Dear Self,
Past events in my life have escalated a lot which is
not good. When you think that everything has changed
for the better, well, it certainly did not. People only sees
me if they want something from me, not because they
want me. (sigh) You know what, self? These recent days,
I’ve wondered if people have ever asked me what I want
or what I need but then I realized that I’m the one who
keeps on giving all their wants and needs, they even
forgot to fulfill even just one of my deepest desires. I
have also come to the point where I knew that I saved
a lot of people, but none really pondered if I’m worth
saving, at least. I’m not even surprised that only one or
two persons know my secrets, so, I’ve also contemplated
if I’m worth getting to know at.
As you may have noticed, this is my most forward
letter to date. I’ve stated all, well almost, I think, of
what I felt in this letter. I don’t know what will happen
in the future, but I have only one hope: that I won’t be
able to reach the breaking point just like my sister did.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Sincerely,
Me