Modernism. We are now living in the age of Post-Modernism wherein, respecting someone’s sentiments, we can accept the concept of religion and God as a cultural phenomenon. However, it is a universal truth that the concept of God is unscientific. The Theory of Evolution has done away with the idea of the existence of God. In the scientific world, no research is conducted based on the assumption that there is a God. Naima had intelligently moved Abdullah from his specialty, Religion, to her specialisation, Science and Philosophy. The discussion was to ensue on her home ground now, and she was confident of her victory. However, Abdullah was well versed in those fields as well. He replied confidently: “To decide there is a God or not is not within the scope of Science at all. Science only deals with how the Universe functions. It cannot answer how the world came into being and how it works, and neither are such issues within its ambit. Science has never claimed that there is no God as per any of its discoveries. However, through its research on various aspects of the Universe, it has affirmed that such a complex yet balanced, conflicting yet harmonious Universe can only be the creation of a creator. As far as the concept of evolution is concerned, it is true that in the times of Darwin, given the extent of human knowledge at that time, evolution was accepted as a substitute for a creator. However, in the twentieth century, particularly close to its end, research on the simplest forms of life, bacteria and cells and progress in the Science of genetics have shaken the very foundations of the theory of evolution. Advancements in modern science have led to the invention of powerful microscopes and development of methods that reveal the minutest details about life’s simplest forms. However, the most significant discovery of this advancement in science is that life in its simplest form is so complex that the evolutionary theory fails to explain as to how such complexity exists at the most basic level.” Interfering, Naima said: 52 “Let me explain how this complexity is possible. Actually, for a very long period spanning over millions, and quite possibly, billions of years, innumerable and multiple changes occurring at any stage of life can make this complexity possible. An example is that….” “I know what that example is.” Abdullah interrupted. “If a few monkeys randomly hit the keys on a typewriter and continue to do it for billions of years, it is quite possible that they may come up with a great poem. Leave aside the complexities of life; if the information contained in the fundamental element of life, DNA, is written in the form of a book, a book comprising hundreds of thousands of pages will come into being. Every word, every line of every chapter of the whole book will be meaningful, purposeful and integrated. He stopped at that point for a moment and addressed Naima. “Do you know that to create such a significant book, for how many years the monkeys will have to type?” Answering his own question, he said: “Mathematics tells us that the time required to produce that book by chance is so great that even if we multiply trillions with billions of years, the resultant period will be insufficient. I will explain it to you with an example.” With that, Abdullah took a pen out of his pocket, wrote Naima’s name on a piece of paper, and said: “There are 26 letters in English. Five of them in a particular sequence form your name. A formula In Mathematics called Permutation can determine the number of ways a set or number can be arranged or changed.” Saying so, Abdullah wrote the formula and the achieved number in large letters on the paper, and said: “To write your name in English based on chance from the 26 letters of English, the monkey will have to type 7,893,600 distinct five lettered words to ensure that one of them is Naima.” 53 “Impossible.” Mr Hasan said, totally amazed. Abdullah smiled and continued: “Such is the case with one word. If it was a whole book whose every word, chapter and paragraph were interlinked backward and forward; you won’t be able to even imagine how long would it take for it to be written by chance. Figures of billions and trillions would be like the first few seconds in a story spanning thousands of years. The fact is that life came into being on our planet earth and is present in its simple to most complex forms. Also, the codebook of life is far more voluminous yet equally orderly and integrated. Interestingly, the earth is only four billion years old; the universe itself is not more than thirteen or fourteen billion years old. It is impossible for life to come into being on its own at only one place in a perfect shape in such a short period. Therefore, it is totally unimaginable to accept that the universe, as introduced by science, came into being by chance, life on earth also came into being by chance, different life forms also came into being by chance, or a lifeless, mindless and purposeless mechanism is controlling this unique and perfect system of life and the universe. One may make such a preposterous claim to satisfy himself, but an intelligent mind will not accept it.” Naima had realised that she had completely lost the argument, but she still came up with her last comment. “I know that quite a few people criticise the evolutionary theory, yet majority of the scientists believe in it.” “Yes, I know that.” Abdullah replied, smiling. “But it has no scientific basis. The reason for doing so is simple. Not believing in God is a religion by itself, and evolution is the basic principle of that religion. Those who don’t accept arguments against it don’t do so because they are not rational, but because of the bias every religious person has for his religion. From that angle, there is no difference between a rigid religious leader and an atheist scientist. Both are equally biased. 54 Such scientists do not want to accept the creator, especially a creator as depicted by Christianity and the Bible, represented by the Church. That is the real problem. Christianity treated humanity, especially scientists, philosophers and intellectuals, during the middle-ages, in such a way that now they are not willing to accept Christianity and the God of Church at all. I am sure when humanity discovers the natural teaching and logical reasoning of Islam, it will not say no to it. He paused for a minute and, looking at Naima intently, said: “I am also sure that you are convinced about the existence of God. And even if you are not today, you will soon be.” Naima smiled cynically and said: “I have a lot of questions, and perhaps it is also not possible for you to answer them. However, we will talk about it some other time. Right now, you folks are being disturbed because of me.” After that, she left the room, her face taut with stress. Then, she went straight to the phone and dialled Fariah’s number. -----------------------------Fariah sat and stared at Naima’s pulled down face. Naima had told her the details of today’s encounter. Having listened to it, Fariah was actually glad but feigned sombre only to console her friend. Finally, she broke the silence and said: “So, what do you want. Should I ask Abdullah not to visit your place anymore?” “I don’t want to even see his face. You have no idea how happy grandpa was when he spoke. It looked like he was his son, and I was no relation.” 55 “It is not so. You are his blood and will remain so. However, if you think by asking Abdullah not to visit grandpa will solve your problem, I will do it.” After a moment, she said: “What if grandpa invites him over?” “We will cross that bridge when we reach there. I am sure he will never come back after that. What does he think of himself? Ignorant fool.” Fariah, trying hard to control her laughter, said: “Don’t call him ignorant. On the contrary, the poor guy is highly educated. And details of today’s dialogue, as narrated by you, also confirm that he knows other subjects as well.” Naima looked at Fariah intently. She could not fathom whether her best friend was with her or with Abdullah. Picking up her purse, Fariah said: “Buddy, I should leave now as I have to help mom to cook. You had called, so I came. However, worry not. What you want will be done.” With that, she got up, pecked Naima’s cheek, and continued: “You told me once that you don’t believe in God because, to you, truth is much more valuable than prejudice. So, after I depart and you are alone, ponder whether truth is still the most precious thing for you.” “One more thing.” She said after a pause. “There is a lot of difference between you and Kiran.” Having said that, Fariah left the room. Naima sat motionless where she was, like a statue. She fully understood what her friend had said. She did not have to think too much to realise that truth was not the most important thing for her now. Instead, not being defeated by Abdullah had become the most crucial issue. 56 She opened the drawer of her table and pulled out her diary. On the first page, she had proudly written: “Truth is more precious than anything else for me.” Naima read her writing for a while. She started recollecting a lot. While discussing religious topics with her teachers and other girls, she often said that all of them were captives of their prejudices. She felt really proud when she rendered people speechless by using stories of differences and hatred of religious persons and weaknesses of their baseless beliefs. She thought she had risen above every prejudice, but today she realised that she had joined their ranks too. She had faced biased, unreasonable extremists and sectarian zealots so far and she had always defeated them. For the first time today, she had come across a true worshipper of God, and he had cut her down to size in a single encounter. “Should I also do what others do?” she asked herself. “Everyone has prejudices. Along with them, they utter a few meaningless words to deceive themselves. Should I also deceive myself too?” She spoke softly: “The truth is still more precious than anything else for me, but I did not know that the Journey to truth would be so difficult. However, I will not be a hypocrite. I could not accept the truth, but I can at least speak the truth. I hate Abdullah with a vengeance but I did not have an answer to what he said. I wish the Journey to truth becomes a little easier for me.” With that, pearl-like tears escaped from her eyes and, running down her cheeks, were absorbed in her dress. -------------------------Abdullah’s phone rang. He picked it up with Assalam-O-Alaikum, the usual greeting Islamic greeting. Fariah was online. 57 “Brother Abdullah, Fariah here. How are you?” Abdullah was surprised to hear her voice as she did not have his number and had never called him before. He could not understand why had she done so. However, he did not express it and said: “Alhamdolillah. I am fine. How are you?” “I am OK. I want to speak to you about something important.” “Go ahead, please.” “Actually, the point I wanted to….” She started hesitatingly. “Naima is a very good girl, but she has a problem with you.” Abdullah was hurt but listened quietly. “She is somewhat of a religious rebel, and you are a deeply religious person. You have also become quite close to her grandpa and mom. You are a very good person, and everybody loves you. Naima has been the focus of her family’s affection right from her childhood. However, you have started sharing that love now. You are there? Right?” Fariah spoke after a pause. Abdullah replied: “Yes, I am listening.” “Please do not misunderstand her. By nature, she is a very well-mannered girl and has a highly sympathetic attitude towards people. Her rebellious views aside, she is neither ill-mannered nor in-considerate. However, she has developed an aggressive attitude towards you. She is about to get married. She gets kind of disturbed when you visit. Perhaps she also had an argument with you a few days ago.” “Nothing like that. She had a few questions, though.” “If you have felt bad about anything she said, please forgive her. I apologise on her behalf.” 58 “No. I did not feel bad about anything. Naima is a very good girl.” Fariah did not know that she was, unknowingly, reopening his old wounds. “Naima only wanted to marry in a rich family. She did not want to live a deprived life like her mother. As such, she refused to marry you.” Abdullah felt as if someone had punched him hard, but he had learnt to control himself. He spoke in a flat tone: “I understand.” “I think if you do not visit her place till her marriage, she will feel a bit better.” Fariah finally said what she wanted to. “You don’t have to worry. I will not inconvenience Naima. However, is it OK to visit Mr Hasan after her marriage?” “That will be a big favour and so good of you.” “OK. Don’t worry. Anything else?” “No. Thanks and goodbye.” “Goodbye.” Abdullah replied with a heavy heart and disconnected. =============== Time was flying. Wedding date was approaching fast. A week had passed since the disgrace of being naked in the dream and the defeat by Abdullah. Naima was upset for a couple of days, but thoughts of the wedding and life after that occupied her. That night, she was lying in bed with her mother, lost in similar thoughts, imagining herself touring Europe and the USA. She was unaware of the worries of her mother. Amnah had given in to her daughter’s 59 wishes and pressure of the lady who had arranged the match, but now some realities had started to surface with all their ugly manifestations. Her first concern was separation from Naima, who was everything for her. Due to her, she had not re-married when widowed at a young age even though her mother was alive and could look after Naima. Her mother had also insisted that she should get married again. Amnah, even though a widow, was very good looking, and there were marriage proposals as well. Her parents were ready to keep Naima. She had the opportunity to start a new life and make a new home using the ashes of an abode turned to ashes by the tragedy of yore. However, she preferred her daughter over her own life and happiness. She gave her a lot of love and groomed her into who she was today. She did not even notice how the time flew and how Naima had become a young woman from a small child. Now, the time for Naima to depart was near, a time quite challenging for all mothers. And she had just Naima, nothing else. Naima was getting married in a wealthy family. To go and meet her daughter whenever she wanted would not be easy. Her son-in-law was studying abroad. She had no idea about him. The love of her daughter had prevented her from trying to find more about him. She had banked on the information received from the lady who had arranged the match. What if he would move abroad and take her daughter with him? In that case, she would not be able to see her for years. Unintentionally, she thought of Abdullah. If Naima had married him, she would not have even a single worry. She had become so close to him as if he was her own son. He did not have any family either. “I would have kept him in our home. My daughter would have been with me forever.” Regrets engulfed her. To get rid of them, she started thinking about wedding arrangements but that led to worries about the finances. She was concerned about Naima’s in-laws’ plans. They had planned to invite two thousand guests and the venue was the most prestigious club of the city. To save face, even if they invited five hundred guests to a five-star hotel, most of the wedding budget would be spent on that alone. No matter what 60 they gave in dowry, it would look nothing compared to what they would provide. Thinking of jewellery, she asked Naima: “You had a heavy gold locket and chain. Where is it?” Naima, in her imagination, was visiting Niagara Falls. The sudden question jolted her as if someone had pushed her into the Falls. For a while, she did not know what to say. If she had told the truth, her mother would have scolded her. She would have handled her mother even if she had told her the truth, being the only and most loved daughter, but she did not want to disclose details of a good deed as well. Yet, she still had to say something. When she did not reply, Amnah said: “I think it is a heavy locket and chain, and we should exchange it with a jewellery set. A set is considered more valuable. Chains and lockets don’t count.” Her saying so gave Naima an idea for an appropriate answer. Embracing her mother, she said: “Mama, I simply love that locket. I won’t part with it no matter what. I will take it with me as it is. You please make some other arrangement.” Having said that, Naima was off the hook but her reply led to an increase in Amna’s worries. While she was still worrying about what to do, sleep overtook her slowly. Naima also could not remain awake for long either. --------------Naima stood in the same valley again, flying here, there and everywhere, without any fear, or concern. The incredible scene elated and enthralled her. She wished the time would stop so she could continue flying forever. Then, suddenly, she lost her ability to fly and descended to earth. The same silhouette faced her. However, she wasn’t afraid this time. Instead, she was inquisitive and asked: “Who are you?” 61 “You will get the answer soon. Tell me, do you want to know the truth?” “But I already know the truth.” “You know nothing. You are living a deluded life. You don’t even know what to save the people from.” “I am sorry. I don’t understand.” “You addressed the master of the universe and said that you could only save one, and If he could, he should save the rest.” “Yes, I did.” “Then, you should know that the child you tried to save died two days later. If you want to save, save people from being presented to God naked, as Hellfire will be their dress.” On hearing that, she looked at herself and trembled when she found that she was naked again. She woke up immediately. It seemed that she had not slept at all and she was awake when she saw all that. She could neither sleep nor could she fathom why she was seeing such absurd dreams. She kept lying down for a long time, wondering about them. Suddenly she heard the Fajr prayer call from the mosque. God knows after how long, she got up like a robot and, after the ablution, started praying. -------------------------------------Naima remained lost in thoughts at college the whole day. She was unable to solve the dilemma of that dream. Finally, she again decided to seek help from psychology. She looked at many books at the library, including ‘The interpretation of Dreams’ by Sigmond Freud, and started reading it. All of her questions were answered there. Why does one dream? What is their meaning and how to interpret them; the answers were quite clear. Dreams are the joint outcome of suppressed desires, apprehensions hidden in the subconscious, notions and feelings of anger and hatred, forgotten memories and everyday happenings that we move from conscious to the subconscious and from there to the unconscious mind. What is apparent in the dream is not important, but it is an indicative expression of some other facts. To 62 interpret dreams, the facts or thoughts being indicated by the dreams have to be identified. For that, those facts should be searched in one’s life events, observations, sentiments and past and present life. Having read psychology, and especially Freud, the entire matter became crystal clear to her. Her dream was a combination of her hatred towards religion and religious persons, fear of God and religion as spread by the society, her wish for material progress and luxuries of life and her journey to find the truth and life of freedom and leisure she had envisioned after the marriage. As for the locket and helping that woman, they were, in any case, real events that took place. Having connected those aspects, she was satisfied. She took a deep breath and, putting her head on the table, relaxed. She was relieved of her burden and had understood everything. Worries and anxiety did not bother her anymore. She was in that state of solace when another thought flashed in her mind. In the entire dream, she had overlooked the news that the child she had tried to save had died two days later. She tried to brush aside that thought and render it unimportant for a while. But then, she remembered that she had gone to the hospital's administration office the next day after her grandpa was discharged. The employee she had spoken to earlier was present there, and he had told her that the operation was successful. It was proof that what was said in her dream was contrary to the information she had received, and she should forget it as her mind’s machination. Naima wanted to ignore it as well but could not shake the silhouette from her thoughts. There was only one way to get rid of him, i.e., have his word contradicted. “Yeah. It would be good to remove this doubt as well so as not to attach importance to such thoughts and dreams in future.” Naima thought about it, got up from the library and went straight to the hospital where her grandpa was admitted. She went to the administration office. Someone else was on duty, not the person she had talked to earlier. She asked him about the child’s operation on a specific date. He told her to go to the records office where patients’ records were kept. 63 She stood at the Records office. She did not know the name of the mother or child and only had the date of operation and the amount deposited. It was a difficult task. However, due to her pleasant personality, it was not difficult to get their cooperation. A person, using a computer, checked the date and also sought help from the Accounts office. Since it was not an old case, they found the child’s name within half an hour. The operation was performed the same day, and it was a success. The child had started to get better. However, two days later, he suddenly took a turn for the worse and died. =============== Naima did not have lunch. Instead, she came back from the hospital and hit the bed quietly. When her mom asked, she said she had eaten with friends at the college. In bed, she brooded upon one point. Psychology texts, psychoanalysis and interpretation of dreams had provided answers to all the questions. However, there was no answer for what had happened later. Naima did not know of it at all. How could she know it through her dream? How did the silhouette know that the child she had tried to save by selling her most valuable possession had died precisely after two days? How was it possible? That question kept hammering her mind. She felt that the Psychology she was so confident could answer anything through psychoanalysis, and the philosophy she thought could solve every complex mystery of the universe, were unreliable and incomplete. The reality was elsewhere, at a loftier place. She thought of events after her first dream. She started to comprehend the meaning of her nakedness in the light of Abdullah’s explanation of the ‘dress of piety’. Abdullah’s logical reasoning she had ignored earlier as it came from her Arch-enemy was now making its place in her mind after dismantling the fortifications she had erected. His explanations about Quran as the book of God and Muhammad PBUH being his Messenger, that prophets could tell things that had not happened yet and what they said did happen, rang in her mind. The narration of past events and future predictions so confidently could only be the forte of God. Abdullah had not put forward any philosophical point, only undeniable facts, facts such as the child she had tried to save died after two days. She did not 64 know about the child’s death at all. Yet, she found it with correct timing in her dream. How was that possible? she could not understand. =============== All of Naima’s sandcastles had shattered. She had already alienated herself from religion. Solutions and remedies offered by Philosophy and Psychology had become doubtful today. If one had argued with her about the existence of God, he could not bring about the change in her as quickly as was happening now. However, it was true that her mental makeup and psyche had not been challenged from the outside; it was an internal assault, and the hit was so severe that it had demolished every defence she had built. Her prior personality had been destroyed with a loud bang. It was apparently a dream she had experienced. Had she wanted, she would have easily overlooked it. However, she was not insensitive and, thus, could not ignore queries and concerns that arose in her mind. Doing so would be living like animals. She always thought, questioned, and looked for answers. But now, she was left with questions only. The answers were not there, and there was no way to find them either. She started thinking about the dream again. She remembered it from A to Z. She started recollecting its every segment. She realised it was not a dream but a dialogue with her. It was a clear message to her. At that point, she remembered the silhouette had started his conversation by asking her if she wanted to know the truth. Within a second, a thought occurred in her mind like lightning; if all of that were from God, then she would start the dialogue next time. If there were a God, she would get an answer. Unintentionally she uttered: “Yes, I want to know the truth.” Saying that, she got up, performed ablution and started ‘Zuhr’, the afternoon prayers. As soon as she prostrated, with a heavy heart, she started crying and said: “God, I did not believe in you. That is why a lot of my questions do not have answers anywhere. Why is there such tyranny in the world? Why are justice and fair play missing? Why is there such injustice if the world is not ruled by the blind matter but you? Why are people born, and why do they die? If you 65 are, why do you not tell the truth to the people? Why have you allowed the philosophers and clergy to say what they want in your name? Where are you? Where is the proper guidance from you? Oh God, I am ready to cleanse my heart of all prejudices and hatred. I testify that Muhammad PBUH is your Messenger. I have been convinced of his prophethood by the person I hate, but he is right. Despite my hatred, I admit that he spoke the truth. But I have not found the whole truth. How can I trust in a God who stays quiet on cruel acts? How can I love a God who creates deprivations? How can I believe in a God who does not openly tell the truth?” Naima wept for a long time, constantly praying and asking her questions. =============== Chapter 4 By That Time Another week went by. Abdullah had stopped visiting Mr Hasan’s home. Naima had no interest in his presence or absence even otherwise. Her wedding was quite near and her family was insisting she should stop going to college. However, she said she would attend as long as possible as she wanted to continue her education even after the marriage. She had undergone a profound change, which everybody around had felt. She had started praying five times a day. Her mom and grandpa were quite pleased about that. Fariah was also quite satisfied, but she found it odd that Naima was not as excited about her marriage and future as girls generally are. In Naima’s case, a deep sadness had enveloped her. What was Naima’s problem? Nobody asked, and she didn’t tell anybody either. Everybody thought that she had turned towards God due to anxiety about her marriage and the expected changes in her life. Whatever the reason, everybody was happy with the change. The only concern was arrangement of resources for the wedding. However, it was Mr Hasan and Amna’s concern. They had not shared it with Naima as they did not want to affect their daughter’s happiness with even the slightest problem. 66 =============== Nobody knew that a very strong bond had developed between Naima and her God, a bond much stronger than the five prayers people saw her praying. She prayed day and night for only one thing; that the truth be revealed to her. One day, as she sat on the prayer rug after Isha, the nightly prayers, deep in supplication, eyes closed, and her tears rolling down continuously, Her grandpa entered the room and was startled. His granddaughter had undergone such a colossal change; he could not fathom that. He thought it was a big deal that she had started praying. But now, she was crying as she sat and supplicated to God; this he could not imagine at all. He looked at her lovingly for some time and then went back. After a while, he started towards her room with the Quran in his hands. Naima had finished her prayers. He entered the room and asked: “What was my daughter praying for?” How could Naima tell him what she was asking from God? Her prayer was neither about her, her wedding or life after that. It was only to find the truth. Truth had become so valuable to her that compared to it, everything else had lost its value. However, she could not tell him so. Therefore, she smiled and answered: “I was asking God for what I consider the most important thing at this time.” From her words, grandpa gathered what he should have, that his granddaughter was praying for her marriage and the life after that; since she could not tell him so out of modesty, she had indirectly hinted about it. So, he put his hand on her head lovingly and said: “I am sure God will bestow upon you the best of his bounties. Your married life will be so happy that you would consider yourself the luckiest girl in the world.” 67 Naima did not reply, but she looked intently at the Quran in his hands. Grandpa understood what she had in mind, and said: “Daughters are bid farewell in the shadow of Quran. They also get it in dowry. Yet, most of them do not find the time to read and understand it. Now that you have turned towards God, I want you to make this book your life’s guide. You will find complete guidance and answers to all your questions in it.” “Does it really have answers to all my questions?” Naima asked, surprised.” “Yes. Not only does it have answers to your questions, but also the best advice on all matters. Come, sit with me.” Grandpa sat on her chaise and opened the Quran. Naima sat with him. Grandpa turned pages, reached Surah Al-Asr, and said: “I want to recite, translate and explain a very small Surah to you. It is the summary of its teachings.” “Which Surah is it, Grandpa?” Naima asked. “It is Surah Al-Asr.” Saying so, he recited it first and then started its translation: “(I swear) by the Time, man is in a state of loss indeed except those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience.” Even though Naima had changed, she was still the same Naima, the philosopher Naima. After listening to that translation, her expression showed she had a question. However, instead of saying anything, she took the Quran from her grandpa and read the translation twice or thrice. Instead of finding any direction or guidance, several questions arose in her mind. She asked her grandpa: “Grandpa, what does ‘swear by the time’ mean?” 68 Grandpa, as per his studies, replied: “Time means the time that has passed as well as the present time. Time is what all of us humans live in. It is our asset. It is melting each moment, like ice. We should use this asset in doing good; only then will we succeed. If we do not use this asset in strengthening our faiths, in good deeds and exhorting others towards truth and patience, we will be at a loss.” “But Grandpa, whether it is time passed, or present time, our lives or others’ lives, its lesson is somewhat different. My study shows that only the weak, poor, socially deprived and those who belong to the lower strata of humans are always at a loss. The virtuous are always hassled. They have to pay a huge price for being virtuous.” Naima’s speech had started and was not going to stop so easily. “Forget about others; look at yourself. You are so virtuous, and mom is such a good person, but what has time given you except tragedies and deprivations? You have spent your lives living with less, with worries and deprivations. And look at me. I didn’t pray, nor did good deeds. I was not even a believer. Yet, just because I am pretty, the doors of wealth and an affluent family opened for me. It is the story of every household, every time and every era. The study of history tells us about the deeds of Hulagu, Genghis, Timur, Alexander and the Western nations today regarding faith, good deeds, and other teachings of Islam. However, all of them were hugely successful in their times. I am sorry, but I don’t find the position of Quran correct from any angle, be it an individual or a nation, past or present.” Grandpa’s face paled. He had no answer for Naima’s flurry of questions, arguments and observations. Keen to satisfy her, he said: “Your mother and I are living a good life.” “Grandpa, my mother became a widow in her prime. She spent all her life on the cross of loneliness. You had no son, only a daughter, and she returned home with the stigma of widowhood. A truly virtuous man had to live with the burden of his daughter and granddaughter. Grandpa, if this is success, 69 please excuse me for saying so, then nobody in the world will wish for success.” “But I am satisfied with my life”. “I beg your pardon; it is this satisfaction on one’s misfortunes that intellectuals today call ‘the opium of religion’. However, please also consider that the Quran is not talking about satisfaction but about loss, failure, betterment, and success. As far as satisfaction is concerned, it is quite possible that a Buddhist monk, a Hindu yogi and a Christian friar will also be equally satisfied with their faiths. However, this satisfaction has no place in the world of knowledge and intellect.” Grandpa had understood Naima’s objection to quite an extent. Moreover, that objection was intellectual and logical. As such, he now based his answer on betterment and reward. “But they cannot get paradise. Here, the success of the award of paradise and the loss of condemnation to hell are being referred to. The faithful live a satisfied life in this world and will be rewarded with the best and highest level of Paradise and its bounties in the hereafter, while those who do not do so will suffer the loss of punishment with Hell.” “Grandpa, your point is valid from that angle. However, the problem is that it is not right to present time as a witness because times past and present, or eras, give us a different lesson. Time is generally against the righteous. Yes, without swearing by the time, this claim is valid. However, my objection to this claim is that Paradise and Hell are, in any case, concepts in future. For the time being, it is only a claim. This claim will satisfy a Muslim who already believes in Paradise and Hell but it cannot satisfy, at all, a Non-Muslim who is acquainted with modern concepts, philosophy and scholastics. The minds of today don’t accept claims. They want proof. And, I am sorry to say, the swearing of time and testimony of all eras presented as proof narrate a completely contradictory picture. If you cite your life as a proof of success, and that of a rich, powerful person with authority as loss and failure, a few may accept your position, but the majority will reject it.” 70 Grandpa sorely missed Abdullah at that moment. However, it was apparent that nothing could be done now. Without saying so, he wished from the core of his heart: “Alas, if you were being married to Abdullah, he would have answered all your questions better than me.” It was the voice of his heart, but his tongue was tied, and he did not utter those words. Nevertheless, Naima had judged from his facial expressions that her argument had disturbed him. So, to appease him, she said. “Sorry, Grandpa, I may be wrong. I will think about it. But, please don’t worry.” Mr Hasan also thought it prudent to accept the cease-fire and be satisfied with whatever improvement had taken place in his granddaughter, lest she stopped praying again. As such, he got up saying: “Yes, you may rest now. We will discuss it later, God willing.” =============== Naima sat, sad after Mr Hasan had departed. She felt terrible about starting an argument that made her grandpa unhappy, but she had no choice either. She had never received answers to those questions. Yes, she had received the kind of answers her grandpa had provided earlier as well. However, they had never satisfied her. She had tried to read the Quran on her own too. However, truth be told she had not understood it earlier, nor did she understand it now. There was a fundamental mental barrier between her and Quran due to her philosophical background. The barrier was that Quran started with claims, whereas Naima was not ready to accept anything as a knowledge-based position that began with a claim. The religious persons she had come across, including her grandpa, had not mentioned proofs and logical reasons of the Quran. She had read religious literature as well, but all of it had been written assuming that the reader was already convinced of the oneness of God, Prophethood 71 and Hereafter, and had accepted them. The authors of that literature were not even aware of the changes that had taken place in the modern mind. The emphasis of that literature was on forcing acceptance and threatening rather than convincing. Also, its primary source was not an in-depth understanding of the Quran. Centuries ago, Muslims had shunned Quran and had left it aside. Only a handful now understood the depth of its contents. Rest of the literature was based on differences amongst various schools, sectarianism, political thoughts and unimportant issues rather than Quranic thought and philosophy. Hence it was useless for Naima. Whatever that literature contained was not in Quran, and what was in Quran was not acceptable to Naima’s philosophical mind. The exception in this matter was Abdullah’s dialogue, which was most logical, convincing, and heart touching. As per Abdullah, those reasons were derived from the Quran. However, it was evident that she could not seek help from him. It was partially due to her ego, and, to some extent, due to Abdullah’s background. On top of that, Abdullah had started sharing the love of her mom and grandpa. From that viewpoint, he had become somewhat of a rival. How could she make her rival a confidante? She did not feel good in lowering herself in front of her enemy, the same enemy she had rejected. How could she approach him now to educate her? It was late at night. Naima was used to sleeping early. She brushed her teeth before sleeping, and on second thought, performed ablution as well. After hitting the bed, she kept praying to God. Although she was not getting a reply to her questions, yet she had started to feel confident what she uttered was surely being heard by God for some unknown reason. Engulfed in those thoughts, she went to sleep. =============== “Wake up, Naima. The time to sleep is over. You had enough of it. It is time to wake up now.” She heard it thrice. Twice it was so weak that, deep in her sleep, she could not understand what was happening. The third time it was so loud that Naima felt she was waking up but kept lying motionless as she could not comprehend whether she was still asleep or had awakened. The sound was not waking her up now. She did not know where she was. Absolute darkness 72 and silence all around had covered the surroundings. All she could see was the black sky, with no cloud near and far, nor any trace of moonlight. If there was any light, it was of the glittering stars. It looked like the sky’s black cloak was embellished with shining diamonds. Naima loved the scene and, oblivious to everything else, she started watching it. She was in that state for a long time. Suddenly one of the lights in the sky started to move. It was coming towards Naima. Soon she found that the light was the same silhouette she always saw. The silhouette came closer and stationed himself in the air. Naima looked at him for a while. Perhaps she expected him to say something. When he did not, she asked: “You are the one who had asked if I wanted to know the truth? Yes, I want to know the truth today.” The same familiar voice came from the silhouette. “I know the questions you have in mind. However, before I answer, I will tell you the questions. You want to know why God keeps quiet on cruel acts, why God creates deprivations, allows bad things to happen to good people and good things to those who are bad.” Naima felt the Silhouette had summarised her total confusion and quest for answers in those three questions. “Yes, those are the three questions. However, before you answer, please introduce yourself. Who are you?” “I am Asr, son of Time. A lowly creature of my Lord.” “Naima could not understand his reply. She wanted to ask more but she was feeling somewhat nervous about him. She thought if the silhouette could change into a familiar form, she would probably be able to concentrate on the discussion more. So, she finally expressed her confusion to him: “You don’t have a face. I feel confused due to your silhouette like form.” 73 “I have a face, but you cannot understand it. However, for your convenience, I will take on a human shape.” Saying so, the silhouette slowly descended to the ground and started changing into a human. For a while, Naima felt that a romantic god from Greek mythology had assumed a human shape. It was the shape of a human but the face was not human at all. A human being could not be so handsome. She had never seen such a good-looking man in all her life. Mesmerised, she kept staring at him and could not move her eyes even though she wanted to. That human shape, or Greek god, whoever he was, sat near her. At that very moment, the female in Naima became conscious. She realised that she was lying immodestly in his presence. She got up, looked at herself, and was satisfied to see that she was not naked today. She was wearing a dress for the first time. Seeing her condition, Asr smiled and said: “Don’t worry. I am not a human. You wanted me to have a human form, so I did.” Naima looked in all directions. It was dark all around. She asked: “Where am I?” “You have been brought over from the world of humans to the world of God. For your world, you are asleep, but I have awakened your inner self and brought you to this world.” He stopped for a moment and spoke with a meaningful smile on his face: “So that you can get answers to your questions.” “Would I be able to meet God?” Naima asked. Asr’s face changed colour. He bowed his head respectfully and said: “Naima, billions and trillions of angels in the entire universe postulate, pray and praise him, awaiting the grand occasion of being presented to him. Billions of years pass, but they don’t get a chance.” 74 He looked at Naima enviously and said: “You humans are the luckiest creatures of the world as you have the opportunity to see the Lord of the universe, but ….” After the ‘but’, he paused and then completed his statement with a bitter truth: “You humans are most unfortunate as most of you have lost the chance of meeting him forever.” “How are we to be blamed for that? We face a lot of tyranny. There is nobody to guide but a whole lot of people who misguide.” “What you are saying is wrong. God has taken the responsibility to guide you to the right path. It is impossible for someone to look for the truth and not find it. However, you humans do not rise above your prejudices, desires and emotions; hence remain deprived of guidance.” “What is guidance? Here, every person and every group have their own perception of truth. Who should we follow, and who should we shun?” Naima presented her dilemma, and that of a lot of others, as a question. “Guidance is discovering the invisible God through the eyes of intellect and reason. It is the name of discovering his sublime qualities from the symbols spread around the entire universe. It is the name of living a life being conscious of love and exaltedness for him. Every particle of the universe is a witness to this truth. Here, everything is a witness of its master’s existence, his kindness and bounties. The Lord has employed everything of his universe to serve you. However, you never think about him while his blessings keep you alive each moment. If he takes away air, you will die. If he removes water, you will die of thirst miserably. The fact is that the sun, oceans, clouds, rivers, atmosphere, everything on earth and the sky serve you. Your hands, feet, organs and limbs, the ability to hear and see, he has given them all. But you never feel like thanking him with all your heart, loving him and live acknowledging his greatness.” Naima bowed her head, accepting the facts. Asr continued: 75 “Naima, you complain a lot about poverty. How about those who do not have eyes, hands or feet?” “But to give birth to such people is also tyranny.” So said the philosopher in Naima, who was still awake. “Creating them is not darkness of tyranny, but the light of guidance. Blind are born to show reality to rationally blind like you. Deaf, dumb, lame, and crippled are born so that insensitive and oblivious to the blessings of God learn to count their blessings. But you humans neither recognise the bounties bestowed upon you nor the blessings. You just display your thanklessness and revel in the filthy sty of atheism and polytheism. You don’t feel ashamed of forgetting the same great God whose bounties and blessings enable you to live. You get everything from him and praise others. You live in a universe that is a testimony to God’s greatness, but you have the greatness of others in your hearts. You live on an earth whose every particle proclaims the magnificence of God but have placed your self-devised leaders on the same pedestal. To top it all, after seeing all those truths, you still deny the existence of God.” Naima’s head was bowed in shame. “But you have approached the Lord. You have smashed every wall of your prejudices and have risen above your desires. Remember, God never leaves such people helpless. Indeed, he guides them in the right direction. However, he has no place for egotists, prejudiced and slaves of their desires, and he will crush them with his wrath soon. You are a righteous person; as such, he has sent me to answer your questions. Thus, ask whatever you want. All your questions will be answered today.” Naima heaved a sigh of relief as Asr, rather than getting upset with her, had come to the main topic. Nevertheless, she was still confused as to who he was. As such, she asked about him first. “I could not understand who you are? What is the meaning of Asr? How can one be the son of Time?” 76 Asr replied: “Please understand that everything in the Universe is a creation of God. Whatever you may think they are, the fact remains that they are God’s creatures. Time is also a creation of God. Time has given birth to a lot of things. Day, second, hour, Year, century, millennium, all of them are constituents of Time. You may take them to be Time’s children.” “And Asr. What kind of a child is he?” “I, Asr, that is, am the most important and oldest child of Time. All other children of Time are always present, but I appear only when a prophet is sent to the world. As such, I am the Time and era of the prophets.” “What is so special about a prophet?” “When a prophet arrives, God starts interfering in the affairs of the world openly and publicly, which he does not do under normal circumstances, but during that period, he speaks to human beings through his prophets, answers their questions, guides them and finally executes reward and punishment.” The subject was still not clear to Naima. Asr had also read the confusion on her face. “If you are really interested in understanding it, you should get the answer to your third question first. That is, why does God not explain the truth openly? Why does he not provide irrefutable proof of his existence and truth? The answer to this question will also unveil to you who Asr is. Asr is the time of the prophets, and that is the time when the truth is revealed clearly and openly.” Agreeing with Asr, Naima asked excitedly: “OK. Please answer it first.” Asr smiled at her keenness and said: 77 “Get up; I would show you the answer rather than telling you about it. But, for that, you will have to travel into the past with me.” Asr got up and extended his hand towards Naima. When Naima hesitated in holding it, Asr said: “Hold my hand and get up. I am not a human.” Naima got up. However, she was still hesitant. “We have to travel rearwards in the past. If you don’t hold my hand, you will be left here alone”. Encouraged, Naima held his hand. =============== 78 Chapter 5 First Doomsday Holding Naima’s hand, Asr was moving ahead. As soon as Naima got up and held Asr’s hand, she felt as if a blindfold had been removed from her eyes. Darkness of night all around changed into the soft light of dawn. Naima was surprised that it was the same valley she had seen in her dreams right from the beginning. However, instead of being in the valley below, she was standing on the highest of the surrounding mountains and was moving ahead with Asr. As she proceeded further, the scene around her was changing quickly. Her vision had enhanced considerably and she could see everything at great distances. She saw that the days and nights were changing fast down below. Time, days and seasons were also moving ahead at considerable speed. It seemed like the sun was rising from the west and setting in the east. Scenes around were also changing swiftly. Localities, towns and cities were following one after the other. It looked like they were walking on the mountain but the time and space were covering the journey of centuries in seconds. Naima could not understand what was going on but since she liked walking with Asr quietly, she kept doing so without asking any question. Having walked for some time, they reached a plain ground in a valley. Asr stopped and told Naima: “We are now in the era of prophet Noah PBUH and are in ancient Iraq.” Naima was stunned to hear that. She asked, totally surprised: “How did it become possible?” “Everything is possible with me. I am the son of Time. I know every street of Time, and its every door is open for me. I can go anywhere. The answer to your third question is here. Here, you will find out how God has been providing irrefutable proof of his truth and existence in every era.” “But when people see us, what will happen then?” 79 “Rest assured nobody can see us. Yet, we will be able to see everybody. We will go wherever we want but we cannot interfere with anything.” After explaining the scenario, Asr took her and took a few steps They covered a quite a distance in those few steps and entered a locality. It was a big city. It wasn’t big from Naima’s viewpoint who lived in a city of millions. However, for its era, it was a large and bustling city. A celebration was going on there. Excitement and movement were evident. People were happy, and wearing fancy clothes, they were coming out of their homes and gathering in the centre. The centre was built around a temple with a huge courtyard and a big bazaar on the outside. The shops were crowded, and a large number of people, passing through the shops, were gathering in the temple’s courtyard. “They are the people of Prophet Noah PBUH. Humanity started its journey from Prophet Adam PBUH. He was a prophet and left the world after teaching his children to pray to one God. A long time passed since then and his children gradually forgot his message. As civilisation progressed, polytheism had continued to spread at a brisk pace. Not a single person who believed in the oneness of God was left. In that scenario, God sent Noah, and he invited his people to believe in the oneness of God, or Monotheism”. Naima, having seen the environment, commented: “It looks like not many accepted his invitation.” “Yes, very few followed him, just a few who could be counted on fingers. To the extent that even his son Kanaan does not follow him. You know how long has he been trying to make people understand.” Naima looked at Asr questioningly. “Nine hundred and fifty years.” Asr replied. “Nine hundred and fifty years?” Naima repeated his words, surprised. While they were busy talking, there was an uproar. Naima saw that the priests 80 were coming out of the temple in rows, followed by some with planks on their shoulders. The planks had idols having different faces and shapes. Naima counted them; they were five. On seeing them, the crowd was overcome with joy and started raising slogans. Asr described those idols to Naima: “They are the five idols of their sacred elders, Wadd, Suwa, Yaghuth, Yaooq and Nasr. They worship them, seek their help and when they get what they have prayed for, they shower valuables on them. Today is their Eid (a day of celebration), and these idols are being brought out for public display and worship by all.” Naima, surprised and worried, was watching the stupidity. The idols were placed together. After that, a senior priest came and asked the crowd to be quiet. Naima guessed that the ceremony was about to begin. However, an elderly person made his way through the crowd; he came forward and faced that priest. Before the priest could say anything, he turned around and starting addressing the crowd: “O people; Pray to one God. There is no god but him. If you do not do so, I fear you will face a painful punishment.” The priest severely disliked his interference. Angrily, he addressed the crowd: “He is a misguided person, O men. He wants you to leave the religion of your ancestors”. “I am not misguided at all. I am truly a messenger of the Lord of all the worlds. I am giving you a message from your God. I am your sympathiser and know what you do not. Why do you find it strange that your God’s message has been conveyed to you through someone from amongst you? What I am saying is true. If you accept it, you will be saved from the punishment on its way, and God will have mercy on you. Please understand that I have been trying to make you do since long. What would I gain from it? I am not asking you for anything in return. I will get my reward from my God. “ Naima had realised that the person addressing the crowd was Prophet 81 Noah PBUH. In the meantime, she saw a prominent chief also coming forward to support the priest. He shouted: “Only contemptible and debased are with this old man. If he were right, chiefs, like me, and other prominent persons would have accepted it. We have been patient and have respected his old age enough. If he does not desist, we will stone him to death.” As soon as the chief uttered that sentence, people shouted in support. A wild commotion spread in the surroundings. Finally, Prophet Noah PBUH stepped ahead and said: “O my people, if you so dislike me and my reminding you of God’s words, then I have decided to bank on my God. You organise your committee of elders, bring your supporters and also call in your idols. After that, make your decision and without any confusion, decide what you want to do with me. Do not give me any more time after that. I have obeyed the order of my God. If you do not accept him as your God, so be it. However, I am his obedient servant. Prophet Noah’s PBUH words cast a spell of silence on the crowd. No one dared to come forward to execute the Chief’s threat. Prophet Noah PBUH came down calmly. People gave him the way to move, and he left in a particular direction. After his departure, the priest took a sigh of relief and said: “It is good that the misguided old man has left. Let us pray to our five holy idols. “ =============== Naima started to feel suffocated on seeing the absurdities that began after the departure of Prophet Noah PBUH. She asked Asr despicably: “What kind of people are they?” “Human beings have done the same deeds in every era. Majority of people are doing the same even today. Half of them have placed their faith in deities other than God, and the other half have made the materialistic and 82 temporary life of this world the purpose of their existence. True believers have always been few.” “Yes, but it was quite difficult in that era to have faith. Can I meet anybody who had become a believer at that time?” Yes. Why not? I will take you to one such family. You will see how true believers stay on the right path even in the most challenging circumstances and never complain.” Holding her hand, Asr started in a direction. After a while, they were with a family going through the most serious predicament of their lives. It was the family of Jarahum. =============== Jarahum was a poor farmer. He and his wife used to farm a bit and lived a tough life. Life was never easy for them, but it had become even more difficult when they became believers and followers of Prophet Noah PBUH; the entire city became their enemy. Everybody cursed, maligned, and made fun of them. They were blamed for forsaking the religion of their forefathers and the majority of people. The decision to believe in one God and leave the idols that were once symbols of ancient ancestors but had now turned into gods themselves proved very costly for them. However, they stood firm. Jarahum was a childhood friend of Shem. When Prophet Noah PBUH invited people to accept the one and only true God, his son Shem also became a believer. Because of his friend Shem, Jarahum also frequently visited Prophet Noah PBUH and listened to his teachings. He felt that rather than praying to idols, it was only rational to believe in one God. How could the idols they had made with their own hands be gods? How could those ancestors who had died and were buried long ago give them what they wanted? Only the one true God could help people in their hour of need and bestow his bounties upon them. As such, love, reverence, thankfulness and prayers should also be for him and him alone. Prophet Noah’s PBUH teachings touched Jarahum’s heart and he and his wife became believers of one true God. However, their lives became more difficult thereafter. Prophet Noah PBUH exhorted them to be patient and depend solely on the promise made by God. He predicted that the infidels would be annihilated soon, and those who believed in him would become owners of 83 the Earth. Jarahum and his wife believed in the promise. They were satisfied with it and were facing every difficulty courageously. However, the latest mishap that struck had shaken them badly. Their only daughter Amoorah, fifteen years old, had fallen sick. It was not a temporary sickness but a terminal ailment. She was getting worse every day and no medicine could help. It was now apparent that she would only last two or four days. Jarahum and his wife, worried and saddened, were sitting with Amoorah when someone knocked on the door. “I am Shem. Jarahum, please open the door.” Jarahum opened the door slowly, went back and sat with Amoorah without saying anything to Shem. Shem followed him and, putting his hand on Amoorah’s head, said: “Baby, God’s blessings are with you.” “What kind of blessing is it, brother Shem?” Jarahum’s wife said sadly. “We had hoped that we would marry Amoorah to your younger brother, Canaan, and thus become a part of Prophet Noah’s PBUH family. We will be punished so severely for embracing the true faith, this we had not even thought about, ever. “Be quiet. Don’t utter words of infidelity in your grief.” Jarahum said, exasperated. “It’s not a punishment; it is a test. You don’t know, sister, what God’s good intent is behind Amoorah’s sickness. We are humans, not God. He knows what is best for us.” Shem said, trying to make her understand. “Would it not be better for us if our daughter had not fallen sick. If Amoorah were well, she would have become Canaan’s wife and daughter-in-law of 84 your family two years earlier, and we would now be looking at her children with delight.” Jarahum’s wife Replied. “God knows what is better. I don’t like Canaan’s attitude. Among us brothers, he is the only one who has not proclaimed faith in God and our father, and he will not do so. If God’s wrath hits, I am sure Canaan will be killed and if Amoorah had been married to her, then….” “Don’t say anything further, Shem….” Jarahum said, interrupting him. “I would rather see my daughter die in sickness than be killed by God’s wrath.” “I have talked to my dad. He has sent a message to you. The message is that if you, husband and wife, exercise patience, the God of all the worlds will get her married to the last prophet in an exalted family. Thus, rather than becoming wife of a condemned person, she will become the wife of a person who will be graced with Allah’s forgiveness and blessings.” “But when will it be, brother Shem?” Asked Jarahum’s wife. “Sister, it will happen in the next world, the world that will be established after the Doomsday and will never come to an end. In that world, there will be no death and no separation.” Answered Shem. “We will be patient. We have full faith in the promise of God.” Jarahum said, and closed his eyes. “Dad”. A weak voice emerged; Amoorah’s voice. She was getting worse. Her limbs were turning cold and she was breathing with difficulty. Worried, all of them got up and stood around her. Jarahum and his wife started massaging her feet. What else could the poor parents do? Then, there was sound of a 85 hiccup, and Amoorah’s head tilted to one side. Jarahum’s wife screamed and embraced her. Tears flowed in strings from Jarahum’s eyes. Shem bowed his head in sheer helplessness. =============== Naima was watching the entire scene, quietly, helplessly. Finally, she turned and looked at Asr. The message in her look was evident. She did not want to stay there anymore. Asr, holding her hand, came out. When outside, Naima said sadly: “What kind of a life is it?” “It is not life but a test. Life will begin later, and when it begins, Naima, you will see with your own eyes that those who are shedding tears today will be the happiest on Doomsday.” “But the Doomsday is so far.” Naima sadly replied. “No. It is not far. It is quite eminent. Did you not notice travelling with me how we can cover thousands of years in such a short time? It is how God sees all his affairs.” “But we cannot see through the eyes of God, Can we?” Naima asked questioningly. “No. But you can see through the eyes of humans. So, what is the hindrance in doing so? Humans are experts in peeping into future by analysing the past.” “For sure, they can do so. All human progress is due to this ability to predict the future by accurately analysing past experiences. Doctors treat patients according to that principle. A medicine that works on a person is prescribed to the rest. The principle an aeroplane flies on becomes the basis of making and flying all aircraft.” Naima said, agreeing with Asr. “So, now see what happens according to that very principle. Remember Prophet Noah PBUH ‘s warning? Those who do not believe him would face the 86 wrath of God. Now see the same happening. In a little while, you will see it with your own eyes. After that, what will be left in not believing what prophets say about the life hereafter will happen.” “Absolutely. There is no reason not to believe.” “Let’s go and see the first Doomsday of humanity. Prophet Noah PBUH has received the order to build an Arc. It means that Doomsday for his nation is approaching. God’s court is being set up where all guilty will incur the wrath, and only the believers will be saved. Those remaining believers will become the chiefs in this world and the world hereafter as well. =============== Asr was moving once again, taking Naima with him. He was taking her to the events of quite a few days after Amoorah’s death. Their destination was an open ground outside the city. Naima saw from a distance at what looked like a massive boat on that ground. On approaching it, she realised it was more of a ship than a boat, an oceangoing vessel built with planks of wood taken from the forests nearby. That wonder of an Arc was made with planks joined together with strong ropes and nails. That ship, or Arc, was a wonder for two reasons. Firstly, its construction was excellent, and secondly, it was stationed on totally dry ground. There was no ocean or river close by, and there was no chance the people could drag it to water; she was somewhat surprised about those two aspects. Walking along, Asr clarified the two issues. “This Arc has been built on specific instructions of God. It not only has room to board all the followers of Prophet Noah PBUH but also for animals and storage for food and water. Most of all, it is built in such a way that water from even the most torrential rain will drain out, and it can withstand the tallest pounding waves of a sea storm.” Both queries of Naima had been answered. The ship-like size of the Arc was due to the design instructed by God. As for the question about taking it to the water, the Arc would not go to the water; water would come to it. 87 On getting near, Naima saw a commotion. A lot of people from the city were there, including the chiefs and priests. They were making fun of Prophet Noah PBUH, who was supervising construction of the Arc. Naima saw that the same Chief who had threatened to kill Prophet Noah PBUH was addressing the crowd: “I told you the old man is misguided. He has gone senile in his old age. Look at him. He is making a ship on land.” The Priest, standing next, said: “Noah, how are you going to take this ship to water?” Prophet Noah PBUH replied: “Just like you are making fun of us, we will be making fun of you soon.” Shem, standing next to him, said: “You will be annihilated and will destroy your nation too.” The Priest became angry, and said” “Shem, be quiet. Your father has gone mad, and now you have lost your mind as well. You have quarrelled enough. Now do bring the wrath”. The Chief addressed the Priest and the crowd: “There is no point in talking to the insane. They used to talk like mad, and now they are doing insane acts as well. Let us go to our homes and leave them alone.” Saying so, he started walking towards the city, the crowd following him. After they had left, Shem spoke to Prophet Noah PBUH. “father, what next? The Arc is almost ready.” He replied: 88 “Inform our family and all believers to come over with their household goods, pairs of essential livestock and stored foodstuff. Bring it all and embark on the Arc quickly. It will only depart when God ordains it and will anchor when he wills. My God is most forgiving, most merciful.” Everybody came to know that they were about to leave. As per the order, they got busy in doing so. Nobody asked why they should do it? Naima saw that Jarahum and his wife were also amongst them. In those days people did not have much, just foodstuff and livestock. As soon as that was loaded, people were ordered to board the Arc. The Arc was quite high; as such, people had to reach it using ladders. Asr held Naima’s hand, and both boarded as well. Naima saw that the Arc was quite wide from inside. There were rooms for people to live, enclosed from all sides and the lower level was for livestock. They went to the deck. Naima saw that Prophet Noah PBUH was praying to God in prostration. Naima started looking out. Since the Arc was quite high, one could see the scene till quite far. The setting was lovely. Green forest was on one side, city population on the other. All around the city were high and green mountains. God had made that area most attractive. In the meantime, Naima heard Prophet Noah PBUH from behind. He had got up from prostration and said: “God’s order has arrived. Thanks to him, we have been spared from the tyrants. Call people one last time. Invite them to seek forgiveness and repent. If they do not come over, remove the ladders.” People did as they were ordered. Nobody came, and nobody had to come either. In the meantime, Naima saw that darkness had taken over all around. Dark clouds came fast, turning day into a night like scene. Naima was scared of the darkness. The most beautiful setting that existed a while ago had turned scary. At that time, Naima heard Prophet Noah PBUH. “Recite the greatness of God loudly. Thank God for being relieved from the cruel.” 89 People started reciting the greatness and praiseworthiness of God loudly. At the same time, raindrops began to come down. Suddenly, there was thunder. Naima had not heard such a loud sound in her life. She clung to Asr in sheer panic. After that, the rainstorm started, accompanied by constant lightning and thunder. Asr, patting her to relieve her panic, said: “Don’t be afraid. The rain, lightning and thunder will not affect people in the Arc.” “But Asr, it is a dreadful scene.” Naima, looking around in fear, said. A torrential, horrifying rainstorm had started. Darkness had spread all around but the scene was visible in the intermittent lightning. In that light, Naima saw that the water had started to collect around the Arc rapidly. The rainwater was collecting around and the water from the mountains was also rushing towards the city and the ground. It looked like the target of water all over was that area. Asr spoke: “You have no idea what is happening in the city. Since it is in the centre of the valley, a lot of water has collected there. So, to save their lives, people are climbing the mountains.” Then he pointed downwards and said: “Look, people have come here to seek help as well.” For a second in the lightning, Naima saw that many were standing near the Arc and shouting. Due to noise of the rainstorm, their voices could not be heard, but it had become clear to those making fun earlier that the boat did not have to go to water; water had to come to it. The water had arrived, and now, other than the Arc, no place was safe. Naima said to Asr: 90 “We should help these people. Would you please go and request Prophet Noah PBUH to lower the ladders again? That way, some of them will be saved.” “Are you mad? You are suggesting to help those who have been condemned by God. You still do not know how angry God is looking at this weather?” Asr spoke so angrily that Naima got scared. Then, Asr continued in the same tone: “These people are not only guilty of polytheism. Their greater crime is disobedience. They were told to believe only in the Master who gave them everything for nine hundred and fifty years. They were warned not to seek help from others, not to bow to anybody but him, and not to worship stones and idols, forgetting the most beneficent and kind God. But they were blinded by their prejudice. Prophet Noah PBUH had clearly identified their mistakes to them, but they adamantly refused to accept the truth. They threatened the Messenger of God. Had it been up to them, they would have stoned Prophet Noah PBUH to death. Naima, it is an unforgivable crime. In the world of God, there is no greater crime than defying the truth. Along with that, when disobedience is also added, then the punishment has to be suffered.” Naima stood, somewhat ashamed. Asr softened his tone and said: “See, Those who disobey prophets not only trample upon the rights of God, they also usurp the rights of people. You do not know what they did to the public. Remember, those who are not loyal to God always commit excesses against human beings as well. These infidels cannot do anything against God, but they make the lives of others difficult and spread tyranny and mischief in the land. As such, God, in a way, carries out an operation through his Messenger and cuts, removes and throws away the tumour ridden society from the face of the Earth, inhabiting it anew with the righteous. This will now go on for thousands of years. After that, Doomsday will occur, such tumour infected persons will be thrown in Hell, and the Earth will be ruled by the righteous forever thereafter.” “Asr, all of your points are indisputable. But….” 91 Naima stopped for a moment and observed Asr’s expression to see if he was upset. Finding no negative expression, Naima found the courage to bring forth the point that had made her ask for helping the people. “Asr, I do not disagree with anything. However, the point is that the people who are standing below have innocent children with them. What is their fault? Why are they being killed? It is very much against God’s mercy and blessings to kill innocent children too. The fault lies with elders. These kids have not done anything.” “Oh, so that is the real background for asking what you did. See, this flood is an expression of God’s blessings for these children. It is not a punishment but salvation. But you won’t understand. Actually, you have seen a few scenes of these people. It is not a matter of a couple of days but a saga spread over centuries. Prophet Noah PBUH is present amongst them since nine hundred and fifty years. He is making them understand. Come, let me make you listen to his words about what has happened in those nine hundred and fifty years and why it is not a punishment but salvation for the children.” Asr held Naima’s hand and took a few steps. It was a journey going backwards in time. Naima felt that they were walking in the intense darkness of night. Since they were the last days of the lunar calendar, there was no moon, and no moonlight. If there was any semblance of light, it was on the milky, starry, captivating, half-lit sky. That scene was so captivating that Naima was stunned. In the agricultural era, when the environment was not polluted by industrial emissions, smoke and machine debris, the milky sky adorned last nights of the month with glittering stars all over it, making them as beautiful as the night was now. However, Asr had not brought Naima to show the beauty of that night. Instead, he told her about their destination: “We are going to the house of Prophet Noah PBUH. I want to show you the scene of a night before the wrath of God struck. Come, see what was happening at that time.” After saying that, Asr, along with Naima, entered the house of Prophet Noah PBUH . =============== 92 It was late at night. While the world slept in peace, the leader of humanity, God’s beloved Messenger Noah PBUH, was present in the court of his Lord. The exalted Messenger was not resting after a hard day’s work of teaching and inviting people to the right path. Instead, he was praying, in prostration, crying, begging and painfully lamenting to God. More than a prayer, it was the agonising story of his struggle of a thousand years summarised into a few sentences. While he spoke, his every word was being etched on Naima’s mind and heart. Weeping, he prayed: “My Lord, I called my people night and day, but my call added only to their flight (from the truth). Whenever I called them, so that you might forgive them, they put their fingers into their ears, and wrapped their clothes around themselves, and grew obstinate, and waxed proud in extreme arrogance. Then I called them loudly, and then I spoke to them in public and spoke to them in private. So, I said, Pray to your Lord for your forgiveness, Indeed he is very forgiving, and he will cause the heavens to rain upon you in abundance, and will help you with riches and sons, and will cause gardens to grow for you, and cause canals to flow for you. My Lord, they disobeyed me, and followed them whose wealth and children added nothing to them but loss, and they devised a mighty plot, and said (to their people), never forsake your gods, and never forsake Wadd, nor Suwa, nor Yaghuth and Yaooq and Nasr. And they have led many astray. And (O my Lord,) let not the wrongdoers progress in anything but deviation from the right path. My Lord, do not leave on Earth even a single inhabitant (surviving) out of the disbelievers. If you leave them (surviving), they will lead your servants astray, and will beget none but a sinful disbeliever. My Lord, grant pardon to me, and to my parents, and to everyone who enters my home as a believer, and to all the believing men and believing women, and do not increase the wrongdoers but in ruin.” The prayer was so effective that Naima felt its powerful impact on her. After a thousand years’ hard work, the disappointment was crushing as he had no hope of his nation following the right path. Having experienced many of their generations, he was sure that their coming generations would also be disobedient. Naima thought: 93 “If his words have impacted me so strongly, how would they have not reached the court of God.” =============== They returned to the Ark at the same time and place. Asr asked Naima: “Have you now understood how this flood had become a blessing for those children?” Answering his own question, he replied: “The disobedience and rebellion of people had crossed all limits. That environment had become so negative that it did not allow any child to reason and think in a normal and unbiased way. Naima nodded in agreement and said: “It is called conditioning or brainwashing in our times. But the children have not committed any crime so far. Therefore, the kids here today are innocent.” “This is exactly what I am saying. It is not a punishment but a blessing. The nation is being punished, but only the law of death is being applied to the children, which, in any case, has to be applied to all living beings one day. People die a thousand different ways, including kids. Didn’t you see Jarahum’s daughter Amoorah had died too?” “Yes, I saw that.” “These children have the same case. Their age has been decided as it is now. They will neither face the angels of punishment in the graves nor will they be punished on Doomsday. Punishment is only for the grownups. As I have said, and you have also heard from prophet Noah PBUH, only the disobedient and heartless are being punished. Such wrath strikes only those nations who are explained everything logically and in clear and uncertain terms by the Messengers of God. They do not rebel due to a misunderstanding. Their rebellion is with complete understanding and full intent, hence the punishment.” 94 “It means animals present here will also die in flood, not as a punishment, but because their time to die has been fixed as such.” Naima asked a question as it arose in her mind. “You got that right”. Asr nodded in affirmative. Asr had hardly said that when a huge wave jolted the Ark and it started moving. Naima looked down. People standing below were washed away by the tide which had come from the city’s direction. She looked at the city. In the lightning, she saw it submerged in water. Water was everywhere, and the Ark had started its journey. She also saw considerable water had collected in the Ark even though it was continuously draining from the holes made for the purpose. However, it was raining so hard that the water level had slowly started to rise even there. Naima said, looking out: “The city has drowned.” “Yes, but all people have not died yet. They are quite hardy. A large number have climbed the mountains. They think that the rain will stop soon, water will not reach the peaks, and they will be safe.” Asr replied. Naima did not comment. In the meantime, the clouds had become a bit lighter. Rain had slowed, but in a while, Naima realised that it was only to ensure that the water level in the Ark did not rise. Other than the Ark, water was still coming down in torrents. In addition, the Earth was also determined to throw up all of its water today. There were many reasons for the rise in water level. Firstly, the torrential rain, secondly the gushing water from the mountains, and thirdly, the water pouring down far exceeded the Earth’s capacity to absorb it; and that capacity had been saturated. As the water level and the Ark rose, Naima felt that the rain was not falling in a small area; it was pouring as heavily, or even heavier, everywhere. 95 As the darkness decreased and the light became better, Naima looked as far as she could. The Forest had submerged in water. The city had drowned. All around, there was nothing but water and huge waves. In between, their Ark was moving swiftly, riding the waves, moving up and down. Other than the Ark, a few mountains were still withstanding the onslaught of water. Naima noticed that some persons were sitting on one of them. Perhaps they had climbed up and were waiting for the rain to stop. They were encouraged by the improving light and lessening rain and must have thought it was about to be over. Amongst them sat a young man. Seeing him. Asr said: “He is Canaan, son of Prophet Noah PBUH. He remained an infidel and did not board the Ark till the end.” In the meantime, prophet Noah PBUH also saw him. He shouted: “My son, come and join us and do not side with these infidels.” He replied: “The mountain will protect me, and it will save me from the water.” Prophet Noah PBUH said: “Nobody can save from God’s wrath today, except God’s mercy.” As he uttered those words, a lofty, gushing wave hindered their view. When it subsided, Naima saw that it had swept away all those on the mountain with her. Seeing that scene, Prophet Noah PBUH fell in prostration. Naima did not know what he was praying to God for. Seeing the horrible scene that taught a lesson to all onlookers, Asr said: “You saw how even-handed God’s justice is. Even if a prophet’s son is guilty, he is not spared, never mind anybody else.” “Without a doubt.” Naima gave a short reply. 96 The prevailing atmosphere and the events that had taken place had overawed her. She could not say anything else. In a short while, the water covered all mountain peaks too. Now there was only the Ark and a sea of water spread near and far, with no shore insight. Naima watched the scene in a strange mental condition. She had heard of the death, God’s wrath and sea storm, etc., but for the first time, she had witnessed a horrible combination of them all; she had almost lost her senses. Prophet Noah’s PBUH ark, sailing through the sea of death and God’s wrath, weathering the storm, was forging ahead. =============== 97 Chapter 6 Tall Men & Tempest Asr and Naima stood, quiet. Asr was watching her face reflecting deep sadness. No doubt, the events happening around her had shaken her up. Therefore, he felt it was necessary to bring some other realities to her attention. “Naima, you saw the first Doomsday. You also saw how God annihilates powerful criminals and protects the believers. Now see how he gives authority to the believers and makes them rulers of the Earth.” He extended his hand. Naima gave her hand to him quietly. Holding it, Asr started walking on the Arc. Once again, the scene, time and days started moving swiftly. When he stopped after a few steps, Naima saw that they were still on the Arc, but it was stationed on a mountain. the water had receded. Asr pointed in a direction and said: “See, that’s a new human settlement. Those humans will establish many more settlements. Major generations will come into being from the three sons of Prophet Noah PBUH, Shem, Ham and Japheth, who were believers and had boarded the Arc with him. They will be chiefs of the new generations and owners of the Earth in this world, and in the Hereafter as well.” “And Jarahum and his wife?” Naima asked. “Jarahum’s wife is in the family way again. She will have a son this time and a major tribe will come into being from him. Jarahum will also be chief of his tribe. These powerless and feeble believers who were considered worthless and lowly by others will now become chiefs of powerful tribes. Not only that, their descendants will also benefit from their faith and good deeds. Ham’s descendants will populate Africa. Great civilisations and empires will emerge from them. After them, Shem’s future generations will rule the world. They will inhabit the Middle East. Significant civilisations and exalted prophets of 98 God will be born there. In the last era, Japheth’s descendants will be rulers of the world. After that, Doomsday will arrive and the world’s rule will be handed over to the righteous forever.” “How strange? How unbelievable it seems. The oppressed of yesterday will become rulers tomorrow. What a miracle, and so quickly.” Naima said, surprised. Asr replied: “For you, it has happened quickly. But think about Prophet Noah invited people for nine hundred and fifty years.” PBUH who “Yes. You are right. But nine hundred and fifty years did come to pass too. What a grave loss for those who refused to accept the truth.” “Oh, it is so good to know that our Naima has started speaking the way her God likes. This is exactly what God Almighty says that this world is nothing but a mirage.” Admitting it, Naima bowed and said: “Yes, I have understood it now.” “Please also understand that this miracle is the greatest proof of the existence of God and finality of Doomsday. God not only brings forth the truth through his prophets but also provides irrefutable proof of the truth that nobody can deny, ever. God proves that he is a living reality by punishing those who defy the prophets and protecting the righteous in this world. That punishment and reward become proof that if what the prophets say proves to be true in this world, then it will be true in the Hereafter as well. If punishment and reward have been meted out in this world, they will be awarded in the Hereafter too. The prophets have full confidence in the truth of their undertaking right from day one. Because of that confidence, they take on the entire world singlehandedly. They are confident that the Lord of the Universe will save them.” Asr spoke, and Naima listened intently. 99 “You saw how Prophet Noah PBUH challenged the infidels despite being alone. Every Messenger comes with that challenge. He challenges the infidels all his life. He threatens them with the wrath of God, but infidels cannot do anything to him. In the prayer of Prophet Noah PBUH, you have heard how people used various dirty tricks against him but failed in their nefarious designs because God is behind his prophets. Remember, when a prophet arrives, it is the most important time of human history. Special angels are appointed all the way from heavens to Earth. Those angels protect the message of God as well as the Messenger who brings the message.” “And you are that time, that is, Al-Asr. The same Asr that has been sworn about in the Quran.” “Yes, I am the same Asr. I am the time that has been sworn about in the Quran. Probably now you would have understood the meaning of the chapter Al-Asr of the Quran. Why God swears by me, that is, the era of the prophets, that human beings will indeed be in a state of loss. You saw how the chiefs of the nation of Prophet Noah PBUH remained in a state of loss. Except those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to exercise patience, like Shem, Ham, Japheth, Jarahum and their wives.” Naima felt as if luminescence had spread from the sky to the Earth. The truth about Quran was revealed to her in a way she couldn’t even imagine. She fell in prostration uncontrollably, then got up; tears were flowing from her eyes. She said: “How true is God’s word. Alas If someone had explained it to me in this manner, I would have become a believer long time ago.” “It’s OK. It’s good that you have understood it now.” “Yes, not only have I understood, I have also learnt that the era of prophets is the paramount proof of God and Doomsday. That proof is in front of me right now.” Naima spoke, looking at the settlement below, where the poor believers of Prophet Noah’s PBUH nation were present as chiefs. Lush green crops spoke of 100 God’s bounties and blessings. Their wives and children were with them, providing immense happiness being the apple of their eyes. Having heard Naima, Asr said: “But Naima…”. Asr did not complete the sentence. Instead, he became quiet with a sad smile. “But what?” Naima asked. “But after receiving blessings and bounties from God, human beings will forget him again. These very generations will forget this historical episode of reward and punishment. With the passage of time, this first Doomsday will become a part of history. People will only remember it as a storm, forgetting what had actually happened. Satan will misguide them. They will follow polytheism, worship idols, indulge in tyranny and discord. God will send his messenger once again. The Messenger will be defied and rejected, and a Doomsday just like this will be inflicted on them.” “Who are those nations?” “Innumerable nations, where the God’s messengers came and then rewards and punishment were unleashed. But, since you are a Muslim, I will take you in the eras of only those nations that have been written about in the Quran. “So. where will we go first?” “We will go to the south of Saudi Arabia of your time. Right now, it is nothing but a barren, vast and horrible desert, but in the era of the nation of Aad, it was a lush green area.” “Naima, due to her extensive studies, was somewhat acquainted with Geography and History. As such, she asked surprisingly.” “Oh really? I have read it was a powerful nation.” “Yes, and now you will see what happened to those who were so powerful.” =============== 101 Naima had not seen such a healthy, robust and tall person in her life. He was standing in a garden, plucking fruit from the tree. To do that, he neither had to climb the tree nor use a stick to get them down. Using stones was out of the question indeed. He just extended his hand and took what he wanted. If Naima had not seen a few exceptionally very tall persons in her life, she would have never believed that a person could be that tall. Naima was standing with Asr in the land of Aad. Compared to the horrible desert it is today in South Arabia, it was lush green. They were standing outside a garden of the main settlement. Rather than taking her directly there, Asr had kept her on the outskirts. Here, there were a series of fields. Water springs and canals flowed everywhere. It was this abundance of water that had made this area so gorgeously green. While Naima watched its wellbeing and prosperity, Asr gave her background of the people of Aad. Asr told her that Aad, and more or less all nations of Arabia, were the descendants of Shem, son of Prophet Noah PBUH. As such, they are known as the nations of Shem. Aad were descendants of Shem’s son, Aram. With time, and before the recorded history, they had become a large and mighty nation. After acquiring power, wellbeing and prosperity, they should have been thankful to God; instead, they became rebellious and oppressive. On the one hand, idolatry and polytheism reached their zenith and, on the other, cruelty, arrogance and excesses against the weak became their routines. Due to the abundance of wealth and physical prowess, their favourite pastime was building tall buildings. Having listened to Asr, Naima said: “I read somewhere that they were the first to use columns in the construction of buildings.” Asr, agreeing with her, replied: “Yes, you are correct. They were the first to invent the construction of tall structures with columns. With the help of columns, they built tall and gorgeous buildings and palaces on high ground as symbols of their excellence in construction. In addition, due to physical prowess and good health, there were 102 relatively fewer diseases; hence, the population grew well.” While talking, Asr and Naima reached the fruit garden where Naima saw that person extending his hand, plucking fruit from the trees and eating them. It looked like he was hungry and, as such, was eating the fruit in a hurry. However, there was another reason for his being in a hurry, which Naima came to know soon. The garden did not belong to him. As such, he was stealing the fruit and eating it. Naima found that he was stealing as suddenly two to three equally tall and strong persons appeared and ran after him. He tried to get away, but they caught him. They started beating him mercilessly. He screamed and begged for mercy, but his tormentors were devoid of that feeling. As a result, he was severely injured and fell to the ground. After a while, he lost the strength to even scream, but the garden owners’ anger had not extinguished yet. They kept beating him till he became utterly motionless. Naima realised that he had become unconscious and thought they would leave him alone now as they took a few steps back. But then she saw a scene that shook her up badly. One of them picked up a giant boulder and smashed his head with it. Naima trembled on seeing that horrendous scene and turned her back to it. Then, in a shaken voice, she told Asr: “Let’s get away from here.” Asr held her hand and moved ahead. Naima’s face had turned red with emotions. She was sobbing, and it looked like she would start crying loudly. She had never thought that someone could be killed so mercilessly only because he had plucked some fruit. At last, she could not overcome her feelings. She sat down and started crying. Asr sat with her as well. After a while, when she felt a bit better, she asked Asr: “Are they humans or beasts? Can someone do that too?” They are humans and the highly civilised nation of their times. But they are ruthless as well. When they get hold of someone, this is what they do. They 103 have crushed all the tribes located nearby. The weak of their nation are also not safe from their cruelty.” “Nobody counsels them?” “Who will? On one side are the rich who are busy in revelling, enjoying their wealth. How can they be interested in the welfare of society? On the other are the clergy. Rather than promoting sound moral values, they have made idolatry their primary business. In return for expensive gifts from the rich, they issue condonation certificates to them. After committing excesses, the rich bow to their false idols, make costly endowments to the clergy and feel guilt-free after that.” Asr said, drawing a picture of the society. “But now Prophet Hud PBUH has been ordained. God has set up Court for this nation. The exalted Messenger of God has started inviting and preaching truth to his people. His first targets are polytheism and corrupt religious leadership. Along with that, he also highlights the nation’s other social ills such as tyranny, excessive pursuit of fleshly pleasures and flawed character. “So, how is the nation responding?” “Come, see the answer of his nation. =============== Prophet Hud PBUH had a handsome and graceful personality. His height and build were similar to his nation, but he was fair complexioned and impressed the onlookers. At this time, he was in a meeting with the chiefs of his people. Asr had told Naima that Prophet Hud PBUH also belonged to the largest and honourable tribe of Khalud. Due to his position, grace and respectable family, he was held in high esteem. However, after he started preaching and inviting people to believe in one God and follow the right path, his nation refused to do so. This tussle went on for a long time, but his people were not ready to listen to any logical argument. Therefore, in accordance with his law, God inflicted a punishment on them before his decisive wrath. That year, there was no rainfall. As a result, the crop size was less than usual, but it was not a drought-like condition as their water springs had not dried yet. 104 Asr had told her that a reason for killing the person who stole fruit from the garden was reduction in the crop size that year, imposed by God on the people as a warning and to induce them to the right path. As such, in the same spirit, Prophet Hud PBUH had come to the meeting of the chiefs to convince them to follow the truth. Naima was watching the answer he got. Prophet Hud PBUH was inviting them to follow the one and only God and the worthlessness of idols, but the chiefs of the nation became highly annoyed. One of them said: “Hud, stop talking silly. You are either an idiot or a liar. They are our gods and we have always worshipped them.” Prophet Hud PBUH said, most politely and softly: “Brother, it is not so. I am not an idiot, but a Messenger sent by your God. I am delivering his message entirely honestly and in a spirit of sympathy. I do not want any reward from you for this work. Please understand that you are descendants of Prophet Noah PBUH, and you also know how his people were annihilated for the crime of idolatry. After that, God gave you such power and strength, gardens and water springs, wealth and off-springs, rainfall and abundance of produce. As such, you should pray to that one God who bestowed all of those things upon you.” Having listened to him, a Chief spoke: “It is all rhetoric. All those things have been bestowed upon us by our gods and idols. They give us everything and help us with our difficulties. They are the ones who will get us out of our current situation too. You should stop worrying about it.” Prophet Hud PBUH replied: “My brother, these are just a few names you have given them. Naming something like a god and ascribing a few qualities to him does not make it God. You have coined these names. God has not certified them. See, I am 105 afraid lest a major wrath may strike you for your crimes. Therefore, seek forgiveness from your God. He is most merciful and will give you a lot more. He will send abundant rainfall, and your strength will increase even more than what it is now.” Listening to the words of Prophet Hud PBUH about their self-made gods, a Chief got up, extremely angry, and shouted: “Stop talking this nonsense. These are all old stories. No wrath is going to strike us. But now you better be careful. It looks like you have incurred the anger of one of our gods, and ….” Leaving his sentence incomplete, he put his hand on his sword’s sheath. His face showed his fury. If he had his way, he would have unsheathed his sword and attacked Prophet Hud PBUH, but an unknown entity stopped him from doing so. However, his expression was indicative of his intent to kill Prophet Hud PBUH, who had also understood the Chief’s intent, but he, the exalted Prophet of God, replied quite calmly and without any fear: “I make my God witness, and you bear witness too, those you ascribe as partners in worship with God, I am absolved of that grave crime. Now all of you get together and take whatever step you want against me. Do not give me any more time. I trust my God, who is my God and your God, and everything works as he wills, and everything is in his grasp and control. Now that you have refused the straight path, know that I have conveyed the message of God I was sent to you with. Now you will be replaced with another nation as rulers, and you will be unable to do anything. My Lord is guardian over everything. From now on, I will wait, and you wait as well.” After saying that, Prophet Hud PBUH got up and walked away confidently. Along with him, two or three persons also got up and followed him. Naima asked Asr: “Who are they?” Asr replied: “They are some of his very few followers. They are the ones about whom Prophet Hud PBUH had mentioned that they would now be made rulers in 106 place of the Aad. That was the last dialogue of Prophet Hud PBUH with these people. Final positions have been taken in this discussion. Prophet Hud PBUH has tried his utmost to convince them, and his nation has threatened to kill him. Remember, when a nation decides to kill its prophet, God Almighty immediately terminates the time for forgiveness. “Do the enemies try to kill the prophets as well?” “Why not? A person is continuously threatening them with punishment and denying their gods. As a reply, the last step for that nation is to get rid of him, but God’s angels protect his prophets all the time.” “But how do angels provide this protection? I have not seen angels. Can I see them?” Naima asked excitedly. “I will show you the angels later. But first, see what happens here now.” =============== It was the day after the meeting with chiefs. The sun had risen, and the people of Aad were present at the central temple. The temple was located on a high hill and was a masterpiece of Aad’s architecture. Supported by massive columns, the magnificent building convinced onlookers that Aad were indestructible and their greatness was everlasting. However, the fear of expected drought had brought them together to plead to their false gods. With the idols of Aad in front, priests were busy helping people worship with special prayers for rain. It was agricultural era. Everybody knew that there was no rainfall last year. At that time, the aquafers had not dried, but if there were no rains this year also, they would go dry, leading to the drought. To protect themselves from that calamity, they were calling their gods. Asr and Naima were also there but they were not part of the gathering; instead, they were standing on the temple’s roof. From that vantage point, they could see the worship and rituals below and the entire settlement and surroundings on the other side. Asr was narrating events of last evening to Naima as she was unaware of them. He told her that after Prophet Hud PBUH had left yesterday’s meeting, the nation’s chiefs decided that enough was enough. After the challenge Prophet 107 Hud PBUH had given in the discussion, it had become a matter of honour for them to kill him. As such, they had decided to do it that night. However, those silly souls did not know that God had decided to annihilate them. Accordingly, God ordered Prophet Hud PBUH to emigrate immediately before unleashing his wrath. Just after sunset, Prophet Hud PBUH and his faithful followers left the settlement and moved away. When the chiefs of Aad reached his home, they did not find anybody; hence they returned to their homes, regretting their delay. They were entirely unaware of the Doomsday that was to strike them the next morning, and that is why Prophet Hud PBUH and his faithful believers had already gone quite far. Asr and Naima were at their vantage point. Weather was clear and the scene was easily visible. From the height, Naima realised that the homes of Aad were really quite tall. Even though the Architecture was not like that of Naima’s time, they were pretty advanced, keeping in view their era. Naima was wondering how would the settlement comprising the tall and robust buildings be destroyed. Would it be a storm, an Earthquake or something else? She had no idea. She asked Asr: “How will this nation be destroyed?” Asr replied: “What’s the hurry. Whatever happens, will happen in front of you. Just keep watching.” After a short while, Asr pointed in one direction. Clouds were forming far on the horizon. Slowly, they started to get close. Then, someone amongst the people busy in worship saw them too. In a while, there was an uproar. Seeing that, Asr said: “These idiots think their prayers have been answered and their idols have sent rain-bearing clouds to them. However, they don’t know that there is no rain in those clouds but the wrath of Almighty God.” 108 Naima listened to Asr and looked at the crowd intently. All of them were screaming, overcome with joy, praising their idols and singing hymns to thank them. A lot of them ran towards the grounds and their homes joyously. The priests, waving their hands, were assuring the crowd of their authenticity and popularity. Some persons had also fallen in the feet of idols to thank them. On one side was that ongoing commotion, and on the other, the clouds were heading fast towards the settlement. The weather had started to change suddenly. Sun had hidden in the clouds. The slow and hardly noticeable breeze had turned strong and cold. Asr held Naima’s hand and said: “Don’t leave my hand. The tempest that would continuously go on for eight days and seven nights is about to start. It would be so strong and horrible that you can’t even imagine.” Naima was surprised to hear the extent of God’s wrath. Amazed, she asked: “How would the tempest go on for so many days?” “Asr looked at the sky and said: “It’s an insignificant thing for Almighty God. In the universe, he has made them go on for years. However, he has favoured humans by harnessing such tempests and gases for their benefit. Humans enjoy the breeze and feel happy, but when the court to punish the criminals is established, the same harnessed powers of the universe become the cause of their destruction. The harness that controls winds and gasses has been let loose for this condemned nation who were so proud of their physiques and power. You will see how they hide in their homes and seek safety in their hideouts, but the wind will not leave them anywhere. How long can a person go without food and water? Whenever anyone leaves the shelter and comes out even for a moment, the wind will blow him away and then strike him hard either on the earth or a protruding feature. They will meet helpless, disgraced and tortured deaths. “ Along with Asr’s words, the intensity of the wind was increasing. People had realised that it was not the blessing of the idols, but the wrath of God, the subduer, the ever-dominating. As such, there was a huge commotion. They were tall and mighty, covered considerable distances in a few steps, and 109 claimed that nobody was as strong as them in the world. Now they were discovering who was really the strongest. But it was too late. They started running around looking for hideouts. The tempest had not reached its full fury yet, but still, they were finding it very difficult to run. The force of wind was such as if a solid wall was hindering them from moving ahead. Everybody ran wherever one could. People forgot about their friends and colleagues, wives, children, parents and relatives. Everybody was looking after himself and trying to find shelter. But the time to be saved was over. Since Naima was standing with the help of Asr, she did not feel any problem due to the storm. She could clearly see that the wind was furiously fast and striking people against the Earth or a protruding feature. Dust was blowing with the wind. However, perhaps due to the company of Asr, Naima could see the entire scene clearly despite that. She had not witnessed such a horrific and eye-opening scene even in the flood of Prophet Noah’s PBUH time. She was in the Arc there and everybody in the Arc was safe. She had not seen individuals dying. Here, she was seeing them dying helplessly. That scene was so awful that Naima was stunned and trembled with fear. She had never seen such a scene of God’s fury before. She remembered the person who was severely tortured and killed in the fruit garden and thought: “It may happen a bit late, but God does impart justice.” Asr, pointing in a direction, showed her a few persons who had sought refuge in the gardens. The out-of-control tempest was uprooting trees and tossing them around. How could the people who hid there remain safe? Thus, on one side, the date palm trunks were rolling, and along with them, the tree-trunk like strong people of Aad’s dead bodies were being thrown around here and there. Deaths such as these were abject lessons. Naima hid her face with her hands. =============== As Asr had said, The tempest raged in full force for eight days and seven nights without a break. In the first onslaught, the gusts of winds killed people. Those who hid saved themselves for the time being, but how long could they stay in their places of refuge? The strong wind killed anyone who got out. Some had decided that they would die of hunger and thirst, but not at the hands of the wind. However, the wind also brought along dust, and that dust 110 started burying their hideouts slowly. They had no remedy for that. If they left the shelter, the wind killed them, and if they stayed in, the dust buried them. Finally, that is what happened. Their homes and hideouts continued to bury under the dust slowly. How could the people inside be safe? One after the other, they died too. The tempest stopped after a week. However, now the entire area, a plain covered with lush green gardens before the wrath of God, was turned into mounds of dust. The mounds looked like high hills. Naima was standing with Asr on such a mound. As far as eyes could see, nothing was visible except the mounds. Naima thought that anybody who had seen this area before could not even dream it would become what it was now. She told Asr, sadly: “Asr, they died a horrible death.” “Naima, this is nothing. You won’t even imagine what will happen to them in the world that would start after Doomsday. There, they will neither be able to live nor die. They will beg for death, death will be around, but it will not come to them.” On hearing that, Naima kept quiet. Asr felt she wanted to ask something but was not doing so for some reason. To encourage her, he said: “Ask whatever you want to. this is the time to have all your questions answered.” “Asr, I am not objecting to anything about God.” Naima started to ask the question, but her tone was highly cautious after what she had witnessed, lest she sounded impudent. She continued with her question cautiously, weighing each word. “But there is a principle in our world that crime and punishment should have a balance in them. As we say, ‘Punishment must befit the crime’, that is, punishment should be proportionate to the crime. To kill a whole nation for disobedience of a prophet, and that too so mercilessly….” While saying those words, Naima’s face paled with fear. She imagined every person killed in the horrible tempest, paused for a moment and continued: 111 “And then you say they will be punished even more severely in Hell, and that too forever and ever, perpetually, never-ending, they will not even die. So, it looks like there is no proportion in the crime and punishment here. Perpetual, never-ending punishment for sins of a life of fifty or hundred years, and that too so torturous. I have not understood that.” Asr smiled on hearing that and said: “I am now beginning to understand why God Almighty has chosen you for this journey. You are brilliant. You look at things in depth. However, obviously, you don’t know everything because, after all, you are a human. You cannot understand everything with your knowledge.” Naima was pleased to hear Asr’s encouragement. She listened intently. Asr began his reply with a question: “A man and a woman commit adultery. Your comment?” “It is a despicable act. Highly shameless, rather, a crime.” Naima replied quickly, but then thought about something and said: “In many nations of our times, though, it is neither considered bad nor is it a crime.” The philosopher Naima again added a conditional clause to her reply. Asr changed his question a bit and asked again: “What if a married man and a married woman commit adultery. What would you say about that? That would be considered bad by people everywhere. Isn’t it?” Naima gave a straight answer this time. “Illicit relations between married persons are surely worse than those between unmarried men and women, even in the eyes of western nations.” 112 “One more question. If a man and his mother... “ Expressions of repugnance and anger appeared on Naima’s face. “It’s the height of being disgustingly repulsive.” Now tell me, Naima, The three acts as per their nature are the same crime, i.e., adultery, committed by unmarried persons, married persons, and a son and his mother. Therefore, according to the principle you explained earlier, the punishment should be proportionate to the crime. Hence, since crime is the same in all three cases, punishment should be the same. “No.” Naima immediately contradicted Asr. “It is common sense that punishment for the three should be different.” “Naima, this is what you had not understood earlier. If punishment is based on the crime’s nature, it is also based on who the crime has been committed against. As is clear from this example, punishment for adultery by unmarried persons and that by a mother and son should be different. Therefore, punishment is not only conditional upon the nature of the crime but also upon who the crime has been committed against. Please understand that the nations of prophets are wiped off the surface of the earth, which you think is a severe punishment, or the punishment with Hell, which again, in your opinion, is a massive punishment. Actually, these punishments are for rebellion against God. Naima agreed with Asr, but said: “OK. Even if I agree with the severe punishment, but ever-lasting punishment for any crime? that I have not understood.” “That is your problem, Naima. Everlasting punishment in Hell is not for any crime.” Asr continued, emphasising the word ‘any crime’. 113 “Everlasting Hell is the result of rebelling against the most powerful entity with unlimited powers. It is for intentionally indulging in polytheism and continuing to do so even after being clearly warned about the crime. It is not a punishment for committing a crime against any person. It is the result of rebelling against that exalted entity who is the most powerful and the greatest benefactor of human beings.” “I understand what you are saying, Asr, but what do I do with this Logic in my head that says the punishment for a crime committed in a limited life should not be unlimited.” When Naima said that, hitting her hand on her head, Asr started smiling. “So, you want to study Logic? OK. If Logic says that the punishment for a crime committed in a limited life should not be unlimited, the same Logic also says that the punishment for the crime committed against a limitless entity should be limitless too.” Naima shook her head in agreement with Asr’s explanation. “Yes. We humans also punish a theft committed in minutes with imprisonment of many years.” “It is also an aspect of the philosophy of punishment and reward that punishment is not awarded based on the effects of crime or the time of the commitment of time. However, I would like to draw your attention towards another, and more important, aspect. When the crime is perpetrated against the Almighty God, the matter becomes exceptionally grave. “ Asr, explaining it, pointed towards the sun and said: “Do you know the temperature of the raging fire in the sun?” “That temperature is in millions of degrees Celsius.” “And what is the temperature of your earth?” 114 “At the very most forty degrees Celsius, and fifty degrees in the deserts. Over that temperature, humans cannot survive.” Hearing that, Asr smiled and said: “It is only one example. The entire Universe is either that hot or that cold. However, see how God Almighty has maintained its balance. Man’s existence is due to millions, or billions, of such blessings that his Lord has bestowed upon him unconditionally. What should really happen is that, in return, people should be extremely grateful to that extreme benefactor. Instead, if someone indulges in polytheism and rebellion, two crimes the Lord dislikes most, and continues to commit these heinous crimes even after being told the truth and warned in categorically clear terms, what should be the punishment for that?” Without waiting for Naima’s answer, he continued: “Just tell me, what do you give God Almighty in return for all the favours he bestows upon you?” “We don’t give him anything in return other than being thankless and ungrateful.” Naima said, her head bowed. She thought of her entire past life. But then, again, a baseless atheistic claim came to her mind, and she brought it out: “People say that that they did not ask God to give them whatever he did. So why then is he asking them for something in return?” “God is not asking for something in return. He only asks humans not to be thankless. But, Madam, who said that humans did not ask for the blessings they have received? Man asked God for all that he received. He asked God to give him a test.” “It is probably written in Quran. However, an atheist will not believe what is written there.” “It is surely written in Quran. And it is also true that an atheist will not agree with what is written there. But next time an atheist says that to you, you can reply that if he has not asked for those things and doesn’t need them, he 115 should not burden himself with God’s favours. Instead, he should return them immediately. He should cut his hands and feet and throw them away, gouge out his eyes and drop them to the ground, pour acid into his ears and cut his tongue with a knife. In fact, he should return his entire life.” Hearing that, Naima laughed and said: “Nobody would do that. But Asr, non-believers are quite stubborn. They will say that all of it happened by itself. It is due to the blind matter which, going through the evolutionary process of billions of years, has taken this shape.” “Naima, that school of thought was a result of scientific discoveries of the nineteenth century. However, scientific discoveries of the 20th century have rejected concepts of matter and eternity of the universe. The matter is neither eternal nor the last reality of the universe. Leaving aside this academic discussion, please note that coincidental, or by chance, occurrences are those that are out of the ordinary and happen once or twice, whereas here, the design of everything from the humans to the environment necessary to ensure continuity of their life on earth, i.e., Life Support System, nothing is coincidental but is a witness to an entity who planned them in minutest details. Here, everything and every place clearly show the intent of the creator. How can we call an intentionally planned thing a coincidence?” And then, making the matter very simple through an example, Asr asked: “Please tell me, if only girls, or only boys, are born in the world, what would happen?” “The humanity will come to an end after some time.” Naima answered immediately. Asr asked: “Now tell me the ratio between men and women?” “With a minor variation, roughly equal.” Naima, who was not less than an encyclopedia, replied confidently. 116 “Now tell me, what a coincidence that in every era, in every generation, in fact, since thousands of years, men and women, despite all kinds of circumstances, have been born almost in equal numbers, and because of that, humanity is growing continuously. Even though the premise that through the evolution of billions of years, creation of an intelligent entity like a human being and also the design of a life support system without which he cannot survive is entirely frivolous, another question is, which evolutionary process decides the sex of children born every day so that their ratio does not change. To do that, some creator must control the ratio between male and female newborns. See, millions of women get pregnant every day. If the determination of sex of unborn were coincidental, then the ratio of genders in the world would not have been so consistent and smooth as we see it today. It cannot be controlled by evolution, coincidence or the economic theory of demand and supply. It is most definitely the decision of a creator who knows the unseen.” “Asr, you are hundred per cent correct. It is an irrefutable proof. I now believe in that omniscient, knower of the unseen. But Asr, I live with a lot of people who do not want to believe, and never do.” “Hellfire is the punishment for those who did not acknowledge blessings of God and did not understand anything explained logically. Think about it. Man is living in this Universe due to trillions of such favours of God. But, after all that, rather than believing in him, he believes in those other than God, instead of following him, he acknowledges greatness of idols and other humans, even refuses to acknowledge the existence of God. Then a person comes and tries to make him understand and does so for many years, trying every way he can. However, he still refuses to understand and becomes an enemy of that person. He becomes a slave of his interests, wishes and prejudices, to the extent that even when he comes to know that the person addressing him is not an ordinary person but a Messenger of God, he still does not listen and starts planning to kill that God’s Messenger. You tell me what should God do?” “He should be punished severely. He should be thrown in Hellfire, condemned for life.” 117 Naima said without any hesitation. Now she was enthused with the greatness of God. As such, she proposed the same punishment for the rebel of God that Asr had talked about a bit earlier. “Yes. Hellfire is the punishment for such a rebellion. But remember, God Almighty is most forgiving and most beneficent. He will neither send people to Hell for minor sins nor will it be the punishment for every sinner. Hardships in life will be the penance for some mistakes. Many people will suffer on Doomsday, and those hardships will be accepted as punishment for their sins. As far as the severest punishment of Hellfire is concerned, it is for the willful defiance and rebellion against God, as committed by the nation of Prophet Noah PBUH and nation of Aad.” Asr felt it necessary to explain the concept of reward and punishment once again. “Alas, I wish people believe in Doomsday.” The words came involuntarily from Naima. Asr looked into her eyes and said: “That is your task from now onwards. You have seen the small Doomsday. This limited Doomsday is the proof of the full and final Doomsday. It is the most powerful proof of the truthfulness of the Messengers of God and is also an introduction to the greatness of God Almighty.” Asr stopped for a while. Naima felt he was trying to listen to something. She looked around. Tall mounds stood as far as one could see, and a soft breeze blew. It was so caressingly soft that the mounds of dust looked stationery and undisturbed. After showering its heat, the sun was prostrating in the west at the feet of its creator. The vast sky had turned ember-like due to the evening twilight. In the departing eve, nature was singing a melody of servility to the tune of eternal beauty, and Asr had stopped to listen to it. That melody and its tune were not strangers for Naima’s ears anymore. Riding on the air, that melody sought permission to pass through the windows of her hearing and enter the domain of her heart. At last, the consent was granted. Strings of the heart were struck, and springs of love of God flowed from her beautiful eyes, the very springs that were lost forever by the nation of Aad. 118 Asr looked at Naima. He was not a human. If he were, it would not have been easy for him to decide whether the twilight on the sky was prettier or the intense radiance of her cheeks. Instead, he only saw those tears that, flowing down, were kissing her cheeks. He came to know God had accepted her; he continued his dialogue: “These mounds will be witness till the Doomsday that having made the universe, God is not sitting on the sidelines as a spectator. He is fully capable of punishing the criminals. The criminals of Aad, like those of Prophet Noah’s PBUH nation, have been punished, and the rest will be punished on Doomsday. These mounds are a witness to that. Now you will be the witness, Naima; you will now bear the witness.” Asr became quiet. This time Naima did not remain silent. She spoke: “Yes, Asr. I will be the witness, I will definitely bear witness, and the time will also be the witness. No doubt humans will be in a state of loss, except those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience. =============== 119 Chapter 7 FIRST MURDER Naima remained in the same state for a while. Then, thinking about something, she addressed Asr: “When I stand and bear witness amongst people, they would have a lot of questions. Just about the same as I had, because they would not be in the era of the prophets.” Naima had remembered that two of her initial questions remained to be answered. What she said was with reference to them. “Our journey has not come to an end yet. Asr replied.” “But it looks like you want answers to the remaining questions before proceeding ahead. So many important chapters of the story of prophets are still left uncovered. Your remaining questions would have been answered before the end of this journey. However, since this is what you want, let’s answer those two questions now. We will re-start the journey from here. What were your questions?” “My first question was why God keeps quiet on cruelty? Why has God Almighty allowed cruelty and injustice? Why should we not believe that there is no God? Whatever happens is the doing of a blind, deaf matter or else superstitions and thoughts of our minds. And the other question was… “ “Let’s keep aside the second question because we have to travel back in time for the reply to the first question and I will have to explain it to you. Of course, God does not interfere in matters concerning ordinary human beings, but it does not mean that he doesn’t know anything. I will have to show you that his wisdom and his powerful dominance run together. And yes, …. “ Asr remembered something: 120 “You also wanted to see angels. So let’s go to a place that would have the answer to your question and you will also see angels in action.” After saying that, Asr held Naima’s hand and their journey started again. It ended at one of the peaks of a mountain range. It was a picturesque place. A lush green plain was there, but no human being was in sight. Having reached there, Asr spoke to Naima: “ We are in the era of your father.” “My father Shehzad’s time?” “No. Your father Prophet Adam’s PBUH era.” He then pointed in a direction and said: “ Have a look there.” Naima looked in that direction. Asr’s company had enabled her to easily see up to quite far as if she was right there. Some men and women stood there. A young man moved forward. He was holding a fat lamb. He laid it on the ground, slaughtered it and put its meat on a height, at a distance, along with some grain. After he had done that, everybody started looking at the sky. All of a sudden, a fire appeared and came to the earth fast. It was moving towards those who stood there. Naima was afraid it would harm them, but it struck the meat. All of them shouted joyously and heartily congratulated the young man who had put the meat there. He was delighted. Naima saw another person standing alone. At that very moment, she saw a fat and fast snake moving towards him. Worried, she said to Asr: “It’s a big snake. It will bite him.” “Yes, it will.” Asr replied calmly. In the meantime, the snake bit the young man. A low shriek escaped Naima’s 121 lips. She was surprised to see that nothing happened to him, but rage had contorted his face. He mumbled, yet Naima could hear him. “I will not leave him.” The snake slithered away slowly, and he also left, stomping his feet in rage. =============== Naima did not understand anything about what had happened. She looked at Asr questioningly. Asr held her hand again and, instead of going up, he started descending from the mountain. On the way, he explained: “Naima, they got together to find a solution to the problem between Cain and Abel, the two sons of Prophet Adam PBUH. According to law, they had to be married to two girls, but the girl who was to be married to Abel, Cain also wanted to marry her.” “So, how was the problem solved?” Naima asked. “When the dispute escalated, Prophet Adam PBUH decided that Abel and Cain would present their offerings to God. Whoever’s offering was accepted by God Almighty, fire from heaven will burn it. You saw that scene right now. The flame hit Abel’s offering. God’s decision was made clear.” “And what about the snake?” “That was eternal enemy of you human beings, the Satan. You saw him in a symbolic shape. When a vile thought arises in mind, this snake or one of Satan’s children bite that person. The snake has bitten Cain and has injected its poison into him. The poison has entered his body as rage and hatred.” “Oh really?” Naima replied with mixed emotions of surprise and fear. “Don’t be so surprised. This snake keeps biting you folks off and on. Negative feelings in the human heart result from being bitten by this snake or by its children.” 122 Naima had nothing to say in reply to Asr’s comment. She proceeded ahead quietly. Days and time continued to move slowly. After a while, they came down. Asr said: “Let’s go to Cain’s house first.” Saying that, he held Naima’s hand and entered a shack. =============== Cain’s wife, Adrah, was lying down quietly, her forehand on her face. It was difficult to judge whether she was asleep or pretending to avoid her husband’s ranting and anger, who was stomping up and down close by. He was the first son of Prophet Adam PBUH from lady Eve. His face was contorted in extreme anger. With feelings of jealousy and malice in his heart, he was grumbling. “That shepherd had to have this honour too. I am older and have a greater right as well. But, after father, God also preferred him. Who is he? A lowly shepherd running after the flock. It is not justice by God. He was given the better woman and me… huh.” He looked at Adrah. She had been listening to everything quietly for some time. Finally, she could not remain quiet on the last sentence. Removing her forearm from her eyes, she turned towards Cain and said in a low voice: “Don’t blame God. Instead, think about what you had presented in your offering. Abel slaughtered the best animal from his flock. As such, without finding the result of whose offering was to be accepted, he incurred that loss and then presented the whole meat as offering. And you tried to be clever and offered some grain, thinking if the fire burns it, you will get a beautiful woman in return; otherwise, the grain will be saved from burning anyway. Adrah disclosed Cain’s ill intent most appropriately. Cain did not like the truth at all and shouted: “So, should I have offered the entire grain? The fire from the sky had to burn it anyway. Are you listening, you foolish woman? Whatever I would have 123 taken, even the entire grain, the fire from the sky had to come down and burn it anyway. That’s what father said, and that is what happened.” Grinding his teeth in anger, he said: “I was older. My offering should have been accepted. But the fire burnt his animal. I wish the fire had burnt Abel instead of the animal, then Asdah would have been mine. But now I have an ugly and uncouth woman like you destined for me.” “I am neither ugly nor uncouth. The only thing is that you are blind with jealousy. Rather than loving your brother, you are jealous of him. You know he is a noble, sympathetic and mild-mannered person and looks after father and mom. He is a true believer. If the law warranted that Asdah was to be married to you and I would be married to him, he would have accepted the decision quietly and would have lived a happy life. However, according to law, I became your wife, and Asdah became his. You should have also accepted the law, but you became adamant and demanded marriage to Asdah. That led to the condition of the offering, but you decided to be a miser on that occasion too. Since you had offered the worst grain, your offering was not accepted. The problem is not with others; it is with you. It would be best if you corrected yourself. After blaming me, father and Abel, you have gone further and have now blamed God. Cain, you have been entrapped by Satan. Do you not know what he did to father and mom? How he misled them from obeying God? He will only rest after making you a culprit of God.” “Stop talking this nonsense”. Cain shouted in anger. He was overcome with rage. Satan had possessed him, and his face had also turned ugly like Satan. “I will only rest now after finishing this root cause of discord. If the fire did not burn Abel, so what? I will kill him. I will not leave him alive. I will not leave him.” After saying that, Cain pickup up his axe and, repeating his threat, went out. Adrah looked at him, scared of what was going to happen. =============== 124 Asr took Naima out of the house and followed Cain. Cain walked ahead, followed by them. Naima had grasped severity of the situation, and was scared. Having seen the angry face of Cain, she was afraid of his vile intentions. Had Asr not been with her, she would have been in worse shape. She asked Asr timidly: “Where is he going?” “To kill Abel.” Asr replied, looking at Cain. Naima saw that Cain, walking briskly, turned towards a sidewalk and moved ahead purposefully, waving his axe. Worried, Naima asked Asr: “Why don’t you stop him?” Asr smiled and answered: “It’s not my job. I am only a witness. I cannot interfere in anything. It is God’s decision. We dare not go against any order of our Lord. That feat is only performed by you, humans.” Naima was so scared that she did not even feel the cynicism in Asr’s last sentence. They kept walking, following Cain, Asr in front, Naima a little behind. Noticing that, Asr pulled her next to him. As soon as Asr held her hand, Naima was stunned to see that Cain was not alone on the sidewalk. Two silhouettes, quite similar to how she had seen Asr in the beginning, walked with him. Asr had held her hand to show her that. He explained it further: These two angels stay with Cain. Obviously, Cain cannot see them. God does not want Cain to kill Abel at this time. He wants to give him one more chance to think it over. So, see what happens now.” While walking, Cain reached under a hill. One of the silhouettes pointed upwards. All of a sudden, a small rock came rolling and fell on Cain. It happened so quickly that Cain couldn’t do anything. He tried to save himself 125 but failed, fell and was hurt. A torrent of abuses gushed out of his mouth. He was swearing at Abel. Naima saw that the silhouette on the left had started writing something. Asr explained to her: “You saw what is within God’s power. If God wants, Cain will never be able to kill his brother. He can stop him in a thousand different ways.” “What is that silhouette writing?” Naima asked. “That silhouette is the angel on the left shoulder. He was writing every word Cain uttered. The scene you are watching and whatever Cain has uttered is being recorded and saved. It will be presented on the Doomsday.” In the meantime, Cain got up with difficulty and left for his home. Asr said: “He will not be deterred. Come, let me show you how he will kill his brother.” Asr held Naima’s hand and moved ahead swiftly. Time and days started changing as well. It was an indication that they were travelling forward in time. At last, they reached a scenic place. Naima could see from a distance that a man and a woman were sitting together. Asr introduced them: “We are watching a scene of quite a few days after the first incident. They are Abel and his wife, and look there, in the distance, Cain is coming.” Naima saw Cain approaching from quite a distance. Abel and his wife Asdah were unaware that Cain was coming. =============== Wafts of cool breeze touched them softly and went away. They sat tranced, supported by a tree trunk. Their flock grazed in the green grass field spread all around. However, Abel had his attention more towards Asdah and not towards his flock. He was lost in looking at her. In between, he used to look at his flock once in a while too. 126 “You better stop looking at me and concentrate on your animals, lest a wolf may harm them.” Asdah stopped for a moment, but it made no difference to Abel. “More than the wolf, I am afraid of Cain. After the offering, remember what he said? That he would kill you.” While saying that, Asdah’s eyes had fear in her eyes. “Don’t worry. Cain is my brother. He is angry but will be OK in a few days.” “No. He will not be OK. Adrah told me that he does not have good intentions. So, you should take some precautions for your safety.” “What should I do? If he is plotting to kill me, should I also plan to kill him? If he kills me, he will carry the burden of his sin. He will carry the weight of his sin as well as the weight of every man killed till Doomsday.” “Don’t say that. I am petrified of separation from you, Abel. I love you dearly and want to live with you forever. But, ….” “Nothing will happen.” Abel said, taking her hand in his hands. “We will always be together. In this world as well as the never-ending world.” “When will that world start?” “That world will start after death.” “Promise me you will be with me there as well.” “I promise, solemn promise. But have you brought any food so necessary to live in this world? “Oh yes, I just remembered; mom had said she would give the food today. You sit here, and I will go get the food from her.” After saying that, Asdah got up hurriedly. 127 “Come back soon. I am waiting for you.” Abel said, and watched her going away. After a while, she disappeared. He did not have any reason to sit. Before his marriage, he used to run after his flock the whole day, looking after them. However, ever since he was married to Asdah, he used to sit with her, forgetting about everything else. After Asdah left, he thought of his flock and got up. No sooner was he up, someone pushed him hard from behind, and he fell. The attacker kicked him in his stomach. He groaned in pain and saw with half-closed eyes. The attacker was no one else but his brother. Cain had an axe in his hand. “Brother.” Abel said inadvertently. He got the answer. “Not brother, but your enemy, enemy for life. I will avenge my insult by killing you today.” Said Cain. “You won’t be able to save yourself after killing me.” Abel replied. “I will run away from here.” Cain responded. “Can you run away from God as well?” asked Abel. “I don’t want to even hear the name of God. He preferred you over me.” Cain replied. “It is not so. You preferred your sensory pleasures, desires and Satan over God. Fear God, and refrain from wrong things. Otherwise, even if you run away in this world, you won’t be able to save yourself from the grasp of God on Doomsday.” “There will be no Doomsday. There will be no accountability. Life is only in this world, and in this world, nobody can save you from me.” While saying that, Cain swung his axe with full force. Next moment, the earth 128 was being reddened with Abel’s blood. Abel fell on the ground, lifeless. He had agony on his face but peace in his heart. He looked at the sky and, with great difficulty, uttered a few words: “Thank God I am the better son of Adam. I did not become a killer. I have been spared.” Uttering those words, he closed his eyes. =============== That gory incident took place in front of Naima. She knew she could not do anything. The first murder of humanity had happened right in front of her eyes. An innocent, noble person who had not committed any crime whatsoever had been murdered callously. She could not stop it, and the one who could, also did not do so. Asdah’s wails had shaken her up. She felt her helplessness intensely. Along with that, she was furious as well. As such, shaking up Asr, she said: “Why didn’t you stop him? Why did God not stop him? This is no justice. It is absolute cruelty.” “Naima, don’t be emotional. You have seen the angels all around. Whenever they want, they can stop anything whatsoever when ordered by God. But, if they keep interfering, human beings’ freedom will not be there anymore. Neither a criminal will be punished, nor anybody will be awarded Paradise for patience. God’s silence does not mean his helplessness or weakness. It is a test. This is how it will be. A lot more happens here, but it is not visible to you. I will now show that. Without waiting for a reply, Asr held her hand and moved forward. Time, days and seasons were changing again. Asr stopped at a particular place. Time also became still. Naima saw it was a small settlement comprising a few mud huts. Asr entered a shack with her. There, lying on a cot, an old man was breathing his last. A few people stood around him. Naima looked at Asr, he answered: “He is Cain, lying near his death helplessly. You had said that nobody is 129 provided justice here. Watch now. God’s justice is about to start. God does not hurry in catching criminals. Every one of them, floating on the waves of time, reach his court themselves. Cain’s punishment will begin right after his death. A part of every murder that happens in the world will be ascribed to him. The crime of murdering Abel is in addition to that. He will be punished most severely. Carefully watch what is going to happen, but have a heart. OK?” While saying that, Asr held her hand. As soon as he did that, Naima’s vision started viewing what nobody else could. Present in that shack were terrifying angels of punishment. Naima had not thought of such scary beings even in her thoughts. She trembled as she saw them. The angels of punishment were waiting for the angel of death. In a few moments, he entered. His face displayed such anger and ferociousness that Naima started to feel all the more petrified and started trembling. Supporting her, Asr brought her out. =============== 130 Chapter 8 STONE CARVERS & STONE HEARTED Naima felt better in a while. Asr asked her, smiling: “What do you think now? Human beings have been allowed to be cruel since they have to be tested, but they have not been exempted to escape from his grasp. Reward and punishment are awarded in any case.” “Yes, I saw that, but ….” Naima was a philosopher; after all, she could not help objecting. “How many human beings can see this with their own eyes?” “Nobody can see it, and nobody should. Otherwise, you tell me, who will commit sins and then, there should be no reward for good deeds. Nobody is more obedient to God than us, the angels, or other beings, but there is no reward for us. The reason is that we see everything with our eyes. We are aware of all truths and realities. At the same time, you humans live in the material world. You should use your mind and knowledge and find the truth through symbols and logic. Then, after going through difficulties of every kind, you should adopt the right path. Paradise is a reward for that. But you lose yourselves entirely in the material world. That gives birth to tyranny and injustice. Those acts of cruelty are not performed by God but by human beings. Hellfire is the punishment for that. Naima listened to him quietly while Asr explained. He said: “But it is not that reward and punishment are not here on any level. You remember that you accompanied me on the journey through the history of 131 prophets? That was a narration of punishment and reward. You saw the punishment and reward being given to the nations of Prophet Noah PBUH and Aad. God Almighty’s intent to dispense punishment and reward to nations of prophets was solely to ensure that irrefutable proofs of punishment and reward on the Day of Judgement as well as of the existence of God are always there for humanity to see.” “Yes, you are right. But now neither the archaeological remains of Prophet Noah’s PBUH nation nor of the nation of Aad are there today.” “Had you not wanted the answer to your first question, I would have taken you to nations whose remains are still there.” “Which nations are they?” “Let’s go. I will show you.” Saying that, Asr held her hand, and in a while, they were again standing on the mounds in the destroyed land of Aad. Riding the chariot of time, it was astonishing to travel in the past and future so fast, and Naima found it hard to believe that she was standing in that area a little while ago, then travelled to the era of Abel and Cain, and now she had returned to that place again. She said, surprised: “We have returned to the destroyed land of Aad, but where are we going from here?” Asr replied: “The followers of Prophet Hud PBUH who were saved have emigrated from South Arabia to North Arabia. You saw the punishment meted out to the nation of Aad, but you did not see what happened to those who believed in Prophet Hud PBUH and followed him. Let me take you to them so that you may see yourself how God Almighty rewards the believers, saves them from 132 punishment and makes them owners of the earth.” Having said so, Asr took her a few steps ahead. They had reached close to a group of people moving fast. Prophet Hud PBUH was leading them. They were singing hymns of God’s praise and his greatness. They had been told of the fate of the criminals. Asr saw them going away and spoke to Naima: “They will now inherit the earth. They were considered foolish. They were the weak of the society. They preferred morals over material gains and accepted the truth instead of worshipping idols of their ancestors. They chose wisdom and logic over emotions and desires. They sided with what was right at a time when the right did not have support of any material power. They suffered opposition for following God’s way and they tolerated taunts and blames. They will now grow and do well. Their numbers will multiply and they will lay the foundation of a great civilisation after a few generations. That is the reward for them in this world, whereas, in the ever-lasting Paradise, their reward will be a choicest place, which they will receive as soon as they die.” Asr stopped for a moment and then said sadly: “But as I had said, after deterioration of centuries, these followers of oneness of God will become polytheists again. The old snake, the despicable Satan, will inject his poison and turn them into criminals. They will be called the nation of Thamud. Prophet Saleh PBUH will rise from amongst them.” After explaining the background, Asr held Naima’s hand and started walking again. A period of many centuries was being covered in a few moments. Asr also continued his narration: “We are now going to the land of Thamud where Prophet Saleh PBUH has been ordained as a prophet. He was acknowledged as a matchless personality of his nation. He was considered a great leader. But after being ordained a Prophet, he invited people to worship one God and warned them of his wrath if they remained infidels. In reply, his nation gave the same reply as the 133 nations of Prophets Noah PBUH and Prophet Hud PBUH had given. Only a few have followed him and most of the nation is turning more and more rebellious. Now they have demanded a miracle. God Almighty has shown them a miracle in the shape of a female camel who was born miraculously. However, the people have still refused to follow the right path. So, now the order is that one day the camel will drink water from the well Additionally, they have been warned that if they try to harm the camel, they will face the wrath of God.” “But why did they get this grace period? Why were they not subjected to wrath right away?” Naima asked. “Actually, this nation has become double-minded after seeing the miracle. While most have now started doubting their wrong conduct, the nine notable chiefs are still steadfast on their stand as infidels. They are also asking others not to follow the right path. God Almighty has given an opportunity to those who are now doubtful to follow the truth and not side with their errant chiefs. But if they remain as they are, all of them will be annihilated.” Talking on the subject, they reached the area of Thamud. Naima knew that she was in the agricultural age. Here, the standards of progress and wellbeing of that age were right in front. Lush green crops danced to the tune of soft breeze as far as eyes could see. Stunning gardens with all kinds of fruits adorned the scene. A lot of gardens had crop fields within. Glistening water made its way through the canals irrigating the fields. Date palm trees enclosed the gardens from all four sides as boundary marks, their soft yellow fruit pleasing the eyes. In short, abundant greenery, water, fruits and crops everywhere presented a heavenly landscape. The same scene continued as far as eyes could see. It was a plain amongst mountains, and enjoying that blessed environment, Naima and Asr were moving ahead. “This area is even more fertile and greener than the area of Aad. Has it become like this lately or God had blessed the Thamud right from the beginning?” 134 Naima asked. “I have told you the God’s law. Along with the annihilation of a rebel nation, God’s first blessing and gift is to save the believers, just like God’s first blessing and gift to the believers on the Day of Judgement will be to save them from Hellfire. The second favour is that the saved believers are made rulers of the earth, just like the believers will be given the kingship of Paradise. The Nation of Thamud came in to being from the nation of Aad. God blessed them from the beginning, so their numbers have grown considerably. Their lands have received an ideal combination of rain and good weather for centuries. They have been protected from diseases and epidemics. Even though these favours and blessings were granted to the first believers, their future generations have also benefitted from them. Ironically, after receiving these favours and blessings of God, they progressed a lot in material well-being, but have forsaken belief in one God and loyalty to him.” “Which area is it?” “It is called Madain Salih, or Hegra. Its ruins are still there even though this area is now a desert. Going from Madinah to Jordan, in the north of the Country you call Saudi Arabia, you can see these lands.” In a while, the signs of a settlement started appearing. Large palace-like buildings had been built on plain land. Seeing them, Naima commented: “They are even more advanced than the Aad.” “You are right. However, the real proof of their expertise is these mountains. They have carved excellent homes in them. The houses remain cool in extreme heat. You will be amazed to see them from inside.” Naima looked at a mountain close by. She was surprised. It was a single hill with two doors in it. The doors were not like the opening of caves at all. Instead, they were appropriately carved. In addition, most intricate designs 135 had been inscribed on both sides by flattening their surfaces. Without a doubt, they were outstanding examples of stone carving. Naima said, surprised: “They have reached the zenith of artistry. And that too, in such an ancient era.” “You will get a better insight of their craft when you see these homes from inside. Let’s go in. It belongs to a wealthy woman named Aneezah. She is the wife of a major chieftain. She was a courtesan when young. One of the senior chiefs of the settlement fell for her beauty. He married her and built this wonderful home for her. She now has a daughter who is much prettier than her. Aneezah has invited a powerful chief of the settlement to her home, and she is convincing him to kill Prophet Saleh’s PBUH camel. You can find details of what is happening by going in.” =============== The interior of Aneeza’s home was as impressive as the exterior. While entering it, Naima thought it would be a dark and narrow cave-like dwelling with ugly walls and a few items placed along. But after entering it, she felt she was in a good house. The main door opened in a verandah with perfectly smooth walls. The ceiling was high, with stairs on three sides, each with four or five steps leading to good sized rooms. Each step had lamps on both ends for illumination, making the environment well lit. Everything was clearly visible, especially highlighted were the carved patterns and designs on the walls. Asr held her hand and guided her to the room on the left. There, a tall and well-built young man sat on a floored seating. He was Qeedar. A middle-aged woman sat alongside. Time had dimmed her features somewhat, but not enough to completely dull the attractive image of yesteryears. They entered the room. The young man was speaking to the woman: “Aneezah, you know I am not a coward. I can win against the best of men. The entire nation knows my courage and manliness. But the matter of the camel is entirely different.” 136 “the camel is not something different. Fear has weakened your heart, and that fear has made you a coward.” Aneezah replied sarcastically, upsetting Qeedar, who responded irritatingly: “I just said I am not a coward. Don’t you know Saleh is a highly respectable person with high morals and strong character? The entire nation acknowledges him as such. He negated our idols and invited us to pray to one God. Except for a few silly souls, all of us opposed him. Then we demanded to present a proof of his truth. The camel is that proof. It was not born naturally, but miraculously. And perhaps you forget that after showing this proof, Saleh had said that if we tried to harm her, the entire nation would suffer the wrath of God.” “Oh, come on, they are all baseless threats.” Aneezah said tersely. “We are sick and tired of this camel. What a nuisance; one day is dedicated to her drinking all the settlement’s water, and the next day we get it. It is quite an uncomfortable situation. Are you not aware of it?” “I am aware, but ….” “No ifs and buts. This camel is nothing but a product of magic. Saleh has learnt magic and he is scaring you because of that. Once the camel is killed, everybody will know that it was only magic, not the display of one God’s power and a miracle.” “Qeedar’s face showed hesitation while Aneezah spoke. Finally, Aneezah realised that it was time to use her trump card.” “Qeedar, I have always liked you a lot and I want a powerful chief like you to marry my daughter. There is no one prettier than her in the whole settlement.” 137 Aneezah’s daughter, present in the next room, was waiting for that sentence. Taking the cue, she entered the room with a fruit tray, placed it for Qeedar, and sat next to her mother. Qeedar’s was spellbound seeing the young girl. Undoubtedly, she was stunningly gorgeous. However, to ensure that Qeedar did not leave without being thoroughly enamoured, she had made use of her most powerful allies, dress and make-up. she wore a revealing, almost semi-nude dress highlighting contours of her well-proportioned body. Qeedar couldn’t say no to Aneezah anymore. Mesmerised, he gawked at her daughter continually. Aneezah was sure the cupid’s arrow had struck. She said decisively.” “Kill the camel and marry my daughter. Otherwise, don’t show me your face again. My daughter and I don’t even want to look at a weak, un-manly person.” Qeedar had already given up. The remaining hesitation was washed away by this sentence. He could not stand being taunted for cowardice. Standing up with a jerk, he said: “Today, in fact, right now, the camel will be killed. She is a non-entity for me.” Saying that, he left, taking long strides. =============== “We should follow Qeedar.” Naima suggested to Asr. “No. It will be useless. He will go and kill the camel. However, another, and more important, event is taking place. It would be better if you see that.” Asr took her out and entered a dwelling nearby. It was similar to the earlier home they were in. In a room, the chiefs of the settlement were present. As Naima entered with Asr, she heard the voice of a chief. He was proudly and joyously saying: 138 “My wife has persuaded the bravest man of the settlement to kill the camel. In a short while, the news will reach us. This problem has been permanently solved now.” Deafening applause followed his statement. When the noise lessened somewhat, a chief came forward his opinion: “Friends, if you think about it, the real problem is still there. As long as Saleh lives, he will condemn our idols. Already, quite a few fools have joined him, and after seeing the miracle of the camel, one of our chiefs, Janda, son of Umar, has also become his follower. Therefore, if we don’t eliminate the real problem from its roots, people will start following him one after the other. “You are absolutely correct.” Aneezah’s husband said. “The time has come to kill the camel owner along with the camel.” The quip resulted in boisterous laughter. All in attendance laughed crassly. However, one of the chiefs remained quiet. When people stopped laughing, he said, in a sober tone: “It is not that easy to kill Saleh. He has followers as well, and they will lay their lives for him. His family will also seek revenge. There will be unnecessary bloodshed in the settlement.” Hearing that, another chief said: “We are not afraid of anyone. If they come to seek revenge, our swords will welcome them.” “No. We should not act naively.” Aneeza’s husband replied. “You know tribal feuds last for centuries. We should work in such a way that the snake is killed and the stick also remains intact. We will not kill Saleh openly. We will attack his home in the dark of night, and, after killing him and his family, we will quietly return to our homes. When the matter comes to light in the morning, we will swear to his tribe and friends that we had 139 nothing to do with it. When they would not have any proof or witnesses, they won’t be able to do anything, and the nation will also not support them. As such, this matter will be buried forever.” Once again, there was a loud round of appreciation and compliments. But, in the meantime, a servant came running inside and shouted: “Qeedar has killed the camel.” The gathering was energised again. Those present got up and congratulated each other. The servant wanted to say something else too, but they were busy embracing each other. At last, he shouted again: “Sirs, there is another news as well.” That drew their attention. “After the camel was killed, Saleh warned we have only three days now. The third day, God’s wrath will strike, and all of us will die.” Faces of all those present paled with fear. Everyone in the gathering knew that Prophet Saleh PBUH had outstanding integrity and character and he did not lie. Nothing that he had ever said had proven wrong. Although on their demand, he had also shown a miracle, even then they had killed the camel. After that, whatever Prophet Saleh PBUH had said, they knew in their hearts, could not be wrong. But the arrow had left the bow, and nothing could be done now. Aneezah’s husband, to raise their morale in that environment of doubt and despondency, said: “No need to worry. We will kill Saleh tonight. After that, there will be no cause and no effect.” A burst of loud laughter ensued his words. Somehow Naima felt that the laughter was devoid of wholeheartedness this time. 140 =============== Naima and Asr walked together. It was a pitch-dark night. Nothing was visible. Prophet Saleh PBUH and his few followers walked ahead of them, reciting praise and glory of the Almighty God. It was evening of the day the camel was killed. After Prophet Saleh’s PBUH warning that the wrath of God Almighty will strike the nation in three days, Naima had felt a change in the weather. Cool wind had started, God knows from where, bringing with it dark and dense clouds. By evening, sun was entirely hidden by them. Due to those clouds, the night was exceptionally dark as well. That night, the chiefs got together and attempted to attack Prophet Saleh’s PBUH house. However, he had already received orders to emigrate. As such, he and his followers, benefitting from the darkness, left the settlement and moved away. The dwellers were somewhat pacified thinking that he had wrongly warned of the wrath and had run away to save himself from embarrassment. The fools did not know how God Almighty gets hold of the culprits and imparts his justice. Asr had brought Naima out following Prophet Saleh PBUH rather than staying in the settlement. He was now briefing Naima on the situation: “Naima, this nation will face the wrath of God Almighty after three days.” “That I have heard. However, why have they been given three days? The earlier nations were not given any time.” Naima asked. “it is really not a grace period. It has been given due to the nature of punishment. God Almighty wants the believers to go far away from the epicentre of wrath.” “So, what will the punishment be this time.” “Dark and ominous clouds will surround this nation. But they will neither bring rain nor storm. This time, what will happen is that there will be thunder on the morning of the third day. It will be so loud that it will be similar to an 141 earthquake at the settlement. The mountains will shake as if a tremor had jolted them. If the thunder would shake the tall and sturdy mountains; you can imagine what it would do to human beings. Everybody belonging to Thamud will drop dead whatever one was doing at that time.” “Oh, I got it now. The three days are there so that Prophet Saleh PBUH and his followers walk far away to be safe from the effects of that thunder.” “You have correctly understood the wisdom of God Almighty.” “But Asr, one thing is hard to understand.” Hearing the words “Wisdom of God” made her brain go again. “These nations that continue to be destroyed time and again, God Almighty already knew about their fate. Isn’t it? In other words, he knew who would become believers and who would remain infidels. If that be so, doesn’t the entire concept of reward and punishment become meaningless? I mean, God already knows what will happen; why are people punished and rewarded then? It looks like God Almighty has himself written the script of the great epic of humanity. People are playing their parts as per that script. The infidel is not treading on the right path because he has been assigned that role. A believer is a believer as that is the role he has been given. So then, there remains no moral justification for punishment and reward, especially of punishment.” Naima presented her confusion to Asr appropriately, covering all dimensions. “Naima, you have ventured into an area which is not easy to understand. You want to understand the Godly attributes and personality of God Almighty.” “May God forgive me. I take my question back.” “I did not say you take your question back. I am only explaining how God Almighty handles things; we are not fully capable of understanding it. It is similar to a three-year-old kid in nursery class who cannot understand how a human being is born. It is not something that cannot be explained, but the child is at a mental level where he cannot understand it at his age. That, to a great extent, is also applicable to God’s wisdom and human deeds. That is 142 why the Holy Quran repeatedly states a principled position that God does not inflict cruelty on his servants even as little as a mustard seed.” “That is correct, but …. “ “See, you agree that God Almighty knows what is happening in the east and west of the World simultaneously.” “Yes, he definitely knows because no place can be out of the range of his knowledge.” “Similarly, no time and era can stay out of his range of knowledge either. He looks at the past, present and future simultaneously, all the time.” “I have understood this point. If he does not know everything, he cannot become God Almighty.” “But it is essential to understand that whatever you humans do in this world, you do not do it because he knows that you will to do so. It is in fact the opposite of that. You do what you do as per your own choice and will, but he comes to know of it beforehand because of his infinite, all-knowing power and reach.” “It is a difficult thing. It is also a bit difficult to imagine and understand.” Naima replied.” “Ok, let me explain it through an example. Right now, you are in the era of the nation of Thamud, and the era of Pharaoh is quite ahead in future. However, since you have come here from the future, from a time that is even way after the pharaoh’s period, therefore, you know what would happen to Pharaoh.” “Yeah. That is quite a famous event. Pharaoh will deny Prophet Moses and will then drown and die.” Naima replied. PBUH “Now tell me, just because you know about the incident, if I say you had written that script and it was because of you that Pharaoh disbelieved in God Almighty and was annihilated, would that be correct?” “Not at all”. 143 Naima was quick to reply. “Exactly the same way God Almighty, through his unique power and knowledge, knows everything that would happen; who would be a believer or disbeliever, he knows beforehand. But people choose to believe or disbelieve of their own free will, not because the Almighty knows about it already. Please remember that the test for human beings is for adopting a correct attitude towards vice and virtue. A human is totally in control of his actions. It is because of that control he is awarded punishment and reward. However, as I said earlier, what a human will do in the future of his own free will is known to God Almighty. “But human being is helpless in a lot of matters, isn’t it?” Naima questioned Asr. “Yes, he is. Just like you were born in a particular era. You have a distinctive face, colour, race, language, family, and many other such things. But God does not punish humans based on these factors. Punishment and Reward are always for moral matters, and humans are entirely free in that realm.” “But sometimes we want to do some good, but cannot, and intend to sin, but God Almighty does not let us do it.” Naima added. “It is absolutely correct. But there is a governing principle there as well. If the intent to commit good or sin is final, and God Almighty, through his infinite wisdom, stops it from happening, just as you saw Cain was stopped from killing Abel the first day, because of his full and final intent, the sin of murder was written in his book of deeds. Similarly, if a person has full intention to do some good but cannot do so because of interference from God, like a person intends and prepares for Hajj but cannot do it because of that, he will get the reward for his intent anyway.” Naima nodded in agreement and said: 144 “It means that to run the physical functioning of the world, God’s principles are different and he forcibly imposes his authority on humans, but in moral matters, the decision is entirely a matter of a person’s will and intent.” “Exactly so. Since material world is for the test, God decides under what circumstances a human being will be tested. What is and will be his attitude during the test, God knows it, but he does not impose his will on human beings in that matter. In fact, what a person would do is already in his knowledge. A human being has full control over moral matters. That is why he is responsible for them and will be punished or rewarded accordingly as well.” “Thank you, Asr. You can explain such difficult matters so easily.” “Things are not difficult. However, when people stop using common sense, everything becomes difficult. Understood, Madam Philosopher?” Asr replied, smiling. Naima smiled in return too. =============== It was the morning of the third day. They had walked and reached quite far from the land of Thamud. Clouds had covered the sky here as well, but they were not so dense. Asr had told Naima that clouds over the land of Thamud had become intensely thick. A little later, Naima saw Prophet Saleh addressed his followers: PBUH had stopped walking and he “O’ you Believers, see with your own eyes how God’s wrath befalls the criminals.” All followers turned and looked at the settlement they had left behind. Suddenly, there was lightning. It was so strong that the morning, semi-dark due to clouds, became bright. As soon as that happened, Prophet Saleh PBUH raised the slogan “God is Great”. The dwindling echo of his words was followed by an explosion. It was so loud and awful that people shook in their boots and felt their eardrums had narrowly escaped damage. Naima felt as if 145 the earth under her feet had shaken. She trembled in fright, thinking about the people where the explosion had taken place. “Prophet Saleh PBUH said, quite sadly: “My people, I tried so hard to make you understand, but you did not listen to me and have now been punished for it.” After saying that, he turned and started walking, his followers treading along. Naima watched Prophet Saleh PBUH and those who accompanied him going away. She felt she should be following them as well to see how the believers were rewarded. She turned towards Asr. Asr was still looking at the settlement. Naima asked him: “What are you looking at, Asr? What would be left there?” “I am looking at the future. Soon, the same is going to happen to the entire humanity and the world. There is neglect and no concern for accountability everywhere. Doomsday is about to arrive, but people have no time to spare from their worldly tasks. To top it all, you Muslims have also shunned the Quran. Who will tell people to prepare for the end as this game is about to be over.” Asr fell silent after that. Naima looked at him and held his hand herself for the first time. “I will tell them. I will bear witness. This time will be a witness. No doubt humans will be in a state of loss.….” Leaving her sentence incomplete, she turned and looked at the dimming outlines of Prophet Saleh PBUH and his followers. “Except those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience.” =============== 146 Chapter 9 DUST AND ASHES Naima looked at them till they disappeared. Asr was also looking in the same direction. After they had disappeared, he held Naima’s hand and started walking casually. The scenes kept changing as Asr commented on them: “The worst period of human history is about to start. So far, we were in the prehistoric era. In that period, people living in settlements got misled and resorted to polytheism. However, now humanity is moving towards the pinnace of the civilised era. Settlements are changing into large kingdoms. Polytheism has attained the status of the religion of the state. Kings are ruling everywhere in the name of false gods and rabis and priests provide them moral justifications. They have completely tied the masses in dual chains of tyranny and superstition. Moral disorder and strife have reached their last limits. Prophets of God are rising in different regions. Since polytheism has become the religion of the rulers, and the entire state machinery is deputed to safeguard it, those who take the name of one God are killed immediately. Due to these prevalent conditions, God Almighty has started a new scheme to bring people to the right path.” Asr stopped for a moment. Naima found the pause long and couldn’t resist asking: “What’s the plan now?” “Prophet Abraham PBUH has been ordained. He started from his native country Iraq and then went around everywhere in the civilised world, inviting them to accept the oneness of God. However, his nation has rejected his invitation so blatantly that no invitation of that nature had been rejected like it in history. Only his wife, Lady Sarah and nephew, Prophet Lot PBUH, have become believers. God Almighty has decided that his nephew, Prophet Lot PBUH will continue to perform the duties of a Prophet. He has been dispatched to an extremely 147 fertile area of Palestine called Sodom. Whereas through his wife Sarah’s children, a new nation of believers will be created in the centre of the world, i.e., Middle East, and they will continue the crusade against polytheism.” “And Lade Hagar and Prophet Ishmael PBUH ?” Naima asked. Asr replied: “Yes! Lady Hagar is Prophet Abraham’s PBUH wife and mother of Prophet Ishmael PBUH. These noble souls have been settled in the barren land of Arabia as it will be the last bastion of defence of the oneness of God. From the descendants of Prophet Ishmael PBUH, the last Prophet and Messenger of God and the nation that will bear the standard of the oneness of God will rise till the Doomsday. In the centre of civilisation, Prophet Abraham PBUH has been assigned to protect the flame of the oneness of God and is located in Palestine.” “Does nobody listen to the prophets now? Nobody stands firm on the oneness of God? Naima asked. “You are talking about the oneness of God. Unfortunately, people have gone so far away from the natural religion that they have distorted even the basic natural facts. The nation of Prophet Lot PBUH has fallen into the depts of moral turpitude. Prophet Lot’s PBUH every effort to make them understand has failed.” “Are we going to go to the land of the nation of Lot? I have heard they lived between Israel and Jordan in the area of the Dead Sea. Their land Sodom was fertile and lush green, with miles and miles of gardens all around.“ “No. I am not taking you there. You will not be able to stand their lewd and shameless acts. These despicable souls openly indulge in homosexual acts in their gatherings. So instead, I am taking you to that time when a strange decision of God Almighty’s plan is being announced.” “What is that decision?” “It has been decided to strike the nation of Lot with wrath. For that purpose, three angels have been sent to Prophet Abraham PBUH. “If the angels have arrived to destroy the nation of Lot, we should go there as well. Why have they come to Prophet Abraham PBUH ?” 148 “They have come to annihilate the nation of Prophet Lot PBUH. But, along with that, they will also unveil a miracle. They will congratulate Prophet Abraham PBUH , who is ninety-nine years old, for the birth of a child from his wife Lady Sarah, i.e., the birth of Prophet Isaac PBUH, and from him the birth of Prophet Jacob PBUH. Prophet Jacob PBUH will have twelve sons, Prophet Joseph PBUH and his eleven brothers. As per their father’s title, Israel, they will be called Israelites and give birth to a great nation. This nation will hold the standard of the oneness of God in the prevalent sea of polytheism.” Talking about them, they reached the place where Prophet Abraham lived. PBUH =============== It was noon. The blazing sun was toasting just about everything; hot and oppressive wind ruled the environment. Only a cluster of Chestnut trees provided refuge from the hostile surroundings. When the hot wind reached the leafy trees of the Chestnuts, their fruit and leaves, acting as sentries of the kingdom of this greenery, extracted every bit of heat from it and turned it into a cool, pleasant breeze. The shade of trees was so dense in this cluster that it resembled a part of Paradise compared to the sizzling earth all around. Close to this kingdom of Chestnuts was a tent. It belonged to the crowned ruler of the spiritual realm, faithful of God Almighty, Muslim and follower, slave of the Master and his friend, father of the prophets, Prophet Abraham PBUH . He was fighting the war for the oneness of God all alone for about a hundred years. From Iraq to Arabia and Egypt to Syria, there was no corner of the civilised world where Prophet Abraham PBUH had not called people to worship the one and only God. Still, he did not get a positive reply from anywhere. The tent’s curtain moved, and Prophet Abraham PBUH came out. He looked around. Loneliness and silence ruled supreme. The voice of a bird, or cattle, was the only proof of life. His tent was devoid of the most significant sign of life - voices of children. He had already settled his only son, Ishmael, in the barren valley of Makkah as ordered by God Almighty so that the house of God was inhabited even if his own home was ravaged as a result. Having 149 become very old, all chances of the barrenness of his home coming to an end had vanished. The sky had not seen such a huge sacrifice. Prophet Abraham PBUH looked towards the sky. His eyes, as usual, were full of thankfulness and love. How could there be any place left in them for complaining? When he looked down, he saw three strangers standing under the trees cluster. Seeing the strangers, Prophet Abraham PBUH said excitedly: “ Welcome. My Lord has blessed me that these guests have stepped towards my abode.” Saying so, he moved forward towards the strangers. He had hardly reached close when they greeted him from a distance. Prophet Abraham PBUH returned their greetings and said: “How can there be a greater blessing of God that today I have been blessed with your arrival at my home. Please do come in. I will not let you proceed towards your destination unless you have eaten with me.” One of the strangers replied smilingly: “We will also be very pleased to spend time with you.” Prophet Abraham PBUH brought them in and had them seated. Then he went inside and asked a servant: “Slaughter the healthiest calf from the herd for the guests.” Prophet Abraham’s PBUH wife was also there. He told her: “Sarah, you supervise the preparation of food for the guests.” Lady Sarah replied pleasantly: “You be with the guests, and don’t worry. In a short while, the calf roast will be presented to you.” 150 Satisfied, Prophet Abraham PBUH went out and started talking to the guests cordially as per his sterling traditions. Naima and Asr were present there for quite some time, watching the entire scene quietly. Then, finding it appropriate, she asked Asr: “Why is the Prophet Abraham PBUH so happy on the arrival of guests?” “Even though Hospitality has been a tradition of the nobility in every era, but Prophet Abraham PBUH is known to be extremely generous and hospitable in this regard. Not only in hospitality, but he also has the best human qualities in every area. Actually, …” Asr continued with his explanation: “I have been taking you to the very last period of the history of prophets. The reason was to show when the prophets were defied how God interfered and gave his decision. If you could see the entire lives of the prophets, you would have found that they possessed the best human qualities. They not only had family honour and respect, personal character, best manners, and sterling human qualities but also there is nobody like them. Therefore, before they announce their prophethood, they are already highly respected and honoured by society. All those around accept that there is no one like them. As such, every prophet’s personality and his noble character are the most significant proofs of his being true, as a person of his character and qualities can never tell a lie. They were still engaged in conversation when the servants started bringing food in platters. In a while, the food was laid. Then, prophet Abraham PBUH invited the guests: “Please start. The food is served.” The three guests kept quiet on his invitation. So, Prophet Abraham PBUH felt they might hesitate to take the food themselves, or the presence of servants was hindering them in doing so. As such, he sent the servants away and started serving the guests. 151 The guests still did not respond. Naima felt that Prophet Abraham had a worried expression. Concerned, he asked them: PBUH face “Your attitude is strange. It is time to eat. You are travellers. Why are you not eating?” The time had come for the guests to reveal their identities. So, one of them said: “Abraham, please don’t be concerned. We are not human beings. We are angels sent by your God Almighty, and we are here on an important mission.” Their words of consolation removed the look of concern from Prophet Abraham PBUH, but from the last part of their statement, he felt something was wrong. Keeping that in mind, he said: “What kind of mission? I am scared of what you have just said.” “Please don’t be afraid. We have brought good news for you.” Another angel said that to alleviate his fear. Prophet Abraham quickly: PBUH asked “Good news?” The third angel replied: “We give you the good news of having a scholar son from your wife, lady Sarah. His name will be Isaac. Ninety-nine years old Prophet Abraham Shocked, he said: PBUH could not believe his years. “How can you give me hope for a child in this old age.” The angels smiled. An angel, looking out at the sky, said meaningfully: 152 “Prophet Abraham Lord.” PBUH , please don’t lose hope from the blessings of your On reassurance of the angels, he spoke in a state of extreme jubilation: “Only the misled lose hope in God Almighty.” Lady Sarah, listening to everything standing outside, came in, running, happy and laughing. She was desperate for a child all her life. Now that she had heard the good news, it was in her old age. She wanted to confirm the information herself. Coming in, she said: How is it possible? My husband is very old, and I have also become old and barren. So, how am I going to deliver the baby?” As she entered, the three angels got up and stood to honour her. An angel said respectfully: “O’ the family of Abraham, May God’s blessings and prosperity be with you. We are not only giving you the good news of the birth of Prophet Isaac PBUH but also of the birth of Jacob from him.” The husband and wife were overjoyed with the double happiness. They could not even imagine that God Almighty would shower his bounties on them at their ages. However, Abraham was Abraham. He came to remember that those angels were talking about some mission. It meant that something significant was going to happen somewhere. Due to his deep insight and knowledge, he could fathom what was to happen, but he still asked the angels: “You have not talked about the mission you have come for.” “We have come to annihilate a criminal nation…. The nation of Lot. Their rebelliousness has increased a lot.” Prophet Abraham’s PBUH worst concern had been confirmed. Although he was fully aware of the misdeeds of Lot’s nation, he had a compassionate personality. He also knew what the wrath of God implied. He asked the angels softly: 153 “Is it not possible that there are fifty pious persons in that nation, and God Almighty forgives that nation because of them?” “Prophet Abraham PBUH, if there were fifty good persons in that nation, God would have forgiven them.” “See, I am picking up courage to speak to the Almighty God, even though I am made of dust and ash. If not fifty, they will probably have forty-five noble souls. Would the nation be killed because of lack of five persons?” He got the answer again: “Even forty-five are not there.” After that, a dialogue ensued. Prophet Abraham PBUH most humbly requested forgiveness, reducing the number of pious persons by five each time, and every time they got the answer that even that many pious persons were not there. In the end, it was mentioned that there weren’t even ten pious persons in that nation. The angels departed after that, and Prophet Abraham PBUH returned to his tent. Naima was shocked to see all that. Earlier, she had personally witnessed the wrath of God on various nations. So, she had an idea about the punishing power of God Almighty. But she could not imagine a prophet insisting with the God Almighty to forego the wrath, and that too for a nation so characterless, with no semblance of good left in them. Asr could understand Naima’s thoughts. He asked Naima in a strange tone: “You know the discussion that took place just now, what God Almighty has termed it as in the Quran?” “What has it been called?” “God Almighty says in the Quran that “Prophet Abraham with me.” Naima was wonderstruck. “Quarrel with God Almighty?” 154 PBUH is quarrelling “Yes. When a human being obliterates himself for his God, God places him on such a high pedestal of respect and love. However, you humans can never understand the meaning of this sentence. Either it is known to creations like us who live in the service of God, or the prophets who have a deep insight and knowledge of the greatness of God Almighty. After God’s decision, nobody can dare to insist on forgiveness. Only a friend of God can do so. And look at that friend as well who has honoured his friend by calling his insistence a quarrel, even though that friend was calling himself dust and ash. Asr stopped and then, looking at Naima, said quite sarcastically: “By now, you have also seen that the civilisations you people champion by denying God, these prophets of God have the welfare and concern of those very civilisations in their hearts a thousand-fold more than you.” “I am fully conscious that I was mistaken when I denied God and delivered speeches on humanity. Unfortunately, however, even lives of the so-called believers of God are also bereft of the characteristics of the prophets.” “Yes, that is the real tragedy, and that is why the purported champions of religion who are in fact worshippers of the world will be punished twice as much, firstly for being misled and then again for misleading others. =============== Naima kept quiet for some time and then said: “What will happen to the nation of Lot?” “They will be literally turned into dust and ash.” “Why don’t we go there with the angels? Let’s go and see what will happen.” Naima had curiosity and excitement in her tone. “I will tell you what the nation of Lot will do. Even after that, if you want to see that despicable nation, I will take you there. These angels will, as boys, go 155 to Prophet Lot’s PBUH home as guests. After that, all the lecherous debauches will encircle his home and demand that they be handed over to them. Not a single household in the entire settlement will support Prophet Lot PBUH. In that scenario, it will be impossible for Prophet Lot PBUH to protect those guests. Then, the angels will tell him that they are not humans, but angels of wrath.” “Oh, no. I don’t even want to see such loathsome faces. But how will this nation be punished?” “The angels will move Prophet Lot PBUH and his daughters away from the settlement late at night. In the morning there will be a huge explosion. It will turn the mountain into stones. Those stones will be carried by the wind and will rain on the settlement dwellers. Not a single person will be left alive. The explosion will turn their settlements upside down, and a large part of them will be buried forever under the Dead Sea.” “God is great. However, in our era, the despicable act of homosexuality has been declared legal in the name of freedom of action. People of our era will find it strange that a nation was meted out such extreme wrath only because of that.” “The wrath has not been decided for them because of homosexuality. The real reason is that there was a prophet of God present amongst them, and, despite his guidance and instructions, the nation rebelled. But even the crime of homosexuality is no less severe. It is not only a crime against God, but it is also a major crime against humanity.” “How did it become a crime? Maybe the majority may disapprove of it, but modern and post-modern thinking takes the position that if two persons decide to live a life of their choice, what is the harm in it? The second point that they present is that a lot of people are genetically inclined towards it. For them, it is the natural way of life.” Naima presented the point of view of the thinkers of her time to get Asr’s comments. On that, Asr replied tersely. “Somebody rightly said: there are limits to genius, but no limits to stupidity. By presenting similar lame excuses, would you allow a person, or persons, to injure and commit cruelty on others? The Murderers will be allowed to kill 156 and thieves allowed to steal on the basis that they are their natural inclinations.” “Not at all. But homosexuals don’t hurt others.” Naima replied. She was not the type to give up easily. “It is not an act against a person, but the entire humanity. See, what is humanity? It is the name of a few values. Those values differentiate humans from animals. One of those fundamental values is the institution of the family. This institution comes into being through the legitimate relationship between a man and a woman. It is this very institution where children are born, and the journey of humanity continues. It nurtures weak and helpless children into strong youth. Then they, in turn, support and look after the parents in their old age when they become weak and are not able to do anything. Homosexuality destroys the very concept of that institution as the cradle of birth, training centre and retirement home. Please also remember that all unnatural deviations spread like a contagious disease, but sexual deviations entrap the entire society like an epidemic. That is why in every era, the Messengers of God and societal reformers, in fact, the whole humanity, has always waged a crusade against It.” “But I have read that some people have these tendencies in them. So, what should they do?” Naima presented another aspect of the problem. Asr replied: “They should exercise patience and train themselves. See, the greatest tendency that can happen to any human, especially men of any age, and it happens frequently, is to establish an illicit sexual relationship with a woman. But this problem can be rectified through training and impulse control, not by declaring illicit sexual relationships as a natural tendency and allowing them. That would also lead to the destruction of the family.” “You are right. A crime is not only against an individual; it is against society as well. It is against family and against societal values too. But freedom is also 157 something. Would it not be that talking about society and values, we may crush individual freedom? A lot of oppressive governments use the same excuse to usurp the rights of human beings.” Naima had now put forward a new angle of individual freedom. “You are right. But God Almighty has favoured humanity by deciding which values are eternal and sacrosanct and those that are not. Our job is to differentiate between the two. Attributing everything to God and placing restrictions on human beings is not the way of the prophets. However, homosexuality is not something that can be allowed based on freedom. It is the death of society. Just like two persons cannot be permitted to agree, between themselves, that one gives the right to the other to kill him. Why? Because nobody can be allowed to trample the sanctity of human life using individual freedom as an excuse. Similarly, homosexuality is the collective murder of society; therefore, it cannot be permitted. Naima nodded in agreement. Asr had blown away the dust of the philosophy of Post-Modernism through his logical reasoning. =============== 158 Chapter 10 THREE INJUSTICES “Where do we go now?” Naima asked as a preamble to a new journey. “We are entering the last phase of our journey. we will now go to the era of Israelites, Pharaoh and their Prophet Moses PBUH.” Asr explained. “Oh really? Am I going to meet Prophet Moses PBUH? Naima, who had never taken any prophet seriously throughout her life, was enthused on hearing the name of Prophet Moses PBUH. Perhaps the main reason for her enthusiasm was that her grandpa often narrated the incident of Prophet Moses PBUH and Pharaoh when she was small. “No. You will not meet anybody. However, you will see and hear them. But you can meet every prophet and messenger in Paradise. But you don’t even believe in Paradise and Hell. Do you believe in God even?” Asr asked Naima, laughing. Naima remained quiet for a while and then replied: “I have started believing in God now.” “It is not enough to just believe in God. It is important to be his servant as well. But being his servant is neither a game nor is it easy. It is selling your life without seeing who you are selling it to. In this sale, you pay cash without seeing what you have bought, with the delivery much later. Can you do that?” 159 “I will. I will surely do it now.” Replied Naima. “Think about it. You can be severely tested because you have seen half the truth with your own eyes.” Asr replied. Naima kept quiet. Her lips were pursed and her face glowed. Her intentions had not transformed into words, but her face mirrored the flame in her heart. “I think you will do it because you have a strong character. People with strong characters do it using their minds’ eyes, while characterless don’t do it even after seeing it with the eyes in their heads. So, I hope you will be able to do it, even though your test will be severe.” There was silence for a while. Then Naima, thinking about something, broke it: “A little earlier, you said our journey was about to end, but my second question is yet to be answered.” Asr smiled and said: “Yes. Your second question was, why God creates deprivations and why does he allow bad things to happen to good people and good things to bad.” “Exactly. That was my question.” “The answer to your question is also there in the era of Israelites and Prophet Moses PBUH. So, let’s start from there. We will first find the answer to your question, and after that, we will see God’s punishment and reward that has left not only a trace but that nation is also present in your era as its living proof. Let’s go. As we begin this journey, let me make you meet a chosen servant of God.” Saying that Asr held Naima’s hand. Once again, the distance of centuries, flashing through months and years, was covered in a few steps. As the scene came to a still, Naima saw that they stood on the bank of a wide river. 160 “What place is it?” Naima asked Asr. “It is the river Nile,” Asr replied, and then pointing in a direction, said: See, from there, another stream is flowing in our direction. The two streams meet and become one where we stand.” Naima, previously looking in one direction only, looked at the other side as pointed out by Asr. It was a vast river. Another river was flowing from a different direction and was joining the first. A couple of boats were moored on a riverbank. Boatmen were announcing the route and names of places the boat was to pass through. Those who wanted to go to those places were boarding the boat. The boat was still not full since there were few travellers. When Naima finished looking around, Asr said: “Prophet Moses PBUH will arrive shortly. Let me explain why we have come here to answer your second question. This is the era of Pharaoh. He is a mighty and cruel ruler. Do not think that Egypt is a superpower and Pharaoh is the head of a superpower like the superpowers of your time, as there is no comparison. He is so powerful that you cannot even imagine it. We have come here in the era when God Almighty has blessed the inhabitants of Egypt by sending his exalted Messenger Moses PBUH as Prophet. It is the early period of his prophethood. He has visited the court of Pharaoh and has invited him to become a believer of God Almighty, which Pharaoh has rejected. Prophet Moses PBUH has also demanded that he let the Israelites go with him.” “Israelites are descendants of Prophet Abraham’s and his son Prophet Jacob PBUH. Isn’t it?” PBUH son Prophet Isaac PBUH Naima said, displaying her knowledge. “Yes, they are the nation of Prophet Moses PBUH, whereas Pharaoh is Coptic, the largest group here. The Israelites came here during the time of Prophet Joseph PBUH, son of Prophet Jacob PBUH who had become the ruler of Egypt. Their numbers gradually grew, and they became a large nation. At that, the 161 Coptic tribes felt threatened and made all Israelites their slaves. They use them as labourers and treat them quite harshly.” “And there is no one to stop their cruelty?” Asr was quiet for a moment and then spoke, with a sad smile: “Naima, you do not know where you stand. A while ago, Pharaoh ordered that all male babies born in the Israelite families be murdered. Only newborn girls are left alive. A similar order was given at the time of birth of Prophet Moses PBUH. You have no idea that God Almighty has blessed you so much by bringing you into the world in an era that has such comfort and justice. Do you know that if you were visible to people right now and were not protected by someone powerful, anybody would have enslaved a pretty girl like you. Destined to please your masters as a slave girl, you would have been sold from place to place all your life. “Is that what has always been happening?” Naima asked. “Yes. Whenever people became disobedient to God, casting aside the teachings of his messengers, devils imposed themselves upon them as a result. A dark night of cruelty and oppression ensued due to that. “ Naima winced, imagining that scenario. Asr continued: “The nation of Prophet Moses PBUH is suffering through a similar era of cruelty and oppression. The young of his nation are also thinking like you; why the God Almighty does not stop Pharaoh. They are asking the same questions from Prophet Moses PBUH that you have been asking; why are the innocent being killed? Why are the oppressed Israelites being crushed further? What is God Almighty’s wisdom in that? “So, what did Prophet Moses PBUH reply to them?” “He has prayed to God Almighty to bless him with a reply. As such, God has sent Prophet Moses PBUH on this journey. Here, God Almighty has made him meet his special servant, Revered Khidr PBUH. Prophet Moses PBUH is about to reach here along with Revered Khidr PBUH. In this journey, Khidr PBUH is going to 162 show Prophet Moses PBUH that the apparently cruel and unjust acts about matters ordered by God Almighty are based on the deep and infinite wisdom.” =============== Asr had stopped talking. Naima looked at the boat. It was almost full, with only a few spaces vacant. While it looked like she was engrossed in that scene, her mind was preoccupied with what Asr had said. She was thanking God in her heart that she was born in a very easy-to-live era. At the age she was currently in, people travelled very long distances on foot. The only ride available was animals, and it was tiring. In any case, they could not be compared to the fast vehicles, buses, trains and airplanes of her time. Naima looked around and thought: “How did people survive without doctors and hospitals? How did they face the bitter cold and extreme heat?” Then she thought. That is why the population of human beings was so little in every era. It was never more than a few hundred million, whereas today the human population has reached billions. She was lost in those thoughts when Asr drew her attention towards two persons coming from a distance, and said: “Here they come, our revered elders. Prophet Moses PBUH . =============== PBUH and Revered Khidr Naima saw the two coming from a distance. Asr introduced them: “The elderly person is Revered Khidr PBUH. He is not a human being. However, just like I have come to you in a human form, he has also appeared as a human being for the convenience of Prophet Moses PBUH. The other middleaged person coming with him is Prophet Moses PBUH.” Naima looked at them. Prophet Moses PBUH was tall and handsome, whereas Revered Khidr PBUH, who was in the form of an older person, had a unique 163 luminescent face. Both walked to the boat and boarded it. Asr held Naima’s hand and they sat close to them. When they had settled, the oarsmen cast off the anchor line and took their positions to start rowing. In a while, the boat was on the way. Naima wanted to ask something, but they were sitting close to the two elders and she feared they might hear her. She looked at them and then at Asr from time to time. Asr figured out her dilemma and said: “don’t worry. Nobody can see us as we are present in a past event. We are neither present here physically nor can we change anything. Rest assured nobody will listen to our conversation. It is like a video film of your time; we have somehow become a part of it rather than watching it from outside.” In the meantime, Revered Khidr PBUH placed his hand on a plank under his feet. As soon as he did that, the plank came out, leaving a hole. Water started rushing in. Seeing that, the passengers panicked and screamed. The oarsmen were worried as well. They tried to turn the boat towards the bank quickly. Naima was quite worried too. She clung to Asr’s arm. Seeing her scared, Asr said: “Don’t worry. Nothing will happen to us.” “Oh wow. Nothing will happen to us, but the others will drown. Do something.” Naima shouted worriedly. Her face depicted panic. “Silly girl, see who are we with.” “On being warned by Asr, she looked at Prophet Moses PBUH and Revered Khidr PBUH. Unlike others, they sat calmly. However, Prophet Moses PBUH was looking at Revered Khidr PBUH time and again, displeased. It was apparent that he had not liked what Revered Khidr PBUH had done. The water was rushing in the boat and filling it quickly. The oarsmen were working hard to take the boat to the bank. Some passengers were trying to 164 fill the hole with their luggage. The boat had not gone far, and after some struggle, they succeeded in reaching the bank. The people, happy that their lives were saved, started disembarking quickly. In the end, Prophet Moses PBUH and Revered Khidr PBUH also got down as well. Asr and Naima also went after them. As soon as they were down, Prophet Moses PBUH said to Revered Khidr PBUH: “Did you do it to drown its people? you have done a terrible act.” Revered Khidr PBUH said softly: “Didn’t I tell you that you can never bear with me patiently?” He replied: “Please do not hold me accountable for what I forgot, and do not deal with me sternly.” They went ahead while talking. Naima looked back. The oarsmen who owned the boat were crying. They had lost their income for that day and also for the next many days until the boat was repaired. They looked poor and unkempt. Seeing their situation, Naima felt Prophet Moses PBUH was quite correct in his observation. She said to Asr: “The objection of Prophet Moses PBUH was valid. See, how many lives were in danger. They were saved somehow, but what about the poor oarsmen? They have lost their livelihood. Nobody paid them the fare, and cost of repair of the boat is in addition to that loss.” “You heard Revered Khidr’s PBUH reply? “I didn’t quite understand what he was talking about.” “When they met, Revered Khidr PBUH had emphatically told Prophet Moses PBUH that even though he was accompanying him, he would not be able to bear what he would do. And how could he when he wouldn’t know the 165 details of the matter? Prophet Moses PBUH had promised that he would, God willing, be patient and would not disobey him in any way. Revered Khidr PBUH had put a condition at that time that Prophet Moses PBUH would not ask him anything about any of his actions unless he spoke to him about them. On hearing the details from Asr, Naima said: “Oh, so that is why Prophet Moses PBUH had asked him not to hold him punishable for what he had forgotten. His objection was otherwise valid. However, since he had already been asked to be quiet and had also agreed to it, Revered Khidr PBUH had said that.” “Yes, you have understood it correctly.” Asr replied. =============== While Naima and Asr were talking, the two elders had gone quite far. Asr held Naima’s hand and said: “Let’s go. We have to get close. A significant incident is about to take place now.” He moved forward quickly. Naima was with him. The two elders were walking along the river bank. they reached near them soon. On getting close, they saw that an innocent child was playing on the bank. There was no one around. Perhaps he was from one of the nearby settlements. While Naima was trying to understand the situation, Revered Khidr PBUH went ahead and pushed the child, who lost his balance and fell in the water. Prophet Moses PBUH was shocked to see that. The same was Naima’s condition. Prophet Moses PBUH was a Messenger of God and knew who Revered Khidr PBUH was, but Naima was an ordinary girl. She screamed frantically and ran to try and save the child, but Asr held her arm and stopped her. “Don’t be mad. You can’t do anything. You are only a spectator, nothing else.” Prophet Moses PBUH was perplexed too. He could not do anything practically, but the murder of a human, and that too of a child, was no trivial matter. Exasperated, he spoke to Revered Khidr PBUH: 166 “You killed an innocent soul while he had not killed anyone? You have committed a heinous act indeed.” Revered Khidr PBUH gave him the same reply: “Didn’t I tell you that you can never bear with me patiently?” Prophet Moses PBUH realised that the matter did not pertain to Revered Khidr PBUH but God. As such, he said: “If I ask you anything after this, you may not keep me with you. You have a valid reason from me now to do so as well.” After that exchange, they proceeded. However, Naima was still in shock. She released her hand from Asr, came to the river bank and started looking at the spot where the child had drowned. There was nothing there. She sat down and started crying. She could not fathom why was the child pushed in water? Removal of plank from the boat was a minor issue compared to that. She was shocked at that event too, but now an innocent child had been killed without any reason. And that had been done by a person who she was told was sent by God. Asr came and sat with her. He kept quiet and watched her crying. Finally, when her sobbing lessened, she looked up and said: “What was the crime of that innocent child?’ “I know your anguish, but Naima, you forget that secrets of the universe are being unveiled to you. Have a heart and follow the prophet. That is the right way. Have faith that God Almighty does not not inflict cruelty even as much as a mustard seed on his servants.” Naima nodded, but the truth was that she was not satisfied in her heart at all. However, what could she do? She asked Asr? “Where do we have to go now?” 167 “To a settlement, the two elders have gone there. So, let’s go to them.” =============== Prophet Moses PBUH and Revered Khidr PBUH walked into the colony. Naima and Asr followed them. It was afternoon. Passing through the market, they saw people having lunch. Revered Khidr PBUH went to a food seller and told him they were two travellers. They had exhausted what they had brought for the journey, and they wanted to eat. The food seller shooed them off while Prophet Moses PBUH watched the scene quietly. Revered Khidr PBUH went to several others shops as well. Everywhere he was refused food. After exiting the market, they found a few houses on the way, knocked on their doors and asked for food too. But It looked like the inhabitants of that colony had no place for mercy, human sympathy, caring for the travellers and courtesy. Not a single person gave them food. Finally, walking all the way, they reached the end of the settlement. There was a semi-solid house whose one wall was about to fall. Here, Revered Khidr PBUH stopped but did not knock on the door for food. Instead, he placed his hand on the wall. The wall, bent to one side and about to fall, surprisingly became straight and stronger than before. Naima was surprised to see what was happening. Prophet Moses watched too. Seeing the wall straightened, he asked Revered Khidr PBUH: PBUH “You asked so many people for food. Nobody listened to you. Had you wanted, you could have got food from the residents of this house as wages for repairing the wall.” On hearing that, Revered Khidr PBUH replied: “We part ways from here. I will now explain to you the reality of things about which you could not remain patient. The boat whose plank I broke belonged to some poor persons who worked at sea for a living. They did not know that a king was collecting boats for his army where they were going. Had the boat reached there he would have snatched their sole means of livelihood from them. They will repair their boat in a couple of days and start working again. 168 Had the accident not taken place today, they would have completely lost the boat. As for the boy, his parents were believers. I apprehended that when he grew up, he would bother his parents a lot. He will indulge in polytheism and infidelity, bad company, develop loose morals and make the lives of his parents miserable. I wished their Lord gave them a son better than him in manners and someone his parents would have a higher expectation of looking after them. As for the wall, the house is owned by two boys. It belonged to their father. After his death, they moved to a relative in the city. They did not know that their father had buried a treasure for them under that wall. Had the wall fallen, the treasure would have been exposed and taken by someone else. God Almighty wanted the two boys to grow up and live in this house. After that, they would find the treasure. Whatever I did in your presence today was not on my own accord. The apparent injustice you saw was actually a sign of God’s blessing. This is the reality of things you could not remain patient about.” =============== Naima sat under a tree, confused and perplexed. Asr was with her. She had become reticent after Revered Khidr’s PBUH explanation. The two elders had left. However, Naima felt that they did not have to go with them. She was quiet for a long time. At last, Asr broke the silence: “You have got the reply to your second question too. It happens frequently in this world that apparently bad things happen to good people, while apparently good things happen to the bad. No human being is behind it. It happens with God’s intent and power. That gives rise to the question such as yours. But, Naima, remember, God’s total affection is for his noble servants. He is always with the poor. You have seen it in these instances. After a pause, he spoke again: In reality, God helps people through such incidents, but people complain to him about them. They become doubtful and utter words that could render 169 them disbelievers. But praise the highest tolerance of God Almighty that despite that, he continues to reward them with his blessings and bounties.” “But is it not possible to adopt an easier way? For example, the boat was not broken, or the child would not have been killed; rather, he was transformed into a good person?” “See, only one angle of God’s wisdom has been revealed. Who knows how many such angles will be made known on the Day of Judgement? Please understand that the world is a place for a test. If it is a test of thankfulness, it is also a test for patience. For the oarsmen and parents of the child, it was a test of patience. As reward for the same, you can’t even imagine the high pedestals and rewards that will be bestowed upon them. A human being cannot attain high stature in any way other than what he does through his patience. As such, when an unforeseen mishap strikes, one should exercise patience with the firm belief that there must be something good in it, and he will receive countless rewards in return. Similarly, when God Almighty does something good to a bad person, in fact, he is doing good to his noble followers. As a supplementary benefit, the bad also benefit from it temporarily.” Naima had understood the logic. Thinking that the time was right, at last she asked the question that had bothered her like a thorn in the side from her childhood: “My father died while I was a child. What was the benefit in it? I was devoid of a father’s affection. My mother spent all her life as a widow; we were financially strapped. What good was in it for us?” Asr replied: “I have been permitted to tell you about the good for you in all those happenings. With God Almighty’s will, when a person is born, he has to leave the world sooner or later. As per that principle, your father died. The benefit you got is much more than the loss you suffered due to his death. Had your father lived, maybe, he would have made a lot of money and would have died after indulging in sins. The most significant point is that you would not 170 have been what you are today. Abundance of wealth hardens a person’s heart. You are beautiful and educated. Due to your father’s wealth, you would have become rich as well. After that, you would have become stonehearted. You would have never helped the poor. Rather, like the residents of the settlement we have visited, you would have been deprived of an ordinary quality like feeding the travellers. Having become insensitive, you would have never looked for the truth. You would not have been sitting with me today, and would not have witnessed these events. The result was obvious. You would have been condemned to Hellfire for your sins.” Naima did not reply. She was bright and understood well what Asr had said was true. If there were no hardships in life, her heart would have never been soft. Had she not experienced deprivations, her personality would have been groomed differently. Lost in those thoughts, she heard Asr: “Yes, an important thing about hardships is that not every hardship comes from God. Of course, you, humans, are responsible for many of them too, but you attribute it to God. “for example?” Naima asked questioningly. “For example, you attribute sickness to God. But if you think about it, a lot of diseases are because of wrong diet, wrong lifestyle and unbalanced daily routines. The world has not been made so that you continue to do things wrongly, and God Almighty continues to rectify them despite your negligence. He does it often, though, without bringing it to your knowledge. But sometimes, to bring you to your senses, he lets you face the consequences of your mistakes on the individual and collective level.” “Yes, your point is valid and vital as well. We, humans, have perhaps become used to attributing everything to God Almighty. We do not correct our individual and collective attitudes. Anyway, where do we go now, to the Pharaoh?” Naima smiled and asked. 171 “Yes, these are the last stages of our journey. Nobody was taken on such a journey before you, nor would anybody be privileged after you. It is an observational tour of the greatest truth of the universe, that is, the existence of God Almighty as well as confirmation of the Day of Judgement. During this journey, through punishment and reward of nations of the prophets, God Almighty is showing you the truth that God and the Day of Judgement are incontrovertible truths.” “But for humanity, they are events from the past.” Naima commented, and Asr replied to it: “Apparently they are. but in reality, they are an introduction to a great truth and a clear proof of it as well. From the introduction to proof, it will become increasingly clear in the narration of those nations. God Almighty has selected those nations using his perfect and infinite wisdom. First, I took you to the nations of Prophet Noah PBUH and Aad where you saw how God Almighty punishes the disobedient in the world and saves the believers.” “However, in our era, only the names of those nations are known. A lot of people don’t even know their names.” “You had raised this objection earlier as well that due to the prolonged time gap, only the stories of those nations have survived. That is why in the second stage, we visited the nations of Lot and Thamud. That was the stage of the move from introduction to proof. In that second stage, those two nations went through punishment and reward and their lands and archaeological ruins are also present in your time. Those ruins prove that God is an immortal entity. He interferes in matters of the world from time to time. By doing so, he provides proof of his existence and of the punishment and reward of the Day of Judgement to humanity.” “And now we are in the era of the Pharaoh?” Yes, it is the third stage of the move from introduction to proof. In this stage, we will now witness the saga of punishment and reward in the era of Prophet Moses PBUH. Not only the narrative and archaeological ruins of that nation are present, but also their remains. That nation and its religious books and 172 history are also available to narrate the punishment and reward meted out to them. So, the provision of proof has progressed from narration to ruins and from ruins to the religious history of an entire nation. Pharaoh’s nation, the Egyptians, are still present in your era. The nation of Prophet Moses PBUH, the Israelites, are also present. Egyptians’ ruins and history, religious books, and narration of the incidents with Prophet Moses PBUH are also there.” “And the nation of Prophet Jethro PBUH, he has been mentioned in detail in the Quran. Why didn’t we go there?” Naima asked a question about another page of the epic. “It is a part of phase two of the narrative of nations of Thamud and Lot. They were descendants of Prophet Abraham PBUH. Their crimes were polytheism, adulteration in food products and measuring and weighing less than they should have. Prophet Jethro PBUH (Shuaib) tried hard to reform them, but to no avail; hence they were annihilated. I did not take you there since you have already seen the punishments for polytheism and disobedience of prophets. As far as adulteration in food products and measuring and weighing less are concerned, your own nation is quite advanced in them. In your part of the world, neither pure food nor pure medicines are available. So why do you need to see the nation of Prophet Jethro PBUH?” Naima did not have an answer to that eye-opening comment. “The condition of your nation will not change until you stop following the example of the nation of Jethro. Their measuring and weighing tools were different for receiving and giving out. That is the dilemma of your nation from top to bottom. Anyway, we are now going towards remnants of the nation of Prophet Jethro PBUH. When the wrath struck them, those who believed him were saved. But what had happened earlier happened again. Their descendants became victims of moral bankruptcy. One of their tribes was settled in Madain in the era of Prophet Moses PBUH. We are going there. =============== 173 Chapter 11 PRICE OF TRUTH Naima and Asr stood near an Oasis. In a desert, where there is a water well, greenery and trees, birds and humans inhabit there. The same was the situation here. The water well was the centre of life. A group of shepherds had gathered there. They were fetching water from the well, making their flocks drink it, and chatted amongst themselves. At a distance, two girls stood with their flock. The animals bleated for water, but the girls were not letting them move towards the well. The reason was apparent. Neither were they strong like men, nor their modesty allowed them to push their way through the crowd and make their flock drink. The men did not have enough courtesy or chivalry to let the girls feed their animals first. “You saw that?” Asr asked Naima. “Yeah. I am watching. The strong are the same in every era.” “But you should also know that in every age, there are people of a different kind as well.” Asr pointed in a direction. Naima looked and saw a person approaching from the desert. His hair and beard were covered with dust and sand; his face showed signs of an arduous journey. He limped a bit too. As he came closer, Naima felt that his limp was due to the boils on his feet. “He is Prophet Moses PBUH. As Asr said that, Naima looked at him intently. She had seen Prophet Moses PBUH a little while ago. He was much younger then. However, his features were the same. When she saw him in that condition, she asked: 174 “How did he change in to this condition? He was a prince of Egypt in his early life.” “Wait a bit. I will tell you about his episode.” Prophet Moses PBUH, making his way through the crowd, went straight to the well. A good-sized bucket hung there. Two or three persons were required to fill and pull it out. Seeing Prophet Moses PBUH approach, people stopped. He calmly got hold of the bucket, lowered it in the well and pulled it out all by himself. He poured the water into the trough being used by the animals to drink water, saved some of it, washed his face and feet, drank from it, and moved away from the crowd. The shepherds were watching him, surprised. Firstly, how he pulled the bucket full of water from the well was not a feat for anyone else. Secondly, after washing, his groomed and distinguished personality became apparent. Finally, he was wearing an Egyptian dress, and Egyptians were the superpower of those times. All those factors highly impressed the people around. When Prophet Moses PBUH came out of the crowd, he saw the two girls and their thirsty flock. He approached them and asked: “Why are you not giving water to these innocent animals?” The older of the two girls replied sadly: “We cannot give them water unless those shepherds move away.” “Do you not have a male in the family?” Prophet Moses PBUH inquired, looking at the shepherds. The younger girl replied this time: “Our father is very old, and we don’t have a brother.” While saying that she looked pleadingly at Prophet Moses PBUH. It was as if her eyes were saying “If we had a brother like you, we wouldn’t have to stand here.” 175 Prophet Moses PBUH listened to them and, taking their flock with him, started for the well. Seeing him approach, the shepherds took a step back and gave him way. Calmly, he made the animals drink and returned them to the girls. The girls happily returned to their home, and Prophet Moses PBUH sat under a tree. Naima noticed that his eyes were closed, and he was murmuring something. “What is he saying?” Naima asked Asr. “He is praying to God: “My lord, I need whatever good you may send down to me.” Laughing, he pointed in a direction and said: “How quickly has the Lord listened to the prayer of his servant. See, a bouquet of all things good, Zipporah (Safoorah) is coming to him herself.” Naima saw that the older of the two girls were walking hesitatingly, shyly towards him. Naima came to know from Asr’s words that her name was Zipporah. Yet, she wanted an explanation for it. She asked Asr: “How has Zipporah become a bouquet of all things good?” “food and water, a place to live and a loving wife, God Almighty has decided to bestow all these blessings on Prophet Moses PBUH in the form of Zipporah.” “So, would they be married?” Naima asked interestingly. Her female instinct had awakened, and in Zipporah, she could visualise the bride of Prophet Moses PBUH. “Yes, this modest and shy girl will become the wife of the most exalted prophet and the leader of his nation.” 176 Zipporah came close to Prophet Moses PBUH and stopped. Hearing her steps, Prophet Moses PBUH opened his eyes. On seeing Zipporah, he looked down. Hesitatingly, Zipporah said: “My father invites you to compensate you for having watered our flock.” Prophet Moses PBUH thought for a moment. Had he wanted, he could have asked for help when he had helped them, and they would indeed have, but his gentle nature did not allow him to help someone and seek anything in return. He had asked for help from his Master. It had become clear to him that God Almighty had sent the girl, and to say ‘no’ to her would be ingratitude. As such, he got up quietly. =============== Prophet Moses PBUH and Zipporah left to meet her father. Naima was left standing with Asr. She asked: “How did Prophet Moses PBUH get to this stage?” “You know that when Prophet Moses PBUH was born, The Pharaoh of the time had issued an order that all male newborns of the Israelites be killed. Prophet Moses’s PBUH mother was worried for her son. But through the guidance of God Almighty, she put him in a basket and left it in the river Nile. God’s providence directed it to the Pharaoh’s queen, Revered Asiya. So, she took him out of the river and made him her son.” “God saved his life in a surprising way.” Naima said.” “God not only saved his life, he returned him to his mother as well.” “How so?” “Prophet Moses PBUH refused to take milk from the wet nurse appointed for him. Prophet Moses’s PBUH elder sister, who had walked, following the basket, and knew that her brother was with the queen, told the people from the palace about her mother. As a result, when Prophet Moses PBUH was taken to 177 her, he drank the milk easily. Seeing that, the queen appointed her as wetnurse and handed him to her.” “Then why did he leave Egypt?” “Prophet Moses PBUH was an Egyptian prince as well as an Israelite through his relation to his mother. As such, he used to help Israelites. When he grew up, a Jew quarrelled with an Egyptian. The Egyptian started beating him up. As Prophet Moses PBUH was passing by, the Jew sought his help. When Prophet Moses PBUH tried to help him, the Egyptian attacked him. Prophet Moses PBUH punched him, and he died.” “Oh, so that is why the Egyptians became his enemy.” Said Naima. “Yes, but it remained a secret that day as to who had committed the murder. Prophet Moses PBUH earnestly sought God Almighty’s forgiveness for his act. The next day, he passed by the same way again and saw the same Israelite quarrelling with another Egyptian. Seeing him, the Jew sought his help again. This time, Prophet Moses PBUH was sure that the Jew was mischievous and fought with others daily. However, since he was being thrashed, Prophet Moses PBUH went ahead to save him, but said:” You are so misled.” Having heard that, the Jew thought he was the one to be punched that day and he would die. Since he was mischievous, he shouted: “Moses, just like you had killed an Egyptian yesterday, you want to kill me today.” So, the mystery of the murder a day earlier was unveiled, leading to a number of conspiracies against him in the Pharaoh’s Court. His sympathisers in the palace apprised him about them and suggested that he leave Egypt at the earliest. After that, he crossed the Sinai desert all by himself and went to Madain. “Now I know why he undertook such a long journey alone.” 178 “Yes, and now please understand why I am explaining it to you. Remember, God Almighty never leaves his righteous servants helpless. You saw the character of Prophet Moses PBUH how he helped the girls who were strangers. He took no liberty with them, nor did he ask for payment even though he was greatly in need at that time. Due to the same spirit of sympathy for humans, he had saved the life of the Jew who had unveiled his secret later and put him in serious trouble. Instead of seeking revenge, he left the country, crossed the desert and went to Madain.” “What a great character.” Naima commented. “Naima, to identify people of such exemplary character and conduct, God Almighty has created this entire system of the world. He created human beings, gave them the choice and intent, and then placed himself behind the veil of the unseen. There are human desires and interests on one side and the nature of man and guidance of conscience on the other. Some people, like those shepherds, are devoid of nobility and sympathy. Some adopt an attitude of cruelty, like Pharaoh and his accomplices. But some adopt modesty and patience like Revered Zipporah, while others, like Prophet Moses PBUH, display the best human character traits in the face of extreme adversities. They are the ones loved by God, and he will bestow upon them a permanent place in Paradise, in his neighbourhood, whereas the cruel and the tyrants will be thrown in Hellfire.” “But the life becomes so difficult as a result of this God Almighty’s scheme.” “But the best cannot be chosen without it. If God Almighty had done so himself through his infinite knowledge, every criminal destined for Hell would have protested that he was being punished unjustly. However, on the Doomsday, everyone will be selected for Paradise and Hell on merit.” “But Asr, this God’s scheme is not known to most human beings.” Naima commented. “See, if this scheme is known to human beings, it will be great as the matter will be clear to all. However, even if it does not, it will practically have no 179 impact on the actions of human beings because their actions are based on the concepts of vice and virtue and punishment and reward, and those elements are inherent in the psyche of every human being.” Asr paused, and then continued again.” “this point is vital; please understand it well. God has created every human being with basic guidance inherent in him. Human beings are aware of vice and virtue, and good and bad. For example, every human being knows that it is good to speak the truth and it is bad to lie. The life and property of others should be respected. Similarly, human beings know that the good and bad should be rewarded or punished. After all, based on the same principle, they have established their justice, law, and benefits and rewards systems. Human beings run their entire systems on these principles. God Almighty will also award his punishment and rewards as per the very same principles.” “Your point is entirely valid. I had mistakenly assumed that it was important for the prophets’ guidance to reach all human beings.” Naima clarified. “No, it is not necessary at all. However, through prophets and other means, God Almighty provides additional guidance to human beings. Those who value this guidance, their actions get better, and so do their rewards. Those who reject that guidance, their hearts are hardened all the more.” “I will now show you how people accept the truth immediately and pay any price to stick to it, and also the kind of people who see all the signs but persist in their misguided ways.” =============== The atmosphere of celebrations was in the air. A large crowd had gathered in an open ground. It was morning and the sun was out in its full glory. However, it was not warm enough to bother the people present there. In a corner, the Pharaoh’s court was set up with all its grandeur. River Nile flowed in the background. Pharaoh’s courtiers and soldiers were in place. All around, 180 a large number of local Copts were present. On the other side of the ground, the Israelites were present. Their numbers were substantial, but after centuries of slavery, cruelty and hardships suffered through their rulers, they appeared to be in a pathetic condition. Standing with Asr, Naima was quietly observing the environment around them. Suddenly, there was a movement in the Israelites. Two persons, making way through the crowd, came and stood in front. Naima recognised one of them easily. He was Prophet Moses PBUH. He held a staff in his hand. Asr introduced the person standing next to him: “The distinguished person standing next to Prophet Moses PBUH is Prophet Aaron PBUH. When God Almighty ordained Prophet Moses PBUH as his prophet, he requested him to make Prophet Aaron PBUH his helper. Accordingly, he was also ordained as a prophet.” “When was Prophet Moses PBUH made a prophet?” Naima inquired. “He stayed in Madain for ten years. Then, while returning to Egypt with his wife Revered Zipporah, in the foot of Mount Sinai, God Almighty honoured him by addressing him and ordained upon him the prophethood.” “What happened then?” Naima asked. “They went to Pharaoh’s court and gave him the God’s message. Pharaoh, however, did not listen to him at all. So, after that, to prove that he was a true prophet, Prophet Moses PBUH showed him the miracles bestowed upon him as signs of his prophethood.” “The miracle of his staff becoming a python?” “Yes, the miracle of his staff becoming a python and the second miracle of his hand becoming illuminated. However, Pharaoh, even though scared seeing the miracles, did not accept their truth. Instead, he claimed that it was magic and such magic could be easily shown by the magicians living all around his kingdom. As such, he challenged that today, the day of celebrations for the 181 Egyptians, he will gather magicians from all over the country to face the magic of Prophet Moses PBUH.” Asr had hardly finished when a roar arose from the Copts. Pharaoh came out of his palace with his troops and moved towards his court. From his features he looked like a cruel tyrant. He was stiff-necked and his eyes reflected his might. Walking haughtily, he sat on the royal throne. On assuming his seat, he gestured, and a group of top magicians presented themselves. Pharaoh addressed them: “You know how great our nation is. How mighty we are. The Israelites are our slaves. They live and die as we wish, but now a man has been born amongst them who wants to take over our country. For that, he has learnt magic as a weapon. However, just like they cannot win in strength and power, we want to defeat them in the great power of magic as well. Would do you it for us?” One of the magicians came forward as representative of his group and submitted: “Why not, great Pharaoh. How can this novice face us? To defeat him is no big task. But what will be our reward for that?” The magician was confident of his success. He was most interested in using that occasion for a considerable reward, as it had become a matter of Pharaoh’s ego. On hearing him, Pharaoh said happily: “We will give you a place in our close circle. The honour of the royal court, wealth and the best women of the nation will be rewarded to you.” While a wave of jubilation went through magicians, Coptic Egyptians were also enthused and raised slogans of Pharaoh’s greatness. The Israelites stayed in their places, scared of what was to happen to them. Naima thought the competition was about to begin, but another show started. Pharaoh ordered that the magicians to be seated near him. He had 182 arranged to show them a glimpse of the rewards they were to get. Pretty female dancers appeared on his signal and started dancing to the tune being played. The dancers were at the zenith of their art. Their bodies were electrified, the dance movements exciting. Dancing with the music, they sometimes bowed like flexible tree branches and then straightened stiffly like the cords of a musical instrument. Their hands, feet, heads and bodies moved so beautifully and effortlessly synchronised with the music that it looked like the musicians were transferring their movements into the sounds of their instruments. Those young and beautiful dancers were holding the revelry loving courtiers and others present mesmerised with their moves. Naima was not interested in their dance. Instead, she spoke to Asr warily: “I don’t understand why the Pharaoh has decided to have a contest of magicians. Could he not take action against Prophet Moses PBUH directly?” “You are unaware of Prophet Moses’s PBUH position at that time. I had already told you that the order to kill all male newborns of Israelites was in effect when he was born. However, look at the magnificence of the Lord; he saved him and had him brought up in the royal palace as a prince. The Copts know him well through his association with the royal palace and that he is a fearless, exemplary person of outstanding nature. He cannot tell a lie. As such, the Pharaoh wants to tarnish moral standing through a defeat and then take action against him. Pharaoh is concerned about a rebellion from the Israelites. Prophet Moses PBUH has a large circle of admirers in the court and palace who are likely to oppose any step against him without a reason. However, the greatest force to negate Pharaoh’s moves is the tremendous help from God Almighty for him. Therefore, God Almighty has given him such a miracle that whoever sees it, its fear enters and lingers in his heart.” 183 Listening to Asr, Naima saw in the direction of the Pharaoh. The dancers were showing their magic. The dance was in its last stages and was becoming faster with every passing moment. The magic of the dancers continued to grow strong. They started turning fast. Spinning at high speed, they reached in front of the king. Suddenly their feet stopped. The music died, and silence reigned. The dancers bowed in reverence to the king, and with that, the courtiers started praising them heartily, loudly and continuously. Naima commented on the dance a little differently. Demonstrating her grasp on psychology, she said to Asr: “Ruling class is so clever. They know all about the human weaknesses.” “Such is the story of every era. Female overtures, dances, merriment, and concubines have always been used as enticements to keep the masses unaware of the facts and please the elite. It is happening in your era too. Yet, people do not rise above them and think of something else at all. “ “You are so right.” Naima said, agreeing with him. “I wish we had Moses’s staff to undo the spell of materialism.” Asr encouraged her by saying: “You have the biggest staff. Soon Prophet Moses PBUH will introduce that staff to you too. Now, listen to his words as he addresses the magicians. =============== Competition was about to begin. Magicians stood on one side, Prophets Moses PBUH and Aaron PBUH, on the other. The magicians had ropes and sticks in their hands. In the meantime, Prophet Moses PBUH came forward and addressed the magicians: “You have heard about the rewards you will receive by getting close to Pharaoh. I invite you to get close to God the beneficent. I invite you to follow 184 the one and only glorious and majestic God. He is the Lord of the sky and the earth and everything in between. Believe in him, and he will give you a place in the kingship of Paradise. Everything that Pharaoh has promised, you will get manifold in God’s Paradise. You will live forever with those bounties, without concern for death. If you take God’s message as a lie, then remember, nothing will save you from the Hellfire.” Naima listened to those words, and they entered her heart. She realised that belief in Hereafter was the ‘Staff’ that could save a person from the venom of every snake of materialism. Prophets Moses ‘s PBUH address was so profound that all those present felt it had made a mark on their hearts, including Naima. The magicians had also lost heart, and they started whispering amongst themselves. Some felt that they should accept Prophet Moses’s PBUH invitation; others felt that they should not confront Prophet Moses PBUH because if he were right, they would never win. The courtiers sat close and watched the scene. They were afraid that the magicians would withdraw from the competition. Since they had gathered and brought them over, as such they addressed them: “He is not a prophet but a magician. With his magic, he wants to throw you out and take over Egypt. He wants to put an end to your ways and establish a new civilisation and culture. You will not get a better opportunity to earn Pharaoh’s favour and rewards from him. Whoever wins today will be the victor for the rest of his life.” The net of fear and greed, prejudice and self-interest that politicians have always woven, was used by the courtiers on that occasion too. Magicians were trapped in it. However, they decided to confront Prophet Moses PBUH. Closing their ranks, one of them spoke with complete confidence: “Moses, forget about talking. Come to the real action. Say whether we should throw our sticks or you would do so.” They received the answer: 185 “You be the first.” The magicians started murmuring something. After that, they shouted: “By the honour of the Pharaoh, we will be the victors.” Saying that, they threw their sticks and ropes on the ground. What transpired after that stunned Naima. She had never seen such a scene in her life. The sticks and ropes fell on the ground and, in a moment, turned into snakes and pythons. Then, they started slithering towards Prophet Moses PBUH. Snakes, and that too so many, Naima was petrified and held Asr’s arm tightly. She looked at Asr, who stood calmly. She looked at Prophet Moses’s PBUH face intently, which showed signs of worry. It was evident that the miracle that he had shown had been answered. It was proved that if he could change a stick to a snake, those magicians could do the same. People had reached their conclusion. There were magicians on both sides. Others had understood it, and the situation had also become obvious to Prophet Moses PBUH. There was an uproar everywhere. The Copts were shouting slogans. The courtiers had risen from their seats, and Pharaoh was smiling victoriously. He knew that even if Prophet Moses PBUH turned his staff into a snake, it would not make any difference. He had achieved his purpose quite craftily. The crowd of Israelites was hushed. They had also understood the situation. Naima was surprised to see that, unlike the Copts, magicians were not expressing any joy. They carefully watched their snakes moving towards Prophet Moses PBUH. The Israelites had started to withdraw, moving backwards. However, Prophet Moses PBUH and Prophet Aeron PBUH stood steadfast. When the snakes reached closer, Prophet Moses PBUH threw his staff on the ground, saying: 186 “O Magicians, your show was only magic. This staff is the miracle of God. It will destroy your magic.” Naima saw that Prophet Moses’s PBUH staff, hardly a metre and a half in size, turned into a dreadful python many meters long. The python was as swift in movements as it was enormous. It went ahead swiftly and started swallowing the snakes slithering forward. One by one, he gulped all the magicians’ snakes and their sticks and ropes just laid on the ground. The Israelites’ faces gleamed with happiness while the Copts, courtiers and Pharaoh’s faces paled. They had not imagined such a terrible defeat. The magicians stood quietly for some time. They were experts in their field and knew well what was magic and what was not. They also knew that they had not turned their sticks and ropes into snakes. Instead, they had cast a spell on peoples’ visions. They also knew that the staff had indeed become a python. They called out loudly: “We hereby declare that we believe in the Lord of all Worlds, the God of Prophet Moses PBUH and Prophet Aeron PBUH.” While taking the oath, they fell in prostration in the court of God Almighty. The magicians’ defeat was not a small blow for Pharaoh. in addition, the magicians had also become believers; he went mad with rage, stood up and said: “You converted without my permission.” But he was a hardened and cunning politician. No doubt that what he said next could not come to mind of an ordinary person. Blaming the magicians for his humiliation, he said: “I have understood the real issue. Moses is your chief, and he has taught you the magic. For the competition today, you conspired with him to lose so as to prove him a real prophet.” Thereafter, looking at the courtiers and his commoners, he said: 187 “They plan to take over the city through this conspiracy and, after expelling the real natives, become rulers.” The courtiers agreed with him wholeheartedly. He continued to speak: “But you will now know your fate. I will cut your hands and feet from opposite sides and hang you from the date tree trunks. You will then find out whose wrath is severe and long-lasting.” But the magicians who were desirous of Pharaoh’s favours and swore upon his grandeur earlier had now become staunch believers. They spoke courageously: “O Pharaoh, In the presence of undeniable proofs about the Lord who created us, we cannot turn away from him and prefer you. Whatever you desire, please go ahead and do it. Only our lives in this world are in your hands. We now believe in the one true God and beg him to forgive our sins and also forgive us for the crime of confronting Moses, which you had forced us to do. If you want to kill us, do so. We will reach our Lord only when we die. We will definitely earn the honour of being the first in the Coptic nation who have openly believed in the God of Moses. Now we want only our God’s forgiveness and blessings.” On the signal from Pharaoh, his soldiers went ahead and arrested them. Asr held Naima’s hand and started moving ahead. =============== It was the same place, same ground, same flowing waters of river Nile. Crops stood along the banks as far as one could see. Everything was the same today; only the ground was empty. Date tree trunks stood distanced from each other. Bodies of the righteous servants of God hung from them. Magicians a day before but now martyred, they had become whom God loved. They had preferred to lose their lives rather than shunning the truth. 188 Naima saw the scene and trembled. Their right hands and left feet were cut. Asr had already said their limbs were cut while they were still alive, their bodies were nailed to the tree trunks using large nails, and then the trunks were dug into the earth. The process of nailing them was also done while they were alive. Naima had seen many different types of deaths in that journey, but it was the first time she had seen such excruciatingly painful deaths, and that too, only because they had proclaimed that God was their creator and Lord. Naima sat on the ground, exhausted. Those people were alive yesterday. And today? She thought. She did not have it in her to even ask questions. Asr knew her condition. Sitting down next to her, he said: “I know what you are thinking. You are wondering why God Almighty did not save them?” “No. Before you brought me here, you had explained everything to me through the episode of Prophet Moses PBUH and Revered Khidr PBUH. I know well that everything that God does is based on great wisdom. There is a reason behind everything he does. You have also explained to me that all tyrants such as Pharaoh will end up in Hellfire. Those innocent souls who have been hanged for the only crime of becoming believers will be rewarded with Paradise. However, Paradise will happen in future. An ordinary man will only think who knows what will happen in future. We, humans, live in the present. Our present is this world, and in this world, those who have been hanged, have suffered; no compensation is possible for them here.” Asr smiled as he had understood Naima’s dilemma. It was a dilemma of every human being. As such, he decided to reply in detail. “This world is essential for you human beings, but for God Almighty, it is nothing. You have seen it yourself in this journey how one race after another inhabits this world. When a new race arrives, no traces of the previous races are left. Those who think they are the kings of this world become untraceable after a few years or centuries. Hence, the loss and gain of this world are meaningless in the eyes of God. 189 “This idea of the world being meaningless, doesn’t it turn human beings towards becoming inactive?” Naima raised an objection often made by those who value the world. “No. If you understand what God means by calling it meaningless, you won’t raise that objection.” Asr explained it to Naima: “Meaninglessness of this world has been highlighted with reference to those who consider it to be everything and forget about the Hereafter. Otherwise, the principle of provisions this world has created upon makes it a duty to work for it. One who does not act will face a loss immediately. As far as the concept of Hereafter is concerned, it makes a person in this world most active, rather than making him in-active.” “How?” Naima asked. “Ok. Tell me, when is a student most active during his student life?” Naima thought for some time and then said smilingly: “When the exams are near.” “That is the point. The concept of Hereafter does not make a person inactive but tells him it is a place for examination. Therefore, no believer can be inactive here at all. Our faith tells us that the exam here does not mean that you get cut off from the rest of the world. Instead, the exam requires full participation in all life related activities. However, it is forbidden to adopt character traits based on cruelty and injustice. One is not to develop an attitude of rebelliousness and immorality too. Therefore, a believer not only builds a good world around him, he also succeeds in getting Paradise, a Paradise that would be everlasting, whose bounties will be infinite and immortal. Neither would human beings want to leave it, nor would anybody make them leave it.” 190 “But for people of the world, Paradise is just a word. For them, only their lives and gains and losses of this world are important.” Naima repeated her original question. “Yes, it is so. However, it is because they forget that they are appearing in an examination. God Almighty is behind the veil of invisibility during this exam, but he has spread his signs all over. Also, the existence of God and consciousness of vice and virtue are already inherent in human nature. To further clarify, there are innumerable signs of God’s wisdom and his Godliness in the universe along with the guidance of the prophets.” “But along with it, there are all kinds of Pharaohs as well.” Naima’s eyes moved towards the hanging bodies while uttering those words. “Yes, there are Pharaohs to stop from accepting the truth.Ù“ Along with that, there are external claimants and supporters of vice, demands of self, egoism, personal interests and prejudices, satanic powers and their enticements. But they are the hindrances that, if overcome, land a person in the never-ending world’s eternal luxuries and comforts. In contrast, the negligent rebels and tyrants will be destined to the never-ending Hellfire. However, it is necessary to have a test for the punishment and reward of such mammoth dimensions. This test cannot be completed unless human beings are given full independence. As a consequence of this independence, Pharaohs come into being, and for the same reasons, these believers have to suffer hanging from the gallows.” “But still, it is a severe test.” Naima commented, looking at the bodies of believers hanging. She continued: “God is everything but still, he is invisible. Everything remains veiled in reasons. The angels of Paradise and Hell are hidden. To believe without 191 seeing is a severe test. Punishment and reward are also severe. If I had a choice, I would not have jumped into such a test.” “Naima, you are mistaken.” Asr smilingly replied. “God Almighty has not forcibly pushed anybody in this test. On the contrary, every person has been asked and has been sent to be tested with his consent.” “Oh, when did that happen?” Naima sought the details. “It happened even before I was born. God Almighty created the entire humanity and presented his plan of creation to them. Paradise, Hell, punishment and reward, what to do and what not to, under what circumstances, everything was clearly defined. You, humans, accepted all the conditions.” “But why?” Naima inquired. “Paradise, Naima, Paradise.” Asr replied with only one word, and then explained it: “Paradise is a wonderful place. You cannot even imagine how gorgeous it is. Human beings were shown a glimpse of Paradise before accepting the test. After that, it was impossible for most of them not to accept the test.” He explained it further: “You remember how the magicians had demanded reward from Pharaoh. You also remember how the dancers’ movements and their beauty had mesmerised the people. Those worldly blessings will be given in the Hereafter millions of times more. The same is the case with punishment in the Hereafter. In this world, the hanging can only be awarded once, but punishment will rain from all directions in the Hereafter, and the person will never die. He will live forever to suffer those punishments. 192 On that occasion, God Almighty had shown human beings the blessings of Paradise and the punishments of Hell. That is why every person was unanimous in his resolve that he had to go to Paradise and run away from the Hell.” “But no human being remembers that event.” “If it were remembered, the test would have been over. But all indicators tell us that a human being knows everything by his nature. He wants to build his Paradise on the earth even today. He seeks a never-ending life, everlasting pleasures and eternal youth. He knows the coming days and fully prepares for it. He knows the law of investment first and returns later; he understands the principle of risk and gain.” “No risk no gain.” Naima murmured. Ask shook his head in agreement and continued: “The deal that human beings had made with their Lord, they make it every day. All businesses of life are run on the same principle. All that happens is that after agreeing to such a transaction, people remain serious. They adopt the right attitude as they know that the profit and loss are real. Since the matters concerning Hereafter are not sense-based but rational, they tend to forget.” “You are correct, Asr. The true quality of a person is that he should recognise the hidden facts through the eyes of his mind. To decide on the basis of feelings only is an animalistic attitude.” “One more element makes a person negligent.” Asr said, explaining the seriousness of the test: “Human beings conduct their lives in this material world based on logical principles because they can see the material benefit and loss. However, in 193 the test from God Almighty, people are not punished or rewarded immediately. Human beings, who are used to living their lives on immediate material gains and loss basis, when they don’t see any punishment and reward from God, become rebellious. To remedy this problem, God Almighty has sent prophets. Through them, their nations are punished and rewarded in this very world, and through that, God Almighty gives the final proof of his presence. Even after seeing that punishment and reward if one does not believe, he deserves to be deprived of the everlasting kingship of Paradise and should be thrown in Hell.” After the long discussion, Asr got up and said to Naima: “Come. Let me show you another scene of this punishment and reward.” =============== Naima and Asr stood on the shore. They could see the Israelites, under the leadership of Prophet Moses PBUH, were coming towards the sea. Naima could fathom that a vast number of people were following him. It was not an army; it was a caravan of immigrants with the old, women, and children and their luggage and belongings. Asr providing details of Prophet Moses’s PBUH invitation and their immigration to Naima: “God Almighty had sent Prophet Moses PBUH to Pharaoh on a two-fold mission. Firstly, he was to invite Pharaoh and his followers to accept the one and only God Almighty, and secondly, demand that he frees Israelites from his slavery to that they could go to Palestine and settle there.” “A minute, please. What you have said means that the prophethood of Prophet Moses PBUH, Unlike other prophets, was not for the entire Egyptian nation, only but Pharaoh and his followers.” “You are correct. The Quran has mentioned Prophet Moses PBUH regarding only Pharaoh and his followers, not the entire Egyptian nation. As such, you 194 will also see the wrath will strike only Pharaoh, his army, courtiers and followers. The Egyptian nation will stay in its place.” Naima understood the point. She raised another question: “The other point that arises from your explanation is that it was not Prophet Moses’s PBUH intention from day one that Israelites should stay in Egypt. Then why did Pharaoh and his courtiers repeatedly said that the Israelites were planning to take over Egypt.” “It is politics, Naima. Actually, Israelites were the ruling class in the era of Prophet Joseph PBUH. Afterwards, local Copts took over but the Israelites had greatly increased in number. Even though Copts had enslaved the Israelites, they were afraid that they might revolt and take over Egypt. Pharaoh used the psychology of that fear to turn Egyptians against Prophet Moses PBUH.” Naima asked another question: “But Pharaoh did know that Prophet Moses PBUH wanted to take Israelites to Palestine. So, why didn’t he permit them to leave so that the Egyptians could get rid of that fear?” Had he done so, where would the Egyptians get all those slaves for free? In the olden days, the entire economy of nations was based on slavery. Today, you can’t even imagine that.” “But why did Prophet Moses PBUH want to take Israelites to Palestine?” Naima’s questions were never-ending. “The reason was that living in Egypt, Israelites were tainted with the ways of the polytheistic civilisation and moral degradation of centuries. To get rid of the two-fold negative effects, the only solution was to move them out of Egypt and groom them in a new area under a new moral regime.” “Could that grooming not be done in Egypt?” 195 “No. Because you are standing in the era of mischief.” “Meaning thereby?” “It means that if the Israelites worshipped God publicly, they would have faced extreme cruelty. To save them from that, they were asked to pray to God Almighty in their homes. You can have an idea about the gravity of the situation by one order of Pharaoh, about killing all the male newborns of Israelites.” “But God Almighty did not do anything to sort out Pharaoh in reply?” “Why not? Wraths of God struck them from time to time.” “What wraths?” “They suffered through Droughts and storms. Heavy rains destroyed their crops. Population of lice and frogs increased substantially to make their lives miserable. Locust attacked. Water in the wells and storage turned to blood once.” “Didn’t they seek forgiveness after those wraths?” “Pharaoh was a trickster. He used to ask Prophet Moses PBUH to pray to his God to take the wrath back, and if it happened, he would allow the Israelites to leave. But after the wrath was recalled, he broke his promise.” “This is tantamount to making someone a fool.” “He didn’t make anybody a fool; he was made a fool himself. It is God’s rule that he has taken the responsibility to guide human beings. He guides them in every way. Doors of the right path are opened for those who take it seriously. They are also blessed with the courage to follow that path. But those who see and receive the guidance, yet still decide not to follow it, their hearts are hardened, and the law of deferment is applied to them.” 196 “Law of Deferment?” Naima could not understand. “It means that their leash is temporarily lengthened. When God Almighty gives leeway to someone, it does not mean that he has escaped. None of God’s criminals can run away from him, ever. Only what happens is that after every denial and cheating, the chances of guidance become lesser and lesser. And then, decisive wrath opens the doors of Hell and destruction, doors that do not close at all, just like they are now about to open for Pharaoh. Thus, they did not fool anybody; instead, they were fooled themselves. “ While saying that, Asr pointed towards Pharaoh’s army coming from a distance. Naima saw that the Israelites had reached the shore and stopped. They had the sea in front and Pharaoh’s army behind them. Asr explained the situation to her: “Last night, God Almighty had ordered Prophet Moses PBUH to take the Israelites and migrate. They had camped away from the Egyptians at the celebrations ground. Their destination was Palestine, but God Almighty, rather than asking them to take the shorter land route, ordered them to go to where there was a narrow strip of the ocean in between.” “Why did God order that?” “So that they could see the destruction of Pharaoh and his army with their own eyes.” Asr replied, and then commented on the state of Israelites: “At this time, they don’t have the boats to cross the ocean. As such, they are afraid of being killed by the Pharaoh’s army. But now God Almighty has ordered Prophet Moses PBUH to strike his staff on the sea water. So, let’s see what happens now.” “Naima saw that Prophet Moses PBUH went ahead and struck his staff on the water. Naima saw it from the height where she was. The water started 197 splitting and dry land at the bottom of the sea appeared. A dry passage was formed all the way to the other shore, and sea water stood on both sides of that passage like protective mountains. Naima could not believe her eyes. It looked like it was a passage between two mountains, except that the mountains were made of water. The Israelites, led by Prophet Moses PBUH, calmly started going through that passage. On the other side, Pharaoh’s army was getting close at a fast pace. However, when they reached the shore, the Israelites had left and were on their way through the passage. Pharaoh, without giving it a thought, also started following them. He could see that the last of the Israelites had not reached the other side yet. Now the situation was that on the passage the Israelites, on reaching the other side, were stepping on the land and Pharaoh’s army was entering it at a fast speed. Soon Pharaoh and his entire army had entered the passage. His forward troops were closing on Israelites. However, before they could reach Israelites, all of them had left the passage. Immediately after that, the ocean waves attacked Pharaoh’s troops, and the entire army fell victim to the fast and furious waves. Asr held Naima’s hand and pointed in a direction. Pharaoh was drowning there. Naima could hear him clearly: “I hereby declare that I believe in the God of Israelites, there is no God other than him, and I will now obey him.” “He has become a believer now. He was a rebel before. You were a big trouble maker.” Asr murmured: “You are absolutely correct.” Naima agreed with him. “I have not said it. It is God Almighty’s comment. And I am sure that this era will bear witness, and it will reach the entire universe that they were indeed in a state of loss, except those who believed, and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience.” 198 =============== 199 Chapter 12 LAST MIRACLE The horrific scene of Pharaoh’s army drowning in river Nile was a lesson for onlookers. Naima had seen it and also how the Israelites had been freed from their tribulations and slavery. Her confidence in her faith had reached new heights. She spoke to Asr: “Every knot of my mind has been untied, and every query answered. I am sure that when Doomsday arrives, God Almighty will save all his believers and all rebels will be punished for their crimes. However, there is one problem.” Saying that, Naima muttered instead of explaining the problem. “Knowing too much is also bad.” Asr smiled and said: “Abundance of knowledge is not bad. It is actually good. Those who are very knowledgeable are the ones most afraid of God. But only knowledge accompanied by wisdom and vision is beneficial. Now tell me, what is the problem?” “Asr, I have read the entire history of Egypt. There is no mention of this event anywhere. I have seen it, and it is available in the history of the Israelites. However, it has not been recorded in Egyptian history at all. Historically, a definite and unanimous opinion about the name of the Pharaoh in the episode with Prophet Moses PBUH is not available even though detailed history about all the Pharaohs of Egypt and historical events of the period is available. Never mind other events, punishment and reward.” “You are right. Let me add to your knowledge that even Israelites have not remembered this event as a lesson in punishment and reward the way it took place.” 200 “You have confirmed my statement. It means that for an impartial person, this event cannot be presented as a confirmed proof of the truth unless that person sees those events the way I have, or else he, like Muslims, believes in Quran as the book of God, which narrates these events as such.” Asr nodded and said: “For that very reason, we will proceed to the next and final stage of our journey. It will be an era where God Almighty has put together all proofs of his truth as a final argument. Punishment and reward were dispensed. The area where they were dispensed exists even today. The book with details of the punishment and reward is also there. The nation that went through those events is also present. On top of that, punishment and reward were recorded along with their complete elements in the history of that time. That era is the era of the last Prophet and Messenger Muhammad PBUH.” “Oh, so now we will go to the era of Prophet Mohammed PBUH?” Naima asked Joyously. “Yes, we will go in his era. Even though all of them were true prophets, but to prove the truth of the last Prophet and Messenger PBUH to the world, God Almighty has made such an arrangement that no reasonable person would deny his existence till the end of the world. Through him, the truth has been made clear so succinctly that nobody will be able to tell the Lord that he wanted to see the truth, but no arrangement was made for him to do so. The last Prophet and Messenger PBUH is a prophet not only through faith but also in the light of the entire authentic history. He is the only person preserved by history as a prophet and messenger. Through him, punishment and reward, the greatest proof of Doomsday and God Almighty’s existence, have been fully recorded by contemporary historians. This proof is so comprehensive and conclusive that God Almighty has brought to an end the process of sending prophets and messengers after that. Now this very punishment and reward and the Doomsday will be proofs of the ultimate truth.” Naima listened attentively, as Asr talked: 201 “We will now proceed to Makkah, the land where the last and the greatest miracle of human history took place and it has been preserved till the Doomsday. In its presence, nobody can deny the existence of God Almighty’s holy personage and meeting him, and no honest person could claim that he was not invited to the truth. Come, let me show you the truth.” =============== Naima and Asr stood and watched the scene quietly. They were present at the beginning of the seventh century C.E. and stood in the Parliament House (Dar-ul-Nadwah), the political centre of Makkah. There, all chiefs and tycoons of Makkah sat in a session. The problem they faced had forced them to collectively reach a unanimous decision. Their religion, polytheism, leadership positions, polytheistic culture, economy linked to idols in the holy Kaaba, and position in the eyes of the polytheists of Arabia were all in grave danger. They did not have an easy solution for their problem. However, the proposition of praying to one and only God and benefitting from His blessings in Paradise was so compellingly effective and natural that everyone, finding it the call of his heart, was being attracted to it. If that situation persisted, all people would become Muslims in a short period, except those stubborn chiefs. That problem had forced them to collect here today, but nobody could think of an easy answer. All of them were thinking hard to find a solution. Due to that, pin-drop silence prevailed. Finally, the loud voice of Abu-Jehl broke it. “It is the doing of your nephew, Abu Lahab. Why don’t you counsel him?” “I can’t do anything. I am not the chief of the Banu Hashim tribe; Abu Talib is. He is backing his nephew all the way. If any of you take a step against my nephew, there will be war between you and Banu Hashim.” “So, what should we do? Should we do nothing for fear of war and watch these 202 heretics increase in numbers. Instead of our gods, see one God being worshipped?” Omayyah Bin Khalaf said exasperatingly. “No, that is not what I meant. I was merely explaining the gravity of the situation to you.” “Is there no solution to this problem? Think, Abu Lahab, you have a sharp mind.” Uqbah bin Abi Moeet, a chief, said, looking at Abu Lahab hopefully. “Yes, there is a solution.” Abu Lahab replied thoughtfully. “Start torturing those who follow Muhammad PBUH. Every one of us should beat and torture those under him and stop them from accepting his invitation. Only young and slaves are converting to this religion. Others are few and far between. Therefore, all of us should punish and torture those young and slaves. If they are beaten up and some die, they will leave the new religion. At least, any one from our faith will not leave and join the new religion. Thus, their movement will slowly come to an end.” All those present were pleased. Abu Jehl got up, embraced Abu Lahab, and said: “I swear by Laat and Manat, Abu Lahab, you have solved the problem.” Then he addressed the chiefs sitting around: “Let’s go, comrades. Let us bury this new religion forever.” The meeting came to an end. One after the other, they left for their homes. After they had departed, Naima asked Asr: 203 “What is going to happen now?” “It is the early period of prophethood of the Messenger of God PBUH. A few have accepted his invitation and become believers. Now, these chiefs will unleash a reign of torture and suffering on those believers. New records of barbarism and tyranny will be established. But the sky will witness these atrocities for the last time. They will not happen again.” Asr had a strange look on his face while saying it. It looked like he was inviting her to witness the dark night of those barbarities so that she could realise how easy it was for her to follow God and how difficult it was then.” =============== Makkah, a city whose religious sanctity had always blessed human beings with peace, became difficult to live in for the believers. Scenes of barbarities and cruelty became rampant all around. At a place, Sohaib Ibn Amir is being made to lie on burning embers and his skin gets burned; at another point, Bilal Ibn Rabah is being made to lie on burning sand and large slabs are put on him. Then a rope is tied around his neck and he is dragged on the streets of Makkah. He still calls the one and only God even in that condition. Such was the condition of helpless slaves, but even followers of Prophet Muhammad PBUH belonging to the Quraish elite were not spared. Their elders tortured the young, and women were, as always, the easy targets of their family members’ hostility. Even the worst barbaric punishments and cruel treatment had not made even a single believer denounce his faith. Abu Jehl was quite exasperated. His slaves, Yasir ibn Amir, his wife Summayah Bint Khabbat and his son Ammar were also steadfast in following their new faith in spite of wanton atrocities. Today, he had decided to either make them go back to their old religion or kill them all. At that particular moment, Asr brought Naima there. They were standing close 204 to Yasir’s house and saw Abu Jehl approaching. He had a spear in his hand. In the meantime, Yasir had also seen him. Even though he had a fair idea about Abu Jehl’s ill intentions, he did not try to run away. Abu Jahal reached him and said: “Will you not stop worshipping one God?” “If I stop worshipping the one and only God, no power in the world can save me from his grasp.” Yasir replied fearlessly: His reply infuriated Abu Jehl. He started beating him mercilessly. Hearing his screams, his wife Summayah also came out and tried to save her husband. At that, Abu Jehl started beating her along with Yasir. Yasir, who was bearing the blows patiently, could not stand his innocent wife being beaten. He could not do anything to his master, Abu Jehl, as a slave had no recourse over master in that society. To encourage his wife, he shouted: “There is no god but God”. Samiyah also repeated those words, the universal acknowledgement of the oneness of God. However, it hit Abu Jehl in the chest like an axe. Crazed with anger, he picked up his spear and pierced it in her tummy. Uttering a sigh, she fell, saying: “I swear by the God of Kaaba that I have succeeded.” Seeing blood gushing from his wife’s stomach, Yasir moved forward, crying, and pushed Abu Jehl away. He held her in his arms. What could a weak slave do other than what he had? Tears flowed down his bloodied face and mingled with his wife’s blood, yet he had no words of complaint on his lips. Summiyah was the only happiness in his slavery ridden sad life, Today that happiness was also sacrificed on the Oneness of God. 205 In the meantime, Abu Jehl had composed himself. He moved ahead like a wounded snake, took his sword out of the sheath and shoved it in Yasir’s back. Holding Samiyah sa in his lap, he fell forward. His open eyes were staring at the sky. Naima was watching the scene quietly, tears flowing from her eyes. She said: “This is the punishment for only saying ‘there is no god but God’?” “No. No more. It won’t happen anymore. At least it will not happen for taking only the name of the one and only God.” Asr murmured. “The One in the sky has decided. Given the sacrifices made by Summayah and Yasir, no believer will be killed for taking God’s name after this. Praying to the One God will not lead to shedding anybody’s blood. Even if those who take God’s name may forget God, still, nobody will be allowed to be cruel to them on the basis of Islam. It is God’s decision till Doomsday. Nobody will be permitted to indulge in cruelty in the name of religion. As such, this test is coming to an end. This test will be taken in perfect conditions. Now the last phase is starting. Most human beings will be brought to life in this phase. They will be permitted to take the name of God. Nobody will be cruel to them. They may, if they want, deny the existence of God. Nobody will stop them. If they want, they may associate others with him; Nobody will tell them not to do so.” “But how will this miracle take place? How will tyranny’s history spanning over thousands of years be changed?” Naima’s had a question mark etched on her face. “Come with me. I will tell you how that history changed.” Their journey through time started once again. 206 =============== The square building of Kaaba was the same as Naima had seen in her time. However, the atmosphere around was completely different. Kaaba stood surrounded by mountains. Several homes were built around. Naima had performed Umrah pilgrimage recently, but other than the Kaaba itself, nothing was common between what she had seen earlier and what she was seeing now. As they stood near Kaaba, Asr started telling her about the homes and who lived there. He mentioned an interesting fact: “You see, amongst all of them, in fact amongst all persons in the early history of Islam, except Abu Lahab and companion of the Prophet Zaid bin Harsa, no name has been mentioned in the Quran. However, every person’s name and his entire life events are available in history. A unique feature of the last punishment and reward is that its complete record is chronicled in history. “And in Quran?” Naima asked. “Quran is, in fact, a record of all the events. It contains narration of the previous prophets and the punishment and reward of their times. It also has their invitations to follow the right path and their proofs as well. Along with that, it also has the laws to follow for the new believers. However, unfortunately, its most significant miracle that has made it a miracle forever, is not fully known to humanity. “What is that miracle?” “That the glorious Quran is not only a complete record of the last punishment and reward. it has already narrated how and when will it happen even before it has taken place.” Asr had reached that point when Naima heard a winning voice. She knew someone was reciting the Quran but she had never heard such hearttouching soulfulness, cadence and rhythm ever in her life. 207 “Listen to the recitation of the Quran in the voice of the person who received it. And also see how the prediction of punishment and reward was made way before it has happened.” Asr held her hand and took her towards the side opposite to Hateem. On reaching there, Naima saw that an exalted personality was reciting the Quran, while praying, in a loud voice. His voice had stunned and held everybody around spell-bound. People felt as if they were mesmerised, and someone had bound them to listen to the recitation. Naima did not find it difficult to understand who was reciting and what was being recited. However, she didn’t know Arabic. She looked at Asr helplessly. Asr, understanding her predicament, smiled and said: “The holy Prophet PBUH is reciting Chapter ‘the Moon’ of the Quran.” “Asr’s grip tightened on her hand. With that, she felt that she had started to understand the Quran. In Chapter ‘The Moon’, a summary of the historical events of the nations she had seen herself was being narrated one after the other… the nations of Noah, Aad, Thamud, Lot and Pharaoh. Quran was being recited and their scenes were revolving in her eyes. How the prophets invited them to follow the right path, how their invitation was rejected and then how the wrath of God struck them. Probably nobody had understood Quran the way Naima was assimilating it now. Then it was said: “Are the disbelievers among you in a better position than the disbelievers of those nations, or do you have immunity recorded in the sacred books? Or do they say, we are a large group, well-defended? (Remember) Soon this large group shall be defeated, and all of them will turn their backs and run. Rather, the Hour of judgment is their appointed time, and that Hour is most severe and most bitter.” (The Quran - Chapter 54, The Moon, Verses 43-46) As soon as those verses finished, Asr took Naima and, travelling via the revolving days and times, they reached an open ground. It was a battlefield, 208 and it looked like the battle had just ended. Some people were running away, others were being arrested and tied with ropes, a few dead bodies were scattered in different places, a lesson for others. Asr explained the scene: “We are in second year of the Hejira, the Islamic Calendar. The battle fought at Badr, a decisive war between truth and falsehood, has just ended. You can see how the infidels of Makkah have been put to the sword, like vegetables. Their powerful group has run away after being defeated. Seventy chiefs have been killed and an equal number have been arrested. It is the only battle of human history in which all notable chiefs of a nation have been killed. All of them were infidels and enemies of the Prophet saw of God. The Quranic verses you listened to had been sent by God Almighty in Makkah ten years ago, and they had accurately predicted about this incident.” Naima was watching the entire scene, wide-eyed. “Naima, you saw how the group comprising of chiefs of Arabia were proud of their strength. You also saw when Muslims were facing the worst atrocities and there was no chance of their salvation, God had told his beloved Prophet through a revelation what would happen to those criminals. Through a prediction in the Chapter ‘The Moon’, God Almighty had narrated what he had done with the previous nations. Thereafter, he clearly said that those new criminals had no exemption from the same fate. They would be defeated and would turn tail. It was also told that this prediction of defeat was the preliminary result; the real promise was of the punishment and wrath they would suffer in the Hereafter. It means that if an accurate prediction of the near future were made by narrating a past event, the Hereafter’s prediction would also be correct. And now, you can see with your own eyes how this prediction about the defeat of infidels has come true.” Naima was stunned and speechless. She thought: Predictions about the lives of individuals may probably come true once in a while, but an accurate prediction about an entire nation could only be made by God Almighty. Reading her mind, Asr said: 209 “This prediction is not only about a nation. God Almighty had further linked it to an international event and said when it was going to happen. Also, he had accurately predicted the outcome of that unexpected international event as well.” “Which event was it?” “In close proximity of Arabia, two superpowers of that time were at war. On one side were the Christians of the Roman empire, and fire worshipping Magians on the other. At the time when Romans had completely lost the war, God Almighty predicted that the defeated Romans would soon become the victors, and at the same time, Muslims would also be victorious with the help of God and they would celebrate it.” Saying so, Asr took Naima with him and, once again, they were standing near the Kaaba. The scene was slightly different, but the same truthful and trustworthy personage was reciting the Quran in a winning voice. Asr drew Naima’s attention: “Listen to how this event is being predicted nine years before it happened.” “The Romans have been conquered in a nearby land, and they, after their defeat, will become victorious in a few years. What happened before was also ordered by God, and what will happen later will also be on God’s order. At that very time, the believers will rejoice with the help of God. He helps whomever He pleases: He is the Almighty, the Merciful. It is the definite promise of God, and God never breaks His promise. But most people do not know; They only know the apparent life of this world and are totally oblivious of the Hereafter.” (The Quran - Chapter 30, The Romans, Verses 1 to 7) “You heard that. The Messenger of God PBUH was reciting verses about this news from the Quran when it was impossible to even think about such a prediction.” 210 “Yes, I have read in history that the Persian King Khosrow Parviz had almost conquered the entire Roman Empire. Romans were totally defeated, and there was no probability of them overpowering the Persians in that war.” “Quite correct. Now think about it. It is not one, but two predictions, that of Romans’ victory and Muslims’ victory with the help of God Almighty. Thus, when the Romans were defeating the Persians, Battle of Badr was fought at about the same time, and Muslims, with the help of God, inflicted a crushing defeat on an army three times its size.” Naima kept quiet. She was unintentionally reminded of Abdullah, who had told her about that prediction. “Somebody had told me about that earlier. But at that time, I could not understand it.” “When a person does not want to understand, nobody can make him do so. Those having bias and malice can never understand the truth, no matter how well it is explained. See, these chiefs of Makkah are also victims of malice. Now listen to how their expulsion from Arabia is being announced.” Asr took Naima with him. Now the Holy Prophet and the last Messenger PBUH was reciting from another chapter: “No doubt, they are after uprooting you so that they can drive you away from here. If that happens, they too would not be able to stay after you. This has been Our way with the messengers whom We sent before you. You will not find any variation in Our way…… And pray: “O my Lord, let my entry be with honour, and let my exit be with honour, and grant me power from You which would help (sustain) me.” And say: “Truth has come and falsehood is something that would vanish.” Indeed, falsehood is bound to vanish”. (The Quran - Chapter 17, Children of Israel, Verses 76,77,79,80,81) “You have heard what is being said? This is Makkah, where the worst possible conditions surround the Muslims. It is has become difficult for them to survive. 211 The infidels want to expel them from Makkah and kill them. At the very most, a person may optimistically think that they will save themselves and escape from here. But to say with full confidence that after expelling the Prophet PBUH , they will not be able to live in this land and calling it the permanent way of all Prophets is only and only possible for God Almighty. On top of that, under the present circumstances, to predict that the truth would emerge and falsehood would vanish would be impossible for any human being. See, how only after eight years of migration to Madinah, how majestically the rule of the Messenger of God was imposed on Makkah and entire Arabia, and the polytheists of Arabia vanished from there.” Saying that, Asr took Naima and, once again, the time and days whirled. They were now standing on a tall mountain outside Makkah. From that vantage point, the interior as well as the exterior of Makkah were visible. Naima saw that an army of thousands of respected companions of the Holy Prophet PBUH was entering Makkah. Residents of Makkah, who were once the chiefs of Makkah and the whole of Arabia, were hiding in their homes. Muslims, who were tortured and oppressed earlier, were entering Makkah riding their horses and camels victoriously. Makkah had been conquered. The infidels had not only lost on the battlefield, they had also lost the battle of faiths. Asr, pointing in a direction, said: “See, the Chief of the world is arriving. Look at his magnificence; instead of holding his head high, he is bowed in gratitude.” Naima looked in that direction. The Chief of Arabia and the rest was entering. Thanking his God and feeling humbled, his head was bowed so that his forehead touched his camel’s neck. “Look at his greatness; He has forgiven all his enemies today, except the enemies of God.” Asr was hinting at the idols he was bringing down with his staff. Along with that, he was reciting the same sentences that Naima had heard a while ago. 212 “Truth has arrived, and the falsehood has vanished. Indeed, falsehood is bound to vanish”. “Indeed, falsehood is bound to vanish.” Naima said uncontrollably: =============== Naima was watching the scene euphorically. Suddenly she thought of something and asked Asr: “I have not seen Madinah of that era. Will you please show it to me?” “Sure. We have to go there. I have to show you two predictions there as well.” Asr and Naima walked a few steps. Naima was now in front of the Mosque of the Prophet, a small structure of that era, built with date palm trunks as columns and covered with earth and mixed mortar. As a building, it was no match for the Prophet’s Mosque that Naima had seen during Umrah but its greatness was in the exalted personalities who were offering morning prayers there. When Naima entered the mosque, leader of the believers and humanity, Muhammad Mustafa PBUH was reciting verses from Chapter Al-Fath (Victory) of the Quran: “It is He who has sent His Messenger with the guidance and the religion of truth so that He makes it prevail over all religions, and God is sufficient as a witness. Muhammad is the Prophet of God; and those who are with him are severe with infidels but compassionate among themselves. You may see them kneeling and prostrating in reverence, seeking His favour and acceptance. Their distinction is the mark of their prostrations on their faces. This is how they are pictured in the Torah. And their parable in the Gospel is that of a seed that sends out a stalk, then makes it firm, and it becomes strong and rises straight upon its stem, gladdening the cultivator’s heart, in order to fill 213 the non-believers with dismay. God has promised forgiveness and a huge reward to those who believe and do righteous deeds.” (Chapter 48 - Al-Fath, Verses 28-29) The recitation came to an end. Sound of Allah-O- Akbar (God is Great) boomed across. The worshippers kneeled. Looking at them, Asr said: “You saw that, Naima! When those words were being revealed, polytheists of the entire Arabia were enemies of Muslims. Muslims had secured peace with great difficulty by signing a ten years No-War-Pact, an agreement that they felt was humiliating.” “You are talking about the “Treaty of Hudaybiyyah.” “Yes! But after that, this Chapter, Al-Fath, was revealed, bringing good news of a clear victory, and that Islam will prevail over all other religions of the land, and no religion other than Islam will be left here.” “And it happened at the time of the conquest of Makkah, which we saw just now.” “Exactly. And now you will hear a major and unbelievable prediction about companions of the Holy Prophet PBUH mentioned in these verses. This major prediction was revealed in Madinah at a time when the entire Arabia had attacked Madinah like hungry wolves.” While saying that, Asr took Naima a little bit in the past. Winters were at their peak. After ablution with ice-cold water, the believers were coming to the Prophet’s Mosque for Isha (the night’s prayer). She saw that most of the believers had poverty and starvation etched on their faces and did not have the clothes to protect them from the bitter cold. In a while, the prayer started. After recitation of the Chapter Al-Fatiha (The Opening), the truthful news breaker, Messenger of God PBUH started reciting verses of the Chapter 214 Al-Noor (Light). It was the most significant and outstanding prediction of human history: “Those of you who believe and do good deeds, God has made a promise to them that He will make them successors to the land, as He did those who came before them. He will empower the religion He has chosen for them; He will grant them security to replace their fear. They will worship Me and not associate anything with Me. Those who are defiant after that will be the rebels.” (Chapter 24 - Al-Noor, Verse 55) When the recitation stopped, Asr told Naima: “You heard that. What is being promised to those whose only possession is their faiths and good deeds? But you will see that, in a few years, the most surprising event of human history will take place.” Asr took Naima and moved ahead. With the turn of time they moved a few years ahead. They were still present in Madinah, but it had changed somewhat. Walking, they entered the Prophet’s Mosque, which had been enlarged considerably. In its courtyard were heaps of gold, silver and other precious stones. Some people were sitting around. Asr introduced them: “The gentleman sitting in front wearing clothes with patches on them is Omar Ibn Khattab. Along with him, Othman, Ali, Talha, Zubair and other Companions.” “And the respected Abu Bakr Siddiq?” Naima asked. “He has passed away. The Messenger of God his creator.” PBUH has also departed and met Asr, pointing towards a Mausoleum in the mosque, said: “This is the reign of Omar bin Khattab as a caliph. Omar, a shepherd, and his companions were victims of torture and atrocities in Makkah. Praying behind 215 the Holy Messenger PBUH in this very mosque, they listened to the Quranic chapter and verse in which it was promised that they would be given rule of the earth. So, see how they have established their rule in most of the civilised world. The great Sassanid empire has been shredded to pieces and its entire area is under the control of Muslims. At the same time, the Roman empire’s entire African and Asian lands have also fallen to them.” “And the land of Pharaoh, Egypt. That too?” Naima asked. “Egypt is just a mere province of this great Sultanate. It is hard to fathom that God Almighty has made His servants rulers of the world in such a short time. The servants who were tortured in Makkah and who constantly feared attacks and wars in Madinah.” “Impossible to believe, but also impossible to deny?” “Perhaps there couldn’t be a more concise, complete, and articulate comment on this situation as you have made. The important thing is that this punishment and reward for Prophet Muhammad’s PBUH adversaries and followers are not only the greatest proofs of the truth of God but also a perfect example of the punishment and reward on the Doomsday. It is the last full-dress rehearsal of the Day of Judgement. It is the culmination of all proof and logic for humanity. After this, humanity, having moved out of the philosophical arguments, has entered the realm of ultimate proof of God’s truth. Now it is the task of Muslims to take it to the rest of the world.” In the meantime, the prayer call was heard. Naima felt that its every word was making way to her heart. “God is Great! God is Great! God is Great! God is Great! I bear witness that there is no god except the One God. I bear witness that there is no god except the One God. I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of God. I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of God. Hurry to the prayer. Hurry to the prayer. Hurry to salvation. Hurry to salvation. 216 God is Great! God is Great! There is no god except the One God.” Those words had a strange effect on Naima. It was time for the evening prayers. The day had come to an end. Naima knew that her journey was also about to end. She sat in the courtyard of the Prophet’s PBUH Mosque. In a short while, it was full of believers. The call to start the prayers was heard. The companions of the holy Prophet PBUH got up and the prayer started. It was being led by the leader of the believers, Omar bin Khattab. He recited the Chapter Al-Fateha (Opening), and then started the Chapter Al-Asr (The declining Day): “(I swear) by the Time, man is in a state of loss indeed, except those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience.” (Chapter 103 - Al-Asr, Verses 1-3) With the proclamation Allah-o-Akbar (God is Great), everybody bowed to acknowledge the greatness of God. Asr held Naima’s hand and quietly walked out. The Sun had set, leaving behind redness of twilight on the sky as its mark. The breeze was cool. Perhaps winter was to arrive soon. Naima was in a strange state of mind. She had wanted to know the truth. The truth had been explained to her thoroughly. With such clear proofs, it was impossible to deny. She was happy to have reached the truth, but at the same time, the awareness of responsibility she was about to assume made her tremble. With heavy steps, she moved ahead with Asr. They were quiet. Asr took her towards the ‘Jannat-ul-Baqeeh’ (Paradise of Baqeeh) graveyard, located close to the mosque. It was the first time in her journey with Asr she was travelling on the earth in the current time and not in past eras. She looked at Baqeeh. Enough sunlight was still there and she could see the graves easily. “We are in the ‘Paradise of Baqeeh’ graveyard.” Naima said, as she knew it from the Umrah trip. 217 Asr nodded in affirmative and said: “You wanted to know the truth. You wanted to know why God does not explain the truth openly. All of your questions and their answers have been succinctly shown to you. You wanted to know about me, about Al-Asr. Now you would have understood the meaning of my name. I am the era of the prophets, who had been bearing witness since thousands of years that human beings will be in a state of loss indeed.” “Like Abu-Jahl, Pharaoh, Aad and Thamud.” Naima said, agreeing with him. “Yes, except them…..” While saying that, he spread both hands, one of them pointing towards the Prophet’s PBUH Mosque and the other towards those in the Jannat-ul-Baqeeh graveyard. “Those who believed and did righteous deeds, and exhorted each other to follow truth, and exhorted each other to observe patience.” “Absolutely.” Naima said with complete confidence. Asr kept speaking without a break: “My witness is in the events of the nations of Noah PBUH, Aad, Thamud, Lot PBUH , people of Pharaoh and the Israelites. But, more importantly, it is in the events of the Holy Prophet PBUH, his exalted companions and the punishment of their enemies. Their ruins and events are available in your time. Those events are recorded not only in the Quran but also in the annals of history.” Asr’s voice was making its way into Naima’s soul. “These punishments and rewards prove there is a living God of this world who is veiled but not unaware, who can impart punishment and reward in this world, and he has done so time and again in the eras of the prophets. That Protecting and Just God will surely punish criminals and reward believers who 218 did good deeds on the Day of Judgement because the world is a test, and the real-life is the life of Hereafter. Saying so, Asr brought his hands down and intently looked at the residents of Baqeeh. Then he looked at Naima and said: “Naima, Will you now bear witness to the world about God Almighty and the Hereafter. Will you continue the mission of the Messengers? “I will surely bear witness.” Naima replied most confidently. A silence ensued. It was quiet all over. The softly blowing breeze was playing music for Naima’s ears. She had become oblivious to her surroundings. Who knows how long she stayed in that condition? Suddenly, she heard Asr’s voice: “Naima, I would like to seek leave from you.” His voice alerted her. Grasping what he had said, she was perplexed and looked at that mythical personality intently. The first time she gawked at him was when he had changed himself from a silhouette into a human. Asr’s personality was so extraordinary that she had never dared to look at him closely. However, hearing about his departure, she could not resist. She looked at him carefully again. At that moment, she realised she had fallen for that form. “Will we…. be able to meet again?” Naima asked hesitatingly, her heart pounding. “If you succeed and enter Paradise, you will, for God will grant every wish of the residents of Paradise. But……” “But what?” 219 “But I will not be in this form again.” “Why? How can that happen? God Almighty cannot make such a handsome form to finish it.” “Who told you that this form has been made to be undone? But it is not my form. I do not have a physical shape.” “Then who does this shape belong to? Who is the lucky person whom God Almighty has made so unique and handsome?” Naima whole appearance had become a question mark? Asr took a while in replying: “I don’t know. I have only been told that this form is of a person loved by God. He is a true slave of God. That is why he is a Chief. He is a humble servant of his Master but a leader of his time.” “Can I meet that person whom God loves so much? “ Naima said in a pleading tone. She did not want to listen to a ‘No’. “You will meet him. It is the last message I have for you.” “But how will I recognise him? Will he be like how you are now?” Naima asked, worried. “No. This form has been made for Paradise. If such forms were made for the world, people would start worshipping them.” He stretched and put Naima’s locket in her hand. It was the same locket Naima had sold to help the poor woman and her sick child. Naima was shocked. She looked at Asr questioningly. “The moment you get this locket, you will meet that person. You will recognise him undoubtedly. However, It is more important for you to understand that people who see facts at a level you have seen face a very 220 tough test. You have seen the truth at its ultimate level. As such, your path has now become equally difficult.” “I am very weak.” Naima replied, tearing up. Before Asr could reply, the call for the Isha (Night prayer) was made. Naima listened with her eyes closed. When it was over, she was surprised to see Asr’s form had dissolved in a silhouette again. Already weak and sad, she sat down. Her heart pounded with fear. She had an idea about the challenging stages her future life would go through. Asr, familiar with her condition, said: “Come, let’s go to the Mosque of the Prophet PBUH.” Naima got up without saying a word and started walking. Darkness had fully engulfed the environment. However, the sky still sparkled due to the twinkling stars. The nightly prayer had started and the worshippers stood in rows. Second Rakah (step of the prayer) was in progress. Leader of the faithful, Omar Ibn Khattab, after chapter One of the Quran, Al-Fatiha, started reciting last verses of the second chapter Al-Baqarah (The Cow): “The Prophet believes in what has been revealed to him by his Lord, and so do the faithful. Each one believes in God and His angels, His Books and the prophets. They proclaim, “We make no distinction between any of His Messengers.” And they say. “We hear and obey, and we seek Your forgiveness, O Lord, for to You we shall return in the end.” God does not burden a soul beyond capacity. Each will enjoy what (good) he earns, as indeed each will suffer from (the wrong) he does. Our Lord! Do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake. Our Lord! Do not place a burden on us like the one you placed on those before us. Our Lord! Do not burden us with what we cannot bear. Pardon us, forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our Lord and Master, so help us against the disbelievers.” (Chapter 2 - Al-Baqarah, Verses 185-186) Naima listened and watched the faithful praying, who, after the Messengers, were the most exalted group of humanity. When the prayer ended, Asr told Naima: 221 “Have you heard what has been said in the Quran just now?” “Yes, it talked about having faith.” “But after believing, they made another request to God Almighty not to burden them more than they could bear. It means that the burdens of the previous nations were not put on the noble Companions, and the sacrifices that the Companions made will not be required from future generations. The good news for you is that God Almighty will not put too much burden on you and others who take unaltered message of the true faith of God to the world. It is His decision. You will not have to face any Pharaoh or Abu-Jehl. You will only have to combat your circumstances, your ‘Self’ and satanic attractions.” “But the test will still be there.” Naima’s tone was laced with her fears. “Yes, the test will surely be there. But remember, even though God has made this world to test human beings, but he mostly tests the resolve, not the person.” “Naima thought for some time. Scenes of punishment and reward revolved in her mind. Then she replied confidently: “I have decided to go through every test. It doesn’t matter to me whether it is a test of resolve or life.” “May God be your protector and helper. My prayers are with you. I hope I will meet you in Paradise now.” With that, Asr, dissolving in the air, disappeared. Naima looked around. Darkness had spread its wings everywhere, but she was not scared. She started confidently towards the unknown destination. =============== 222 Chapter 13 WHO’D BE LIKE YOU? Naima woke up. She was totally at peace. Every worry, every anxiety, and all confusion had disappeared. She was experiencing a strange bliss of tranquility, serenity and joy, and she did not want to come out of it. Her life had totally changed in one night. She had understood every reality of the world, and every knot in her mind had been undone. After that, her decision was obvious. She had to now live for God Almighty. Success in the Hereafter was her prime goal. The desire for a car, mansion or any other worldly comfort and leisure she used to dream about had left her. Her heart was now free of every deprivation. The only desire she had was for Paradise, and the only fear was that of God’s anger and Hellfire. She had found the ultimate goal of her life. The most important question for her now was how to reach that goal? It was not possible to forget that dream as just a dream. She knew pretty well It was not a dream but an answer to her call. After that succinct answer, one option was to go with the flow, but she was aware of the consequences if she followed that route. After her marriage, she had to go to a family whose paradise was this world. After her marriage, it would be difficult even to practice the religion. Offering prayers and fasting would be a problem, never mind helping God’s religion and contributing to the mission of the prophets. She had seen the lifestyles of her sisters-in-law and other women of that household. Through them, she had come to know the way of life of her husband as well. God Almighty was a subject not to be discussed in their lives…. the same Lord of the universe, Glorious King, whose greatness and dominance she had seen through her spiritual eyes, whose kindness and generosity she had witnessed, the God who had become her most precious possession. No matter what she did, due to the new relationship she was about to enter, she would have slowly lost the grip on God’s hand she had grasped with such great difficulty. 223 The other option she had was very difficult and bitter; that of refusal to the marriage. But, what reason would she give for that? And then what was the guarantee there would be another proposal that would actually help her move closer to God? Suddenly she had a flash in her mind. “Abdullah…. He is definitely the person who would help her in her quest for moving towards God.” The idea came to her mind only for a moment. However, with that, her whole personality stood up against Abdullah. She hated him with a vengeance. But the hatred was initially against his thoughts, and then it extended to his person as well. With that hatred, her psyche was not ready to accept the idea of her marriage to Abdullah. She sat on her bed for a long time, holding her head. Then, in a confused state, she got up and turned on the light. It was 4 a.m. Her mom was asleep. She got up, went to the washroom and performed ablution. For the first time in her life, she stood for the late night prayer (Tahajjud). She prayed to God Almighty to guide her until she heard the morning prayer call (Fajr). When she finished, her course of action had become clear to her. For the love of God, she was ready to live with a person she truly detested. =============== The morning turned into afternoon, and then into the evening. Naima was still lost in her thoughts. She had, forcing herself, chosen Abdullah, but now she faced a huge problem; how would she say no to the current arrangement and turn her marriage towards Abdullah? She knew well that her wedding ceremony was only a few days away. Tomorrow she had to be in ‘Maiyoun’, the first ritual of the wedding. She knew that severe difficulties surrounded her, and the first step to solving them was to talk to her grandpa and mom. She could not find a reason to say ‘no’ to the marriage. Who would believe the dream she had seen? And who would be foolish enough to cancel the wedding based on a mere dream? And then, this wedding had her full consent from day one. She was happy with 224 every step taken in that direction. What reason could she possibly provide for this sudden about-turn? And even if she would make her mom and grandpa agree to it, as they were her blood, they had to answer the other parties involved. This last-minute about-face would severely hurt their reputation. After all of that upheaval, would Abdullah agree to marry her? Having gone through the ignominy of rejection, how would it be possible for him to agree? And even if he agreed, he would probably avenge his humiliation all his life. She did not have a mound or a ditch to go across, but seven seas of fire. So, as a last resort, she spread the prayer rug and sat in front of her Lord. “Oh Lord, I have made a difficult decision to please you and to win your acceptance. As a consequence, and most likely, the doors of innumerable troubles and disgrace will open wide for me. Should that happen, I will accept it as punishment for my sins in this world. But now I love you so much that every punishment by you will be a gift. My humble prayer is to please forgive me and make this impossible task possible. I have seen your power and miracles of your control and dominance over everything. I beg you for this facilitation for my weak and worthless self. O, my Creator, I am moving towards you. Whether you sink my boat or steer it to its destination is in your hand. I cannot take even a step back from the truth that I have found, even if I have to die. Please help me, my God.” Naima cried and prayed for a long time. Then she got up from the prayer rug, determined to do what she had to, and started towards her grandpa’s room. =============== Mr Ismail Hasan was pacing around in his room, distressed. Amnah sat on the sofa, her head bowed. He could not even fathom that his granddaughter’s happiness would cost him so much. He had spent all his savings on preparations for her marriage. By borrowing money, the best possible dowry had been made. Dinner for hundreds of guests had been arranged by pledging the house documents. Having done all that, he was satisfied that his 225 granddaughter would be married respectably. However, what his daughter Amnah had told him had baffled him completely. The wedding day was almost there, and the Invitation cards had been distributed. The word had gone around. All of a sudden, the lady who had arranged the match had called a little while ago. She informed Amnah that the bridegroom’s family, as per their family’s tradition, wanted the girl’s side to present a new car to the bridegroom in a tradition called ‘Salami’. They had further advised that they did not have any other demand, but it was a matter of a tradition and wanted it to be honoured; otherwise, wives of the bridegroom’s other brothers would object since their families had done so. Having heard that, Amnah almost lost her senses. She gave that lady a piece of her mind as to why they were not informed earlier, but she told her that she had found it just then. To soften the blow, she said that it was such a great match, and since they had only one daughter to marry, it shouldn’t matter much and would lead to happiness for her daughter in the future. To further strengthen her argument, she also said that wealthy people like them were not greedy but had a tradition they wanted to be respected. Of course, it was not a must, but not giving the car may lead to complications for the girl later on. Amnah was aware of her own and her father’s financial condition. The house had been pledged and funds had been borrowed from several people; only then the arrangements to match the status of the bridegroom’s family were made possible. After that, the current demand was genuinely back-breaking. Now both of them were worried and wondered what to do? Had they found it earlier, they may have struggled to do something. But at such a late stage, nothing was possible except that their Naima, after so many arrangements and expenses, would have to go to her new home in an awkward position, burdened with listening to the taunts of not bringing the car. They had not mentioned the problem to her yet. Mr Hasan insisted that she be taken in confidence to be mentally prepared to face any situation that arose, whereas Amnah felt that they should keep quiet. They would try to give the car after the wedding. Mr Hasan felt that it was the occasion that mattered, and giving 226 anything afterwards would be useless. They were contemplating the issue when Naima entered the room. Seeing her, both became quiet. Naima was also somewhat distressed, but Mr Hasan was so preoccupied with his own predicament that he could not feel his granddaughter’s condition. Naima came in and said: “Grandpa, I have to talk to you. It is good Mama is also here.” “Daughter, we also have to discuss something important with you.” As Mr Hasan said that, Amnah spoke hurriedly, trying to avoid her dad telling the disturbing news to Naima: “Dad, listen to her first.” Amnah knew what he was about to say and what impact would it have on her daughter. But Mr Hasan was so occupied with his problem that he, ignoring her, said: “Naima, you know we have always given top priority to your happiness in this wedding. Whatever we could do, we have. We have spent our entire savings on the preparations without thinking about what would happen to us afterwards. When even that was not enough, we pledged our home. Naima could hear explosions in her ears as her grandpa spoke. She did not know what her mother and grandpa were doing for her happiness, and said yearningly: “You people should have never done that.” “It was important to do so. When you establish a relationship with those who own elephants, you have to widen your doors.” Amnah replied to her daughter. Mr Hasan continued: 227 “Dear, we are not sorry for what we have done. If it is God’s will, your marriage function will take place in such a way that your in-laws will respect you for that. But now, a problem has arisen, and it will be prudent to take you in confidence about it.” He stopped for a moment and then continued: “It is a custom in your in-laws’ family that the bride’s parents give the bridegroom a new car. They are not greedy, but it is their tradition. Unfortunately, we cannot do so at this time due to our limited finances. This demand has been made only today. Had it been made earlier, something would have been done. But in such a short time, it is very difficult to do so. I will still try, though. But I want you to know about it so that if something happens, you should not get worried. Bear things soberly. God will resolve everything.” Naima, who was standing next to her mother, sat down with her, holding her head. She could not believe that God Almighty would solve her major predicament so easily. She had come to put her grandpa and mom in a harrowing situation. Instead, God had blessed her in such a way that she would now rid them of their worry. Gratification flowed from her eyes, and saying ‘Oh my God, Oh my God’, she started weeping bitterly. Grandpa and her mom became worried. They knew their child was sensitive, but they had not expected her to react so severely. Little did they know that here tears were not of sorrow but joy. God Almighty had helped her from where she couldn’t even imagine. Seeing her condition, Mr Hasan felt sorry that he had involved her. Trying to console, he said: “My doll, don’t worry at all. I will somehow arrange the car before the wedding. There is still some time left.” 228 Her mother also encouraged her, caressing her head. However, now it was Naima’s turn to speak. She looked up, wiped her tears, came to her grandpa and said confidently: “Grandpa, you have supported me and my mother all your life. I did not know that I was causing you great anguish in your twilight years. By God, had I known, I would have never put you through it just for my happiness. However, to let you go through further trouble is unimaginable for me. If my Creator wills, I will never give you trouble anymore.” Grandpa was looking at Naima, totally surprised. More than her confidence, he was surprised by the use of words like “By God” and “My Creator”. “In adversity, everybody remembers God. So has my granddaughter too”. He thought. He had realised that Naima was emotional at that moment. So, he tried to encourage her, saying: “No. My doll, you have never caused us any grief. We will also not let you face any hardship.” Naima listened to him but addressed her mother instead: “Mom, this relationship is being terminated right now. Please return this ring”. Saying so, she took off the ring from her finger and gave it to her mother. Amnah was bewildered. Mr Hasan was also worried. “What are you saying, daughter? How is it possible?” Said Amnah, seriously concerned. “You know the wedding is after two days. It will be a matter of great shame.” “So be it. In any case, shame should be heaped on those who have demanded the car. If it was their tradition, they should have mentioned it on 229 the first day. They knew our position from the beginning. To make this demand at the last moment is tantamount to blackmailing. I will die but not marry there now.” Naima replied decisively. “Naima, you do not know the ways of the world. You have no idea what it is going to turn into. People will talk, and rumours will abound. Getting married anywhere else will become very difficult, if not impossible. Every new proposal will come with a query about the first engagement?” Mr Hasan explained it to her.” “Will Abdullah ask that question too?” When Naima uttered those words without hesitation and complete confidence, Mr Hasan and Amnah were stunned. After a moment’s silence, Mr Hasan said: “Naima, you have rejected that proposal.” “I am accepting it now.” Naima replied. “But my doll, he has left his job. Perhaps you don’t know; he does not have a career anymore. He does not have a job, or a car, or even a home now. How would you live with him? And do you know what he intends to do in future?” Her mom, who knew her daughter well, breathlessly explained why Abdullah was unfit for her. “I know everything. However, I have made my decision. You folks had sided with me in a wrong decision. Now I am making the right decision. Grandpa, for God’s sake, please support me.” Naima intentionally addressed her grandpa while making that statement. A plea in the name of God as well as Abdullah’s name, both were very precious to him. 230 “OK, my doll. Whatever will be, will be. I will ask Abdullah right now to come over. ------------------------Mr Hasan briefed Abdullah about the whole situation. Abdullah listened; his head bowed. He had realised the gravity of the situation and knew Mr Ismail Hasan’s family was facing a severe problem. Perhaps it was God’s will to make him help them. He knew Naima’s opinion about him. Fariah had called and explained it to him and had requested him not to visit Mr Hasan till the wedding was over. He had not visited Mr Hasan since then on the pretext that he was busy in studies. However, today he was asked to come over urgently to discuss an important matter. He knew that he had to go through a challenging situation. To help Mr Hasan’s family was his moral obligation. Even though Mr Hasan had told him that Naima had herself suggested his name for marriage, but he knew it was impossible. Naima would go through it for the sake of his family’s honour and reputation. For that, she had decided to marry a person she detested. She had taken her share of the poison. He had to take his share now. “Son, I am awaiting your answer.” Mr Hasan, waiting for Abdullah’s answer for some time and seeing him lost in thoughts, asked. Abdullah raised his head and said in a low voice: “I have a condition for the marriage.” “Yes, son. Every condition of yours is acceptable to me.” “The amount that you have borrowed for Naima’s marriage by pledging your home, I will return it before the marriage. In the early days of my employment, I wanted to build a house. For that purpose, I had saved. That 231 money is still lying with me. You take it and get the property documents back.” On hearing it, tears flowed from Mr Hasan’s eyes. He said: “It would have been the greatest loss of my life had Naima not been married to you. I thank God for saving me from it. I agree with your condition. I am going to transfer this house to your name. You and Naima will live in this house. I will not disclose it to Naima. You will tell her after the marriage.” “May God Almighty keep you happy. May you two live happy and contented lives, always.” Mr Hasan gave his blessings to him and prayed for their happy marriage. Abdullah kept quiet. He knew Naima was not happy with this marriage; she was forced to undergo it as there was no alternative. To exploit her weakness was unacceptable for Abdullah. So, he decided what he had to do. He would marry Naima to save the situation and avoid humiliation of the Hasan family but would free her after that. He knew well that Naima’s happiness was not in marrying him but being freed from the bond. After getting rid of Abdullah, it would not be difficult for a beautiful girl like her to find another match. As for Abdullah, when he had dedicated his life for his Lord and Master, he had realised that he would have to make two graves in his heart; to bury his wishes and desires in one and his complaints in the other. Even otherwise, he was already a graveyard of his desires and complaints against others. It was time to bury another body. Adding another grave to a graveyard would not make any difference. When Abdullah got up to leave Mr Hasan’s home, his heart was totally at peace because there is always peace and tranquillity in a graveyard. =============== Naima got married on the appointed day. Everything happened as planned, with one exception – the bridegroom’s name was changed to Abdullah. 232 Grandpa had transferred the house in Naima’s name and had handed over the papers to Abdullah when the marriage certificate was signed. After the function was over and guests had left, the couple did not go to a hotel’s bridal suite. Instead, they came to the same house. Free from wedding activities and dressed as a bride, Naima sat in the bedroom waiting for Abdullah as well as what was destined for her. She sat on the bed decorated with roses, as was the custom. She was always pretty, but the dress, jewellery and make-up had turned her into a fairy on earth and whoever saw her praised Abdullah’s good fortune for having been blessed with such a pretty wife, except Abdullah. For him, it was one more test in the long series of tests of life that he had to pass successfully. Throughout the wedding ceremony, a smile adorned his face, and a prayer to God Almighty in his heart to help him, as always, go through the difficult test successfully. Oblivious to everything, Naima sat, engrossed in thoughts, waiting for Abdullah. She knew that one major worry was over, but she also knew that life had now become a test for her. She was willing to put up with the financial tribulations, but to live with Abdullah was a punishment. And for that, she could not blame anybody; she had chosen it herself. At that moment, she remembered her dream and the magicians who accepted gallows but did not abandon the truth. They had chosen a horrible death to save their faith. “Can I not live a torturous life for the sake of God?” She asked and then replied herself too. “I will have to put up with this life wholeheartedly.” A poisonous worry of another fear started to lurk in her mind. She had refused to marry Abdullah and had asked him not to visit her place through Fariah. Abdullah was a religious-minded person. Her impression of such people was that apparently they talked about religion and associated 233 scholarly matters well. They also prayed and observed fasts etc. However, if they had a difference of opinion and, as a result, developed malice for anybody, then there remained no difference between them and others. What if Abdullah did not do anything but only resorted to belittling taunts all her life? In addition to despising Abdullah, what if she also became a target of his hatred? Naima had not thought of those things earlier, or had not thought about them in-depth. Fears of all kinds, like venomous snakes, started surrounding her again. Suddenly she remembered Asr’s face, and she remembered his words: “Of course, the test will be there. Remember, God Almighty had surely made this world for test, but mostly he tests the resolve, not the human being.” “I will undergo the test with full confidence and resolve. I will be faithful to God Almighty and will be steadfastly content. Whatever excess Abdullah may do to me, at least he will not stop me from living the life of a servant of God. That is enough for me.” Naima was engrossed in those thoughts when she heard the door opening. She hesitated for a moment and then looked up to see Abdullah. ------------------------------Abdullah put his hand on the doorknob but could not open it. He felt his hand had gone numb. He knew he was opening the door to his bride’s room, but it was also the door to his utter ruination. A voice emerged from his numb self: “Abdullah, don’t be silly. Why are you playing with your life? Why would you lose everything you have for a girl who has not given you anything but pain, who detests you, and she has nothing except hatred for you. 234 Abdullah had no answer to those questions. Instead, the answer emerged from the depths of his heart. “There is no god but God.” Those words gave him strength, at least enough strength for him to close his eyes, the eyes that were already laden with tears. The half-closed eyes could not bear that load. Two tears slipped out and spread on his cheeks. Abdullah felt that the flowing teardrops had lightened his heart a bit. He wiped his cheeks, took a deep breath and finally opened the door. It opened slowly, and, sauntering, he entered. Naima, who sat there, her head bowed, heard the sound of the door, hesitated for a moment, then looked up. Seeing her, Abdullah felt that the room had become brighter with a strange luminance. He had never seen Naima closely, and even when he had, it was in her simple clothes. However, dressed and made up as a bride, Naima’s beauty had dimmed everything else in the universe. She was wearing a red bridal outfit. Her beauty had never needed support from make-up and other accessories, but today when she used them, she gave a new meaning to the definition of beauty. Abdullah was dazed for a moment to see her mesmerizingly beautiful face. At that moment, the plans and decisions he had made earlier dissolved in thin air. He heard a voice: “Abdullah, don’t be a fool. Good fortune has made a gorgeous girl your wife, a girl you like so much. Law, Sharia (Islamic code), societal norms, all are with you. So, keep the finer emotions of sacrifice and sincerity aside and, forgetting everything, dive deep in the sea of desire.” His conscience intervened immediately: “Abdullah! Would you forget your Lord too?” Satan saw that desire had failed to divert him from his chosen path; he tried to get him down with his tried and trusted weapons - anger and arrogance. “Have you forgotten! It’s the same girl who insulted you, who rejected you. It would height of foolishness to give her everything you have and let her go 235 scot-free. God loves you, and he has surrendered her in your feet. The time has come for you to teach a lesson to this arrogant and rebellious girl.” Abdullah’s soul did not want to accept defeat; it screamed: “Don’t forget Abdullah! The weak is an ambassador of God. This weak and helpless girl has entered your life as his ambassador. Remember, no matter how helpless this girl is in front of you, you are a thousand times more helpless in front of your Lord, God of all the worlds.” Abdullah was a wanderer of dark alleys, but as soon as God’s name came to this traveller of pitch-dark nights, the darkening world of his heart was lit again. He was no more dependent on Naima’s luminous face for happiness in life. The luminescence of sky and earth that had lit all the dark moments of his existence was with him now. His heart, as always, had become illuminated again. He shifted his gaze from the glittering face of Naima, uttered ‘Salam’, the traditional greeting of Muslims, and, looking down, sat on the bed.” On the other hand, Naima was in a state of mental paralysis. The sight of Abdullah didn’t evoke any sentiments in her. Her heart did not strike a string. Controlling herself, she replied to his greeting and moved a bit back. Abdullah sat at a distance from her. He did not try to look at Naima. She was looking down. Had they looked at each other’s faces at that moment, they would have perhaps found that they were devoid of any emotion, just like the dead. Silence prevailed for a while. Abdullah broke it: “I know the circumstances you have been through, Naima. When grandpa mentioned it to me, I considered myself lucky to be of use to your family in that difficult situation.” Abdullah spoke carefully, weighing his words. 236 “I also know that you have been treated unjustly. Greed and show-off hindered your marriage. I know how hurt you were when your marriage was cancelled at the last minute. But what happened later was perhaps even a greater injustice.” After listening to the last sentence, Naima looked up to see Abdullah, but he was sitting there, looking down, oblivious to her presence. She also looked down again. Abdullah continued: “To spend life with a person you dislike, in fact you hate, is a very difficult decision. You made that tough call for your grandpa and mom; I truly respect you for that.” Naima was still as if dead. But a feeling arose somewhere in her heart that Abdullah was not like what she thought he was. “Fariah spoke to me about your dislike for my coming over to your place. She also told me that you had rejected my proposal the very first day you were asked.” Abdullah stopped for a moment and looked at Naima. He was sitting, unconcerned, staring at the floor. He continued: “I have no complaint from you, neither am I mentioning it as a complaint. I liked that you made a decision for the sake of your family that you didn’t like, and you made it at a time when I had nothing left to give you, and my job was also gone.” Abdullah stopped again for a short while and then continued: “The truth is that the path I am on today, I am thankful to you for that. Your rejection made a lot of my life decisions easy. The journey for the closeness of God that could not be completed even in thousands of years, your rejection had me cover it in a few moments. That’s why I have real respect for you in my heart. But I don’t want my benefactor, a courageous girl like you, to suffer another great injustice again.” 237 A momentary pause ensued. Naima was stunned. She did not know what to say and what not to. During that lull, Abdullah took a few papers from his pocket and, offering them to Naima, said: “They are the documents of your house. It will now be transferred to you. For your sake, your grandpa had to pledge it to borrow money. I have paid the loan. Grandpa gave the house to me, and I am giving it to you as ‘Mehr” (obligatory gift money bridegroom gives to the bride as a marriage gift). This way, you will be redeemed in the eyes of your grandpa and mom. It is not that I have obliged you. It is your right as the ‘Mehr’. Naima listened quietly. She felt that the snakes of hatred that had been biting and poisoning her had slithered away. She remembered at that moment that such a snake had also injected its poison of hatred in Cain. She sighed: “I wish I had seen this snake earlier. I would have crushed its head.” She was lost in those thoughts when Abdullah forwarded another paper to her: “It is the ticket to your freedom. I don’t want you to live a life you don’t like but are obliged to spend with someone you don’t want to. So, I have prepared these divorce papers. I have left the space for my signatures and date blank. After a few days, please put a date on them and give them back. I will sign them.” Naima’s mind had given up. She had never thought that Abdullah would be on such a pedestal. She thought of Prophet Moses PBUH doing a one-sided favour to two helpless girls and then forgetting about it. She looked at Abdullah discreetly. Total devotion to God, oblivious to human beings, a character quality of the prophets, sat in front in the shape of Abdullah. A voice rose from her heart: “My Lord, forgive me. I am so ashamed. I have been so grossly unjust to one of your noble servants.” 238 She looked down, overwhelmed by remorse, and then pleaded in her heart: “My Master, give me a chance to improve. Please favour me. You are my only Protector.” She was still in that state when she heard Abdullah again: “I have something that belongs to you. I have kept it in trust.” “While saying so, he put his hand in his pocket and said: “During the preparations for your marriage, I took your grandpa and mom to your family Jeweller. While they were busy selecting jewellery, I saw a beautiful locket with the first letter of your name ‘N” on it. I bought it as a wedding gift for you. I thought I would give it to you through your grandpa at your wedding. I did not know then that I would have to give it to you myself as a husband. Please keep it as a wedding night gift.” While saying that, Abdullah put that locket on Naima’s hand that she liked so much, and she had sold it to help the poor woman. Naima held that locket in her hand. It looked as if explosions were taking place in her mind and heart. She remembered words of Asr: “When you get that locket, you will meet that person. You will recognise him undoubtedly.” So, the figure and form Asr had adopted, the Greek god, the one whose exceedingly handsome looks she had fallen for, who was a slave of God Almighty and also a beloved of God, was this very Abdullah; a Chief in the eyes of God, but she always ran away from him and detested him. Her whole body and soul were trembling. Unconcerned with her condition, Abdullah sat there, lost in his world. Then he got down from the bed, stood up and said: 239 “You may seek divorce and separate whenever you want. Till then, we will live our lives as strangers. Trust me. I am very hopeful that God Almighty will find you the best person from his infinite bounties. Now I will change and lie down. You may rest too.” After saying that, he went to the washroom. Naima felt like screaming to stop him, but her voice failed her. =============== Naima sat quietly with tears flowing from her eyes. What a strange being God is, She thought. First, she detested God. He put his love in her heart in a peculiar way. After that, she started to love God the most. Then she started to hate that servant of God, Abdullah. God made Abdullah her beloved, again, in a most peculiar way. Finally, she closed her eyes and said softly: “O Lord, you make your servants the dust of your feet through your favours.” Then a voice emerged from the depth of heart. “O Lord of the universe, who’d be like you.” A wave of peace permeated her heart. She opened her eyes. Her glowing cheeks shined with joy, lake like eyes glittered with love and rose-petal like lips were adorned with a full of life smile. Looking at the locket she had in her hand, she said: “Such blessings for a sinner. Master, who ‘d be as kind as you? Who’d be as merciful as you? She thought: If the Lord of the Universe was so kind to an “infidel” like her, how kind and generous would he be towards his faithful? Unconsciously she thought of the form Asr had adorned, which belonged to her husband, Chief Abdullah. Envisioning that form, she said: “That’s how he will benefit his faithful.” 240 She was in the same state of mind when Abdullah came out after changing and laid down on the other corner of the bed, closing his eyes. The light in the room looked darker than the darkness to him. To save himself from the darkening light, he put his handkerchief on his face. Naima turned towards him. She was looking at him intently. Abdullah had a satisfied look on his face, but she could see that a wave of sorrow had engulfed his person. She became restless. She had given such pain to his benefactor, his family’s benefactor and the one loved by God, a person who had become her beloved too. On the other side of the bed, Abdullah was lying quietly, trying to sleep. Having fulfilled his responsibility in the best possible way, he was totally at peace and hoped Mr Hasan’s family and Naima would come out of the current predicament unscathed. Lost in those thoughts, he felt a soft touch on his feet. He removed the handkerchief from his eyes and saw a most unexpected sight. Naima was kissing her feet and crying softly. He sat up with a jerk and asked worriedly: “What are you doing? Naima replied, still crying: “Abdullah, I am terrible. I have a lot of faults, but I have changed a lot now. I want to tread on the path to God. If you leave me, I will never be able to go alone. I need your support. For God’s sake, don’t leave me. I beg you. Please don’t leave me.” Saying that she joined her hands, placed them in front of Abdullah, and started weeping bitterly. For a moment, Abdullah could not understand anything. Then, holding Naima with both hands, he said: 241 “Naima, please stop crying, please. He picked up a glass of water from the side table, made her drink it and said: “I only wanted your happiness.” “Now, you have become my happiness. I admit that I hated you once. But now I, making God a witness, admit that nobody in this world is dearer to me than you.” Abdullah did not reply. He was quietly looking at Naima, but in reality, he had another personage in his mind, the one who is quite a stranger in his person but most beneficent in his qualities. A voice came from the depths of his heart: “O Lord, Who’d be like you. Who’d be like you.” Naima, whose tears had now stopped, held both of his hands and said: “You don’t know how good and handsome you are.” A smile emerged on Abdullah’s face. He replied in a lighter vein: “I know your problem. You did not wear your glasses when getting ready to become a bride.” “My eyesight is not that weak. But you don’t know, those who are very good in the eyes of God, they will be given exceptionally handsome forms by God Almighty after going to Paradise.” “I know, but I think you will remain as you are even after going to Paradise.” Naima stopped laughing when she heard that. Looking sad, she said in a concerned tone: “I know I am not worthy of going there.” 242 Abdullah held her both hands firmly and said: “I don’t mean that. You are already so beautiful that I cannot envision how would you become even more beautiful in Paradise?” Naima blushed and lowered her eyes shyly. =============== It was almost evening. Silence prevailed all over, interrupted by chirping birds once in a while. The sky was also relatively quiet after showering rain. The sun, defeated by the armada of clouds, was fleeing towards the west. Its diminishing light was making the environment on earth dreamy, but it was also, through rainbow colours on the sky, conveying the message that the light, even when defeated, still remained gorgeously beautiful. This scene, where ever it may have been, would have touched the strings of soul, but amongst the mountains kissing the sky, watching it was an unexplainable pleasure. A fortnight after marriage, Abdullah and Naima stood at a hill station, blending well with the nature. The unmatched art of the Creator of the world was everywhere, in light and shade, in heights and depths, in silence and sounds, and stillness and flow. Towering mountains were dressed in dark green, bejewelled by tall trees, and at other locations, they wore a light green shawl of fresh grass. Somewhere rocky peaks, having taken off the white dress of snow, wore the natural dress of dust, and at other places, the same peaks were draped in the soothing white muslin of snow, like a perfect painting, unmatched and unmatchable. At intervals, the sun peeped through the clouds and illuminated the surroundings turning the snow into silver. The unmatched scenes of beauty were not only restricted to heights. Lower inclines of the earth were also masterpieces of Artist’s excellence. A mountain river, sparkling, bouncing over rocks, splashing, travelling from who knows how far, was meandering its way, its spirit and speed undaunted. Flowing springs, waterfalls and aquifers, slipping and sliding, curving through the forest, bouncing and flickering like glitter, imbibed with the desire for a union pulled and pushed themselves downwards. Their confluence making 243 their flow stronger, heady and noisier. Tall and stationery mountains and water flowing downwards was gorgeously enchanting beyond imagination. The greenery was of many shades, but to still look better, like flowers, had worn a thousand other, un-named shades. The pure and gem-like colours were a testimony to the truth that beauty, when simple, was attractive, but when it wore colours, it became unmatched. Abdullah was standing still, enjoying the scenery. Through the environment, he was in conversation with the Artist. His quiet eyes and their flowing springs of tears indicated that the conversation was not one-sided. Having rained on his heart, blessings of the source of all bounties overflowed through those springs. The Artist did not care for appreciation. He is always oblivious to praise. However, when a person with taste appreciates him with the melody of oneness, he always replies. After that, lamps of affection are lit in the darkness of the heart. The eyes, not being able to stand the heat of flames of love, melt, and a stream of tears starts flowing like a river. When that happens, countless luminescent beings gather to watch that clay-made being enviously—the ones who prostrated before Adam prostrate to the son of Adam again. =============== Oblivious to the dialogue between the luminescence and earthen dust, Naima was enjoying the surreal beauty of nature all around. When the silence prevailed for a long time, she, at last, interrupted: “Listen, all this is so good to look and feel.” Abdullah kept quiet. Naima spoke again: “God willing, we will go for Umrah.” “It costs a lot of money.” Abdullah gave a short reply this time. It was apparent that he was avoiding a conversation. 244 “I have spoken to grandpa. We will use the money saved from the wedding. Actually …. “ Naima expressed her interest and said: “At first I thought that it was a sightseeing visit and money spent on it was wasted. However, I have discovered now that it is a meeting with God Almighty, and nothing can be more valuable than meeting God.” Without waiting for a reply from Abdullah, she asked: “We will meet God Almighty in Paradise. Won’t we?” Abdullah had realised that Naima would neither remain quiet herself nor would she let him stay so. So, he will have to finish his dialogue with nature and converse with his wife. He said, smiling. “Yes, if we reach there, we will meet God Almighty for sure.” “Yes. It is so. But what are we going to do there? Won’t we get bored? See, what a pretty place it is. We are on honeymoon. But still, if we stay here for long, we will get bored.” “Marrying a pretty philosopher has a big problem. You ask too many questions.” Saying that Abdullah’s smile changed into laughter. Naima also spoke, smiling: “So, admit that you don’t have an answer.” “Yes, I don’t have an answer. But the one I get my answers from has answers for every question. Tell me, why does a person get bored?” Naima replied while thinking: 245 “From repetitiveness, same things happening again and again”. Abdullah, agreeing with Naima, said: “The Quran says that there will be no repetitiveness in Paradise. Whatever a person receives, it will have a new outlook and variety every time. It will be so because the attributes of God Almighty are infinite. They can neither end nor can they be envisioned. As such, his every creation will be new and different from the previous creations.” “That is something about the Paradise. How can we understand it while living in this world?” Naima could not comprehend that problem. It was one of her old questions. Now that her life had become a paradise, she wanted to understand the reality of the real Paradise from a person who had experienced it. Abdullah also decided to explain it to her in detail. “How the attributes of God Almighty work and how they continue to increase, you can understand from an example. Before a human being arrives in this world, he lives, grows, receives nutrients and performs other basic functions of life for nine months in a world where there is nothing but darkness. In that dark world, God Almighty’s attributes of creating and nurturing are at work. However, when the same child arrives in the world, his diet undergoes massive change, and a multitude of tastes and items are included in it. The same happens to the darkness, which changes due to thousands of different shades of light and colour.” Naima nodded as she had understood. Abdullah continued: “You saw, it is the same God, he has the same attributes, but in the mother’s womb, they were limited due to the limited capabilities and requirements of the child. However, as soon as he arrived in the world, thousands of new attributes appeared. Similarly, when a new world comes into being on entering Paradise, God Almighty’s attributes will manifest in such a way that 246 human beings will continue to taste new and unique tastes of pleasure, rapture and enjoyment; because the attributes of God Almighty are infinite.” “Glory be to God.” Naima replied, happy on getting the answer to her question. However, one confusion still lingered. So, she asked: “But what will human beings do forever and ever?” “Discovering the limitless qualities and attributes of their Master, human beings will praise and thank him all the time in their never-ending lives.” “How so?” Naima asked excitedly. “You can understand it through the collective evolution of humanity because humanity has collectively experimented with how this limited world has unlimited possibilities due to the perfect attributes of God Almighty. You know the man started his journey of life from the Stone Age. Then the Agricultural Age arrived, followed by the Industrial Age, and now we are in the Information Age. In every age, man discovered new possibilities to make life better and to add beauty and improvement while living in this limited world. If you imagine a person in the Agricultural Age, he could not even think about the revolutionary changes that were to arrive in the eras to come. When such is the state of different ages of this limited world, you can imagine what would happen in the world of Paradise, which God Almighty will create to display all his attributes. Due to these attributes, the believers will spend their lives there at the highest level of discovery and creation. They will always be busy creating beauty, elegance and ecstasy. However, unlike humans of today, they will not forget the exalted being who created those possibilities and opportunities for them. Instead, they will praise and thank him for every discovery. In short, everything and every action there will be to enjoy, and with every one of those actions, praise and thanking of the God Almighty will continue in perpetuity.” 247 On hearing Abdullah’s explanation, Naima face glowed with satisfaction. Closing her eyes, she said: “I am so lucky that I have married you.” “Naima, it is not good luck to be married to someone. The real good luck is to be the favourite of the Lord of all the worlds. We human beings are the luckiest beings of this universe. This universe was created by God Almighty fourteen billion years ago. It is so huge that trillions of stars and planets are like a leaf in a forest having millions of trees. The Lord of all the worlds wants to make one of its creations the ruler of this infinite world. He has favoured us, humans, for that great opportunity. Naima, we are fortunate that you, me and every human being has that opportunity. But the truth is that we have this chance in fourteen billion years for the first and last time. If we lose it once, we will never be given another chance under any condition or any circumstance.” Abdullah spoke mesmerizingly, and Naima continued to memorise each and every word as they entered her heart. “We have already wasted half of our lives, and there is no guarantee for the balance. Make sure, this life, this great chance, first and last chance, is not lost.” “My dreams indicate that it will not be lost.” “Naima, time makes one forget every dream, every book. We, humans, forget words. We also forget the eras. Our memories are acutely weak.” “So, what should we do?” “War…. wage a war every moment. War against one’s sentiments and prejudices, against one’s desires and emotions, against the satanic seductions.” “And if a mistake happens?” 248 “Repent and return to God immediately. It is not life; it is a war—a war between humans and Satan. We can neither stay impartial nor accept defeat in this war. In this war, not only defeat, but impartiality is also tantamount to a defeat, and defeat means Hellfire; being deprived of Paradise.” Abdullah had said enough. Naima was also quiet. His words had reminded her of something. She said in a strange tone: “You are right. Our memories are very weak. We forget dreams and the books. We forget words and eras. In the happiness of marital bliss, I had also forgotten that I have to bear witness. I have to bear this witness by swearing on Asr. I have to swear by the time of the prophets and bear witness that all human beings are in loss, except those who believe, and those who do good deeds, and exhort others to follow the truth and exercise patience. It will happen… it is definitely going to happen… By that Time… By that Time.” Saying those last words, Naima’s voice choked. She had the scenes of lives of the exalted prophets refreshed in her eyes when the Lord of the worlds had set up court in the world and having annihilated the rebels, the righteous were made heirs of the earth. Abdullah was also in another world. Scenes of Doomsday, Hell and Paradise revolved in his eyes as living realities, scenes of ever-lasting punishment and reward of human beings. He stayed in that condition for a long time. Then, in a somewhat regretful voice, he said: “Yes, I had also forgotten! But my Lord reminded me.” Saying those words, Abdullah remembered that night of deprivation when he had discovered that Naima had gone from his life forever. “Since then, I have not forgotten that life is not life but a sacred mission. The mission of saving people from the greatness of those other than God and bringing them to the greatness of one God; the mission of giving the news of the greatest success of Paradise to the people; the mission shaking up people 249 before the great accident of the Doomsday; the mission of making the sacred mission of the last Prophet and Messenger PBUH a global mission of guidance to the right path; the mission of taking the message of the last Prophet and Messenger PBUH to each and every human being. Would you help me in that mission?” Naima replied with complete confidence: “I am with you on that mission. Not only me, every man and woman who truly loves God will be with you. It will be the mission for all of us. This mission will be our life.” Silence of the departing evening had engulfed the surroundings. Perhaps the time had stood still forever. That silence remained unbroken for a period unknown. Naima looked at the ensuing darkness in the sky and said: “We should go back. Tomorrow morning, we have to return home and start our lives.” Abdullah held her hand and, moving ahead, said: “We have to start the war from tomorrow, not our lives. The life will start in Paradise.” They started moving ahead towards their destination. =============== 250 Epilogue Last Words Dear reader, As promised, the second part of “When Life Begins” has reached you. The reason to write it was that even though details of Hereafter had been presented in “When Life Begins”, the logic and proofs of Doomsday were not discussed there. In the holy Quran, the Lord of the universe confidently and repeatedly asserts that “The Doomsday will most definitely happen. There is no doubt in that.” It is not only a claim but a statement about that undeniable reality. The most important logic and proofs about that reality as given in the Holy Quran have been convincingly presented in the form of this novel. It is now our responsibility to understand this fundamental message and proofs of the glorious Quran and prepare for the day when a father will forsake his children, and so will a mother her suckling baby. One part of this preparation is to nurture a chaste personality in oneself, founded on the acute love of the God Almighty and teachings and exemplary life examples of his beloved last Prophet PBUH. The second part is to carry the message of the last Messenger PBUH to every person. This novel is a humble effort to fulfil that responsibility. This key of understanding the holy Quran was yours, held in trust by me. I am handing it over to you with the hope that you will take it and pass it on to others taking it as your responsibility. Sincerely, Abu Yahya abuyahya267@gmail.com 251 252