Narrative Summary Interview with Beatrice Felts by Niki Enlow Beatrice Felts was born in the 1930’s in the small town of Couch, Missouri. She was the second of three sisters born into the Stogsdill family. Her earliest childhood memories involve life as a little girl growing up on a farm in a tiny town. Nearly everyone in town attended church, and her family’s place of worship was a small Free Will Baptist Church. She described her parents as “Christian people” who had an iron, unquestioning faith in the literal interpretation of the Bible. One of the most significant times in Bea’s life was when she was “saved” at nine years old in her small country church. She explained that as the worship service ensued, she felt the Lord’s presence in her heart, telling her to come forward in an official profession of faith, but pride held her back. As she contemplated, she was approached in the pew by a leader in the church who directly acknowledged the inner battle she was facing. She said he took her hand, and offered a gentle tug- just enough to cause her to take a small step forward. That, she said, was all she needed, and she began her walk up the aisle to profess her faith at the altar, and also began her walk through life as a steadfast Christian, living for Jesus. Bea married Bill Felts at the age of eighteen and shortly thereafter started a family of their own, having four children, the third of which was my mother. They began attending a small church in Springfield called Grant Avenue Free Will Baptist. The earliest bylaws of this denomination prohibit dancing, movies, playing cards, and, of course, alcohol. It is also prohibited for women to sit on the deacon board, pastor the church, or even lead youth alone. Even temporary positions for preaching in the pastor’s absence are filled by men of the church. When asked if Bea felt that she had ever been limited or discriminated against in the Missouri State University Semester 20XX Religious Lives of Ozarks Women 2 church because she was a woman, she shrugged and said she did not. She spent her years in the church as a devout prayer warrior (and still is) and sang in the choir until she lost her voice due to treatment complications for cancer, which she was diagnosed with in 2011. At that time, she was given two years to live at the most. She has not only beaten the odds, but if anyone asks her, she has prayed her way through them alongside the other prayer warriors of the church. One of her four children went on to be a pastor in California, and my mother relentlessly smashed her head into the glass ceiling of Grant Avenue for years as she took on the children’s choir, Sunday school classes, played the piano, and eventually became the worship team leader, all the while directing the adult choir as well. Beatrice considers this to be the largest accomplishment of her life, which she made apparent during the interview. She is pleased and proud of the family she has raised, and all of her grandkids who have chosen to follow the Lord in this way or that. What is perhaps most interesting about Beatrice’s religious journey is that it has been unwavering and steadfast. When asked about a crisis of faith, she responded that she had never doubted God’s word, as if that were the only answer that made any sense at all. When asked about exposure to other religions, she explained that yes, she had visited other churches around town, but just found Free Will Baptist churches to be her place of preference. At one point in the interview, when prompted about her opinion around women in leadership positions in the church, she said she liked having a man for a pastor. When asked what a woman should do should she feel she is called to ministry, she scrunched her nose and said “Well then she should do whatever she feels she ought to do for the Lord,” and delivered this answer in such a way as though she were explaining her life in a single sentence. Bea currently resides in northern Springfield with her husband, Bill. She has four children, seven grandchildren, and a greatMissouri State University Fall 2008 Religious Lives of Ozarks Women 3 grandchild. Missouri State University Fall 2008 Religious Lives of Ozarks Women