Narrative Summary Interview with Reverend Ellen Martin by Callee Bertram Reverend Ellen Martian was not always addressed as a Reverend, but instead as Ms. Martin, biology teacher. She was a high school biology teacher for twenty-four years when she decided to become ordained. Ellen did not grow up in a religious family, both of her parents were agnostic, but raised her to have a respect for all people. When asked how this affected her Ellen said, that this gave her the opportunity to love all people without having embedded theology. Both her parents grew up not attending church. Her mother was this way due to her grandmother being in a religious commune at the turn of the century and her father rarely attended church as a child. When he did it was at the very church she is now the senior pastor of. Her mother said there was so much bickering that she had no wish to learn about religion. Both of her parents shaped her views on religion, or lack there of, and on how to treat those around you. Ellen did not become interested in faith until she attended college for her degree in biology and education. It was at this point that a close friend urged her to attend church. She decided to give religion a chance. She became a member of a fundamentalist Christian denomination. This particular denomination, at the time the church was not even considered a denomination, did not believe that women should teach the word of God. This was even enforced for children’s Sunday school a class that is taught by women in most denominations. This was because men were the only ones allowed to speak or teach the word of God. Ellen described the religion as being oppressive and sexist towards women. During her time in the church she did not feel safe or included, the denomination was even considered a cult at the time. The time she spent in this religion was a time of unhappiness and miserable. The pressure she felt from her Missouri State University Spring 2015 Religious Lives of Ozarks Women 2 friend is what kept her in the religion. Eventually she did make the decision to leave the church after twelve to fourteen years. After leaving she did not attend another church for four years. Eventually she did attend a Disciples of Christ Church. This is when she realized she no longer wanted to sit in the pew; she had too much to share. This is when she decided to go to seminary, after a couple years of planning, at the age of 56, she chose Eden Seminary School. She felt she needed a strong seminary background in order to become an effective pastor. After three years she became and ordained minister in the Congregational Church. Ellen’s background of being a Biology teacher really does have an impact on how she views the bible. She believes the stories told in the bible are metaphors. We are not here to take everything the bible says as literal. She does not have to believe in the creation story. Instead it shows her that God has always been around. This ties into what she believes God taught her after the death of two children, one as recent as six months ago. When one loses a child it is a time of deep reflection, and during this time Ellen found a way to reconnect to God in a new way. Just because a person is good does not mean nothing bad will ever happen to them. It just means God is always there for a person even in the tough times. This is what she teaches the members of her church community and her community outside the church. To Ellen the most important part of being a Minster is to be there for the members of your community. The point she realized this was when she had a member of the community come to her and say “Ellen I have been thinking about killing myself”, to which she replied “would you let me take you to the emergency room I stay with you and I will not leave you”. To her it is a huge moment when a person is willing to trust you with something so big and know that you will not brush them off, but instead say with them and love them. This is especially true when it comes to welcoming diverse members of the community into the church. Ellen’s Missouri State University Spring 2015 Religious Lives of Ozarks Women 3 background of growing up with no religion caused her to be accepting and loving of all people no matter what. She believes that God is all welcoming, non-judging, and all loving. She lives up to this by welcoming all into her church. Not only is Ellen a woman in ministry in the Ozarks where it is not all that common, but she is also a woman minister in a primarily small conservative town. The community she lives in is moderately accepting of a female in ministry. There are some people in the community that may not believe a woman pastor is biblical, but there are others that are accepting with open arms and minds. Even though some do not agree with women in ministry she has never had any rude encounters. Instead she says she is politely brushed off and that what she is saying is not always heard. There have been times that members of her own congregation have said they do not agree with a woman pastor, yet they are never disrespectful. Ellen believes that the community is taking steps towards being accepting of women in ministry, but they will not be fully accepting for a long time. Over the years Ellen has grown in her own faith and will keep growing as long as she keeps an open mind and continues to teach her congregation, as well as others. Missouri State University Spring 2015 Religious Lives of Ozarks Women