Selected Poems These are some poems that may be useful, though I often vary my selections by grade, course and year. 1 Contents 23. from America, America / Saadi Youssef .......................... 18 24. They Don't Love You Like I Love You / Natalie Diaz ......... 19 25. Meeting at an Airport / Taha Muhammead Ali .............. 20 26. Family Dinner / Priscilla Lee ............................................. 21 1. Sestina: Like / AE Stallings.................................................. 4 2. Nature Knows Its Math / Joan Graham.............................. 4 3. Apella / Dilruba Ahmed ...................................................... 5 4. Let's Put It To Music / Johnny Cash.................................... 5 27. I Do / Sjohnna McCray 5. Dear Basketball / Kobe Bryant ........................................... 6 28. O Me! O Life! / Walt Whitman ......................................... 22 6. From “Bestiary” / Sherman Alexie ..................................... 7 29. Counting / Margarita Engle .............................................. 23 7. Disclosure /Camisha L. Jones ........................................... 7 30. 23 8. Remember / Joy Harjo ....................................................... 8 30. BLK History Month / Nikki Giovanni................................. 24 9. A New National Anthem / Ada Limon ............................... 8 31. the way we live now :: / Evie Shockley ............................ 24 10. The Bait / Eric Chock .......................................................... 9 32. Praise Song for the Day / Elizabeth Alexander................ 25 11. Cherry Blossoms / Toi Derricotte ..................................... 10 33. Hysteria / Dionisio D. Martinez ........................................ 26 12. In Michael Robins's class minus one / Bob Hicok ............ 10 34. Last Snow/ Heid E. Erdrich ............................................... 26 13. The Poem You’ve Been Waiting For / Tarfia Faizullah ..... 11 35. I Eat Breakfast to Begin the Day / Zubair Ahmed ............ 27 14. 1938 / J. Patrick Lewis ...................................................... 12 36. Poem Without an End / Yehuda Amichai ........................ 27 15. Women / Louise Bogan ................................................... 12 37. Hip Hop Analogies / Tara Betts........................................ 28 16. You and I / Stanley Moss .................................................. 13 17. Snowflake / William Baer ................................................. 13 38. The Everglades / Campbell McGrath 18. In Memoriam: Martin Luther King, Jr. / June Jordan ...... 14 39. Slam, Dunk, & Hook / Yusef Komunyakaa ....................... 29 19. Oklahoma / Hala Alyan .................................................... 14 40. Try to Praise the Mutilated World / Adam Zagajewski ... 29 20. Of the Threads that Connect the Stars / Martin Espada . 15 41. Jakarta, January / Sarah Kay............................................. 30 21. America, I Sing Back / Allison Adelle Hedge Coke............ 16 42. One Today / Richard Blanco ............................................. 31 22. won’t you celebrate with me / Lucille Clifton .................. 17 43. What For / Garrett Hongo ................................................ 33 2 ............................................. 22 ....................... 28 ............................................ 34 59. Taking One for the Team / Sara Holbrook ....................... 46 60. Dinosaurs in the Hood / Danez Smith .............................. 47 61. I Feel Horrible. She Doesn’t / Richard Brautigan ............. 48 62. Jaguar / Francisco X. Alarcon ........................................... 48 63. The One About the Robbers / Zachary Schomburg ......... 49 64. Deserving / Terisa Siagatonn............................................ 49 44. Nationhood / Laura Da 45. Fin de Fête / Charlotte Mew ............................................ 35 46. Thinking American / Hayan Charara ................................ 35 47. A Poem for S. / Jessica Greenbaum ................................. 36 48. Nice Voice / Kathy Jetnil-Kijiner ...................................... 36 49. Banneker / Rita Dove ....................................................... 37 50. Ixmiquilpan, Hidalgo, México / Natalie Scenters-Zapico . 38 51. Face Blindness / Cynthia Aarieu-King .............................. 39 52. Wade in the Water / Tracy K. Smith ................................ 40 53. A Jelly-Fish / Marianne Moore ......................................... 40 68. ‘Tis a Fearful Thing / Chaim Stern 54. Having a Coke with You / Frank O’Hara ........................... 41 69. Masks / Shel Silverstein 52 55. Mimesis / Fady Joudah..................................................... 42 70. Mustn’ts / Shel Silverstein 56. Relic / Jennifer Foerster ................................................... 42 57. Commercial Break / Jacqueline Woodson ....................... 43 58. Grave / Justin Chin ........................................................... 44 65. Leisure / W.H. Davies 50 66. God Says Yes to Me / Kaylin Haught 67. Not / Erin hanson 3 50 51 52 51 Plain English as she’s spoke — why isn’t “like” Their (literally) every other word? I’d like Us just to admit that’s what real speech is like. 1. Sestina: Like / AE Stallings With a nod to Jonah Winter Now we’re all “friends,” there is no love but Like, A semi-demi goddess, something like A reality-TV star look-alike, Named Simile or Me Two. So we like In order to be liked. It isn’t like There’s Love or Hate now. Even plain “dislike” But as you like, my friend. Yes, we’re alike, How we pronounce, say, lichen, and dislike Cancer and war. So like this page. Click Like. 2. Nature Knows Its Math / Joan Graham Is frowned on: there’s no button for it. Like Is something you can quantify: each “like” You gather’s almost something money-like, Token of virtual support. “Please like This page to stamp out hunger.” And you’d like To end hunger and climate change alike, Divide the year into seasons, four, subtract the snow then add some more green, a bud, a breeze, a whispering behind the trees, and here beneath the rain-scrubbed sky orange poppies multiply. But it’s unlikely Like does diddly. Like Just twiddles its unopposing thumbs-ups, likeWise props up scarecrow silences. “I’m like, So OVER him,” I overhear. “But, like, He doesn’t get it. Like, you know? He’s like It’s all OK. Like I don’t even LIKE Him anymore. Whatever. I’m all like ... ” Take “like” out of our chat, we’d all alike Flounder, agape, gesticulating like A foreign film sans subtitles, fall like Dumb phones to mooted desuetude. Unlike With other crutches, um, when we use “like,” We’re not just buying time on credit: Like Displaces other words; crowds, cuckoo-like, Endangered hatchlings from the nest. (Click “like” If you’re against extinction!) Like is like Invasive zebra mussels, or it’s like Those nutria-things, or kudzu, or belike Redundant fast food franchises, each like (More like) the next. Those poets who dislike Inversions, archaisms, who just like 4 3. Apella / Dilruba Ahmed between cars in parking lots. The miles of fence-links grow more & more impassable This morning, a light so full, so complete we might ask why even as the children try to follow the voices calling them now, at first the god of sun is also god of plague, why the god of healing with tenderness and then with fierce intensity. also god of archery. The children under trees— unaware their hearts 4. Let's Put It To Music / Johnny Cash have become targets red and inflamed as the eyes of men in thrones— How do you feel about me Now that you've learned to know me? Why don't we both admit That something is happening. And we would feel better if We'd just tell each other No need to keep it to ourselves. Let's put it to music Let's put it to music Let's sing about it Laugh about it Clap our hands And shout about it Let the whole world hear it In a sweet, sweet melody Let's put it to music, you and me. find sticks in the grass to fashion into guns. Some brandish a branch-saber. They are sniping the golden light with squinting faces. And everywhere they do not look, fences and more fences. There are no arrows to point the way as they scythe through a woods or dart 5 When someone makes you feel as Alive as you’ve made me feel. 5. Dear Basketball / Kobe Bryant Dear Basketball, You gave a six-year-old boy his Laker dream And I’ll always love you for it. But I can’t love you obsessively for much longer. This season is all I have left to give. My heart can take the pounding My mind can handle the grind But my body knows it’s time to say goodbye. From the moment I started rolling my dad’s tube socks And shooting imaginary Game-winning shots In the Great Western Forum I knew one thing was real: And that’s OK. I’m ready to let you go. I want you to know now So we both can savor every moment we have left together. The good and the bad. We have given each other All that we have. I fell in love with you. A love so deep I gave you my all — From my mind & body To my spirit & soul. As a six-year-old boy Deeply in love with you I never saw the end of the tunnel. I only saw myself Running out of one. And we both know, no matter what I do next I’ll always be that kid With the rolled up socks Garbage can in the corner :05 seconds on the clock Ball in my hands. 5…4…3…2…1 And so I ran. I ran up and down every court After every loose ball for you. You asked for my hustle I gave you my heart Because it came with so much more. Love you always, Kobe I played through the sweat and hurt Not because challenge called me But because YOU called me. I did everything for YOU Because that’s what you do 6 7. Disclosure /Camisha L. Jones 6. From “Bestiary” / Sherman Alexie I’m sorry, could you repeat that. I’m hard of hearing. To the cashier To the receptionist To the insistent man asking directions on the street My mother sends me a black-and-white photograph of her and my father, circa 1968, posing with two Indian men. I’m sorry, I’m hard of hearing. Could you repeat that? At the business meeting In the writing workshop On the phone to make a doctor’s appointment “Who are those Indian guys?” I ask her on the phone. “I don’t know,” she says. I’m-sorry-I’m-sorry-I’m-so-sorry-I’m-hard-for-the-hearing The next obvious question: “Then why did you send me this photo?” But I don’t ask it. Repeat. Repeat. One of those strange Indian men is pointing up toward the sky. Hello, my name is Sorry To full rooms of strangers I’m hard to hear Above them, a bird shaped like a question mark. I vomit apologies everywhere They fly on bat wings towards whatever sound beckons I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I am so, so sorry and repeating and not hearing Dear (again) I regret to inform you I here 7 am 8. Remember / Joy Harjo 9. A New National Anthem / Ada Limon Remember the sky that you were born under, know each of the star's stories. Remember the moon, know who she is. Remember the sun's birth at dawn, that is the strongest point of time. Remember sundown and the giving away to night. Remember your birth, how your mother struggled to give you form and breath. You are evidence of her life, and her mother's, and hers. Remember your father. He is your life, also. Remember the earth whose skin you are: red earth, black earth, yellow earth, white earth brown earth, we are earth. Remember the plants, trees, animal life who all have their tribes, their families, their histories, too. Talk to them, listen to them. They are alive poems. Remember the wind. Remember her voice. She knows the origin of this universe. Remember you are all people and all people are you. Remember you are this universe and this universe is you. Remember all is in motion, is growing, is you. Remember language comes from this. Remember the dance language is, that life is. Remember. The truth is, I’ve never cared for the National Anthem. If you think about it, it’s not a good song. Too high for most of us with “the rockets red glare” and then there are the bombs. (Always, always, there is war and bombs.) Once, I sang it at homecoming and threw even the tenacious high school band off key. But the song didn’t mean anything, just a call to the field, something to get through before the pummeling of youth. And what of the stanzas we never sing, the third that mentions “no refuge could save the hireling and the slave”? Perhaps, the truth is, every song of this country has an unsung third stanza, something brutal snaking underneath us as we blindly sing the high notes with a beer sloshing in the stands hoping our team wins. Don’t get me wrong, I do like the flag, how it undulates in the wind like water, elemental, and best when it’s humbled, brought to its knees, clung to by someone who has lost everything, when it’s not a weapon, when it flickers, when it folds up so perfectly you can keep it until it’s needed, until you can love it again, until the song in your mouth feels like sustenance, a song where the notes are sung by even the ageless woods, the short-grass plains, the Red River Gorge, the fistful of land left unpoisoned, that song that’s our birthright, that’s sung in silence when it’s too hard to go on, that sounds like someone’s rough fingers weaving into another’s, that sounds like a match being lit in an endless cave, the song that says my bones are your bones, and your bones are my bones, and isn’t that enough? 8 with a plea of a prayer, hoping it would spread its wings this time and fly across that wet glass sky, no concern for what inspired its life, or mine, only instinct guiding pain towards the other side. 10. The Bait / Eric Chock Saturday mornings, before my weekly chores, I used to sneak out of the house and across the street, grabbing the first grasshopper walking in the damp California grass along the stream. Carefully hiding a silver hook beneath its green wings, I'd float it out across the gentle ripples towards the end of its life. Just like that. I'd give it the hook and let it ride. All I ever expected for it was that big-mouth bass awaiting its arrival. I didn't think that I was giving up one life to get another, that even childhood was full of sacrifice. I'd just take the bright green thing, pluck it off its only stalk, and give it away as if it were mine to give. I knew someone out there would be fooled, that someone would accept the precious gift. So I just sent it along 9 11. Cherry blossoms / Toi Derricotte Be patient you have an ancient beauty. I went down to mingle my breath with the breath of the cherry blossoms. Be patient, you have an ancient beauty. There were photographers: Mothers arranging their children against gnarled old trees; a couple, hugging, asks a passerby to snap them like that, so that their love will always be caught between two friendships: ours & the friendship of the cherry trees. 12. In Michael Robins's class minus one / Bob Hicok At the desk where the boy sat, he sees the Chicago River. It raises its hand. It asks if metaphor should burn. He says fire is the basis for all forms of the mouth. He asks, why did you fill the boy with your going? I didn't know a boy had been added to me, the river says. Would you have given him back if you knew? I think so, the river says, I have so many boys in me, I'm worn out stroking eyes looking up at the day. Have you written a poem for us? he asks the river, and the river reads its poem, and the other students tell the river it sounds like a poem the boy would have written, that they smell the boy's cigarettes in the poem, they feel his teeth biting the page. And the river asks, did this boy dream of horses? because I suddenly dream of horses, I suddenly dream. They're in a circle and the river says, I've never understood round things, why would leaving come back to itself? And a girl makes a kiss with her mouth and leans it against the river, and the kiss flows away but the river wants it back, the river makes sounds to go after the kiss. And they all make sounds for the river to carry to the boy. And the river promises to never surrender the boy's shape to the ocean. Oh Cherry, why can't my poems be as beautiful? A young woman in a fur-trimmed coat sets a card table with linens, candles, a picnic basket & wine. A father tips a boy's wheelchair back so he can gaze up at a branched heaven. All around us the blossoms flurry down whispering, 10 so you don’t have to look at yourself. I saw 13. The Poem You’ve Been Waiting For / Tarfia Faizullah that I would drown in a creek carved out I saw then the white-eyed man of a field our incarnations forged the first path leaning in to see if I was ready through to those mountains. I invited you to stroll yet to go where he has been waiting with me there again for the first time, to pause to take me. I saw then the gnawing and sprawl in the grass while I read to you sounds my faith has been making the poem you hadn’t known you’d been waiting and I saw too that the shape it sings to hear. I read until you finally slept in is the color of cast-iron mountains and all your jagged syntaxes softened into rest. I drove so long to find I forgot I had You’re always driving so far from me towards been looking for them, for the you the me I worry, without you, is eternity. I lay there, I once knew and the you that was born awake, keeping watch while you snored. waiting for me to find you. I have been I waited, as I always seem to, for you twisting and turning across these lifetimes to wake up and come back to me. where forgetting me is what you do 11 14. 1938 / J. Patrick Lewis 15. Women / Louise Bogan Superman flies onto his first comic book. Oil bubbles up in Saudi Arabia. Women have no wilderness in them, They are provident instead, Content in the tight hot cell of their hearts To eat dusty bread. Orson Welles' The War of the Worlds invades every panicked radio along the eastern seaboard. The Spanish Civil War rages on. Filming starts They do not see cattle cropping red winter grass, They do not hear Snow water going down under culverts Shallow and clear. on The Wizard of Oz. At New York City's Carnegie Hall, John Hammond's Spirituals To Swing concert explodes with African chants, They wait, when they should turn to journeys, They stiffen, when they should bend. They use against themselves that benevolence To which no man is friend. the Count Basie Band, boogie-woogie, New Orleans jazz, hot gospel, stride piano, harmonica instrumentals, Big Bill Broonzy's They cannot think of so many crops to a field Or of clean wood cleft by an axe. Their love is an eager meaninglessness Too tense, or too lax. blues. The audience hears the ghost of Robert Johnson, four months gone, easing out of a Victrola phonograph at center stage— They hear in every whisper that speaks to them A shout and a cry. As like as not, when they take life over their door-sills They should let it go by. the entire concert suddenly enveloped by the man who was not there. 12 16. You and I / Stanley Moss You are Jehovah, and I am a wanderer. Who should have mercy on a wanderer if not Jehovah? You create and I decay. Who should have mercy on the decayed if not the creator? You are the Judge and I the guilty Who should have mercy on the guilty if not the Judge? You are All and I am a particle. Who should have mercy on a particle if not the All? You are the Living One and I am dead. Who should have mercy on the dead if not the Living One? You are the Painter and Potter and I am clay. Who should have mercy on clay if not the Painter and Potter? You are the Fire and I am straw Who should have mercy on straw if not the Fire? You are the Listener and I am the reader. Who should have mercy on the reader if not the Listener? You are the Beginning and I am what follows. Who should have mercy on what follows if not the Beginning? You are the End and I am what follows. Who should have mercy on what follows if not the End? 17. Snowflake / William Baer Timing’s everything. The vapor rises high in the sky, tossing to and fro, then freezes, suddenly, and crystalizes into a perfect flake of miraculous snow. For countless miles, drifting east above the world, whirling about in a swirling freefor-all, appearing aimless, just like love, but sensing, seeking out, its destiny. Falling to where the two young skaters stand, hand in hand, then flips and dips and whips itself about to ever-so-gently land, a miracle, across her unkissed lips: as he blocks the wind raging from the south, leaning forward to kiss her lovely mouth. 13 according to some universal stage direction obvious like shorewashed shells 18. In Memoriam: Martin Luther King, Jr. / June Jordan I honey people murder mercy U.S.A. the milkland turn to monsters teach to kill to violate pull down destroy the weakly freedom growing fruit from being born we share an afternoon of mourning in between no next predictable except for wild reversal hearse rehearsal bleach the blacklong lunging ritual of fright insanity and more deplorable abortion more and more America tomorrow yesterday rip rape exacerbate despoil disfigure crazy running threat the deadly thrall appall belief dispel the wildlife burn the breast the onward tongue the outward hand deform the normal rainy riot sunshine shelter wreck of darkness derogate delimit blank explode deprive assassinate and batten up like bullets fatten up the raving greed reactivate a springtime terrorizing 19. Oklahoma / Hala Alyan For a place I hate, I invoke you often. Stockholm’s: I am eight years old and the telephone poles are down, the power plant at the edge of town spitting electricity. Before the pickup trucks, the strip malls, dirt beaten by Cherokee feet. Osiyo, tsilugi. Rope swung from mule to tent to man, tornadoes came, the wind rearranged the face of the land like a chessboard. This was before the gold rush, the greed of engines, before white men pressing against brown women, nailing crosses by the river, before the slow songs of cotton plantations, the hymns toward God, the murdered dangling like earrings. Under a redwood, two men signed away the land and in history class I don’t understand why a boy whispers sand monkey. The Mexican girls let me sit with them as long as I braid their hair, my fingers dipping into that wet black silk. I try to imitate them at home — mírame, mama — but my mother yells at me, says they didn’t come here so I could speak some beggar language. Heaven is a long weekend. Heaven is a tornado siren canceling school. Heaven is pressed in a pleather booth at the Olive Garden, sipping Pepsi between my gapped teeth, listening to my father mispronounce his meal. death by men by more than you or I can STOP II They sleep who know a regulated place or pulse or tide or changing sky 14 20. Of the Threads that Connect the Stars / Martin Espada Did you ever see stars? asked my father with a cackle. He was not speaking of the heavens, but the white flash in his head when a fist burst between his eyes. In Brooklyn, this would cause men and boys to slap the table with glee; this might be the only heavenly light we'd ever see. I never saw stars. The sky in Brooklyn was a tide of smoke rolling over us from the factory across the avenue, the mattresses burning in the junkyard, the ruins where squatters would sleep, the riots of 1966 that kept me locked in my room like a suspect. My father talked truce on the streets. My son can see the stars through the tall barrel of a telescope. He names the galaxies with the numbers and letters of astronomy. I cannot see what he sees in the telescope, no matter how many eyes I shut. I understand a smoking mattress better than the language of galaxies. My father saw stars. My son sees stars. The earth rolls beneath our feet. We lurch ahead, and one day we have walked this far. 15 carefully rumbling her great underbelly, prepared to pour forth singing— 21. America, I Sing Back / Allison Adelle Hedge Coke for Phil Young, my father, Robert Hedge Coke, Whitman, and Hughes and sing again I will, as I have always done. America, I sing back. Sing back what sung you in. Sing back the moment you cherished breath. Sing you home into yourself and back to reason. Never silenced unless in the company of strangers, singing the stoic face, polite repose, polite, while dancing deep inside, polite Mother of her world. Sister of myself. Oh, before America began to sing, I sung her to sleep, held her cradleboard, wept her into day. My song gave her creation, prepared her delivery, held her severed cord beautifully beaded. When my song sings aloud again. When I call her back to cradle. Call her to peer into waters, to behold herself in dark and light, My song helped her stand, held her hand for first steps, nourished her very being, fed her, placed her three sisters strong. My song comforted her as she battled my reason day and night, call her to sing along, call her to mature, to envision— broke my long held footing sure, as any child might do. Then, she will make herself over. My song will make it so Lo, as she pushed herself away, forced me to remove myself, as I cried this country, my song grew roses in each tear’s fall. When she grows far past her self-considered purpose, I will sing her back, sing her back. I will sing. Oh, I will—I do. My blood veined rivers, painted pipestone quarries circled canyons, while she made herself maiden fine. America, I sing back. Sing back what sung you in. Oh, but here I am, here I am, here, I remain high on each and every peak, 16 22. won’t you celebrate with me / Lucille Clifton what i have shaped into a kind of life? i had no model. born in babylon both nonwhite and woman what did i see to be except myself? i made it up here on this bridge between starshine and clay, my one hand holding tight my other hand; come celebrate with me that everyday something has tried to kill me and has failed. 17 23. from America, America / Saadi Youssef God save America, My home, sweet home! We are not hostages, America, and your soldiers are not God's soldiers... We are the poor ones, ours is the earth of the drowned gods, the gods of bulls, the gods of fires, the gods of sorrows that intertwine clay and blood in a song... We are the poor, ours is the god of the poor, who emerges out of farmers' ribs, hungry and bright, and raises heads up high... America, we are the dead. Let your soldiers come. Whoever kills a man, let him resurrect him. We are the drowned ones, dear lady. We are the drowned. Let the water come. Damascus, 20/8/1995 18 than the loud light of their projectors of themselves they flicker—sepia or blue—all over my body. 24. They Don't Love You Like I Love You / Natalie Diaz My mother said this to me long before Beyoncé lifted the lyrics from the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, All this time, I thought my mother said, Wait, as in, Give them a little more time and what my mother meant by Don’t stray was that she knew all about it—the way it feels to need to know your worth, when really, she said, Weight, meaning heft, preparing me someone to love you, someone not your kind, someone white, some one some many who live for the yoke of myself, the beast of my country’s burdens, which is less worse than because so many of mine have not, and further, live on top of those of ours who don’t. my country’s plow. Yes, when my mother said, They don’t love you like I love you, I’ll say, say, say, I’ll say, say, say, What is the United States if not a clot she meant, Natalie, that doesn’t mean you aren’t good. of clouds? If not spilled milk? Or blood? If not the place we once were in the millions? America is Maps— Maps are ghosts: white and layered with people and places I see through. My mother has always known best, knew that I’d been begging for them, to lay my face against their white laps, to be held in something more 19 by the slimmest of chances, and we meet. Ah, Lord! we meet. And here you are asking—again, it’s absolutely preposterous— I recognized you but you didn’t recognize me. “Is it you?!” But you wouldn’t believe it. And suddenly you burst out and asked: “If you’re really you, What do you hate and who do you love?!” 25. Meeting at an Airport / Taha Muhammead Ali You asked me once, on our way back from the midmorning trip to the spring: “What do you hate, and who do you love?” And I answered, from behind the eyelashes of my surprise, my blood rushing like the shadow cast by a cloud of starlings: “I hate departure . . . I love the spring and the path to the spring, and I worship the middle hours of morning.” And you laughed . . . and the almond tree blossomed and the thicket grew loud with nightingales. And I answered— my blood fleeing the hall, rushing in me like the shadow cast by a cloud of starlings: “I hate departure, and I love the spring, and the path to the spring, and I worship the middle hours of morning.” . . . A question now four decades old: I salute that question’s answer; and an answer as old as your departure; I salute that answer’s question . . . And you wept, and flowers bowed their heads, and doves in the silk of their sorrow stumbled. And today, it’s preposterous, here we are at a friendly airport 20 while I sit waiting for the boyfriend white and forbidden to touch our doorbell. 26. Family Dinner / Priscilla Lee My mother the hard boned Chinese woman 23 years in this country without bothering to learn its language buys lean pork ribs special order at the Hop Sang in Chinatown and cooks dinner for an extended family of twenty-five during holidays. Seated loosely around the dining table trying to eat quietly I am scrubbed down to skin and bone, her oldest daughter— spineless, a headless snake a woman grandfather says who should have her tendons lifted out slowly by the steel point of a darning needle until she writhes. To my mother I'm useless but dangerous, capable of swallowing the family whole into my pelvis 21 28. O Me! O Life! / Walt Whitman 27. I Do / Sjohnna McCray Driving the highway from Atlanta to Phoenix means swapping one type of heat for another. A bead of sweat rolls over my chest, around my belly and evaporates so quickly I forget I’m sweating. Body chemistry changes like the color of my skin: from yellow to sienna. My sister says, it’s a dry heat. At dusk, lightning storms over the mesas. Violets and grays lie down together. Mountains are the color of father’s hands, layers of dark—then light. People move west to die, retire in a life of dust, trade the pollen of the south for a thin coat of grit, the Arizona desert— promesas, promesas. We stop on the outskirts of town and think about being reborn. When he places his mouth near my mouth because he’s so obviously thirsty, when he moves to the well where my tongue spouts out because we’re mostly made of water two-thirds of me is certain: este infierno vale la pena. This hell is worth the risk. Oh me! Oh life! of the questions of these recurring, Of the endless trains of the faithless, of cities fill’d with the foolish, Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?) Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the struggle ever renew’d, Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see around me, Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me intertwined, The question, O me! so sad, recurring—What good amid these, O me, O life? Answer. That you are here—that life exists and identity, That the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse. 22 How am I supposed to enumerate this kid with the Cuban accent? His skin is medium, but his eyes are green. 29. Counting / Margarita Engle Harry Franck, from the United States of America - Census Enumerator I came to Panama planning to dig the Eighth Wonder of the World, but I was told that white men should never be seen working with shovels, so I took a police job, and now I've been transferred to the census. And what about that Puerto Rican scientist, who speaks like a New York professor, or the girl who says she doesn't know where she was born or who her parents are—she could be part native, or part French, Jamaican, Chinese ... I roam the jungle, counting laborers who live in shanties and those who live on the run, fugitives who are too angry to keep working for silver in a system where they know that others earn gold. She could even be part American, from people who passed through here way back in gold rush days. Counting feels just as impossible as turning solid mountains into a ditch. When islanders see me coming, they're afraid of trouble, even though I can't arrest them anymore—now all I need is a record of their names, ages, homelands, and colors. 30. The rules of this census confound me. I'm expected to count white Jamaicans as dark and every shade of Spaniard as semi-white, so that Americans can pretend there's only one color in each country. 23 30. BLK History Month / Nikki Giovanni 31. the way we live now :: / Evie Shockley If Black History Month is not viable then wind does not carry the seeds and drop them on fertile ground rain does not dampen the land and encourage the seeds to root sun does not warm the earth and kiss the seedlings and tell them plain: You’re As Good As Anybody Else You’ve Got A Place Here, Too when the cultivators of corpses are busy seeding plague across vast acres of the land, choking schools and churches in the motley toxins of grief, breeding virile shoots of violence so soon verdant even fools fear to tread in their wake :: when all known tools of resistance are clutched in the hands of the vile like a wilting bouquet, cut from their roots, while the disempowered slice smiles across their own faces and hide the wet knives in writhing thickets of hair for future use :: when breathing in the ashen traces of dreams deferred, the detonator’s ticking a queer echo that amplifies instead of fading :: when thereyou-are is where-you-were and the sunset groans into the atlantic, setting blue fire to dark white bones. 24 We walk into that which we cannot yet see. 32. Praise Song for the Day / Elizabeth Alexander Say it plain: that many have died for this day. Sing the names of the dead who brought us here, who laid the train tracks, raised the bridges, Each day we go about our business, walking past each other, catching each other’s eyes or not, about to speak or speaking. picked the cotton and the lettuce, built brick by brick the glittering edifices they would then keep clean and work inside of. All about us is noise. All about us is noise and bramble, thorn and din, each one of our ancestors on our tongues. Praise song for struggle, praise song for the day. Praise song for every hand-lettered sign, the figuring-it-out at kitchen tables. Someone is stitching up a hem, darning a hole in a uniform, patching a tire, repairing the things in need of repair. Some live by love thy neighbor as thyself, others by first do no harm or take no more than you need. What if the mightiest word is love? Someone is trying to make music somewhere, with a pair of wooden spoons on an oil drum, with cello, boom box, harmonica, voice. Love beyond marital, filial, national, love that casts a widening pool of light, love with no need to pre-empt grievance. A woman and her son wait for the bus. A farmer considers the changing sky. A teacher says, Take out your pencils. Begin. In today’s sharp sparkle, this winter air, any thing can be made, any sentence begun. On the brink, on the brim, on the cusp, We encounter each other in words, words spiny or smooth, whispered or declaimed, words to consider, reconsider. praise song for walking forward in that light. We cross dirt roads and highways that mark the will of some one and then others, who said I need to see what’s on the other side. I know there’s something better down the road. We need to find a place where we are safe. 25 keeping all the wrong emotions in check. 33. Hysteria / Dionisio D. Martinez When I read I bite my lower lip, a habit the plastic surgeon would probably call cosmetic heresy because it accelerates the aging For Ana Menendez It only takes one night with the wind on its knees to imagine Carl Sandburg unfolding a map of Chicago, puzzled, then walking the wrong way. process. I think of Carl Sandburg and the White Sox; I think of wind in Tiananmen Square, how a country deprived of laughter ages invisibly; I think The lines on his face are hard to read. I alternate between the tv, where a plastic surgeon is claiming that every facial expression causes wrinkles, and of the Great Walls of North America, each of them a grip on some outfield like a rookie’s hands around a bat when the wind is against him; I bite the newspaper. I picture the surgeon reading the lines on Sandburg’s face, lines that would’ve made more sense if the poet had been, say, a tree growing my lower lip again; I want to learn to think in American, to believe that a headline is a fact and all stories are suspect. in a wind orchard. Maybe he simply smiled too much. I’m reading about the All-Star game, thinking that maybe Sandburg saw the White Sox of 1919. 34. Last Snow/ Heid E. Erdrich I love American newspapers, the way each section is folded independently and believes it owns the world. There’s this brief item in the inter- Dumped wet and momentary on a dull ground that’s been clear but clearly sleeping, for days. Last snow melts as it falls, piles up slush, runs in first light making a music in the streets we wish we could keep. Last snow. That’s what we’ll think for weeks to come. Close sun sets up a glare that smarts like a good cry. We could head north and north and never let this season go. Stubborn beast, the body reads the past in the change of light, knows the blow of grief in the time of trees’ tight-fisted leaves. Stubborn calendar of bone. Last snow. Now it must always be so. national pages: the Chinese government has posted signs in Tiananmen Square, forbidding laughter. I’m sure the plastic surgeon would approve, he’d say the Chinese will look young much longer, their faces unnaturally smooth, but what I see (although no photograph accompanies the story) is laughter bursting inside them. I go back to the sports section and a closeup of a rookie in mid-swing, his face 26 35. I Eat Breakfast to Begin the Day / Zubair Ahmed 36. Poem Without an End / Yehuda Amichai I create time I cannot create time I’m frozen in place I cannot be frozen I’m moving but don’t notice I notice me moving, I pay attention To the small yet immense yet Small movements that guide My limbs, my hair growth, my joint oils I don’t think about it I don’t feel it either I don’t have emotions right now I see films of divine quality I don’t see any films This black This not black To me I am I am not to me not I walk with this hollowness I walk with this blooming I’m moving outward forever Onward eternally inward I create all objects like shampoos And cats, I create nothing Like space and antimatter I resign to the clocks that keep time I surrender to the clocks that don’t keep time I’m sure about it, the color white I’m not sure about it, what is word? Oh, the loops and unloops Destiny unfolds in my knees I eat breakfast to begin the day Inside the brand-new museum there’s an old synagogue. Inside the synagogue is me. Inside me my heart. Inside my heart a museum. Inside the museum a synagogue, inside it me, inside me my heart, inside my heart a museum 27 37. Hip Hop Analogies / Tara Betts If you be boy, then I be girl who wants to sync samples into classic. After Miguel and Erykah Badu If you be the needle I be the LP. If you be the buffed wall, I be the Krylon. If you be the backspin, I be the break. If you be the head nod, I be the bass line. If you be a Phillie, I be the razor. If you be microphone, then I be palm. If you be cipher, then I be beatbox. If you be hands thrown up, then I be yes, yes, y’all. If you be throwback, then I be remix. If you be footwork, then I be uprock. If you be turntable, then I be crossfader. If you be downtown C train, then I be southbound Red Line. If you be shell toes, then I be hoodie. If you be freestyle, then I be piece book. If you be Sharpie, then I be tag. 38. The Everglades / Campbell McGrath Green and blue and white, it is a flag for Florida stitched by hungry ibises. It is a paradise of flocks, a cornucopia of wind and grass and dark, slow waters. Turtles bask in the last tatters of afternoon, frogs perfect their symphony at dusk— in its solitude we remember ourselves, dimly, as creatures of mud and starlight. Clouds and savannahs and horizons, its emptiness is an antidote, its ink illuminates the manuscript of the heart. It is not ours though it is ours to destroy or preserve, this the kingdom of otter, kingfisher, alligator, heron. If the sacred is a river within us, let it flow like this, serene and magnificent, forever. 28 & glide like a sparrow hawk. Lay ups. Fast breaks. We had moves we didn't know We had. Our bodies spun On swivels of bone & faith, Through a lyric slipknot Of joy, & we knew we were Beautiful & dangerous. 39. Slam, Dunk, & Hook / Yusef Komunyakaa Fast breaks. Lay ups. With Mercury's Insignia on our sneakers, We outmaneuvered the footwork Of bad angels. Nothing but a hot Swish of strings like silk Ten feet out. In the roundhouse Labyrinth our bodies Created, we could almost Last forever, poised in midair Like storybook sea monsters. A high note hung there A long second. Off The rim. We'd corkscrew Up & dunk balls that exploded The skullcap of hope & good Intention. Lanky, all hands & feet...sprung rhythm. We were metaphysical when girls Cheered on the sidelines. Tangled up in a falling, Muscles were a bright motor Double-flashing to the metal hoop Nailed to our oak. When Sonny Boy's mama died He played nonstop all day, so hard Our backboard splintered. Glistening with sweat, We rolled the ball off Our fingertips. Trouble Was there slapping a blackjack Against an open palm. Dribble, drive to the inside, 40. Try to Praise the Mutilated World / Adam Zagajewski TRANSLATED BY CLARE CAVANAGH Try to praise the mutilated world. Remember June's long days, and wild strawberries, drops of rosé wine. The nettles that methodically overgrow the abandoned homesteads of exiles. You must praise the mutilated world. You watched the stylish yachts and ships; one of them had a long trip ahead of it, while salty oblivion awaited others. You've seen the refugees going nowhere, you've heard the executioners sing joyfully. You should praise the mutilated world. Remember the moments when we were together in a white room and the curtain fluttered. Return in thought to the concert where music flared. You gathered acorns in the park in autumn and leaves eddied over the earth's scars. Praise the mutilated world and the gray feather a thrush lost, and the gentle light that strays and vanishes and returns. 29 girl in a classroom on the lucky side of town who did not know what had happened yet & electrical fire is a smell I 41. Jakarta, January / Sarah Kay did not know I did not like until my neighborhood After Hanif Abdurraqib & Frank O’Hara smelled that way for weeks & blue skies is a sight I have It is the last class of the day & I am teaching a classroom never trusted again & poetry is what I reached for in the of sixth graders about poetry & across town a man has days when the ash would not stop falling & there is a walked into a Starbucks & blown himself up while some sixth grade girl in this classroom whose father is in that other men throw grenades in the street & shoot into the Starbucks & she does not know what has happened yet & crowd of civilians & I am 27 years old which means I am what is a girl if not a pulsing thing learning what the the only person in this room who was alive when this world will take from her & what if I am still a girl sitting happened in New York City & I was in eighth grade & in my classroom on the lucky side of town making a sitting in my classroom for the first class of the day & I careless joke looking at the teacher for some kind of made a joke about how mad everyone was going to be at answer & what if I am also the teacher without any the pilot who messed up & later added, how stupid do answers looking back at myself & what is an adult if not you have to be for it to happen twice? & the sixth graders a terrified thing desperate to protect something you are practicing listing sensory details & somebody calls cannot save? & how lucky do you have to be for it to miss out blue skies as a sight they love & nobody in this you twice? & tomorrow a sixth grade girl will come to classroom knows what has happened yet & they do not class while her father has the shrapnel pulled from his know that the school is in lockdown which is a word we body & maybe she will reach for poetry & the sky outside did not have when I was in sixth grade & the whole class the classroom is so terribly blue & the students are quiet is laughing because a boy has called out dog poop as a & looking at me & waiting for a grown-up or a poem or smell he does not like & what is a boy if not a glowing an answer or a bell to ring & the bell rings & they float up thing learning what he can get away with & I was once a from their seats like tiny ghosts & are gone 30 or the impossible vocabulary of sorrow that won’t explain the empty desks of twenty children marked absent today, and forever. Many prayers, but one light breathing color into stained glass windows, life into the faces of bronze statues, warmth onto the steps of our museums and park benches as mothers watch children slide into the day. One ground. Our ground, rooting us to every stalk of corn, every head of wheat sown by sweat and hands, hands gleaning coal or planting windmills in deserts and hilltops that keep us warm, hands digging trenches, routing pipes and cables, hands as worn as my father’s cutting sugarcane so my brother and I could have books and shoes. The dust of farms and deserts, cities and plains mingled by one wind—our breath. Breathe. Hear it through the day’s gorgeous din of honking cabs, buses launching down avenues, the symphony of footsteps, guitars, and screeching subways, the unexpected song bird on your clothes line. Hear: squeaky playground swings, trains whistling, or whispers across café tables, Hear: the doors we open for each other all day, saying: hello / shalom, buon giorno / howdy / namaste / or buenos días in the language my mother taught me—in every language spoken into one wind carrying our lives without prejudice, as these words break from my lips. One sky: since the Appalachians and Sierras claimed their majesty, and the Mississippi and Colorado 42. One Today / Richard Blanco One sun rose on us today, kindled over our shores, peeking over the Smokies, greeting the faces of the Great Lakes, spreading a simple truth across the Great Plains, then charging across the Rockies. One light, waking up rooftops, under each one, a story told by our silent gestures moving behind windows. My face, your face, millions of faces in morning’s mirrors, each one yawning to life, crescendoing into our day: pencil-yellow school buses, the rhythm of traffic lights, fruit stands: apples, limes, and oranges arrayed like rainbows begging our praise. Silver trucks heavy with oil or paper— bricks or milk, teeming over highways alongside us, on our way to clean tables, read ledgers, or save lives— to teach geometry, or ring-up groceries as my mother did for twenty years, so I could write this poem. All of us as vital as the one light we move through, the same light on blackboards with lessons for the day: equations to solve, history to question, or atoms imagined, the “I have a dream” we keep dreaming, 31 worked their way to the sea. Thank the work of our hands: weaving steel into bridges, finishing one more report for the boss on time, stitching another wound or uniform, the first brush stroke on a portrait, or the last floor on the Freedom Tower jutting into a sky that yields to our resilience. One sky, toward which we sometimes lift our eyes tired from work: some days guessing at the weather of our lives, some days giving thanks for a love that loves you back, sometimes praising a mother who knew how to give, or forgiving a father who couldn’t give what you wanted. We head home: through the gloss of rain or weight of snow, or the plum blush of dusk, but always— home, always under one sky, our sky. And always one moon like a silent drum tapping on every rooftop and every window, of one country—all of us— facing the stars hope—a new constellation waiting for us to map it, waiting for us to name it—together 32 He’d hand me a scarred lunchpail, let me unlace the hightop G.I. boots, call him the new name I’d invented that day in school, write it for him on his newspaper. He’d rub my face with hands that felt like gravel roads, tell me to move, go play, an then he’d walk to the laundry sink to scrub, rinse the dirt of his long day from a face brown and grained as koa wood. 43. What For / Garrett Hongo At six I lived for spells: how a few Hawaiian words could call up the rain, could hymn like the sea in the long swirl of chambers curling in the nautilus of a shell, how Amida’s ballads of the Buddhaland in the drone of the priest’s liturgy could conjure money from the poor and give them nothing but mantras, the strange syllables that healed desire. I wanted to take away the pain in his legs, the swelling in his joints, give him back his hearing, clear and rare as crystal chimes, the fins of glass that wrinkled and sparked the air with their sound. I lived for stories about the war my grandfather told over hana cards, slapping them down on the mats with a sharp Japanese kiai. I lived for songs my grandmother sang stirring curry into a thick stew, weaving a calligraphy of Kannon’s love into grass mats and straw sandals. I wanted to heal the sores that work and war had sent to him, let him play catch in the backyard with me, tossing a tennis ball past papaya trees without the shoulders of pain shrugging back his arms. I lived for the red volcano dirt staining my toes, the salt residue of surf and sea wind in my hair, the arc of a flat stone skipping in the hollow trough of a wave. I wanted to become a doctor of pure magic, to string a necklace of sweet words fragrant as pine needles and plumeria, fragrant as the bread my mother baked, place it like a lei of cowrie shells and pikake flowers around my father’s neck, and chant him a blessing, a sutra. I lived in a child’s world, waited for my father to drag himself home, dusted with blasts of sand, powdered and the strange ash of raw cement, his deafness made worse by the clang of pneumatic drills, sore in his bones from the buckings of a jackhammer. 33 44. Nationhood / Laura Da I am a citizen of two nations: Shawnee and American. I have one son who is a citizen of three. Before he was born, I learned that, like all infants, he would need to experience a change of heart at birth in order to survive. When a baby successfully breathes in through the lungs, the heart changes from parallel flow to serial flow and the shunt between the right and left atriums closes. Our new bodies obliterate old frontiers. North America is mistakenly called nascent. The Shawnee nation is mistakenly called moribund. America established a mathematical beginning point in 1785 in what was then called the Northwest Territory. Before that, it was known in many languages as the eastern range of the Shawnee, Miami, and Huron homelands. I do not have the Shawnee words to describe this place; the notation that is available to me is 40º38’32.61” N 80º31’9.76” W. 34 or a gin bottle if you can’t sleep, and if you stopped drinking, a pack of cigarettes. After that, you’re on your own, you pack up and leave. You still call the city beside the strait home. Make no mistake, it’s miserable. After all, you bought a one-way Greyhound ticket, cursed each and every pothole on the road out. But that’s where you stood before a mirror in the dark, where you were too tired to complain. You never go back. Things could be worse. Maybe. Detroit is a shithole, it’s where you were pulled from the womb into the streets. Listen, when I say Detroit, I mean any place. By thinking American, I mean made. 45. Fin de Fête / Charlotte Mew Sweetheart, for such a day One mustn’t grudge the score; Here, then, it’s all to pay, It’s Good-night at the door. Good-night and good dreams to you,— Do you remember the picture-book thieves Who left two children sleeping in a wood the long night through, And how the birds came down and covered them with leaves? So you and I should have slept,—But now, Oh, what a lonely head! With just the shadow of a waving bough In the moonlight over your bed. 46. Thinking American / Hayan Charara —For Dioniso D. Martínez Take Detroit, where boys are manufactured into men, where you learn to think in American. You speak to no one unless someone speaks to you. Everyone is suspect: baldheaded carriers from the post office; old Polish ladies who swear to Jesus, Joseph, and Mary; your brother, especially your brother, waiting in a long line for work. There’s always a flip side. No matter what happens, tomorrow is a day away, 35 47. A Poem for S. / Jessica Greenbaum 48. Nice Voice / Kathy Jetnil-Kijiner When my daughter whines I tell her to say what you want in a nice voice. My nice voice is reserved for meetings with a view, my palm outstretched saying here. Are our problems. Legacies rolling out like multicolored marbles. Don’t focus so much on the ‘doom and gloom’ they keep saying. We don’t want to depress. Everyone. This is only our survival. We rely heavily on foreign aid I am instructed to say. I am instructed to point out the need for funds to build islands, move families from weto after weto, my mouth a shovel to spade the concrete with but I am just pointing out neediness. So needy. These small. Underdeveloped countries. I feel myself shrinking in the back of the taxi when a diplomat compliments me. How brave for admitting it so openly. The allure of global negotiations dulls. Like the back of a worn spoon. I lose myself easily in a kemem. Kemem defined as feast. As celebration. A baby’s breath endures their first year so we pack hundreds of close bodies under tents, lined up for plates I pass to my cousin, assembly line style. Our gloved hands pluck out barbeque chicken, fried fish, scoop potato salad, dew-like droplets of bōb and mā. Someone yells for another container of jajimi. The speaker warbles a keyboarded song. A child inevitably cries. Mine dances in the middle of the party. A pair elbow each other to rip hanging beach balls from their strings. The MC shouts Boke ajiri ne nejim jen maan. The children are obstructing our view. Someone wheels a grandma onto the dance floor. The dances begin here is a nice celebration of survival. Because you used to leaf through the dictionary, Casually, as someone might in a barber shop, and Devotedly, as someone might in a sanctuary, Each letter would still have your attention if not For the responsibilities life has tightly fit, like Gears around the cog of you, like so many petals Hinged on a daisy. That’s why I’ll just use your Initial. Do you know that in one treasured story, a Jewish ancestor, horseback in the woods at Yom Kippur, and stranded without a prayer book, Looked into the darkness and realized he had Merely to name the alphabet to ask forgiveness— No congregation of figures needed, he could speak One letter at a time because all of creation Proceeded from those. He fed his horse, and then Quietly, because it was from his heart, he Recited them slowly, from aleph to tav. Within those Sounds, all others were born, all manner of Trials, actions, emotions, everything needed to Understand who he was, had been, how flaws Venerate the human being, how aspirations return Without spite. Now for you, may your wife’s X-ray return with good news, may we raise our Zarfs to both your names in the Great Book of Life. 36 while he slept. The clock he whittled as a boy still ran. Neighbors woke him up with warm bread and quilts. At nightfall he took out 49. Banneker / Rita Dove What did he do except lie under a pear tree, wrapped in a great cloak, and meditate on the heavenly bodies? Venerable, the good people of Baltimore whispered, shocked and more than a little afraid. After all it was said he took to strong drink. Why else would he stay out under the stars all night and why hadn’t he married? his rifle—a white-maned figure stalking the darkened breast of the Union—and shot at the stars, and by chance one went out. Had he killed? I assure thee, my dear Sir! Lowering his eyes to fields sweet with the rot of spring, he could see a government’s domed city rising from the morass and spreading in a spiral of lights.... But who would want him! Neither Ethiopian nor English, neither lucky nor crazy, a capacious bird humming as he penned in his mind another enflamed letter to President Jefferson—he imagined the reply, polite and rhetorical. Those who had been to Philadelphia reported the statue of Benjamin Franklin before the library his very size and likeness. A wife? No, thank you. At dawn he milked the cows, then went inside and put on a pot to stew 37 50. Ixmiquilpan, Hidalgo, México / Natalie ScentersZapico 5 When you wade across the river you only have to worry about swimming if a current pulls you under, not the red glare of night-vision goggles, floodlights & guns. 1 Part of the simulation is not knowing your coyote's real name. Part of the simulation is knowing your group could leave you behind. Part of the simulation is knowing that if you are left behind, a pickup truck will take you back to your hotel. 6 In the simulation, only two people make it to the other side without getting stopped by actors portraying la migra or narcos. All are brought back for cups of atole. It's three in the morning, a girl laughs. 2 Through caves, through brush, through needles we form a line by holding on to a stranger's backpack. In the dark live rounds are fired. I duck, people laugh. 7 I walk back to my room, turn on the light & the flying ants won't stop swarming. It is so dark & have so much water left in my jug. My teeth full of grit from the atole. 3 The desert here is no desert at all & I think of how I could cut a thick barrel cactus open & eat it. In Chihuahua I've never seen thick barrel cactus, only the thin long threads of ocotillo that don't carry much water. 4 The chairos pay 250 pesos to walk all night in the desert in the middle of México to simulate a border crossing. They bring jugs filled with water & pose for selfies. 38 51. Face Blindness / Cynthia Aarieu-King I mention my Han melancholy and you murmur, No, Grandpa told Uncle DiDi we’re Mongolian, I thought you knew? They look at the photo and agree that’s dad in the class photo of Ip Man, Wing Chun master. I look at the face and cannot say it looks like him to me. You who had permission to deck any lump on the bus, who got asked later, Are you okay? My brother asked his forensics detective coworker to look at the face. I walk down the street feeling overly safe, I dgaf and want to magic you my extra. Mom thinks it’s him too, he says proudly. But my face fails me with a weak best, what friends know as “powered- down mode.” My mother often watches game shows and says look it looks like (insert neighbor) and I look up to see some not-evenballpark bone structure. What in the world is she thinking is what I sometimes ask myself, says a colleague about this face. What was my father’s face like when he left his country? What I partly see, what partly disappears in the mirror. What was his face like when, alone, he made the pork and peas, washed socks. This wretched neighborhood, when I say hi to white people on the street they don’t say hi back. Chinese either. Who has mastered this face, no sweeping lashes, just one naked thought after another. The young people I think I smile at in a dark crowd who walk away as if my face said, You’re standing in my way move along. I’d dress as Robert Smith or The Crow in high school and friends would say, But you look normal that way. 39 52. Wade in the Water / Tracy K. Smith To climb. O Woods—O Dogs— O Tree—O Gun—O Girl, run— O Miraculous Many Gone— O Lord—O Lord—O Lord— Is this love the trouble you promised? for the Geechee Gullah Ring Shouters One of the women greeted me. I love you, she said. She didn't Know me, but I believed her, And a terrible new ache Rolled over in my chest, Like in a room where the drapes Have been swept back. I love you, I love you, as she continued Down the hall past other strangers, Each feeling pierced suddenly By pillars of heavy light. I love you, throughout The performance, in every Handclap, every stomp. I love you in the rusted iron Chains someone was made To drag until love let them be Unclasped and left empty In the center of the ring. I love you in the water Where they pretended to wade, Singing that old blood-deep song That dragged us to those banks And cast us in. I love you, The angles of it scraping at Each throat, shouldering past The swirling dust motes In those beams of light That whatever we now knew We could let ourselves feel, knew 53. A Jelly-Fish / Marianne Moore Visible, invisible, A fluctuating charm, An amber-colored amethyst Inhabits it; your arm Approaches, and It opens and It closes; You have meant To catch it, And it shrivels; You abandon Your intent— It opens, and it Closes and you Reach for it— The blue Surrounding it Grows cloudy, and It floats away From you. 40 and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully as the horse it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I’m telling you about it 54. Having a Coke with You / Frank O’Hara is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together for the first time 41 55. Mimesis / Fady Joudah 56. Relic / Jennifer Foerster An atlas on the underside of my dream. My half-shut eyelid— a black wing. I dipped sharp quills in the night’s mouth— moths swarmed from my throat. I pulled a feather blanket over my skeleton and woke— a map of America flapping in the dark. Once I dreamt of inheriting this— my mother who still follows crows through the field, my sister’s small hand tucked inside hers, me on her breast in a burial quilt. My daughter wouldn’t hurt a spider That had nested Between her bicycle handles For two weeks She waited Until it left of its own accord If you tear down the web I said It will simply know This isn’t a place to call home And you’d get to go biking She said that’s how others Become refugees isn’t it? 42 57. Commercial Break / Jacqueline Woodson Last night this commercial came on TV. It was this white lady making a nice dinner for her husband. She made him some baked chicken with potatoes and gravy and some kind of greens—not collards, but they still looked real good. Everything looked so delicious, I just wanted to reach into that television and snatch a plate for myself. He gave her a kiss and then a voice came on saying He'll love you for it and then the commercial went off. I sat on Miss Edna's scratchy couch wondering if that man and woman really ate that food or just threw it all away. Now Ms. Marcus wants to know why I wrote that the lady is white and I say because it's true. And Ms. Marcus says Lonnie, what does race have to do with it, forgetting that she asked us to use lots of details when we wrote. Forgetting that whole long talk she gave yesterday about the importance of description! I don't say anything back to her, just look down at my arm. It's dark brown and there's a scab by my wrist that I don't pick at if I remember not to. I look at my knuckles. They're real dark too. Outside it's starting to rain and the way the rain comes down—tap, tapping against the window—gets me to thinking. Ms. Marcus don't understand some things even though she's my favorite teacher in the world. Things like my brown, brown arm. And the white lady and man with all that good food to throw away. How if you turn on your TV, that's what you see—people with lots and lots of stuff not having to sit on scratchy couches in Miss Edna's house. And the true fact is alotta those people are white. Maybe it's that if you're white you can't see all the whiteness around you. 43 of sweat and talc, who were in constant wide-blue-eyed bewilderment as to why they were profusely perspiring in the tropics, instead of living out some winter wonderland Bobsey Twins fantasy, who were oblivious to their parents’ desperate efforts to save the dusky masses, ignorant enough to believe in the secret lives of stuffed animals. I could not eat animal crackers because I did not want to hurt the poor things; but, braised the right way, I could eat any part of a pig, starting with the head, working on the soft flesh around the eyes, savoring its raspy tongue with a dipping sauce of ginger, chilies and lime. 58. Grave / Justin Chin In the harsh glare of an easily reprehensible life. The channel changer is lost in the crack of an infinite sofa. Everything falls apart, everything breaks down, torn into a million fragments, Jericho everyday. I want to be the blameless victim in this canceled puppet show, the marionette every mother loves, the one souvenirs are modeled from. (In that lifetime, Elton John will write mushy ballads just for me. Michael Jackson will want to be my best friend. He’d take me to the Neverland Ranch, and by the llama feeding trough, he’d say something like, “You’re a great guy, don’t give up, stay positive!” And I’d say, “Michael, you fucking idiot, I am positive!” And he’d say, “Oh, you’re so funny! Would you like to touch Bubbles?” And I would.) Oh blameless innocent victim. What measures a lifetime? I used to have this theory about how much life a human body could hold. It all had to do with the number of heartbeats. Each human is assigned a number determined by an unknown power cascading over the dark waters of the unformed Earth. For some, it was a magnificently high number, seen only in Richie Rich comics, and for others, it was frightfully low, like twenty-six. No bargaining, no coupons, no White Flower Day sale, no specials. Once you hit your number, you croak. I imagined the angels in heaven In the crux of my hollow innocent youth, I believed that my teddy bears had feelings. To cure me of this, my guardians made me give them to the church missionaries’ children. Scrubbed-clean rosy-cheeked blonde kids who smelled 44 and the demons in hell gathering to watch the counters turn, like how I enjoyed watching the speedometer line up to a row of similar numbers, and especially when the row of nines turned into the row of zeros. You know what they say, God never closes a door before making sure that the windows are barricaded and the fire escape is inaccessible. I used to know how to stop the revolution of planets. Oh blameless innocent victim. What measures eternity? I used to know how to save the world. An eternal damnation. An everlasting love. Now, I don’t know anything anymore. I could not imagine the night sky stretched out forever, so I decided that it came to an end at some point, by a velvet rope it ended and beyond that rope were row after row of cushioned seats, a majestic cosmic theater, playing every movie I can remember. I want to be able to evoke those blameless and innocent days, to revel in their ignorance and goodness as if they have the power to protect and to heal, and to strengthen, and to bring me to safety long after all other resources were exhausted. But I emerge anew in the wreckage, blinking in the sunlight, the residue of salt water in my belly. 45 59. Taking One for the Team / Sara Holbrook We practiced together, sweat and stained. We pummeled each other and laughed off pain. Teams may disagree, may tease, may blame. Teams may bicker and whine, but get down for the game. You had my back. We fought the fight. And though our score was less last night, we're walking tall. Our team came through and stuck together like Crazy Glue. I'm proud to say I lost with you. 46 screamy dinosaurs. I want Cicely Tyson to make a speech, maybe two. I want Viola Davis to save the city in the last scene with a black fist afro pick through the last dinosaur’s long, cold-blood neck. But this can’t be a black movie. This can’t be a black movie. This movie can’t be dismissed 60. Dinosaurs in the Hood / Danez Smith Let’s make a movie called Dinosaurs in the Hood. Jurassic Park meets Friday meets The Pursuit of Happyness. There should be a scene where a little black boy is playing with a toy dinosaur on the bus, then looks out the window & sees the T. Rex, because there has to be a T. Rex. Don’t let Tarantino direct this. In his version, the boy plays with a gun, the metaphor: black boys toy with their own lives, the foreshadow to his end, the spitting image of his father. F--- that, the kid has a plastic Brontosaurus or Triceratops & this is his proof of magic or God or Santa. I want a scene because of its cast or its audience. This movie can’t be a metaphor for black people & extinction. This movie can’t be about race. This movie can’t be about black pain or cause black people pain. This movie can’t be about a long history of having a long history with hurt. This movie can’t be about race. Nobody can say nigga in this movie where a cop car gets pooped on by a pterodactyl, a scene where the corner store turns into a battle ground. Don’t let the Wayans brothers in this movie. I don’t want any racist shit about Asian people or overused Latino stereotypes. This movie is about a neighborhood of royal folks — who can’t say it to my face in public. No chicken jokes in this movie. No bullets in the heroes. & no one kills the black boy. & no one kills the black boy. & no one kills the black boy. Besides, the only reason I want to make this is for that first scene anyway: the little black boy on the bus with a toy dinosaur, his eyes wide & endless children of slaves & immigrants & addicts & exiles — saving their town from real-ass dinosaurs. I don’t want some cheesy yet progressive Hmong sexy hot dude hero with a funny yet strong commanding black girl buddy-cop film. This is not a vehicle for Will Smith & Sofia Vergara. I want grandmas on the front porch taking out raptors his dreams possible, pulsing, & right there. with guns they hid in walls & under mattresses. I want those little spitty, 47 61. I Feel Horrible. She Doesn’t / Richard Brautigan that by observing the constellations of the night sky I feel horrible. She doesn’t love me and I wander around the house like a sewing machine that’s just finished sewing a turd to a garbage can lid. they're gazing at the star spots on my fur that I am and always will be the wild 62. Jaguar / Francisco X. Alarcon some say I'm now almost extinct in this park untamed living spirit of this jungle but the people who say this don't know that by smelling the orchids in the trees they're sensing the fragrance of my chops that by hearing the rumbling of the waterfalls they're listening to my ancestors' great roar 48 63. The One About the Robbers / Zachary Schomburg I ask him about Rihanna, and he tells me his friend was pressured into doing it. She makes a new tattoo appointment once she returns to America, to cover up the indigenous ink she received here and I’m reminded of my own unworthiness You tell me a joke about two robbers who hide from the police. One robber hides as a sack of cats and the other robber hides as a sack of potatoes. That is the punch line somehow, the sack of potatoes, but all I can think about is how my dad used to throw me over his shoulder when I was very small and call me his sack of potatoes. I've got a sack of potatoes he would yell, spinning around in a circle, the arm not holding me reaching out for a sale. Does anyone want to buy my sack of potatoes? No one ever wanted to buy me. We were always the only two people in the room. that I sometimes throw in the backseat of my pride. She didn’t deserve that tatau. I get that. I plan to get my malu one day, but I just don’t feel like I deserve it yet, I tell him as his body is still pressed against mine, his precision below my chin, steady and solemn. I find it interesting, he says, when people say they don’t feel like they ‘deserve’ their malu. To me, your malu feels like your birthright no? I swallow without speaking. My breath held captive in his indigenous hands. Between each buzz of the gun’s mouth on my indigenous skin. 64. Deserving / Terisa Siagatonn He runs the gun down my sternum wrists pressed against my breasts the ink sharp from the lip of the gun’s hum. Exhale only when he loosens. Carrie captures all of this on film. Photos failing to snap my ancestors guiding his hand down my chest. 49 65. Leisure / W. H. Davies 66. God Says Yes to Me / Kaylin Haught WHAT is this life if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare?— I asked God if it was okay to be melodramatic and she said yes I asked her if it was okay to be short and she said it sure is I asked her if I could wear nail polish or not wear nail polish and she said honey she calls me that sometimes she said you can do just exactly what you want to Thanks God I said And is it even okay if I don't paragraph my letters Sweetcakes God said who knows where she picked that up what I'm telling you is Yes Yes Yes No time to stand beneath the boughs, And stare as long as sheep and cows: No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass: No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night: No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance: No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began? A poor life this if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. 50 67. ‘Tis a Fearful Thing/ Chaim Stern ‘Tis a fearful thing to love what death can touch. To Love What Death Can Touch A fearful thing to love, to hope, to dream, to be – to be, And oh, to lose. A thing for fools, this, And a holy thing, a holy thing to love. For your life has lived in me, your laugh once lifted me, your word was gift to me. To remember this brings painful joy. ‘Tis a human thing, love, a holy thing, to love what death has touched. 68. Not/ Erin Hanson You are not your age, nor the size of clothes you wear, You are not a weight, or the color of your hair. You are not your name, or the dimples in your cheeks. You are all the books you read, and all the words you speak. You are your croaky morning voice, and the smiles you try to hide. You’re the sweetness in your laughter, and every tear you’ve cried. You’re the songs you sing so loudly when you know you’re all alone. You’re the places that you’ve been to, and the one that you call home. You’re the things that you believe in, and the people whom you love. You’re the photos in your bedroom, and the future you dream of. You’re made of so much beauty, but it seems that you forgot When you decided that you were defined by all the things you’re not. 51 69. Masks/Shel Silverstein 70. Mustn’ts/Shel Silverstein 52