Succes is sooo boring Reading this magazine might have been a bore, until now. All this repetition and sameness in describing good luck and good experiences. I consider success, especially the success of others, as a bore. Talking and writing about making the best wine, being the most successful entrepreneur selling cars or neckties, having found as a tourist the seventeenth nice and beautiful church in Rome, winning some silver or gold medals at soccer tournaments or in other sports, being a champion by drinking the most glasses of beer in your student peer group… TEXT: HENRI GEERTS Ambition for success brings a lot of contempt and for me a lot of melancholia, apathy. Success counts for short periods and local exposure. Success brings 15 minutes of fame. And for many, 15 minutes of fame Boredom is the great critique of success. is in itself a success. Reading about successful people makes me jealous, are tackled, boredom comes with overstimulation, as with children with depressive and gives me a feeling of apathy. At least, most of the time too many toys and games, whether electronic or not. Success might be successful people show a deep need for attention (you might think of the an overstimulation for grown-ups. And in this I would follow Lars Svend- late and poor Amy Winehouse), and is more often than not an example sen who wrote a wonderful book (A Philosophy of Boredom, Reaktion of narcissism. Don’t bother me! Books) with a profound critique about our culture. Boredom is according to him the utmost spiritual problem of our day. “Is For this reason I would like to explore the opposite of success, boredom. modern life,” he asks, “first and foremost an attempt to escape boredom?” My conclusion might be clear from the beginning, success and boredom And following his thesis: is thriving for success in this sense the spiritual are much more connected than most people would expect. On first sight answer modern man gives when trying to escape boredom? With Svend- the opposite is true: when bored, time slows drastically, the world seems sen we can observe the modern world, in the hunt for success, having foggy and without perspective, reality becomes vague. Success is all hap- a destructive understanding of personal wealth, success and happiness piness, real-time, emotion, attention and a lot more. where biographies are mere successions of unconnected and carefree However, in a culture like ours where most problems of mere existence ‘experiences’. Asset Magazine 11 Reading about successful people makes me jealous, depressive and gives me a feeling of apathy. Success is an oasis, a fata Morgana is precision and humility. The former, it must be noted, breeds the latter. Boredom isn’t easily defined, but I like the description of the Russian poet compassionate you become to your likes, to the dust aswirl in a sunbeam Joseph Brodsky: “a psychological Sahara”. And success is an oasis. Or a fata or already immobile atop your table.” The more you learn about your own size, the more humble and the more Morgana, an illusion of an oasis. But against Brodsky’s metaphor I would say that it is not the environment, outside us, but the state of our own And out of this experience it is possible to commit yourself – irrevocably, soul which is described. When bored we live in a condition of overpow- if you can – to your best intentions and renew your self-command. When ering indifference in which our existence is without necessity. In English we give boredom some space in our lives we are giving ourselves pos- culture we find this in the ‘dandy’, a person we might see as an intensive sibilities – it is an invitation to reflect on what is important in life. And as form of the natural condition of men and woman. an example I might quote and change a little the essay by David Foster This was one of the great lessons of Brodsky who lectured in Dartmouth Wallace to explain what a healthier understanding of success might look College on the subject of boredom. He told the graduates they may like: “The really important kind of success (Freedom in his words) involves have had some splendid samples of boredom supplied by their teachers, attention and awareness, and discipline, and effort, and being able truly however – these experiences would be as nothing compared with what to care about other people and to sacrifice for them, over and over, in awaits them in the years ahead. Neither originality nor inventiveness on myriad petty little unsexy ways, every day.” their part will suffice to defeat the endless repetition that life will serve up to them, as it has served up to us all. Evading boredom, he pointed out, is Henri Geerts a full-time job, entailing endless change – of jobs, geography, wives and Senior staff-member Academic Forum lovers, interests – and in the end a self-defeating one. Brodsky therefore ‘Academic Forum is a new department created by merging Studium Generale & advises:”When hit by boredom, go for it. Let yourself be crushed by it; Center for Science and Values’ submerge, hit bottom.” WHERE DOES THIS LEAD US? First of all, in terms of Brodsky to the conscience that boredom is your With help of/references: window on the properties of time and your window on time’s infinity.” tJoseph Epstein, Duh, Boring in: Commentary magazine june 2011 For boredom speaks the language of time, and it teaches you the most tLars Svendsen A Philosophy of Boredom, Reaktion Books 2003 (zie ook: http://www.youtube.com/ valuable lesson of your life: the lesson of your utter insignificance. It is valuable to you, as well as to those you are to rub shoulders with. “You are finite,” time tells you in the voice of boredom, “and whatever you do is, from my point of view, futile.” As music to your ears, this, of course, may watch?v=Wmi3B8H-_As) tJoseph Brodsky: Listening to Boredom (excerpt from ‘In Praise of Boredom’; adapted from Dartmouth College commencement address). Harper’s Magazine, March 1995 v290 n1738 p11(3) tDavid Foster Wallace on life and work. The Wall Street Journal September 19, 2008 not count; yet the sense of futility, of the limited significance of even your best, most ardent actions, is better than the illusion of their consequences and the attendant self-aggrandizement.” In this sense, boredom is the great critique of success… Brodsky again: “For boredom is an invasion of time into your set of values. It puts your existence into its proper perspective, the net result of which 12 Asset Magazine The Centre for Science and Values (CSV) explores the limits of science: where science meets moral issues, religious belief and social responsibility. It challenges people to discuss cultural and religious values, personal inspiration and fundamental presuppositions by organizing conferences, building networks and publishing articles. For the actual programme see www.uvt.nl/cwl