EULOGY
Oddly enough, I celebrate losing all my potential for everything, because I knew I had already
lived a good life. So, to everyone in the corner who’s crying to my death saying "she could have
been an amazing [accountant] [3] years from now" or "too bad, she never experienced coming
to Switzerland to fulfill her life-long dream," yes, I might be shedding my own tears right now,
and Mom wouldn’t be able to wipe them away anymore, but I am still happy that you guys
recognized my dreams even if they were left unfulfilled. I’d like to believe that, perhaps it is the
legacy I left in the world—the girl who diligently worked to achieve her dreams, even in the very
last moments of her life. Because that, for me, is already enough.
To my mom: I know that you’re probably shocked to hear this. You know too well that I am the
kind of person who has an irrational fear of everything unclear, like death, for instance.
However, please know that it is because of you—because of your love that sustained me
throughout my living days—that I can say that I accept this death fully and willingly; because of
your persistent reminder on me to only pursue what God would want me to pursue, that I can
finally see him and say that he is worth serving while I am still on this earth; and finally, because
of your sacrifices, that I can proudly say that I have lived a fruitful [18] years of my life. A life that
is full of hope for tomorrow, faith in the Higher Being, and pursuance for good, no matter where I
go. At this end of my existence, I’d like you to know that it isn’t death that I fear the most, but
rather the fear of not being able to feel your embrace again. Thus, if there’s one note I’d like to
leave you as we bid our last goodbye to each other, please do me one thing: live a happy life
with Papa and my siblings; I assure you, I will be happy wherever I am.
To my friends and to everyone who’s been part of my life: thank you. I will forever cherish the
happy days of my life that I was with you guys. On those days when time seems to fly and we
utilize our sense of freedom like there’s no tomorrow. Because of those unforgettable moments,
I don’t set "what ifs" about the things I could have done if I hadn’t passed away too early. Fear
not, because the endless memories I brought with me are sufficient enough for me to look back
from time to time. Hence, as I choose to let you guys go, and all my material possessions, I
hope that you will also be able to send me off with nothing but the memories engraved in our
hearts and encapsulated in our minds. Because today, as I embark on a journey that is still
vague to me; one thing is clear: the waves of laughter we’ve shared with each other reminded
me that somewhere in my life, I belong in a community and I’ve been part of a loving society.
I cannot express how grateful I am to everyone I have met in my life. Because of you, I was able
to learn from my mistakes, rejoice in my victories, and return all honor and glory to Him.
Undoubtedly, I can say that each one of you has contributed to teaching me one thing, whether
good or bad, to realize that freedom is from God and for God. Through your unwavering love
and care, I was able to enjoy my life, connect with people, learn from them, and be an
inspiration to others because I know where the boundary of my freedom ends.
I am no longer hurt; I am no longer sad. All that is left with me is hope for tomorrow, just like
what my Mom would always tell me. Until then when we meet each other again, I will be guiding
you, somewhere here and then.