That day of my 10th grade, I was dizzy and had a fever. The situation continued
for several days. I thought of it as the symptoms of cold. However, the thing went
worse than I thought. The symptoms caused by bacteria’s infection. So I became an
emergency case. Everything was not ready. I was in the intensive care. It was very
horrible to lie in the intensive care because my bedside had a lot of patients who
needed a first aid and there were many people would pass away all the time. It was
boring to stay in the sickroom. Taking the blood pressure and making an injection
became routine in the hospital. I only could watch TV but it had three channels. I
couldn’t do anything except sleep and watch TV. I couldn’t even take a shower
because the intravenous drip could obstruct my action. It is important that the bed of
the hospital wasn’t comfortable. I couldn’t get to sleep until midnight sometimes. So I
anticipated that I could escape from the hellish life soon.
The sky which seen from the window of the hospital was so blue in particular.
There was no day alternates with night in the hospital. If I hadn’t experienced in
person, I couldn’t have realized how wonderful the world is. Compares with hospital’s
food, homely meal is very delicious. When I admitted to discharge from the hospital, I
felt that I was an imprisoned bird, which could regain my freedom finally. With this
bitter experience, I realized that the importance of life. Life is very precious. If people
who want to suicide had seen death in the hospital, maybe they couldn’t do that. I
can’t even imagine that there is a large crowd gathers together in the hospital day after
day. Thus, I would rather go to school than stay in the hospital because I can enjoy my
freedom at school.