Community Group Observation Paper Emily Tejml PART ONE The group meeting that I decided to attend was an Alcohol Anonymous (AA) group called Children of Chaos. AA Children of Chaos is a group that focuses on eradicating addiction by exploring childhood trauma. This group meeting took place on October 15, 2019 from noon to 1:00 pm. The location of the meeting was at the Austin Galano Club off Guadalupe. There were 32 people that attended the meeting with ages ranging from early twenties to late fifties. Most group members were in their mid-thirties. Most of the group members were white men and women. There were a few people that appeared to be Latino or Native American. Most of the people within the group were from a low socioeconomic background. A few group members shared that they were from a more privileged socioeconomic background. Surprisingly, the room was almost completely equal ratio of men to women with 18 women and 14 men. There were also two emotional support dogs in the room. There were no people with apparent physical disabilities, but I noticed that the building appeared to be ADA compliant. This was indicated by multiple handicapped parking spots near the entrance of the building, a low threshold to enter the building, no stairs, and wide hallways. AA Children of Chaos is based on addiction recovery and sobriety. The group focuses on resolving childhood trauma that may impede recovery. Before the meeting, complimentary coffee and donuts are served to welcome the attendees. Most people were mingling with each other before the meeting began. The atmosphere of the group felt warm and welcoming. The group facilitator asked the group at large if they minded if a student observed the meeting. Everyone responded that they did not. I did not feel any apprehension or discomfort while observing the meeting. The meeting began on time with the leader announcing her name and that she was an alcoholic. Everyone voiced their hellos in unison. The leader prompted everyone to introduce themselves and state what addiction they have been battling. After introductions, the leader prompted everyone to open a book that had been placed on all the tables called the Big Book. The chapter of focus was “We Agnostics”. The facilitator asked if someone would like to read the first paragraph then pass the next one on to someone else. Several people took turns reading. The chapter focused on individual spirituality and recovering from alcoholism. At the end of the passage, the leader instructed that each person who wanted to share their reaction to the chapter would be given one minute to speak. She explained that the time limit should be followed so that everyone can have an opportunity to speak. I appreciated the leader’s effortless assertiveness without being too negative or demanding. Once the floor was opened, multiple members raised their hands. The group members decided to begin from left to right, which I thought demonstrated how easily the was able to function and interact. To my surprise, almost all the attending members shared their opinions. Each group member respected the time limit and spoke encouragingly to the group at large. Many members reassured others in the group that sobriety can be achieved with the help of spirituality. The culture of the group radiated warmth and support. It was obvious that the group was in the working stages because everyone was willing to share their thoughts and be vulnerable. Almost all the members shared their beliefs and gave constructive feedback to others who voiced concerns. No one seemed to respond defensively or appeared uncomfortable. Everyone seemed at ease with sharing information and listening to others speak. Throughout the meeting, I was highly impressed with the flow of the conversation and the thoughtful responses that were shared. Many people voiced their fears about relapsing or losing faith which was always reciprocated by other members validating their fears and offering support. A member shared her story that she had relapsed for five weeks after being sober for over six months. She explained how she recovered from her relapse by starting to pray again. She stated that by praying to God, she felt like she had something to give her worries to instead of turning to the bottle. After she concluded, another member praised her for her vulnerability and strength to recover from her relapse. While reflecting on the group meeting, I realized how thankful I am that they allowed me to be a part of such a beautiful meeting. PART TWO As an attendee at AA Children of Chaos, I felt incredibly warm and welcomed by the group facilitator and group members. People were kind to me and did not make me feel unwanted. The way the group members treated each other was inspiring. They encouraged and supported each other, no matter where they were at in their path to sobriety. I loved how the facilitator introduced the group norms and instructed the group in a highly structured manner. She did not waste any time on her own agenda, but quickly opened the floor to the group members. I appreciated how easily she was able to lead a large group of people and not feel any pressure to say more than what was necessary. An improvement for this meeting that I would suggest is to find literature that is accepting of agnostic and atheist beliefs. Many participants voiced their dissatisfaction about not feeling like their views were not validated by the reading. The Big Book was written in 1939. The time period which the Big Book was written was not accepting of other religions besides Christianity. I would suggest that AA needs to find a replacement for the outdated Big Book. A book that is inclusive of all spiritual beliefs would be best for people working through their spirituality and recovering from alcoholism. I. How did your experience relate to course readings and discussions? Be sure to cite multiple theoretical concepts from class readings in your observations and assessments. II. Comment on the potential value of such groups for your personal/professional aspirations and the field of social work as a whole. III. Concluding comments.