L all right here we go all right good morning Could you tell me a little bit about your inspiration for writing prep play Yea i think it’s a question that I’ve always been thinking about, that i personally have been grappling with. Which is finding my own place, finding my place, what is my role as a queer immigrant artist in this country. Especially how i place myself in American queer movement and history because, i think we briefly talked about this last time, when i was in middle school i started learning English which opened a window for me into learning about queer culture which isn’t something that was very present in Chinese media or the books i could find so i turned to the internet and turned to the search engines i could find back then and i learned a lot about, it started small very personal, it started with something more salacious, okay what is this about why am i having these feelings and desires why am i being pulled to the male form. And thought those searches and discoveries one thing led to another it led me to the stonewall riots and to hiv, the last pandemic, the aids pandemic. It really struck me as if i was reading my own history, i felt a really strong and weird connection even though i wasn’t here and i wasn’t in the us, it was a shared trauma that has been living through me and i felt a hunger in me to know and find out more. I read a lot of hiv plays from that time and ever since i came here, after i came to the us i started to explore the queer side and to get connected to the pride that i have about my sexuality Around 2015 i started to know and take prep and after a year and half after that i felt that i was going through side effects, very real dreams the touch feeling sense the smell it feels very not like a dream, but like reality i talked to my doctor and she mentioned that the dreams are a really common side effect after you start taking prep. Also at that time i had been thinking about prep because i had been having conversations with some of my older queer mentors or friends and i got a strong feeling Cause for me it’s liberating, cause as someone who grew up in china sex and hiv is something that is heavily stigmatized for the first twenty years of my life. I used to get really paranoid after encounters and intimacy and i feel like prep was able to remove that to a certain level But at the same time it felt like there is a deep sense of concern and distrust from some of the older folks. So i started thinking about that and i think that on one hand prep frees us from our fears from our stigma but at the same time I wonder if it is creating a divide and making what happened in the 80s more like a forgotten history, something we can only read, not something that feels real and if it’s disconnecting us from a part of queer history that we should know and be aware about. And then there was one, i think i dreamed about it or i had a daydream but i had a vision that i was Cause the prep dreams are so fascinating like sometimes i would literally be in the past, in my childhood, kinda like time traveling. Sometimes if i read a fiction short story, i would dream about that book or i would see myself as an avatar in a game world. But the premise of time traveling through dreams started to emerge and i started to explore that and i had this vision that i was descending into the 80s, like a very turbulent time, with the help of prep, kinda like a parachute. I think i wrote something for the national queer theatre workshop - i have the language, i don’t have it right now. Let me see if i can read it to you. Okay this is what i wrote “i had this vision of someone descending on a parachute into a dark unknown place so in a paint party several months later i painted that vision. I think that’s related to how i feel about prep - it keeps us safe while allowing us to be in touch with a dark history. In a way the younger generation are descending into HE HAS THE QUOTE AND SENT IT TO YOU I got here in 2012 so I’m getting into my ninth year of my time in the us and i feel like iv’e learned a lot and I’m constantly thinking about what intimacy means to me and what being an immigrant queer person of color living in this country means to me and everything sort of comes together to make me want to write this play And something else, it’s so funny that i was actually able to relate and see myself in a lot of the aids play in 80s and 90s but i feel like less likely to do that for the past few years for some reason i don’t know or can’t articulate yet. I feel like i want to write a story that I’m actually in there that actually reflected my experience or friends or people like me. It ends up being very personal and intimate but also very large project. I feel like it’s very personal to me, but that it has a gravity to it that i feel a responsibility to in how i tell the story. Thank you for that, it was wonderful. You said something last time that really stuck with me. When we were talking about your learning about stonewall and the aids crisis and that journey and then flashing forward to now, you said something like, “ i always like I’m occupying this luminal space between generations and … Oh yes, thank you for reminding me of that, but yes. I don’t remember exactly what i said but i remember the sentiment. Which is because of my background and upbringing, cause i grew up in china but at the age of fifteen i went to boarding school and at eighteen i went to university in Beijing which is a three hour flight from my parents and after that i went to Hawaii. It’s just like every step i was going further and further away from my parents from my hometown from where i grew up, i kept feeling that because of that experience and because of my cultural background and because of the fact the gay movement feels thirty or fourty years behind, that i think like the older generation sometimes because i grew up in the nineties in china, which is maybe like NY in the 60s and 7os. So it’s like I’m occupying my own body as a younger person but i’m thinking like that older generation sometimes. I always feel like i’m living in that liminal space. I think in the first few years, my writing was trying to make sense of that, cause i know a lot of multicultural background writers like to write about that. But i feel recently i am starting to feel comfortable there, i feel like i am finding joy and pride in that in between space as well because that’s what makes me me and what makes me so unique and special and write what i write, like prep play. I think it’s reflecting our reality and the reality of our world, I’m not trying to write from an American perspective per say. I’m not writing this play from a Chinese perspective either. You know it’s so weird I feel I like I’m writing it from the perspective of someone who is really new to this space and trying to place himself or trying to figure out trying to be that connection cause he knows where the past is or has a feeling of where the past is and he knows what kind of future he wants and he knows he wants to be the connective tissue and sometimes that feels like the in between space. I don’t know what I’m talking about any more, i just am trying to picture that space or feeling and how this world is going to be, one play at a time. Pandemic aside, the world was going to be a more open place with people less confined to where they are from and their origins. Thank you for that, that was wonderful. Thank you, i don’t know I’m upset at myself You’re upset with yourself? Why? You are just talking away it’s wonderful I keep feeling like i wish i could talk like how i write. I wish i could rewrite things i say We’ll fix it in post, but you are also doing a beautiful wonderful job. Don’t think too hard about what you’re doing. You’re doing great you’re doing wonderful Thank you And we already have one draft of this behind us, this is draft two, you’re doing wonderful. I’m gonna jump a little bit, when we talked last time you said that you started writing this play in 2018, that the first scene was born in 2018 and then it kinda sat for a little bit. What inspired you to pick this back up now in 2020? When i wrote okay, I’m going to give you a very long and unasked for answer. You asked me about my process as a writer in the email. I thought about that too, i thought it might be related to the story, to the answer As a writer how i work is once I’ve got inspired or i have a story or i know what i want to write, i keep that in my head and meditate on it. It’s like a seed that i plant in the soil. I can’t write a story right away usually unless it’s a short play. It has to go through a few months of unintentional research here and there, talking to people, a very casual process, like after a few months when i feel like i have enough material for me to dive into the story idea and then i write. So when i wrote this story in 2018, it was actually a short play, it was a ten minute play, it was the first scene, it was the scene where we find out in the park that the younger queer person has given his boyfriend an std which inspired a whole conversation about you know prep and what the 80s are like and be careful what you wish for. So that’s the start of the play, so i have that scene for a few months and i know i want to expand that, i know this is a story i want to write. As a writer i always know where my story wants to end. It’s kinda funny, i think of writing as a road trip. I know where i want to go but i don’t know how i want to get there yet. That’s something i start thinking about until a half a year later, I’m part of Youngblood i’m also a writer that needs a deadline. Yea like we have the reading series coming up and i sign up and have a slot so okay i have to write something here. That gave me the urgency that i had to write that draft That led the ten minute play to be a full length draft, a rough draft The reason i started working on this again this year. Partly it’s because Adam was the first person i shared this play with. I was actually, it’s so funny, i finished this play at the end of June and in the beginning of July we were doing the criminal queerness festival and i remember distinctly we were backstage at irt theater and we were doing joker and i just randomly asked him, i just finished a new play, do you want to read it It felt very national queer theatre - cause i actually sent it to him and after that, he wanted to be an advocate for this play I thinks that’s the logistic of why we are doing this in 2020 Something else that makes this play feel more urgent right now, this past year, i feel like it’s addressing a pandemic while we are in another pandemic. There’s just something about okay so this is a new question so I’m havin new thoughts Because how the aids pandemic was responded my artists or the public back in 80s and 90s is very different from how the public is responding right now Part of me is wondering how people in the future will look back at our time and talk about the things we did or did not do. Or rather i remember having this conversation with my creative team and Adam and adin, cause the play was set in 2018 or 2019 we talked about if i wanted to update the play to address the pandemic we are in right now because it’s the elephant in the room Then we had this conversation in the summer and then it’s a few months for me to explore and i did nothing, i couldn’t write. For me i think the stress was too much because we are very much still in the pandemic. Part of me as an artist doesn’t want to directly engage with anything like a pandemic play at this moment. But surprisingly, once in the workshop, it just feel like i didn’t like that elephant in the room was addressed but not by directly talking about the pandemic. The time we are in has affected the play a lot, but we are not directly talking about the coronavirus. I think feel and touch and intimacy becomes something stronger, the presence of something that we are not able to do, becomes stronger in this new draft in the sense of loss and the gravity of this new loss becomes more present in this new draft. And for me personally, i think it’s my new reality in 2020 allowed me to be really vulnerable and truthful. I feel like this opens another box. I think in the past maybe i have been very afflicted or troubled or conflicted about my role in American theater when I’m writing. And part of that is because i am conflicted about my role like for a long time sometimes i thought myself at a bridge of some sort. Like always trying to think of my art as not providing a fun and contemporary perspective into contemporary Chinese thinking but also vice versa in a way. Then it just hit me, because the pandemic hit china earlier, and for the two months before the people here were even discussing it, i was just having this intense existential crisis because i was like “what are you doing yilong” and in march when a couple of my shows were cancelled and everything was shut down, i just felt like okay where you came from is on fire and where you are or where you want to be is opening gate to hell, you know it was like what’s the point of this bridge It’s just the time last year, makes me question my reality as an artist making art here in another country or trying to or bringing people together when the world is falling apart. A lot of that, i couldn’t write it for a couple months. Yea then i think Sorry i’m just having intense ptsd moments for some reason But i do want to say working on this play gave me a sense of clarity because i do think the play ends on a very hopeful note. And so going back to the question I think the question is asking me why do i think this play is relevant today I am very, first of all, i am super welcome and okay with however you think this play is relevant to if you want to just describe that. I feel a little incapable of covering that conversation. I don’t think you should feel pressured to answer the question. I asked why did you pick it up now, not why is this the play for the moment. I would never expect a playwright to answer that question about their own play, so please don’t feel obligated to answer that. But i think the way that you describe it, of being a play about a pandemic within another pandemic is probably how i would describe it. Thank you. I’m sorry to interrupt, am i interrupting you? Go this isn’t my interview Something you said just reminded me that this is very somehow is very healing for all of us, working on this play. I feel like if i decide to engage in this other way and actually talk about this pandemic, cause there are opportunities to talk about that - Eric is actually Chinese. It doesn’t feel right to compare those two things because they are very different in terms of how life is impacted. But i do feel like, working on the thing, working on the play, which is addressing or talking about the after effects - because this play isn’t talking about the aids pandemic itself - it’s talking about prep. Which is like a thing, something close to a cure or a drug that rises out of that pandemic, but some may fear that it may be too late or what it’s doing to that time. There is something about reflecting on that, feels very healing to everyone involved, in terms of thinking about the time we are in right now. It’s just i think, if i might be so bold to offer this, it’s just it’s refusing to give an easy answer. It’s really solidifying the drug and i think the time of the play, which you have stuck with, 2018, it’s just liminal spaces you have stuck with gosh i don’t know I’m a little tired this morning. But it’s the play is in so many liminal spaces that weren’t necessarily written in, that’s a really fascinating way to think about this piece of work I hear what you are saying, you are saying: like you know the play itself is sort of caught in that liminal space too in the pandemic while trying to engage with another. I see that. I guess that’s something i couldn’t articulate. I feel like the way it wants to address the time we are in right now is sort of embedded in the play itself. Somehow that people, like a couple friends afterwards, just yea that’s their feeling too. They can feel the pandemic we are in right now, while not directly addressed, is providing insights or relevance to the time right now. Or it’s affecting the way people are engaged with it. Cause i remember i describing touch and feel and the way people touch each other. And i feel like that sort of lense, differently for our sort of audience right now, when we are in the state of mind that is deprived from that sort of interaction with physical touch, that might be the reason too. I’m wondering it that’s the case Can you say a little bit more, if there’s anything, more about the audience reaction. Was there anything that surprised you the feedback that you’ve gotten from audiences or even from within the workshop. Um yes, i have many thoughts. I don’t know if it’s helpful but i I think in the workshop itself like i said it feels very healing. I don’t want to use the word again, but it’s a very healing experience not only because the entire team was queer and or bipod artists, there is this level of trust in the room. So many things are understood, shared knowledge and shared understanding that you don’t have to explain. And yes something surprised me this past week is when i was talking to an older theater artistic director, he was like i was surprised cause i was experiencing this play through Eric. In that theatre they sent a different, younger queer woman of color to this play, who I’m sure is engaging with this play differently than the artistic director was reading it, who was an older gay man. Like i am so super surprised, because usually i feel like a queer play, especially a contemporary one, especially one about prep, may land or sits differently with the older queer generation. And i am actually super happy and proud because i am writing this play trying to build a connection trying to have a conversation, trying to reach out. And i think it did that. Before the workshop, part of me was afraid that i would offend or misrepresent in the way that i feel like the older generation, especially those who have lived through that, that it wouldn’t feel right. But this artistic director told me he felt really touched. In his words he said, oh they understand, after reading this play, which i thought was really beautiful. It’s like, of course we understand, what do you think. I loved that response. That’s from ed decker from SOMEWHERE, And another response KAAYONG HERSEY? Why this experience was healing for him, because this entire year, 2020, was really fucked up especially after June. And he feels like, as a queer black artist, he has to put his blackness front and center and not so much his queerness. I feel like working on this play, he is healing the way that, it made it possible because this is a play that centers on the experience of like that, the immigrant experience or the black queer experience. That caught me off guard too. I was glad to hear that this play was able to do that for you. This is also something that’s actually another thing surprising is the previous AD FROM OSF somehow came to see this play. And he reached out to Adam and to me, separately, to tell us how much he enjoyed the reading and the workshop. To put it into more intellectual words, i was surprised by how this piece inspired an inter generational or cross generational connection, or joy, or understanding. That made me really proud. I think that’s what i can offer as of right now because we didn’t really have a feedback session right afterwards. I actually have no idea what other people think, like most audiences, i have no idea. Adam told me they really loved it, which like okay i wish i could have that conversation but that time’s passed. But based on the few people that reached out to me, I’m glad it was able to touch the part of the audience I intended to touch. Because i do think the inter generational conversation is a big part of what this play is trying to do That’s really beautiful thank you for that. A few minutes ago you were saying that like part of the reason this process was so healing was getting to make art with a queer room that was primarily artists of color. I want to pivot and zoom out a little bit, because i don’t think we can talk about theatre right now without mentioning the huge pushes for equality happening the past year. But um despite the calls from large groups like we see you white American theater, the field remains pretty stubbornly white, gay not queer, male both on stage and in leadership. I was wondering what you think about this moment we are in and if these conversations are productive. If you could speak to that more. Are you feeling like things are changing? I feel conversations are being had, i don’t necessarily know if changes are coming. You know Yea i hear ya It’s promising and frusturating at the same time because now we are in the position of we made ourselves clear, we made our voice heard, this is our plan and so what It’s like for me personally i if we may speak really personally I want to zoom out to speak as yilong, in this moment, i personally i think some things It doesn’t even have to be Things can totally start small, you know, personal For me, yes, i want major institutions to include more bipoc artists work, but at the same time, i want to see how you are reached out to individuals or how this movement or this demand for change is affecting individual artists. I got a little upset last week because i was looking into a fellowship and they asked for a letter of recommendation. This sounds so small and silly to think about, but i just feel like Lemme see if i can make myself clear I am curious if simple action, like asking for a letter of recommendation, is keeping a majority of queer or bipoc artists out of the way. Logistically asking for a recommendation probably requires them to, one, either have a good education or went to Mfa or theatre school to do that, or two, has been to an internship, highly likely unpaid internship that only those in privileged positions can afford to take, to be able to produce a letter like that, and three, and as artists of color, i myself is less likely, i always think twice before i have to make an ask. Cause i feel like artists of color are allowed less mistakes, are allowed less. I don’t know if that makes sense, but i feel like a lot of the time artists of color are not as entitled as some white artists might be in terms of asking stuff. The simple action of asking a recommendation letter, i can tell you that after i first graduated, i didn’t apply to a lot of things, not because i didn’t want to but because i didn’t feel like i could ask for a recommendation letter. It’s things like that that can really frustrate me because i feel like no one has been there to tell me how i can have a career. And i just remember i was like if you the organization after reading our plays after reading our reading our artist statement after reading our plan and goals, after all these, after the resume, you still feel like you have to have a letter of recommendation to vouch for us, or if you are still unsure if this is an artist you want to select. Then maybe i just feel like you are not in a position or you haven’t taken a look at yourself before you ask for that. Does that make sense. Yea I don’t know what I’m getting at but the simple things like that makes me think about something has to change fundamentally. I’m not even asking big asks, not even okay big institutions you have to okay playwrights horizon you have to program this much bipoc plays, I’m saying think about your daily function, think about your programs, is it paid, because right now it’s such a burnout culture, especially for bipoc artists. We are living on our passion and dreams, and for an industry that actually keeps burning us out to be honest. I guess my wish is for theaters across the country to not think about their artist front, the things they are doing, but also those really basic or foundational things. I think this makes me want to talk about something, which is i think we talked a lot about this last time, which is my education. That was such a good talk, i keep wanting to email you and tell you how much i was inspired by that talk. Cause i was never able to look at my education that way. I think i mentioned this A lot of bipoc artists have been hurt by their program because they are so white centric. I feel like i’m actually luck enough, fortunate enough, to not have that be my experience. Cause i think i mentioned three artists, my three playwrighting mentors. Like i thought I looked more into that and thought more into that. I thought my education, my playwriting journey, is actually so queer, so nontraditional and so multicultural and so not white. Because my first playwriting mentor was TOMMY BAKER, who is native Hawaiian and her work is a lot about empowerment of our cultural roots and indigenous, and anti colonial. And my second mentor IS SOMEONE ELSE who is a queer Thai American writer whose also has a multicultural perspective. And my last mentor who is SOMEONE her work is very female centric and also very experimental. (47/48 MINS) And i look at that and that’s my education. And okay between you and me truly between you and me, i haven’t been exposed to many western canon plays. I read some Shakespeare but totally not as someone should Feels bad for saying this There’s no amount of Shakespeare that someone should read. So just let go of that Shakespeare or what’s considered the American canon, i was not trained in that. I was actually trained in something []. And that makes me think about mfa programs. I’m gonna skip this whole part which i was talking about last time, let’s not talk about that. But what i do want to talk about is what our educators are doing cause what I think this relates to what kind of people are going to be working in, or being in charge in theater in the future. That makes me question or wonder, what does a queer, bipoc canon for theater look like? Are these plays being taught in school, in grad school, because if not, if things are not changing in that educational level I think I’m saying, things should start changing in theater educational institutions as well, or curriculums, to include more queer bipoc work. More contemporary. To really review their curriculum, like what is needed for the future generation of theater artists And does and is your faculty does your faculty represent or reflect the field or at least do they have the connection to even introduce or bring in artists, bipoc queer artists to talk to their students. Are they even aware of the work, the new work that’s being created I want things to start changing on that level. What else I’m thinking about And what’s Going back to artists What’s the support system that’s in place i don’t know if there’s something here Between you and me a lot of times Okay I don’t know how you feel about artistic statements Sometimes i feel like i have to really I don’t begin to write an artistic statement until I’m sure that afterwards i have someone to talk to this about Because I’m unpacking my personal trauma and past and fears for someone i completely don’t know to see to read and to judge. Is that healthy? That’s one thing It’s those things that i tell my therapist about that I’m sharing in written form with you And how are you responding to that and to me It has to be a mutual I feel like you know. I actually don’t know what I’m talking about I guess what I’m saying is i sometimes feel so emotionally drained and exhausted by the level of honesty and intimacy and the way we require artists to be to get But we are not getting that level of care in return So in addition to that i feel there are certain expectations on bipoc artists to It’s so conflicting Cause it’s like on two extremes Either it’s like sometimes you get a comment that’s like okay why are we writing about this, stay in your lane Or another time its like okay you are a bipoc artist, you have to be so different, you have to be so interesting, you have to Yea you were, sorry i don’t mean to hop in, you were talking about this last time. Where you were like saying that there’s this expectation for, see if i can find it in my little note here, there’s this expectation for like a lot of preconceived notions for what queer PoC or immigrant artists can write. People kind of balk at POC queer kitchen dramas because there’s this expectation that you should be writing Oh yes, challenging, yes thank you for reminding me of that I feel like I don’t know if that’s really healthy cause you are telling bipoc So it’s such a complicated mentality to think about you know because when you are telling those artists you have to be bold or subverting some stereotype or saying Then that becomes so narrow and you’re also positioning those artists where they are in competition with each other and not necessarily being community I read a quote last week, i was super inspired, i think it’s actually an American theater contributor DEB TRON, i think they said, i think it’s actually pinned on their twitter: ask white artists about representation and ask bipoc artists about art. And many people retweet that which i read that because it’s so true We as bipoc artists are asked about representation, like why don’t you ask us about our art And that makes me want to go back to the education thing. Teach bipoc artists how to have a career and teach non bipoc artists morea bout art outside of their traditional canon. Cause yes. Wait, i lost my train of thought i was going somewhere, i totally forgot I think i was saying because i think chances are bipoc artists already have very interesting stories to tell. You know what i mean and so help them get there and help them get a career. That’s something school doesn’t teach And i do think historically and traditionally bipoc artists or students are in a less privileged positions financially or traditionally or maybe heir family expectations I don’t know where I’m getting but i just feel i want institutions to acknowledge a need for the curriculum that this new generation of theater artists especially need are going to be very different and they need to spend major time and efforts in figuring out what they need and what that looks like and they should be listening to the students themselves for advice I agree. I’m also very grateful for you because i feel like we are on the same wavelength. Because you’re answering, i have this list of questions open here, and you are following it point by point and I’m sitting here not saying a word. I’m going to have to insert myself into our conversation. But and this might be a frusturatingly like obvious question to ask and an unanswerable question to ask, but I’m gonna ask it anyway because you have beautiful things to say about every dumb question i ask. Do you have a vision for what theater looks like post pandemic or is looking that far ahead even possible Thank you for asking, it’s not dumb at all. It’s so necessary I think we can look back at this past year for inspiration, instead of like trying to move away from it as you know as soon as possible or don’t want to think about the zoom age at all. I think i shared this with you last time to, i actually enjoyed my workshop on zoom online. Part of it is because logistically i don’t have the stress of running around, traveling, page printing all the things. Cause you know if your cast has like ten people, you are saving ten people at a time of traveling, the stress of going around, or train fare taxi fare, bus fare. Those things are not small for artists. I also think I also said about I think zoom, at least for me, provided me a surprising level of intimacy that surprised me. That i didn’t think i was going to be so comfortable working in this media, but i was and i think that’s because as a queer and international artists I’m very used to significant relationships online and having difficult conversations over webcam and having to bare our selves and heart having to talk about intimate things having to share our vulnerabilities at least for me, it was something i had to do for a long time, it was not a choice for me. I believe that’s true for a lot of queer and international artists There’s something about that and being in your own space. I’m literally talking to you in my own bedroom right now. I feel comfortable in sharing in telling you things and a level of honesty which i might not in workshop, in a coffee shop, in like Times Square I may not be able to be so very honest and vulnerable but i can do that because I’m feeling protected in my own home All of those things combined together makes me feel like i think we should there actually should be inspiration for what theater look like for when we are allowed to gather in person. I think there’s no reason why workshops cannot continue, like developmental workshops, cannot continue to take place on line. I also think there’s no reason why the first few weeks of rehearsal can’t take place online either. Like if we’re just dong table work, why ask everyone to travel, you know I just remember the last time we had physical rehearsals someone had to travel from prospect park to 11th ave est it takes them an hour and thirty minutes on a sunday to get here for table work. I feel like once we are getting to working in the space, we can go back to being in the space, but i do think we can incorporate part of zoom theater and what zoom can do into the future of theater I am also curious. Huh what am i curious about Never mind I mean I’ll just say as someone who hates the train and commuting as much as possible, I’m here for the zoom revolution, i’m here with ya I also hope it will inspire international collaboration or cause what’s so beautiful about this past year is i think people were able Even for criminal queerness festival they were saying people were able to tune in from different countries. And some of my friends, like when we were doing prep play, i think Easton, who plays Eric, was in canada And a lot of friends especially like, cause I’m Chinese, i have some other Chinese friends playwrights, i think their work because [GARBLED 1:04:48?] they were actually able to use artists from Hong Kong and Singapore I think that’s something that zoom is allowing us to do, i think it's freeing us from the confines of our location. I think it opens up possibilities too. I agree. I think it’s um it’s a really necessary change that’s been a long time coming i remember i was applying to some or i saw some technology and theater festival and i was like oh why hasn’t that happened yet. That was like two or three years ago, but I do think it’s a really necessary forced change that’s going to be positive in lot of ways that i, i may be speaking personally here, i don’t think i could have really imagined what possibilities is could have opened up even two years ago I do, having said that, i do really miss live theater Oh yea me too I don’t know if i told you this, but i did saw the outdoor show at Miami new drama, i don’t know if you know that, they are doing seven deadly sins. An outdoor did we talk about that I didn’t know that Okay sure, Miami new drama is doing an outdoor theater festival. It’s short plays set in an empty storefront so actors are acting in this little glass box. It’s only like one to two people and it’s equity approved so guidelines are in place. We don’t have to go into this I saw this in December and my and cause it’s like seven plays and it’s like seven groups and they travel in different groups and see them in a different order. It’s kinda like fefoo and her friends we kinda like travel in the house. The first show i saw happened to have a very dramatic entrance, one of the characters and that storefront was actually a restaurant so there was a long hallway from the kitchen to the dining area and that’s the entrance for the actor. I’m just sitting there slowly entering and no words have been said and first twenty seconds gave me so much chills of what live theater can do Omg it makes me feel more alive than anything I’ve seen on zoom last year just the moment of someone entering into view Walking yea I really miss that Me too. One of the last productions i saw was a community theater production of Harvey. Which is a talk about old too well loved American play When was it march It was in January or early feb so a year ago. I saw it a year ago and i would give almost anything to see it again at this point. Almost anything Do you know broadway hd Yes I don’t know if you tried them yet i was hesitant but i tried it. It was actually better much better than i had expected it’s so clear It’s so good Yea. I was doing research, i was watching the king and i on broadway had. I actually saw the actual performance, the same production at Lincoln center. After watching broadway hd, i felt like i had never seen the production. .seriously. Cause you know i was sitting in the balcony kinda far, i couldn’t appreciate the details of the blocking of the dance of the costume even the set It was such a different experience Yea i enjoyed that Maybe this will inspire future theater productions to well document their reduction in the future too just in case Yea just in case just in case Oh man here’s hoping I feel the same way watching theater online, we should have been doing this fifteen years ago This feels like a good stopping place to me. Any final thoughts or anything you’d like to share or reiterate Not at the moment i don’t think so but if i think of something i hope i can just email you this is some new thought I’m having.