I Find No Peace by Sir Thomas Wyatt Paraphrased and analysed by Carol Dandira Biography of Sir Thomas Wyatt He was born in 1503 in the UK and passed away in 1542, UK. He is quite famous for having an affair with Anne Boleyn. He was arrested for committing adultery with Boleyn in 1536 though he was released thanks to his father’s friend, Thomas Cromwell, and went back to his duties of being Henry VIII’s (that king that had mother issues) Sewer Extraordinary (or was it his ambassador? Idk) . While he was in prison, he witnessed Anne Boleyn being beheaded along with five other men she had committed adultery with. Wyatt got married to Elizabeth Darrell later but some time later it was said that she was going to be Henry VIII’s next wife, despite still being married. Thomas died not long after that. Heart breaking. I find no peace, and all my war is done. I fear and hope. I burn and freeze like ice. I fly above the wind, yet can I not arise; And nought I have, and all the world I seize on. That loseth nor locketh holdeth me in prison And holdeth me not—yet can I scape no wise— Nor letteth me live nor die at my device, And yet of death it giveth me occasion. Without eyen I see, and without tongue I plain. I desire to perish, and yet I ask health. I love another, and thus I hate myself. I feed me in sorrow and laugh in all my pain; Likewise displeaseth me both life and death, And my delight is causer of this strife. Let me rewrite the poem for you to understand… line by line! Paraphrased by me. I am not peaceful despite having nothing to worry about I am scared yet hopeful. I am burning and freezing just like ice I am flying higher than the wind but I can’t rise up I have nothing yet I rule the whole world I am neither free nor am I locked up in prison Nothing is holding me back but either way, I can’t escape I can’t live the way I want to, neither can I die by choice (kill myself) Yet I always get thoughts of dying (suicidal thoughts) I can see but I don’t have eyes, I can speak but I don’t have a tongue I want to die but yet I take good care of my health I love another person and therefore I hate myself I make myself sad and laugh when I’m in pain Both life and death don’t make me happy And the things that make me happy are the ones that cause this self conflict What is this poem about? It is about the persona’s conflict against their thoughts. They are in a state of confusion as they do not know how they feel. The persona can be said to be in love ‘I love another,’ but this love is both torture and joy. When they are in love they ‘find no peace’ yet there is really nothing to worry about as they are not fighting with anyone but their own emotions as they cannot control them. This feeling of love is like a prison- locked in love. They can easily escape this prison but at the same time they fail to do so. The love they have for this person will not allow them to live freely though they are not in the position to end their life, perhaps they think that the person they love, loves them back and therefore ending their own life may hurt the person. Because of this, the persona has self hate because the love limits them to what they can do with their own life. Perhaps the reason why this love hurts is because the persona is rejected, maybe their love got them into serious trouble or they are failing to express their love to that person. Either way, the feeling of love is the ‘causer of this strife.’ The poem may also just be of the mind of a generally depressed, anxious and traumatized being who is deprived of joy, using the above analysis. For the ‘I love another, and thus I hate myself’- you can actually say that the persona pleases other people but forgets to put their joy first hence bla bla bla (you get it…) … or something like that Animation by Carlotta Notaro on behance Themes Trauma Wisdom War and peace Imprison ment Death Pain Suffering Tone Distressing Disturbed Confused Literary Devices This is a sonnet Paradox A statement that contradicts itself I find no peace, and all my war is done Welcomes the theme of confusion. The peace here is peace of mind. The speaker is having a war against their own thoughts and emotions. The ‘war’ may be as a result of trauma, some event that occurred and left a permanent mark on their mind to the extant that they ‘find no peace’ ‘til this day. Their reason to worry is over but because of the trauma, they have to live with it. The theme of trauma is also introduced. I fly above the wind, yet can I not arise The persona is free from any physical struggle yet they cannot get rid of their emotional pain. And nought I have, and all the world I seize on (nought means nothing) The speaker is a good example to other people yet they do not even understand the meaning of life. They are depressed but yet they show the world their joyful side, pretending to be what they are not. That loseth nor locketh holdeth me in prison The persona is not free yet they are not in prison. They are not free from their mental instability despite not being in prison. And holdeth me not-yet can I scape no wiseNothing is holding back the persona yet they cannot find a way to escape their melancholy. I desire to perish, and yet I ask health This is passive suicidal ideation. I love another and thus I hate myself The reason for their depression may be because of someone they loved. I feed me in sorrow and laugh in all my pain This shows the madness that the depression is driving them into. Delight is cause of this strife Oxymoron Fear and hope This shows his ambiguous mindset (just like the rest of the oxymorons and paradoxes) Burn and freeze This could mean that physically, they are in pain or maybe they have a confused mental state which they cannot explain. Though burning and freezing can go hand in hand as when you hold ice for a long time you feel a burning sensation Letteth me Live nor die at my device There is lack of freedom in terms of their choices. Even though they are alive, their life is painful and depressing and even when they try to escape it, their mind stops them because of the fear of missing out the better aspects of life Life and death The speaker hates them both equally though these are the only states a human can be in, it shows suffocation and an inescapable claustrophobia. simile Burn and freeze like ice Ice is cold… obviously. This simile is powerful as it likens the word ‘freeze’ with something so cold… maybe just like the personas personality. Ice doesn’t move, just like how the persona is unable to leave the prison (their mind) despite being unchained. Visual Imagery I fly above the wind The shows the freedom the speaker has but still remains sad. All the world I seize on The speaker rules the whole world despite their depression, making it seem as if they are joyous Holdeth me in prison Claustrophobia Without eyen I see Tactile imagery I burn and freeze like ice Symbolism ice It is a symbol of rigidity, frigidity, the waters of the earth as opposed to the fresh and living WATER of the fountain of Paradise. It is coldness, absence of love, difficult and unexplored territory not conducive to human life and life in general. With winter, the season of death The symbolism of ice is rigidity and stillness that we can readily relate to our present circumstances in life when they appear to be standing still. Sometimes, we associate ice with our emotions; in most cases, it stands for a chilly individual devoid of any sentiments. It also represents the absence of hate and, occasionally, wrath. In both life and dreams, ice can stand in for many different things. Ice’s primary symbolism is cooling, of course, but it also has a variety of additional, sometimes implicit, meanings. Ice can represent an undiscovered entity since most cold regions of the earth are uncharted. wind The wind represents nature's uncontrolled and raw force. The wind god represents perseverance and power. Weaklings, both mentally and physically, are carried away by the wind's enormous strength prison prison represents deprivation of freedom. Prisons make people feel trapped and cannot get out until the time comes. The symbolism of prison is also related to the anxiety that comes. metaphor All my war is done The speaker likens their internal conflict to the literal battle field. Though the battle is over, the trauma continues to scar them emotionally. The battle symbolizes trauma Holdeth me in prison A prison is a lonely place. The speaker does not have anyone to share their sorrow with and is forced to stay trapped on their own in that state of despondency. I feed me in sorrow The speaker lives with so much sorrow that it is now part of them. They have gotten used to this that is becomes like their food. Juxtaposition War and peace There’s actually a novel called ‘War and Peace’ and its theme is – ‘The Irrationality of Human Motives Although a large portion of War and Peace focuses on war, which is associated in our minds with clear-headed strategy and sensible reasoning, Tolstoy constantly emphasizes the irrational motives for human behavior in both peace and war’ According to SparkNotes. The persona does not find it fair that they have to live in confusion because of someone who probably does not love them… (this can be argued because the novel was written after the sonnet. Burn and freeze Love and hate Life and death Delight and strife Pronouns I a break between words within a metrical foot Caesura And holdeth me notyet can I scape no wise Hyperbole War is done I burn and freeze like ice I fly above the wind And nought I have Without eyen I see, and without tongue I plain I feed me in sorrow Archaic vernacular Holdeth, letteth, eyen Allegory Both about how love makes the speaker feel though it can be about their depression