Duration: 38:16
Tiffany:
I just have these few questions for you
How much do I owe you at liest
Two hundred dollars two hundred fifty
I will give you whatever you want
There’s nobody that I know that knows about this
so I want to know
just like you did last night
because I can’t move on
Clearly it’s like killing me
The guy sent me a message today
he wants me to comeback over there,
you know Cause he’s gonna
you know if I go over there then I’ll
then I wouldn’t of drank today
and it’s like It’s not like I drink today
it’s just that I was I’m up all night
and like I had a beer or two today
and then like I’m all fucked up
cause I drank all last night
quite frankly I’d like to really like to
take a week and just decompress
but uhm the fact of the matter is
I made some commitments
And I follow thru uhm.
But that’s okay But like umm
But the, the, the, the, the,
the point of the matter is that there’s still
some fundamental issues
that I need some clarification on,
that I don’t feel like you’re sharing those things with me.
How do some people know this shit?
DOCTOR 01:37
So...
TIFFANY:
I mean I…
DOCTOR:
you were born with math ability right?
It was always a gift for you, right?
TIFFANY 01:46
Mhm, yeah So,
yeah big time,
I’m not naïve. I mean, I cant…
DOCTOR
that’s a gift, right?
TIFFANY:
this is different
This is totally different
Its Segway
DOCTOR:
No, how is it different
Everybody has different gifts
Some people can ride horses
some people can do math
some people can you know
hear what people say in their mind
TIFFANY:
its different
It’s different
One time in and and um
I never told him uhm like that ahh you know
even that we had Cabin in Lake Tahoe
but like let alone my mom’s favorite song for my dad
my dad use to sing it to me was Billy Joel’s like umm
that one where he talks about the angles
And then one night in the middle of the night he started to
sing that to me Like he knows shit
He, im talking about
we’re talking about somebody who is
smarter maybe than us
No but maybe not and but he’s trying
but the thing is, here’s his purpose
he’s trying to bring me to a greater level and become a
better person which is he um
this is why I fell in love
One time we were um you were
DOCTOR: 03:17
how can
TIFFANY:
no, no , so listen to me for a second
one time we were going to the baby doctor and what ever
we were talking about the world. We were um.
This one is special.
He’s a pervert, Yeah, fine, sure
you gotta have some sort of fault.
I don’t care about pervert.
Like uhm this one
like I care about the mind.
And uhm and and and that’s why
and you know I don’t want to be in a relationship with him.
But uhm…
the mind is spectacular
More so than anything that I ever met
And I have met the smartest of the smartest and umm
DOCTOR 03:59
as you said last night
a smart robot is still a robot
TIFFANY
no but he wants to help people
What did I say
“The smartest robot is still a robot”
No but he’s not a robot
DOCTOR:
well but you said you’ve met very smart people
TIFFANY:
the smartest people
DOCTOR 04:17
but I’m saying if they’re robots they’re just smart
Tiffany:
Remember when I read you that email
and I said like he’s gonna marry me and I’m the only one
that’s gonna marry him
DOCTOR:
Yes which is not true
Tiffany:
You know I read that over and over
I’ve read that to him.
He respond to that
He doesn’t respond to a lot
because he thinks people are bullshit
He doesn't take time, he’ll be like cunt, bitch, fuck,
its like he doesn't umm respond
The thing is there’s a higher level of people and I just want
you to know that you have to trust me.
DOCTOR 04:58
tiffany, I met a lot of people
that operate on whole different levels
TIFFANY
I mean I can’t be with this one
He’s fucking completely defunk
but he’s part of it
Uhm you know
I don’t want to be with him
I wouldn’t be sitting here like oh my God,
I’m trying to be with somebody.
I don’t want to be with him at all.
But he uhh He uhh
he showed me he did show me
something that Brandon kinda led the path to
but then I over step that and out grew that
and then umm, I mean im saying is telling you
what I’m saying is true,
but I mean I’m talking on a fucking toxic level
But he’s not trying to hurt anybody
he’s just annoyed so he’s hurting people.
It’s not my job you’re right.
It’s not my job to help him
but like I mean this sounds like really like uhm
Fucking crazy
DOCTOR 06:06
lets talk about addiction.
Right? Not that you are addicted
but like what is addiction?. Addiction is
TIFFANY 06:16
fuck addiction.
Lets talk about like what we can do with the world
DOCTOR:
you gotta be sober before you can do that
TIFFANY
Dude it doesn't even matter if im sober or not.
I ran the river
I ran 31 Dams and a Nuclear Power Plant
not even drunk, but like dumb
like if I were drunk now,
I mean I’d be running a hell of a system
You know, so like me being
I am talking about don’t let Addiction get in the way of
like, But addiction does play a huge role
DOCTOR:
it clouds your judgment.
TIFFANY:
Thank God! I need it!
DOCTOR
you need your judgment clouded
TIFFANY
you know that it is so fucking right there in the face
like that I would shoot myself in the fucking goddamn
head I swear to god.
I mean I wouldn’t
but like are you fucking kidding me? Like.
DOCTOR:
so, I don’t like, swearing
so I’ll tell you that right now
I’m sorry sorry
I don’t like people being late (but murder is ok)
so im just there’s rules if you want to talk to me
TIFFANY:
and I failed at everything
DOCTOR:
so far, but you know we’re still working on it because You’re
a work in progress
TIFFANY:
I’m sorry
but I promise that I will pay you know like
DOCTOR: 07:28
well you’re gonna pay for today cause you can’t book the
time and not pay, for it but, uhm,
so
You know,
So what you have with this guy (John)
Is like taking Acid for the first time
or taking something that changes
the way you view your reality
TIFFANY:
Yeah Every word that he say’s is different
DOCTOR 07:56
And so the thing is you’re attached to it
but let me tell you this person (John)
he’s not even worth thinking about.
TIFFANY:
how do you know that?
Because this person can save the World.
DOCTOR:
Everybody can save the world
TIFFANY:
Is the world worth saving?
DOCTOR
That’s, That’s not even really worth
It not even worth
It’s a philosophical
TIFFANY
Why do I care
DOCTOR:
that’s not worth talking about
TIFFANY:
Why, why do I care then?
DOCTOR 08:37
Why do you care about the world
or why do you care about him?
TIFFANY:
No, I care about him.
He keeps consuming my whole life.
I mean I don’t talk to him like this I mean if I ever talk to him
I tell him to like fuck yourself.
DOCTOR: 08:49
so think about a people that are so
So think about beta and omega personalities that are so
addicted to something like, coke or meth right?
What do they do? or heroin?
They’re totally craving all the time
TIFFANY:
its not about the drugs
take drugs out of picture.
DOCTOR:
Uh I know,
but listen to the metaphor.
Tiffany:
Ok
Doctor:
They’re all like
wacked out on their substance of choice, right?
When they don’t have it there cracked out,
and when they do have it they’re high, and in blissful state.
You’re cracked out on this guy.
It’s not love
TIFFANY:
no, cause he doesn’t really know who I am.
Otherwise he wouldn’t make the assumptions
that he makes.
DOCTOR: 09:39
it’s like you have all these things
that you’ve attached to him
Tiffany:
not really, it’s a process
you know it’s a feeling
DOCTOR 10:00
if you wanna be greater (removed loud sound from audio)
change your behavior
(LOUD SOUND GONE)
TIFFANY:
I need to hear this
DOCTOR: 10:22
And……you know….
TIFFANY 10:25
well what kind of behavior should I have
Do I fancy a fucking like
with accent Tiffany behavior
What do I do? What’s that mean
Like do I do my hair different or wear fucking
DOCTOR:
it doesn’t have to do with the exterior It never has…
TIFFANY:
Well I’m not like Yoga, meditation like you can’t meditate,
when you can’t meditate.
maybe you have to change people you’re around.
DOCTOR 11:02
you can’t meditate? Do yoga,
if you cant do yoga do tai chi if you can’t do Tai Chi go join
some martial arts.
Get yourself to a place
where you’re doing something regularly
TIFFANY: 11:18
I know that’s what I need to do
That’s what I need to do
DOCTOR:
a place stable
a place to live where you’re not transient
TIFFANY
seriously
DOCTOR 11:30
I mean, because you know Tiffany
I haven’t been on Facebook for months now
but the behavior that I was seeing for a while coming out of
your Facebook page im going to Thailand,
I’m doing this. I’m doing that.
That’s are all great things when you’re grounded and you’re
centered but you know “can you help me move from bend”.
Im Couch surfing on so & so’s couch y’know?
TIFFANY
And I’m 35
DOCTOR:
well it doesn’t even matter whether you’re 35 or not
it’s like, all that transient behavior
makes it easy to fall into traps of
use of substances and other kind of transient behaviors.
You know?
Not being protected not being in a space that you’re
comfortable in and so that you know you drink to have a get
yourself in a protected
TIFFANY
well as you know, a normal human being there, what should
you recommend?
to get just a place for a month or two in Portland?
DOCTOR 12:38
for a month or two
I suggest that you get some kind of job that you will enjoy.
TIFFANY
no, no, im not gonna work
DOCTOR 12:48
because if you have if you don’t work
or you don’t have some consistency within your life
TIFFANY:
all I want is some space so I can write
I still haven’t been able to breathe
since I left working
All I wanted was to breathe
DOCTOR:
so go down to brientenbush (local hot spring)
and ask if you can live there and participate.
TIFFANY
ill kill a hippie
DOCTOR
all that I’m just saying is that you need some consistency
TIFFANY: 13:12
I know hard work Trust me
I know what all of that entails
and I’m not trying to be like this or that.
I’m really trying to look like,
like I I’ve explored it more than you know
and that’s why you’re like
Well check your ego
but the thing is you know
and that’s why I kept trying to explain myself
So that you wouldn’t have to ask or say
the same thing twice.
DOCTOR 13:40
if you don’t have some consistency
If you don’t have some sacred space to be in
you’re going to
okay lets just talk about writer’s in general
like Hemingway.
Hemingway was a drunk and an addict
And he eventually committed suicide
Sure, he wrote some great stories.
But because he didn’t have any consistency,
and he could do whatever he wanted, he tended to drink.
TIFFANY:
how did he kill himself?
DOCTOR:
shotgun in the face
TIFFANY:
isn’t that how all guys kill themselves?
DOCTOR:
so, you know, it’s like if you if you want to to
TIFFANY:
influence
DOCTOR:
first you gotta straighten your shi-stuff out.
In order to straighten your stuff out
you need consistency and ritual.
To bring you back to a place of center.
TIFFANY
Thank You.
Doctor:
And for most people that’s a job.
If it’s not a job for you go donate your time and be
somewhere regularly But, have a schedule
TIFFANY 15:00
I don’t even know how to do that.
DOCTOR
huh?
TIFFANY:
I cant
I can’t even figure out how to
I don’t even know when the morning is
DOCTOR 15:17
So you wanna do impossible things right
To do Impossible things.
Things that are greater than the world, right?
Things that like to heal the world or what have you right?
To be able to do impossible things,
you need to start doing things.
Period.
If you think you’re a channel of great ideas
and the spirit is talking to you or what have you,
then you know you just wasting spirit’s time if you just jotting
down ideas not saying that writing is a not important but
TIFFANY:
Alright
DOCTOR
but like you know it takes action.
You gotta act on it.
Can’t just think about it.
Otherwise, what happens when the spirit moves on?
And, other thing feels like fills its place?
TIFFANY:
Yeah But it’s so convoluted
and I mean im not gonna sit here and discuss it all
But it makes you want to shoot yourself in the head
DOCTOR:
Only I guess if you’re you
TIFFANY:
I mean not really
I’m not really gonna go from the session and shoot
myself in the head But im saying hypothetically
and theoretically and like everything
and like if you know it makes you take a look at that
picture, it would make a normal person wanna shoot
and in me say I’m normal, okay fine,
shoot yourself in the mother fucking head
DOCTOR:
why?
TIFFANY:
Because everything’s fucked
DOCTOR
That’s your
You’re wearing ruby lenses
TIFFANY:
No aren’t ruby lenses
I wish they were
It’s like when you already
you know when video lottery
Its like
when small business are gone in America
you know were gone
DOCTOR 17:24
Your cup’s have half empty Tiffany?
TIFFANY
oh its not my cup. Baby
DOCTOR
Your perspective on the life is half empty.
TIFFANY 17:34
We can always change our perspective,
and I can be okay at all times.
I know that I don’t wanna kill myself.
I would never hurt myself.
God,
I got cut my finger once and that was an accident.
And it really hurt,
but I wasn’t trying to hurt myself.
But, uh
no, I’m gonna fight this one out.
You know like, But, seriously like
it’s really fucking hard to watch.
Cause, it’s like, really? Why do I even put effort into this?
Why am I trying to do this?
Like I hope so, there’s something more.
DOCTOR: 18:15
Don’t get caught up in the future.
TIFFANY:
Why not?
DOCTOR:
Cause the future is not here.
What’s right here right now is the present.
And if, you can’t live in the present
how are you ever gonna be that thing doing in the future?
You know?
It’s not like there’s so many people
that believe in the end of the world or
what have you in a mass extinction etc. etc.
TIFFANY:
I don’t believe in that. It’s not my belief.
It’s not my thought.
DOCTOR:
The world’s gonna come to an end Right?
TIFFANY:
yeah you know Herbert Hoover in 1941
he saved , 1939
he saves some eight million people from starvation
and he’s the one who figured out
How to just get shit from one place to another
He helped Europe out
he saved Europeans from starvation
By just figuring out like what road to take
what forest service road to take
except it was European forest service roads
and uhm that’s what made him the vice president of United
States he saved 8 million people from starvation
cause he cared you know?
Who the fuck at that point cared?
I mean half the people probably
thought the world was still flat.
DOCTOR:
so, you have a mantra
that keeps going through your head
that comes out a little bit differently
but you keep repeating similar stuff,
that people don’t care
and that people are you know like
that the worlds gonna go to hell
and people are gonna die
and its like all this darkness Tiffany.
TIFFANY:
It is. Its very fucking dark.
Its fucking so dark.
DOCTOR:
and you’re totally all wrapped up in it
TIFFANY:
Yeah I should be
DOCTOR
Why?
TIFFANY:
because I care
DOCTOR:
Caring
you are totally projecting,
you’re projecting that this is going to happen.
Not even…
TIFFANY:
You can project things
when you see what I do
because I do good math
and I run simulations
and I you know I managed the river
but that’s a one short math game
which I know in 24 hours
The water that goes to Grand Cooley Dam
is gonna go through Bonneville Dam.
You know, and that’s just one way of small analogy to
say that you can apply those things to different parts of
life.
And I’m not some stupid girl.
I’m somebody that you should listen to
And, I’m not trying to make a change
‘cause I don’t know what the fuck to do either.
DOCTOR:
I am not calling you stupid.
I am just saying that
TIFFANY 21:45
But I’m just saying that like.
You’re right and thank you.
But, why? Because it is fucking devastating.
And it is hard to watch and it does hurt to watch it.
Watch it, you’re gonna watch it with me.
DOCTOR
of course I am
TIFFANY
I mean its not like gonna be like all the TV shows
and the vampires and the whatever and the
maybe it is you know?
DOCTOR
So Tiffany, why do you think,
why do you think you’re here
Why do you think you’re on the planet
TIFFANY:
to help other people.
DOCTOR 22:34
So, if the Creator or God put you here,
whatever you wanna call him,
don’t you think that he did it with a reason?
TIFFANY:
Yeah,
DOCTOR: 22:48
and don’t you think he guess
you’re probably strong enough to deal with it?
TIFFANY:
big time
they know that I should be teaching this class,
and I should be telling people
DOCTOR:
No, but because nobody…
TIFFANY:
But nobody would listens to me
I just have to wrap my brain around somebody else’s head.
I mean its not like, I’m like some like
I mean I they could Seriously,
it’s not like I’m some girl who goes to work for Taco Bell
and then comes over then needs a therapy lesson.
I mean, I am I anything I wanna do I can do
what I do and like it’s not like I’m looking for a job.
I’m like looking for a purpose but I know I’m not gonna go
and pop out babies either because I know that that’s not it,
and it’s not like I’m going crazy either
because I know how to chill out and meditate.
DOCTOR:
So, Tiffany, before you started using cocaine
TIFFANY:
No
DOCTOR 23:54
back when you use to see me as a patient
TIFFANY:
I only used cocaine for that one year and I never touched it
again until about I’m seriously like 2 months ago.
DOCTOR 24:03
But your conversation was relatively rational, right?
You weren’t in this depressed state.
TIFFANY:
I was a robot.
And the day I figured out,
I started writing
about a year and a half ago two years ago
Right after my dad died
Anyways I started writing
and the day I figured out that I was a robot
I fucking killed my
I tried to kill myself
I took 20 Trazodone
and uh I wanted to die
cause I was like, Fuck! This is shit!
Excuse my language. I know you don’t cuss.
Because I wanted to die, cause I couldn’t believe it.
And then I was in the lunnybin for like a week.
And then I wasn’t supposed to be normal again.
It was all weird fucking and wacked out
excuse my language again
But, uhm and I’m not gonna be like
I’m not supposed to be here
I’m here and I don’t care if there is a reason for it or not
I’m here, and I’m not gonna kill myself.
DOCTOR
You need to get it together
TIFFANY 25:16
Oh Jesus Christ what it takes to kill a Jenks?
I can’t even kill myself.
I was trying I really was like.
Fuck this shit Because, seriously
I didn’t realize when I met you the first time
I didn’t realize I was a robot
I didn’t realize that’s how the world operated
I listened to everything that you said last night
when I recorded it and I heard it differently too and
I liked that.
DOCTOR 25:26
You need to get it together
TIFFANY:
What do I do get a nice dress and a good pair of heels
DOCTOR: 26:05
it’s not an external get it together
you’re all shattered on the inside.
TIFFANY:
Because it’s not about me.
DOCTOR:
No one person can carry the weight of the world
on their shoulders You’d be you’d be insane to try
TIFFANY:
But that’s a stupid thing to say
because you don’t know what I’m seeing
DOCTOR:
The only way you can help anybody
is by getting your shit together inside of you
TIFFANY: 26:48
Yeah he said that but they also said to me
that umm you find them when you’re not looking (John)
That’s really dumb
Tell me something else
Tell me something that’s real
DOCTOR:
And you know
you’re not you cannot
look outside for any of this
None of this on the exterior
TIFFANY 27:17
I know, I know that part
DOCTOR:
You can’t look for it in anybody else
you gotta find it in you
TIFFANY:
I just need to know how to filter it
DOCTOR:
You need to purify yourself
You need to get rid of all your demons you’re packing
around
TIFFANY
Why the fuck do I have to have
all these demons my whole life
DOCTOR:
huh
TIFFANY:
I mean I like them
there my friends
DOCTOR
I know that’s part of the problem
You like dark things
You always have.
TIFFANY
I mean but I’m really fucking golden
And I’m really golden
I mean I don’t want to say I’m the best person in the room,
but I’m the best person in the room
DOCTOR:
Well, if you are golden then shine and choose to
TIFFANY:
I already did that
And it’s not about showing it.
DOCTOR:
it’s not about showing it
it’s about shining inwardly
TIFFANY:
Sometimes you have to go to hell
to help everybody else that’s fallen.
DOCTOR:
I disagree
TIFFANY 28:48
Have you been there?
DOCTOR:
I dealt with demons
in people,
and it’s not pretty
TIFFANY:
I don’t believe in that bullshit.
Do you really believe in that
DOCTOR: 29:15
You need to start believing
TIFFANY:
Belief is a mechanism in your head
It’s not an actual It doesn’t work
Belief is the only thing that keeps us going yeah
If I started believing oh my god
I’d believe in everything.
Everything
Why not?
I’d be stupid not to right?
DOCTOR
that’s what I said last night
and I said you are stupid too
You cannot walk around with a cup with just as a sheet
of paper blank ready to have everything written on it
TIFFANY:
But you cant walk around with somebody else’s rules
that’s just not how it’s done
And I’m not trying to be something different
but something’s wrong
the math is wrong
There’s something wrong
and it’s real easy
and I know that it’s a real easy to fix
almost like a fucking bandaid on a tire
But I can’t put my finger in it
It’s not me I’m talking about right?
Something’s wrong Nobody talks about it.
DOCTOR 30:54
Well I said I would give you 20 minutes
and I gave you 35 so I think we settled up
and talk a little bit more but You can’t
I don’t. I don’t know how to help you anymore Tiffany
besides that you need to not
fall into addictive behavior
You need to be stronger because what that means to
me is being strong enough
TIFFANY
I wanna kill myself and that’s a good way to do it.
You know I’m not really trying to kill myself but like
fuck I really like its nice to check out.
Its too all encompassing
I mean you have no idea of what I’ve seen
and it’s not like I’ve seen like all hardships or whatever
I mean
I can feel brains
I can do like whatever
I can like that I can loose my dad and
I can lose my best friend whatever I’m fine.
But like its all that stuff
it’s true with that there’s a woman that says uhm
that we’re scared of what we can do you know?
DOCTOR:
Do you wanna text? Or receipt?
TIFFANY
No. I’ll get it on here.
That we’re scared of what we can do
DOCTOR:
Why?
TIFFANY
That we are powerful beyond measure you know
DOCTOR: 32:42
I know all that.
TIFFANY:
Cause nobody here will really believe that
And I’m starting to realize that.
That sounds really fucked.
Maybe I’m just a stupid drunk?
I’d like to be that I seriously would
Can you fucking knock me in the head.
I’ll give you 200 dollars
knock me in the fucking head.
DOCTOR:
can I what
TIFFANY:
I’ll give you 200 dollars
knock me in the head
I’m just kidding
DOCTOR:
There’s nobody who can fix you but you.
TIFFANY 33:40
I know
DOCTOR:
And
TIFFANY:
I hate that.
DOCTOR:
you can’t like
you have to choose to be different
TIFFANY:
I know..
DOCTOR
as long as this whatever voice
is muttering stuff inn you and the mantra
is going on and on and on your head
TIFFANY:
Do you see a pattern?
DOCTOR: 34:06
Yeah
TIFFANY:
What’s the mantra?
DOCTOR
Darkness you see darkness?
TIFFANY:
Yeah
DOCTOR: 34:17
It’s like the little boy whatever movie
“I see dead people.”
You know, Bruce Willis movie.
Its like that, you see,
you see darkness
and you keep muttering darkness
and you need to change what you see
TIFFANY:
I can’t its too late
DOCTOR:
Well…then.
Then what are you doing here?
TIFFANY:
That’s exactly why I’m fucking talking to you
DOCTOR:
And I’m telling you
it’s never too late.
TIFFANY:
That’s the thing
You can’t fucking put a rosy ass On everything.
DOCTOR:
If you want to be led down that path of darkness
you will create it for yourself
TIFFANY:
I should actually lead it.
DOCTOR 35:07
You will create it for yourself.
More energy this is. This is math
The more energy you put towards something the more
you create it
TIFFANY: 35:17
I should lead it
because at least I know which direction it’s going
And I know there’s not enough power to make it
I mean there’s
DOCTOR:
You should not lead the darkness.
You should change direction if that’s what you think is
happening. You need to start making decisions
that change that for you.
You affect others If you can affect others
TIFFANY
I know
DOCTOR
you can affect many things
TIFFANY
I would never do that
DOCTOR
but if you. Like most people
TIFFANY: 36:00
Sometimes you can take like uh in science
you can take sometimes
you cant take something
Let’s say you have a ball of energy if you will
if you come at it with enough force
no matter what it is if it’s positive and negative
Then you hit it with the right amount of force you can
eliminate It’s the but you have to have both of those forces
to eliminate it
it’s really important thing to think of
And I don’t think of this very often
But it’s something that I know
And it’s not gonna happen in my lifetime sadly,
I’m gonna be old when it happens.
I don’t know if I will have that much force.
But I’ll fuckin settle for darkness trying just to make sure.
And i wont to have to
I’ll just try to get married and have kids hopefully they have
kids that they are good people
And who cares?
We’re only going to be a fucking fossil.
It’s not like we’re like trilobytes.
From the Tertiary Period.
Please don’t leave at me for about three seconds.
DOCTOR
It’s not about everything
(SOUND OF RECORDER MOVING)
TIFFANY 38:09
I’m sorry. I know you have to go
The following Recoding was made about 10 or less days
before Tiffany Jenks was shot and killed. The audio she
recorded with his permission.
You’re cracked out on this guy.
It’s not love
TIFFANY:
no, cause he doesn’t really know who I am.
Otherwise he wouldn’t make the assumptions
that he makes.
DOCTOR 09:39
it’s like
you have all these things that you’ve attached to him
Tiffany:
not really,
it’s a process
you know it’s a feeling
Although her icloud was completely deleted out according to
apple just 2 days before she was shot and killed the audio
was recovered via Family share and ITunes Back up
To this day the family, and Richard A Lovett continue to lie
and protect the real doctor and his name listed on her credit
card statement of $200.00 Police also have failed to provide
FOIA requests.
Rick (Tiffanys ex roommate from Portland Oregon)
continues to provide his own story of who this doctor is.
However, John Captain remains confident the family has the
one single proof that will show the truth
“the visa slip from the bank on her credit card charges” but
they do not care about honesty or Tiffany’s life sadly..
I believe 100% his name is Jonathan weedman of Portland
a licensed therapist protected by the group who murdered
Tiffany. my complaints to the state have been stopped
Ask your Therapist about this wording.
Rick Lovett claims its Jonathan schell
a Chinese guru or something not regulated or licensed.
“A person who protects this doctor once is a liar always”
John Captain Johncaptain@hotmail.com
John S Captain on YouTube